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我说了叫玛莎把这些东西扔了的 I told Martha to throw these goddamn things away.
阿乐·洛克菲勒 Happy Rockefeller.
就不能只是秘书部的一个姑娘 It couldn't just be a girl from the secretarial pool.
对你来说 总是要满足你那该死的自大 With you, it always has to be a monument to your fucking ego.
这还是我的错咯 Oh, so it's my fault?
又不是我把什么都告诉他的 I'm not the one who told him everything.
当然是我告诉他的 Of course I told him!
他当时陪在我身边 你又在哪儿 He was there for me. Where were you?
你有想过跟我好好聊聊吗 Have you ever wanted to have a conversation with me?
没有 No!
你过分地缺乏谨慎 Your bloated lack of discretion and- -
我们对他做了什么 What the fuck did we do to him?
除了铺上红毯 Other than roll out the red carpet
好让他趾高气昂地走进我们的世界 so he could prance on twinkle toes into our world.
他是我们的客人 He was a fucking guest!
卡罗尔-马修 格洛丽亚-范德比尔特和李 Carol Matthau, Gloria Vanderbilt, and Lee.
他几乎不管她们 he leaves them practically alone.
这是恨 It's hatred.
纯粹是仇恨 Pure hatred.
我觉得我要疯了 I feel like I'm going insane.
他比你们所有人都要糟糕 He comes off far worse than any of you do.
我要吃点什么 I need something.
吃一颗药 我的药 I need a pill. Where...?
玛莎 请你给佩利太太泡杯茶 Martha, would you make Mrs. Paley a cup of tea, please?
好的 有您的电话 先生 Yes, you have a phone call, sir.
谢谢 我给你拿一片安定 Thank you. I'll bring you a Valium.
我不要你帮忙 I don't want your fucking help.
你这个混蛋 You miserable little fuck.
不准再往这里打电话 Don't call here again. Ever.
你不如搬到巴塔哥尼亚去 You might as well move to Patagonia.
那里才叫与世隔绝 That is how isolated you will be,
氧气不足 starved of oxygen.
我会看着 And I will watch.
看着你独孤终老 I will watch as you die alone.
滚去死吧 So go and die.
我是特鲁曼 It's Truman.
你知道该怎么做 You know what to do,
“嘀”声后开始吧 来了“嘀” so do it after the beep. Here it comes, the beep.
卡波特先生 我是吉米·鲍德温 Mr. Capote, it's Jimmy Baldwin.
如果你在家 躲在什么乌木家具后面 If you are there, hiding behind some hideous piece
麻烦你接电话 of Ormolu furniture, please pick up.
我要数数了 I'm counting.
一 One.
你好 鲍德温先生 Hello, Mr. Baldwin.
梅勒先生告诉我你很沮丧 Mr. Mailer tells me you're despondent.
-是真的吗 -你不是吗 Is this true? N'es pas?
是 很抱歉 Oui, j'suis desole.
我的意思是 惊呆了 震惊了 I mean, stunned, shocked.
无语了 I'm speechless.
这是我这辈子最糟糕的时候 This is the worst time in my life.
我想 I think.
我昨晚可能差点自杀了 I may have tried to kill myself last night.
我先把这个关了 在录音呢 Let me turn this thing off, it's taping us.
我不需要 I don't need that.
那些午宴女士们 So the ladies who Iunch
在大口吃肉吗 are taking their pounds of flesh, are they?
不是大口吃 Oh, no. Not pounds.
是吃光光 All of it.
生吞活剥了我 Flaying me alive.
集中精力有效地确保 A concentrated effort to effectively ensure
我是社会的弃儿 I am a social pariah.
你现在在干什么 What are you doing right now?
老实说 我本来站在窗户边 Well, I was standing at the window,
想着一头跳进东河里 thinking about throwing myself
投河自尽 into the East River, frankly.
然后你打来电话 Then you called.
我们一起吃个午餐吧 Let's meet for lunch.
犯罪现场 今天下午一点整 我来预定 The scene of the crime, today, 1: 00 sharp, I'll reserve.
我不想去那里 I don't want to go there.
那里全是仇人 It's full of enemies.
说不定还不让我进去呢 They might not even let me in.
那可就精彩了 What a story that would be.
她们不可能拒绝跟这个黑人一起来的人吧 They can't refuse entry with this Black man, can they?
她们都目露凶光 They're all glowering.
万一有人过来闹事怎么办 What if somebody comes over and starts a ghastly scene?
那我们就打得她们满地找牙 Well, I'll just beat the living shit out of them.
再说了 Besides.
你已经在这里闹过事了 不是吗 you've had ghastly scenes here before, haven't you?
那个女杀手不是给你脸上倒过夏布利酒吗 Didn't that murderess spritz you with Chablis once?
其实是桑赛尔 Sancerre, actually.
卡波特先生 Mr. Capote,
我今天要告诉你一些残酷的事实 I am going to tell you some hard truths today.
你今天要好好听我说 向我学习 You're going to spend the day listening and learning from me.
那么现在正式开始上课 Class begins henceforth, baby.
我学东西很慢 吉米 I'm not a very quick study, Jimmy.
那就先点一些牡蛎 Then let's order some oysters.
这是什么巴斯克冒牌货 Oh, what is this faux Basque shit?
我去过巴斯克海岸 亲爱的 这不是巴斯克风格 I've been to the Basque coast, darling, this is not Basque.
这是纽约大陆风 This is New York continental frou- frou.
你为何对我这么好 Why are you being nice to me?
我们的确算朋友 可也没到那种亲密程度 We're friends, I mean, but we're not close friends.
鲍德温先生 我听说你有个不情之请 Mr. Baldwin, I'm told you have a special request.
