无径之林 常有情趣
无人之岸 几多惊喜
岸畔崖间，鼓涛为乐
无人驻足，是为桃源
吾爱世人，自然甚之 ——拜伦
妈妈！ Mom!
妈妈！救我 Mom! Help me.
怎么了？ What is it?
那不是梦，沃特 我没有做梦 I wasn't dreaming, Walt. I didn't imagine it.
我听到他的声音了 我听到了，我听到了，是克里斯 I heard him. I heard him. I heard him. I heard Chris.
- 我听到了！ - 我知道 - I heard him! - I know.
不，我没有做梦， No. I wasn't imagining it, Walt.
不，他…他… No, I did. He's... He's...
- 我听到了！ - 比莉 - I heard him! - Billie.
亚历山大
亚历山大·超级流浪者 1992年4月
韦恩
来自费尔班克斯的问候! （阿拉斯加中部城市）
我两天前到达这里
在育空领地实在太难搭到便车了 （加拿大一省，紧邻阿拉斯加）
但我终于还是到了这里
买了本介绍当地动植物的书
我储够了食物和必需品 准备在荒野待上几个月
也许要过很长的时间我才会回到南部
就想告诉你，你是个了不起的人
“冬季封闭”
“惊跑路”
我只能送你到这里了 That's about as far as I can get you.
好的，谢谢 All right. Thank you.
- 你还有堆垃圾在我的仪表盘上 - 你留着吧 - You left all your shit on my dash. - Keep it.
随便你吧 Suit yourself.
谢啦 Thanks again.
嘿，等一下 Hey, hold on a minute.
拿着这个 穿着脚不容易湿 Here, take these. They'll keep your feet dry.
如果你活着回来，给我打个电话 我的号码就在靴子里 If you make it out alive, give me a call. My number's inside the boots.
谢谢 Thanks.
我现在徒步
走入荒野
荒野生存
你好？ Hello?
这儿有人吗？ Is there anybody here?
大概没有！ Guess not!
到达费尔班克斯 穿越大河
德纳里峰日 神奇巴士日
两年来，他行走在这片土地上 Two years he walks the earth.
没有电话，没有泳池，没有宠物 No phone, no pool, no pets,
没有香烟 no cigarettes.
无拘无束 Ultimate freedom.
一个极端主义者，一个追逐美的旅人 An extremist. An aesthetic voyager
脚下的路就是他的家 whose home is the road.
“嘿，听着，老头 不要对我做精神分析，好吗？” "Hey, listen, old man. Now, don't psychoanalyze me, all right?
“闭嘴 我正带你去目的地呢” "Shut up. I'm taking you out to where we're going."
“你们去哪里？” "Where you going?"
“我告诉你，我们哪里也不去！” "I told you. We're going nowhere!"
现在，在两年的流浪之后 最后也是最大的冒险来临了 So now, after two rambling years comes the final and greatest adventure.
消灭虚伪的存在 The climactic battle to kill
胜利实现灵魂革命 the false being within
的终极一役 and victoriously conclude the spiritual revolution.
不再受俗世文明毒蚀 他遁世而逸 No longer to be poisoned by civilization, he flees,
独自行走在陆上 and walks alone upon the land to become
隐没在荒野中 lost in the wild.
亚历山大·超级流浪者
1992年5月
乔治亚州 亚特兰大 埃默里大学 入住“神奇巴士”两年前
…他们在校期间勤奋努力 做出了多方面的贡献… ...hard work and manifold contributions to our community during their time here,
我们向你们致敬 并致于你们 we salute you and offer all of you
再一次掌声与祝贺 one more round of applause and congratulations.
尼娜·琳恩·洛克维恩 Nina Lynn Lockwynn.
瓦内萨·丹尼斯·洛维里 Vanessa Denise Lowery.
克里斯多夫·强森·麦坎得勒斯 Christopher Johnson McCandless.
瑞吉娜·维多利亚·麦克奈布 Regina Victoria McNabb.
我能看见他们毕业时站在校门的模样 I see them standing at the formal gates of their colleges.
我看见父亲徘徊在赭色的砂岩拱门下 I see my father strolling out under the ochre sandstone arch,
在他脑后闪烁的红色瓷砖 就像弯曲的血板 the red tiles glinting like bent plates of blood behind his head.
我看见母亲拿着几本书依在臀边 I see my mother with a few light books at her hip,
站在小砖砌成的柱子旁 身后的铸铁大门依然敞开 standing at the pillar made of tiny bricks with the wrought-iron gates
门上的剑尖在五月的天空划出一道黑色 still open behind her, its sword-tips black in the May air.
他们即将毕业 They are about to graduate.
他们即将结婚 他们是孩子，涉世未深 They are about to get married. They are kids. They are dumb.
他们只知道彼此纯洁无辜 绝不会伤害任何人 All they know is they are innocent, they would never hurt anybody.
我想上前对他们说 “停！不要这么做” I want to go up to them and say, "Stop, don't do it.
“她不是适合你的女人 他不是适合你的男人 "She's the wrong woman, he's the wrong man.
“你们会做出一些你们意想不到的事 "You are going to do things you cannot imagine you would ever do.
“你们会对孩子造成伤害 "You are going to do bad things to children.
“你们会经受不曾听闻的痛苦 "You are going to suffer in ways you never heard of.
“你们会痛不欲生” "You are going to want to die."
我想在五月末的阳光下 走上前告诉他们 I want to go up to them there in the late May sunlight and say it.
但是我没这么做 说了也就没有我的出现了 But I don't do it. I want to live.
我想拿起他俩 像两个纸人，然后把他俩狠狠撞在一起 I take them up like the male and female paper dolls, and bang them together
让他们像撞火石一样撞出火花 然后说 at the hips like chips of flint, as if to strike sparks from them. I say,
“你们想怎么做就怎么做吧 我会告诉你们结果的” "Do what you are going to do and I will tell about it."
他们来了，沃特，好吗？ Here they are, Walt. Okay?
谁写的？ Who wrote that?
应该是我们中的一人，是不是？ Well, could have been either one of us, couldn't it?
为什么让卡琳开车？ Why is he letting Carine drive his car?
书里有很多好诗 There's a lot of great poems in here.
我必须和她谈谈 I have to speak to her about it.
你坐着吧 Sit down.
对不起，我要去迎接我儿子 Excuse me. I'm going to get my son.
他刚从埃默里大学毕业 He just graduated today from Emory College.
我来吧，我来吧 I'll get it. I'll get it.
克里斯，嗨！ 我们等好久了 Chris, hi! We've been waiting and waiting.
你刚那样跳到台上 把我吓了个半死 You scared me half to death jumping up there on that stage like that.
- 嗨，爸爸 - 恭喜你，儿子 - Hi, Dad. - Congratulations, Son.
- 这是重大的一步啊 - 谢谢你，爸爸 - This is a big step. - Thank you, Dad.
好吧 All right.
你不应该在乔治亚州开车 You're not supposed to be driving in Georgia.
为什么？我有驾照 Why? I have my permit.
因为拿新手驾照在其他州开车 'Cause it's against the law for a learner's permit
是违法的，这就是原因 to drive in another state from one's home state. That's why.
我不知道啊，我以为 有一个合法的司机在一起就可以了 I didn't know that. I thought that if I was with a legal driver that it'd be okay.
好，我们… Well, let's...
- 他们还一直这样吗？ - 不会 - Are they going to continue? - No.
我猜今天每个人都在庆祝 I guess everybody's celebrating today.
- 他们只会待在吧台那里，对吗？ - 是的 - They're going to stay in the bar, right? - That's right.
我的成绩很好，我觉得 足以进哈佛法学院了 My grades are good enough, I think, to get into Harvard Law.
克里斯，太棒了 Chris, that's wonderful.
这可是件大事 That is a big deal.
你的大学基金还剩多少？ How much do you have left in the college fund?
确切地说是24500.68美金 Exactly $24,500.68.
真够精确的了 Well, that's specific.
我上午去了趟银行，妈妈 I had to go to the bank this morning, Mom.
你妈和我很高兴 再支援点钱供你上哈佛 Your mother and I will be glad to contribute the balance for Harvard.
对 That's right.
我要想一下我要做什么 I've got to figure out what I'm going to do.
我还有很多东西要先打包整理 I've got a lot of things to pack and organize here first.
你爸和我想送你份礼物 Your father and I, we want to make a present to you.
我们想让你摆脱那个垃圾 We want to get you out of that junker.
什么垃圾？ What junker?
那个 That.
- 我们想给你买辆新车 - 对 - We want to buy you a new car. - That's right.
新车？ A new car?
为什么我要新车？ Why would I want a new car?
达特桑运行良好 （日本车） Datsun runs great.
你们以为我想要那些招摇过市的东西？ Do you think I want some fancy boat?
你们是在担心邻居们怎么想吗？ Are you worried what the neighbors might think?
行了，我们又不打算给你 买凯迪拉克，克里斯 Well, we weren't gonna get you a brand new Cadillac, Chris.
我们只是想给你一辆完新的好车 开起来安全一些 We just want to get you a nice new car that's safe to drive.
那辆破玩意儿随时可能会爆炸 And you never know when that thing out there just might blow up.
爆炸，爆炸？ 你们疯了吗？那是辆好车 Blow up. Blow up? Are you guys crazy? It's a great car.
我不需要一辆新车 我不想要一辆新车 I don't need a new car. I don't want a new car.
- 我什么都不想要 - 好的 - I don't want anything. - Okay.
- 这东西，那东西，这东西，那东西 - 好吧 - These things, things, things, things. - Okay.
- 任何事都会是麻烦 - 谢谢 - Everything has to be difficult. - Thank you.
- 谢谢 - 也许他不是这个意思 - Thank you. - Maybe that's not what he means.
也许他只是想保留自己的旧车 这没什么关系 Maybe he just wants his old car. It's not such a big deal.
谢谢，我只是不想要什么东西 Thank you. I just don't want anything.
克里斯以一种异常严苛的道德准则 Chris measured himself and those around him
审视自己和身边的一切 by a fiercely rigorous moral code.
再见，克里斯！ Bye, Chris!
他冒险踏上一条残酷孤独的道路 He risked what could have been a relentlessly lonely path
却在他钟爱的书籍中找到同路知己 but found company in the characters of the books he loved
他喜爱托尔斯泰、杰克·伦敦和梭罗 from writers like Tolstoy, Jack London and Thoreau.
他可以在任何情况下 引用出适合的文句 He could summon their words to suit any occasion,
他也经常会这么做 and he often would.
