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现在联调局已经介入 The FBI is involved now
他必须离开巴尔的摩 He needs to get out of Baltimore.
见到你很高兴 四季宝 Nice to see you, Skippy.
我过去坚守着两个真理 In the past, I held two truths.
我对你的爱 和对上帝的爱 My love for you and my love for God.
一个是真的 One was real
另一个是幻想 and one was a fantasy.
我对我的家人也是一样 I feel the same way about my family.
他们现在是我的真理了 They're my truth now.
够了 Enough!
杰克逊 你父亲在用他所知道的最好方式爱你 Jackson, your father loves you the best way he knows how.
他撒谎 He lies.
妈妈也撒谎 And so does Mom.
我们都会说谎 We all lie sometimes.
你体会过爱情吗 孩子 You ever love somebody, son?
-体会过 -她有名字吗 Yes. - She have a name?
我要去旧金山了 I'm going to San Francisco.
我知道你是谁 I know who you are,
多年前 你给我丈夫写过一封信 Years ago, you wrote my husband a letter.
多年前 你给我丈夫写过一封信 Years ago, you wrote my husband a letter
信我烧了 他从没读到过 I burned it He never saw it.
无论霍克跟你怎么说的 I don't know what Hawk has told you,
但我想去自首 but I want to turn myself in.
我觉得我出毛病了 I think there's something wrong with me.
天堂爱你 ♪ Heaven loves ya ♪
彩云为你开路 ♪ The clouds part for ya ♪
没有什么能阻挡你 ♪ Nothing stands in your way ♪
当你还是小男孩时 ♪ When you're a boy ♪
穿什么都好看 ♪ Clothes always fit ya ♪
当你还是小男孩时 ♪ Life is a pop of the cherry ♪
生命就是一朵盛开的樱花 ♪ Wben youfre a boy ♪
莫斯康市长和哈维·米尔克市政议员 Both Mayor Moscone and Supervisor Harvey Milk
遭遇枪击并身亡 have been shot arid kiled
哦 天啊 Oh, Jesus Christ！
-安静 -安静 请安静 Quietl Quietl Quietl
嫌疑人为市议员丹·怀特 The suspect is Supervisor Dan White.
那是六个月前的采访 That was six months ago.
今天 前市议员 Today, the jury in the trial
丹·怀特一案的陪审团 of former Supervisor Dan White
进入了第三天的审议 enters their third day of deliberations,
决定是否接受怀特的"夹心蛋糕”辩护 deciding whether to accept White's Twinkie defense,
也就是枪击发生时 that at the time of the shooting
丹·怀特患有抑郁症 Dan White was suffering from depression,
并大量食用了 aggravated by the consumption
含糖饮料和点心 如夹心蛋糕 of sugary drinks and snacks, like Twinkies.
怀特 White, a former
曾做过旧金山市 City of San Francisco
警察和消防员 policeman and firefighter,
并得到了许多同僚的支持 has the support of many fellow officers.
要是我糖吃多了 Would they let me kill someone
也能去大街上杀人吗 because I ate too much sugar?
蒂姆 Tim!
你不会真要去吧 You are not serious about going.
我反正都要去看望父母的 I owe my parents a visit.
火烧岛就在那附近 Fire Island's a ferry ride away
如果怀特脱罪 这座城会翻了天的 If White gets off, this city is going to explode
蒂莫西 我需要你留下 Timothy, I need you here,
而不是去追寻那个早已逝去的某某某 Not chasing after your long lost whatever he is to you.
他刚经历了一场悲剧 He's been through a tragecy.
悲剧的是你一直不肯放手 The tragedy is you holding on to him.
就像你对马库斯一样吗 Like you hold on to Marcus?
至少我跟马库斯睡同一张床上 At least Marcus and I sleep in the same bed.
大多数时候吧 Most of the time
我两次怀孕都生过病 I was sick through both my pregnancies.
我没事 I'm fine.
你担心过头了 You worry too much.
你更喜欢那种不闻不问的父母吗 Would you prefer a parent who doesn't care?
我父母都很关心我 Both my parents care.
只是一个在你身边 另一个不在 But one of them is here and one is isn't.
都喝完 你得补补钙 Drink up. You need your calcium.
一定是马克打来的 That must be Mark.
你好 Hello
是个叫蒂姆·劳克林的人 Someone named Tim Laughlin.
告诉他霍克不在 Tell him Hawk isn't here.
他要找你 He asked for you.
你好 Yes
虽然有点迟了 但还是想道一句节哀顺变 This is late, but I want to say I'm sorry for your loss.
-我寄过卡片 -我们收到了 谢谢你 - I sent a card. - We gotit Thank you.
谢谢你的慰问 And thanks for the call,
霍克一直在联系我 Hawk's been in touch.
他会在深夜打来电话 He calls late at night
喝得醉醺醺 when he's been drinking.
你还在吗 Are you there?
两个月前 我给霍克下了最后通牒 Two months ago, I gave Hawk an ultimatum.
不戒酒就搬出去住 Do something about his drinking or find somewhere else to live.
他搬了出去 He left.
我都不知道他在哪里 I don't even know where he is.
可能在纽约某处吧 Somewhere in New York.
-劳克林先生 -叫我蒂姆 Mr. Laughlin- - Call me Tim.
劳克林先生 我没精力担心霍克 Mr. Laughlin, I can't worry about Hawk.
我还有个怀孕的女儿要担心 I have a pregnant daughter
很快还有外孙要照顾 and soon a grandchild to care for.
我分身乏 And I can barely
我觉得他有麻烦了 I think he's in trouble.
我要去见他 I want to see him.