噢 我曾经吃过的最好的 Oh, yes, the best thing...the best thing I ever ate
是在比亚里茨郊外的一个地方 was at a place outside of Biarritz.
叫什么可可塔克斯 你知道吗 Something called kokotxas. Do you know it?
可可塔克斯 Ko- ko- txas?
鳕鱼颊佐以辣酱 With cod cheeks in a salsa verde.
橄榄油加鱼汤 Olive oil with fish stock,
大蒜 切碎的欧芹 garlic, finely- chopped parsley,
再配上完美的脆皮面包 and it comes on this perfect crusty bread.
你们会做这种吗 Could you do something like that?
我们得想办法 We need to do something
来鼓舞这人的精神斗志 to bolster this man's flagging spirits.
没问题 先生 Of course, sir.
我注意到大多数少数群体 I have noticed that most minorities,
黑人 谢天谢地 亚裔 女人 犹太人 Blacks, thank God, Asians, women, Jewish folk,
她们在困难时刻都可以求助于同胞 they all have a community to turn to in their time of need.
而同性恋们就不一样了 The homosexual, not so much.
现在还没有 Not yet.
你 我 戈尔 坦恩 You, me, Gore, Tenn,
我们几乎是美国唯一的同性恋文人 we are the only gay American men of letters pretty much.
弗兰克-奥哈拉和金斯伯格不算在内 I'm not counting Frank O'Hara and Ginsburg
因为她们只是诗人 because they are just poets.
我猜 戈尔还没有联系你 Gore hasn't reached out to you, I'm guessing.
戈尔 你开什么玩笑 Gore? Are you kidding?
我倒霉他不得手拿巫毒娃娃 He's dancing in joy at my misfortune,
手舞足蹈的 voodoo doll in hand.
那是因为他嫉妒你 It's because he's jealous of you.
我不嫉妒你 I'm not jealous of you.
今天 特鲁曼 我要当你的同胞 Today, Truman, I am going to be your community.
因为你需要一个 Because you need one.
你对这个国家很重要 You are important to this country.
你的语言和思想 Your words and ideas.
彼此彼此 As...as are yours.
这个不言而喻 不过今天讨论的不是我 Well, we know that. We're not talking about me today.
你的故事被当做 Your story is being dismissed as a...
淫秽的色情小说 as a small salacious roman a clef.
其实并非如此 And it is much more than that.
是吗 It is?
的确是 I mean, it is.
我想知道你遗漏的部分 I want to know what you left out.
你知道的关于天鹅们的所有坏事 All the awful things you could've said about the swans.
你为什么想知道 Why do you want to know that?
最终我会告诉你原因的 I'll tell you at the end of the day.
先说贝比吧 Let's start with Babe.
我知道她是你的最爱 I know she's your favorite.
我们能不能去卧室里谈 Can we please just talk about this in the bedroom?
有什么这里不能说的 What is there to talk about?
反正大家都听得到 Everyone overheard.
当然了 在柏林 Of course, you happened to slip in
买马克斯－贝克曼和马克斯－恩斯特的画之间 that in between buying a Max Beckmann painting
你碰巧说了一句 and a Max Ernst painting in Berlin,
你刚和别人上床了 听我说 that you just fucked somebody. Listen to me!
是我在《偷拍》杂志上 It's the sex stuff that I revealed
发表的文章中透露的婚外情让她们生气 in my Sneak Peek magazine article that's made them mad.
不是婚外情的残酷 甚至不是因为她们搞笑的名字 It's not the Bang Bang cruelty or even their funny names,
而是事实的真相 是比尔的婚外情 it's the rough truth of it, it's Bill's affairs.
我不知道哪个对他更重要 I don't know what matters more to him,
他的出轨还是我知道这件事 the fuck or me knowing about it.
这件事有多久了 ♪How long has this been going on? ♪
你觉得跟佣人调情 无伤大雅吗 You think it's harmless, flirting with the help?
亲爱的 那根本算不上调情 Oh, it was hardly flirting, dear.
我都感到羞愧 Well, I was mortified.
她的腿像树干一样粗壮 She has legs like a tree trunk.
你怎么不砍断一根腿数数“年轮“ Why don't you cut one off and count the rings?
如果我写一本书 书名就叫《我认识的小偷》 If I wrote a book, it would be called Thieves I've Known.
首先是贝蒂-巴考尔 她偷走了我的造型 Starting with Betty Bacall, who stole my look.
我找到的布料 灰色法兰绒 The fabric I found, gray flannel that I found?
和我共度良宵的任何男人 And any man I ever spent a night with,
她必须也要尝试一次 she had to do the same thing,
直到最后有个男人说 他分不清上的 until finally I heard from one of these guys that he couldn't
是我还是她 tell the difference who he was fucking, her or me.
被偷光了一切之后我还剩下什么 - And what's left of me after everything's been stolen?
“令人生畏的优秀”就是对我的评价 "Formidable excellence"is how I'm described.
那是性交的暗号 - That's code for a dry hump. -
我是想追求男人 I was trying to go after the men.
不是女人 Not the women.
事实上 吉米 我本来可以写却没有写的是 The truth, Jimmy, the thing that I could have written
她们跟所有人上床 but didn't is that they all fuck everybody
都逍遥法外了 and get away with it.
富人的婚外情是不同的 The affairs of the rich are different,
可这些女人却对这样做的其他人大加指责 but these women pillory anyone else who does so,
好像她们高人一等似的 as if they were above it all.
比尔去洛杉矶编程的时候 Babe had many affairs in their apartment
贝比在她们公寓里 when Bill would go to L. A.
跟很多人都睡过 for his programming trips.
我甚至还帮她挑选过装扮 I even helped her pick out the outfits.