收款方：美国饥荒救济委员会
金额：24000美元
这是我所有的存款 请用它接济需要的人 克里斯多夫·J·麦坎得勒斯
我忘了问他在毕业晚宴上引用了什么 I forgot to ask what quote he'd have picked for his graduation dinner,
但是我知道最有可能是谁的话 but I had a good idea of who the primary target would be.
克里斯出走是不可避免的 It was inevitable that Chris would break away.
他一旦选择出走 他会按他特有的极端方式来进行 And when he did, he would do it with characteristic immoderation.
第一章 “我”的诞生
“不可否认 无疆行走总是让人振奋 "It should not be denied that being footloose has always exhilarated us.
“在我们心中，它意味着 "It is associated in our minds with escape
“忘记过去，摆脱压力 逃离法律与繁琐义务 "from history and oppression and law and irksome obligations.
“绝对的自由 "Absolute freedom.
“道路总是向西延伸” （乔恩·科拉考尔 《荒野生存》） "And the road has always led west."
山洪多发区
亚利桑那州 米德湖 1990年7月
我需要一个名字 I need a name.
亚历山大·超级流浪者 1990年7月
将近六月末 Toward the end of June,
埃默里大学给我的父母寄来了 克里斯的最后一份成绩单 Emory had mailed our parents Chris' final grade report.
几乎是全A Almost all A's.
南非社会的种族隔离，A A in Apartheid in South African Society.
当代非洲政治和非洲粮食危机，A减 A-minus in Contemporary African Politics and the Food Crisis in Africa.
学得不错，老哥，你真聪明 And on it went. Clever boy, my brother.
但是到了七月末 我们没有一点他的消息 But by the end of July, we hadn't heard anything from him
我的父母开始坐立不安 and my parents were becoming unsettled.
克里斯从来没有电话 Chris had never had a phone,
所以他们决定开车到 亚特兰大给他一个惊喜 so they decided to drive down to Atlanta and surprise him.
当他们到达他的公寓时 只看到一个“招租”标志 When they arrived at the apartment, there was a "For Rent" sign up
管理员说克里斯五月底就搬出去了 and the manager said that Chris had moved out at the end of May.
哦，对，他两个月前就走了 Oh, yes. He left two months ago.
所以他们回家时 So when they got home,
我不得不把他们在那个夏天 寄给克里斯的信都给他们 I had to hand them all the letters that they had sent Chris that summer,
一整包的信都被退了回来 which had been returned in a bundle.
克里斯去通知了邮局 告诉他们等到8月1日再退信 Chris had arranged for the post office to hold them until August 1st,
为自己争取了一些时间 to buy himself some time.
你知道这事吗？ Did you know about this?
他什么也没说过 He didn't say anything.
我理解他在做什么 他花了四年 I understood what he was doing. That he had spent four years
履行荒诞乏味的责任 完成大学学业 fulfilling the absurd and tedious duty of graduating from college,
现在他终于解放了 离开了那个充满幻象 and now he was emancipated from that world of abstraction,
脆弱不堪、父母管教 物欲横流的世界 false security, parents and material excess,
离开那些阻碍他体验真实存在的东西 the things that cut Chris off from the truth of his existence.
加州北部 太平洋山脊径 1990年8月
嘿！ Hey!
- 嘿，伙计，绕到那边上车 - 好的，太好了 - Hey, man. Step around. Jump in. - Okay, great.
你戴这么顶夸张的帽子 我们差点没看到你 We barely saw you there underneath that crazy hat of yours.
车门有点问题，来吧，进去吧 This door's a little tricky. There you go. Hop in.
这是雷尼 That's Rainey.
- 嗨，雷尼 - 你好，我叫雷尼 - Hi, Rainey. - Yeah, I'm Rainey.
- 我叫简 - 嗨，我叫亚历克斯 - I'm Jan. - Hi. I'm Alex.
带帽子的亚历克斯 Alex with the hat on.
- 对，我知道，你说过，伙计 - 对 - Yeah, I know. You said it, man. - Yeah.
你现在是个皮鞋 So you're a leather now.
我是个皮鞋？ I'm a leather?
对，皮鞋流浪者 现在都这样称呼徒步行走的人 Yeah, a leather tramp. That's what they call the ones that hoof it, go on foot.
事实上，我们是轮胎流浪者 Technically we're rubber tramps.
因为我们有辆车 Because we have a vehicle.
- 你不必推开我 - 别这样？ - You don't have to push me away. - Come on, please?
是啊，亚历克斯可能也有辆车 但是他决定烧了他所有钱 Yeah, Alex could have a vehicle as well, but he decided to burn all of his money.
你为什么要这么做？ And why did you do that?
我不需要钱 钱让人畏手畏脚 I don't need money. Makes people cautious.
得了，亚历克斯 你多少也得小心一点 Come on, Alex. You gotta be a little cautious.
我是说，你的书啊那些都很酷 I mean, that book of yours is cool and everything,
但是你不能完全靠树叶浆果维生 but you can't depend entirely on leaves and berries.
如果你要有别的需要怎么办？ I don't know if you want to depend on much more than that.
你的爸妈在哪里？ Where are your mom and dad?
在某处生活在他们的谎言里 Living their lies somewhere.
你像一个被宠爱的孩子，说实话 You look like a loved kid. Be fair.
实话？ Fair?
你知道我说的意思 You know what I mean.
我要借用梭罗的话来解释 I'll paraphrase Thoreau here.
“不是爱情，不是金钱，不是信仰 "Rather than love, than money, than faith,
“不是名誉，不是公平 "than fame, than fairness,
给我真相” "give me truth."
从克里斯和我开始记事起 From as long ago as Chris and I could remember,
每天我们的家里都有几回激烈的争执 there have been daily bouts of rage in our house.
我们被迫目睹的那些暴力 非常真实 Violence that we were forced to witness. It was very real.
但也像一出戏 But it was also like theater.
他们既当我们是法官 又当是被告 They cast us as both judges and the accused.
我送你一个纪念品 一个非常贵重的纪念品 And I got you this token, this expensive token.
爸爸曾是年轻的天才 Dad had been the young genius
曾被NASA（美国航天航空局）征召去 为美国卫星雷达系统做关键设计 that NASA enlisted to do crucial designs for the American satellite radar systems
以回应苏联卫星 that would be our answer to the Russian Sputnik.
而妈妈和他后来开了一家咨询公司 And Mom and he later started up a consulting firm
结合了她的足智多谋 combining her get-up-and-go resourcefulness
和他丰富的知识 with his wealth of knowledge.
看这个 Look at this.
但是当公司挣了第一个一百万时 But by the time the company actually made its first million,
利欲熏心与金钱看上去 仅仅加重了他们的盲目愚昧 the careerism and money seemed only to embolden their blindness.
非常非常感谢 Thank you very, very much.
我记得第一次家庭会议 I remember the first family meeting
让我们加入到他们离婚的计划中 to let us in on their plans for getting a divorce.
他们让我们选择要和谁生活在一起 They wanted us to choose which of them we'd live with.
我们抱头痛哭 We cried our eyes out.
他们从未离婚 The divorce never happened,
但是争执和会议也从未停歇 but the battles and the meetings never stopped.
不多久克里斯和我不搭理他们 It wasn't very long before Chris and I shut off.
我们说，“去吧 We'd say "Go ahead.
“去离婚吧” "Get the divorce."
如果燃根火柴扔过去 我就又有火烤又有烤肉吃了 Jeez. If I struck a match to you I'd have dinner and warmth at the same time.
简去哪里？ Where's Jan going?
好吧，我的朋友 Well, my friend,
你别看我嬉皮，日子不好过啊 all is not well on the hippie front.
你是个勤劳的小傻瓜，是吗？ You're an industrious little fucker, aren't you?
有点 Little bit.
造化弄人 凡事都在特定的时间发生 It's funny how things happen at particular times.
我爱上那个女人很多年了，兄弟 I've loved that woman for a lot of years, bro.
但是，她有一段故事 But, you know, she's got a story.
我们一直静静地对这件事保持沉默 We've been going through this thing, real quiet.
当我们昨天遇到你时 So when we ran into you yesterday,
那件我们一直静静地埋藏的事情 this thing that we've been going through real quiet,
她提起了 你知道我的意思吗？ she's talking about it. You know what I mean?
- 我想是的 - 你知道什么？ - I think I do. - You think what?
这个… Well...
有些人觉得他们不值得爱 Some people feel like they don't deserve love.
他们悄然走开遁入空无 They walk away quietly into empty spaces,
试着消除过往的罅隙 trying to close the gaps to the past.
真有见地，耶稣啊！ That's a hell of an insight. Jesus!
- 你不是耶稣，对吗？ - 你看谁在说话 - You're not Jesus, are you? - Look who's talking.
你想涉水去帮我带她回来吗，老兄？ You gonna walk across the water and get her back for me, pal?
不，我怕水 No. I'm afraid of water.
一直是这样的 Always have been.
不过这是迟早要克服的问题 如果你把柴火拿回营地 Something I've gotta get over sometime though, huh? So I will swim in it
我就跳下水去游泳 if you'll carry the firewood back to camp.
- 切，好的 - 好的？ - Shit, yeah. - Yeah?
- 我来拿 - 好的 - Call it carried. - All right.
“大海唯一的礼物就是汹涌的浪击 "The sea's only gifts are harsh blows,
“有时，还有使人感受坚强的机会 "and, occasionally, the chance to feel strong.
“现在我对大海知之甚少 "Now, I don't know much about the sea,
“但是我知道这一道理在这里也适用 "but I do know that that's the way it is here.
“我也明白它在生命中何等重要 "And I also know how important it is in life
“不必变得强大，但是去感受强大 "not necessarily to be strong, but to feel strong,
“至少来估量自己一次 "to measure yourself at least once,
“在人类最古老的环境中 去找寻一次自我 "to find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions,
“独自面对着无声无息的岩石 "facing the blind, deaf stone alone
“不借助任何外界帮助 只依靠你的双手和你自己的头脑” "with nothing to help you but your hands and your own head."
大浪来了！ There's a big wave coming!
雷尼，我冻死了！ Rainey, I'm freezing!
你能抱着我吗？ Could you put your arms around me?
海军破坏并废弃了那边的基地 The Navy bulldozed and abandoned this base down there,
只剩下些巨大的钢筋混凝土地基 我们管那叫石板 and all that's left is this huge grid of concrete foundations, or slabs.
