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你不是父亲的儿子 You weren't Father's.
你是别人的儿子 You were someone else's.
妈妈有外遇 父亲知道了 An affair, and Father knew.
我觉得亲爱的特伦查德夫人 I think dear Lady Trenchard
最近只顾着跟一群绅士 has been spending a little too much time
混在一起了 with a certain group of gentlemen.
弗雷德里克 我自信很了解你 Frederick, I believe I know you rather well,
我想你会想知道 and I think you would wish to know
关于克拉拉一些风言风语的 if things were being said about Clara.
从今往后 咱们之间不再有交流 From now on, relations between us are at an end.
我爱你 我本会永远爱你 I love you! I would have loved you forever!
你伤了我的心 You've broken my heart.
克拉拉 Clara?
克拉拉 Clara!
殿下 请允许我介绍克里医生 Your Graces, may I present Dr Kerry?
您莅临达拉威公园 我很荣幸 It is a great pleasure to welcome you to Daraway Park.
能跟我讲讲你儿子的情况吗 Can you tell me a little about your son?
我不想再见到他了 I do not want to have to look at him!
我不想让别人看到他的残疾 我要他消失 I will not have people witness his imbecility! I want him gone!
如果我告诉你一些事呢 关于你丈夫 What if I told you something? Something about your husband
和他背着你做了什么 and what he gets up to behind your back.
不是你想的那样 It's not what you think-
请你于一小时内离开 I want you gone within the hour.
放开她 Get off her!
《贝尔戈维亚：下一章》 第一季 第8集 季終 擦枪字幕组 原创译制
约西亚·恩莱特先生收 白桥路 弗雷汉姆 英国
拜托 - Oh, come on!
你们不要停嘛 .pas nous arreter maintenant.
加莱 1864年 25年之前
谢谢 先生 Merci, monsieur.
很慷慨 先生 Tres genereux, monsieur.
来嘛 再来一局 拜托 Allez, allez. Encore un jeu, s'il vous plait.
来吧 Come on!
你现在不能走 这不公平 You can't quit now. It's not fair!
不公平 Ce n'est pas juste!
下次吧 A la prochaine fois..
行啊 你可真逗 Yes, yes. Very funny. Tres marrant.
混蛋 一群懦夫 Bastards! Bloody cowards!
该死的小丑 Bloody joke.
你英国人吗 You English?
没错 That's right.
让我猜猜 是个水手 Let me guess. Sailor.
皇家海军 事务长 Royal Navy. Purser.
事务长 Purser? Oh.
您呢 先生 你住在这儿 还是只是路过 And yourself, sir? You live here or you just passing through?
这个问题就有点复杂了 Well, that's a strangely complicated question.
我觉得两者皆有吧 I think.. I shall answer both.
你应该不会玩廿一吧 I don't suppose you play Vingt-un?
21点 Uh, twenty-one?
不会 先生 赌博我不擅长 No, sir. Not a gambling man.
喝一杯吗 Drink?
-这个还行 -不错 -I won't say no to that. -Excellent.
-再来两杯 谢谢 -马上 -Deux encore, s'il vous plait.-Oui, monsieur.
你的账拢对了吗 Are you making the sums add up?
我在努力了 Trying to.
但拢不圆 Fact is, they don't.
但对我来说没有 Not for me.
我的薪水大部分 The vast part of my pay is meant to come
由我所购买物资的利润决定 from profits I make buying in supplies.
但我被骗了 I got tricked.
嗯 Hmm.
我以为那笔交易没问题 Something I thought was a good deal.
因此 我这半年相当于 So, I've worked for what amounts to nothing
白干了 for the past six months.
让人不禁思考人生的意义 Makes you wonder what it's all for.
是的 Yes.
是啊 我看得出来 Yes, I can see that it would.
谢谢 Merci.
抱歉 先生 你正好遇上了我心情的低谷 Sorry, sir you've caught me in a philosophical mood.
我是约翰·贝莱斯 John Bellasis.
约西亚·恩莱特 Josiah Enright.
我想多佛应该有一位 And is there a Mrs. Josiah Enright
恩莱特夫人在等你吧 waiting for you back in Dover?
不 我在这里有女友 No. I've been seeing a girl here.
-英国人 -是吗 -English girl. -Oh?
我想过向她求婚 Thought about asking for her hand,
但我能给她什么呢 but what can I offer her?
假如我真能在陆地上定居 也许还有成家的机会 If I had a settled life on land, reckon I might stand a chance.
你也是独自一人吗 先生 -Hmm. -Yourself, sir?
-结婚了吗 -不不不 -Married? -Oh, no, no, no.
-不 我是个花花公子 -啊 -No, I'm a regular Casanova. -Ah.
-但我有个儿子 -是吗 -I do have a son. -Yes?
是的 从来没见过他 他五岁了 Yes, never seen him. Five years old.
我只听闻了他的出生 I heard that he was born.
他与他母亲住在英国 He lives with his mother in England
还有那个假装是他父亲的人 and with the man who, I assume, pretends to be his father.
对于一个男人来说太痛苦了 A sniveling excuse for a man.
是我心口永远的痛 I feel it in here.
你不能去见那个孩子吗 与他相认 You can't go and see the boy, then? Meet him?
