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翻译： k.yy Fecit VV 小聪明 雪莱
校对： 小聪明 压制： Toby
我和玛莎说过把这些破玩意扔了 I told Martha to throw these goddamn things away. 校对： 小聪明 压制： Toby
哈皮·洛克菲勒 Happy Rockefeller. 校对： 小聪明 压制： Toby
哈皮·洛克菲勒 Happy Rockefeller.
就不能是秘书室的女孩吗 It couldn't just be a girl from the secretarial pool.
你总是给你那该死的自我树丰碑 With you, it always has to be a monument to your fucking ego.
这要怪我吗 Oh, so it's my fault?
这事又不是我告诉他的 I'm not the one who told him everything.
我当然要告诉他 Of course I told him!
他来陪我了 你在哪里 He was there for me. Where were you?
你有一丁点打算和我聊聊吗 Have you ever wanted to have a conversation with me?
没有 No!
你极度缺乏判断力 而且... Your bloated lack of discretion and--
我们到底怎么对他了 What the fuck did we do to him?
是不是要铺上红地毯 Other than roll out the red carpet
好让他趾高气昂地走进我们的世界 so he could prance on twinkle toes into our world.
他可是客人 He was a fucking guest!
美国女演员 作家 卡罗尔·马修 Carol Matthau,
葛洛莉娅·范德比尔特 来自范德比尔特家族 演员 设计师 葛洛莉娅·范德比尔特 还有李... Gloria Vanderbilt, and Lee...
他根本不写她们 he leaves them practically alone.
这就是憎恨 It's hatred.
十足的憎恨 Pure hatred.
我感觉我要疯了 I feel like I'm going insane.
他的遭遇比你们都惨 He comes off far worse than any of you do.
我不舒服 I need something.
我要吃药 放在哪里了... I need a pill. Where...?
玛莎 可以给佩利夫人倒杯茶吗 Martha, would you make Mrs. Paley a cup of tea, please?
好的 先生 您有电话 Yes, you have a phone call, sir.
谢谢 我去给你拿片安定 Thank you. I'll bring you a Valium.
我才不要你帮忙 I don't want your fucking help.
你个小可怜虫 You miserable little fuck.
以后再也别往这打电话了 Don't call here again. Ever.
位于南美洲 气候寒冷干燥 你可以去巴塔哥尼亚高原 You might as well move to Patagonia.
变成孤家寡人 That is how isolated you will be,
缺氧窒息 starved of oxygen.
我会看着你 And I will watch.
看着你孤独死去 I will watch as you die alone.
去那等死吧 So go and die.
宿敌 第二季 卡波特与天鹅之战
第五集 "天鹅隐秘的内心世界"
我是杜鲁门 It's Truman.
你知道该怎么做 You know what to do,
嘟声后请留言 嘟 so do it after the beep. Here it comes, the beep.
吉米·鲍德温 美国作家 卡波特先生 我是吉米·鲍德温 Mr. Capote, it's Jimmy Baldwin.
如果你正藏身于难看的镀金家具中 If you are there, hiding behind some hideous piece
请你接电话 of Ormolu furniture, please pick up.
我开始数 I'm counting.
一 One.
二 Two...
你好 鲍德温先生 Hello, Mr. Baldwin.
邮件先生和我说你很沮丧 Mr. Mailer tells me you're despondent.
是真的吗 Is this true? N'es pas?
是的 抱歉 Oui, j'suis desollé.
我不知所措 I mean, stunned,
深受震惊 shocked.
无以言表 I'm speechless.
这是我人生的至暗时刻 This is the worst time in my life.
我想... I think...
昨晚我试图自杀 I may have tried to kill myself last night.
让我把录音设备关掉 Let me turn this thing off, it's taping us.
现在不需要 I don't need that.
共进午餐的女士们 So the ladies who lunch
要割一点肉走 是吗 are taking their pounds of flesh, are they?
不是一点肉 Oh, no. Not pounds.
是全部的肉 All of it.
简直要活剥我 Flaying me alive.
她们集中力量要确保 A concentrated effort to effectively ensure
我被社交圈孤立 I am a social pariah.
你现在在干什么 What are you doing right now?
我就站在窗子前 Well, I was standing at the window,
说实话 我打算翻出去 thinking about throwing myself
跳进纽约东河 into the East River, frankly.
然后你打来了电话 Then you called.
我们吃个午饭吧 Let's meet for lunch.
去犯罪现场 今天一点整 我约个位置 The scene of the crime, today, 1:00 sharp, I'll reserve.
我不想去那里 I don't want to go there.
全是敌人 It's full of enemies.
他们可能都不让我进 They might not even let me in.
怎么可能进不去 What a story that would be.
带着这个黑人同伴他们就不能拒绝了 对吧 They can't refuse entry with this Black man, can they?
他们都在瞪我们 They're all glowering.
如果有人过来找茬怎么办 What if somebody comes over and starts a ghastly scene?
我会狠狠打他们一顿 Well, I'll just beat the living shit out of them.
另外... Besides...
你曾经在这出过糗 是吗 you've had ghastly scenes here before, haven't you?
那个女杀手是不是朝你喷了夏布利酒 Didn't that murderess spritz you with Chablis once?
准确地说 是桑塞尔酒 Sancerre, actually.
卡波特先生 Mr. Capote,
今天我要告诉你些惨淡的真相 I am going to tell you some hard truths today.
你要好好听 好好学 You're going to spend the day listening and learning from me.
宝贝 这就开讲了 Class begins henceforth, baby.
我学东西不快 吉米 I'm not a very quick study, Jimmy.
那我们点些牡蛎 Then let's order some oysters.
仿巴斯克是什么东西 Oh, what is this faux Basque shit?
亲爱的 我去过巴斯克海岸 I've been to the Basque coast, darling, 巴斯克海岸 位于西班牙北部 与法国相邻
这根本不是巴斯克 this is not Basque.
这是纽约大陆的花架子 This is New York continental frou-frou.
你为什么对我这么好 Why are you being nice to me?
我们是朋友 但称不上知己 We're friends, I mean, but we're not close friends.
鲍德温先生 听说你有特殊要求 Mr. Baldwin, I'm told you have a special request.