- 伙计，你一定得去看看 - 你会喜欢的，你会喜欢的 - Man, you would dig the Slabs. - You would like it. You would like it.
- 如果你喜欢流浪 - 你会喜欢的 - Lf you're on the road still. - You'd love it.
有一群同路人 Fellow travelers.
在阳光下简单地生活 没有比这更好的了 Just living on the cheap under the sun. Can't beat it.
听起来不错 Sounds good.
如果你过来 我会给你做一顶合适的帽子 If you come, I'll make you a proper hat.
- 你保证？ - 我向上帝发誓 - Promise? - I swear to God.
哦，宝贝，宝贝 Oh, baby. Baby.
- 停下，等等 - 好 - Stop it. Wait. - Yeah.
- 哦，对 - 好的 - Oh, yes. - Okay.
让我关了灯 Let me turn off the light.
简和雷尼 谢谢你们
- 他让我想起… - 我知道 - He reminded me of... - I know.
这就是世界之道 Such is the way of the world
第二章 “青春期”
你未曾可知 You can never know
何处放下你全部信仰 且看它如何生长？ Just where to put all your faith And how will it grow?
太阳冉冉升 Gonna rise up
燃尽尘封记忆中黑洞 Burning back holes in dark memories
太阳冉冉升 Gonna rise up
给错误映上金光 Turning mistakes into gold
我想说，你真的很棒 我是说，你就像 I mean, you're really good. I mean, you're like
十万倍的好吃于我吃过的所有苹果 100,000 times better than, like, any apple I've ever had.
我不是超人，我是超级流浪者 I'm not Superman, I'm Supertramp.
你是超级苹果 You're Superapple.
你太美味了 你是那么新鲜，那么自然 You're so tasty. You're so organic, so natural.
你是我眼中的唯一 You're the apple of my eye.
嘿！时光流逝 如白驹过隙 Hey! Such is the passage of time Too fast to fold
你瞧，倏然间被痕迹吞噬 And suddenly swallowed by signs Lo and behold
太阳冉冉升 Gonna rise up
找到我的方向有如磁石指引 Find my direction magnetically
太阳冉冉升 Gonna rise up
甩下我手中的王牌 Throw down my ace in the hole
九月初，爸妈接到了 安纳达尔警方打来的电话 In early September, Mom and Dad got a call from the Annandale police
说亚利桑那州公路巡警 notifying them that Chris' abandoned car
找到了克里斯遗弃的车子 had been identified by the Arizona Highway Patrol.
一群探寻稀有花种的人 偶然在沙漠里发现了它 A group of rare flower hunters stumbled upon it in the desert.
没有迹象表明克里斯试图回到那里 There were no signs that Chris had intended to return to it.
但也没有他挣扎抵抗的证据 But there wasn't any evidence of struggle, either.
警方认为克里斯是自愿抛弃的 The police thought Chris had chosen to leave it behind
而不是被人抢走的 and not that it was taken from him.
这个消息一开始还能安慰爸妈 The initial comfort that gave Mom and Dad quickly turned
但他们很快意识克里斯 完全是不想被人找到 to the realization that Chris was actually trying not to be found.
神奇巴士 第三周
20 开始看《瓦尔登湖》 21 大米告急
22 没有猎物
坚强 Strong.
你可以做任何事 你可以去任何地方 You can do anything. You can go anywhere.
金钱，权力只是幻象 仅此而已 Money, power is an illusion. It's up here.
你可以做到 You can be here.
我和你 Me and you.
一，二，不不不 One, two. No, no, no.
二 Two,
三… three...
不要畏缩，继续前进 太棒了 达科他州 东南部 1990年 9月10日 找到巴士的10个月之前 Don't be shy with it. Get it moving there. That's good.
- 你就按这个速度 - 好 - That's your speed right here. - Right.
开太快就不能割到全部小麦 You go too fast, you won't get all the wheat.
就这样，走直线，走直线 直一点 That's it, straight line, straight line, little straighter.
看你怎么开的？再直一点 现在你是收割机驾驶员了 See how you're bearing? Just a little straighter. Now you're a combiner.
哇，看这个景色 Wow, look at this view!
但是这里你要盯着小麦 确保你在割麦 But keep your eye on the wheat, here. Make sure you're cutting it.
你可以从这里往后看 看看完成了多少 You can look back here and see how much is coming out, all right.
- 感觉怎么样？ - 我觉得很好 - How do you feel? - I feel great.
好的，保持直线前进，上帝保佑你 Okay, keep it straight. God bless you.
给自己赚点钱，朋友 晚点见 Make yourself some money, my friend. I'll see you in a little bit.
好 Okay.
韦恩，你要去哪里？ Wayne. Where you going?
凯文，你知道我爱你 我跟你开玩笑，我只是开玩笑，得了 Kevin, you know I love you. I'm joking with you. I'm joking. Stop it.
- 我跟你开玩笑 - 少管闲事，韦恩！ - I'm joking with you. - Mind your own business, Wayne!
- 你怎么这么凶？ - 我不知道 - What are you getting so hostile for? - I don't know.
我和你是一伙的 我们是一伙的 Me and you are on the same side. We're on the same side.
- 我讨厌总是被嘲笑 - 凯文，我们是一伙的 - I'm just tired of the teasing a lot. - Kevin, we're on the same side.
让我… 如果我想要个婊子，给我一个 Let me get some... If I want some vagina, let me get it.
- 哇，他是当真的 - 我们打牌吧 - Whoa. He's serious about this. - Let's just play cards.
- 我们就打牌好吗？ - 那么来吧 - Can we just play cards? - Let's go, then.
2元，4元，6元，把钱都放上来 $2, $4, $6, just put all the money in.
我想看到每个人全力以赴 I just wanna see everybody going for broke.
- 你想玩吗？ - 不 - You want to play? - No.
- 凯文，这个星期你有多少？ - 我有260 - Kevin, what have you got for the week? - I got 260.
我们有260 We're at 260.
我们就要260，那是我们的数字 We're gonna stay right at 260, that's our number.
我们有20000磅 We've got 20,000 pounds.
我们有20000磅 得赶紧处理掉 We've got 20,000 pounds we need to get rid of.
我们也许就在午饭后动手 在所有事情变回原样之前 Maybe just do all that after lunch before we get back into everything else.
我们可以储备500美金吗… Can we do the $500 reserves...
你觉得这一切怎么样？ What do you think about all this?
我喜欢这一切 I like all this.
我不觉得他能做这事 I don't think he can do it.
这儿有图书馆或是书店吗？ Is there a library or bookstore around here
我从哪里可以弄到打猎和防腐的书？ where I can get books on hunting and preserving?
任何关于打猎或是保存肉类的问题 Anything at all to do with hunting or preserving the meat,
或是烟熏，不管什么 smoking it, whatever the hell it is,
和那边的凯文谈谈 他很在行 talk to Kevin over there. That's your man.
出门在外的人，你做的那些 都是为了什么梦想？ Outdoorsman. What's your fascination with all that stuff?
我要去阿拉斯加 I'm going to Alaska.
阿拉斯加，阿拉斯加的野外？ 还是阿拉斯加城？ Alaska, Alaska? Or city Alaska?
因为阿拉斯加应该有商店的 Because they do have markets in Alaska.
阿拉斯加城，而不是阿拉斯加野外 在阿拉斯加城，有商店可以买东西 The city of Alaska. Not in Alaska. In the city of Alaska, they have markets.
不，伙计，阿拉斯加 阿拉斯加的旷野 No, man. Alaska, Alaska.
我要一直走到那里 一直一直走到那里 I'm gonna be all the way out there, all the way fucking out there.
就靠我自己 Just on my own.
你知道，没有该死的手表 没有地图，没有斧子，没有任何东西 You know, no fucking watch, no map, no ax, no nothing. No nothing.
就在荒野之中，就在荒野之中 Just be out there. Just be out there in it.
你知道，高山，河流，天空，猎物 You know, big mountains, rivers, sky, game.
在那其中生活，你知道吗？ 在荒野中 Just be out there in it, you know? In the wild.
- 在荒野中 - 只有荒野 - In the wild. - Just wild.
- 对 - 就… - Yeah. - Just...
你在那里做什么？ What are you doing when we're there?
现在你在荒野中 我们做什么？ Now you're in the wild, what are we doing?
你们仅仅是活着，伙计 You're just living, man.
你就是在那里，在那个时刻 在特定的地点特定的时间 You're just there, in that moment, in that special place and time.
对 Yeah.
也许我回来的时候 我能写一本关于我旅行的书 Maybe when I get back, I can write a book about my travels.
为什么不呢？ Why not?
你知道，就写逃离这个病态的社会 You know, about getting out of this sick society.
- 社会！ - 社会！ - Society! - Society!
- 社会，伙计！ - 社会！ - Society, man! - Society!
- 社会！社会！ - 社会！ - Society! Society! - Society!
社会，你知道！社会！ Society, you know! Society!
因为你知道我不明白什么吗？ 'Cause you know what I don't understand?
我不明白为什么人们 为什么他妈的每个人 I don't understand why people, why every fucking person
彼此总他妈的恶言相向 is so bad to each other so fucking often.
我不明白，审判 支配，全部的全部 It doesn't make sense to me. Judgment. Control. All that, the whole spectrum.
- 好，这只是… - 我们说的人们指什么？ - Well, it just... - What "people" we talking about?
你知道的，父母，伪君子 You know, parents, hypocrites,
政客，恶棍 politicians, pricks.
这是个错误 This is a mistake.
对这种事想得太深是个错误 It's a mistake to get too deep into all that kind of stuff.
亚历克斯，你是一个年轻人 一个年轻人 Alex, you're a hell of a young guy, a hell of a young guy.
但是我向你保证 But I promise you this.
你是一个年轻人！不应该 总是血气方刚！ You're a young guy! Can't be juggling blood and fire all the time!
- 你就是有点… - 韦恩，你们在说什么？ - You've got to just kind of... - Wayne, what are you talking about?
- 什么？ - 我是说… - What? - I mean...
我们在说血气 I'm talking about blood and fire.
我们在说血气方刚 We're talking about trying to juggle blood and fire.
你是谁凭什么给别人提建议？ Who are you to be giving advice to anybody anyway?
我是谁凭什么给别人提建议？ Who am I to be giving advice to anybody?
- 对 - 你好，很高兴见到你 - Yes. - Well, it's nice to meet you.
- 我的名字叫快乐先生 - 快乐先生 - My name is Mr. Happy. - Mr. Happy.