有一次 她想为一位情人打扮成 One time, she wanted to dress up
赫尔墨斯海盗 as a Hermes pirate for a lover. -
男人总是有不合适的地方 The men were always unsuitable.
李 Lee
李扮演美国最初的朝圣者 Lee plays the part of America's original pilgrim,
但她是个真正的荡妇 but she's a true slattern,
贪婪且掠夺成性 voracious and predatory.
但最差的是斯琳 But the worst is Slim.
在她婚姻的最后几年 In the final years of her marriage,
她把肯尼斯赶到客房 she'd relegated Kenneth to the guest room and
厚颜无耻地与一连串情人招摇过市 brazenly paraded in a series of lovers.
甚至连C.Z 这个人形贞操带 And even C. Z, who is a human chastity belt,
她曾是一名派对女郎 she had her time as a party girl.
她不记得让迭戈·里维拉画裸像了吗 Does she not remember posing nude for Diego Rivera?
大多数情况下 她的情人是她园里的小蔬菜 Mostly, her lovers are the tiny vegetables she tends to.
因为蔬菜不会说话 也不会顶嘴 Because vegetables can't talk, or talk back.
我是说 这里有双重标准 I mean, there's a double standard.
当那些人被抓住的时候 哦 兄弟 该死的 When the men get caught, oh, brother, hell to pay.
但是男人能从女人的轻率行为中 But what do the men ever get
受到什么影响呢 没什么 for the women's indiscretions? Nothing.
在很多方面 女性要糟糕得多 And in many ways the women are far, far worse.
她们让男人付出代价 They make the men pay
因为对天鹅的最终威胁是年轻女性 because the ultimate threat to the swans are younger women.
天啊 她们厌恶她们 And, God, do they hate them.
请原谅 我要吐了 Please excuse me while I throw up.
贝比 Babe?
我希望你收到这条信息 我希望比尔 I hope you get this message, I hope Bill
不会抹掉它 doesn't erase it.
我在海岸餐馆 I'm at Cote.
没有你 And without you
这里一无是处 it's nothing.
什么都不好吃 Nothing even tastes good.
我从没想过要伤害你 I never meant to hurt you.
你为什么把这些都漏掉了 Why did you leave all that out?
有趣的是 You know, fascinating fact,
天鹅对彼此非常具有攻击性 swans are actually terribly aggressive with one another.
一个种族的天鹅讨厌另一个种族 One race of swan hates the other.
亲爱的 午饭前我读了一些关于它们的东西 I read a bit about them before our lunch, dear man.
比方说小天鹅 The Beswick swan, for example,
对黄嘴天鹅的痛恨近乎狂热 hates the Whooper with a kind of rabid passion.
一只疣鼻天鹅会不择手段地把黑嘴天鹅开场破肚 A Mute swan will do anything to eviscerate a Trumpeter swan and take its home,
即使黑嘴天鹅先住在那里 even if the Trumpeter lived there first.
天鹅 嗯 A swan? Mm.
有机会就会下杀手 It will kill if it can.
是的 Yes.
因为她们想杀了我 As they are trying to kill me.
我的天鹅 是的 My swans, yes.
我认为她们可能真的会成功 And I think they might actually succeed.
不 去她们的 不会的 No, fuck them. No.
哦 谢谢你 Oh, thank you.
我的天鹅绝不会这么做 My swans would never do this.
和一个黑人单独吃午饭 Have lunch alone with a Black man.
我知道 这不是新闻 I am aware. This is not news.
也许她们只是从没想过她们有必要这么做 Maybe they just never thought they had to.
但是她们天生没有足够的好奇心 But they are constitutionally by nature not curious enough
去跨越想象中的障碍 to cross the imaginary barriers.
出来说吧 你可以说出来 Come out and say it. You can say it.
嗯 有一个 Well, there is a
在她们游动的水面下隐藏着微妙的种族歧视 subtle racism below the surface of the water they swim in.
没错 你的下一章 Exactly. Your next chapter?
从来都不是公开的 Well, it's never overt,
种族主义 the racism,
或者阶级歧视 or the classism.
很微妙 但是 It's subtle, but it's
意在传达一件事 meant to convey one thing:
我是一个享有特权的富有的白人女性 I am a privileged, wealthy white woman and
我比你优越 I am better than you.
等级制度很能说明问题 And the pecking order speaks volumes.
黑人干活 Blacks for labor,
同性恋提供娱乐 gays for entertainment,
女人给男人看 women for the men to look at,
我们所有人都在那里为她们服务 and all of us there to serve them.
她和比尔旁边的人呢 And the people next to her and Bill?
白人 有钱有权 White. Money. Power.
就连杰克通常都不被邀请 Even Jack usually wasn't invited,
同性恋倾向太明显 too overtly homosexual,
我们在一起可能会让其他客人不高兴 us together might upset the other guests.
那些派对刺痛了我 确实如此 Oh, it stung me, those parties. It really did.
好吧 我们来谈谈比安卡·贾格尔 Okay, let's talk Bianca Jagger.
或者不要 Or rather let's not.
我觉得我们都意见一致 I say we all get on the same page.
哦 她很适合参加晚宴 Oh, she's fine for a dinner party,
但你不想让她上你的沙发 but you don't want her purring on your sofa.
这和比安卡的皮肤 Does this have anything to do with Bianca's skin
没有雪花膏那么白有关系吗 not being alabaster white?
她们当然会说不 Of course they would argue no,
她们不邀请比安卡 因为她太吵了 they don't include Bianca because she's too loud,
或者其他原因 但我认为是的 or some such other reason, but I think it does.
她们不想污染交际池 They don't want to corrupt the pool.
仅限白人 仅限白人盎格鲁撒克逊新教徒 Whites only. WASPs only.