是的 我吃过最美味的食物 Oh, yes, the best thing... the best thing I ever ate
比亚里茨 法国西南部城市 是在比亚里茨郊外 was at a place outside of Biarritz.
叫做鳕鱼脸料理 你知道吗 Something called kokotxas. Do you know it?
鳕鱼脸料理 Ko-ko-txas?
把鳕鱼颊肉放在绿莎莎酱里 With cod cheeks in a salsa verde.
在鱼汤里加入橄榄油 Olive oil with fish stock,
大蒜 均匀切丁的欧芹 garlic, finely-chopped parsley,
然后加上完美硬皮面包 and it comes on this perfect crusty bread.
这里能做出来吗 Could you do something like that?
我们要想点招 We need to do something
振奋这个失意的灵魂 to bolster this man's flagging spirits.
当然 先生 Of course, sir.
我注意到大部分的少数者群体 I have noticed that most minorities,
黑人 谢天谢地 亚洲人 女人 犹太人 Blacks, thank God, Asians, women, Jewish folk,
他们都有自己的同伴 以备需要时依靠 they all have a community to turn to in their time of need.
但是同性恋没有 The homosexual, not so much.
目前没有 Not yet.
即爱德华·戈里和田纳西·威廉斯 你 我 戈里 田纳西 You, me, Gore, Tenn,
我们是仅有的美国男性同性恋文人 we are the only gay American men of letters pretty much.
我没把弗兰克·奥哈拉和金斯伯格算进去 I'm not counting Frank O'Hara and Ginsburg
因为他们只是诗人 because they are just poets.
我猜戈里还没找你吧 Gore hasn't reached out to you, I'm guessing.
戈里 开玩笑呢 Gore? Are you kidding?
看我倒霉 他忙着幸灾乐祸 He's dancing in joy at my misfortune,
手里挥舞着巫毒娃娃 voodoo doll in hand.
那是因为他嫉妒你 It's because he's jealous of you.
我不嫉妒你 I'm not jealous of you.
杜鲁门 今天 我会做你的同伴 Today, Truman, I am going to be your community.
因为你真的需要 Because you need one.
你的言辞和思想 You are important to this country.
对这个国家很重要 Your words and ideas.
你也是 As... as are yours.
是的 不过今天不聊我 Well, we know that. We're not talking about me today.
你的故事被视为 Your story is being dismissed as a...
小篇幅的淫秽影射小说 as a small salacious roman a clef.
事实不仅如此 And it is much more than that.
是吗 It is?
是的 I mean, it is.
我想知道你保留了什么 I want to know what you left out.
天鹅们还藏着哪些见不得人的事 All the awful things you could've said about the swans.
你为什么想知道这个 Why do you want to know that?
今天结束时我会告诉你 I'll tell you at the end of the day.
我们先从贝比开始 Let's start with Babe.
我知道她是你的最爱 I know she's your favorite.
我们可以在卧室谈吗 Can we please just talk about this in the bedroom?
有什么好谈的 What is there to talk about?
大家都听到了 Everyone overheard.
你在柏林购买马克斯·贝克曼和 Of course, you happened to slip in
马克斯·恩斯特画作的时候 that in between buying a Max Beckmann painting
你说漏嘴了 and a Max Ernst painting in Berlin,
说刚刚和别人了上床 听我说 that you just fucked somebody. Listen to me!
真正惹恼她们的是 It's the sex stuff that I revealed
我在先行发表的杂志章节中揭露性丑闻 in my Sneak Peek magazine article that's made them mad.
无关对砰砰女士冷血乃至给她们取的戏谑化名 It's not the Bang Bang cruelty or even their funny names,
是比尔偷情的残酷真相 it's the rough truth of it, it's Bill's affairs.
我不知道他更在乎什么 I don't know what matters more to him,
是打炮还是被我抓包 the fuck or me knowing about it.
1974年英国摇滚乐队Ace发表歌曲《多久了/How Long?》, 表达主唱对贝斯手偷帮其他乐队的不满, 大众多用来描述劈腿 ♪这持续多久了♪ How long has this been going on?
你以为跟帮佣调情是无伤大雅吗 You think it's harmless, flirting with the help?
噢 亲爱的 那算不上调情 Oh, it was hardly flirting, dear.
反正 我尴尬死了 Well, I was mortified.
她的腿跟树桩一样粗 She has legs like a tree trunk.
你怎么不割一段下来数数年轮呢 Why don't you cut one off and count the rings?
假如我写本书 名字该叫《我所知的窃贼们》 If I wrote a book, it would be called Thieves I've Known.
1944年斯利姆首任丈夫导演霍华德·霍克斯以妻子做模本 打造了电影《逃亡》的女主角 由斯利姆介绍的白考尔饰演 结果一炮而红成为时尚偶像 就拿贝蒂·白考尔开头 她剽窃我的造型 Starting with Betty Bacall, who stole my look.
斯利姆把男装标配的灰色法兰绒做成日常长短裤穿 形成潮流 我挑的面料 是我挑的灰色法兰绒 The fabric I found, gray flannel that I found?
还有任何我睡过一晚的男人 And any man I ever spent a night with,
她都要睡一遍 she had to do the same thing,
直到其中一个告诉我 until finally I heard from one of these guys that
他分不清自己上的究竟是她还是我 he couldn't tell the difference who he was fucking, her or me.
被偷去一切的我又剩下什么呢 And what's left of me after everything's been stolen?
人们称我"令人敬畏的卓越" "Formidable excellence" is how I'm described.
隔着衣服模拟做爱 那是干蹭厮磨的代号 That's code for a dry hump.
我试图针对的是男人 I was trying to go after the men.
并不是女人 Not the women.
吉米 我隐而不写的真相是 The truth, Jimmy, the thing that I could have written
她们人人红杏出墙 but didn't is that they all fuck everybody
却能逃脱惩罚 and get away with it.
富人偷情自有套规则 The affairs of the rich are different,
可这帮女人抨击其他人外遇 but these women pillory anyone else who does so,
仿佛自身稳站道德高地 as if they were above it all.
哥伦比亚广播公司的西岸总部位于洛杉矶 当比尔去洛杉矶安排电视节目时 Babe had many affairs in their apartment
贝比在自家公寓里 when Bill would go to L.A.
多次出轨 for his programming trips.
我甚至帮她挑行头 I even helped her pick out the outfits.