不 不可能 No. No, not possible,
如果相认会害了他 也会毁掉他的人生 not without harming him or damaging his chances in life,
我不会这样做的 and that I will not do.
好吧 Yeah.
看看我们 Oh, look at us,
像一对死刑犯一样 吐露真言 baring our souls, like a couple of condemned men.
我喜欢你 乔西亚·恩莱特 I like you, Josiah Enright.
为什么我觉得自己可以相信你 Why do I feel I can trust you?
因为你就是可以 Because you can.
恩莱特 Enright?
我得和你谈谈 詹姆斯少爷 I need to speak with you, Master James.
我必须跟你谈谈 I really need to speak with you.
约翰·贝莱斯 John Bellasis?
你是说 You're saying..
约翰·贝莱斯是弗雷德里克的父亲 John Bellasis is Frederick's father?
-没错 -贝莱斯就是那个 -I am. -Bellasis was the man..
那个想杀我们堂亲的人 The man who tried to kill our cousin.
我认识他时 并不知情 I didn't know that when I met him.
虽然在很久以后 Though I did hear tell of it,
我在格兰维尔任职时有所耳闻 long after, when I was working at Glanville.
但当他说自己是 But you believed him
弗雷德里克的父亲时 你相信了他 when he said that he was Frederick's father?
是的 先生 I did, sir.
他让你 And he asked you to..
监视我哥哥 to watch my brother?
他说他回不了英国 He told me that he couldn't return to England.
虽然后来 我才得知原因 Later on, I understood why.
他出钱让我从海军辞职 He paid for me to resign from the Navy,
让我结了婚 enabled me to marry.
并每年付我一小笔钱 Paid me a small yearly fee.
我当时即将在格兰维尔工作 I was to secure a job at Glanville House
他让我不时地给他报告下那孩子的情况 and send him reports from time to time about the boy..
他取得的进步 his progress.
有没有欺负他等等 how he was being treated.
我便照做了 And that's what I did.
我从男仆做起 一步步成了管家 Started as a footman, worked my way up.
我并无丝毫恶意 先生 There was.. There was never any malice in it, sir.
我只是注意着他 爱着他 I kept an eye on him, loved him.
我看在眼里 I'll say that.
我定期把报告寄到了巴黎郊外的邮局 And I sent off my reports to a post office outside Paris,
但从未收到过回复 and I never received a reply.
直到今天 .until today.
你知道我为什么来了吧 You see why I've come?
老爷已经把我解雇了 You know His Lordship has dismissed me?
我很确定 他不想见我 所以 I'm quite sure he won't see me, so.
他更不会见我的 He won't see me.
我试过了 自从我得知他遇到了困难 I've tried. I've written to him many times
给他写过无数封信 since I heard of his present difficulties--
那我们也得找办法见到他 少爷 Then I think we must make him see us, sir.
我们真要去找我哥哥 告诉他 We are to go to my brother and tell him this..
这个恶棍是他的父亲吗 this villain was his father?
可信上说 时日无多了 少爷 But the letter, sir. There is so little time!
牧师 Reverend.
-恩莱特先生 -弗莱彻先生 -Mr. Enright.-Mr. Fletcher.
弗莱彻先生 我 要见老爷 Er.. Mr. Fletcher, I. I need to see His Lordship.
恐怕他现在谢绝会客 I'm afraid he's not seeing anyone.
是头等大事 This is imperative.
请转告他 这是生死攸关的事 Please say to him that it's a matter of life and death.
老爷 特伦查德牧师先生来了 Your Lordship, The Reverend Mr. Trenchard is here.
他想见你 说是头等大事 He's asking to see you.He says it's imperative.
不见 No.
要不稍微见一下 Just for a moment?
他看起来 He seems..
他说是头等大事 He says it's imperative.
不行 No.
很抱歉 I'm sorry.
他情绪极其低落 His spirits are very low.
自打夫人离开 能让他穿衣下床 It's all I can do to get him to dress,
都是件难事 since the day Her Ladyship left.
那我就把要说的话写下来吧 I must write it down then, what I have to say.
你有能用的纸和笔吗 Do you have pen, paper, I can use?
她还没回来吗 She hasn't been back, then?
没有 他都两个月没她消息了 No. He's heard nothing for two months.
没人知道她在哪儿 No one knows where she is.
弗雷德里克 Frederick.
你想干什么 What do you want?
我 我得单独和你谈谈 I. I need to speak to you, alone.
哪怕你再也不想见我 我也认了 If you never want to lay eyes on me again, so be it,
但是拜托 but please..
求你了 听听我要说的话 Please, listen now to what I have to say.
我需要你读一下这个 - -I need you to read this.
这涉及到一整个故事 There's a story,
就让这封信来开头吧 but let this letter be the beginning
读起来并不容易 It's a great deal to..
但你应该读一读 自己来决定怎么办 But you deserve to see it. You deserve to make a choice.
我不明白 I don't understand.
他是你父亲 He's your father.
不管他做过什么 不管他是什么人 And whatever else he's done, whatever else he is,
他归根结底是你父亲 it comes down to this,
他对你的关心 明明白白写在纸上 his care for you, clearly written on the page.
他要死了 He's dying.
