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咚咚 Knock, knock.
大家衣服都穿好了吧 Everybody decent?
看在上帝的份上 康乃馨 Oh, for fuck's sake … carnations?
是谁竟然敢买这个 Who would dare?
布鲁克·阿斯特 Brooke Astor.
真是无情 Relentless.
给 There.
鹿食草 你的最爱 Hellebores, your favorite.
这样好多了 Better.
我太累了 I'm so tired.
不 不是宿醉 No, it's not a hangover.
事实上 你会很自豪的知道 In fact, you'll be proud to know
我已经三个月没喝过酒了 I haven't had a drink in three months.
刚开始的几周很痛苦 但我发誓我现在 The first weeks were agony, but now I swear
真的不再渴望酒精了 I really don't even crave it.
一想到喝酒我就不安 Just the thought of a drink makes me squirm.
宁静 勇气和智慧 Serenity, courage and wisdom.
戒酒能带来很多美妙的事情 There are many wonderful things about sobriety.
这些小口头禅不在其中 The little catchphrases are not among them.
挪过去点 亲爱的 让我躺下 Scooch over, dear, let me lay down.
你真是太冷淡了 宝贝 You're positively frigid, Babe.
没有你一切都很冷 Everything's frigid without you.
里面会好点吗 Is it better in there?
我可能很快就会加入你了 I may be joining you before too long.
咚 咚 Knock, knock.
我可以进来吗 May I come in?
请让我进去 Let me in, please.
让我进去 Let me in.
-有人吗 -嘿 杰克 Hello? - Hey, Jack.
让我进去 Let me in.
让我进去 杰克 请让我进去 杰克 Let me in, Jack. Please let me in, Jack.
-特鲁 -请让我进去 - Tru? - Please let me in.
-你没事吧 -我只是 - Are you okay? - I just w
想进来 wanted to come in.
我需要 I need to...
什么东西这么好闻啊 Something smells very good.
那是大蒜吗 你现在喜欢吃大蒜了吗 Is that garlic? You like garlic now?
我现在喜欢很多东西 I like a lot of things now,
但我一直都喜欢大蒜 你喝醉了吗 but I've always liked garlic. Are you drunk?
我就像去教堂的帕特·布恩一样清醒 I am as sober as Pat Boone on a Sunday.
我可以进来吗 May I please come in?
我有对象了 特鲁曼 I'm seeing someone, Truman,
我不想让你影响到他 and I would prefer not to inflict you on him.
-戒了酒也不行 -嗯 Even sober. - Well,
我当然不能怪你这么想 I certainly can't blame you.
闻起来真香 Mmm, it smells so good.
那是什么 西红柿 迷迭香 What is that, tomatoes, rosemary?
这是意式肉酱 卡波特先生 It's a Bolognese sauce, Mr. Capote.
-哦 -我也做了意大利面 Oh. I made pasta, too.
留下吃点吧 Please stay.
我一直想见见你 - I've always wanted to meet you. -
好了 进来吧 All right, come in.
不不 尼克 No, no, Nick,
毒品 酗酒 我再也不能这样了 the drugs, the drink- - I can't anymore,
这导致了真正严重的问题 it led to real problems,
我相信可怜的杰克已经告诉过你了 as I'm sure poor Jack has no doubt told you.
他只说你的好话 He only says glowing things about you.
是真的吗 杰克 Is that true, Jack?
说实话 还真是 In fact, it is.
但我们却在这里 Oh, and yet here we are,
试着离开彼此生活 trying to live without each other.
没有你我也过得很好 I get along without you very well.
我想尼克 I think Nick is
太年轻了 听不懂那首曲子 too young to know that tune.
你现在还在写作吗 特鲁曼 Are you writing now, Truman?
我知道每个人都这么问你 I know everybody asks you that,
但我读过所有你写过的东西 but I've read everything you've ever- -
其实 我要把《被回应的祈祷》写完 I'm going to finish Answered Prayers, actually.
但是 杰克可能更想听这个 But- - and- and Jack may like to hear this- -
它最后会是我向 it's going to be, uh, my apology
巴斯克海岸的道歉 for Cote Basque.
道歉 真的吗 An apology, really?
你 特鲁曼 You, Truman?
嗯 也算我的大师之作 Mm, and a kind of a masterpiece.
向我伤害过的人的道歉和解释 An apology and an explanation to all the people that I hurt.
天鹅们 还有 The swans and.
坦白我的罪过 ...a confession of my misdeeds
和原因 还有 and the reasons and
我是如何伤害了她们 how I hurt them.
但是小说 你也知道 巴斯克海岸也是 But fiction, you know, as was Cote.
嗯 Well, it's, uh,
现在让贝比原谅你已经太迟了 too late for Babe to forgive you.
比尔·佩利 And Bill Paley
根本不会 won't.
她就不算进来了吧 Just forget that and
如果李和斯琳说 what if, uh, Lee and Slim say,
太迟了 也不够真心 滚蛋吧 怎么办 "Too little, too late, fuck off"?
我问你个问题 杰克 Well, let me ask you a question, Jack.
为什么你总是原谅我 Why do you always forgive me?
谁说我原谅了 Who says I do?
好吧 我告诉你为什么 因为 Well, I'll tell you why. Because apologies,
发自内心的道歉才是有用道歉 when heartfelt, matter.
因为人心是这样 Because that is how the heart is built.
它总是想要原谅 It wants to forgive.
嗯 是吗 Hmm, does it?
我认为这可能是你一厢情愿的想法 I think this may be wishful thinking on your part.
不 我见过 No. I've seen it.
在堪萨斯州的死囚牢房 和那些男孩在一起 On death row, with those boys in Kansas.