有一回 她想打扮成 One time, she wanted to dress up
爱马仕海盗来取悦情人 as a Hermes pirate for a lover.
但那些男人总是格格不入 The men were always unsuitable.
李... Lee...
李嫁给第二任丈夫波兰王子斯塔斯·拉齐维尔时 为了再婚被天主教承认合规 耗时三年获取梵蒂冈教廷法院的首段婚姻无效判决 李假装过美国初代朝圣者 Lee plays the part of America's original pilgrim,
她其实是名荡妇 but she's a true slattern,
饥渴难耐 如狼似虎 voracious and predatory.
最出格的要数斯利姆 But the worst is Slim.
在她婚姻的最后几年 In the final years of her marriage,
斯利姆的第三任丈夫英国银行家肯尼斯·亚历山大·基斯男爵 她把肯尼斯贬谪到客房住 she'd relegated Kenneth to the guest room
不知廉耻地轮番宠幸一连串情人 and brazenly paraded in a series of lovers.
就连CZ 这位人形贞操带 And even C.Z., who is a human chastity belt,
她往日也是交际花 she had her time as a party girl.
墨西哥国宝级画家 难道她就忘了给迭戈·里维拉做裸体模特了吗 Does she not remember posing nude for Diego Rivera?
她的情人大多是她种的小蔬果们 Mostly, her lovers are the tiny vegetables she tends to.
因为蔬菜不会说话或回嘴 Because vegetables can't talk, or talk back.
我是说 偷情有双标 I mean, there's a double standard.
当男人被抓到 哥们 那是赔得要死 When the men get caught, oh, brother, hell to pay.
可男人能从女人的不检点中 But what do the men ever get
获得什么呢 什么都没有 for the women's indiscretions? Nothing.
从多方面来说 女人远远魔高一丈 And in many ways the women are far, far worse.
- 亲爱的... - 她们让男人付出代价 - Darling... - They make the men pay
是因为对天鹅们的最大威胁是年轻女子 because the ultimate threat to the swans are younger women.
天呐 她们恨透了这群人 And, God, do they hate them.
我有点犯呕心 恕我失陪了 Please excuse me while I throw up.
贝比 Babe?
希望你能听到这段录音 希望比尔... I hope you get this message, I hope Bill...
不会删掉 doesn't erase it.
我在海岸餐厅 I'm at Cote.
没有你... And without you...
...这里黯然失色 ...it's nothing.
连酒食都索然无味 Nothing even tastes good.
我从未想要伤害你 I never meant to hurt you.
你为什么不写出来呢 Why did you leave all that out?
告诉你个有趣的知识 You know, fascinating fact,
其实天鹅对彼此充满攻击性 swans are actually terribly aggressive with one another.
一个族群憎恨另一族群 One race of swan hates the other.
我在共进午餐前 I read a bit about them
读了相关文献 好哥们 before our lunch, dear man.
例如小天鹅 The Beswick swan, for example,
对大天鹅有着狂热病态的敌意 hates the Whooper with a kind of rabid passion.
而哑天鹅会不择手段地 A Mute swan will do anything
把喇叭天鹅开膛破肚霸占巢穴 to eviscerate a Trumpeter swan and take its home,
哪怕喇叭天鹅是原住民 even if the Trumpeter lived there first.
天鹅 哼 A swan? Mm.
一有机会便痛下杀手 It will kill if it can.
没错 Yes.
正如她们企图封杀我一样 As they are trying to kill me.
我的天鹅们 是的 My swans, yes.
我觉得她们有可能成功 And I think they might actually succeed.
不 去她们的 不 No, fuck them. No.
噢 谢谢 Oh, thank you.
我的天鹅们永远不会这样做 My swans would never do this.
与一名黑人男子共进午餐 Have lunch alone with a Black man.
我知道 太阳底下无新事 I am aware. This is not news.
兴许她们永不会觉得有这必要 Maybe they just never thought they had to.
这帮人天生就没有足够好奇心 But they are constitutionally by nature
去跨越想象中的层层壁垒 not curious enough to cross the imaginary barriers.
敞开直说吧 尽管说 Come out and say it. You can say it.
呃 在天鹅... Well, there is a...
畅游的水面下 subtle racism below the surface
存在微妙的种族歧视 of the water they swim in.
说得对 这是下一章主题吗 Exactly. Your next chapter?
反正 种族歧视 Well, it's never overt,
或者阶级主义的 the racism,
行为从不明显 or the classism.
虽然微妙 目的却是... It's subtle, but it's...
为了传达一个信息 meant to convey one thing:
我是有特权的富裕白人女性 I am a privileged, wealthy white woman
所以我高你一等 and I am better than you.
社交等级制度充分体现了这点 And the pecking order speaks volumes.
黑人负责伺候 Blacks for labor,
男同性恋负责娱乐 gays for entertainment,
女人负责供男人观赏 women for the men to look at,
我们全员为他们服务 and all of us there to serve them.
那坐在她和比尔旁边的人呢 And the people next to her and Bill?
白人 有钱 有权 White. Money. Power.
就算是杰克也不常被邀请 Even Jack usually wasn't invited,
太过显眼的同性恋氛围 too overtly homosexual,
我俩同席可能会惹其他宾客不悦 us together might upset the other guests.
噢 那些派对刺痛了我 真的 Oh, it stung me, those parties. It really did.
尼加拉瓜裔女演员, 滚石乐队主唱米克·贾格尔前妻 好吧 聊聊碧安卡·贾格尔 Okay, let's talk Bianca Jagger.
要么不聊算了 Or rather let's not.
我说咱们要同一阵线 I say we all get on the same page.
噢 晚宴派对邀请她没问题 Oh, she's fine for a dinner party,
你可不想让她在你沙发上撒娇 but you don't want her on purring your sofa.
中美裔的碧安卡拥有橄榄色肌肤, 后来致力漂白皮肤, 现今肤色与白人无异 这是否跟碧安卡 Does this have anything to do with Bianca's skin
肤色不够雪白有关呢 not being alabaster white?
她们必然会辩解 Of course they would argue no,
不想邀碧安卡是因为她太呱噪 they don't include Bianca because she's too loud,
又或者用类似借口 我却认为是有关肤色 or some such other reason, but I think it does.
她们是不想让圈子染色 They don't want to corrupt the pool.
