那时候我还很小 I remember being really small,
小到看不见桌子的另一端 too small to see over the edge of a table.
桌子上有个雪花水晶球 There was a snow globe,
我还记得里面有一只企鹅 and I remember the penguin who lived inside the globe.
一个人孤零零的住在水晶球里 我很为他担忧 He was all alone in there, and I worried for him.
不用担心，孩子，他在里面过得很好 Don't worry, kiddo. He has a nice life.
他生活在一个完美的世界里 He's trapped in a perfect world.
片名：可爱的骨头
看，苏茜，好看吗？ Look at that, Susie Q.
恩 - Yeah. - Yeah.
12年后
我记得生日那天，我收到了一部照相机 I remember being given a camera for my birthday.
我喜欢用相机在时光流逝前 捕捉每一个瞬间的感觉 I loved the way a photo could capture a moment before it was gone.
所以我长大以后 That's what I wanted to be when I grew up,
想成为一个野生动物摄影师 a wildlife photographer.
抱歉，妈！ Sorry, Mom!
我想象着等我长大以后 I imagined that when I was older,
追逐着野生大象和犀牛拍摄 I'd be tracking wild elephants and rhinos,
但现在我只能追着格蕾丝·塔尔金拍摄 but for now, I'd have to make do with Grace Tarking.
记忆这东西真是奇怪 It's strange, the memories you keep.
我记得和爸爸一起 去康诺尔斯农场的垃圾填埋场 I remember going with Dad to the sinkhole out at the Connors' farm.
惊讶于地球竟然可以容纳这么多的垃圾 There was something about the way the earth could swallow things whole,
我还记得住在那里的那个女孩儿 露丝·康诺尔斯 and I remember the girl who lived there, Ruth Connors.
学校里的人都说她很怪异 The kids at our school said she was weird,
但现在我明白了 因为她可以看见别人看不见的东西 but now I know she saw things others didn't.
数到三，我们就踢它下去，准备好了吗？ We're gonna kick it over on three, okay? Are you ready?
- 好，一、二、三！ - 一、二、三！ - All right. One, two, three! - One, two, three!
我还记得我们家发生的最悲惨的一件事 And I remember the worst thing that ever happened to us as a family.
救命啊！来人啊！ Help! Somebody help!
- 妈？ - 救命！ - Mom? - Help!
- 你在哪儿啊，妈？ - 巴克利，求你了，站起来啊！ - Where are you? Mom? - Buckley, please, get up!
- 天啊！爸？ - 快来人啊！救命啊！ - Oh, God. Dad? - Somebody help! Please!
那天我弟弟差一点就死了 The day my little brother stopped breathing.
巴克利！ Buckley!
巴克利！他怎么了？ Buckley! What happened?
他吞了一截树枝！ He swallowed a twig!
小心！ Watch out!
你疯了？ Are you crazy?
对不起！ Sorry!
巴克利？ Buckley?
你还好吗？没事了 哦，我的孩子，我的宝贝 Are you okay? You're okay. Oh, my baby. My baby.
我也记得父母眼中放出的光 那是劫后余生，如释重负 And I remember the light in my parents' eyes, the relief.
这都是我的错 我绝对不会让这样的事再次发生了 It was my fault. It will not happen again.
我们不是那些不幸的人 We weren't those people,
不幸并没有降临我们家 those unlucky people to whom bad things happen for no reason.
你知道吗，佛说，救人一命… You know, the Buddhists say if you save someone else's life...
林恩外婆说 我将拥有漫长而又快乐的人生 Grandma Lynn predicted I would live a long and happy life
因为我救了我弟弟 because I had saved my brother.
就像往常一样，外婆的预言又一次错了 As usual, Grandma Lynn was wrong.
我姓萨蒙，萨蒙意为大马哈鱼 My name is Salmon, like the fish.
名叫苏茜 First name, Susie.