快乐先生时常给人建议 And Mr. Happy sometimes gives advice.
- 亚历克斯，别 - 对不起 - Alex, please. - I'm sorry.
有时快乐先生… 好吧，快乐先生总是快乐 Sometimes Mr. Happy... Well, Mr. Happy is always happy.
但是你知道他什么时候最快乐吗？ But you know when he's happiest?
- 他不总是快乐 - 他什么时候快乐？ - He's not always happy. - When is he happy?
你不是正要告诉我吗？ 快啊，告诉我 Are you really gonna say that to me? Come on, tell me about it.
我正打算告诉你 I am going to say that to you.
- 就现在… - 在你伤到自己之前坐下 - Now... - Sit down before you hurt yourself.
有一件事你要留意 One thing that you should try to keep your eye on
40年代末在罗斯威尔发生的一件事 is what happened in the late 1940s in Roswell.
一个税务记录的调查表明 When a search of tax records revealed that
克里斯把他的积蓄捐给了慈善机构 Chris had given his life savings to charity,
爸妈开始了爸爸所谓的“行动起来” Mom and Dad became what Dad called "mobilized."
他们雇用了私人侦探 通知全国范围内的执法部门 They hired a private investigator and notified law enforcement nationwide,
下决心要找到他 determined to track him down.
我猜想他会和吉普赛人一起 远离法律的视线 I just figured he'd be with gypsies, far from the eyes of the law.
这些是私接卫星电视交易 These are those free satellite TV deals.
是你说的，亚历克斯，不是我？ You're the one who said it, Alex, not me.
你需要些东西 你想要什么枪？ You're gonna need something. What kind of gun you got?
我觉得我应该要一支A22 一支A22口径的来复枪 I'm probably gonna get like a.22, I think. A.22 caliber rifle.
好的 All right, then.
你捕捉猎物的时候 时机极其重要 When you get your kill, time is of the essence.
首先，你要确保 Now, the first thing you wanna do is make sure
你要得到好肉并削下来 that you got that meat nice and shaved up.
你没有太多时间做这件事 大概一两个小时 And you don't have a lot of time to do this. This is about an hour or two.
关键看天气，特别是天热的话 你的时间就更少了 Depending on the weather. Especially if it's hot, you've got less time to do it.
你要做的就是 确保不要让苍蝇叮到你的肉 What you do is you want to make sure that them flies don't land on your meat.
因为一旦苍蝇开始孵出幼虫 肉就生蛆了 Because once them flies start shitting out larvae and them maggots,
你看见那些恶心的爬虫时 那就太晚了，太晚了 you know, those creepy crawlies, it's too late. It's too late.
我投降，我投降 You got me. You got me.
我警告过韦恩提防那些小黑盒子 I warned Wayne about them little black boxes.
韦斯特贝利先生，我是斯科特·贝克 FBI，我想你知道为什么我们在这里 Mr. Westerberg, Scott Baker, FBI. I think you know why we're here.
- 来这么多人啊 - 对 - Impressive turn-out. - Yeah.
你介意帮我拉上裤链吗？谢谢 You mind grabbing that zipper for me there? Thank you.
- 我们走 - 对不起，孩子 - Let's go. - Sorry, boys.
我们要关门一段时间 We're gonna have to shut down for a little while.
亚历克斯，你随时都可以回来帮我干活 只要你愿意 Alex, you come back and work for me any time you want.
吉尔那有你的支票，伙计 我不会离开太久的 Gil's got your checks, guys. I shouldn't be away too long.
记着亚历克斯，到春天再去阿拉斯加 往南走，孩子，你要往南走 Remember Alex, no Alaska till spring. South, kid. You wanna head south.
克里斯从高中毕业那年 The year Chris graduated high school,
他买了辆旧达特桑，开着车横跨国家 he bought the Datsun used and drove it cross-country.
大半个夏天都不在家 He stayed away most of the summer.
拜托，邻居们正看着呢，亲爱的 Come on. The neighbors are gonna be watching, honey.
你能来洒水吗？ Can you spray it?
我一听说他回家了 就跑进他的房间告诉跟他聊天 As soon as I heard he was home, I ran into his room to talk to him.
在加州，他拜访了一些家里的老朋友 In California, he'd looked up some old family friends.
他发现了父母关于他们 如何相爱，如何结婚的故事 He discovered that our parents' stories of how they fell in love and got married
都是用于掩盖丑陋真相的 精心编造的谎言 were calculated lies masking an ugly truth.
当他们相遇时，爸爸已经结婚了 When they met, Dad was already married.
甚至在克里斯出生后 And even after Chris was born,
爸爸和他的前妻玛西娅另有一个儿子 Dad had had another son with his first wife, Marcia,
他们仍是合法夫妻 to whom he was still legally married.
这个事实突然让克里斯和我 成了所谓的“私生子” This fact suddenly re-defined Chris and me as bastard children.
爸爸的傲慢使他可以轻易的遗忘 他给人带来的痛苦 Dad's arrogance made him conveniently oblivious to the pain he caused.
而妈妈，带着一个年轻情妇 的耻辱与困窘 And Mom, in the shame and embarrassment of a young mistress,
成为了这个谎言的同谋 became his accomplice in deceit.
水晶的脆弱不是缺点而是优点 The fragility of crystal is not a weakness but a fineness.
我的父母明白美丽的水晶杯必须小心呵护 My parents understood that a fine crystal glass had to be cared for
否则就会破碎 or it may be shattered.
但说到我的哥哥 他们似乎不知道，或许是不关心 But when it came to my brother, they did not seem to know or care
他们的秘密行动 that their course of secret action
会引发一场令他们痛苦万分的灾难 brought the kind of devastation that could cut them.
他们虚伪的婚姻和 父亲对于另一个儿子的拒绝承认 Their fraudulent marriage and our father's denial of this other son
对于克里斯来说，抹杀了每一天的真实 was, for Chris, a murder of every day's truth.
他觉得他的人生变了 就像河水突然倒转 He felt his whole life turn, like a river suddenly reversing
改变了流向 瞬时逆流回溯而上 the direction of its flow, suddenly running uphill.
这些披露的真相直击了克里斯内心的身份感 These revelations struck at the core of Chris' sense of identity.
使得他的整个童年看起来荒诞不经 They made his entire childhood seem like fiction.
克里斯从未告诉他们他所知道的 Chris never told them he knew
让我也保持沉默 and made me promise silence, as well.
我买不起四个 谁来给那第四个付账？ I can't afford four. Who's gonna pay for the fourth one?
布莱恩买不起四个，有关系吗？ Bryan can't afford four. Does it matter?
有什么事？ Can I help you?
嗯，如果我想在河里划艇顺流而下 Yeah. If I wanted to paddle down the river,
最好在哪里下水？ where's the best place to launch out of?
等一下 Hang on a second.
“哪里下水？” 你有多少经验？ "To launch out of?" What's your experience level?
- 不很多 - 一点？你有许可证吗？ - Not much. - Any? Do you have a permit?
许可证？什么的许可证？ A permit? Permit for what?
没有许可证你不能在河里划艇 You can't paddle down the river without a permit.
如果你想去，你可以在这里申请一个 取得些经验 If you want, you can apply for one here, get some experience,
我把你放到等候名单上 and I'll put you on the wait-list.
不，我这有个人 我们会想出办法的 No, I got this guy in here. We'll figure it out.
有个申请划艇许可的等候名单？ There's a wait-list to paddle down a river?
对 That's right.
- 对，这… - 好吧，我要等多久？ - Yeah, it's gonna be... - Well, how long do I have to wait?
好，等一下 Yeah, hang on a second.
现在，这件事是我和你的 Now, the deal is it's gonna be me and you
或者是我，你和她的 or it's gonna be me, you and her.
下一次是2003年5月17日 Next available is May 17th, 2003.
好，不错，那么就我们三个 Great. Done. The three of us, then.
12年？ Twelve years?
- 什么？ - 12年？ - What's that? - Twelve years?
就在河里划个艇 To paddle down a river.
等我打回来 Let me call you back.
你可以等 You can do that,
或者你可以加入一个商业皮划艇旅游 和一个有证书的导游一起来 or you can join a commercial raft trip, go with a licensed guide.
他们也许有一些临时取消的机会 They may have some last-minute cancellations,
但是你要花2000美金 but that's gonna cost you $2,000.
非常感谢 Thank you very much.
头盔，伙计！ Helmet, man!
我是超级流浪者 I'm Supertramp!
“如果我们承认人类的生活 为理智所统治 "If we admit that human life can be ruled by reason,
“人生的可能性则被摧毁” （列夫·托尔斯泰 《战争与和平》） "the possibility of life is destroyed."
你好！ Hello!
你好 Hello.
快来，到我们这来 Come. Join us.
我们有热狗 We have hot dogs.
- 我是麦兹 - 麦兹？ - I'm Mads. - Mads?
- 麦兹，你好 - 麦兹 - Mads. Hi. - Mads.
- 亚历克斯 - 你好，亚历克斯 - Alex. - Hi, Alex.
嘿，我是索雅 Hey. I'm Sonja.
嘿，亚历克斯 Hey, Alex.
我们从哥本哈根来 你从急流那里过来 We are from Copenhagen, and you are from the rapids.
是的 I am.
- 你很疯狂！你很疯狂，伙计 - 我的天！ - You're crazy! You're crazy, man. - My God!
索雅，从他身边离开，快离开 他很疯狂！瞧，他是疯子 Sonja, get away from him. Get away from him. He's crazy! Look, he's crazy.
我给你做个热狗，等一下 I'll make you a hot dog. One minute.
我喜欢这个，你喜欢吗？ I love this. Don't you love this?
你知道，这是大自然 You know, this is nature.
你要去哪里？ So where are you going?
- 我还没有决定 - 真的？ - I haven't decided yet. - Really?
我们很喜欢这里 很高兴见到你，伙计 Well, we like it here very much. And it's so good to meet you, man.
实在很高兴见到你 So good to meet you.
我们去了洛杉矶 然后去了拉斯维加斯 You know, we went to Los Angeles, and then we went to Las Vegas.
哦，对，拉斯维加斯很不错 这世界太棒了 Oh, yeah. Las Vegas is very nice. The universe is so good.
- 这世界太棒了 - 你知道我的意思？ - The universe is very good. - You know what I mean?
- 是的 - 整个大自然 - Yeah. - The whole universe.
就是这个地方，这个城市，她是说 她的英语不太好 Just the place. The city, she means. Her English is not very good.