他特别想见你 He's desperate to see you.
弗雷迪 我们在谎言中生活太久了 Freddie, we have lived with lies for so long,
瞧把我们变成了什么样子 and look what it's done to us.
这是你唯一的机会 This is your one chance-
唯一能听到真相的机会 your one chance to hear the truth,
让真相的光芒照亮这黑暗吧 to let the light of truth shine into all of this darkness.
先生 Monsieur.
半小时 给你半小时 Une demi-heure. Half an hour.
特伦查德大人 约翰·贝莱斯先生 Lord Trenchard. Mr. John Bellasis.
你果然很帅气 Of course you're handsome.
果然帅气 Of course you are.
你比我还帅 这就说明问题了 More handsome than me, and that's saying something.
我先回避了 I shall leave you.
-你想让我也回避吗 -不 -Would you like me to leave? -No.
这是谁 Ah. Who's this?
我弟弟 詹姆斯·特伦查德牧师 My brother. Reverend James Trenchard.
詹姆斯 James..
詹姆斯 你改变了这场游戏 年轻人 James, you changed the game, young man.
那个本不该到来的孩子 The one who wasn't meant to be.
我一直挂念着你妈妈 I've been thinking about your mother.
我对不起她 I wasn't especially nice to her.
但到后来 她也算对不起我吧 But then, she wasn't especially nice.
我一直在想 I've been wondering
她大概是想用我借种 if she used me for the stud that I am.
特伦查德无法让她怀孕 Trenchard had failed her.
她想要自己的孩子 She wanted her child.
我甚至怀疑 甚至连你都不是他儿子 I wonder if he even fathered you.
没关系的 It's all right.
你在哪里认识我们母亲的 Where did you meet our mother?
熟悉的贝尔戈维亚 Good old Belgravia.
就那么个小圈子 串起了我们命运的一个个的轮回 Small circle, all of us going round and round.
你什么时候认识她的 When did you meet her?
1841年 Eighteen forty-one.
你们的婚外情持续了多久 还是说只是一夜情 How long did your affair last? Or was it just a coupling?
-你生气了 -回答我 -You're angry--Answer the question, please.
几个月 Months.
在床第之间度过了很多错付的下午 Many misspent afternoons between the sheets.
啊 谢谢 帕斯卡尔修女 Ah, merci, Soeur Pascale.
美丽的帕斯卡尔 La belle Pascale.
她知道我喜欢什么 She knows what I like.
我们互生情愫 不是吗 We have an understanding, don't we?
天 她被我迷得死死的 你们不知道吗 Oh, she's wild about me, don't you know.
欲擒故纵呢她在 Plays hard to get.
弗雷迪 Freddie..
我们不必待在这 We don't have to stay.
等等我 Wait for me.
你想要什么 What do you want?
你为什么要见我 Why did you want to see me?
我这辈子没做过什么 I haven't done a great deal with my life
引以为傲的事 that I'm proud of.
其实 你是我唯一的骄傲 In fact, you're the only thing.
阅读你的各种成就 Reading of your achievements,
你接连不断的成就 一直是我 your many, many achievements, it has been my..
我人生最快乐的事 It has made my life.
当我读到你第一次 When I read that you'd jumped
跳过加拉哈德三英尺高的栅栏时 your first three-foot fence on Galahad..
我忘不了那一天 that was a day.
你就是这么冲劲十足 Only yourself to spur you on.
当你的老师惊叹从没教过像你一样 And when your tutor said he'd never taught a boy
这么有数字天赋的男孩时 with such an aptitude for numbers,
我忘不了那一天 that was a day.
我甚至开了瓶拉菲葡萄酒 I opened a bottle of Chateau Lafite,
为你干杯 我的孩子 and I drank to you, my boy.
你的毅力 Your tenacity.
天啊 还有你建立的帝国 Oh, my God. The empire you built.
我知道你没得到应有的 I know you weren't cherished
珍爱和守护 and adored in the way you should have been,
我对此很抱歉 and for that, I am sorry.
我曾梦想 甚至梦见过 I had dreams, actual dreams,
自己大步冲进那该死的房子 where I would stride into that damn house,
把你抱在怀里 and I would lift you in my arms
告诉你 你是我儿子 and tell you you were mine
而且你是 and that you.
最棒的孩子 you were wonderful.
恩莱特告诉我 Enright tells me there are things
你最近遇到了一些困难 that have not gone so well for you of late.
如果你一生都被觉得一无是处 When you are made to feel worthless,
你自然会想证明自己 想要超过所有人 of course, of course you want to be better than anybody else.
多少年来 我都在内观 找自己的问题 I spent many years on the outside looking in,
恨不得把脸贴在玻璃上那么找 my face pressed against the glass-
这会扭曲你 distorts you,
削弱你 cripples you.
唯有 Only..
别再向内寻找了 stop looking in.
你找到你妻子了吗 Have you found your wife?
听上去 她是个美人 She sounded very beautiful.
听上去 她也是个难对付的性子 Sounded like she was quite a handful.
听上去她好像很爱你 And it sounded like she loved you.
我配不上她 I wasn't worthy of her.
没有人配得上她 No one could be.
我不知道她在哪里 I don't know where she is..
