十三个原因 第3季第13集
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校对 小酸奶
时间轴 无关风粤 纸袋
后期 8T
总监 小酸奶
冷静 行吗 Be cool, all right?
拘留你就是为了让你紧张 They're holding you to make you sweat.
他们不会因为类固醇的事起诉你重罪 They're not gonna press felony charges for steroids.
好吗 安心坐好 Okay? Just sit tight.
给我几个小时 Give me a couple hours.
五分钟 Five minutes.
爸 Hey, Dad.
坐好 Sit.
你被抓后 你母亲一直哭 Your mother, she hasn't stopped crying since they picked you up.
抱歉 Sorry.
我为这个家累死累活 I bust my ass for this family,
你就这么报答我 and this is what you do?
-回答我 -怎么 你想要什么回答 - Answer me! - What? What answer do you want?
是真的吗 Is it true?
他们说的 What they're saying?
-他们说什么了 -你一清二楚 - What are they saying? - You damn well know.
他们说你侵犯了一个孩子 They're saying you assaulted a kid.
你性侵了一个孩子 That you sexually assaulted a kid.
男生 A boy.
-真的吗 -不 不是性侵犯 - That true? - No, it wasn't sexual assault.
我那是整他 I was messing with him.
你那是整他 You were messing with him?
他们说的那样 The way they said?
你为什么要搞这种事 Why would you do that shit?
对男生 To a boy?
你是什么基佬吗 You some kind of faggot?
如果我是呢 爸 What if I was, Dad?
如果我是呢 What if I was?
你会坐牢的 You're going to prison.
你知道监狱里会对你这种人干什么吗 You know what they do to guys like you in there?
干什么 说说看 What do they do? Describe it.
你会被痛打 You're gonna get beat to shit.
这算轻的 At the minimum.
他们会打死你 They will beat you down.
至少他们不是我爸 Yeah, well at least none of them will be my dad.
你是基佬吗 You a faggot?
是 Sure.
你赢了 詹森 我可没戴过那东西 You got one on me, Jensen. I've never had one of those.
对 我一直在破纪录 Yeah, I'm breaking your records all the time.
很难看 但比坐牢好 It's brutal, but it's better than a jail cell.
我们只能同意你戴这个 We had to agree to it
公诉人才肯今早上庭把你自保释放 to get the prosecutor into court this morning and get you RoR'd.
-我没在抱怨 -那又怎样 - I'm not complaining. - So, what?
-他不能离开房间吗 -他不是被居家监禁 - He can't leave the outhouse? - He's not on house arrest.
这是定位器 It's a GPS unit.
他们可以追踪他去学校 图书馆 So, they can track him to school, the library,
任何他允许去的地方 wherever he's cleared to go.
等等 学校 Wait, school?
你要和新辅导员见面 You have a meeting with the new counselor.
她会做评估 She'll do an evaluation
告诉学区你能否返校 and tell the school district if you're okay to come back.
看我是否还有杀人倾向 Like, to see if I'm still homicidal?
别说那种话了 Enough with that talk.
好吗 你的精神状况很重要 Okay? Your state of mind counts.
现在是 庭审时更是 Now, but especially at trial.
万一没进入庭审阶段呢 What if it doesn't even go to trial?
万一他们没找到新证据或新 I mean, what if they come up with new evidence or a new...
新证人 a new witness?
所以你那晚才去找塞斯·梅西 Is that why you went to see Seth Massey the other night?
我 I...
-我以为他能帮上忙 -不见得 - I thought he could help. - Unlikely.
他违反保释条例被捕了 He was arrested on parole violations.
他会进去很久 He's going away for a long time.
你怎么知道我找过他 How did you know that I was with him?
他们有派警探跟踪你 They had detectives tailing you.
估计以后都会 You can assume they will from now on.
小心点 So, watch your back.
你俩都是 Both of you.
十分钟后到学校 School in ten.
该死 Fuck!
我以为他能搞定那个毒贩 I thought he could get rid of the dealer.
我就能成为你的不在场证明 So I could be your alibi.
我会坐牢 I'm going to prison.
坐一辈子 For the rest of my life.
绝对不会 You most definitely are not.
我跟你说些事 I've got to tell you something.
很沉重 It's heavy shit.
阿妮昨晚打给我了 她跟杰西一起 Ani called me last night. She was with Jess.
安德鲁 沃克案犯罪现场 有找到什么脚印吗 Hey, Andrew. Walker crime scene, what did we get for footprints?
不充分 那个周末下了雨 Not a lot. There was rain that weekend.
主要是挣扎的擦痕 So, we mostly had scuff marks from the struggle.
这说明他跛了吧 Right, this here shows a limp, right?
对 邓普西那孩子 所以对上了 Yeah, which that Dempsey kid... So, that answers that.
没错 打架的孩子 Right, so the kid that was
是拖着他的右脚 in the fight here was dragging his right foot,
就像扎克 like Zach would've.
那这张呢 What about this one?
这不是说明拖着左脚吗 Doesn't this show a left foot being dragged?
多半是 Yeah, possibly.
或许我们搞错了 Or maybe we're looking at it wrong.
没有完整的脚印 这证据上不了庭 There's not one complete print. I wouldn't take it to court.
好吧 All right.
那轮胎印呢 What about tire treads?
-你又夜不归宿 -不是整夜 - You were out again all night. - Not all night.
杰西卡·戴维斯需要帮助 Jessica Davis needed some help.
我们有场考试 We've got a test.
沃克太太通过咖啡厅的窗户看到了你 Mrs. Walker saw you in the window of the coffee shop
跟一个女生和一个男生一起 with a girl and a boy.
贾斯汀·弗里也在场 Yeah, Justin Foley was there, too.
我们上同一堂历史课 We're all in the same history class.
这应该是假话 I will assume that is a lie.
警察今早打来了 The police called this morning.
-什么 -斯坦德警官 - What? - Deputy Standall.
他们想再跟你谈谈 They want to see you again.
我告诉他们我们晚上过去 I told them we would be there this evening.
知道了 I see.
好的 All right.
-阿莫罗沃 我叫你别插手 -妈 我知道 - Amorowat, I told you not to get involved. - Mum, I know. I know.
但你把我带到这个国家 我很庆幸 But you brought me into this country, and I'm glad you did,
你现在得让我好好活在这个国家 and now you have to let me live in this country.
我得照顾我的朋友 我的朋友今晚需要我 And take care of my friends, and my friends needed me last night.
他们也骗警察了吗 Did they also lie to the police?
你怎么确定这个男生没犯罪 How can you be sure this boy didn't commit the crime?
我就是知道 妈 Because I know him, Mum!
他是好人 And he's good.
你不可以再骗警察了 You mustn't lie to the police again.
什么 怎么了 What? What is it?
他妈的斯坦德还想再跟我谈谈 Fucking Standall wants to talk to me again.
-操 为什么 -这个重要吗 - Shit! Why? - Does it matter?
独行者车行的老板愿意现金全款 Look, I got an all-cash offer to sell the garage
-收购我的车行 -那名字呢 - to the guy who owns Maverick's. - What about the title?
他会起个新的名字 He's gonna file a new title himself,
过户到他的控股公司名下 把它洗白 transfer it over to his holding company, clean it up.
-他觉得没问题 -天哪 托尼 这是诈骗 - He's cool with it. - Jesus, Tony. That's fraud.
你要跟我讲诈骗吗 You're gonna talk to me about fraud?
他们把克雷当杀人犯给抓了 They have Clay for murder.
一旦他们发现他是无辜的 Once they figure out he's innocent,
-就会开始转向... -你怎么知道 - they're gonna work their way-- - How do you know?
你怎么知道他是无辜的 How do you know that he is innocent?