你是在征求我的同意吗 Are you asking for my permission?
也许吧 Maybe.
他确实有麻烦了 He is in trouble.
时光倒流 回到从前 ♪ Turn back the time to the days ♪
当我们的爱宛若新生 ♪When our love was new ♪
你还记得吗 ♪Do you remember? ♪
不管发生什么 ♪No matter what was happenin'♪
我曾与你不离不弃 ♪`I was there with you ♪
但如果我们都固持己见 ♪But if we all stand up for what we believe...♪
谁在调酒 Who's making drinks?
有人来了 把音乐关小点 Someone's here Turn down the music
霍克 有人找 Hawk, company.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
反正我忙活了半天你也没动静 Nothing happening down there anyway.
需要把鞋子脱掉吗 Should I take my shoes off?
你想脱掉啥都行 You can take off whatever you like.
请进吧 晚饭马上好 Come on ir Dinner S almost ready.
你想喝点什么吗 Would you like a drink?
我正新调了一壶马提尼 I'm stirring up a fresh pitcher of martinis.
你们有啤酒吗 我来一杯 A beer, if you have one.
我们听说你可能会来 We heard you might be coming,
但一直都不是很确定 but we weren't quite sure.
-我是拉斐尔 这是乔尔 -嗨 - I'm Rafael. That's Joel. - Hi.
那边工作的是巴里 That's Barry working it over there.
这是克雷格 And that is Craig.
-霍克在吗 -他马上下来 Is Hawk here? - He'll be down in a minute.
我去拿几个酒杯 I'll get some glasses out.
你看起来不像牧师啊 You don't look like a priest.
更像是伐木工 You look more like a lumberjack.
或是女同性恋 Or a lesbian.
一个女同伐木工 A lesbian lumberjack.
我不是牧师 I'm not a priest.
-我是诊所社工 -真的吗 - I'm a clinical social worker. - Oh, really?
抱歉我来晚了 我搭渡轮时下错站了 Sorry I'm late. I got off the ferry at the wrong stop.
你不会误入鲜肉区了吧 Did you wander into The Meat Rack?
别理这些小贱狗 Pay no attention to these hyenas.
-它们不咬入 -我们也会咬的哦 They don't bite. Yes, we do.
你好 四季宝 Hi, Skippy.
-嗨 -你让有点我措手不及啊 Hi. - Caught me by surprise.
是你邀请我的记得吗 You invited me, remember?
可能是我没想到你真会来吧 I guess I wasn't sure if you'd take me up on it.
所以 你们俩有多久没见面了 So, how long has it been since you two have seen each other?
几年了吧 A few years.
十一年 Eleven.
岛上有个不成文的规矩 There's a general rule about the island.
别问别人姓什么 You don't ask people their last names.
或者做什么职业的 Or what they do for a living.
牛郎除外 Rent boy doesn't count.
-滚开啦 -为什么 为什么除外 Fuck off. - Why? Why not?
因为陆地上还有我们需要保护的人 People have lives back on the mainland they need to protect.
在某些情况下 是妻子和孩子 And in some cases, wives and children.
听着 这里虽说是同志天堂 I mean, look, this is gay paradise.
但当我们离开仙境回到 But when we leave Oz and go back
回到熟悉的美利坚时 to the good old US of A,
-我们会脱下红色高跟鞋 -粗着嗓子说话 we take off our ruby slippers. - And deepen our voices.
大都会队表现咋样啊 How about those Mets?
棒球运动员的屁股都太绝了 Baseball players have the best asses.
天 我太同志了 I'm so gay.
嘘 霍克讨厌我们说那个词 Shh. Hawk hates the"G word.
同志吗 Gay?
我更喜欢同性恋 I prefer homosexual.
-为什么 -更准确 Why? - It's more accurate.
至少对我来说是 For me, at least.
Homo是拉丁语 意思是人 我就是人 Homo, from the Latin for man, which I am,
sexual是性感 我也很性感 and sexual, which I am as well.
前提是他能硬起来 When he can get it up.
同性恋是一个医学术语 Homosexual is a clinical term.
暗示着我们患上了疾病 It implies we're suffering from an illness
需要治愈 that needs to be cured.
我甚至接待过送进精神病院 I have clients who have been sent to psych wards,
接受电击治疗的客户 given electroshock therapy.
至少同志这个词是我们自己选的 At least we chose the word gay for ourselves.
同志革命万岁 Viva la gay revolucion.
甜点吃点什么呢 亲爱的 What is for dessert, my love?
夹心面包 Twinkies.
然后我们走出门去 And then we're gonna go out
杀几个同性恋 and kill some homosexuals.
你是从旧金山来的 You're from San Francisco.
那你知道米尔克吗 Did you know Milk?
当然 大家都知道 Yeah. Everybody did.
他是 He was...
就像是我们的灯塔 He was a beacon.
我马上回来 失陪下 I'll be right back. Excuse me.
他需要去看医生 He needs to see a doctor.
你得劝劝他 You can tell him.
好了 不听这种老年爵士乐了 Hey, enough of this senior citizen jazz shit.
-霍克 -我没事 Hawk. I'm fine.
-我来 -我没事 Let me I'm finel
洒喝多了 肠胃炎 Gastritis from alcohol.
他有聊起过杰克逊吗 Does he ever talk about Jackson?
他儿子 His son.
霍克从不聊他的家庭 Hawk doesn't talk about his family.
只在哪里藏了几张家庭照片 I think he keeps some photos somewhere.
杰克逊六个月前去世了 Jackson died about six months ago.
嗑药过量 Heroin overdose.
你不知道吗 You didn't know?