我见过 I've seen...
你知道人们希望两方都能 You know, people want both to...
原谅和被原谅 forgive and to be forgiven.
你觉得呢 尼克 Well, what do you think, Nick?
呃 好吧 Uh, well, uh
我是主教的儿子 I'm a bishop's son.
你们不要论断人 就不被论断 "Do not judge, and you will not be judged.
你们不要定人的罪 就不被定罪 "Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned.
你们饶恕人 就必蒙饶恕 Forgive, and you will be forgiven. "
等一等 Hold on.
谢谢你让我进来 Thank you for letting me in.
在门口的时候 At the door,
你看起来很沮丧 为什么 you looked so stricken. Why?
哦 只是陈年旧事 你知道的 Oh, just old ghosts, you know.
不 我为你高兴 No, I'm happy for you.
你值得有个好人来爱你 You deserve someone good to love you.
你也一样 And so do you.
戒酒 写作 Sober, writing- -
只是 你这样很容易去爱 you're just, uh, you're very easy to love like this.
不 但我不想要爱 No, but I don't want love.
我需要宽恕 I want forgiveness.
不仅因为我写的东西 而且为 And not just for what I wrote, but f
为了我所做的事道歉 for what I have done.
这些人是否愿意原谅你 更多地是 Whether these people forgive you or not may have
取决于他们是什么样的人 more to do with who they are than anything else.
当你道歉的时候 你只会 When you're apologizing, there's only one person
想到一个人 那就是你自己 to be thinking of, and that is yourself.
每个人都可以自己想清楚 Everybody else can figure it out on their own.
世界末日到了 It was the end of the world,
我不知道该吃什么 and I couldn't decide what to eat.
对一些人来说 某种形式的生活 Some version of life would go on,
还会继续 但对我自己 for some, but for myself,
P.B.琼斯来说 巴斯克海岸的关闭 P. B. Jones, the closing of La Cote Basque
是一个灾难性的事件 was an event of cataclysmic proportions.
通常 当一个地方关闭时 Usually when an institution is shuttered,
鬼魂和恶作剧幽灵需要几年的时间 it takes years for the spirits and poltergeists
才能从藏身之处爬出来 to creep from their hiding places,
但在巴斯克海岸 它们等不及了 but at La Cote, they just couldn't wait.
所有的鬼魂都来吃午饭了 All the ghosts had come for lunch.
西德尼·狄龙和他的妻子克莱奥在一起 There was Sidney Dillon with his wife Cleo.
杀人犯本人安·霍普金斯 The murderess herself, Ann Hopkins,
和她的婆婆希尔达·霍普金斯 at a table with her mother- in- law,
坐在一张桌子上 Hilda Hopkins.
李和杰基也在那里 Lee and Jackie were there.
而站在远处角落里的正是 And in a far corner was none other
伊娜·库尔伯恩夫人本人 than Lady Ina Coolbirth herself.
伊娜在转移我的视线 Ina was shunting my gaze.
她还在为我散播西德尼和州长夫人的 She was still bitter over how I'd bandied about her story
故事而耿耿于怀 of Sidney and the governor's wife.
事实上 餐厅里的每个人 In fact, everyone in the dining room
都曾是作者轻率行为的 had been a victim at one time or another
受害者 of the author's indiscretions.
就在今天下午 我来这里 I had come this very afternoon to dine
和这样一个痛苦的灵魂共进晚餐 with one such embittered soul,
琪琪·卡斯帕扎克 Kiki Kasperzak.
琪琪满脸通红地走了进来 Kiki entered with the flushed look
就像刚打完马球比赛回来 of one just in from a polo match.
她穿着一个在棕榈滩买的红色裙装 She wore a red number she'd picked up in Palm Beach,
只有特定类型的女人才能穿得好看 that only a certain kind of woman could get away with.
她就是其中之一 She was one of them.
你好P.B.琼斯 Hello, P. B. Jones.
琪琪 Kiki.
最后的晚餐要点什么呢 What does one order for a last supper?
我来回答你的问题 P.B.琼斯 The answer to your question, P. B.
仅此而已 is all of it.
-我们全部都要 朱尔斯 -谢谢 We'll take everything, Jules. - Thank you.
我们整个下午都在闲聊和偷听 We passed the afternoon gossiping and eavesdropping.
在另一桌 艾娜夫人被放了鸽子 At the far table, Lady Ina was being stood up,
虽然她想装作云淡风轻 though she tried to play it off.
你要点菜吗 库伯思女士 Would you care to order, Ms. Coolbirth,
还是您想等人齐了再说 or prefer to wait for your companion?
等人齐 我没在等任何人 Companion? I'm not waiting for anyone.
点菜吧 Of course I'll order.
朋友 得了吧 Companion. Please.
虽然很明显她点了 Though it was plain to see she'd ordered
两杯香槟 her champagne with two glasses.
与此同时 Meanwhile.
我要一杯冰凉的柠檬酒 I'll have a numbingly cold glass of Limoncello
加一根薄荷 with a sprig of mint.
多么令人心旷神怡 Mm, how refreshing.
我要一样的 I'll do the same thing.
那样的话 给我来杯金巴利汽水 In that case, just bring me a Campari soda.
可怜的杰基 Poor Jackie.
她甚至忍不住 She can't even help herself
要学她姐姐点的酒 stealing her sister's drink order.
在最好的那张桌子上 克莱奥·狄龙 And at the best table, Cleo Dillon
正在餐巾纸上写着什么 was writing something on a napkin.
中城一家酒店的房间号 A room number at a hotel in midtown.
说吧 Out with it.
你有什么心事吗 P.B. Something on your mind, P. B. ?
抱歉 琪琪 I'm sorry, Kiki.