现实上 比尔·佩利因犹太血统被部分纽约上流圈子排斥 所以佩利夫妇另建独立的社交圈子 仅限白人 仅限白种人新教徒 Whites only. WASPs only.
她们甚至觉察不到自己在歧视 They're not even aware they're doing it,
在她们的世界里及个人认知中 it's just that this kind of bigotry
种族偏见早已根深蒂固 is so intrinsic to their world and who they are
哪怕是近在眼前也浑然不知 that they can't see it even when it's right in front of them.
我跟你说 一名白人 Let me tell you something, it's impossible for a white person
或者美国白人 or an American white person,
是根本不可能没有种族歧视倾向 to not be, in some fundamental sense, a racist.
嗯 Mm.
我是怕自己蒙在鼓里 Well, I worry about what I'm not seeing.
我跟她们相处这么久 I spend so much time with them,
又怎可能清白 how can I not be guilty as well?
你肯定也有歧视 Well, you are of course,
可关键是你如何面对 but the question is how you address it.
我一直好奇为何社会上某个特定人群 I've always wondered at the great effort it seems to take
要费尽心力去忽视 a certain segment of society to work so hard
正在发生的事情 to ignore what was happening.
他们的善行呢 从不为我们服务 Their good work? Never meant for us.
只为他们的圈子服务 It's all for their world.
不惠及旁人 No one else's.
大都会艺术博物馆 纽约植物园 The Met, the Botanical Gardens,
纽约公共图书馆 the New York Public Library,
弗里克收藏馆 the Frick.
都是保护他们的纪念碑 It's for preservation of their monuments.
让我们找个地方 Then let's go somewhere
点亮这一天吧 亲爱的 to brighten up the day a bit, my dear.
告诉我吧 So, tell me something.
你陷入爱河了吗 还是在和人约会 Are you in love? Or dating anyone?
我吗 我的爱情生活充满了 Me? My love life has been a series of...
咏叹 摸索 arias, fumbles,
半途而废的句子 短暂的恋情 half-finished sentences and a quick amour,
在黑夜中躲藏 and fleeing into the night.
住在巴黎会有所帮助的 Living in Paris helps.
放逐让性爱更有感觉了 Exile makes sex more felt.
我记得 Mm. I remember that.
当你在马赛和一个水手上床 You sleep with a sailor in Marseilles
你会真正了解法国男人是怎样的 and you really get to know what a Frenchman is like,
他身上的味道 他梦想的事情 what he smells of, what he dreams of.
也许我只能... Maybe I could just...
不 别走 留下来 No, don't go. Stay.
留在这里 Stay here.
否则就是在向你的敌人投降 It will feel like surrender to your adversaries.
他们希望你走 They want you gone.
我们为什么没有约会过 Why did we never date?
我们曾经同时生活在意大利 We were in Italy at the same time.
我们一直围绕着彼此... We've circled each other...
那样的话我们已经杀死对方了 We would've murdered each other.
两支花 没有园丁 那真是... Two flowers, no gardener, that's...
我们是来讨论天鹅们的 We are here to talk about the swans.
我带你来这里有一个原因 I brought you here for a reason.
瓦西里·康定斯基 法国人 出生于俄罗斯 1866-1944 两棵杨树风景画 1912年 布面油画 现由威廉·S·佩利收藏 我带你来这里有一个原因 I brought you here for a reason.
在威廉·S·佩利的收藏中 From the collection of William S. Paley. 瓦西里·康定斯基 法国人 出生于俄罗斯 1866-1944 两棵杨树风景画 1912年 布面油画 现由威廉·S·佩利收藏
请告诉我原因 为什么她们如此在意这些艺术 Now, you tell me why. Why do they care so much about art? 瓦西里·康定斯基 法国人 出生于俄罗斯 1866-1944 两棵杨树风景画 1912年 布面油画 现由威廉·S·佩利收藏
请告诉我原因 为什么她们如此在意这些艺术 Now, you tell me why. Why do they care so much about art?
她们喜欢把自己的名字放在这些东西上 Well, they love to put their names on things,
却不知道如何爱这些东西 but they don't know how to love them, these things.
她们不断地收集 收集 再收集 They collect and collect and collect,
贪得无厌的天鹅 the appetites are insatiable,
却永远也不满足 but the swans are never full.
她们就像饥饿的人 不停地买食物 They're like a starving person who keeps buying food
却只是把它们藏在食品柜里 only to tuck it away in their pantry
然后这些人说 "我的货架上已经堆满了食物 and then the person says, "Why am I so hungry?
为什么我还是这么饿" My shelves are positively overflowing with food."
天鹅们做的事情都很肤浅 Everything the swans do is skin-deep.
因此她们不是真正有趣的人 It's why they're not truly interesting people.
她们的处境很有趣 Their situations are interesting,
当然 她们的生活也很迷人 sure, their lives are fascinating,
但她们自己是乏味的 but they, themselves, are truly dull.
他们不知道世界上正在发生着什么 They don't know what's going on in the world.
他们也不阅读任何书籍报刊 They don't read anything
除了《妇女家庭杂志》和《麦考尔杂志》 except the Ladies' Home Journal or McCall's.
这很有趣 因为李真的想要当一名艺术家 It's funny because Lee really wanted to be an artist.
她尝试做室内设计 She tried her hand at interior design.
她的格调高雅 She has a great high style.
她喜欢向别人发号施令 She loved designing her own homes,
来设计她自己的屋子 ordering people about.
她从来没想过接受订单 It never occurred to her that designing for other people
来为他人设计 would involve taking orders.
我不明白 李 I don't know, Lee.
这不是我们讨论的 It's just not what we discussed.
那么... Well...
你想要我怎么做 what would you like me to do?
你想让我再回到制衣区 Would you like me to go back to the Garment District
让他们裁剪一套新窗帘并且缝边吗 and ask them to cut and hem a whole new set of drapes?
这不是我们商量好的 It's not what we discussed.
你知道那是什么吗 You know what it is?
没有一丝谦逊 There's not one ounce of humility
怜悯或同情 or empathy or compassion.
她们完全不在乎那些 They don't care about any of that.
她们只是装作在乎 They only care that they appear to care about it.