她们甚至没有意识到自己在做这件事 They're not even aware they're doing it,
只是这种偏执是她们的世界和她们是谁所固有的 it's just that this kind of bigotry is so intrinsic to their world and who they are that
即使它就在她们面前 她们也看不到它 they can't see it even when it's right in front of them.
让我告诉你 一个白人或美国白人不可能 et me tell you something, it's impossible for a white person or an American white person, to not be,
在某种基本层面上不是种族主义者 in some fundamental sense, a racist.
我担心我看不到的东西 Well, I worry about what I'm not seeing.
我花了很多时间和她们在一起 I spend so much time with them,
我也难辞其咎 how can I not be guilty as well?
当然 Well, you are of course,
但问题是你如何解决它 but the question is how you address it.
我一直对于社会的某一部分人 I've always wondered at the great effort it seems to take a certain segment of society to
付出巨大的努力忽视眼前的现状的行为感到惊奇 work so hard to ignore what was happening.
她们的成果 从来不属于我们 Their good work? Never meant for us.
都是给她们的世界的 It's all for their world.
不是别人的 No one else's.
大都会博物馆 植物园 The Met, the Botanical Gardens,
纽约公共图书馆 the New York Public Library,
弗里克收藏馆 the Frick.
这是为了保护她们的纪念碑 It's for preservation of their monuments.
亲爱的 那我们去别处换换心情 亲爱的 Then let's go somewhere to brighten up the day a bit, my dear.
那么 告诉我一些事情 So, tell me something.
你恋爱了吗 或者和谁约会 Are you in love? Or dating anyone?
我吗 我的爱情生活是一系列 Me? My love life has been a series of
咏叹调 毛手毛脚的抚弄 arias, fumbles,
半吊子的语句和短暂的爱情 half- finished sentences and a quick amour,
逃入黑夜 and fleeing into the night.
住在巴黎很有帮助 Living in Paris helps.
流放让性更有感觉 Exile makes sex more felt.
我记得 Mm. I remember that.
你在马赛和一个水手上床 You sleep with a sailor in Marseilles and
你会真正了解一个法国人是什么样的 you really get to know what a Frenchman is like,
他闻到的味道 他梦想的东西 what he smells of, what he dreams of.
也许我可以 Maybe I could just- -
不 别走 留下来 No, don't go. Stay.
待在这里 Stay here.
这感觉就像向你的对手投降 It will feel like surrender to your adversaries.
她们想让你离开 They want you gone. -
为什么我们从来没有约会过 Why did we never date?
我们曾同时在意大利 We were in Italy at the same time.
我们互相兜圈子 We've circled each other
我们会杀了彼此 We would've murdered each other.
两朵花 没有园丁 那是 Two flowers, no gardener, that's
我们是来谈论天鹅的 We are here to talk about the swans.
我带你来是有原因的 I brought you here for a reason.
来自威廉·S·佩利的收藏 From the collection of William S. Paley.
现在 你告诉我为什么 Now, you tell me why.
为什么她们这么关心艺术 Why do they care so much about art?
她们喜欢把自己的名字写在东西上 Well, they love to put their names on things,
但是她们不知道如何去爱她们 这些东西 but they don't know how to love them, these things.
她们收集 收集 收集 They collect and collect and collect,
胃口是贪得无厌的 the appetites are insatiable,
但是天鹅永远不会吃饱 but the swans are never full.
她们就像一个饥饿的人 They're like a starving person
不停地买食物 只是为了把它藏在她们的储藏室里 who keeps buying food only to tuck it away in their pantry
然后那个人说 为什么我这么饿 and then the person says, "Why am I so hungry?
我的货架上摆满了食物 My shelves are positively overflowing with food. "
天鹅做的一切都是肤浅的 Everything the swans do is skin- deep.
这就是为什么她们不是真正有趣的人 It's why they're not truly interesting people.
她们的处境很有趣 Their situations are interesting,
当然 她们的生活很迷人 sure, their lives are fascinating,
但是她们自己真的很无聊 but they, themselves, are truly dull.
她们不知道世界上发生了什么 They don't know what's going on in the world.
除了《妇女家庭杂志》或《麦考尔杂志》 They don't read anything except
她们什么都不看 the Ladies' Home Journal or McCall's.
这很有趣 因为李倒是真的想成为一名艺术家 It's funny because Lee really wanted to be an artist.
她尝试过室内设计 She tried her hand at interior design.
她有很高雅的风格 She has a great high style.
她喜欢设计自己的房子 She loved designing her own homes,
对人发号施令 ordering people about.
她从来没有想到为别人设计 It never occurred to her that designing for other people
包括接受命令 would involve taking orders.
我不知道李 I don't know, Lee.
只是和我们讨论过的不一样 It's just not what we discussed.
好吧 Well
你想让我做什么 what would you like me to do?
你想让我回到服装区 Would you like me to go back to the Garment District and
让她们裁剪一整套新的窗帘并给它们缝边吗 ask them to cut and hem a whole new set of drapes?
这和我们讨论过的不一样 It's not what we discussed.
你知道那是什么吗 You know what it is?
没有一点谦逊 同情或怜悯 There's not one ounce of humility or empathy or compassion.
她们不在乎这些 They don't care about any of that.
她们只关心她们看起来在乎 They only care that they appear to care about it.
告诉我 在自然界中 Tell me, in nature
天鹅擅长的一件事就是养育子女 the one thing swans are good at is parenting.
让我告诉你 Let me tell you this.
有一次我对C.Z 说 I said one time to C. Z.
家庭教师见你的孩子比你次数多 你不介意吗 "Doesn't it bother you that the governess sees your children more than you do? "
她不假思索地回答 And she replied without batting an eyelash,
我当然能看到我的孩子们 "Of course I see my children,
我和她们一起去猎狐 I go fox hunting with them. "
我所有的天鹅都是差劲的母亲 AlI my swans are horrible mothers,
全部都是 all of them.