你应该感到抱歉 You should be.
在过去的五年里 She had spent the last five years
她一直等着听到这句话 waiting to hear only those words.
我写的东西 What I wrote.
很残忍 was cruel.
不 你错了 No. You've got it wrong.
你不该为这道歉 That's not what you should apologize for.
真正刺痛人的是 What really stung, P. B. was...
你为了利益而撒谎 ...where you lied for profit.
还是故意的 On purpose.
你用贬低的手法描述我们的生活细节 You cheapened the nuance of our lives.
你明知道我的生活就像是在坐牢 You understood how imprisoned I felt in my life.
我被困其中 Trapped.
而你的书里面 And what you wrote
却丝毫没有提及 didn't acknowledge any of that.
就像一幅二维的洞窟壁画 It was a two- dimensional cave scratching
我们吃喝玩乐 saying, "We ate, we drank, we fucked,
还憎恨彼此 and, God, we hated each other. "
我那么信任你 I trusted you.
让你看到我不止如此 to show me I was more than that.
你知道我的感受 You knew how I felt.
我想回去 I wanted to go back.
回到那个 Back to the person I was before...
我们没被生活打磨过的过去 life happened to us all.
回归真我 To me.
你说的对 You're right.
我再也不会这么做了 And I will never do that again.
也许太迟了 It may be too late.
但也许还不迟 But maybe not.
我还想 I do have
送你一样东西 one other small thing I could offer.
那是个计划 What I had was a plan.
在某种程度上 A way to set free, in some small way,
小小的释放了笼子里的金丝雀 the spirit of that goddess in the gilded cage.
让她再做一次曾经的自己 To let her be the girl she had once been.
她将自己的狂野隐藏到 To hide the great symbol of her wildness
那些指手画脚和耳语之人 somewhere the judges and whisperers
永远看不到的地方 could never see it,
但却能被梦想家 诗人和牛仔看到 but the dreamers and poets and cowboys might.
我们开的越远 The farther we drove,
她改变的就越多 the more she changed.
她成为了自己 She was becoming herself.
原始 未经雕琢 Raw, uncut,
纯粹 全力以赴 开心 pure, concentrated, happy.
她就是美国的象征 She was America.
在墨西哥城的那家酒店关闭了 The hotel it hung in in Mexico City was shuttered.
成了废墟 但我觉得这里应该还生气勃勃的 A ruin, but I figured this place had some life in it.
我以前在这里玩乐过 I used to drink and fuck here.
不过那是另一个故事了 That's another story.
突然我理解了什么是自由 And suddenly, I understood what freedom was.
真正的自由 Real freedom.
只有那些遭受过痛苦 压抑 沉默 It was something that could only be experienced
被迫假装和深受折磨的人 by those who had suffered and been stifled,
才能体会到这种感觉 silenced, forced to pretend, ached.
嘿 迭戈·潘 Hey, Diego Phan,
我们想把这幅漂亮的裸体画卖给你 we'd like to sell you this gorgeous nude.
是吗 多少钱 Yeah? How much?
两份威士忌 Two whiskies.
我喜欢 I like it.
挂点唱机那边应该不错 It'll look good over the juke.
就穿山甲旁边 Next to the armadillo.
牛仔们肯定超爱的 The cowboys'll love it.
这姑娘是谁啊 真好看 Who's the girl? She's a real killer.
原来是个漂亮女人 Beautiful women.
女人只要不邪恶 Women stay beautiful forever,
就会永远保持美丽 unless they're evil.
太多蛇蝎美人了 So many evil beauties.
我不蛇蝎 I wasn't evil.
那就好 干杯 Well then. Cheers.
-敬迟来的自由 -敬迟来的自由 To late freedom. To late freedom.
它是年复一年的 It was the product of years and years
渴望和希望的 and years of longing,
产物 hoping,
当自由来临时 and when freedom came
它像潮汐一样向你袭来 it washed over you like a tidal wave,
突然之间 all at once,
上天决定 when the universe decided
你的时代来临了 it was your time.
也许这并非是世界末日 Maybe it wasn't the end of the world after all.
也许对琪琪来说 这世界才刚刚开始 Maybe, for Kiki, the world was just beginning.
你觉得如何 What you think?
说不好 I don't know.
不太像你的风格 It's out of character for you.
更有点像是 More like your.
少年心事 轻浮 juvenilia, frilly.
在你找到自己的风格之前 The kind of stuff you used to pound out
敲下的那些文字 before you found your voice.
一堆废话 What a load of shit.
这么说就不合适了母亲 It's not very kind, mother.
-给 喝了 -我戒酒了 Here. Take this. I'm on the wagon.
你的文字过于僵紧 Your writing is a little stiff.
喝点酒会让你放松些 It'll loosen you up, okay?
你需要找到的是温暖 The warmth, that's what you're looking for.
给 喝了吧 Now, take it. Jesus.
说来好笑 That's funny.
酒对我的影响 The drink- - how it helps.
现在你的批评 Now your criticisms,
尽管像黄蜂一样刺人 which sting like a wasp- -
但我却感觉不到了 I can barely feel them anymore.
我必须批评你 特鲁 I have to criticize you, Tru.
你代表我 You represent me.
一向如此 You always have.
别这样嘛 Come on.
要不是我总在一边提醒你 If it weren't for me reminding you,
你会努力变得更好吗 would you ever strive to do better?
不会 No.
我们准备写下一部分吧 Let's get to work on the next part.
这次可别写的 And let's try to make it
这么基了 a little less fruity.
对 Right. -
别这么基 Less fruity. Mm- hmm.
你还真是一点都没变 妮娜 You really never change, Nina.