给我讲讲 大自然中的天鹅 Tell me, in nature the one thing
最擅长的一件事就是养育孩子 swans are good at is parenting.
让我告诉你 Let me tell you this.
我有一次对CZ说 I said one time to C.Z.,
"家庭教师见你孩子的次数比你更多 "Doesn't it bother you that the governess
你不觉得难过吗" sees your children more than you do?"
她面不改色地说 And she replied without batting an eyelash,
"我当然见我的孩子 "Of course I see my children,
我还跟他们一起去猎狐狸呢" I go fox hunting with them."
我的天鹅们都是可怕的母亲 All my swans are horrible mothers,
她们都是 all of them.
贝比是一个内向的女人 Babe is an interior woman.
敏感而深沉 但她内心深处也非常自私 Sensitive and deep, but also deeply self-absorbed.
被秩序和完美的需求左右 Ruled by a need for order and perfection
到了凡人无法企及的程度 that no mortal can ever attain.
我说菊花 I said chrysanthemums,
不是康乃馨 not carnations.
菊花 Chrysanthemums.
阿曼达 亲爱的 让所有人都回家 好吗 Amanda, sweetie, send everyone home now, okay?
我不太舒服 I don't feel well.
我需要安静 I need some quiet.
谢谢 亲爱的 Thank you, darling.
这个女人对自己的世界全神贯注 The woman is so preoccupied with her own world,
她甚至不知道 she's not even aware of the way
她是如何蹂躏她孩子们的生活的 she's ravaged her children's lives.
把那个小丑赶出我家 And get that buffoon out of my house.
哦 天呐 Oh, my God.
但我总能感受到她的痛苦 But I always felt her pain.
我感觉她知道自己不是当母亲的料 Felt she knew she wasn't cut out for motherhood.
去爱凌乱而鲜活的东西 这付出太沉重 It was too overwhelming loving messy, living things.
你知道 有时候 You know, sometimes
我很嫉妒那些做这种艺术的人 I'm jealous of people making art like this.
你可以躲在抽象概念里 You get to hide in that abstraction.
我更喜欢形象化 I much prefer figuration.
你知道该死的艺术家对这个主题的看法 You know how the goddamn artist feels about the subject.
理查德·阿维顿 美国著名时尚摄影大师 就像现在出来的很棒的理查德·阿维顿 Like those wonderful Dick Avedons he has out right now.
他把温莎公爵夫人弄得像具尸体 He makes the Duchess of Windsor like a cadaver.
他甚至把自己的父亲变成了石像鬼 He even makes his own father a gargoyle.
也许这个不对称的圆圈 Maybe this lopsided circle
也充满了愤怒 is filled with rage, too.
也许这是他母亲喝醉时的笑容 Maybe that's his mother's smile when she's drunk.
艺术 这栋楼里的大部分作品 Art, most of the work in this building,
都是关于愤怒 真相和复仇的 is about anger, truth and revenge for something.
艺术就是复仇 不是吗 Art is revenge, isn't it?
所以你是说... And so you're saying...?
别再向他们道歉了 Stop apologizing to them.
无论是谁 无视她们 To any of them. Defy them.
无视那些肮脏的家禽吧 Defy the foul fowls,
喇叭天鹅 小天鹅 the Trumpeter swans, the Tundra swans,
黑颈天鹅 the Black-necked swans.
杜鲁门 你知道吗 Truman, do you understand?
人们认为我想伤害她们 People think I wanted to hurt them.
那就承认你做了 And admit you did.
承认并继续前进 因为你... Admit it and keep going because you...
是这城中最坚强的小基佬 宝贝 You are the toughest little faggot in this town, baby.
但我不喜欢我最近看到的 But I don't like what I'm seeing lately.
我不喜欢看到你在电视上 I don't like it when I see you on television
卖弄炫耀 胡言乱语 showboating and incoherent.
你可以更好 You're better than that.
我喝酒了 吉米 因为... I drink, Jimmy, because...
我一生都在被伤害着... I've been wounded my...
一次又一次 entire life, over and over.
我很痛苦 I'm in pain.
我知道 I know you are.
杜鲁门 我也是 Truman, so am I.
她 和他 还有这里所有人都是 So is she and him and them over there,
但我们最终都不会被电视台封杀 but none of us end up in a blackout on television,
那你为什么会这样呢 so why are you?
因为我很害怕 Because I'm afraid.
怕什么 Of what?
一切 Everything.
放弃 Abandonment.
或者接受 Or acceptance.
在他们的世界里 In their world.
和她们在一起 还是离开她们 Life with them, life without them.
都是无法忍受的 Both are unbearable.
但是 杜鲁门 她们抛弃了你 But, Truman, they have abandoned you.
最糟糕的已经发生了 而你还在这里 The worst has happened and here you are.
剩下的就看你了 The rest is up to you.
我真的需要来杯提神酒 I really could use a nice pick-me-up.
微醺一番 A little goddamn drinky.
好吧 Come on.
好吧 我的确知道一个意想不到的地方 Okay, I do know a very unlikely place
那里的酒保是个巫师 where the bartender is a shaman
提供缀有马拉斯奇诺樱桃的黑麦威士忌 with a maraschino cherry and rye.
- 嗯 - 但是 杜鲁门 - Mmm. - But, Truman...
只能喝两杯 Two drinks only.
好吧 谁不喜欢马拉斯奇诺樱桃呢 Well, and who doesn't love a maraschino?
一个可爱的下午从巴斯克海岸逛到了基佬酒吧 From Cote to cocksucker bar in one lovely afternoon.
我爱死纽约了 How I love New York!
今天真是让我高兴 This day is cheering me up.
只能喝两杯 杜鲁门 Two drinks only, Truman.
认真的 喝酒的量你可得控制好了 Really. Got to get ahold of this booze thing, man.
这是你主要的问题 It's your main problem.
会把你一路拽进地狱 Drags you all the way down to hell.
天呐 你说得对 Oh, God, you're right,
如果我们是情侣的话 应该会杀死对方吧 we would've killed each other if we'd been lovers.
两杯酒 Two drinks.
然后我们就离开 杜鲁门 Then we're leaving, Truman.
吉米 这我必须得说 Jimmy, I have to say this.
因为你是个绅士 你从来不提这事 Because you're a gentleman, you haven't brought it up.