我当然知道 Of course I knew.
嘿 谁把音乐换了 Hey, who changed the music?
是我 It was me.
-闭嘴 -你换音乐干啥 Shut up and- - - Why'd you do that?
因为我们要跳舞啊 Because we're gonna dance.
好吧 跳前我得吸两囗 AII right. I'm gonna need a bump or two.
安排 我给你安排 I got you. I got you.
许多记者和权威人士声称自己客观公正 A lot of journalists and pundits claim to be objective.
但有没有一些时候 But are there times
客观会成为掩盖真相的方式呢 when objectivity is a way of burying the truth?
有人发言吗 Hmm? Anyone?
这些对丹·怀特的关注全都透露着虚伪 AlI this attention given to Dan White is total hypocrisy.
因为与此相比 Hmm. Given the fact that
每天都有黑人被杀 Black folks are killed every day.
却从没人关心过 You hardly ever hear about it
同意 Agreed.
但你是要客观报道呢 But are you reporting on that objectively
还是告诉我们真相 or giving us the truth?
真相 It's the truth.
真相就是 丹·怀特是个杀人犯和怂包 Truthfully, Dan White is a murderer and a- coward.
哈维不该这样死去 Harvey deserved better.
哈维 我猜你俩挺亲密吧 Harvey? I guess you two were pretty close, huh?
-哇哦 -好了 Wow. - Okay.
认真想想吧丹·怀特是一名越战老兵 Seriously, Dar White was af Vietnam vet.
他作为一名军人 消防员和警察 Imagine sering your country as a soldier,
兢兢业业为国服务了这么多年 firefighter, a police officer,
却看着自己的家乡 and watching your hometown
被嬉皮士和基佬造成这个样子 get taken over by hippies and queers.
-亚当 -怎么 Adam- - - What?
我们今天就讲到这里 That's where we'll leave it off.
大家周末愉快 Have a great weekend.
杰罗姆 我能和你谈谈吗 Jerome, can I talk to you?
你缺了好多课 You've been missing classes,
期中作业也还没交 and you still haven't handed in your midterm.
家里还好吧 Everything okay at home?
你刚才怎么不说点什么 Why didn't you say anything
让亚当闭嘴 Shut Adam down?
论文必须周一前交上 I need that paper on Monday.
你人到中年 孤身未婚 You're middle aged, you're unmarried
还住在旧金山 in San Francisco
很抱歉 但你跟我聊这个 I'm sorry, but this conversation
-不合适 -你 你在 is inappropriate. - And you
顾左右而言他 You looked awa
你也没回答我的问题 And you didn't answer my question.
家里出了什么事 About home
我很好奇 因为你身上的衣服 I'm curious because you're ll wearing
上周三就没换过 the same clothes you wore on Wednesday,
而且坦白讲 你都有味儿了 and frankly, you smell
想谈谈吗 You wanna talk abou it?
很抱歉 I'm sorry,
但你跟我聊这个不太合适 but this conversation is inaporopriate.
-金伯利 -我在这儿 Kimberly Im in he
我做了点午饭 I've made something for lunch.
蒂姆·劳克林是谁 Who's Tim Laughlin?
你父亲的一个朋友 为什么 A friend of your father's. Why?
你接了他电话后就一直很安静 Yoμ've been quiet ever since he called,
我也从没见你大白天的喝洒 and I've pever seen you drink in the daytime.
估计是被你父亲的坏习惯影响到了 I guess I've picked up some of your father's bad habits.
还好 抛弃家人这点没学他 Luckily, deserting my family isn't one of them.
妈妈 杰克逊很久之前提到一个男人 Mom, a long time ago, Jackson mentioned a man,
说他住在我们乡下的小木屋里 Apparently he stayed at our cabin in the country
-就是这个人吗 -我不记得了 Was it him? - I don't remember.
杰克逊说 他是爸爸的特殊朋友 Jackson called him Dad's special friend.
你爸有很多朋友 Your father has a lot of friend
他是万人迷 He's very popular.
-妈妈 求你了 -求我干什么 Mom, pleasel Please what?
你父亲不在你身边 金伯利 Your father's not here, Kimberly
我在 I am.
知道我光是每天从床上下来 Do you have any idea what it takes for me
走进洗手间就需要多大勇气吗 to get out of bed in the morning and just walk to the shower?
你要是想知道你父亲 If you want to know about your father s relationship
跟劳克林的关系 with Mr. Laughlin,
就自己去问他 you'll have to ask him about it.
前提是你能找到他 If you can find him.
没想到你经历了昨晚之后 Surprised you have the energy for a swim.
-还有力气游泳 -我每天都游 After last night- I swim every day.
我还跑步呢 为了证明 I run, too as proof
证明什么 Of what?
证明我还活着 That Im still aliv Lguess
你还在工作吗 Are you working?
休假 Sabbatical
作为我多年来忠心耿耿服务 My reward for years of faithful service
外交事业的奖励 to thie diplomatic corps Hmm,
嘿 我很高兴你来了 Hey Im really glad you're here.
你求我来的 You insisted,
-你爱怎么说随你 -在电话里求了好几次 So you've safdA few times over the phone.
通常是喝醉之后 Usually drk.
醉与不醉 我都是认真的 Drunk or not I meant it
反正你都米了 我有个 And while you're here, I have a little
商业提案给你 business proposition for you
什么商业提案 What kind of businesc?
今晚吃饭时我再告诉你 Ulltell you tonight over dimner
今晚是你我的二人世界 We have the place to ourselves
我把小子们都打发进城了 Sent the boys into town.