也不知道能不能再见到她 or if I'll ever see her again.
你能原谅我吗 Can you ever forgive me
缺席了你的成长 for not being there?
好吧 你不确定 Oh, you don't know.
没毛病 That's fair enough.
没毛病 Fair enough.
记得再来看看我 Please come again soon.
就几分钟 Just a few minutes.
带几副卡牌 Bring some cards.
应该没人教你玩过吧 I don't suppose anyone ever taught you to play.
你会觉得很困扰吗 Is it troubling you?
因为他的为人 Who he is?
他是什么人 并不意味着你跟他一样 Because it doesn't mean that you're like him.
我并不觉得困扰 It doesn't trouble me.
他说的日期都对上了 对吧 The dates- they work, don't they?
是的 Yes.
他说我不是父亲的儿子 这也可能是真的 It's probably true what he said about mother, about me.
我曾见她跟一个大园丁搞在一起 I once saw her with one of the groundsmen.
我也见过 So did I.
没人会知道的 No one will ever know.
这是我们的秘密 It will remain our secret.
咱爹真可怜 他对这些都不知情 Poor Father-he wasn't equal to any of it.
真是令人称奇这么多年来 Extraordinary, all those years..
恩莱特写着你的故事 Enright writing your story,
贝莱斯远远地爱着你 Bellasis loving you from afar..
因为你值得被人爱 .as you deserved to be loved.
抱歉这么早打扰 修女 但我是来看我父亲的 Forgive me, Sister, it's early, but I've come to see my father.
很遗憾 先生 I'm sorry, monsieur.
-谢谢 -客气了 -Thank you. -You're welcome.
终于见到一张漂亮脸蛋了 Nice to see a pretty face.
哦 抱歉抱歉 先生 - -Oh, I do beg your pardon, sir.
今天是我爸爸的生日 It's my father's birthday today.
他要是活着 都60岁了 He would have been 60.
我母亲这会儿肯定睡不着觉 暗自流泪 My mother would have woken up and cried.
但接下来 她和艾米丽 But then she and Emily
会一起喝杯茶 would have had a cup of tea together
聊聊那些快乐的时光 and talked about all the happy times..
但愿吧 I hope.
如果她们已经不住那儿了 怎么办 What if they aren't in the house anymore?
如果她们的津贴被停掉了呢 What if their allowance was stopped?
你要是想给她们寄张支票 Perhaps you should put this address in
或许可以把这个地址写进去 if you decide to send them a note.
我父亲让我觉得 My father made me feel
我是这个世界上最重要的人 I was the most important person in the world.
哪怕我不是 Better than I am.
要不是他给我的爱 我会过得 If I hadn't had his love, I would have
比弗雷德里克惨得多 fared a great deal worse than Frederick.
我一直在想这个问题 I've been thinking that.
爱是种强大的东西 需要被珍惜 It's a powerful thing, that need to be cherished,
被重视 to matter.
也许这就是所有人一生追求的真谛 Perhaps that's all any of us are really after in life.
你小时候觉得自己被珍视了吗 Did you feel cherished when you were a child?
我知道我妈妈很爱我 I knew my mother loved me.
我四岁不到父亲就去世了 My father died before I was four.
但有一次 我确实觉得自己被爱过 I did think I was loved by a man once.
我那时刚开始当女仆 I'd just gone into service.
有个比我大的仆人 One of the older servants--
开始追求我 he set his cap at me.
让我感觉就像 Made me feel there was a..
一束明亮的光照在了头顶 bright light shining over my head.
后来才发现 我是 Turned out I was a wager..
宅子里所有男仆的一个赌注 all the men in the house,
他们赌谁会把我弄上床 a crown on which of them would bed me first.
他赢了 He won.
从那之后 他们再没正眼看过我 They all treated me like nothing after that.
我从此就提高了警惕 I learned to keep my guard up, I suppose.
并习惯了这样 I've settled for that.
你总要付出些代价的 There are things you lose.
这个我承认 I won't pretend there aren't.
这是你第一次提到他的名字 That was the first time you've said his name.
我们最好睡会儿吧 We'd best get some sleep.
弗雷德里克 Frederick!
公爵夫人 -Duchess! -
好久不见 Such a long time.
-你气色不错 -你也是 -You look well. -So do you.
你想进来吗 Will you come in?
你不介意的话 我就不进去了 I won't, if you don't mind.
来嘛 就一会儿 Come then, just for a minute.
珀西告诉我 伊顿广场的房子已经卖掉子 Percy tells me the Eaton Square house has been sold.
是的 我会在一月初搬走 It has. First week of January, I shall be gone.
我还是不敢相信发生了什么 I still can't believe what's happened-
那个老巫婆耍了我们所有人 that dreadful woman tricking us all,
不光是我们 还耍了好多法国人 and not just us, people all over France as well.
当局已经去美国抓人了 你听说了吗 The authorities are searching in America. Did you hear?
他们认为她很可能去过那 They think it's likely she went there.
你没有赔掉全部身家吧 You haven't lost everything, have you?
不算全部吧 Not quite.
你还好吗 小查塔姆勋爵怎么样了 How are you? How is little Lord Chatham?
他几天后就要走了 He's leaving in a few days..