我 很惭愧 我一直不厚道 I-I am ashamed, I have been unkind.
是对谁呢 About whom?
对你 You.
不全是吧 时不时会有一些 Not really. A few picayune criticisms
对我作品的微不足道的评价 但大部分是真的 of my work here and there, mostly true.
我批评过你 杜鲁门 但我的意图只是 I've criticized you, Truman, but only with the intent to...
教育你 希望你进步 educate and uplift.
是的 你的话很刺耳 因为我太欣赏你了 Yes, and your words sting because I admire you so.
只有你相信的时候 批评才会刺痛你 A criticism only hurts if you believe it.
我的天鹅永远不会做你现在做的事情 My swans would never do this, what you're doing.
在危机中 或是在遭到背叛时 In a crisis, in a time of treachery.
不 不 不会 No, no, no.
因为她们互相竞争 内心深处是不忠诚的 Because they compete and they are deeply disloyal.
她们或许会假装讨厌我写安的文章 They may pretend to hate what I wrote about Ann,
但她们也厌恶她 还对她很野蛮 but they loathed her and they treated her savagely.
女士们好啊 Hello, ladies.
你们正好能回答我的问题 You are exactly who can answer this question.
奥托·普雷明格 美国演员 制作人 导演 我本来应该和奥托·普雷明格共进午餐 I'm supposed to be meeting Otto Preminger for lunch.
他现在已经迟到二十分钟了 He's now 20 minutes late.
我想说 等多久之后你们就不等了 I mean, at what point do you just give up
然后自己点餐呢 and order for yourself?
介意我坐这里吗 Mind if I sit down?
我真想让你坐 Oh, I wish you could,
但刚刚有人加入我们了 but we're being joined in just a second.
我不会坐在那里等着 What I would do is not sit and wait
因为显然你不能独自用餐 because clearly you can't dine alone.
我会回家 I would go home.
是的 这种情况下 你应该留个便条 Yes. What you do in that situation is you send a note.
你独自坐在家里 You write it while you are sitting at home
一边喝着汤吃着三明治 一边写便条 with your soup and sandwich, by yourself.
对 你就应该这么做 Yes, that's exactly what you should do.
所以 我应该送个便条 So, I send a note,
便条上写着让他去死 in which I tell him to go fuck himself,
然后热一碗悲伤的汤 and then I heat up some sad soup
就着半个金枪鱼三明治吗 and eat a half a tuna sandwich?
换句话说 In other words,
就是滚出这里吗 get the fuck out of here?
我从来不会这么说话 但 Well, I would never have put it like that, but...
我忘了 你不害怕当刺头的 对吧 I forget that you're not afraid to be vivid, are you?
天鹅 她们鄙视变老 The swans, they despise growing older.
一旦青春年华开始消逝 Once the bloom of youth began to fade,
她们每个人要么接受了残酷的 every one of them either underwent a brutal regime
胎羊细胞注射 of fetal sheep cell injections
要么就是动了刀子 or went under the knife.
你自己呢 What about yourself?
你也屈服于相同的压力和虚荣了 不是吗 You've succumbed to the same pressures and vanities, no?
这可是个非常黑暗的想法 Well, it comes from a very dark place.
比尔·布拉斯 美国时尚设计师 也是男同性恋 你最近见过比尔·布拉斯吗 Have you seen Bill Blass lately?
民间传说喝了不老泉就能永远年轻 他看着像刚从不老泉回来 He looks like he's just come back from the fountain of youth.
一个人做了什么事 One person gets something done,
其他人就要跟着做 everyone else has to follow suit.
你真的是靠着智慧 Are you really relying on your wit
在圈子里混的吗 杜鲁门 to keep you in the game, Truman?
上周末我看你上了卡维特秀 I saw you on Cavett last weekend,
上帝知道我多希望有人能告诉我 and Lord knows I'd want somebody to tell me.
说得礼貌点 你看着像饱经风霜 You're looking awfully weathered, to put it politely.
而且 还胖 And... And fat.
我说这些是因为我爱死你了 I'm saying this because I love you to death
你最近还经常上电视 and you're so often on television these days.
比之前更引人注目了 More visible than ever.
我觉得你或许想做点什么 亲爱的 I think you might want to do something, my dear.
有人加大赌注 你如果不跟着加 Someone raises the stakes, you ante up
就可能会被赶下牌桌 or you risk being thrown from the table.
她们不吃东西 谁也不吃 And they don't eat. None of them eat.
她们维持生命靠的是空气 水 They live on air, water,
还有一点点生肉 tiny portions of very rare meats.
没有食欲的生活是了无生趣的 A life without appetites is a life without joy.
- 不行 - 卡斯 - No. - Cas...
别这样 Oh, come on.
不行 该送你回家了 No, it's time to get you home.
我们的两杯酒已经喝完了 Our two drinks are over.
你打算告诉我今天是怎么回事吗 Are you going to tell me what this day was all about?
时机合适就说 All in good time.
♪Eres Tú - Mocedades♪
现在 我们的睡前酒就是葡萄柚果汁了对吧 Now, it's just grapefruit juice for our little nightcap, right?
因为最后一杯在酒吧里喝了 杜鲁门 Because last call was at the bar, Truman.
对 对 Yes, yes.
葡萄柚本身的味道 Shocking how little flavor grapefruit
真是淡的吓人啊 不是吗 has all by itself, isn't it?
再多给我讲讲天鹅的真相 Tell me more swan facts.
我在图书馆看得很开心 I had so much fun at the library.
你一定知道 有五分之一的 Y-You must know that a full one-fifth
雄性天鹅是同性恋吧 of male swans are homosexual?
这合乎情理 Mm. Well, it makes sense.
天鹅是很标致的 Swans are so comme il faut.
对 他们会配对 甚至会一起养小天鹅 Yes, and they couple, even raise cygnets together,
还远比异性恋天鹅更成功 and are far more successful than the straights.
男同天鹅的后代中有八成活下来了 80% of the children of gay swans live,
而异性恋天鹅的后代存活率只有三成 as opposed to something like 30% of the heterosexual ones.
一只天鹅女士或许会加入他们 我不骗你 A lady swan might join them, I kid you not,
组成三人行 然后离开 for a mlénage, and then go off,
之后两位绅士抚养孩子 and the two gents raise the babies.