我觉得 Well, I think the muse
我的灵感女神来了 has revealed herself.
你一定会喜欢我的下一部分的 妈妈 Oh, you're gonna like this next part, Mama.
艾娜夫人的后半生 Lady Ina's string had run out in the late
虚耗在名人 middle part of her life amongst the famous
还有富人之中 and the rich,
以及上层社会所剩下的一切 and whatever society was left at the apex.
她现在饥饿 She was now hungry,
苦涩 当然也很孤独 bitter, and she sure was lonely.
在卡耐基山的威尔士酒店里 It was young hustlers, navy boys
和她约会的都是 and gigolos in assignations
年轻的骗子 海军和舞男 at the Wales Hotel in Carnegie Hill,
但她想再次得到爱情 but she wanted love again.
如果不是爱情的话 至少是权力 就算不是权力 Or if not love, at least power. And if not power, well,
安全感也可以 security would do in a pinch.
不不不 不想见到你 No, no, no. Not you.
-拜托了 停下等会 -滚开 别烦我 Stop, please. Just stop. - Fuck off. Leave me alone.
我的腿比你的短 走不了你这么快 My legs are shorter than yours. I can't keep this up.
我看到你从惠特尼出来 - I saw you come out of the Whitney.
停下吧 行吗 Stop, please, would you?
惠特尼有什么 克莱斯·奥尔登堡的 What's on at the Whitney- is it the Claes Oldenburg
巨型冰雕吗 giant ice pack sculpture?
我和一个女友去咖啡厅里喝了点汤 I met a girlfriend for soup in the cafeteria.
现在谁会花时间在艺术上 Who has time for art now?
-你到底想干嘛 -想 - What is it you want? - To...
跟你聊聊 be able to talk again.
聊聊 你疯了吗 Talk? l Are you insane?
你把我变成库博思夫人之前 Why didn't you think of that before you turned me into...
怎么不跟我聊聊 ...Lady Coolbirth that person I am now?
被他这致命的毒蛇咬伤的毒液 And then the venom from his deadly snakebite
终于从她身上流了个干净 finally just drained out of her.
剩下的是挥之不去的 令人遗憾的愤怒 And what was left was a lingering, sorrowful anger
伴随着思念而来 comingled with a yearning.
还有蚀骨的疲惫 And a bone- deep exhaustion.
也许她只是累了 Maybe she was just tired.
也许她意识到他有多后悔了 Maybe she realized how much he regretted.
也许她突然感觉到 Maybe she suddenly felt
恨他需要耗费多少能量 how much energy it had taken to loathe him.
但是不管是什么原因 But for whatever the reasons,
她任由他跟着她回了家 she let him follow her home.
你没有像克里奥教我们那样打包 You're not packing like Cleo taught us all.
这些都应该仔细包好 These should all be delicately wrapped- -
谁有精力搞那些纸巾啊 Who has the fucking energy for tissue paper?
克里奥已经不在了 Cleo's gone.
而我去的地方 也不会有人看着我打开箱子 And where I'm going, nobody's watching me unpack.
你真的打算气我一辈子吗 Are you really gonna stay mad at me forever?
你知道我打算去哪吗 You know where I'm moving to?
去圣巴巴拉一个只有一间卧室的小屋 To a little one bedroom "cottage" in Santa Barbara,
一个叫希望牧场的地方 A place called Hope Ranch.
-哈 应该说是无望牧场 -哎呀 - Ha! Hopeless ranch. Oh, fuck.
-那里总爱起雾 -太好了 It's always foggy there. - Perfect.
做个沙滩上收集沙子 Another old broad on the beach
喝着便宜伏特加的老太太好了 collecting sand dollars drinking cheap vodka.
反正我身边也没别人 Nobody around because you
因为你把我变成了一个没人爱没人要的女人 made me unlovable. Unfuckable.
不 有人要你 亲爱的 No, you're so fuckable, dear.
都没人喜欢你的破烂故事 Nobody even liked your goddamn story,
你这么做毫无意义 so it's not like it could have been worth it.
都没能让自己摆脱财务困境 It didn't even get you out of financial trouble.
你一无所获 但你却让我成了个笑话 You gained nothing. But you made me a joke.
你让我的梦想和野心都变得丑陋不堪 You made my dreams and ambitions seem so ugly,
可我只有那些 when it was all I had.
我就是由野心组成的 你个王八蛋 I consisted of my ambitions, you fuck!
我带这些东西干什么 Why am I even taking these?
从日本买的呢 They're from Japan.
我先买的 然后贝蒂·巴考尔也买了 I got them, then Betty Bacall did
结果人人都说她的更好看 and everyone said hers were prettier.
你的故事就像个诅咒 把我的一切都夺走了 Your story cast its spell and took away everything I had!
扔吧 Throw it.
拿那个盘子砸我 Throw the dish at me.
砸我 砸克里奥 砸巴考尔 砸所有人 At me, at Cleo, at Bacall, and everyone,
但是看在上帝的份上 but for Christ's sake,
你必须把这怒气发泄出去 you've got to get rid of this anger!
扔吧 Throw it!
这可值不少钱呢 It's worth a fortune.
在我拿起一个价值不菲的瓷器 And, after I picked up and flung
并把它扔到墙上后 the first priceless piece of china against the wall,
就开了个好头 it was open season.
艾娜夫人狂性大发 Lady Ina went berserk.
扔够了 我想你了 Enough plates. I've missed you.
我也想你 And I you.
我知道你需要什么 And I know exactly what you need.
成为特别的自己 To be the special one for once.
我自己的黑白舞会吗 My own Black and White Ball?
-但你要穿红色的 -真的吗 But you'll wear red. - Really?