去瑞士 我不知道 Switzerland. I don't know.
我每天天不亮就会醒来 I wake up before dawn every morning
心里七上八下的 with my heart pounding.
一定要去看看他 I have to go and look at him.
这个世界真奇怪 It's a strange world, isn't it,
母亲对孩子的爱 where the love between a mother and her child
跟头衔 名誉 金钱一比 都要靠边站 must be secondary to anything, titles, reputation, money?
我们是怎么变成这样的 How did we come to be like this?
我得走了 I must go.
克拉拉还没回来吗 I don't suppose Clara's back?
你有她在哪儿的消息吗 I don't suppose you have any idea where she is?
恐怕没有 I'm afraid not.
我 感到很内疚 I feel so guilty about-
是我把她赶走的 不能怪任何人 I was responsible for driving her away. No one else.
我必须承担所有痛苦 I live and breathe that fact.
求你了 进来坐会几吧 Please, won't you come inside?
珀西见到你会很高兴的 Percy would be delighted to see you.
不用了 不过谢谢你 玛丽 No. But thank you, Mary.
我一点也不怪他 I don't harbor any ill will towards him.
真的不怪他 It's really not that.
麻烦你转告他 好吗 Please make sure he knows that, would you?
弗雷德里克 天 他看上去怎么样 Frederick? Good Lord. How did he seem?
-不一样了 -是啊 -Different. -Yes.
想想也是 毕竟赔了那么多钱 Well, I suppose he would be, facing what amounts to ruin.
他说了句话 很奇怪 He said a curious thing-
他想告诉你 他一点也不怪你 that he wants you to know he isn't cross with you.
他为什么这么说 -哦 -Why would he say that? -Ah.
我想他是指 I think he's referring..
我告诉他 我早看出侯爵夫人不对劲儿 I mentioned to him that I'd had an early warning
却没有告诉别人 about the Marquise and hadn't shared it.
现在想想 真该马上告诉他 I know now that I should have gone to him at once.
那是因为我不知道他投了那么多 Well, I didn't know how much he was investing.
那是他自己的错 That was his own fault!
认真地吗 珀西 Really, Percy,
你有时候真的很讨厌 you can be so obnoxious sometimes.
你说什么 -I beg your pardon? -
他还说了些别的 He said something else.
他说这个世界真的好奇怪 He said it's a strange world we're living in,
母爱竟然不是 where a mother's love isn't deemed
这个世上最重要的东西 the most important thing.
这有什么 What has that got..
彼得 Peter?
是的 彼得 Yes. Peter.
你应该是向他抱怨了吧 Complaining to him about that, I suppose?
把我描绘成某种恶魔 Painting me as some sort of ogre.
我只是跟他说了真相 I simply told him the facts,
他让我看清了恶魔的真面目 and he made me see them forwhat they are.
你明白我们为什么要这么做 You know why we are doing what we are doing!
为了双胞胎 为了埃德加 For the twins'sake, for Edgar's sake,
为了我们的名誉 for the sake of our good name!
不 如果真是这样 我们还有别的选择 No, if it were only that, we have another choice.
克里医生早已 We have dear Dr. Kerry,
准备好收治他了 who is more than ready to take him.
-我天啊 -他也不会离梅伍德那么远 -For God's sake--And he would be near Maywood,
-我们可以常去看他 -不行 这事我们已经谈过了 -we could see him--No! We have been through this!
你宁愿他死掉 You would rather he died!
你不想让他活下来 You don't want him to thrive.
在一家诊所 And in a clinic,
远离家乡 远离我们 远离我 far away, in a distant land, deprived of us, deprived of me,
他只会一天天凋零 he will languish.
你甚至希望 他死在你前面 And hopefully, he will die before you!
好让伦道夫继承公爵领地 And so Randolph will inherit the dukedom,
你就再也不用烦恼了 and all will be right with the world.
你是不是疯了 Have you taken leave of your senses?
你在这呢 - There you are.
谢谢你 哦 Thank you. Oh..
-对不起我 -哦 别担心 -Sorry, I. -Oh, don't worry.
没关系 - Never mind..
亲爱的妈妈和艾米丽
我再也承受不住了 I can't bear it anymore.
谁啊 Who is it?
天 艾米丽 你非得用喊的吗 Oh, Emily, must you shout?
哦 克拉拉 Oh, Clara!
天哪 Oh, my goodness!
我的天哪 Oh, my goodness!
我是在做梦吗 Am I dreaming?
天 你就像个天使 Oh! You're like an angel,
一位圣诞天使降临人间 a Christmas angel fallen to the Earth!
亲爱的 你这是去哪儿了 Where did you go, dear?
去了北边 To the north.
老天爷 Heavens.
过了圣诞节 我还要回去的 I will be going back after Christmas.
这个我们可以改天再谈 We can talk about that another day.
我还担心你们已经搬走了 I was worried I wouldn't find you here.
我还以为你们的津贴被停掉了 I thought that your allowance might have been stopped.
没有 亲爱的 我们的津贴还增加了 Oh, no, dear, our allowance has increased.
虽然我们听说 弗雷德里克赔了一笔钱 Although we hear that Frederick has lost a small fortune
不得不卖掉伊顿广场的房子 and will have to sell the house on Eaton Square.