把那晚的真相告诉我 Tell me the truth about that night.
返校节那晚 About Homecoming.
-我告诉过你真相了 -我... - I told you the truth. - I--
糟了 等一下 Shit! One second.
开什么玩笑 You kidding?
是蒂姆·波兹 It's Tim Pozzi.
被市健身房禁入的毒贩 That dealer that got banned from City Gym.
我得把他赶出去 I have to kick him out.
你听说蒙蒂昨晚被抓了吗 You heard Monty was arrested last night?
听说了 Yeah.
你没事吧 You okay?
没人跟你说什么吧 No one's said anything to you or anything?
没有什么坏事 I mean, nothing bad.
大家 People are...
还算是对我挺好的 still kinda being nice to me.
圣乔治 St. George.
我去去就来 I'll be right back.
检察官不认为 The prosecutor doesn't
你会对同班同学造成威胁 believe you pose a threat to your classmates.
所以我们今天需要决定 So, we're here today to determine
回校上课对你来说是不是最好的选择 if returning to class is the best thing for you.
你为什么觉得我会想回来 What makes you all think I want to return?
你不想回来吗 You don't want to come back?
这个地方对我有过什么好处吗 What good has this place ever done me?
高中对任何人有过什么好处呢 What good has high school done anyone?
我感觉过去这几年 I feel like all I've learned
我学到的就是生活是操蛋的 these last few years is life is fucked.
不要想去帮助任何人 Don't try and help anyone.
-很遗憾你会这样想 -你不觉得吗 - I'm sorry you feel that way. - Don't you?
我说 你是怎么做到的 I mean, how do you do it?
-做到什么 -你的工作 - Do what? - Your job.
你怎么能够忍受 每天来这里上班 How do you show up here every day
希望让事情变得更好 但却什么也没能改变 hoping to make it better, knowing nothing ever changes?
泰勒·唐告诉我 Tyler Down told me
他之所以会从春天开始来见我 the reason he came to see me in the first place
就是因为你 last spring was because of you.
是真的吗 Is that true?
应该是吧 那又怎么样 I guess... I guess so. So what?
所以 你说事情不会变好 So, you said things don't get better.
但不是的 泰勒就是例子 你的贡献也很大 But it does. And Tyler has, in no small part because of you.
克雷 你问我是怎么做到的 Clay, you asked me how I do it.
很简单 我就是来这里 It's easy. I show up.
每一天 我都来 不管发生什么事 Every day, I show up, no matter what.
不管日子好不好 因为这就是我们能做的 Good days or bad, because that's all we can do.
而这也是你能做的 And that's all you can do.
所以 So...
你觉得你能来这里吗 you think you can show up?
-你告诉克雷了吗 -对 - You told Clay? - Yeah.
对 我说了 但现在有新的情况 Yeah, I did. But listen, there's something new that happened.
好吧 你先听我说 Okay, me first.
警察又叫我过去了 The police called me in again.
他们今天就想见我 They want to see me today.
操 Shit.
过来 在你去见警察之前 Come here. You're gonna want to hear this...
你会想知道这个的 before you talk to the police.
南茜 我会一直爱你 席德
天哪 阿妮 Jesus, Ani.
我知道 但我去警察局会有帮助的 I know, but it can help when I go to the sheriff.
不 别去那里 别这样做 No, don't go down there. Don't do that!
克雷 我保证我会想办法的 Clay, I promise I will figure this out.
如果我不能让事情好转 我也不会把它弄糟 If I can't make things better, I won't make it worse.
别去那里 Don't go down there.
你可能会觉得自己有个计划 You may think you have a plan,
但你去了就找不着北了 but you're jumping into it head first.
你就完全昏头了 You're not listening to reason.
好吧 首先我确实有计划 Okay. First, I do have a plan.
其次 你来指责我固执己见 And second, are you really the person
真的合适吗 to criticize me for being headstrong and stubborn?
但是 如果行不通怎么办 It's just, what if it doesn't work?
听着 我需要你稳住自己 Listen, I need you to hold up your end.
现在去自首只会让我们都遭殃 A confession at this point fucks us up!
-好吗 -不 我知道 - Right? - No, I know.
克雷 你需要知道的我都告诉你了 Clay, I've told you what you need to know.
你可以的 You can do this.
你信任我 不是吗 You trust me, don't you?
我信任你 I... I trust you.
坐那儿 Sit right there.
需要我给你倒点水吗 Can I get you some water or anything?
不用了 谢谢 No, thank you.
我一开始都没想到要见你 I wasn't expecting you until later.
丑话说在前面 Before we begin,
如果你是希望我帮助你 if you're expecting I'm gonna help you
给克雷·詹森定罪 那你会失望的 prove Clay Jensen guilty, you'll be disappointed.
-因为我不相信他有罪 -你不相信吗 - 'Cause I don't believe he is. - You don't?
如果告诉你 现在的情况是 Just so you know, you're facing the reality
大部分人都相信他有罪 that most people believe he is guilty.
你还愿意谈吗 Do you still want to talk?
我愿意 I do.
好吧 Okay.
不介意我录音吧 Do you mind?
好了 我们按流程开始吧 Okay. Begin at the beginning.
你是谁 上什么学校 你为什么会在这里 Who you are, what school you're from and why you're here.
我叫阿莫罗沃·阿妮西娅·阿卓拉 My name is Amorowat Anysia Achola.
你可以叫我阿妮 You can call me Ani.
我是自由高中的高四学生 I'm a senior at Liberty High School.
你以后不必这样了 You don't have to do that anymore.
这是个有趣的地方 It's an interesting place.
我再也不能打橄榄球了 I'm never playing football ever again.
贾斯汀告诉我你去了警察局 Justin told me you went to the sheriff.
你本来不必这样做的 You didn't have to do that.
-谢谢 -我不是为了你 - Thank you. - I didn't do it for you.
我这样做是因为这是对的 I did it because it was the right thing to do.
是 但有时很难分辨到底什么是对的 Yeah, but sometimes it's hard to know what the right thing is.
听着 扎克 不管怎么说 Listen, Zach. Either way,
你挺身而出了 you put yourself on the line.
我也得这样做 I'm gonna do the same.
你应该知道真相 You deserve to know the truth.
布莱斯·沃克确实伤害了很多人 Bryce Walker did hurt a lot of people.
包括扎克和克洛伊 Zach and Chloe, certainly.
但我很快发现他伤害最深的人 But I soon realized the one he hurt the most
杰西卡·戴维斯 was Jessica Davis.
你想谈谈杰西卡·戴维斯吗 You wanna talk about Jessica Davis?
你要明白每个人都有自己的原因 You need to understand everyone had their reasons.
而你要知道那些原因是什么 And you need to understand what those reasons are.
每个人都有原因 Everyone had a reason,
-包括你吗 -包括我 - Including you? - Including me.
但这不是认罪吧 But this isn't a confession?
我告诉你真凶是谁以及你决定如何应对前 Before I tell you who did it, and you decide what to do about it,
你得知道谁有可能这么做 you need to know who could've done it
为什么这么做 and why.
-为什么我得知道 -没人是无辜的 - Okay, why do I need to know that? - 'Cause no one's innocent.
暴力会招致暴力 只是看上去不一样 Violence begets violence, it just doesn't always look the same.
你什么意思 How do you mean?
我们有些人对自己使用暴力 Some of us do violence to ourselves.
有的人想打破常规 比如扎克 Some try to break the pattern. Zach tried.
也许布莱斯不想再作茧自缚 Maybe Bryce was trying to break the cycle within himself.
但杰西卡在他悔改之前发现了他 And Jessica found him before he got the chance.
带来了吗 Did you bring it?