贝比是一个内向的女人 Babe is an interior woman.
敏感而深刻 但也极度自我中心 Sensitive and deep, but also deeply self- absorbed.
为任何凡人都无法达到 Ruled by a need for order and perfection
的秩序和完美的需求所支配 that no mortal can ever attain.
我说的是菊花 不是康乃馨 I said chrysanthemums, not carnations.
菊花 Chrysanthemums.
阿曼达 亲爱的 让所有人都回家 好吗 Amanda, sweetie, send everyone home now, okay?
我感觉不舒服 I don't feel well.
我需要静静 I need some quiet.
谢谢你 亲爱的 Thank you, darling.
这个女人全神贯注于她自己的世界 The woman is so preoccupied with her own world,
她甚至没有意识到 she's not even aware of the way
她毁了她孩子的生活 she's ravaged her children's lives.
把那个小丑赶出我家 And get that buffoon out of my house.
哦 我的上帝 Oh, my God.
但我总能感受到她的痛苦 But I always felt her pain.
觉得她知道自己不适合做母亲 Felt she knew she wasn't cut out for motherhood.
去爱凌乱的活物太让人受不了了 It was too overwhelming loving messy, living things.
你知道 有时候我嫉妒画出这样的艺术品的人 You know, sometimes I'm jealous of people making art like this.
你可以隐藏在抽象中 You get to hide in that abstraction.
我更喜欢形象化 I much prefer figuration.
你知道那个该死的艺术家对这个主题的感觉 You know how the goddamn artist feels about the subject.
那些出色的迪克·阿维登斯的照片 Like those wonderful Dick Avedons he has out right now.
他把温莎公爵夫人弄得像具尸体 He makes the Duchess of Windsor like a cadaver.
他甚至用镜头把自己的父亲变成了石像鬼 He even makes his own father a gargoyle.
也许这个不平衡的圈子也充满了愤怒 Maybe this lopsided circle is filled with rage, too.
也许那是他妈妈喝醉时的笑容 Maybe that's his mother's smile when she's drunk.
艺术 这栋楼里的大部分作品 Art, most of the work in this building,
和愤怒 真相和对某事的报复有关 is about anger, truth and revenge for something.
艺术就是复仇 不是吗 Art is revenge, isn't it?
所以你是说 And so you're saying ？
别再向她们道歉了 Stop apologizing to them.
不要向她们中的任何一个道歉 反抗她们 To any of them. Defy them.
反抗肮脏的家禽 Defy the foul fowls,
黑嘴天鹅 苔原天鹅 the Trumpeter swans, the Tundra swans,
黑颈天鹅 the Black- necked swans.
特鲁曼 你明白吗 Truman, do you understand?
人们认为我想伤害她们 People think I wanted to hurt them.
那就承认你伤害了她们 And admit you did.
承认吧 继续前进 因为你 Admit it and keep going because you
你是这个镇上最难对付的小个子基佬 宝贝 You are the toughest little faggot in this town, baby.
但是我不喜欢我最近看到的 But I don't like what I'm seeing lately.
我不喜欢在电视上看到你装腔作势 语无伦次 I don't like it when I see you on television showboating and incoherent.
你应该做得更好 You're better than that.
我喝酒 吉米 因为 I drink, Jimmy, because
我一辈子被人伤害 I've been wounded my
一遍又一遍 entire life, over and over.
我很痛苦 I'm in pain.
我知道 I know you are.
特鲁曼 我也是 Truman, so am I.
那边的人也一样 So is she and him and them over there,
但我们没有人会在电视上昏厥 but none of us end up in a blackout on television,
那你为什么会这样 so why are you?
因为我害怕 Because I'm afraid.
怕什么 Of what?
一切 Everything.
被遗弃 Abandonment.
或者被接受 Or acceptance.
在她们的世界里 In their world.
有她们的生活 没有她们的生活 Life with them, life without them.
两者都无法忍受 Both are unbearable.
但是 特鲁曼 她们抛弃了你 But, Truman, they have abandoned you.
最坏的事情已经发生了 而你却在这里 The worst has happened and here you are.
剩下的就看你的了 The rest is up to you.
我真的需要 I really could use
一杯提神饮料 a nice pick- me- up.
就喝一点点 A little goddamn drinky.
来吧 Come on.
好吧 我知道一个不寻常的地方 Okay, I do know a very unlikely place
酒保用樱桃酒和黑麦酒调酒的手艺出神入化 where the bartender is a shaman with a maraschino cherry and rye.
-嗯 -但是 特鲁曼 Mmm. But, Truman
只喝两杯 Two drinks only.
谁不喜欢樱桃酒呢 Well, and who doesn't love a maraschino?
在一个美好的下午的时间 From Cote to cocksucker bar
从海岸餐馆到见不得人的酒吧 in one lovely afternoon.
我多么爱纽约 How I love New York!
这一天让我振作起来 This day is cheering me up.
只喝两杯 特鲁曼 Two drinks only, Truman.
真的 你得控制住酒瘾 伙计 Really. Got to get ahold of this booze thing, man.
这是你的主要问题 It's your main problem.
把你一路拖到地狱 Drags you all the way down to hell.
哦 上帝 你是对的 Oh, God, you're right,
如果我们是恋人 我们会杀了对方 we would've killed each other if we'd been lovers.
两杯 Two drinks.
然后我们就走 特鲁曼 Then we're leaving, Truman.
吉米 我不得不说 Jimmy, I have to say this.
因为你是绅士 所以你没有提起这件事 Because you're a gentleman, you haven't brought it up.
我 我很惭愧 我一直不太友善 I- I am ashamed, I have been unkind.
对谁 About whom?