但是我们来到这里，我不在乎 尽管她有点傻，但是我喜欢她 But then we came here. I don't care if she's a little stupid, but I like her.
你知道吗，你实际上可以从这里 沿着这个方向一直走到墨西哥 You know you can actually go all the way down to Mexico from here.
- 真的？ - 是的 - Yeah? - Yeah.
你可以坐皮筏去 你可以一路过去 You can take the kayak, and you can take it all the way around
到达胡佛大坝 你可以坐船周游 down to Hoover Dam, you can sail around,
然后从那里顺着河流一直到墨西哥 and then from there you can take the river all the way down to Mexico!
- 真的？ - 是的 - Really? - Yeah.
快点，快点！ Come on, come on!
她有时反应有点慢 She's so slow sometimes.
- 给你地图 - 但是我喜欢她 - Here's the map. - But I like her.
- 这儿，胡佛大坝 - 好的 - Here. Hoover Dam. - Okay.
我觉得大概330千米 About 330 kilometers, I think.
- 多少英里？ - 对，英里，大概200英里 - Miles? - Yeah, miles, about 200 miles.
- 200英里 - 200英里，对，伙计 - Two hundred miles. - Two hundred miles. Yeah, man.
我想我是不是可以划船 You know, I wonder if I could paddle
一直抵达加利福尼亚湾 all the way down that into the Gulf of California.
对对对，你可以的 你知道吗，我会和你一起去 Yeah, yeah, yeah, you can. You know, I will go with you.
我会和你一起去，我们把索雅留在这 然后坐上皮筏 I will go with you. We leave Sonja here, and then we take the kayak.
不不 我们要一路奔向墨西哥 No, no. We go all the way down into Mexico.
你知道，在每个男人心里 都有一个墨西哥女人 You know, because in every man's heart, there is a Mexican mistress.
哦，伙计 Oh, man.
我要走了，伙计们 我真的很抱歉，我得走了 I've gotta go, you guys. I'm really sorry. I gotta go.
- 发生了什么？ - 为什么？ - What's going on? - Why?
河道巡逻队在追我，我本不应该到这里 The river patrol's after me. I'm actually not supposed to be here, you know.
你必须要有个像是许可证 You have to have, like, a permit,
一个类似政府给的东西 而我没有 it's like a government thing to be here, and I didn't get one.
如果你看任何人，任何巡警或别的什么 If you see anybody, any of the rangers or anything,
就说没有看见我，好吗？ just tell them you didn't see me, okay?
好的 Okay.
好，我真的真的很抱歉，伙计 我很想留下来 Okay, again, I'm really, really sorry, man. I wish I could stay, you know.
保重，伙计 Take care, man.
- 好的，保重，麦兹 - 很高兴见到你 - All right. Take care, Mads. - Nice to meet you.
- 再见，亚历克斯 - 我希望…我希望能留下来 - Bye, Alex. - I wish... I wish I could stay.
把我的问候带到墨西哥 Say hello to Mexico from me.
再见，亚历克斯！ Bye, Alex!
再过几个月就是圣诞了 It would be Christmas in a couple of months,
我们得知的最新消息就是他的车被找到了 and the last news we'd had was about his car being found.
几天前我醒来的时候 第一次，我也开始担心 I woke up a couple of days ago, and for the first time, it bothered me
不只是父母没有克里斯的消息 that it wasn't only my parents who hadn't heard from Chris.
亲爱的？ Honey?
是我，对不起 事情都发生了，这是我的错 It's me. I'm sorry. Everything that happened, it's my fault.
再给我一次机会 Give me another chance.
求你了…快点 求求你了 Please do that... Come on. Do that for me.
快点，现在要求我再放另一个硬币了 Come on. They're calling for another quarter right now,
我没有硬币了，你能不能快点？ and I ain't got it, so will you hurry it up?
快点，不要这样对我 Come on now, don't hang up on me.
嘿，给你一个硬币 Hey, here's a quarter.
谢谢 Thank you.
天上掉下来一个硬币 There's a quarter just happened out of the sky,
我再跟你说一遍 so I'm on here talking to you again.
我有硬币了，我们… 不不不不不！ I got the quarter now, let's... No, no, no, no, no!
我想知道为什么他没试着打个电话 也许我会接到 I wondered why he hadn't tried to call in case I might answer.
他可以挂断如果不是我接的话 He could've hung up if it wasn't me.
为什么他一封信也不寄来 也许可以通过一个朋友？ Why wouldn't he send a letter, maybe through a friend?
我有点不安 It hurt a little,
但是我告诉自己这样很好 but I told myself it was good.
他知道我爱他 能够忍受一无所知 He knew I loved him enough to bear with the not knowing.
这也帮我记住一些事情 不只是背叛 And it helped me remember that there was something more than rebellion,
不只是愤怒 在驱使着他 more than anger that was driving him.
克里斯总是被驱使 总是一个冒险者 Chris had always been driven, had always been an adventurer.
进入托泊克峡 哈瓦苏国家生态保护区
他四岁的时候 When he was four years old,
有一次凌晨三点他游荡在 离家六个街区之外的地方 he once wandered six blocks away from home at 3:00 in the morning.
他在一个邻居的厨房里被发现 He was found in a neighbor's kitchen
站在椅子上 在他们家的糖果抽屉里挖掘 up on a chair, digging through their candy drawer.
不管他现在打开的是哪个抽屉 里面一定有非常甜美的东西 Whatever drawer he was opening now must have something pretty sweet in it.
韦恩
不愿去想像你这样的野人
现在关在笼中的样子
拿着你给我的报酬流浪 未免太过容易
身无分文让我的日子过得更加刺激
我决定就这样生活下去，直到某天
这种自由和简单的美好 实在让人难以拒绝
科特斯海 1990年 12月2日
- 你在一个洞里住了36天？ - 是的 - You lived in a cave for 36 days? - Yes, sir.
你一开始是怎么进入墨西哥的？ And how did you get into Mexico in the first place?
通过莫雷洛斯大坝的泄洪道 Through the spillway at Morelos Dam.
河水在那里流得很快，对吗？ River dries out pretty quickly beyond there, doesn't it?
是的，进入了灌溉运河的迷宫 幸亏我们的大坝在北面 Yeah. Turns into a maze of irrigation canals, thanks to our dams up north.
我拖着我的皮筏越过沙漠 搭顺风车去到了哥佛湾 So I ported my kayak over the desert, and I hitched down to Golfo.
但是几周以后，一场沙尘暴 把我的皮筏吹走了 But after a few weeks, a sandstorm came up and blew the kayak away.
所以我向北往回走，就到了这 So I walked back north. Here I am.
好，没有身份证你就不能跨越边境 Well, you just can't be crossing the borders without any identification.
- 你明白吗？ - 是的 - Are we understood? - Yes, sir.
我吃够了沙子才回到了城市 I've eaten enough sand to send me back to the city anyway.
好的，好好坐着，我就回来 All right. Sit tight. I'll be right back.
有些人会问 “为什么现在行动？为什么不等待？” Some may ask, "Why act now? Why not wait?"
答案很清楚，世界再也等不下去了 The answer is clear. The world could wait no longer.
嗨，你知道现在的时间吗？ Hi. Do you have the time?
- 时间？ - 时间？ - Time? - Time?
是的 Yeah.
算了 Okay.
盖的和垫的 Front and back.
我这没纸板了，你从其他人那要块吧 I don't have any more clipboards, so get one from the other fellas.
- 下一个 - 嗨 - Next. - Hi.
您能告诉我怎么办身份证吗？ Can you tell me how to get an ID?
- 先生，你的身份证丢了吗？ - 是的 - Did you lose your identification, sir? - Yeah.
没有出生证？什么都没有？ No birth certificate? Nothing?
哎呀 Ouch.
好吧，这样，你得去找车辆管理局帮忙 All right. Well, you're gonna have to work that out with the DMV.
你一早就过去找他们 最近的一个在蒙地贝罗 You can catch them in the morning. The closest one is Montebello,
我们可以提供乘车凭证 and we can help you with the bus voucher.
如果你需要的话就来这儿领 So just come to this desk when you're ready for the voucher.
- 好吧 - 你叫什么名字？ - Okay. - What's your name?
- 亚历山大·超级流浪者 - 什么？ - Alexander Supertramp. - What's that?
- 亚历山大·超级流浪者 - 超级流浪者，真叫这个？ - Alexander Supertramp. - Supertramp. Really?
是的 Yeah.
好吧，我会替你找的 超级流浪者，还有点东西给你 Okay, so I'm gonna look for you, Supertramp. I got something for you.
- 拿着，超级流浪者 - 非常感谢 - Here you go, Supertramp. - Thank you very much.
好的，宝贝 Okay, baby.
- 还有最后一件事 - 什么？ - And one last thing. - Yeah.
还有床位吗？对不起… Do you have a bed for me? I'm sorry...
哦，不。当然有床位给你 你在这里签个名 Oh, no. Sure, I got a bed for you. Sign your name right here.
你把表填了，我立马给你安排 现在，我有点缺… You fill this out. And I'll set you right up. Now, I'm out of...
- 怎么回事啊？ - 没事了，对不起 - What's going on back there? - I got it. I'm sorry.
- 拜托，配合我一下 - 好了，谢谢您，夫人 - Come on, now. Work with me. - All right. Thanks, ma'am.
超级流浪者 Supertramp, huh?
你知道该干什么 You know the drill.
走开！ Move it!
谢谢，不过我还是不需要那个床位了 Thanks, but I'm not gonna need that bed after all.
你这么快就走了？超级流浪者！ You leaving us so soon? Supertramp!
第三章 成年
让我看看你长啥样 我过目不忘 Show me your face. I never, ever, ever forget a face.
如果再让我看见你 我不会逮捕你，我会直接杀了你 If I see yours again, I won't arrest you, I'll kill you.
这就是他妈的铁路 This is the goddamned railroad,
为了对付你这种扒火车的小混混 and we will do whatever we have to do
我们绝对是不择手段 to keep you freeloaders from violating our liability.
是的，先生 Yes, sir.
你有身份证吗？ You got any ID?
- 没有，先生 - 你当然没有 - No, sir. - Of course you don't.
下不为例，我的朋友 Last time, my friend.
没事了 All clear.
好孩子！ Good boy!
“神奇巴士 第七周” 耶！我说的没错吧！终于！ Yeah! That's what I'm talking about. Finally!