-杰西 -不许说话 - Jess, seriously-- - Shh. No talking.
这次我必须说 No, this time I am talking.
好吗 我没时间浪费 Okay? I do not have time to mess around.
好的 我知道 Yeah, okay. I know.
我爱你 我不希望你出事 I love you. I don't want anything to happen to you.
我害怕 And I'm scared.
别害怕 Don't be scared.
你相信我吗 Do you believe in me?
-我是说你真的相信我吗 -是的 - I mean, do you really believe in me? - Yes.
当然了 Of course I do.
那我们就会平安无事 Then we're gonna be okay.
大家都有杀布莱斯的理由 Everyone had their reasons.
重要是试图分辨是谁希望布莱斯死 The trick was trying to tell who just wanted Bryce dead,
谁真的会杀人 and who could actually kill.
我是说 杀人凶手是什么样的 I mean, what does a killer look like?
我真的想知道 因为我们不知道 You know, I'm actually asking, because... we had no idea.
但你有自己的揣测 But you had your suspicions?
我们中谁最有可能拿起那把枪 Who among us would be most likely to take a gun...
按下扳机 and pull the trigger?
嗨 伙计 Hey, man.
嗨 亚力克斯 Hey, Alex.
克雷在找你 Uh, Clay was looking for you.
我告诉他你第一节课不会在 I told him that you weren't in first.
对 我今天翘了课 Yeah, I'm kinda skipping today.
但是 But...
我听说蒙蒂被抓了 还有他对你做的事 I heard about Monty being arrested. And what he did to you.
你还好吧 Are you okay?
还好 I mean, yeah.
太糟糕了 对不起 That's really fucked up. I'm so sorry.
谢谢 Thanks.
听着 Listen, um...
你还有枪吗 Do you still have a gun?
没有 No.
我给克雷的是我仅有的一支 The last one I gave Clay, that was all I had.
怎么了 Why?
我只是不想他们冲着你来 No, I just... Just don't want those guys to come after you.
蒙蒂那帮人 Monty's guys.
如果他们想进监狱的话 Well, if they wanna go to jail...
是的 Right.
你在干吗 What are you working on?
天啊 泰勒 Holy shit, Tyler.
你拍了下来做证据吗 You took these as proof?
是的 Yeah.
第一晚我只照了一张 I only took one that first night.
我想着把它留作证据 I thought I would leave it behind as proof.
结果 我 And then, after that, I...
我每天都照一张 I started to take one a day.
只是为了 Just to...
观察淤青 like, track the bruises, I guess.
结果我观察了自己的变化 I ended up tracking how I changed.
久而久之 Over time.
布莱斯死后 我都准备放弃了 After Bryce died, I almost quit.
但我还在继续 But I kept going.
和警方谈话后你一定如释重负吧 Talking to the police must've been like a weight off, right?
是的 Yeah, it was.
你还好吗 Are you okay?
我没事 Yeah. Yeah, I am.
所以春季舞会的警报不是假警报 So the false alarm at Spring Fling wasn't a false alarm at all?
你得告诉我 Okay, you're going to tell me
此时此刻我为什么不能逮捕泰勒 why I shouldn't go arrest Tyler right now.
因为这场谈话很快就会结束 Well, because this conversation would be over.
再过一会儿 我会告诉你 And in a few minutes, I'm going to tell you
为什么不能逮捕泰勒 exactly why you can't go arrest Tyler.
他是唯一有枪的人 He was the only one who kept a gun?
他以为他想要力量 He thought he needed the power.
他以为那样他会像个男人 He thought it made him a man.
现在的孩子们真在乎这个吗 Does that really matter to kids these days?
-像个男人 -你心知肚明 - Being a man? - I think you know it does.
嗨 亚力克斯 Hey, Alex.
嗨 你去哪 Hey. Where you going?
放学后有约 物理治疗 I have an appointment off-campus, it's physical therapy.
-你怎么去 -我爸接我 - How're you gonna get there? - My dad'll pick me up.
你爸爸 你要见你爸爸 Your dad. You're... you're gonna see your dad?
我刚给他发短信 马上就到 怎么了 Yeah, I just texted him. He should be here soon. Why?
我刚和泰勒聊了 I just talked to Tyler.
他告诉我你向他要枪 He told me you asked him for a gun.
我只是想宣泄一下 Yeah, I just needed to blow off some steam.
我想着我应该去打靶 And I thought I'd do some target practice,
但我爸不让 and my dad won't let me.
反正我爸也没有枪 所以 But anyway, he didn't have one. So...
你 Are you...
一切都好吗 Is everything good?
一切都很好 Yeah, everything's fine.
好的 你爸爸会 Okay. And your dad's gonna
接你 所以你不需要搭车了吧 pick you up and you don't need, like, a ride?
不用 谢谢 No. Thanks.
亚力克斯 其实 Hey, Alex. Listen, actually...
在你走之前能聊下吗 Do you have one minute to talk before you go?
-聊什么 -我觉得阿妮是凶手 - About what? - Look, I think Ani did it.
-我不想再掩护她 -你觉得是阿妮 - And I can't cover for her anymore. - You think Ani?
疯了吧 That's crazy.
是吗 Is it?
因为我不是 所以只有她了 Because it wasn't me. She's all that's left.
亚力克斯说得对 没人清白 Alex was right, nobody's clean.
我知道亚力克斯在服用类固醇 I knew Alex was using steroids.
不是布莱斯给的 But not from Bryce.
蒙蒂从布莱斯那买的 Monty was buying from Bryce.
蒙蒂那我们没发现什么 We didn't find anything on Monty.
你很惊讶他领先你们一步吗 Does it surprise you he might be a step ahead?
也许你的治安官应该查得更深入 Maybe your sheriff should have dug deeper.
但你们都轻易地相信 But you were all briefly
你们要找的人就是托尼·帕迪亚 convinced you had your man in Tony Padilla.
-托尼有他的动机 -他是有 - Tony had a motive. - He did.
他的动机比你们知道的都多 He had more motive than you know.
现在就出发吗 Whoa, this is happening now?
阿妮在和警察谈话 所以我得准备出发了 Ani's talking to the cops so I've got to be ready to move.
好 给我两分钟 Okay. Give me two minutes.
我没时间 I don't have it.
你只会尝试并且劝说我不要做这件事 You're just gonna try and convince me not to do this,
但是这个谈话我们进行过很多次了 and we've had this conversation plenty.
我保证我不会 你就出来一下 I swear I won't. Just come outside.
如果今天下午没能赶到警察局 If I don't make it to the police station by this afternoon,
他们就会来这儿 they're coming here.
-你懂了吗 -我懂 - You get me? - I get you.
现在 在我和你打一架 Now, come outside
并且让你在哈维面前 before I pick a fight with you
颜面尽失之前你先出来一下 and embarrass you in front of Javi.
改天我会证明你这句话有多可笑 Any other day, and I would prove that statement ridiculous.
你在外面能说些什么 What are you gonna say outside
-你在这里不能说的话 -不是我能说什么 - You can't say in here? - Not what I can say,
是你能看什么 more what you can see.
好吧 Okay.
回想起来 这可能是个坏主意 In retrospect, this is probably a bad idea,
但是这一切都就绪了 but it's already set in motion,
所以你只能凑活了 so you're just gonna have to deal with it.
我到底要面对些什么 凯勒 What the fuck am I gonna have to deal with, Caleb?
-不 -太迟了 都买完了 - No. - It's too late, it's done.
-不可以 凯勒 -太迟了 - No, Caleb. - It's too late.
现在拿着车钥匙 Now take the keys.
如果你要离开我 If you're gonna leave me,
那么至少你还有你的初恋 then at least you'll have your first love.