比尔·布拉斯等着为我们设计衣服呢 Bill Blass is waiting to design it for us.
第二届黑白舞会 The second Black and White Ball.
为了纪念伊娜·库伯斯女士 And it is to honor Lady Ina Coolbirth!
它在声势 It surpassed the prior ball
宣传 私密性 in terms of splash, publicity,
和场面方面 exclusivity and glamour.
都超过了之前的舞会 The guest list was even grander.
有更多的香槟流淌 The champagne flowed freer.
这一次吃的不是受潮的鸡杂 This time, no soggy chicken hash,
而是从巴黎一位俄罗斯商人那里买的白鲟鱼子酱 but beluga caviar from a Russian in Paris.
伊娜·库伯斯女士 And Lady Ina Coolbirth was
熠熠生辉 赢得胜利 a dazzling vision, a triumph.
传闻说她将被任命为 It was rumored that she was about to be named
白宫礼宾主管 chief of protocol at the White House
或者圣詹姆斯宫廷大使 or ambassador to the Court of St. James's
或者至少 or at very least
电影学院院长 head of the Academy of Motion Pictures.
说不定都是 Maybe all the above.
也是在那天晚上 And it was also the night
她遇到了最终的归宿 也是毕生挚爱 she met her final and most deeply felt love,
她一向否定的爱情故事 the love story she had always been denied.
-你觉得怎么样 -不错 - What do you think? - Yeah.
这位伊娜·库伯斯女士 This Lady Ina Coolbirth- -
她很坚强 she's a trouper.
你总是被我这种女强人吸引 You've always been drawn to strong women like me.
我不确定你有没有那么强大 I'm not sure you were all that strong.
我觉得那时我不怎么 I think it was a very dry teat
靠得住你 母亲 I was suckling at, Mother.
让我进去 Let me in!
让我进去 拜托 Let me in. Pleasel
让 Let.
嘿 弗雷德里克 弗雷迪 Hey, Fredrick, Freddie?
麻烦你去一趟楼下 Would you, uh, run down to the lobby
帮我买点香烟 and get me some smokes?
我快没有了 I'm almost out.
切斯特菲尔德 亲爱的 Chesterfields, hon.
别闹了 Stop fucking me.
天哪 你怎么回事 Jesus Christ, what is the matter with you?
什么 What?
他们会找我赔钱的 They're gonna bill me for this.
怎么我不能也像这样跳舞 Why can't I come dance, too? Like this.
表演我的绝技 And do my special thing.
别闹了 天哪 Oh, stop it, for God's sake.
你这个傻子 Jesus, you are a basket case.
别人那样看着你 你不觉得烦吗 Doesn't it ever bother you, the way people stare?
妈妈 我不喜欢那个男人 Mama, I don't like that man.
就我们俩一起吧 Let's just be me and you.
你不喜欢那个男人吗 Oh, you don't like that man, huh?
你喜欢戴小领结 是吧 You like your little bow tie, don't you? Huh?
你的格子衬衫 And your gingham shirt
女里女气的裤子 and your Fauntleroy trousers
还有那些吊带 and those suspenders?
你喜欢这些对吧 You like those, don't you?
-啊 -是 Huh? - Mm- hmm.
这些都要花钱 Well, they all cost money,
而你妈缺的就是钱 and money is what Mama doesn't have.
所以我得追求那种男人 That's why I have to woo and marry
嫁给他们 a man like that.
而你把这全都搞砸了 without you messing everything up.
一个儿子 A boy.
他们跑掉时 That's the last thing
说的最后一句话都是 they always say when they're running for the hills.
哦 我不知道你还有个儿子 Oh, I didn't know you had a boy. "
我想说 我哪有儿子 I want to tell them, I don't.
你加过这个小家伙蹦蹦跳跳的样子吗 Have you seen the little thing, the way he flounces?
哪里像个男孩子 It's not a boy at all. "
幸好 我给自己想了个好点子 Lucky me, I got myself a sideshow attraction.
我跟他说你是我侄子 I told him you were my nephew.
我在帮我那任性的姐姐做好事 I said I was doing a good turn for my wayward sister
她正在厢式列车上 who's on a boxcar train
从这里到旧金山去 somewhere between here and San Francisco.
我编得还挺像的吧 It was pretty good, wasn't it?
好了 你听我说 AlI right, now, listen to me.
乖乖在这里 You stay in here
安静地像小猫咪一样 and be just as quiet as a little mouse.
然后呢 And then,
妈妈给你 Mama's gonna give you
跳今晚最后一支舞 好吧 the very last dance of the night, okay?
闭好嘴巴待在这里 Shut up and just stay in here.
好吗 不准出声 AlI right? Don't make any more noise.
你好漂亮 Ooh, you look beautiful.
让我进去 Let me in!
我要说 I will say...
这一章比其他章节写得好 this chapter is superior to the other.
更强烈 Stronger.
给 再喝一杯 Here, have another drink.
你有感觉了 别打断了灵感 You're onto something. Don't lose the flow.
等等 Oh, oh. Wait.
给 And here.
孩子 Boy.
给 Here.
试试这个 Try a few of these.
它们会让你精力充沛的 Hm? They'll keep you going.
你看这些药片 Look at these pills, huh?
就像纯粹的舒缓剂 Like lozenges of pure relief.
时代在进步 What a century.
这些药片天哪 The meds, boy, oh boy.
可是你 But you-
就这么坐着写啊写 you just sit here and write.
加油 Come on.
让他们再次爱上你 Make them love you again.
还有 Oh, and here,
再吃几片安非他命 take a few more bennies.
继续写作 Keep you going.
P·B·琼斯走进餐厅 P. B. Jones walked into the restaurant
那里不像平时那样 and there wasn't the usual
充满焦虑 只有轻松的氛围 collective frisson of worry. Just ease.