我来做饭 I am ceoking
信不信由你 为你洗手作羹汤 believe it or not in your honor
-来吧 -霍克 Come on. Hawk.
咱俩去跑步吧 好吗 Let's go for a run, huh?
带你逛逛这个岛 Show you the island.
旅游册子上不会写的那些精彩 Parts they don t talk about in the brochures.
来赛跑啊 UI race you.
我警告你啊 我有健身的 Well, Iwarn you, I do aerobics.
芜湖 来吧 WhoolCome on
来吧 你怎么了 没事吧 Come on. What's wrong? You okay?
我不行了 不行了 我喘不过气 I can't...Ican't...My breath.
怎么啦 What?
我们 我们最好回避一下 Maybe...Maybe we should go.
不不不 听着 别说话 No, no, no. Look, no talking.
这里就像教堂一样 Just like church.
你想什么呢 Where are you?
心不在焉的 Because you're not here.
抱歉 Sorry.
你有心事 Well, something's on your mind.
要么就是在惦记什么人 Or someone.
又去哪儿拈花惹草了 Am I gonna have to go through this again?
你到底要我说多少次对不起啊 How many times do I have to say I'm sorry, hmm?
-你又抽烟了 -那当然 You're smoking again. - Obviously.
棒 真棒啊 Oh, great. Just great.
知道吗 我不介意 You know, I don't mind if you stop
你偶尔去澡堂找刺激 at the baths now and then,
但你骗了我好几个月 马库斯 but you lied to me, Marcus, for months.
-你是不是又去了 -没有 Is it happening again? - No.
不是 No.
不是这个原因 That's not why.
我在担心我一个学生 I'm worriec about one of my students.
他今夭因为为你朋友哈维说话而被嘲笑 He was called today for adminng your pal Harvey.
别把哈维说得 Don't talk about Harvey like-
而我什么都没做 And I lidn't do anything about it.
我坐在那里冷眼旁观 感觉糟透了 IJet it happen, and I feel like shit
所以我今天才对你 And that s why my dick can't get hard
没性致 好吗 for you right now, okay?
而且我觉得他已经流落街头了 And I think he's homeless on top of it.
那你为什么不帮帮他 Why didn't you help him?
为了保住工作 To keep my job
我在州立大学工作 I work at a state universityl
不愧是你 That's so typical of you,
你之前在同性恋酒吧卖酒 You went from slinging drinks in gay bars
现在在卡斯特罗诊所当社工 to handing out hugs in the Castro.
而我生活在现实世界 I live and work in the real world.
你知道我今天做了什么吗 Do you know what I did today?
就因为这场丹·怀特的破事 I added four more riames to our suicide watchlist
我在自杀监视名单上又加了四个名字 because of all of this Dan White bullshit.
你觉得这还不够真实吗 That's not real enough for you?
两个白人中枪 整个世界都停摆 Two white men get shot and the whole world stops.
什么 哈维是我的朋友 Excuse me? Harvey was a friend,
而我呢 每天都要压抑着愤怒 And I'm saying I have to suck it up
为争取尊重而战 and fight for respect every day.
我在自己家不也要争取尊重吗 Like I have to fight for respect in my own home?
老天啊 Jesus Chrisl
你究竟想让我怎样 What do you want from me?
问得好 That's a good question.
等你有了答案 就告诉我 Let me know when you have an answer.
我在出狱大概一年半之后 When I got out of prison, after a year and a half...
谢谢你 Thank you.
跟着弗兰基和马库斯去了旧金山 ...I followed Frankie and Marcus to San Francisco.
拿到了心理咨询的学位 Got my counseling degree
并决定开诚布公地生活 and decided to live a completely honest life.
-开诚布公 -出柜 Completely? - Out of the closet.
甚至向我家人坦白了 Even to my family.
他们请驱魔师来了吗 Did they call in an exorcist?
我妈妈肯定每天都在为我祈祷吧 I'm sure my mother prays every day for my eternal soul.
但是我很开心 But I'm happy.
可以这么说 More or less.
-你呢 -我凑活过呗 - What about you? - I'm getting by.
反正克雷格能满足你一切需求呗 As long as Craig supplies you with everything you need
别吃克雷格的醋 Don't be jealous of Craig.
霍克 Hawk.
你的家人还好吗 How is your family?
她们没有我会更好 I'm no good for them.
我毁了金伯利的迎婴派对 I ruined Kimberly's baby shower.
我喝醉了 然后 I was drunk, and I just...I knocked.
打翻了该死的礼物桌 I knocked over the goddamn gift table.
她看我的那种眼神 The way she looked at me.
她曾一直把我当英雄 I was always her hero.
四季宝 Skippy
我们错过了太多 we missed so much.
我们不必再继续错过了 We don't have to keep missing it.
我有男朋友了 I'm seeing someone.
好吧 Okay.
是新交的 It's new.
他叫 His name...
他叫亚瑟 His name's Arthur.
亚瑟是做什么的 What does Arthur do?
不许笑哈 Don't laugh.
你发誓 Promise?
他是个诗人 He's a poet.
-你是在笑他 -嗯嗯 You're laughing at him. - Mmm- mmm.
你在笑 你笑了 You're...You're laughing.
好吧 AlI right.
你之前说的商业提案是什么 What is this business you want to talk about?
我们再喝一杯吧 喝完我告诉你 Let's have another drink. Then I'll explain it to you.
-不行 -行 - No. Yes.
现在就说 霍克 Now, Hawk.
霍克 我太了解你了 现在就说 Hawk, I know you. Now.
你费了这么大劲儿让我过来 You went to a lot of trouble to get me here.
我现在来了 I'm here.
你葫芦里究竟是什么药 What do you want?