所以 托尼的确有我们还不知道的 So, Tony did have a killer motive
杀人动机吗 we didn't even know about?
你自己也开始认为 And you yourself came to
是克雷做的 但现在变了 think that Clay could do it, now you don't.
你试图利用波特先生和贝克夫人来对付他 You had tried to use Mr. Porter and Mrs. Baker against him.
-但反而起了反作用 -我认为治安官 - But it worked the other way, didn't it? - I think the sheriff
最后还是认为他们的谈话对这个案子有帮助 in the end felt the case was helped by their interview.
但你不这么认为 But you didn't think so.
否则你不会还坐在这里 Otherwise we wouldn't still be sitting here.
所以 我今天才知道的的 So, just what I've learned today:
泰勒·唐差点是个学校枪杀犯 Tyler Down was almost a school shooter,
托尼·帕迪亚的家人因为 Tony Padilla's family was deported
布莱斯·沃克一家而被驱逐出境 because of Bryce Walker's family,
我自己的儿子和布莱斯去找过妓女 and my own son went to a prostitute with Bryce.
还有什么 What else?
当然你知道贾斯汀·弗里是个瘾君子 Well, of course you know that Justin Foley's a drug addict?
不 这我并不知道 No, I did not know that.
你要需要知道 为了我们接下来要讲的 Well, you need to, for where we're going.
我不知道 这不是犯法的吗 I don't know. Isn't this, like, against the law?
我不知道 我只是 I don't know, I just...
这是我们必须做的 It's what we have to do.
你是唯一能做这件事的人 你是他的朋友 You're the only one who can do it. You're his friend.
我能问你点事情吗 Can I ask you something?
有些人 他们说你是个瘾君子 Some of the guys, they're saying you're, like, a drug addict.
你吸海洛因 That you do heroin.
那不是真的 对吗 That's not true, right?
不 那是真的 Yeah, it's true.
我犯了很多的错误 I've made... A lot of mistakes, man.
有时候我觉得生活就是这样 Sometimes I feel like that's all life is.
就是你犯的所有的错误 It's just all the mistakes you make
和你为了弥补而所做的一切 and all the shit you gotta do to set it right.
贾斯汀言出必行 Justin was as good as his word.
他会一直保护克雷 He would defend Clay until the end.
这就复杂了 Which was going to get complicated.
-克雷也会保护贾斯汀 -或是泰勒·唐 - Or Clay would defend Justin. - Or Tyler Down.
帮他保守秘密 And keep his secrets.
或是杰西卡·戴维斯 Or Jessica Davis.
或是扎克·邓普西 Or Zach Dempsey.
或是亚力克斯·斯坦德 Or Alex Standall?
听着 这很复杂 Look, it's complicated.
我们需要把它变简单 We need to make it simple.
我认为 I think...
我想我现在需要一杯水 I think I would like that glass of water
如果 如果你不介意的话 now, if... if you don't mind.
好的 Okay.
作业写好了 能一起学习了就告诉我
给你 There you go.
所以有十几个少年嫌犯 So, we got about a dozen kids who could've done it.
都跟返校节有关 It's all about Homecoming night.
大家都在 Everyone was there.
大家都有杀布莱斯的理由 Everyone had their reasons for wanting to kill Bryce.
在那一晚 有人做出了行动 At the end of the night, one of them would have followed through.
克雷·詹森不是第一次和布莱斯闹翻了 Clay Jensen had been broken by Bryce more than once.
布莱斯威胁会毁掉蒙蒂的人生 Bryce had threatened to ruin Monty's life.
杰西卡·戴维斯怀着对布莱斯的愤怒大闹一场 Jessica Davis was on fire with the cause, with anger at Bryce.
贾斯汀·弗里会为她做任何事 Justin Foley would've done anything for her.
托尼很想掺和到那场打架中 Tony would've loved to get into that fight.
泰勒再次感到被攻击 Tyler felt under attack all over again.
扎克的梦想被一击击毁 And Zach's dreams were destroyed with one hit.
所以他想毁掉布莱斯的梦想 So, he tried to destroy Bryce's dreams.
-正如你所知 他没做完成 -那是谁 - As you know, he didn't finish the job. - So who did?
你们都知道克雷在操场上威胁了布莱斯 You all knew that Clay threatened Bryce on the field.
-我们知道 -你们也知道贾斯汀把他拉开了 - We did. - And you know that Justin pulled him off.
-让他跑开 -他去了哪里 - And sent him running. - Where the fuck did he go?
-是的 -你们是怎么知道的这一切 - Yes. - And how'd you know all this?
你和其他球员谈了 对吗 You talked to the other players, correct?
所以 我猜想他们告诉你 So, I imagine they told you that
布莱斯和蒙蒂也在操场上起了争执 Bryce and Monty also had words on the field?
上 Go!
那也太迟了 that was fucking late!
出自卑鄙之王的口中 Says the king of the cheap shot!
-如果我需要我会打死你 -来呀 哥们 - I'll break you if I have to. - Go right ahead, man.
来 卢克 Come on, Luke.
-准备好 -上啊 - Get ready. - Let's go.
蒙蒂一整晚 Monty spent the whole night
都想把布莱斯撞成两半 literally trying to break Bryce in half.
-撞得好 蒙蒂 -接着来啊 沃克 - Good hit, Monty. - Keep coming, Walker.
-你觉得你会怕我吗 -我会杀了你 - You think you're ganna scare me? - I'll fucking kill you.
好的 兄弟 Okay, buddy.
听着 我们说的那件事 Listen, that thing we talked about.
你没事的 照顾好自己 伙计 You're all good. Take care of yourself, man.
沃克 Walker!
有事吗 蒙蒂 What's up, Monty?
你到底想证明些什么 What the fuck are you trying to prove?
我要证明我在这个世界上是有价值的 I'm trying to prove that I'm worth something in this world.
你也该试试 You should try it.
我得走了 I gotta go.
我会干掉你 I will take you out.
你不会的 No, you won't.
你不过是个孬种 一直都是 'Cause you're just a coward, you always have been.
蒙蒂立刻上了自己的车 Monty immediately got into his car
跟着山顶高中校车 and followed the Hillcrest bus.
你他妈怎么在这 The fuck are you doing here?
年鉴 Yearbook.
我负责年鉴 我只是 我走了 I'm in Yearbook. I was just... I'm going.
我不会做什么 I ain't gonna do anything.
我得走了 I gotta go.
听着 Listen, man.
去年夏天的事 我很抱歉 I'm sorry about last summer.
我喝醉了 犯糊涂了 I was drunk, and really fucked up.
没事 It's fine.
随便了 I mean, whatever.
你 You...
似乎是好人 seem like a good guy.
你想 You want--
我家长周末都不在 My parents are gone all weekend...
想来玩吗 if you want to hang out?
蒙蒂跟着那辆校车离开了自由高中 Monty followed that bus as soon as it left Liberty.
天啊 Holy shit!
你现在要打爆我吗 Are you gonna beat the shit out of me now?
我道歉了 I said I was sorry.
我只是开玩笑 I know, I was just making a joke.
我可以送你 如果你不想打车 I'll give you a ride somewhere if you don't want to Uber.
你想赶我走吗 Are you trying to kick me out?
不 我觉得你想走 No, I just figured you'd want to go.
或许 Well, maybe...
我想待着 再来一次 I want to stay and do that again.
是吗 Yeah?
行 Okay.
我他妈不是基佬 I'm not fucking gay.
行 Okay.
好 Cool.
你想是什么就是什么 You can be whatever you want to be.
不 No.
我做不到 I can't.
蒙蒂有秘密 Monty had a secret.
布莱斯知道 Bryce knew what it was.
秘密是他侵犯泰勒吗 The secret being his assault on Tyler?