你 You.
算不上 几篇 Not really. A few picayune criticisms
关于我作品微不足道的批评 大部分属实 of my work here and there, mostly true.
我批评过你 特鲁曼 但只是为了 I've criticized you, Truman, but only with the intent to
教化和提升 educate and uplift.
是的 你的话刺痛了我 因为我太钦佩你了 Yes, and your words sting because I admire you so.
批评只有在你接受批评的情况下才会让你受伤 A criticism only hurts if you believe it.
我的天鹅绝不会做你现在所做的事情 My swans would never do this, what you're doing.
在危机中 在树倒猢狲散的时候 In a crisis, in a time of treachery.
不不不 No, no, no.
因为她们竞争心强 她们非常不忠诚 Because they compete and they are deeply disloyal.
她们可能假装讨厌我写的关于安的东西 They may pretend to hate what I wrote about Ann,
但她们厌恶她 野蛮地对待她 but they loathed her and they treated her savagely.
你好 女士们 Hello, ladies.
你们正是能回答这个问题的人 You are exactly who can answer this question.
我应该和奥托·普雷明格一起吃午饭 I'm supposed to be meeting Otto Preminger for lunch.
他现在迟到了20分钟 He's now 20 minutes late.
我是说 大概什么时候应该不等了 I mean, at what point do you just give up
直接给自己点餐 and order for yourself?
介意我坐下吗 Mind if I sit down?
哦 我希望请你坐下 Oh, I wish you could,
但是马上就要有人来 but we're being joined in just a second.
我是不会一直坐着等 因为很明显你不能一个人吃饭 What I would do is not sit and wait because clearly you can't dine alone.
我会回家 I would go home.
是的 在这种情况下 Yes. What you do in that situation
你要做的就是送一张便条 is you send a note.
你一个人坐在家里喝汤吃三明治的时候 You write it while you are sitting at home with your soup and sandwich,
亲自去写 by yourself.
是的 那正是你应该做的 Yes, that's exactly what you should do.
所以 我送了一张纸条 So, I send a note,
我告诉他滚一边去 in which I tell him to go fuck himself,
然后我热了些惨淡的汤 and then I heat up some sad soup and
吃了半个金枪鱼三明治 eat a half a tuna sandwich?
换句话说 In other words,
给我滚出去 get the fuck out of here?
嗯 我绝不会这么说 但是 Well, I would never have put it like that, but
我忘了你不在乎口吐芬芳 是吗 I forget that you're not afraid to be vivid, are you?
天鹅 她们鄙视变老 The swans, they despise growing older.
一旦青春的花朵开始凋谢 Once the bloom of youth began to fade,
她们中的每一个人要么 every one of them either
接受了残酷的羊胎素注射 要么接受了手术 underwent a brutal regime of fetal sheep cell injections or went under the knife.
你自己呢 What about yourself?
你已经屈服于同样的压力和虚荣 不是吗 You've succumbed to the same pressures and vanities, no?
它来自一个非常黑暗的地方 Well, it comes from a very dark place.
你最近见过比尔·布拉斯吗 Have you seen Bill Blass lately?
他看起来像刚从青春之泉回来 He looks like he's just come back from the fountain of youth.
一个人做了一件事 One person gets something done,
其他人都必须效仿 everyone else has to follow suit.
你真的依靠脑子吃饭的吗 特鲁曼 Are you really relying on your wit to keep you in the game, Truman?
我上周末在卡维特节目上见过你 I saw you on Cavett last weekend,
上帝知道我希望有人告诉我 and Lord knows I'd want somebody to tell me.
客气地说 你看上去饱经风霜 You're looking awfully weathered, to put it politely.
而且胖 And And fat.
我这么说是因为我爱你 I'm saying this because I love you to death
而你这些天经常出现在电视上 and you're so often on television these days.
比以往任何时候露面都多 More visible than ever.
我想你可能想做点什么 亲爱的 I think you might want to do something, my dear.
有人提高赌注 你要加注 Someone raises the stakes, you ante up
否则你就有被扔出牌桌的风险 or you risk being thrown from the table.
她们不吃东西 她们都不吃东西 And they don't eat. None of them eat.
它们靠空气 水 They live on air, water,
小份的奇珍异兽的肉过活 tiny portions of very rare meats.
没有口福的生活是没有快乐的生活 A life without appetites is a life without joy.
-不 -上酒 No. - Cas
哦 别这样 Oh, come on.
不 是时候送你回家了 No, it's time to get you home.
我们的两杯酒喝完了 Our two drinks are over.
你能告诉我今天究竟是要干什么吗 Are you going to tell me what this day was all about?
别急 All in good time.
现在 我们睡前小饮料只喝葡萄柚汁 对吗 Now, it's just grapefruit juice for our little nightcap, right?
因为最后一杯在酒吧喝完了 特鲁曼 Because last call was at the bar, Truman.
是的 是的 Yes, yes.
令人震惊的是葡萄柚本身的味道是如此寡淡 不是吗 Shocking how little flavor grapefruit has all by itself, isn't it?
告诉我更多天鹅小知识吧 Tell me more swan facts.
我在图书馆玩得很开心 I had so much fun at the library.
你一定知道足足 Y- You must know that
有五分之一的雄性天鹅是同性恋 a full one- fifth of male swans are homosexual?
嗯 这是有道理的 Mm. Well, it makes sense.
天鹅太得体了 Swans are so comme il faut.
是的 它们是互相结伴 甚至一起养小天鹅 Yes, and they couple, even raise cygnets together,
比异性恋更成功 and are far more successful than the straights.
80%的同性恋天鹅的孩子存活下来 80%of the children of gay swans live,
相比之下 异性恋只有30左右的存活率 as opposed to something like 30%of the heterosexual ones.