这对我是个难解之谜 It's a mystery to me
我们总是贪婪索取 We have a greed With which we have agreed
你的欲望总是多过需要 You think you have to want more than you need
终日为自己的欲求羁绊 Until you have it all you won't be freed
碌碌俗世，光怪陆离 Society, you're a crazy breed
没有我的存在，希望你不会寂寞 I hope you're not lonely without me
当你的欲望多过需要 When you want more than you have You think you need
当你的欲望多过需要 你的思想开始滴血 （规整） And when you think more than you want Your thoughts begin to bleed
我需要找寻一个更大的空间 （勘测绘图） I think I need to find a bigger place
因为当你的欲望多过需要 （大河） 'Cause when you have more than you think
你需要更大的空间安放 You need more space
社会，你是疯狂的温床 Society, you're a crazy breed
没有我的存在，希望你不会寂寞 I hope you're not lonely without me
碌碌俗世，光怪陆离 （砍出一条捕猎路径） Society, crazy indeed
没有我的存在，希望你不会寂寞 I hope you're not lonely without me
非常感谢 Thanks a lot.
在那些克里斯上大学时写给我的信里 In the letters Chris wrote me from college,
他对父母的困扰和问题仍然存在 it was clear his anguish and problems with Mom and Dad had continued.
他说我是这世上唯一一个 He said I was the only person in the world
能真正理解他的想法的人 who could possibly understand what he had to say.
你究竟是用谁的钱 买了这些该死的礼物？ With whose money are you buying all these goddamn presents?
我自己的 我之所以没说是因为 I work. The only reason I'm not talking is because
你成天装出付成功人士的样子到处调情 you're wandering around acting like the big-shot flirt with everybody.
要不是我公司根本就开不下去！ I am making the contacts for this business to work!
你根本不关心我做什么！ You don't care at all about what I do!
我压根儿就不想跟你说了！ I don't even want to talk to you about it anymore!
你居然敢给我脸色看，女人！ 女人！ Don't you walk away from me, woman! Woman!
孩子们！看看你们的爸爸是怎么对我的！ Kids! Look what your dad is doing to me!
拜托，看看你们的妈妈是怎么逼我的！ For God's sake, look what your mother is making me do!
操你！我恨你！ Fuck you! I hate you!
不会有什么聚会了 我准备取消今年的圣诞 There ain't gonna be no party. I'm gonna cancel Christmas this year.
取消圣诞？ 你以为你是谁？上帝？ Cancel Christmas? Who do you think you are? God?
你说对了！我是上帝！ That's right! I'm God!
你不是上帝，你不能取消圣诞 Well, you're not God. You can't cancel Christmas.
胡说八道! That's bullshit!
独自
在荒野中
还差10个！ We're 10 deep!
亚历克斯，我不是想对你指手画脚 你做得很好 Alex, I don't mean to be on you about everything. You're doing a great job.
我希望你能做下去 我们都想帮你达成去阿拉斯加的愿望 I wanna keep you on and we all wanna help you get to Alaska,
但你必须穿上袜子 but you've got to start wearing socks.
克里斯失踪近一年后 With almost a year having passed since Chris' disappearance,
父母的愤怒，绝望… my parents' anger, their desperation,
和罪恶感都转化成了悲痛 their guilt was giving way to pain.
悲痛似乎拉近了俩人的距离 And pain seemed to bring them closer.
甚至连他们的神情也起了变化 Even their faces had changed.
每当她经过一个流浪者 She convinces herself it's Chris,
她都会把他当成克里斯 当成自己的儿子 That it's her son whenever she passes a stray.
我开始为她担心 And I fear for the mother in her.
对失去爱子的恐惧 Instincts that seem to sense the threat of a loss so huge
使她本能地拒绝去想那些最坏的可能 and irrevocable that the mind balks at taking its measure.
我开始怀疑自己还能不能理解克里斯 I'd begin to wonder if I can understand all that Chris is saying any longer,
但我突然间想到 but I catch myself and remember that
这不是他记忆中的父母了 these are not the parents he grew up with,
他们的转变都是因为失去、反省带来 but people softened by the forced reflection that comes with loss.
因而，克里斯所说的一切 皆是话出有因 Still, everything Chris is saying has to be said.
我也相信他所做的一切 亦是理所应当 And I trust for him that everything he is doing has to be done.
这就是我们的生活 This is our life.
大家伙，非常大的家伙 Big game. Very big game.
有了 Got it.
该死！ Damn it!
滚开！ Get off!
“嘿，爸爸，能让我来点火吗？ 求你了，爸爸，让我点一次嘛” "Hey, Dad, can I light the barbeque, please, Dad, this time?"
“儿子，你可以去把燃料拿过来” "Well, Son, you can go get the lighter fluid."
“拜托，爸爸，求求你” "Come on, Dad. Please, Dad, please?"
“干嘛不呢，沃特 听起来是个好主意…” "Well, why not, Walt? That sounds like a good idea..."
“闭嘴，卡琳！闭嘴，卡琳！” "Shut up, Carine! Shut up, Carine!
“不行，比利。我说过一遍了 不要逼我讲第二遍，懂吗？” "No, Billie. I told you once. Don't make me tell you again. Okay?
“懂吗？” "Okay?
“你听到了吗？你听到了吗，女人？” "You hear me? You hear me, woman?
“你听到了吗，女人？ 你听到了吗，女人？” "You hear me, woman? Huh? You hear me, woman?"
“对不起，对不起，沃特，对不起” "Sorry. Sorry, Walt. I'm sorry."
妈的 Shit.
不！不！该死 （已经生蛆了！不知道为什么烟熏不起作用） No! No! Damn it!
真该死！操！ （简直是场灾难） God damn it! Fuck!
(宁愿我没有打死那头鹿)
（我人生最大的悲剧之一）
“在这里可以明显感到一股 对人类并不友好的力量存在 "There was clearly felt the presence of a force not bound to be kind to man.
“这是片异教徒的圣地 "It was a place of heathenism and superstitious rites,
“它养育着一群终日与山峦为邻 "to be inhabited by men nearer of kin to the rocks
“与野兽为伍的人” （亨利·大卫·梭罗 《缅因森林》） "and to the wild animals than we."
第四章 家庭
逊尼 Sunni.
嘿，逊尼！过来，宝贝 Hey, Sunni! Come here, baby.
不，不！ No. No!
1991年12月18日 找到巴士四个月前
但现在我所关心只有阿拉斯加 But now all I'm focused on is just Alaska.
- 是啊 - 阿拉斯加 - Yeah. - Alaska.
好的，掌声送给“疯狂的该隐”！ All right. Let's hear it for Insane Cain!
让我们用掌声请出 石板城自己的特蕾西·T！ Let's give it up for Slab City's own Tracy T! Let's give it up for Slab City's own Tracy T!
嘿，我叫特蕾西 Hey. My name's Tracy.
- 特蕾西！ - 耶！ - Tracy! - Yeah!
杰克·伦敦真是个王者 Jack London is king.
嘿，你准备在我们这长住吗？ Hey, you gonna stay with us long?
我上一份工作的薪水 Well, I'm waiting on a check from my last job
圣诞一过就能寄到索尔顿城里 to come into Salton City the day after Christmas.
我得开始为阿拉斯加做准备了 I've got to start thinking about getting ready for Alaska.
今晚等太阳快落山时 我就开始我的健身锻炼了 When the sun gets a little lower tonight, I'm going to start a calisthenics routine.
等支票拿到了 开春之前我准备去找… After the check comes in, I think I'm gonna try to find
一些古老的高山去攀登 some big old mountains I can climb every day until spring comes.
不知道那些钱能撑多久 I've got to see how far the money's gonna go.
我还得买不少东西过冬 I've still got a lot of supplies to pick up before spring.
我的钱可能够用 也可能得再找份工作 So, I might get another job or I might be okay.
我们会给你准备点东西送你 Hell, we'd give you a little something for the days you spend in the booth here.
我不会要你的钱的，雷尼 I'm not taking any money from you, Rainey.
遇见你俩真是命运安排 It's been a real great twist meeting you two.
你俩看来过得很好 You two look like you're doing good.
- 我们过得很好 - 是吧？ - We are doing good. - Yeah?
我们的确过得很好 We're doing real good.
说起来，你不觉得… Speaking of which, don't you think
你有必要去向我们的小乔妮·米切尔 介绍一下自己？ you ought to introduce yourself to our little Joni Mitchell over there?
我… I...
- 嗨 - 嗨 - Hi. - Hi.
这是你要卖的书？ You selling these books?
是我的，我们的 I am. We are.
是他的 He was.
我喜欢看书 I like to read.
- 是吗？ - 是的 - Do you? - Yeah.
很好 That's good.
我昨晚听到你唱的歌了 I heard you play your song last night.
- 唱得很烂 - 你唱得不烂，你唱得很美 - I'm terrible. - You are not terrible. You sing sweet.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我准备散步去救赎山 I was gonna go take a walk to Salvation Mountain.
- 你想去吗？ - 好的 - You wanna go? - Okay.
- 嗨 - 嗨，亚历克斯 - Hi. - Hi. Alex.
我可以带你们参观一下这里 我差不多1984年起就住在这里了 I'd like to show you around up here. I've been here since 1984, more or less.
很多游客来这里 A lot of tourists come in here
他们看到上面那扇车门 都非常喜欢 and they look at that car door up there. They really like it.
我一找到车门就放上去 用螺丝闩在一起 And I found car doors and put them up there and I bolted it all in.
你打哪弄来的电线杆？ Where did you get the telephone poles?
谷里的人太爱我了 A lot of people in the valley just love me a lot.
每个人都是，我想 整个世界都偏爱我 Everybody now, I think, in the whole world is just loving me.
我希望能偿还这份爱 And I want to have the wisdom to love them back.
所以我创造了这个 我现在特别有激情 And that's about it. So I really get excited.
那你真的相信爱的存在了？ You really believe in love, then.
是的，完全相信 Yeah. Totally.
这是一个震惊世间所有人的爱的故事 This is a love story that is staggering to everybody in the whole world.
那就是神爱世人，非常爱 That God really loves us a lot.
你明白我了吗？ Does that answer that?
- 是的 - 很好 - Yeah. - Good.
我很喜欢这里 我觉得这片自由的氛围特别的美 I really love it here. I think the freedom of this place is just so beautiful.
就算给一千万我也不会离开 除非我不得离开 To me, I wouldn't move for $10 million, unless I had to.
我怡然自得地居住在这片荒漠 这就是我想要的乐土 So I'm contented here in the desert, and I'm living where I want to live.