为什么它们的后代能长得这么好 Why do they thrive so well, their kids?
你看 男同天鹅更强大 The gay swans are stronger, you see.
他们更有能力供养 They are more able to provide.
你能想象所有成功的 Can you imagine all the successful,
纽约男同艺术家和作家都是天鹅吗 gay New York artists and writers as swans?
即田纳西·威廉斯 弗兰克·奥哈拉 艾伦·金斯伯格 爱德华·阿尔比 这四位皆为作家 田纳西 弗兰克·奥哈拉 金斯伯格 阿尔比 Tenn, Frank O'Hara, Ginsburg, Albee,
爱德华·戈里 安迪·沃霍尔 这两位均为画家 甚至戈里 安迪 等等 even Gore, Andy, and so on.
或许是你下次舞会的主题 Perhaps your next ball?
我要去热一下蟹肉饼了 I'm going to heat up those crab cakes.
你要再来点果汁吗 Do you need more juice?
不用了 I'm fine.
只许喝果汁 杜 Just juice, Tru.
杜鲁门 Truman.
兄弟 Hey, man.
是的 没问题 Yes. Okay.
我需要伏特加 我就是需要 I need vodka. I just do.
我知道 我理解 I know, I understand.
真的 I do.
我理解 I understand.
坐下 听我说 Sit down and listen to me.
音乐剧中的"十一点钟歌曲"是一个激动人心的高光时刻的唱段 能够让观众在演出结束的那一刻非常满足 同时让剧情走向收尾 现在演到我们最精彩的唱段了 卡波特先生 It is time for our 11:00 number, Mr. Capote,
就是我给你这一天时间的原因 the reason I gave you this day,
在我滚回法国之前 one of my few days in New York
从我在纽约的几天行程中抽出一天的原因 before I fuck off back to France.
闭上眼 就几秒钟 Close your eyes, just for a second,
直到你看到 until you see a glimmer
你无比巨大的价值和天赋在闪着微光 of your great gargantuan, enormous worth and gifts
而你却在病中忽视了这些 which you have criminally lost sight of in your sickness.
生病还让你散发着恶臭 In your disease, which you reek of.
是的 你把它们丢了十年了 Yes, you threw away the ten years
自从你出版了《冷血》之后 since you published In Cold Blood,
你丢弃了你无与伦比的描绘地狱的能力 you jettisoned your unparalleled ability to paint hell.
我不能怪你 I cannot blame you.
写出《冷血》足以磨平任何人 In Cold Blood would have flattened anyone.
我不知道你向魔鬼出卖了什么 能写得这么好 I don't know what you sold to the devil to write it,
但我告诉你一个秘密 but let me tell you a secret.
不管魔鬼夺走了什么 你都可以偷回来 You can steal whatever the devil took right back.
你诞生的那一刻 卡波特先生 The moment you are born, Mr. Capote,
我们死亡的倒计时就开始了 the process of our dying begins.
滴答 滴答 Ticktock, ticktock.
随着时间的流逝 死亡正在加速 And as the years go on, the dying accelerates
直到呼出最后一口气 之后就是一片寂静 until the final breath, and then silence.
这正是宇宙的秩序 That is the order of the universe.
杜鲁门 人这一生 This life, Truman,
充斥着凶险和黑暗 is vicious and dark,
而你和我 我们是天使 and you and me, we are angels
被派来这里用火点亮它 照亮它 sent here to light it on fire, and illuminate.
我们中有些人是真正的天鹅 Some of us, some of us real swans,
不是那些廉价商店里你叫做天鹅的假瓷器饰品 not those fake dime store porcelain trinkets that you call swans,
我们中有些人 就像你和我 some of us, like you and me,
我们得到了火炬 we are given a torch,
而我们的职责就是让它一直明亮 and your job was to keep it alight,
那就是忍受痛苦 书写世界 it was to endure it and write the world.
该死的 卡波特先生 Goddamn it, Mr. Capote,
你的工作连一半都没完成呢 your work isn't even half done,
你还有很长的路要走 you have miles to go.
你的火炬还亮着 Your fucking torch is still lit.
光芒十分微弱 但它还是亮着的 Faint motherfucking glow, but it is still lit.
属于这些可悲生物的午餐 旅行 蛋奶酥 The lunches and the trips and the souffllés
游艇 令人作呕的疯狂特权 and the yachts, and the nausea of demented privilege
都结束了 with these pathetic creatures are over.
他们的世界 已经被你永远占据 Their world, you captured it forever
每个人都知道你写了什么 and everybody knows what you wrote,
一本诠释恶心的字典 it's a dictionary of disgust,
一本美国式恶心的百科全书 a thesaurus of American nausea,
而我向你发誓 总有一天它会被看到的 and I promise you: one day it will be seen.
但你必须完成你开始的大业 宝贝 But you got to finish what you began, baby.
这是你的职责 That is your obligation,
就如同我的职责就是用尽一切力量 just as mine is to do everything I can do
去改变我的世界 to change my world.
你也要做到如此 You got to do that, too.
你的职责是什么 What is your obligation?
这还没有结束吗 It's not over?
- 这还没有太迟吗 - 太迟 - It's not too late? - Too late?
宝贝 你摆好了桌子 现在享用大餐吧 Baby, you set the table, now have the meal.
巴斯克海岸只不过是你的故事里 Cote Basque is to be a chapter in your story
描写统治阶级如何消亡的一章 of how the ruling class dies.
所以坚持下去直到你把他们全部杀死 杜鲁门 So, keep going until you've killed all of them, Truman.
杜鲁门 你没有明白吗 Truman, don't you get it?
你的书 Your book,
罗曼诺夫王朝的末代皇帝尼古拉二世与皇室家族一起被布尔什维克枪决 就是枪决了罗曼诺夫王室的行刑队 it is your firing squad that killed the Romanoffs,
玛丽·安托瓦内特 法国国王路易十六的妻子 在法国大革命时被处死 是你的断头台砍掉了玛丽王后的脑袋 it's your guillotine that beheaded Marie Antoinette.