一只天鹅女士可能会加入她们 我不骗你 A lady swan might join them, I kid you not,
玩三鹅行 然后离开 for a menage, and then go off,
两位先生抚养婴儿 and the two gents raise the babies.
为什么她们的孩子长得这么好 Why do they thrive so well, their kids?
你看 同性恋天鹅更强壮 The gay swans are stronger, you see.
养家能力更强 They are more able to provide.
你能把所有成功的 Can you imagine all the successful,
同性恋纽约艺术家和作家想象成天鹅 gay New York artists and writers as swans?
坦恩 弗兰克·奥哈拉 金斯伯格 阿尔比 Tenn, Frank O'Hara, Ginsburg, Albee,
甚至戈尔 安迪 等等 even Gore, Andy, and so on.
也许可以作为你的下一个舞会的主题 Perhaps your next ball?
我要把那些蟹饼加热一下 I'm going to heat up those crab cakes.
你要再来点果汁吗 Do you need more juice?
我不要了 I'm fine.
-只喝果汁 特鲁曼 -嗯 - Just juice, Tru. - Mm.
特鲁曼 Truman.
嘿 伙计 Hey, man.
是的 好吧 Yes. Okay.
我需要伏特加 我就是需要 I need vodka. I just do.
我知道 我理解 I know, I understand.
我知道 I do.
我懂了 I understand.
坐下听我说 Sit down and listen to me.
是时候进行我们的压轴好戏了 卡波特先生 It is time for our 11: 00 number, Mr. Capote,
我之所以从我回法国前 the reason I gave you this day,
在纽约逗留的几天抽出时间来用今天陪你 one of my few days in New York before I fuck off back to France.
闭上眼睛 就一秒钟 Close your eyes, just for a second,
直到你看到因为病态 until you see a glimmer of your great gargantuan, enormous worth and gifts
被你忽视的巨大的自我价值和天赋的曙光 which you have criminally lost sight of in your sickness.
你身上就散发着这种疾病的臭味 In your disease, which you reek of.
是的 自从你发表了《冷血》 Yes, you threw away the ten years
丢失了十年时光 since you published In Cold Blood,
你抛弃了你无与伦比的描绘地狱的能力 you jettisoned your unparalleled ability to paint hell.
我不能怪你 I cannot blame you.
《冷血》足以压垮任何人 In Cold Blood would have flattened anyone.
我不知道为了写出来你和魔鬼做了什么交易 I don't know what you sold to the devil to write it,
但是让我告诉你一个秘密 but let me tell you a secret.
魔鬼拿走的任何东西你可以偷回来 You can steal whatever the devil took right back.
你出生的那一刻 卡波特先生 The moment you are born, Mr. Capote,
死亡的过程开始了 the process of our dying begins.
滴答 滴答 Ticktock, ticktock.
随着岁月的流逝 死亡加速 And as the years go on, the dying accelerates
直到最后一口气 然后沉默 until the final breath, and then silence.
这就是宇宙的秩序 That is the order of the universe.
这种生活 特鲁曼 是邪恶和黑暗的 This life, Truman, is vicious and dark,
而你和我 我们是天使 and you and me, we are angels sent here
被派来点燃它 照亮它 to light it on fire, and illuminate.
我们中的一些人 真正的天鹅 Some of us, some of us real swans,
不是那些你称之为天鹅的廉价瓷器饰品 not those fake dime store porcelain trinkets that you call swans,
我们中的一些人 就像你和我一样 some of us, like you and me,
我们得到了一个火炬 we are given a torch,
你的工作就是让它一直亮着 and your job was to keep it alight,
忍受它 描绘世界 it was to endure it and write the world.
该死的卡波特先生 Goddamn it, Mr. Capote,
你的工作还没完成一半 your work isn't even half done,
你还有很长的路要走 you have miles to go.
你的火炬还亮着 Your fucking torch is still lit.
光芒微弱 但它仍然亮着 Faint motherfucking glow, but it is still lit.
午餐 旅行 蛋奶酥和游艇 The lunches and the trips and the souffles and the yachts,
以及与这些可怜的生物在一起骄奢淫逸的生活结束了 and the nausea of demented privilege with these pathetic creatures are over.
她们的世界 你永远把它记录了下来 Their world, you captured it forever and
每个人都知道你写了什么 everybody knows what you wrote,
这是描绘厌恶的字典 it's a dictionary of disgust,
美国浮世绘 a thesaurus of American nausea,
我向你保证 总有一天它会被看到 and I promise you: one day it will be seen.
但是你必须有始有终 宝贝 But you got to finish what you began, baby.
这是你的义务 That is your obligation,
正如我的目标是尽我所能改变我的世界 just as mine is to do everything I can do to change my world.
你也必须这么做 You got to do that, too.
你的义务是什么 What is your obligation?
还没结束 It's not over?
-还不算太晚 -太晚了 － It's not too late? - Too late?
宝贝 你摆好了桌子 现在开动吧 Baby, you set the table, now have the meal.
巴斯克海岸将成为你讲述统治阶级 Cote Basque is to be a chapter in your story of
如何消亡的故事中的一章 how the ruling class dies.
所以 继续下去 So, keep going
直到你杀了她们所有人 特鲁曼 until you've killed all of them, Truman.
特鲁曼 你还不明白吗 Truman, don't you get it?
你的书 是杀了罗曼诺夫一家的行刑队 Your book, it is your firing squad that killed the Romanoffs,
是斩首了玛丽·安托瓦内特的断头台 it's your guillotine that beheaded Marie Antoinette.
这是你们的奴隶起义 This is your slave revolt,
这是你迎接新世界的《春之祭》 it's your Rite of Spring ushering in a new world,
你的奥本海默炸弹 your Oppenheimer bomb,
你的湿婆 我是世界的毁灭者 your Shiva"I am destroyer of worlds. "
现在去睡觉吧 Now go to bed.