-对 -蒙哥马利会因此 - Yes. - And that would drive Montgomery
-杀害他吗 -加上出卖的事 - to kill him? - That, and a betrayal.
他当布莱斯是兄弟 He thought Bryce was his brother.
不 蒙蒂有不在场证明 No, Monty had an alibi.
去问查理·圣乔治 Talk to Charlie St. George.
说法不会一致 It won't hold up.
你是在说 So, you're telling me--
你是在说 是蒙哥马利·德拉克鲁兹 You're telling me Montgomery de la Cruz?
排除法 Process of elimination.
杰西卡在自己床上 她爸掖的被子 Jessica was home in bed. Her dad tucked her in.
最后一则消息 Okay, last message.
我需要你 我他妈不知道你在哪 I need you and I don't know where the fuck you are,
但我很担心 but I'm worried.
我需要你 你能不能 I... I need you. Can you just...
能不能回我电话 Can you please call me back?
你现在能溜出来吗 Could you sneak out right now?
她睡觉时 贾斯汀在外面吸毒 And while she was sleeping... Justin was out getting high.
他的卖家叫霍尔斯 He bought from a dealer named Halls,
在惠特利码头的水边买的 out on the waterfront by Whitley Docks.
他在那边断片了 He got blackout high right there.
可以查的 We can check that.
惠特利码头全是监控 Whitley Dock is covered with security cameras.
去查 Check it.
我想水边到处是监控 I suppose they've got cameras up and down the waterfront.
那你该找托尼·帕迪亚 Then you should look for Tony Padilla.
他当时没跟男友在家休息 He wasn't home in bed with his boyfriend.
他在等接应 He was out waiting for a fixer.
跟墨西哥团伙有联系的毒贩手下 A guy who works for a local dealer hooked into a Mexican cartel.
卡马里奥以为我在贩毒 Camarillo thinks I’m dealing.
跟他说我贩的是消声器 冲击器和轮胎 You tell him I'm dealing mufflers, shocks and tires.
他想跟你谈 He wants to talk to you.
跟他说我在照顾我的家人 Tell him I'm taking care of my family.
-他想跟你谈 -怎么 现在吗 - He wants to talk to you. - What, like, now?
靠 Fuck me.
你意思是托尼赚的钱是帮毒贩洗的钱 You're telling me that Tony was laundering drug money?
他赚的钱是经营车行的钱 He was laundering garage money.
他把钱汇给南方的家人 Sending cash south to his family,
因为布莱斯的律师毁了他们的人生 because Bryce's lawyer had ruined their lives.
但布莱斯死时 托尼就在上游两英里 But Tony was two miles upriver when Bryce died.
-知道我儿子当时在哪吗 -亚力克斯 - Any idea where my son was? - Alex?
亚力克斯找泰勒去了 而非杰西卡 Alex went out to meet Tyler, not Jessica.
亚力克斯知道泰勒在斗殴后很难过 Alex knew Tyler was upset after the fight.
他不想让你知道原因 He didn't want you to know why.
他们在罗茜小餐屋汇合 They met at Rosie's Diner.
那克雷·詹森呢 And Clay Jensen?
克雷·詹森跟我在一起 Clay Jensen was with me.
他为了保护我 所以没告诉你 He never told you because he was protecting me.
我在查塔姆家看到了他的车 I saw his car at the Chatham house.
我跟他说我们得离开那里 I told him we had to get out of there.
我上了车 跟他兜了一晚风 I got in the car and drove around with him all night.
劝他住手 Talking him down.
蒙蒂跟踪了布莱斯 And Monty followed Bryce?
对 蒙蒂跟踪了布莱斯 Yes, Monty followed Bryce.
但他看到了扎克的车 But he saw Zach's car,
他在主码头一端等着 so he waited down at the end of the main pier.
蒙蒂见扎克没开前灯就很快开走了 Monty saw Zach drive out of there, headlights off. Fast.
他等了一两分钟 He waited another minute or two.
然后开过码头 找布莱斯对质 Then he drove down the pier to confront Bryce.
你他妈怎么在这 What the fuck are you doing here?
你怎么了 What happened to you?
该死的扎克 Fucking Zach.
他把你打爆了 Wow, he kinda beat the shit out of you.
你怎么在这 Why are you here?
他跟我一起 He's with me.
杰西 你来了 Hey, Jess. You came.
对 Yep.
你想给我什么 So, what did you want to give me?
我给你录了带子 I made you a tape.
那他妈是个蠢玩笑吗 Is that some stupid fucking joke?
不不不 No. No, no, no, no, no.
慢着 慢着 Hang on. Hang on.
该死 Fuck!
该死 抱歉 盒子上有血 Fuck. Sorry, it's got... There's some blood on the case.
拿走 拿走 Here, please take it. Take it.
-有什么 -忏悔 - What's on it? - A confession.
和道歉 And an apology.
坦白了我做的一切 It owns up to everything I did.
随你放给谁听 也可以不放 You can play it for whoever you want. Or nobody.
但或许可以给贝克太太听 If you could, maybe play it for Mrs. Baker, though.
她不想跟我说话 She didn't want to talk to me.
你觉得意外吗 And that came as a surprise to you?
我想弥补一切 I'm trying to set things right.
我想变好 但这他妈的世界不允许 I'm trying to be better, but this fucking world won't let me.
这世界不允许 This world won't let you.
这到底什么意思 布莱斯 What the fuck does that mean, Bryce?
没人相信我能改变 Nobody believes I can change.
法官显然觉得你可以 Clearly the fucking judge did.
慢着 各位 Wait, guys.
各位 慢着 拜托 Guys, wait. Wait, please.
我没法走路 I can't walk.
我站都站不起来 能送我回家吗 I can't even stand up. Can you help me get home?
或者送我去医院 Or to a hospital?
要不就睡在星空下 Why not sleep under the stars and, you know,
冥想一下让世界允许你改变有多难 meditate on how hard it is to get the world to let you change?
杰西 拜托 Jess, please.
杰西 亚力克斯 亚力克斯 Jess, wa-- Alex. Alex!
这他妈可是在十一月的河里 Guys, it's the middle of the fucking river in November.
今晚肯定冷得要命 我还湿透了 It's gonna be fucking freezing tonight and I'm wet,
还在咳血 and I'm coughing blood.
-杰西 -如果我们帮他 扎克会进监狱 - Jess. - If we help him, Zach goes to jail.
如果我们不帮他 他会冻死 If we leave him and he freezes to death,
扎克还是会进监狱 Zach definitely goes to jail.
真该死 各位 拜托 For fuck's sake, you guys. Please!
拜托 我不想死在这儿 亚力克斯 拜托 Please, I don't want to die out here. Alex! Alex, please.
来啊 我们是朋友 Come on, we were... we were friends.
我们从不是朋友 We were never friends.
来 Here.
蒙蒂反悔了 他回去帮了布莱斯 Monty's conscience stirred and he went back to help Bryce.
但布莱斯很疼 But Bryce was in a fury of pain.
该死的扎克 Fucking Zach!
我要打烂他另一个膝盖 毁了他的生活 I'm gonna fuck up his other knee and wreck his fucking life!
你没法对扎克做什么了 You're not going to do anything to Zach.
我他妈要毁了他 I'm gonna fucking destroy him!
你 你害我 You! You set me up!
她没有害你 She did not set you up!
她妈的害了我 She fucking set me up!
在那一刻 蒙蒂帮他时 And in that moment, helping him up,
看着他的双眼 Monty looked into his eyes.
你伤害了我爱的每个人 You've hurt everyone I ever loved.
蒙蒂意识到恶性循环必须终结 Monty realized that the cycle had to be broken somehow.