这是属于你的奴隶起义 This is your slave revolt,
斯特拉文斯基的《春之祭》 其节奏 和声 旋律另辟蹊径 被认为是现代主义音乐的先锋宣言 这是你的《春之祭》 开启了一个新世界 it's your Rite of Spring ushering in a new world,
奥本海默被誉为"原子弹之父" 你的奥本海默炸弹 your Oppenheimer bomb,
湿婆为印度教三大主神之一 代表破坏与再生 你的湿婆说 "我是世界的毁灭者" your Shiva "I am destroyer of worlds."
现在去睡吧 Now go to bed.
你的生命之河就是有更多的弯道 You have more bends in your river.
等宿醉过了再起来 Wake up without your hangover.
冲澡 刮面 然后穿上件最舒服的毛衣 Shower, shave, and put on the most comfortable sweater.
让人去最近的熟食店 Have someone go out and get you
给你买一些上好的熏肉 some great bad bacon, egg and cheese thing
鸡蛋和奶酪 from the nearest deli.
然后你就回去工作 And you get back to work.
灯光暗下来了 The light is dimming.
但你仍在这里 But you're still here.
你的光芒依旧闪耀 Your light is still shining.
我吵醒你了吗 Did I wake you?
我正要回巴黎 I'm headed back to Paris,
我刚刚决定搭乘夜间航班 I just decided to take the night flight.
你现在离开吗 You're leaving now?
詹姆斯 谢谢你 James, thank you.
我准备好要睡觉了 我觉得好多了 I'm getting ready to sleep. I'm okay, I think.
谢谢你 Thank you.
对了 杜鲁门 还有最后一点关于天鹅的知识 And, Truman, there's one final bit of swan lore
我忘记告诉你了 I forgot to tell you.
噢 好吧 Oh, okay.
你看 在英格兰 女王拥有所有的天鹅 You see, in England, the queen owns all the swans,
所有在野生水域里没有被标记的哑天鹅都是 all the unmarked Mute swans in wild waters there
从十二世纪起就一直如此 and it's been that way since the 12th century.
富人和皇室 他们享用了太多天鹅 The rich and the royal, they feasted on so many of them,
导致它们都消失了 they were disappearing.
它们的皮和羽毛成为了桌上的装饰 Served as centerpieces in their skin and feathers,
圣诞节时候喙上还衔着燃烧的熏香 with a lump of blazing incense in the beak at Christmas.
一块燃烧的熏香吗 "A lump of blazing incense"?
如果女王想要的话 她仍旧是唯一一个 If she wanted to now, the queen is still the only person
能够合法的在英格兰吃掉一只天鹅的人 who could legally eat a swan in England.
好极了 That's wonderful.
我想你会喜欢的 I thought you'd appreciate it.
我要赶航班了 杜鲁门 我得走了 It's time for my flight, Truman, I've got to go.
但你要多保重 你听到了 But you take care now, you hear?
记住我说的 Remember what I said.
谢谢 Thank you.
我都吃了些什么吗 What have I been eating?
一个偶尔吃的鸡蛋三明治还有一些菠菜 An occasional egg sandwich and some spinach.
我不知道 这些天我一直 I don't know, I've been in a trance
处于一个恍惚的状态 杰克 我告诉你 for three days, Jack, I tell you.
那些话 那些痛苦和愤怒 The words, t-the pain and the rage,
都从我身体里涌出 is just pouring out of me.
关于那些天鹅 关于她们到底是谁 About the swans, about who they are,
她们在羽毛之下的真实面目 who they really are behind the plumage.
这是我最棒的作品 It's my best writing.
杰克 我快要完成这本书了 Jack, I've almost finished the book.
他们觉得《1965的巴斯克海岸》不好是吗 They think "La Cote Basque 1965" was bad?
等着瞧这个吧 Just wait for this.
我今天早上给乔安妮·卡森读了几段 I was reading some passages this morning to Joanne Carson,
然后她打给了约翰尼 他想要我一整周每晚 and she called Johnny, and he wants me to give
都展示一小段给他 an entire week performing morsels every night.
我说我乐意之至 And I said I'd do it.
这是我的回归 This is my return.
杰克 我之后再打给你 Jack, I have to call you back.
等下聊 Talk soon.
玛蒂 一切都好吗 Matty? Is everything okay in there?
是的 没事 抱歉 Yeah. All good. Sorry.
呃 只是有东西掉了 Uh, just the... thing fell.
饭快好了吗 我快饿死了 Well, are we almost ready? I'm famished.
是的 我希望它是好吃的 Yes. I hope it's good.
呃 我之前从没做过这样的东西 Uh, I've never made anything like this before.
但是我尽力了 Uh, but I did my best.
亲爱的 我相信这是绝顶美味 Honey, I'm sure it's divine.
你一直是我在绿地酒馆这几年里最喜欢的 You've been my favorite waiter
最喜欢的侍者 at Tavern on the Green for years,
你想要成为一名厨师 对吧 and you have aspirations of being a chef, no?
是的 我要去烹饪学校 Yes, I-I'm going to culinary school.
那这就是人生中的一次机会 Well, then this is an opportunity of a lifetime.
红葡萄酒还是白葡萄酒 Red or white?
不用 谢谢 我现在不喝酒 Oh, no, thank you, dear. I'm not drinking.
我写完书之前都不喝了 Not until I finish the book.
♪Dido and Aeneas, Z.626 - Henry Purcell♪
再和我说一遍你是怎么做的 Tell me again how you did it.
我想要永远记住 I want to remember this forever.
呃 好的 Uh, okay.
我去了中央公园 I went to Central Park,
就像你说的 夜深人静的时候 just like you said, in the dead of night.
额 Um...
它们都睡在一起 And they were all sleeping there together,
但后来我看这边还有一个挺大的 but then I saw this big one kind of off to the side.
然后我蹑手蹑脚的靠近 And I-I snuck up real slow,
然后抓住了它的脖子 and grabbed it by the neck.
它一直挣扎 所以我 拧断了它的脖子 It-it kept moving even after I, uh... snapped it.
它有攻击你吗 Did it attack you?
额 我用了生姜 Uh, I used ginger
因为食谱里的另外一种香料 because the other spice in the recipe,
"高良高姜" 已经不存在了我想 "Galangala," doesn't exist anymore I think.
你是说高良姜吗 Do you mean galangal?
你做的很好 You did well.
非常好 Very well.
我要为你那战斗留下的创伤多给你一百块 I'm going to throw in an extra hundred bucks for those war wounds.
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