霍克 Hawk.
跟这所房子有关 It's about this house.
我想把房契写在你的名下 I want to put the deed in your name.
你想做什么 You want to what?
我不是让你搬进来 I'm not sayihg you're gonna move in,
但我们可以一年见几次面 but we could meet up a few times a year.
弥补那些逝去的时光 You know, make up for lost time.
你不能就这么把房子给我 You can't just give me your house.
为什么不行 四季宝 Why not, Skippy?
你当社工才能赚多少薪水 You're living on a social worker's salary.
名下估计连个资产都没有 I doubt you have assets.
所以将来 这房子会是你的 So someday, this house will be yours.
可以让你安度晚年 It'll get you through your old age.
你打算自杀吗 Are you planning to kill yourself?
没有 No.
-听起来是的 -看在上帝的份上 That's what it sounds like. For Christ s sake,
-你到底 -你在处理自己的后事 what are you- You're settling your affairs.
什么 不 What? No.
别这么夸张 Don't be so dramatic.
-我想 -你有家人 I want to- - - You have a family.
他们不需要这个地方 They don't need this place
天啊 Oh, my God.
天啊 你想把房子藏起来不让他们发现 Oh, my God, you want to hide this house from them.
因为房子在男同火烧岛上 Because it's on gay Fire Island.
天啊 Oh, my God.
你老婆说她不知道你在哪儿 Your wife said she doesn't know where you are.
-你和露西谈过了吗 -四季宝 我需要你 You talked to Lucy? "Skippy, I need you. "
-你去找过我老婆了吗 -你只想让我在一张纸上签名 · Did you talk to my wife? - All you want is my signature
保护你的秘密 on a piece of paper to protect your secrets.
你还打算在你死后继续 And you plan to keep on lying about yourself
-对自己撒谎 -受不了了 even when you're dead. - For Christ s sake
还有 我们什么时候谈谈杰克逊的事儿 And when are we going to talk about Jackson?
不行 你别提他 No. You don't!
你别提他 You don'tl
你想知道我看上了克雷格什么吗 Do you want to know what I see in Craig?
-他不哔哔赖赖我 -我没有哔哔赖赖 - He doesn't judge me. - I don't.
你天天就哔哔赖赖 You are nothing but judgment.
你一直都是 You always were.
大圣人蒂姆 Saint Tim, the fucking holy.
你现在要去哪儿 鲜肉区吗 Where are you going now, The Meat Rack?
我们当地人就叫它肉区 We locals call it The Rack.
对 我可能会去 Yeah, I might end up there.
我相信你是不会想来的 I'm sure you don't want to come,
考虑到你已经变成了亠个 considering what a fucking self- righteous bore
自以为是的讨厌鬼 you've turned into.
今天丹·怀特一案的判决结果 Tensions are running high in San Francisco
将在旧金山揭晓紧张气氛正在升温 as a verdict is expected today in the trial of Dan White.
在卡斯特罗被杀害的市政议员哈维·米尔克 In the Castro, the neighborhood represented
所代表的社区 by slain supervisor Harvey Milk,
同性恋社区的成员希望 members of the gay community are hoping
为他们自己人伸张正义 that justice is served for one of their own.
在餐馆和酒吧 In the restaurants and bars,
同性恋男女们 the verdict is of grave concern
密切关注判决结果 for these gay men and women
他们说现场充斥着他们从未目睹过的 who say there is a level of anger and frustration
愤怒和沮丧 unlike any they've ever seen.
我带了些好吃的 I brought some goodies.
嘿 你来了 Hey There it is,
我走时 会告诉霍克 On my way out, I'll tell Hawk
你在偷他的东西 you're stealing from him.
说得就像我需要从霍克那里偷东西一样 Like I need to steal from Hawk.
是他呜 Is this him?
那个儿子 The son?
你不知道他的存在 对吧 You didn't know about him, did you?
他的儿子 也跟霍克一样吗 His son, was he like Hawk?
他完全不一样 He was completely different.
也完全一样 And exactly the same.
隐藏自己 Hiding himself.
你给霍克的药 你知道你可能会害死他的 The drugs you give Hawk, you know you could kill him.
如黑我晚上不给他吃两片安眠药 If I don't give him a couple of Seconal at night,
他就会吃四五片 he takes four or five.
粉也是一样 It is the same with the coke.
我控制给他的量 好让他不吃过量 I control the supply so he doesn't overdo it.
小男宠啊 Boy toy.
集医生和药剂师于一身 Doctor and pharmacist all in one.
也是他最爽的性体验 And the best fuck he has ever had.
应该是吧 他告诉我的 Or so, he tells me.
嘿 克雷格 下午茶舞会开始了 Hey, Craig. Tea Dance.
你在哪儿 Where are you?
我在努力照顾他 尽我所能吧 I try to take care of him. I do the best I can.
你又为他做过什么 混蛋 What are you doing, asshole?
都摆好了 比大毒枭还有排场 Pablo Escobar line going on right there.
-我也要一个 -真的 I want one of those. The real thing.
你要走了吗 You're leaving?
他要走了 He s leaving
嘿 四季宝 Hey, Skip
他上头了 Whool Hefs hooked.
他上头了 Whool He's hooked.
四季宝 Skippy
什么 What?
你现在是我们中的一员了 You're one of us now.