亚力克斯 搞什么 Alex, what the fuck?
你这些年来一直被操控 那些愤怒 And all those years of being manipulated, all the rage,
伤痛 都爆发了 the hurt, burst out of him.
该死 Shit!
亚力克斯 Alex!
亚力克斯 救命 Alex, fuck! Help!
救我 我不能 Help me! I can't--
救我 救命 我不能 Help me! Help, I can't--
不会有事的 没人知道 It's gonna be fine. No one knows.
我爱你 I love you.
你别那么说 You can't say that.
你别再那么说了 You can't say that ever again.
我们得分开 We have to stay apart.
蒙蒂独自开车回家 Monty drove home alone,
他得背负着自己的罪过 knowing he would have to live with what he's done.
我们看看你怎么知道这些的 So, let's go through how you know what you know.
首先 布莱斯和蒙蒂在赛中 First, Bryce and Monty's interaction during the game
和在队车边的互动 and at the team bus.
我说了 我会注视 倾听 I told you, I pay attention. I listen.
我不能说出消息源 但 I can't tell you my sources, but...
如果你们再找扎克·邓普西 他会确认我的说法 if you go back to Zach Dempsey, I'm sure he'll confirm the story.
亚力克斯跟泰勒一起 And Alex was with Tyler?
我愿意为亚力克斯做任何事 I would do anything for Alex.
还有克雷 杰西卡 Or Clay. Or Jessica.
任何事 Anything.
还有托尼·帕迪亚 我问他的话他会说什么 And Tony Padilla, what happens if I bring him in?
你不会的 You won't.
他不会来找你 He won't come after you.
他不可以 He can't.
但我得知道真相 But I need the real story.
-他能确认的真相 -如果这可行 - That he can verify. - If this works...
如果的话 这真不可思议 If. This is pretty fucked up.
但整件事就很不可思议 托尼 But the whole thing's fucked up, Tony.
没有任何蒙蒂去过犯罪现场的线索 We don't have anything to tie Monty to the scene.
布莱斯有东西想给杰西卡 Bryce had something he wanted to give to Jessica.
你有找到吗 Did you find anything?
在码头上 他带着吗 On the pier? On his body?
没 No.
如果你搜蒙蒂的东西 If you search through Monty's things,
他的房间 his room...
或者他的橄榄球队的储物柜 perhaps his football locker...
应该能找到 I imagine you'll find it.
上面应该还有布莱斯的血 And I imagine Bryce's blood will be on it.
我们已经搜了他的储物柜 We already searched his locker.
找类固醇 For steroids.
我找到了脚印 Okay, I've got footprints.
我找到了跟我妻子车一致的胎痕 I've got tire treads consistent with my wife's car.
但她那晚都在自己床上 And she was at home in bed all night.
他不会独自去码头 He wouldn't have gone to the pier alone.
他不会独自一人 He wouldn't have been alone,
斯坦德警官 Deputy Standall.
我观察了他们一整年 I've watched these kids all year.
你或许觉得他们四分五裂 You may think they're divided against each other.
但其实不是 They're not.
有人需要彼此 When someone needs them,
就会支持彼此 they'll be there.
毫无疑问 No question.
他们照顾彼此 They take care of each other.
亚力克斯会为朋友去那里 So, Alex would've been there for a friend.
为一个也许被布莱斯或者蒙蒂伤得更深的 For a friend who was maybe more injured by Bryce than he was.
朋友 Or Monty was.
他们的人生被布莱斯毁了 Whose life had been destroyed by Bryce...
他们得重建人生 and who's had to rebuild it.
慢慢的 Piece by piece.
我懂了 I see.
亚力克斯不会独自一人 Alex wouldn't have been alone.
蒙哥马利·德拉克鲁兹杀了布莱斯·沃克 Montgomery de la Cruz killed Bryce Walker.
真是太糟了 It would be a terrible thing
居然查错了杀布莱斯的凶手 to blame the wrong person for Bryce's murder.
你们还打算推到克雷·詹森头上 And yet you were all ready to blame Clay Jensen.
我觉得你不会知道这件事 I don't think you would know this,
因为治安官让我们封锁了消息 because the sheriff has us locked down on leaks,
蒙哥马利·德拉克鲁兹在牢里被杀了 but Montgomery de la Cruz was killed in his jail cell.
就在几小时前 Just hours ago.
天啊 Dear God.
可怜的蒙蒂 Poor Monty.
死者也该获得真相 Even the dead deserve the truth.
很抱歉 蒙蒂死了 I am sorry that Monty's dead.
真的 I am.
贾斯汀说他很讲义气 Justin tells me he could be... loyal...
不怕事 and fearless.
会为朋友撑腰 And that he stood up for his friends.
很抱歉 布莱斯死了 I'm sorry that Bryce is dead.
他是我朋友 He was my friend,
我相信他会向世人证明 and I believe he would've shown the world
救赎是可能的 that redemption is possible.
但他俩生前造成了伤害 But they both caused pain while they were alive.
他们深深伤害了许多人 They caused great pain to a number of people.
伤痛该终结了 And it is time for that suffering to end.
死者已矣 So, let the dead bury the dead,
斯坦德警官 Deputy Standall.
死者已矣 Let the dead bury the dead.
蒙蒂的事太糟糕了 It's fucked up about Monty.
阿妮怎么知道的 How did Ani know?
事发时 蒂姆·波兹刚好在镇监狱 Well, Tim Pozzi was in the County lock-up when it happened.
他那天早上出来了 告诉了卢克 And he ended up getting out that morning, so he told Luke,
又经过查理到了贾斯汀 who told Charlie, Charlie, Justin,
到了阿妮 Justin to Ani.
可怜的蒙蒂 难以置信我会这么说 但 Poor Monty. I mean, I can't believe I'm saying that, but...
你 You...
今天问了泰勒关于枪的事 asked Tyler for a gun today?
对 我 Yeah, I...
我写了一份自白书 I wrote a confession.
然后 And...
我不知道 I... I don't know.
天啊 Jesus.
-亚力克斯 -抱歉我不能告诉你 - Alex... - I'm sorry I couldn't tell you.
我觉得 I think...
我们该成为那种 we should be the kind of friends
互相毫无保留的朋友 who can tell each other anything.
倒是不用谈勃起 I mean, maybe not about the hard-ons
和自慰的事 但 and the masturbation so much, but...
我们现在该怎么办 So, what do we do now?
等待 We wait.
盼望 We hope.
你们手上没带子真可惜 It's kinda too bad that you don't have the tape.
听遗言什么的 I mean, for last words and all that.
我们拷贝了一份 We made a copy.
听着 我不是 Look, I didn't mean--
-我们不用 -不 - We don't have to-- - No.
我觉得你们该听听 I think you guys should hear it.
我爸装了录音机 My dad put in a tape deck.
他应该是觉得很有趣 I think he thought it was funny.
杰西 Hey, Jess.
是我 It's me.
是啊 带子 Yeah, I know. A tape.
我有意这么做的 不是犯浑 Yes, I did it on purpose. Not to be a dick, but...
是因为那天我听了带子 我的人生变了 because the day I listened to those tapes, my life changed.
我相信你也是 And I bet the same is true for you.
贾斯汀 扎克 大家都是 And for Justin, and Zach, everyone.
我想这样做 And I wanted to give you this.
我觉得你这样听我说 I thought you'd hear me better
比你当面听我说要好 if I wasn't standing in front of you.
你说我不知道自己对你做了什么 You said I had no idea what I'd done to you.
你说得对 You were right.
我忍不住想起你 I can't stop thinking about you.
回想那晚的情形 replaying that night in my mind.
我强奸了你 I raped you.
我听到你拒绝 I heard you say no, and...