那年我才14岁，我被人谋杀的那一天 I was 14 years old when I was murdered
是1973年12月6日 on December 6, 1973.
接下来，有请克丽丝托 身穿漂亮的小迷你裙！ And up next, we have Crystal in a little, bitty, skinny mini!
在我死后，牛奶盒子上 以及每日新闻的专题报道 This was before missing kids started appearing on milk cartons
开始刊登失踪孩子的故事 or were feature stories on the daily news.
原先大家都不相信 这样的事居然真的会发生 It was back when people believed things like that didn't happen.
好了，女士们，无论体型如何 That's right, ladies. No matter what the size,
这都能完美包裹你们的少女曲线 it will hug your girly-girl curves in all the right places.
- 既然有了，为什么不秀一下呢？ - 慢点！ - lf you got it, why not flaunt it? - Slow down, buddy!
- 我说得对吗？ - 巴克利！ - Am I right? - Buckley!
爸，快看，快看！ Dad, look, look, look!
在这儿呢！哇哦 There it is! Wow.
他是谁？他是不是也喜欢你？ Who is he? Does he like you as much as you like him?
外婆，他可是高年级的学长啊！ Grandma, he's a senior!
他甚至都不认识我 He doesn't know I exist.
他挺可爱的 He's cute.
外婆，拜托，别看了 Grandma, can we please just drop it?
你安全了，他去了对面的音像店 You're safe now. He's gone into the record store.
我并不安全 I wasn't safe.
有一个邻居一直在偷窥我 A man in my neighborhood was watching me.
如果我不是这么心神不宁 If I hadn't been so distracted,
我应该会发现有些事情不对劲儿 I would have realized something was wrong,
因为那些事让我感到恶心 'cause that sort of thing gives me the skeevies.
但是我太忙了 But I was too busy
忙着想雷恩·辛格的睫毛有多长 thinking about the length of Ray Singh's eyelashes.
每当在图书馆时我会默默地数着每一根 I had counted each one in library time
而他读着《爱洛绮斯和阿贝拉》 （出自英国启蒙运动时期 古典主义诗人亚历山大·蒲柏笔下） while he was reading Abelard and Heloise,
那是一个史上最悲剧的爱情故事 the most seriously tragic love story ever.
你和他接吻了没？ So, have you kissed him yet?
没有？你喜欢他，他喜欢你 还犹豫什么呢 Why not? You like him, he likes you. What's the hold-up?
我只是怕会出丑 I'm just afraid I won't be any good at it.
我的初吻 My first kiss
是和一个大我很多的成年人 was with a grown man.
- 你不会出卖我的，是吧？ - 当然不会！ - You're not gonna tell on me, are you? - Of course not!
- 感觉怎么样？ - 接吻？ - What was it like? - The kiss?
哦，好极了，太美妙了 Oh, it was wonderful. Beautiful. Glorious.
很久以后，我才发现，这样的吻 It took me a long time before I realized that a kiss like that,
一生只有一次 it only happens once.
苏茜… Suze...
去吧，孩子 Just have fun, kid.
凶手并不是奥德维尔先生 It wasn't Mr. O'Dwyer, by the way.
尽管他看起来确实挺可疑的 Although, he does look kind of suspicious.
但奥德维尔先生不会伤害任何人 But Mr. O'Dwyer never hurt anyone.
奥德维尔先生也有一个女儿 在我死后一年半，他女儿也死了 Mr. O'Dwyer's own daughter died a year and a half after I did.
她患有白血病 She had leukemia,
但在我的天堂，我们从未相遇 but I never saw her in my heaven.
- 嘿，看这里！ - 我们马上就去你那儿，孩子 - Hey, look at me! - We'll be right there, honey.
- 等我们一会儿好吗？ - 妈！ - One second, okay? - Mom!
哎 Hi, honey.
凶手是我们的邻居 My murderer was a man from our neighborhood.