没有最好，只有更好 我觉得那边那些巨大的蓄水池 And I think good gets better. And I think those great big tanks there
是二战时海军基地的排污装置 were the sewer plant for the Marine base in World War II.
你要想的话可以把手压上来 If you want to, you can try putting your hands in there.
我也要压上来，挺好玩的 And I'm gonna do the same thing, just for the fun.
你做得不错 You're doing real good.
要擦手的话可以用我的T恤 You can wipe your hands off on my shirt if you want.
我开始觉得有点饿了 This is starting to make me hungry.
我怀孕的时候比特蕾西大不了几岁 I was just a couple of years older than Tracy when I got pregnant.
- 喔喔 - 耶 - Wow. - Yeah.
是啊，我以为能和丈夫一起平淡过日子 Yeah, I thought my husband and I were going to just make peace on Earth
一家三口恩恩爱爱地过一辈子 and babies and love and stay together forever,
可惜事与愿违 and that didn't quite work out that way.
他离开了我 He left me.
所以，我… So, I...
总之 Anyway, whatever,
最后我只能独自抚养雷诺 我的儿子，他叫雷诺 but I ended up raising Reno on my own. That's my boy, his name's Reno.
后来我遇到雷尼 Then I met Rainey.
他对我很好 我们曾经有一段非常好的时光，只是… That was sweet. It was really good for a while. It's just...
你知道，那时雷诺已经十几岁了 You know, Reno was a teenager already by then,
他正在长大成人 and he was just on his way to becoming his own man.
而这两年我都没有他的音讯 And I haven't even heard from him in two years.
我甚至不知道他在哪儿 I don't even know where he is.
我希望能有机会遇见他 I hope I get to meet him sometime.
你的家人知道你在哪里吗？ Do your folks know where you are?
嘿，如果你们饿了，晚饭已经好了 Hey, guys? Dinner's ready if you guys are hungry.
好的，我们饿了 Yeah, we are. We're hungry.
我没事的 I'll be all right.
你是想去吃饭 You want to come and eat?
还是我陪你坐会 我可以坐这里陪你一晚 Or we'll sit here. Because I will sit here with you all night.
走吧，我们走 Let's go. Let's go.
快来，晚饭要凉了 Guys, come on. It's getting cold.
看看这本的介绍，华丽异常？ 丹尼斯，听起来像是你好的那口哦 Check this out. Tawdry? Denise, that sounds like your cup of tea.
那个可怜的姑娘都快变成望夫石了 That poor girl is about ready to vault herself onto a fence post.
你却在这里扮成个不近女色的健身教父 And here you are, the monk of Jack fucking LaLanne.
- 简跟你说雷诺的事了吧？ - 嗯 - So Jan talked to you about Reno, huh? - Yeah.
子女有时候对父母会特别残忍 Children can be pretty harsh when it comes to their parents.
你打算去见你的父母吗？ You planning on seeing yours?
我只有一个打算，雷尼 I've only got one plan, Rainey.
是阿拉斯加吗？ That would be Alaska?
阿拉斯加 Alaska.
哈罗？ Hello?
- 圣诞快乐 - 快进来 - Merry Christmas. - Come in here.
我父母去镇上了 My parents went into town.
不 No.
是，他们去给我奶奶 打电话祝贺圣诞了 Yeah. They went to call my grandma for Christmas.
不，我是说我们不能这样 No, I mean we can't do that.
为什么不？ Why not?
你多大了？ How old are you?
十八岁 Eighteen.
十七岁 Seventeen.
你哪年出生的？ What year were you born?
我十六岁 So I'm 16.
你想一起做点什么吗？ You want to do something together?
你可以给我这个南达科他的地址写信 You can send mail to this address in South Dakota.
我不知道什么时候能收到 但我肯定会收到 I don't know when I'm going to get it, but I'll get it.
你真神奇 You're pretty magic.
- 是吗？ - 是的 - Yeah? - Yeah.
记住了 And just remember
如果你想要什么 勇敢地去争取，去把握 if you want something in life, reach out and grab it.
- 保重了，小子 - 你也是 - You take care, kiddo. - You, too.
- 新年新气象？ - 我们会把它解决掉的 - New Year's resolution? - We'll work on it.
你直接背上包开路吧，好吧？ Just get your pack and get on out of here, okay?
我可受不了搂搂抱抱的 I don't think I could take a hug.
嘿 Hey.
再见！ Bye!
一年半的时光在爸爸 所谓的“行尸走肉”状态中飞逝 A year and a half had passed in what Dad called "suspended animation."
克里斯出走带给我的压力也开始消失 “神奇巴士 第九周” The weight of Chris' disappearance had begun to lay down on me full-length.
“我历尽世事 "I have lived through much,
“如今终于觅到幸福之所在 "and now I think I have found what is needed for happiness.
“归隐于田园 "A quiet secluded life in the country,
“帮可帮之人 "with the possibility of being useful to people to whom it is easy to do good,
“助无助之者 "and who are not accustomed to have it done to them.
“行善行之事 "And work which one hopes may be of some use.
“修身养性，怡情山水 泛舟书海，唱游天地 "Then rest, nature, books, music,
“邻里坊间，其乐陶陶 "love for one's neighbor.
“这就是我理想的幸福 "Such is my idea of happiness.
“而最重要的是，有你为伴 "And then, on top of all that, you for a mate,
“或许还有孩子 "and children perhaps.
“若得如此，夫复何求？” （列夫·托尔斯泰 《家庭幸福》） "What more can the heart of a man desire?"
当黎明来临时 Comes the morning when I can feel
我感到无需再隐藏什么 That there's nothing left to be concealed
迈向超现实的前方 Moving on a scene surreal
但我的心永远不会远离此地 But my heart will never Never be far from here
像呼吸一样自然 像悲伤一样真实 Sure as I'm breathing Sure as I'm sad
我将这领悟铭记在心 I'll keep this wisdom in my flesh I'll keep this wisdom in my flesh
离开时我更加自信 I leave here believing More than I had
心怀一个信念 And there's a reason I will
一个让我返回的信念 A reason I'll be back
当我行走在这个半球 As I walk the hemisphere
我的愿望来了又去 I got my wish to up and disappear
我曾伤痕累累 伤口皆已痊愈 I've been wounded I've been healed
我朝向终点 Now for landing I've been
清晰明确的终点进发 Landing I've been cleared
像呼吸一样自然 像悲伤一样真实 Sure as I'm breathing Sure as I'm sad
我将这领悟铭记在心 I'll keep this wisdom in my flesh
离开时我更加自信 I leave here believing More than I had
这份爱永无止境 This love has got no ceiling
没法过河
孤独
惊恐
最后一章 获取智慧
你的营地在哪里？ Where's your camp?
走过“我的天”温泉就是 Just out past Oh-My-God Hot Springs.
我在这附近住了六年了 I've lived in and around here for six years now
从没听说过有这么个地方 and I've never heard of any place that goes by that name.
- 教我怎么走 - 好嘞 - Show me how to get there. - Yeah.
- 荣·弗朗兹 - 亚历克斯 - Ron Franz. - Alex.
亚历克斯？你打哪儿来的，亚历克斯？ Alex? Where you from, Alex?
- 西弗吉尼亚 - 好啊，西弗吉尼亚来的亚历克斯 - West Virginia. - Okay, Alex from West Virginia.
"我的天"温泉 安沙波列哥沙漠 1992年 1月12日
这地方还不错 Well, this is something out here.
你难道… Don't you...
你难道不担心下面那些 烟鬼和裸体的家伙吗？ Don't you worry about those dope smokers and nudists down below there?
不，他们不骚扰外人 No, they keep to themselves pretty much.
我觉得你是个聪明的年轻人 我没看错吧？ You strike me as a bright young man. Am I wrong about that?
我觉得我过得还算不错吧 I think I've got my head on my shoulders pretty good.
我就是那个意思 Well, that's what I mean.
你在这儿待了多久了？ How long you been out here?
- 几个礼拜吧 - 在哪之前呢？ - Couple of weeks. - And before that?
去过很多地方 四处周游 A lot of places. Been moving around a lot.
- 你多大了？ - 二十三 - Well, how old are you? - Twenty-three.
才二十三岁！ Twenty-three years old!
孩子，难道你不觉得你应该去上学… Son, don't you think you ought to be getting an education?
去工作 让人生有所意义吗？ And a job? And making something of this life?
这个，弗朗兹先生 Look, Mr. Franz,
我觉得职业是二十世纪的发明 我不想要 I think careers are a 20th century invention, and I don't want one.
你不用担心我 我受过大学教育 You don't need to worry about me. I have a college education.
我也不是穷困 我选择过这样的生活 I'm not destitute. I'm living like this by choice.
- 在荒漠里？ - 是，在荒漠里 - In the dirt? - Yeah, in the dirt.
- 你的家人在哪？ - 我不再有家人了 - Where's your family? - Don't have one anymore.
真可惜 That's a shame.
嘿，弗朗兹先生 我想让你看样东西 Hey, Mr. Franz, I want to show you something.
跟我来 Come on.
快来 Come on.
这可有点陡了 对我来说有点高，孩子 It's getting a little steep. A little high for me, kid.
好吧 All right,
但即使从半山腰看过去 也是非常美的景色，不是吗？ but even from halfway out, it's quite a sight, isn't it?
站山顶上，你能一眼望到索尔顿湖 From the top, you can see all the way to the Salton Sea, too.
在山顶能看到索尔顿湖？ You can see the Salton Sea from up there?
是的，先生 Yes, sir.
我的天哪 My goodness.
- 你不想上去吧？ - 不了，我不想做这种事情 - You don't want to go up? - Nope. I don't do these kind of things.
我在军营度过了我的大半辈子 I spent most of my life in the Army.
1957年新年前夕 我驻扎在冲绳 New Year's Eve, 1957, I was stationed in Okinawa.
我的妻子和孩子在美国 她俩开着车在路上 My wife and son were here in the States just driving down the road,
几个家伙喝高了 直接开车撞上她们 and some fella who'd had too much to drink plowed right into them.
害死了她俩 Killed them both.
你可能会想我最不应该做的… Now you might think the last thing I would do in the world
就是借酒浇愁 is go to the whiskey.
但在当时 那是我唯一做的事 But at the time, it felt like the only thing I could do.
我喝得昏天黑地 And I did it hard!
但很快我意识到 But pretty soon I realized
我再怎么借酒浇愁 也是死者长已矣了 I wasn't doing my wife and son any good mourning them with the bottle.