找到了解药 ♪ Found a cure ♪
为了你的痛彻心扉 ♪Ooh, for your heartache ♪
在你醒来之前 ♪ Before you wake ♪
不要吃药 ♪ Don't take no medicine ♪
吃一点这个 ♪Take a little of this ♪
对我很有用 不会错的 ♪`It worked for me and it can't miss♪
找到了解药 试试吧 ♪Found a cure, oh, try it ♪
它比任何一种药都更好 ♪`It's by far better than any kind of medicine ♪
因为它会带走我的眼泪 ♪Cause it'll take away the tears ♪
还不止这些 ♪And that ain't all you get♪
不管是什么问题 爱都能解决 ♪ Whatever it is love will fix it ♪
找到了解药 ♪ Found a cure ♪
找到了 ♪ Found a ♪
孤独的解药 ♪ Ooh, for loneliness ♪
我答应你 我答应你 ♪'I promise this I promise this ♪
你所有的希望和梦想 ♪ For all your hopes and all your empty dreams ♪
都会向你奔来 ♪ Comin'at you is a sure thing♪
为了你所有的希望和梦想 ♪Found a cure, oh, try it ♪
它比任何一种药 ♪It's by far better than ♪
都要好得多 ♪Any kind of medicine ♪
因为它会带走痛苦 ♪Cause it'll take away the pain ♪
这是最大的惊喜 ♪ And here's the big surprise ♪
每当下雨的时候 ♪ Whenever it rains ♪
健康中心 Health Center.
他不在这儿 He isn't here.
你能稍等一下吗 Can you hold a minute?
我能帮你吗 Can I help you?
我 嗯 我能和谁谈谈吗 I, um...Can I talk to someone?
等一下 Just a minute.
劳克林先生在纽约 Mr. Laughlin is in New York.
再问一个问题 你们提供什么样的服务 One more question, what kind of services
或者说说你的目标客户是谁 or, um, who are your clients?
我们是一家非盈利机构 We're a non- profit agency
要为同性恋群体提供服务 providing services primarily for the gay and lesbian community.
对不起 我得挂了 I'm sorry, I have to go.
抱歉 Sorry about that.
我能问一下是怎么回事吗 Can I ask what this is about,
这样我就能帮你找到合适的人 so I can find the right person for you to talk to?
健康中心 Health Center.
我现在就想找人谈谈 I want to talk to someone now!
我知道 我知道 I know, I know.
请坐 我试试看 Please take a seat. I'll try.
健康中心 Health Center.
营业到8点 Open till 8: 00.
亲爱的春天从来没有等过我们 ♪ Spring was never waiting for us, dear ♪
它总是快一步 ♪It ran one step ahead ♪
就像我们跟着跳舞一样 ♪ As we followed in the dance ♪
麦克阿瑟公园在夜色中融化 ♪ MacArthur's Park is melting in the dark ♪
甜蜜的绿色糖霜流淌下来 ♪AII the sweet green icing flowing down♪
有人把蛋糕落在雨里了 ♪Someone left the cake out in the rain ♪
我想我接受不了 ♪I don't think that I can take it ♪
因为烤它花了很长时间 ♪'Cause it took so long to bake it ♪
我再也不会用那个食谱了 ♪And I'll never have that recipe again ♪
哦 不 ♪Oh, no! ♪
这个判决是对事实的歪曲 This verdict is a travesty.
丹·怀特被判过失杀人 Dan White was convicted of manslaughter,
这是肇事逃逸才会判的罪 what you get for a hit and run.
我看到丹·怀特的子弹造成的后果了 I saw what Dan White's bullets did.
这不是过失杀人 这就是谋杀 It wasn't manslaughter. It was murder!
走出酒吧 走上街头 Out of the bars and into the streets.
弗兰基 Frankie.
-你在这里干什么 -我来送你回家 What are you dojng here? - I came to walk you home.
我要和大家一起去市中心 Im going downtown with everybody else.
到处都是警察 There are cops all over the place.
-可能会闹得很难看 -是啊 那就大闹一场 This could get ugly. Yeah, let it get ugly.
明天是哈维的生日 Tomorrow is Harvey's birthday.
-生日快乐 哈维 -宝贝宝贝宝贝 Happy birthday, Harvey. - Babe, babe, babe.
睁开你的眼睛吧 这是属于白人的斗争 Open your eyes. This fight is for whites.
如果你这样跑过去 If you go out there half- cocked,
你觉得他们会先对谁动手 who do you think they're gonna swing at first?
我们这样做太久了 We've been doing this too long.
这是什么意思 What does that mean?
现在不是时候 This isn't the time.
这啥意思 What the fuck do you mean?
你刮胡子的时候会照照镜子吗 Do you even look in the mirror when you shave?
因为我有消息要告诉你 Because I have news for you.
你是一个堂堂正正的黑人同性恋 You are a big, chocolate gay man.
大家一会儿在象行洒吧集合 Everyone is meeting up at the Elephant Walk later.
如果到时你能鼓起勇气的话 If you can find your balls by then.
别掺和这件事 Don't get messed up in this shit.
他们不值得你这么做 They're not worth it
我们要正义 We want justicel
杰罗姆 Jerome.
为哈维·半尔克伸张正义 Justice for Harvey Milkl
不要把草撒地毯上 Don't drop any weed on the carpet
-你可以舔干净 -真业余 You can lick that up. - Amateur hour.
四季宝 你在这儿呢 Skippy, there you are.
你跑哪儿去了 Where were you?
你把我留在俱乐部了 You left me in the club.
克雷格说你和别人回家了 Craig said you went home with someone.
那是骗人的 That's a lie.
骗人的 It's a lie.
好吧 我想我犯了个错误 AII right I- I guess I made a mistake.
嘿 嘿 嘿 Hey, hey. Heyl
-嘿 嘿 -试试啊 Hey, heyl Fucking try itl
你们 嘿 来嘛 Guys! Hey, come on!