-他发现了李 -你怎么这么讨厌加州了 - He spotted Lee. - Why are you so down on California, for chrissake?
你以前很喜欢这里的 You used to love it, and- -
-嗨 -老天 Hi. Oh, Jesus.
她最近的丈夫 是个出名的同性恋 Her latest husband: a famously gay
小电影制片 说话酸溜溜的 minor moviemaker with an acid tongue- -
甚至比她还酸 more acid even than hers- -
专攻芭蕾舞片 specializing in ballet flicks
和赛璐璐胶片电影 and flimsy celluloid smart- assery,
叫伯特·莫斯 没人觉得他是好人 Burt Moss. Nobody's idea of a good guy.
-不 我有东西送给你 -你能给我送什么 - No, I've got something for you. Oh, what could you possibly
好东西 你这个蜗牛鱼 have for me, you snail- darter?
你看 读一读 这是你的回忆录 Look. Read it. It's your memoir.
-什么 -我知道你遇到瓶颈了 Wh...- I know you're stuck.
这是你的口吻写的 It's got your voice.
我把这本书给你 就当是你自己写的 I am giving you this book, and it'll be as if you wrote it.
我知道你希望有文学性也要有可信度 - - I know you wanted literary credibility.
我觉得很容易 I've found it very easy
以你的口吻写作 因为我很了解你 to write in your voice because I know you so well.
她知道她没有这种天赋 She knew she had not been blessed with the talent
甚至没有这种意志力来完成这本书 or even the force of will to finish such a book,
但是不重要 因为他帮她写了 but that didn't matter because he was doing it for her,
就跟她自己写的一样真实无误 and it was as true and right as if she had done it herself
因为P·B知道所有不为人知的秘密 because P. B. knew where all the bodies were buried.
而她终于在某方面超过她那 And she would finally be better at something
童话样的姐姐了 than her fairy- tale sister.
写得太好了 It's utterly beautiful.
-是我 -不 是 It's me. - No, it's, uh
好吧 心理医生的电话是多少 Okay, fine. What's the shrink's number?
我还可以给你其他你想要的东西 "And I can give you something else you want, "
P.B轻轻地说 says P.B. Jones, quietly.
她看重P.B She looked at P.B.
我可以帮你摆脱那个错误 "I can help you get rid of that mistake. "
-什么错误 -他说 那个电影制片人 "What mistake? "The film director, "he says.
-哦 对 -我可以帮你 - Yes, yeah. - "I can help you
除掉那个自作聪明的家伙 kill the smarmy little fucker. "
你怎么知道的 How did you know?
-那是个错误 -嗯 That was a mistake. - Mm.
他喜欢合唱团男生 比弗利山庄的毕扬 He likes chorus boys and Bijan of Beverly Hills
杰瑞·罗宾斯和游艇 仅此而已 and Jerry Robbins and yachts, that's it.
我们可以摆脱掉他 Well, we can get rid of him.
早晨醒来 ♪Woke up this morning ♪
想要哭泣 ♪ Wanting to cry ♪
然后记起 ♪ Then I remembered ♪
对我知道原因 ♪Yes, I knew why...♪
现在他要帮他 Now he was going to help
委屈的朋友消除最近的悲伤 his aggrieved friend remove the latest grief,
在此期间 and in so doing,
重建他在她生活中的首要地位 reestablish his own primacy in her life.
再次成为朋友 A friend again.
一个可以煲电话粥 A friend to warm the phone lines
随心八卦的朋友 and have someone to gossip with again.
真正的朋友 A friend indeed.
在她的一生中 There had been too many small
充满各种大大小小小的屈辱 and large humiliations to bear in this life of hers.
该够了 Enough was enough.
现在她意外地 And now she had accidentally
故意嫁给一个毒舌的同性恋 on purpose married a viperous homosexual,
大家都知道 舞蹈演员变成了导演 and everyone knew, a dancer turned director,
好扎心啊 and how that stung.
不过P.B呢 But P. B. had,
在旅行期间学到了很多 包括 in his travels, learned a lot, including
如何用尼古丁毒害他人 how to poison someone using nicotine.
在克罗地亚斯普利特海港的 A Russian sailor had taught him
一家妓院里 一个俄罗斯水手 that parlor trick in a flophouse
教给了他这个小把戏 in the seaport of Split, in Croatia.
关键在于提取这种高浓度的 It was a matter of taking the liquid form of the substance,
液态物质 at a very high concentrate,
并找到合适的递送系统 and finding the right delivery system.
这真的有效吗 Will this really work?
给受害者喂点 And after feeding the victim
什么安眠药之后 some sort of sleeping pill,
在这种情况下 是精心研磨的 in this case, a nicely ground- up
西可巴比妥 又是个好名字 fistful of Seconal- - another good title- -
加入上好的单麦芽威士忌 in some very good single malt whiskey,
在耳后注入烟草的 injecting the concentrate of tobacco
浓缩物 behind the ear.
你打盹的时候我读了你最新的故事 I read your latest story while you were napping.
你读了写李的那些内容吗 Did you read the Lee stuff?
这本书不成功的原因只有一个 The book isn't working for one reason,
我来告诉你 and I'll tell you what that is.
你可能写的是社会的终结 You may be writing about the end of society,
濒临灭绝的阶层最后的喘息 the last gasp of a dying class,
他们的生活习惯和缺点 their habits and foibles.
但没有明显的 But there is no discernible
存在理由 raison d'etre
因为你没有联系 because you are not in touch
你的仇恨 with your hatred.