于是我振作起来，戒了酒 So I pulled myself together and I quit drinking,
一下子就戒了 cold turkey.
从那以后，这就是我的生活了 So since all that, this is pretty much me.
你旅行过吗，弗朗兹先生？ Do you ever travel, Mr. Franz?
没有，我离不开我的皮革 No, I can't seem to get too far from my leather.
我做了很多皮革雕刻品 车库那有我的小工作室 I do a lot of leather engraving. I got a little workshop out in the garage.
有了这生意和我的养老金 我过得很宽裕 Between that and my pension, I do pretty well.
但每次我动心思想去哪儿旅行 But every time I think I might take a trip somewhere,
完不成订单之类的担心就会冒出来 I get too far behind on orders and such to consider it.
等吃完了 我想参观一下你的工作室 When we finish eating, I'd love to see your workshop.
- 是吗？ - 是的 - Would you? - Oh, yeah.
我正等着你说这句话呢 I was hoping you'd say that.
- 这东西居然能展这么宽 - 是啊 - It's amazing how malleable this is. - Yeah, it is.
皮革打湿之后，你就能… When the leather is wet you can really...
- 就像黄油一样 - 是啊 - It's like butter. - Yeah.
非常神奇，等它变硬了 痕迹就留在上面了 It's amazing. And then it hardens up, and, I mean, it stays right there.
小心地用锤子敲下去 敲下去，敲 A good whack with the mallet. Crack it down. Whack. Bang.
我去过南达科他 在一个农场工作 I went to South Dakota. I worked at a grain elevator
给一个叫韦恩的家伙干活 他真是个好人 for this guy named Wayne. He was a really good guy.
然后我到了科罗拉多河 So I took the Colorado River
沿着河一路南下 穿过大峡谷，漂过急流 all the way down through the Grand Canyon and did rapids,
漂流是我迄今为止最为惊险的经历 which is by far one of the scariest things I've ever done.
然后我顺着科罗拉多河 到了墨西哥，哥佛湾，在那被困住了 And I took the Colorado down into Mexico, Golfo, where I got stuck.
石板城的救赎山 Salvation Mountain. The Slabs.
N代表什么？ What's the "N" stand for?
北方 North.
阿拉斯加？ Alaska?
孩子，你究竟在逃避什么？ Son, what the hell are you running from?
你知道，我可以问你同样的问题 You know, I can ask you the same question!
不过我已经知道答案 Except I already know the answer!
你知道了，是吗？ You do, do you?
是的，弗朗兹先生 你必须得重新融入社会！ I do, Mr. Franz! You got to get back out in the world!
走出那幢寂寞的房子 走出你的小工作室 Get out of that Ionely house, that little workshop of yours.
重新上路！真的！ Get back out on the road! Really!
你还要活很长时间，荣！ You're going to live a long time, Ron!
你必须对你的生活方式来个大改变！ You should make a radical change in your lifestyle!
我的意思是 人要靠体验新事物来保持活力 I mean, the core of man's spirit comes from new experiences.
但你看看你，一个固执的老头子 屁股都不挪窝 And there you are, stubborn old man, sitting on your butt.
- 屁股不挪窝？ - 是的 - Sitting on my butt? - Yeah.
我倒要让你瞧瞧我是怎么挪窝的！ I'll show you sitting on my butt!
固执的老头子 "Stubborn old man."
你给我瞧好了！ I'll show you!
那就来吧！来吧 Come on, then! Come on.
屁股不挪窝？是吧？ Sitting on my butt? Yeah.
来吧，老头子，继续爬 Come on, old man. Come climbing.
屁股不挪窝 Sitting on my butt.
加油，继续！ Come on. Keep going!
你很厉害啊！ You're doing great!
- 继续，继续，荣！ - 好的！ - Keep going. Keep going, Ron! - Yeah!
你们看到了吗？ 上帝，你现在看到了吗？ Can anybody see this? God, are you watching this right now?
- 你还好吧？ - 你个臭小子！ - You all right? - You little pinhead!
你走了我会想你的 I'm gonna miss you when you go.
我也会想你的，荣 不过，如果你认为人生的快乐… I'll miss you, too, Ron. But you're wrong if you think
主要源自人际关系 那你就大错特错了 that the joy of life comes principally from human relationships.
上帝将快乐赐给世间万物 快乐无处不在 God's placed it all around us. It's in everything.
我们能从所有事物中体验快乐 It's in anything we can experience.
我们要做的是 改变我们看待事物的方法 People just need to change the way they look at those things.
是啊，你说得很有道理 Yeah, I'm gonna take stock of that.
我也要改变了 No, I am.
该改变了 真的 I am.
但我得告诉你一件事 But I wanted to tell you something.
我把你告诉我的那些点点滴滴拼凑起来 From the bits and pieces I put together,
你知道的，关于你的家人，你的父母 you know, from what you told me about your family, your mother and your dad.
我也知道你对基督教义也有所怀疑 And I know you've got your problems with the church, too.
但确实有一种我们都 心存感激的至高无上的存在 But there's some kind of bigger thing we can all appreciate,
而且你似乎也不介意把它说成上帝 and it sounds like you don't mind calling it God.
但只有你学会原谅 But when you forgive,
你才能去爱 you love.
只有你去爱了 And when you love,
上帝的光芒才会照耀在你的身上 God's light shines on you.
- 胡说八道 - 怎么说话的？ - Holy shit. - I told you about that language.
我告诉过你！ I told you so!
那些该死的动物都哪儿去了？ 我饿死了！ Where are the fucking animals now? I'm hungry!
我真他妈的饿！我真他妈的饿！ I'm fucking hungry! I'm fucking hungry!
“霎时间，生存的意义又展现在她面前 "For a moment she rediscovered the purpose of her life.
“这时她领悟到，她活在世上为的是 解开大地非凡的美妙之谜 "She was here on earth to grasp the meaning of its wild enchantment,
“并叫出所有的事物的名称来” （帕斯·捷尔纳克 《日瓦戈医生》） "and to call each thing by its right name."
“所有事物的名称” "By its right name."
这是什么？ What is this? What is this one?
这是酸果蔓，酸果蔓 （片中拉丁名，意为可食用无名花） This is Viburnum edule. Viburnum edule.
山岩黄耆 Hedysarum alpinum.
山岩黄耆就是野生马铃薯的根 野生马铃薯的根 Hedysarum alpinum is wild potato root. Wild potato root.
柳兰，火草 Epilobium angustifolium. Fireweed.
野生香豌豆 黄耆属 不可食用
野生马铃薯 阿拉斯加胡萝卜 山岩黄耆 可食用
有毒
有横向纹理
如不慎使用，会引发麻痹 消化不良及恶心等症状
如不加以治疗，会导致饥饿甚至死亡
操他妈的！操他妈的！ Fuck it all. Fuck it all!
第100天：熬过来了！但身体极其虚弱
确切的说，我已经被困在荒野了
1992年 3月22日
嗨 Hi.
你怎么起来了？ 这会才凌晨三点半 What are you doing up? It's 3:30 in the morning.
我半个钟头前就听到你起床了 I heard you get off the couch about a half hour ago.
有种不祥的预感 你这么早起应该不会是想做早饭 Had a funny feeling you might not be here for our breakfast.
我准备开上个一百英里 送你到个可以搭火车 I'm gonna drive you 100 miles to someplace where you can catch a train,
或者飞机，或者搭其他便车的地方 也就不用再困在这个荒漠里了 a plane or hitch a ride and not get stuck out in this desert.
要不是我早上八点要做弥撒 我可以一路送你去阿拉斯加 I'd take you all the way to Alaska if I didn't have an 8:00 mass.
- 荣，你不用这样 - 我想这样 - Ron, you don't have to do that. - I want to do it.
帮助你开始做你想做的事情 Get you started on this thing of yours.
- 开始进行我伟大的… - 我知道 - On my great... - I know.
你伟大的阿拉斯加探险 On your great Alaskan adventure.
来，这里有把弯刀 Here. Here's a machete.
可折叠的钓鱼竿 还有其他一些为你准备的零碎东西 Collapsible fishing pole, a few other odds and ends I stuck in there for you.
- 荣… - 你就拿着吧 - Ron... - Just take it.
我去换衣服，车上等你 I'll get dressed and meet you in the truck.
我的朋友 Well, my friend.
到了 Yep.
我有个主意 I had an idea.
我妈妈是独生女 You know, my mother was an only child
我爸爸也是独生子 and so was my father,
我是他们唯一的孩子 and I was their only child,
所以当我死了 血脉也就断了 so when I'm gone, I'm the end of the line.
我的家族就终止了 My family will be finished.
你看让我领养你怎么样？ What do you say you let me adopt you?
我可以当，这个，你的祖父 I can be, say, your grandfather.
荣 Ron,
等我从阿拉斯加回来了再讨论这个好吗？ could we talk about this when I get back from Alaska?
行不行？ Would that be okay?
行，行，等你回来再说 Yeah, yeah. We can do that. Yeah.
好的，荣 All right, Ron.
谢谢你 Thank you.
他现在的嗓音变了吗？ What did his voice sound like now?
他现在会说些什么？ What would he tell about now?
…九，十 ...nine, ten.
我意识到，我的这些内心独白 越来越失去意义 I realized that the words to my thoughts were of less and less meaning.
这是克里斯在书写的他的故事 Chris was writing his story,
所以也应该由克里斯本人来讲述 and it had to be Chris who would tell it.
只有分享才能带来真正的幸福
我度过了幸福的一生，感谢主 永别了，愿上帝保佑你们！
在荒野中 亚历山大·超级流浪者 1992年5月
“叫出所有的事物的名称来” "To call each thing by its right name.
克里斯多夫·强森·麦坎得勒斯 “所有事物的名称” "By its right name."
如果我面带微笑 What if I were smiling
投向你们的怀抱，会怎样？ and running into your arms?
那时你们能否预见 Would you see then
我现在所见的景色？ what I see now?
谨以此片纪念 克里斯多夫·强森·麦坎得勒斯 1968年2月12日——1992年8月18日
克里斯死后两周 猎人在巴士上发现了他的尸体 （在他的相机里找到了这张自拍照）
1992年9月19日，卡琳·麦坎得勒斯 将她哥哥的骨灰装入背包 飞离阿拉斯加，回到东海岸
本摄制组在此 感谢乔恩·科拉考尔的指导和他渊博的知识 感谢沃特、比莉、卡琳 以及整个麦坎得勒斯家族 对该片制作过程中的勇敢无私的支持