站住 站住 Guys, stopl Stop.
来嘛 Come on.
你要去哪儿 Where are you going?
你知道我要去哪儿 You know where I'm going.
四季宝 Skippy.
就当为了我 Please do this for me.
-我想让你上我 -是吗 - I want you to fuck me. - Yeah?
四季宝 Skippy.
哦 别这样 我只需要 Oh, come on. I just need
进去吧 Get in there.
来吧 为我硬起来 霍克 Come on. Get fucking hard for me, Hawk.
为了我硬一下 Get fucking hard for me.
陪我 Stay with me.
你会陪我吗 Will you stay with me?
陪我 Stay with me.
-我要你进去 -嗯 - I want you to get inside- Yeah.
我想让你操我 ...and I want you to fuck me.
爽 YeahlYeah!
怎么了 What?
你干什么了 What did you do?
我想看看他 I wanted to see him.
你干什么了 What did you do?
我想更懂你 我想看看他长什么样 I wanted to know you. I wanted to see him.
我只是 我只想看看他 I just wanted...I wanted to see him.
你他妈没权利这么做 You had no fucking rightl
我他妈要杀了你 I will fucking kill you!
-住手 住手 -别碰我儿子 Stopl Stopl Don't touch my son!
-霍克 -不许你碰我儿子 Hawk. - Don't touch my son!
你妈的混蛋 Fucking assholel
他妈的 Fuck this.
我儿子 My little boy.
我的宝贝儿子 My little boy.
他死了 He's dead.
-天啊 操 -没事的 Oh, God. Oh, fuck- It's okay.
四季宝 我儿子死了 Skippy, my boy's dead.
-他 -嘘 He's- Shh, shh!
天啊 Oh, God.
四季宝 我儿子死了 Skippy, my boy's dead.
-他死了 -对不起 我知道 He's dead. - I'm sorry. I know.
-让我去死吧 -不 Let me die. - No.
-求你了 让我死吧 -不 霍克 我不能这么做 Please let me die. - No, Hawk, I can't do that.
我们要正义 要正义 We want justicel We wantjusticel
警察滚出卡斯特罗 Cops out of the Castro!
警察滚出卡斯特罗 警察滚出卡斯特罗 Cops out of the Castro! Cops out of the Castro!
警察滚出卡斯特罗 Cops out of the Castrol Cops out of the Castro!
-猪猡 -你想找死吗 Pigs- Trying to get yourself killed?
快过来 Come on!
警察滚出卡斯特罗 Cops out of the Castro!
给我坐下 Sit your ass down.
威士忌 不加班 Whiskey, straight.
弗兰基在哪儿 Where's Frankie?
我们在市政厅走散了 We got separated at City Hall.
那位女王战力爆表啊 That queen can scrap.
我能不知道吗 我们住一起 Tell me about it. We live together.
给我块干净抹布 Hey, let me get a clean rag.
不要动 Hold still.
在给你 Here.
大口喝下去 One swig.
你究竟是什么情况 What's going on with you? Hmm?
流落街头了吗 Living in the street.
总比在家里挨打强 Better than getting my ass whooped at home.
我受不了他们的质问 I couldn't take the questions.
观察着我的一举一动 Watching my every move.
所以就告诉他们我是同性恋 So I just told them I'm gay.
我当面告诉了我爸 Said it right to my father's face.
要不是我妈在中间拦着 You know, if my mom hadn't stood between us,
我觉得他会杀了我 I think he would have killed me.
我曾想在我父亲死前告诉他 但是 I wanted to tell my dad before he died, but
我做不到 I couldn't.
大哥 你们这一代 Man, your generation,
你们害怕说出真相 you're afraid to tell the truth.
我是真受不了那种生活 I just...I can't live like that.
也不会忍受 I won't.
听着 Listen.
我想继续写作 为黑人社区出一份力 I wanted to write, do my part for the Black community,
我也想跟弗兰基在一起 我两者都想要 and I wanted Frankie. I wanted both.
也许我没有上街争取同性恋权利 Maybe I wasn't marching in the streets for gay rights,
但我爱了一个男人20年 but I've loved a man for 20 years
并为此承担了后果 and lived with the consequences.
你知道这他妈需要多大的勇气吗 Do you have any idea what fucking courage that-
快来 快来 Come on, come on, come on.
马库斯 Marcus!
放开他 Get off him!
金伯利 你父亲身上是有些 Kimberly, there are things about your father
我弄不懂的地方 I don't understand.
但我热爱我们打造的生活 But I loved the life we made together.
所以我做了社会希望 So I did what women of my generation
那代女性做的事 were taught to do.
对不想看的东西视而不见 I closed my eyes to things I didn't want to see
你一直跟你父亲很亲近 You and your father were so close.
我就对杰克逊偏爱一些 I always thought of Jackson as mine.
我的好儿子 My sweet boy.
也许那么做并不对 Maybe that wasn't right
妈妈 如果生下来是男孩 Mom, if the baby's a boy,
我想给他起名叫杰克 I'd like to name him Jack.
可以吗 Is that all right?
那样很好 I think that would be lovely.
为了让他戒瘾 我用尽了办法 I tried everything to get him clean.
美沙酮治疗 Therapy, methadone.
成瘾者互诫会 AA for addicts.
很多时候我们都以为有希望了 At times we thought we found the right thing.
你知道 他会 You know, he
他会成功戒掉一段时间 He'd stay clean,
对音乐 写作 和未来又有了兴趣 get excited about his music, his writing, his future.
然后他又消失了 And then he'd disappear again.
带着毒瘾回来 And come back sick.