所有这些故事 All these stories
关于这些天鹅们 about the Swans- -
写的都是她们让你 it's all about them letting you
重新走入她们的内心 back into their hearts,
写你带了礼物 you bringing a gift
弥补你的过错 to make up for it.
那也写写我是怎么自杀的吧 So write about my suicide.
为什么这对来说你这么难 Why is that so hard for you?
我自杀时 你已经快30了 You were in your late twenties when I did it.
不是个宝宝了 You weren't a baby.
你觉得这样能减少痛苦吗 Do you think that made it hurt less?
你读过 Did you ever even read
警方报告吗 the police report, huh?
你离开我 Don't you walk out
-试试 -你喝多了 妮娜 - on me! You're drunk, Nina.
我当然出轨了啊 Of course I'm having affairs.
不然我怎么忍得了你 How else would I survive you?
你要是离开我 就得为此 You walk out on me and you will never
付出一辈子的代价 stop paying the bills for it,
你明白吗 do you understand?
不 No!
意外服用药物过量致死 Accidental overdose?
他们怎么知道 How did they know?
没有人在我身边 There was nobody there.
这才是你该讲述的故事 That's the story you should tell.
黑天鹅的故事 The story of the black swan.
我不想讲这个故事 I don't want to tell that story.
拜托了 Please.
我不是在请求你 I'm not asking.
我是在要求你 I'm demanding.
我是你的母亲 I'm your mother.
给我放尊重点 You show some goddamn respect.
她在做准备 She's getting ready.
我闻到味道了 I can smell it.
这场面我熟 I know this scene.
天呢 Oh, boy.
希望你做好心理准备了 I hope you're prepared.
拜托别说了 Please, don't.
拜托 Please.
你知道 你和我说过 在你所有的天鹅中 You know, you told me that of all your swans- -
我只是一名荣誉成员 of which I was only an honorary member- -
我最能让你想起你的母亲 that I was the one that reminded you most of your mother.
你的眼神和她一样 well, you had the same exhausted
充满了疲惫和恐惧 look of terror in your eyes.
你也一样 Which you have, too.
我发现了 I recognized it.
或许这就是你对我如此残忍的原因吧 Maybe that's why you were so cruel to me.
我这样写你 你会原谅我吗 Could you ever forgive me for what I wrote about you?
永远不会 Never.
有些事情是无法原谅的 There are some things that are beyond forgiveness.
其他人也不会原谅你的 And the others won't forgive you, either.
如果你出版了《被回应的祈祷》的完成稿 If you publish the finished Answered Prayers- -
即使你觉得自己是好意 even if you think you're being kind- -
也只会让事情变得更糟 it'll just make it worse.
那些友谊已随着巴斯克海岸一起逝去了 Those friendships died with Cote Basque- -
上流社会的黄金时代逝去了 the golden age of society.
而你 你是帮凶 Which you- - you helped kill.
或许这是你 Perhaps it was a...
在潜意识里 a subconscious
送给你母亲的最后礼物 final gift to your mother.
也是送给你自己的礼物 因为你从未觉得 And to yourself, for never feeling
真的融入了这个圈子 like you truly belonged.
那么 我现在可以怎么做呢 So, what can I do now?
我想你知道 I think you know.
可怜的妮娜 Poor Nina.
你难道不想和她告别吗 Don't you want to say goodbye?
我不擅长告别 I'm not good at goodbyes.
我做不到 I can't.
我的杰作 My masterpiece.
选这本书还是选你的灵魂 The book or your soul.
决定权在你 It's up to you.
点了它 Light it.
点吧 Go on.
舒服吗 笔记本 You comfortable? You got your notepads,
铅笔 橡皮 都在这里了 your pencils, erasers,
酒 烟 枪炮 alcohol, tobacco, firearms
还需要别的什么吗 You need anything else?
还需要一位缪斯 Uh, just a muse
在我耳边低语 to whisper in my ear.
你怎么回事 What did you do?
我去拿毛巾 I'm gonna get some towels.
你怎么来了 我的母亲 Why did you come? My mother.
特鲁曼 Oh, Truman.
特鲁曼 特鲁曼 Truman. Truman.
妈妈 Mama.
好冷 It's so cold.
我好冷 I'm so cold.
这还是加利福尼亚吗 How could this be California?
美丽的 Beautiful.
你说什么 What are you saying?
美丽的贝比 Beautiful. Babe.
美丽的 Beautiful.
不 No.
杰克 你还在听吗 Jack, are you still there?
在 我在 Yes, I'm still here.
那 那本书 在你那里吗 So, the book- is it there?
他说他打算在你那里写完那本书的 He said he was gonna finish it out there.
我最后一次见到他 The last time I saw him,
他说他对《被回应的祈祷》 he said he had a grand plan
-有个宏伟计划 -杰克 - for Answered Prayers. Oh, Jack.
-他那时状态很不好 -我知道 我知道 - He was in no shape. - I know, I know.
特鲁曼 宏伟计划 Truman- grand plans.
我只是觉得 这一次或许真的能出点东西 Just seemed like there might be something to it this time.
没有 No.
我在泳池旁 I picked up one of his notebooks
-捡了一本他的笔记本 -里面写了什么 - by the pool. What was in it?
胡言乱语 Gibberish.
一句话来来回回写了好多遍 Just one thing written over and over.
一个梦 一个梦 一个梦 "A dream, a dream, a dream.
一个像踢到脚趾一样真实的梦 "A dream that's as real as stubbing your toe. "
不知道是什么意思 Whatever that means.
我们要怎么做 杰克 Oh, what are we gonna do, Jack,
现在他不在了 没人再告诉我们该怎么做了 now that he's not here anymore to tell us what to do?
你想策划追悼会吗 Do you want to plan the memorial?