是因为侯爵夫人那事吗 Because of what the Marquise did?
是的 Yes.
他蒙受的损失令人难过 I hate to think of what he's depriving himself of,
但我们无论如何 都对他感激不尽 but we are very grateful, nonetheless.
你跟他说过话吗 亲爱的 Have you spoken to him, dear?
妈妈 Mother..
没有 No.
你会去看他的 对吗 Will you go and see him? Will you?
我不会的 No. I won't.
我是来见你俩的 只见你俩 I'm here to see you two. No one else.
她睡下了 She's sleeping.
终于安生了 Peace at last?
我很抱歉 艾米 I'm so sorry, Em.
我逃跑了 I ran away,
留下这些事让你处理 left you to deal with everything.
这个你就别担心了 You mustn't worry about that.
处理事情是我的强项 Dealing with things is my forte.
跟我讲讲 你过得如何 Tell me how you've been.
詹姆斯怎么样 How's James?
他身体非常好 He's extremely well.
我们在教堂工作得很愉快 We work well together at the Church.
他说我们俩 He says we're a..
是个很好的团队 a good team.
我才是该道歉的人 I'm the one who should be sorry.
我急于把你想得太坏了 I was far too quick to think the worst of you.
我很惭愧 I am ashamed.
不必这样 Don't be.
大家都知道 是侯爵夫人 Everyone acknowledges that it was the Marquise
在散播谣言 who was fueling the rumors,
不管她的动机多么扭曲 for whatever twisted motives of her own.
我也要负部分责任 I was to blame in part.
我好好想了想发生的一切 I've had time to think about everything that happened
以及为什么会这样 and why it happened.
离开对我来说有好处 The distance is good for me.
你要是想谈谈 我随时恭候 If you ever want to talk about it, I'm here.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我们为什么不充点可可吧 Why don't we make some cocoa?
就像我们以前那样 --Like we used to do?
对了 内尔怎么不在 Oh, I see you're without Nell.
哦对 她结婚了 嫁了个医生 Yes. She married. A doctor.
是个感人的爱情故事 - Hmm. -It's really rather touching.
他们是在她老家认识的 They knew each other from in her hometown.
我私下怀疑过 Confidentially, I suspect
他可能是她孩子的父亲 he may have been the father of her child.
我真的为她高兴 I'm truly happy for her.
但是我们怎么办 But what of us?
照这样下去 我们得进修女庵了 At this rate, we shall have to enter a nunnery.
这是什么 What are these?
弗雷德里克寄来的信 Letters Frederick has been sending
在问我们知不知道你在哪儿 asking if we know where you are.
我觉得你应该读一读 I thought you should see them.
喜悦和胜利 Joyful and triumphant.
你怎么想 夫人 What do you think, Your Ladyship?
你想让我进去跟牧师说两句吗 Would you like me to go in and speak to the Reverend,
问问他愿不愿意出来 ask him if he'll come out?
不用了 No.
对不起 Sorry.
没关系的 It's all right.
内尔 Nell?
夫人 Your Ladyship.
我听说你结婚了 I heard about your marriage.
我着实为你高兴 I couldn't be more pleased for you.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我要去看我的孩子 I'm going to see my baby.
你愿意一起来嘛 Would you like to come?
是理查德和安妮为我们设计的 Richard and Annie designed it for us.
莉莉·埃勒比 1870年10月14日 1871年1月15日
真漂亮 It's beautiful.
斯蒂芬跟我说了 他有多么喜欢你 Stephen told me about how much he adored you.
没事的 It's all right.
他有一颗宽广而不安的心 He has a large and restless heart.
他一直都如此 He always will have.
我们之间什么都没发生 没有以实质方式 Nothing happened between us, not in any real way.
我对他很感激 I was grateful,
我永远都会感谢他给我的友谊 I always will be, for the friendship he showed me.
我承认 在听到他 I admitI was flattered
对我说的某些话时 有点心动 by some of the words he said to me.
但我现在懂了 那只是因为 But I know now that it was only because
我很想从别人口中听到这些话 I was desperate to hear those words from someone else.
他很担心 你会看不起他 He fears you must think badly of him.
-不会的 -他不知道孩子的事 -I don't. -He didn't know about the baby.
他在我知道之前就离开了 He left long before I even knew.
因为我的父母没有接受他 If my parents had encouraged him, but they didn't,
他不够富有 不够虔诚 not rich enough, not devout enough.
只有一点我觉得难以原谅 The only thing I find difficult to forgive
就是他没看到 他对我有多重要 is that he didn't see how much he meant to me,
他离开后我会多痛苦 how much I would suffer when he left.
但你现还是原谅他了 But you forgive him now?
是的 他毕竟不是故意 Yes. None of it was intentional.
人无完人 People being human, imperfect.
就是这样 亲爱的 That's it, darling.
这样就更好看了 不是吗 That looks even better, doesn't it?
我想把这封信寄走 I wondered if you might
你帮我看一眼 好吗 look at this for me before I send it?
你在这方面比我在行多了 You're so much better at these things than I am.
亲爱的克里医生 公爵夫人和我 'Dear Dr. Kerry, the Duchess and I
重新考虑了您的好意 have reconsidered your kind offer..."