但我还是做了 I did it anyway.
因为我想 Because I wanted to,
我没在意你的感受 and I didn't care how you felt.
贾斯汀想阻止我 Justin tried to stop me.
我也想告诉你我脑海中 I wish I could tell you that there was a...
有一个微弱的声音告诉我 a tiny voice in my head telling me
我的行为是错的 that what I was doing to you was wrong.
但没有 There wasn't.
以前从来没有 I never had one of those before.
我没有借口 就是这样 That's not an excuse, it just... is.
我强奸了汉娜·贝克 I raped Hannah Baker.
我强奸了七八个女孩 I raped... seven or eight other girls.
有些是我当时的女友 Some of them were my girlfriends at the time.
我不说是谁 但如果她们告诉你 请相信她们 I won't name them, but if they choose to tell you, believe them.
我很残缺 I'm broken.
我知道 I know that.
我彻底残缺了 I'm a person in a thousand pieces.
但我在接受辅导 But I'm seeing a counselor.
这是漫长艰难的过程 但 It's a long, hard process, but...
开始一点点地拼凑 little by little, you start picking up the pieces.
你会发现自己在制造一面镜子 And you realize that what you're making is a mirror.
拼凑得越多 就越能看到自己 And the more pieces you put together, the more you see yourself.
我想说我现在不是 I'd like to say that I'm not the same person
强奸你的那个人了 who raped you...
不是了 杰西 anymore, Jess.
但我逐渐发现我永远都是那个人 But what I've come to realize is that I'll always be him.
但我想变好 But I'm trying to be better.
变成在世界上有价值的人 To be someone worth something in this world.
我有一个梦想 I have this dream that
我想成为保护别人的人 I could be someone who protects people somehow.
保护别人远离我这种人 Protects them from people like me,
我原来那种人 或许吧 like who I was. I don't know.
我 I am so...
我相当抱歉我对你做的事 fucking sorry for what I did to you.
我知道这些话 And I know words add up
完全无法弥补我从你身上夺走的东西 to nothing compared to what I took from you.
有人曾告诉我 Someone once told me that
要花一辈子时间学习道歉 it'll take me a lifetime to learn what sorry is.
他们说得对 They're right.
我迈出了这一步 But I'm starting.
谢谢你听到了这里 If you've listened this far, thank you.
比我预想的好 It's more than I deserve.
我不会怪你 I wouldn't blame you
把带子摔成碎片 我就会 if you smashed this tape to fucking pieces. I would.
祝福你 杰西 I wish you the best, Jess.
真心地 Truly.
再见 Goodbye.
我们会怎么样呢 What happens to us now?
你是指 我们所有人吗 You mean, like, all of us?
-我不知道 -不 我和你 - I don't know. - No. Me and you.
什么也不会发生 Nothing has to happen.
我爱你 I love you.
怎么可能 How can you?
这是 It's...
我只知道我爱你 It's the only way I know.
你怎么会觉得我不是另一个你不认识的女孩呢 How can you look at me and not see somebody different?
你就不会觉得我是那个 Can you look at me and not see the boy...
让布莱斯强奸你的男孩吗 who let Bryce rape you?
不会 No.
所以呢 So?
贾斯汀 我害怕 Justin, I'm afraid.
我知道 I know.
亚力克斯 Alex?
爸爸 怎么了 Dad, what is it?
治安官和检察官 Well, the sheriff and the prosecutor
认为他们已有充足的证据 think they have enough evidence
布莱斯·沃克的案子可以结了 to close the case file on Bryce Walker.
杀他的是蒙哥马利·德拉克鲁兹 He was killed by Montgomery de la Cruz.
蒙哥马利已经死了 所以 And Montgomery's dead, so...
结案了 case closed.
好的 Okay.
好的 Wow. Okay.
儿子 当我去年在浴室地上发现你 You know, son, when I found you last year on the bathroom floor...
我希望中枪的是我脑袋 不是你的 I wished that bullet was in my head, not yours.
你懂吗 Do you understand?
我懂 Yeah, I understand.
我爱你 儿子 I love you, son.
我也爱你 爸爸 I love you too, Dad.
我的好儿子 My boy.
我告诉你 这都是凯勒做的 I'm telling you, Caleb did everything.
他甚至还自己做了日料 He even made the masa himself.
你确定詹森会喜欢玉米卷吗 Mijo, are you sure the Jensens like tamales?
大家都喜欢玉米卷 Everyone likes tamales!
我们好想你 托尼 We miss you,Tonio.
我们好想你 托尼 We miss you! Tonio!
希望你能在这 伙计 Wish you were here, man.
你的混蛋哥哥已经醉了 Your asshole brother's already drunk.
-凯勒 -凯勒 - Caleb. - Caleb...
感恩节快乐 帕迪亚先生 Happy Thanksgiving, Mr. Padilla.
阿图罗 拜托 Arturo, please.
凯勒 Caleb,
很抱歉不能亲自与你见面 I'm sorry we didn't get to meet in person.
我也是 很快 我希望 I am, too. Soon, I hope.
就算相隔甚远 你也是我们的家人 Even from far away, you are family.
你懂吗 You understand me?
是的 谢谢你 Yes, sir. Thank you.
你们好好照顾彼此 好吗 You two take care of each other, okay?
好的 We will.
我保证 I promise.
天父 感谢这顿盛宴 Heavenly Father, we thank you for this wonderful food.
为这个家 天主 为我们的朋友 For our families, Lord, and for our friends,
感谢您所有的祝福 and all of your abundant blessings.
天父 请继续保佑我的孩子们 Father, please bless and keep safe our children.
所有孩子们 All of our children.
他们的世界更黑暗 Their world is darker than ours.
天父 原谅我们做过的事 And, Father, forgive us for what we've done to make it that way.
望上帝保佑 让我们心存感激 May God keep us all and help us to be truly grateful
为我们的生活和自由 for our life and our freedom.
以基督的名义 This we ask in the name of Christ our Heavenly Father.
-阿门 -阿门 - Amen. - Amen.
凯勒 托尼 我们不信教 Caleb and Tony, we're not a religious family,
但我们会祈祷 如果你们愿意的话 but we can say a prayer, if you'd like?
天主放弃我们时我也放弃了他 詹森太太 I gave up on the Catholics when they gave up on us, Mrs. Jensen.
我是浸礼教徒 I'm a recovering Baptist myself.
我们的传统是绕着桌子走 Well, our tradition is to just go around the table
说出自己感激的事 and say what we're thankful for.
我感激有这么多人在这 I'm thankful for having so many people around the table.
我感激托尼 I am thankful for Tony.
我 I'm...
感激可以找到这个家 thankful that family can be... where you find it.
我感激克雷可以在这 I am thankful that Clay is here,
他有那么多在乎他的人 and that he has so many people that care about him.
我 Uh, I'm...
感激 thankful to...
能拥有一个家 to have family at all.
以及 And...
我并没戒瘾 I haven't stayed clean...
一直都没有 all this time.
对不起 I'm sorry.
很抱歉对你们撒谎 I'm sorry for lying to you guys.
我 And I...
我可能需要更多帮助 I probably need more help.
我不是有意破坏气氛 I didn't mean to bring... bring the mood down.
我们会努力帮助你 贾斯汀 We will get you whatever help you need, Justin.
我们保证 We promise.
我 I, um...
我感激能和你们在这 I'm thankful to be here with all of you.
还有 And, um...
感激我还活着 I'm thankful to be alive.
阿门 Amen!
阿门 吃吧 Amen! Let's eat!
你好 Yes?
抱歉 阿妮说没人在家 Sorry, Ani said no one was home.
我才回来 I've just come home.
刚和警方谈话了 From talking to the sheriff.