不 你来吧 No. You should do it.
他走之前和你是最亲密的 He was closest to you at the end.
他想被火化 He wanted to be cremated.
我来处理 I'll take care of it.
再见 Bye.
下一件拍品十分特殊 Up next, this very special item.
出自已故的乔安妮·卡森的遗产 From the estate of the late Joanne Carson,
她是约翰尼·卡森的第二任妻子 the second wife of Johnny Carson,
这件拍品不同寻常 this very unusual item.
卡森太太是伟大作家 Mrs. Carson was a great and loyal friend
特鲁曼·卡波特的忠诚密友 of the great writer Truman Capote,
他于1984年逝世于卡森太太位于贝莱尔的家中 who died at her home in Bel Air in 1984.
今天我们要拍卖的就是他的骨灰 And today, we're selling his ashes.
这是一件具有历史意义的拍品 朋友们 And this is an historic lot, friends.
因为这是现代社会第一次 This is the first time in the modern era
拍卖会上出现了名人骨灰 that a celebrity's ashes have been at auction.
竞价即刻开始 And we're gonna start the bidding right now
起拍价仅为2000美元 at just $2, 000.
后面那位出价2000 2000 2, 000 right there in the back of the room, 2, 000.
下一价位2500 这位出价2500 2, 500 will be the next bid, I have 25 right here.
目前价位3000 电话出价3000 3, 000 is the bid right now, 3, 000 on the phone.
目前价位3500 3, 500 is the bid right now.
朋友们 别忘了 电话的另一端 Friends, remember you are bidding against
世界各地的竞拍者都在和你们竞争 an entire world on the phone right now.
有人出3500吗 3, 500 is the bid I'm looking for now.
目前价位3500 35 is the bid.
朋友们 想一想 卡森太太曾说过一句著名的话 Friends, think about this, Mrs. Carson famously said
这些骨灰 拥有这些骨灰 她感到了莫大的慰藉 that these ashes- - having them- - gave her great comfort.
实际上 她把骨灰放在床旁边 In fact, she kept them beside her bed.
有人出4000吗 目前价位4000 4, 000 is the bid I'm looking for now, 4, 000 right now.
下一价位4500 4, 500'll be the bid.
这位出价4500 谢谢 45 is the bid right there. Thank you.
目前价位5000 5, 000 is the bid.
110号出价5000 达比 I have 5, 000 right there number 110. Darby?
香港一位竞拍者出价6000美元 $6, 000 from a bidder from Hong Kong.
目前价位6000 有人出6500吗 6, 000 is the bid, looking for 6, 500
穿绿衣服的女士 谢谢 The lady in green, thank you.
目前价位7000 有人出7000吗 7, 000 is the bid, looking for seven.
有人出了7000 有人出8000吗 Now I have 7, 000, looking for eight.
-柏林竞拍者出价7500 -柏林竞拍者出价7500 7, 500 from Berlin. - 7, 500 from Berlin.
这位出了8000 有人出9000吗 And now we have eight. Now looking for nine.
9000 绿衣服的女士 她又出手了 9, 000, the lady in green. She's back.
目前价位9000 有人出9500美元吗 9, 000 is the bid right now. Looking for$9, 500.
朋友们 想一想 如果特鲁曼此刻就在这里 Friends, think about this: if Truman were here right now,
他肯定会很开心的 这个场面多刺激啊 he'd be loving this. I mean, this is a scene,
他最喜欢兴风作浪了 10000美元怎么说 and he loved to cause a scene. How about$10, 000?
-这位橙色衣服的女士出价10000 -我还能继续吗 - 10, 000 to the lady in orange right there. Can I keep going?
可以 没事的 你负担得起 Yes, it's fine, you can afford it.
要停时就和我说 Tell me when to stop.
绿衣服女士出价11500 11, 500 from the lady in green right there.
后面那位出价12000 谢谢 12, 000 right behind her. Thank you.
为卡波特先生的骨灰出价12500 12, 500 for Mr. Capote's ashes.
目前价位12500 绿衣服女士出价13000 12, 500 is the bid right now. 13, 000 from the lady in green.
13500 14000 后面那位出价14500 13, five. 14, 000. 14, 500 in the back, there.
这边这位出价15000 15500 15, 000 right there. 15 and a half.
有人出16000吗 16, 000 is the bid I'm looking for now.
卡波特先生的骨灰 45000美元第一次 Mr. Capote's ashes going once, for $45, 000.
第二次 第三次 Going twice. Going three times
由纽约一位神秘卖家出价 确认 to a mystery buyer in New York. Confirmed.
45000美元 And, at$45, 000...
成交 Sold!
45000美元 For $45, 000.
不知道是谁买了 I wonder who bought them.
大概是寡头大鳄买来装点图书馆的吧 Some oligarch for his library, maybe?
幸好我们及时解脱了 - I'mjust glad we got out when we did. Oh.
你们看这些人 穿着人字拖 Look at all these flip- flops people are wearing.
来参加正式的拍卖会 天呢 God, to a formal auction.
如今的世界如此粗俗 The world is so graceless now.
我从未想到 上流社会竟烟消云散 I never thought society would simply evaporate.
怎么回事 What happened?
一切都会结束 Everything ends.
去吃午餐吧 Shall we go have lunch?
马球酒廊 The Polo Lounge.
这是唯一还有点纽约样子的餐厅了 It's the only place left that's a little like New York.
没有哪里还有纽约的样子了 Mm, nothing's a little like New York anymore.
连纽约也变得不像样了 Not even New York.
天呢 真肮脏 Jesus, what a dump.
走吧 好吗 Let's get out of here, hmm?
非常好 Amen to that.
走吧 亲爱的 Come on, dear.