对不起 父亲 I'm sorry,Father.
为什么道歉 For what?
为我惹了祸 -For the trouble I've caused.
-让妈妈伤心了 -哦 -For upsetting Mama. -Oh!
让你失望了 And you.
没事的 No trouble.
彼得 彼得 真的没关系 Peter. Peter, no trouble at all.
你一定能看出来见到你我多开心 I hardly need tell you how good it is to see you.
请坐 Please.
我之前也想要来 I thought of coming before,
但又不想让你告诉你哥 but, well, I've hesitated to put you in a position
怕你为难于是没来 where you must keep something from Frederick.
艾米丽说你们开始说话了 Emily told me that you're speaking again.
是的 We are.
但你知道他不能知道 But you do understand that he can't know.
至少允许我告诉他 May I at least tell him
你和家人恢复了联系 that you've been in touch with your family
且一切平安吧 and that you're safe?
他知道了一定会安心很多 It would mean a very great deal to him.
可以 Yes.
我读了他的信 I've seen the letters he's written.
我自然也不想他如此忧心 I certainly don't want him to feel so concerned.
听闻他的近况我很担心 I'm so sorry about what's happened to him.
他居然不得不卖掉房子 I can hardly believe he has to sell the house.
其实 我倒认为是他想卖 Actually, I think he rather wants to sell it.
他最近获得一笔遗产 He was bequeathed a sum of money recently,
不是巨额 not a fortune,
但足以让他不用卖房 but it would have been enough to prevent the sale.
但他全给了我 用来帮助穷人 But he gave the money to me, to help the poor.
克拉拉 他已经变了 He has changed, Clara. His whole view of the world
他的世界观 人生观都变了 and of his place in it is different.
我觉得他的心灵应该得到某种宁静 I believe he would find some sort of contentment,
但他没有 因为他失去了你 but he can't, because he doesn't have you.
这让我很难受 It breaks my heart.
詹姆斯 James..
他为过去的所作所为深深后悔 He deeply regrets the way he behaved-
其实没有必要 He doesn't need to.
求你见见他 和他谈谈吧 Please, please will you see him, talk with him?
不要 No.
我还爱着他 He hasn't lost my love.
我无法不爱 He couldn't.
但即便是聊起这个 But even talking about this..
我现在生活也不尽如意 My life now isn't happy,
但至少简单明了 but it's simple and clear.
我想他 渴望着他 I long for him. I do.
-但我们最好别见 -你错了 -But we're better off apart. -You're wrong.
原谅我这么说 Forgive me, but I know,
但我知道你们在一起才会更幸福 I know you aren't better off apart.
你信我一次 You need only dare to believe me.
圣诞快乐 先生 Merry Christmas, Your Lordship.
圣诞快乐 恩莱特 Merry Christmas, Enright.
哦 不 - Oh, no.
他过来了 妈妈 准备好 He's coming, Mother. Ready yourself.
我会忍不住说出她回来了 我忍不住 I shall spurtle out that she's here, I know I shall.
哦 不 我的天 Oh, no, for goodness sake.
真希望能给人的舌头 I wonder if there is such a thing as a chastity belt
也能绑上贞操带 -for the tongue. -Ah.
-我来和他说话 -行 -Leave all the talking to me. -Yes.
哦 弗雷德里克 弗雷德里克 Oh, Frederick. Frederick,
圣诞快乐呀 oh, Merry Christmas.
您也是 邓恩夫人 邓恩小姐 And to you, Mrs. Dunn. Miss Dunn.
-两位最近怎样 -一切都好 谢谢关心 -I trust you're both well? -Yes, thank you.
是的 我们一向都特别地好 现在更好得很 Yes we're very, very well, well, especially now that-
因为 是圣诞到了 Now that it's.. it's Christmas Day.
我谢谢您让我弟弟告诉我 I wanted to thank you for allowing my brother
克拉拉来过信了 to tell me that you'd heard from Clara.
-哦 这没什么 -是的 -Well, we were glad to. -Yes.
我们也深知为她忧心的痛苦 We know how dreadful it is to be worrying.
那你们有她的信了 You had a letter, I assume?
是 嗯 是张圣诞贺卡 Yes, uh, a.. a Christmas card.
啊 对一张圣诞贺卡 Ah, yes, a Christmas card.
那你们知道是从哪儿来的吗 From where, do you know?
商店买的吧 A shop.
-我们得走了 -对 - We must go. -Yes.
-要吃午饭和 -当然 -Lunch and.. -Of course.
如果她再来信 You will tell me,
请你们告知我 行吗 please, if you hear anything more?
行 走吧 妈妈 日安 - Mm-hmm. -Yes. Come, Mother. Good day.
你还好吗 老爷 Are you all right, Your Lordship?
很好 你和弗莱彻坐马车回家吧 Yes. You and Fletcher take a cab.
-我想走回去 -好的 -I shall walk back. -Very good.
圣诞快乐 弟弟 Happy Christmas, brother.
圣诞快乐 Happy Christmas.
你讲得真好 You spoke so well.
伟大的心 伟大的目标 Great heart and great purpose.
我十分为你骄傲 I'm immensely proud of you.