你现在如释重负吧 You must be very relieved.
是的 I am.
对你的遭遇我很抱歉 沃克太太 I'm... I'm also very sorry for your loss, Mrs. Walker.
抱歉布莱斯死了 I'm sorry that Bryce is gone.
我以前好像都没说过 I don't think I said that before.
你说过 You did.
但我不认为当时你是真心的 But I'm not sure you meant it then.
阿妮 Ani--
阿妮说你是个好小伙 Ani tells me you're a good young man.
我在努力 沃克太太 我 I'm trying to be, Mrs. Walker. I'm...
很努力 really trying hard.
你的 你女儿 Your... your daughter is, uh...
对我很重要 我只是 very important to me. I just...
我想让你知道 I'd like to make sure you know that
我不会伤害她 I would never do anything to hurt her.
而且她很勇敢 And she's very brave.
阿莫罗沃是个固执的姑娘 Amorowat is a stubborn girl.
她跟随自己的内心 She leads with her heart.
-有的时候甚至会碰到危险 -是的 - Sometimes even into danger. - Yes.
恐怕我们这点是一样的 I'm afraid we both have that in common.
但我... But I...
我愿意做任何事来保护她 I would do anything to protect her.
显然她并不需要我这么做 Not that she needs me to, obviously.
恰恰相反 Other way round.
她主动提出为了你撒谎 She offered to lie for you.
跟警方说谎 说你和她在一起 To lie to the police, say you were with her.
这不是疑问句 I'm not asking.
我知道 我听到了 I know this. I heard it.
但你不会让她这么做的 But you would not let her.
不 我不想她这么做 No, I didn't want her to.
也许你想来点茶吗 在你等的时候 Would you like some tea, perhaps? While you wait.
好的 谢谢 Yeah, please. Thank you.
妈 Mum?
这是克雷·詹森 This is Clay Jensen.
我们在约会 We're dating.
阿莫罗沃 Amorowat,
你就没有学到什么吗 have you not learned?
我已经知道了 I know all this already.
我们做的是对的事吗 Did we do the right thing?
对你来说对的事就是去坐牢吗 Would the right thing have been for you to go to jail?
亚力克斯呢 Alex?
所有的选择都是错的 我们得选择一个 All the choices were wrong. We had to choose one.
谢谢你救了我 Thank you for saving my life.
也许我把你从一个很长的庭审中救了出来 I saved you from a long trial, maybe.
不 No.
谢谢你救了我的命 Thank you for saving my life.
沃克太太 Mrs. Walker,
-我害怕... -我知道 - I'm afraid-- - I know.
-我应该叫值班医生吗 -今天是感恩节 - Should I alert the on-call doctor? - It's Thanksgiving.
如果必要的话明天再打吧 We'll call tomorrow if need be.
-谢谢 -露丝 - Thank you. - Ruth?
露丝 Ruthie?
是诺拉 爸 It's Nora, Dad.
诺拉... Nora...
你疼吗 Are you in any pain?
不 No.
我努力给你我能力范围内的最好的生活了 诺拉 I tried to give you the best life I could, Nora.
我想让你有比我更好的东西 I wanted you to have better things than I had.
我知道 爸 I know, Dad.
我尽我的全力了 I did the best I knew how.
没人教我怎么做更好 No one taught me better.
我知道 I know.
好了 各位 各位 拜托 All right, everybody, everybody. Everybody! Come on.
我几个月前发现泰勒在我工作的时候 I caught Tyler taking my picture a few months ago
拍我的照片 while I was working.
我想... And I wanted to go all...
对他使亚历克·鲍德温那一招 Alec Baldwin on him.
直到我看到照片 Until I saw the picture.
我告诉他 他应该在莫奈咖啡馆做个展览 I told him he should do an exhibit here at Monet's.
他最终同意了 And he finally agreed.
有请泰勒 So, here's Tyler.
-来 泰勒 -是啊 - Come on, Tyler! - Yeah!
大家好... Hi, um...
这里是 So, there's a picture
今年帮助过我的人的照片 of everyone that's helped me this year.
我想说谢谢 And I wanted to say thank you.
拥有朋友的感觉很棒 Having friends is an amazing thing.
是啊 Yeah.
非常棒 That's incredible.
太棒了 That's so cool.
为什么我在上面 Why do you have me up there?
你想的话 我可以摘下来 I can take it down, if you want?
不 不 拍得很好 No, no, it's a... great photo.
拍得我挺帅的 所以... It actually makes me seem good-looking, so...
我靠 哥们 你知道你很帅吧 Holy shit, dude. You know you're good-looking, right?
随便吧 Whatever.
我... 我想说... Listen, I just, I wanted to say...
对于发生在你身上的事 我很遗憾 I am so sorry about what happened to you.
抱歉我当时并不知道 And I'm sorry that I didn't know about it.
我不知道能有什么区别 但... I don't know what would have been different, but...
我想如果我知道的话 I would like to think that if I'd known,
我会有勇气... I would've had the guts to...
做点什么让你的生活不那么悲惨 to do something to make your life not hell.
对于我那几年造成的 And the amount that I contributed to that,
找你的麻烦 to your life being hell, over the years,
我很... 抱歉 I am so... so sorry.
没什么的 Yeah. No, it's cool.
-谢谢 -没事 - Thank you. - Yeah.
我知道我会一直爱你的 对吗 You know I'll always love you, right?
你是我最好的朋友 You're the best friend I've ever had.
-这一切的一切 我很抱歉 -不 - I'm sorry for everything. - No.
我拒绝被同情 或让你道歉【被同情 I refuse to be sorry, or let you.
我们怎么带着这件事活下去 How are we going to live with this?
我们是幸存者 你和我 We're survivors, you and me.
真是日了狗 FML forever?
真是日了狗 FML forever.
你和警察说了什么 What did you tell the cops?
-温斯顿... -他没有杀布莱斯 - Look, Winston-- - He didn't kill Bryce.
他和我在一起 He was with me.
-你和他们说了什么 -温斯顿... - What'd you tell 'em? - Winston...
-他已经走了 -他是个人 - He was already gone. - He was a human being.
好吗 他是个人 Okay? He was a human being.
他不应该那么死去 He didn't deserve to die like that.
我知道 I know.
莫奈咖啡馆
没什么是那么简单的 对吗 Nothing can just be easy, can it?
那不就是重点吗 Isn't that kinda the point?
怎么那就是重点了 I mean, how is it the point?
对于某些人来说 是简单的 For some people, it's easy.
像布莱斯 我总是觉得... 对于他来说很简单 Like Bryce, I always thought... ...it was easy for him.
生活很简单 Life was easy.
看看结果如何 Look how that ended up.
是啊 看吧 Yeah. See?
对于我们这样的人来说不应该是简单的 It's not supposed to be easy for people like us.
我们...要经历破事... We're... meant to go through shit and...
努力活下来 make it out alive.
就是那样 我们得努力活下来 That's the trick, you have to make it out alive.
你知道吗 我想要更好的 You know what? I want better than that.
我们经历了这么多破事 We've been through so much
我只想要不同的东西 shit and I just want something different.
我想要更多 I want more.
我也是 I'm with you.
我们值得幸福 We deserve some fucking happiness.
-是的 -是的 - Yeah, we do. - Yes, we do.
我爱你们 I love you guys!
天啊 闭嘴吧 Oh, my God. Shut up!
真是毁了这一刻 Way to ruin the moment.
我在好好记住这一刻 I'm embracing the moment.
-你能给我再拿杯咖啡吗 -当然 等一下 - Can you get me some more coffee, please? - Yeah, in a minute.
-这沙发真的舒服 -太舒服了 - This couch is really comfy. - So comfy!
我太累了 I'm so tired.
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