满心悔恨 发誓再也不吸了 Sorry, promising to stop.
但他从不碰酒精 But he wouldn't touch alcohol.
你想知道为什么吗 You wanna know why?
因为我嗜酒 Because that's what I did.
他最大的恐惧 就是成为我 And the thing he wanted most was not to be me.
霍克 我们不知道人们为什么会上瘾 Hawk, we don't know why people become addicts.
他早知道 He knew.
他早知道 我一切都是在骗他 He always knew I was lying about everything.
好吧 Okay.
你是撒谎了 Okay, you lied.
但在有些事上你没骗他 But you didn't lie about everything.
你爱他吗 Did you love him?
-非常爱 -那份爱是真的 So much. - And that love was real.
你的妻子和女儿也爱着你 Your wife and your daughter love you.
真真切切 That is real.
霍克 你不能再想着自杀了 Hawk, you have to stop trying to kill yourself.
你的家人需要你 Your family needs you.
你不需要我吗 四季宝 Don't you need me, Skippy?
你在我心里 I have you.
脏警 Dirty cops.
他们摘下了警徽 Took off their badges.
就是专门来打人的 They just came to break heads.
-你没事吧 -我没事 Are you okay? - I'm fine.
-他们现在长记性了 -什么记性 Well, now they know. - Know what?
我们不会再任人蹂躏了 We're not gonna lie down and take it anymore.
你真漂亮 You're beautiful.
12点已过 It's after midnight.
哈维的生日 Harvey's birthday.
-敬哈维 -敬哈维 To Harvey. To Harvey.
这是个暴怒之夜 It was a night of rage.
同性恋在暴怒之家袭击了市政厅 Angry gays attacking City Hall
放火烧了警车 and setting police cars on fire.
接着 警察在卡斯特罗区的一家酒吧展开报复 Then police getting revenge on a Castro bar.
暴力持续了6个多小时 The violence continued for over six hours,
从城市延伸到了 stretching from City- -
我们以为赢得了自由 We think we ve won our freedom,
以为自己迎来了解放 that we re liberated,
结果却出了这种事 and then something like this happens,
让你意识到 and you realize that
在这个国家很多人眼里 我们的生命不值一提 to many people in this country, our lives are worthless.
很遗憾你要走了 We're sorry to see you go.
家里需要我 Well, I'm needed at home.
我觉得霍克会好起来的 I think Hawk's gonna do better
至少会努力好起来 Or try at least.
我们会盯着他的 We'll keep an eye on him.
也许我不该太在意 Maybe I shouldn't care so much.
哦 亲爱的 My darling.
也许会有人对你说 There will be people that will say,
要想幸福 就得忘记他 You must get over him if you want to be happy,
这话没毛病 and they will be right.
但说这话这人 But it will also be the stupidest thing
一定是没有经历过爱情 anyone ever says to you.
就一点点 Mvmm- hmm. Justla little bit.
只是早上小小振奋 Just a little morning pick me up 下
-你要去哪儿 -我去外面等 Where are you going? I'll wait outside.
我会送你到渡口 Walk you to the ferry.
所以你一句都没听进去 It meant nothing to you.
我们昨晚说的一切 Everything we said last nfght.
我们一起经历的一切 Everything we have been through.
我究竟是有啥毛病 What is wrong with me?
-四季宝 -我究竟是犯什么贱 Skippy No What is wrong with me?
这与你无关 This is not about you.
为什么你每次说什么我就信什么 Why can I not stop believing anything you say?
你真想要这样吗 没问题 If this is what you want, fine.
你要是想死 去死啊 If you want to die, go on, fucking die.
你老婆和女儿 Your wife and your daughter
已经给儿子和兄弟送终了 have already buried a son and a brother,
让她们继续给你送终啊 and they're gonna have to bury you.
但你根本不在乎 因为你就是那么自私 But you don't care because you're so fucking selfish!
我浪费了这么多时间 I've wasted all this time.
浪费了我的人生 M life on you.
-别走 -不 Don't go. No.
-别走 不 求你 -霍克 我受够你了 Don't go. No, please. Hawk, I'm done with you.
我自由了 I'm free.
四季宝 Skippy.
好吧 Okay
走 都给我走 Gσ. Get oyt here
出去 好吗 Just get out, okay?
滚 都滚 Gol Fueking gol
妈的 Fuck
你好 Hello.
我是爸爸 It's Daddy.
-嗨 -嗨 Hi. Hi.
你还好吗 Are you okay?
我挺好的 I'm fine.
你好吗 How are you?
我也很好 I'm fine.
爸爸我想你了 Daddy, I miss you.
我们想你了 We miss you.
亲爱的 Sweetheart.
我要回家了 I'm coming home.
-好的 -好的 Okay. Okay.
你告诉妈妈一下 好吗 You'll tell your mother?
当然可以 Of course.
我们有很多要聊的 We have a lot to talk about.
我知道 I know.
富勒先生 Mr. Fuller.
蒂姆的癫痫又发作了 I'm afraid Tim's had another seizure
你什么意思 情况有多严重 What do you mean? How bad is it?
非常严重 但被从死亡线上拉回来了 It was severe, but they were able to pull him out of it
他在病房里 He's in his room.
谢谢你 Thank you.
他们坠落 ♪ They are falling ♪
在我身边 ♪AII around me ♪
他们坠落 ♪ They are falling ♪
在我身边 ♪AII around me ♪
他们坠落 ♪ They are falling ♪
在我身边 ♪AII around me ♪
我树上最强韧的 ♪ The strongest leaves ♪
那片树叶 ♪ Of my tree ♪
每一片都会 ♪Every paper brings ♪