我们晚些时候会在我的住处办一场小聚会 We're having a small gathering at the vicarage later today.
几位好友 喝点小酒 A few dear friends, a glass of punch.
但我得先告诉你邓恩一家也会来 I. I should warn you that the Dunns will be there,
但我希望你来 but I would love it if you could come.
当然也可以带上恩莱特和弗莱彻先生 And Enright and Mr. Fletcher, of course.
我不去了 I won't.
谢谢邀请 But thank you.
我心里难受 I'm struggling today.
今天本是我们在一起的第一个圣诞 It would have been our first Christmas together.
我可以取消聚会来陪你如果 I could cancel the event. Come stay with you if-
亲爱的詹姆斯 不用担心我 Dear James, don't worry.
-啊 您回来啦 -闻着很香 - Ah! Your Lordship. -That smells good.
因为我们花了大心思 先生 Doing our best, Your Lordship.
我们想着在客厅开一瓶雪莉酒 We thought a glass of sherry in the drawing room,
-今天圣诞 -客厅 -as it's Christmas. -The drawing room?
我拿一瓶下来我们喝 I can take one down here with you.
不 不 我拿上楼 No, no. I shall bring it up.
壁炉已经点起来了 热呼呼 The fire's lit in there. Roaring.
而且 And..
今天圣诞 这是传统 for Christmas. For old time's sake.
说得对 那辛苦了 Very well. Thank you.
你好 弗雷德里克 Hello, Frederick
克拉拉 Clara..
真的是你吗 Are you real?
是我 Yes.
是真的 I'm real.
恩莱特让我进来了 Enright let me in.
希望你不介意 I hope you don't mind.
克拉拉 我想对你道歉 Clara, will you allow me to apologize?
过去几个月我学到了很多 I've learned a great deal these last few months.
想清了我过去的错误行为 I understand a great deal more about why I behaved as I did
以及为你带来的巨大伤害 and what it must have been like for you-
你一定无比害怕 绝望和愤怒 how much of it was fear and desperation and anger.
我一点也不想为自己辩解 I'm not excusing it for a moment.
但我在理解后 But at least, in understanding,
看到了改变的可能 I've found the possibility of change.
你一直试图将我领往那正确的路 You were trying to show me the way.
我至今才明白 I know that now.
我当时还不够坚足 I wasn't strong enough to do that.
最终自己也迷失了方向 I ended up losing my own way.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
真的抱歉 I'm truly sorry.
我知道这远远不够 I know that can never be enough.
你怎么知道 How do you know?
我也一直在想 I've been thinking, too
我们多么难才走到一起 .about how little chance we stood.
我在想这几乎像是奇迹 I've been thinking that it was a sort of miracle,
我们受到那么多反对阻挠 that even with so much ranged against us,
但依然有很多时光 we shared moments of..
充满单纯的快乐 the purest joy..
和深深的爱恋 and the deepest love.
爱太珍贵 我不想轻易丢弃 Love too precious to be thrown away.
一句抱歉足矣 It is enough that you're sorry.
一句你理解我足矣 It is enough that you understand.
足够了 It is enough.
哦 我的爱 Oh, my darling.
哦 亲爱的 Oh, my darling.
圣诞快乐 Merry Christmas.
詹姆斯先生 我们没来晚吧 If we're not too late, Mr. James?
怎么可能 欢迎 By no means. Welcome.
谢谢 Thank you.
圣诞快乐 Merry Christmas.
戴维森小姐 Miss Davison..
弗雷迪 Freddie.
哦 我的心肝 Oh, my darling girl.
你还是要卖掉房子吗 Do you still mean to sell the house?
-是的 -那你们住格兰维尔 - Yes. -Will you go to Glanville?
我们想要去旅行 We thought we would do some traveling.
并肩去看看大千世界 See more of the world together, side by side.
哦 旅行 天哪 Oh. Traveling, oh, dear.
但你们会回来吧 --But you will come back?
我们会经常回来看望大家 We will always come back to all of you.
可能我们最终真会去格兰维尔 Perhaps we will go to Glanville eventually.
从此定居 Settle there.
过我们想过的生活 Live our life the way we want to live it.
那我们也要去旅行 弗莱彻先生 Looks like we shall be traveling, Mr. Fletcher.
行 我正好喜欢 Well, that suits me.
真是最开心的圣诞了 The happiest Christmas imaginable.
是的 我也觉得 Mmm. Yes. I believe it is.
艾米丽 我想告诉你你真的很出色 Emily, I just want to say you are exceptionally excellent.
如果我不是将心完全给了上帝 And if I didn't consider myself married to God,
我一定会娶你作夫人 it could only have been you.
谢谢你的赞美 That is really very sweet of you.
那位是 Who is that?
怀特家的侄子 A nephew of the Misses White.
在军队呆了一段时间回来探亲 He's just returned from a spell in the Army.
他今天能来真令人开心 Nice that he was able to join us.
是的 Yes.
真令人开心 I should say it is.
下雪了 It.. It's snowing.
哇 真的 Why, so it is!
我有好多话想对你讲 I have so much to tell you.
我也是 And I you.
我们有好多时间可以慢慢讲 We have all the time we could wish for.
只有我们 Us, then.
我们永远 Us.