你的路还没走完 You have more bends in your river.
醒来时没有宿醉 Wake up without your hangover.
洗澡 刮胡子 穿上最舒服的毛衣 Shower, shave, and put on the most comfortable sweater.
找人出去从最近的熟食店给你买些 Have someone go out and get you some
很棒的培根 鸡蛋和奶酪三明治 great bad bacon, egg and cheese thing from the nearest deli.
然后你继续工作 And you get back to work.
光线变暗了 The light is dimming.
但你还在这里 But you're still here.
你的光芒依然闪耀 Your light is still shining.
我吵醒你了吗 Did I wake you?
我要回巴黎了 I'm headed back to Paris,
我刚决定坐夜班飞机 I just decided to take the night flight.
你现在要走了 You're leaving now?
詹姆斯 谢谢你 James, thank you.
我正准备睡觉呢 我想我没事 I'm getting ready to sleep. I'm okay, I think.
谢谢你 Thank you.
特鲁曼 还有最后一点天鹅的故事我忘了告诉你 And, Truman, there's one final bit of swan lore I forgot to tell you.
哦 好吧 Oh, okay.
你看 在英国 女王拥有所有的天鹅 You see, in England, the queen owns all the swans,
那里野生水域中所有没有标记的疣鼻天鹅 all the unmarked Mute swans in wild waters there and it's been that way
自12世纪以来一直如此 since the 12th century.
富人和皇室成员 她们吃了如此多的天鹅 The rich and the royal, they feasted on so many of them,
导致天鹅数量下降 they were disappearing.
在圣诞节的时候 连毛带皮 Served as centerpieces in their skin and feathers,
嘴里塞一团燃烧的熏香作为主菜 with a lump of blazing incense in the beak at Christmas.
一团燃烧的香 "A lump of blazing incense"?
如果她现在想吃的话 If she wanted to now,
女王仍然是英国唯一可以合法吃天鹅的人 the queen is still the only person who could legally eat a swan in England.
太棒了 That's wonderful.
我就知道你会喜欢的 I thought you'd appreciate it.
我的航班到了 特鲁曼 我得走了 It's time for my flight, Truman, I've got to go.
但你多保重 听到了吗 But you take care now, you hear?
记住我说的话 Remember what I said.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我都在吃些什么 What have I been eating?
偶尔吃个鸡蛋三明治和一些菠菜 An occasional egg sandwich and some spinach.
我不知道 我已经恍惚了三天了 杰克 我告诉你 I don't know, I've been in a trance for three days, Jack, I tell you.
痛苦和愤怒的词句 The words, t- the pain and the rage,
从我身上倾泻而出 is just pouring out of me.
关于天鹅们 关于她们是谁 About the swans, about who they are,
羽毛之下的真实身份 who they really are behind the plumage.
这是我最好的作品 It's my best writing.
杰克 这本书我快写完了 Jack, I've almost finished the book.
她们认为《1965年的巴斯克海岸》很糟糕是吧 They think"La Cote Basque 1965” was bad?
那就等着看这个吧 Just wait for this.
今天早上我读了几段给乔安妮·卡森听 I was reading some passages this morning to Joanne Carson,
她打了电话给强尼 and she called Johnny,
他要我花整整一周的时间每天晚上读一部分 and he wants me to give an entire week performing morsels every night.
我说过我会做的 And I said I'd do it.
这是我的回归 This is my return. -
杰克 我之后给你回电话 Jack, I have to call you back.
回头再聊 Talk soon.
马蒂 里面一切都好吗 Matty? Is everything okay in there?
是啊 一切都好 抱歉 Yeah. All good. Sorry.
呃 只是 东西掉下来了 Uh, just the thing fell.
我们差不多准备好了吗 我饿坏了 Well, are we almost ready? I'm famished.
是的 我希望味道不错 Yes. I hope it's good.
我从来没做过这样的东西 Uh, I've never made anything like this before.
但我尽力了 Uh, but I did my best.
亲爱的 我敢肯定很美味 Honey, I'm sure it's divine.
多年来你一直是我在绿苑酒廊最喜欢的服务员 You've been my favorite waiter at Tavern on the Green for years,
你渴望成为一名厨师 不是吗 and you have aspirations of being a chef, no?
是的 我 我要去烹饪学校 Yes, I- I'm going to culinary school.
那么这是一个千载难逢的机会 Well, then this is an opportunity of a lifetime.
红酒还是白酒 Red or white?
哦 不 谢谢你 亲爱的 我不喝酒 Oh, no, thank you, dear. I'm not drinking.
要等到我完成这本书 Not until I finish the book.
再告诉我一遍你是怎么做到的 Tell me again how you did it.
我想永远记住这件事 I want to remember this forever.
好吧 Uh, okay.
我去了中央公园 I went to Central Park,
就像你说的 在夜深人静的时候 just like you said, in the dead of night.
它们在一起休息 And they were all sleeping there together,
但后来我看到这只大的离群了 but then I saw this big one kind of off to the side.
我 我慢慢地爬过去 And I- I snuck up real slow,
抓住它的脖子 and grabbed it by the neck.
它 它一直在动 在我把脖子扭断之后还在动 It- it kept moving even after I, uh snapped it.
它攻击你了吗 Did it attack you?
我用了姜 Uh, I used ginger
因为食谱中的另一种香料 because the other spice in the recipe,
我想高郎姜已经不存在了 "galangala, "doesn't exist anymore I think.
你是说高良姜吗 Do you mean galangal?
你做得很好 You did well.
很好 Very well.
我要为那些伤口多付100美元 I'm going to throw in an extra hundred bucks for those war wounds.