- 谢谢！ - 小心点，孩子 - Thank you so much. - Careful, honey.
在他和我爸妈谈论艺术花的时候 我曾拍过一张他的照片 I took his photo once as he talked to my parents about his border flowers.
- 快点，妈！ - 有空来我们家坐坐 - Hey, Mom! - You really should have a cup of coffee
喝杯咖啡 with us sometime.
我本打算拍花坛的，但他突然出现了 I was aiming for the bushes when he got in the way.
谢谢你的花 Thanks for the flower.
不知道他从哪儿冒出来的，毁了镜头 He stepped out of nowhere and ruined the shot.
还毁了很多其他的东西 He ruined a lot of things.
你都拍了些啥？ What have you been photographing, honey?
- 全部 - 全部？ - Everything. - Everything?
看这里！ Hey, look at me!
妈！ Mom!
笑一个！ Smile!
妈！ Mom!
看这里！ Over here!
看这里！ Hey, look at me!
妈！ Hey, Mom!
看这边！看这边！ Hey, over here! Look!
好了，开始吧 Okay, here we go.
克拉丽莎喜欢你 Clarissa has got a crush on you.
克拉丽莎是谁？ Which one's Clarissa?
就是那个涂宝蓝色眼影的金发女孩 You know, blond hair, megablue eye shadow.
她爸爸是开洋牛排的老板 Her dad owns Surf 'n' Turf.
个子高高的那个？ The tall one?
她才不高嘞，她穿的高跟鞋 She's not tall. She wears platforms.
她不知道你是个会计 She doesn't know you're an accountant.
你是在损我啊 I take it that's a negative.
也不知道你是个模型狂热爱好者 Or that you're a closet scale modeler.
妈妈嫁给你之前知道吗？ Did Mom know before she married you?
关于你的沉迷？ About your obsession?
苏茜，有爱好是好事，你可以从中学到很多 Susie, hobbies are healthy. They teach you things.
比如说？ Like what?
比如说，做事要有始有终 Like if you start something, you finish it.
在没完成之前决不放弃 You don't stop until you get it right.
如果出了错那就从头再来 And if you don't get it right, you start over again
坚持不懈，直到完成 and you keep on going as long as you have to.
就是这样，你也应该记着，要有始有终 That's the way it is. That's what you do. It's perfectly normal.
你爷爷教我做的模型，现在轮到我教你了 You know, Grampy taught me to do this, and now I'm teaching you.
我们这是在创作，我们自己独一无二的创作 We're creating something here, for us, something special.
我知道 I know.
你是我的第一个搭档，苏茜 You're my first mate, Susie Q.
以后这些模型都是属于你的 One day, all of this will be yours.
杰克！苏茜！吃饭了！ Jack! Susie! Dinner!
等一下！ Wait, wait, wait!
准备好了吗？ Ready?
- 准备好了 - 好，抓牢了 - Yeah. - Now, hold her steady.
好了，船友，开船！ Okay, shipmate, take it away!
多美的一瞬间 Now that is a thing of beauty.
走吧 Come on.
我的天啊！你看看你的房间 I don't believe this! Would you look at the state of this room?
晚上你得给我打扫干净了 You're gonna clean this mess up tonight.
知道了，知道了，妈 我想把这些胶卷全部冲洗出来 Yeah, I will. Hey, Mom, we need to get these developed.
苏茜，你把胶卷全部用光了？ Susie, you used up all the film?
你知不知道这要花多少钱？ Do you have any idea what this is going to cost?
不行，不可能，想都别想 No. No, absolutely not. Out of the question.
好啊，那我的事业就这样毁了 Thanks a lot. That's my career down the toilet.
- 胡说八道，你的事业，什么事业？ - 亲爱的，怎么了，什么东西毁了？ - Do not be so melodramatic. - Honey, what? What's down the toilet?
她把生日时给她的胶卷全部用光了 She's used up all the film we gave her for her birthday.
- 全部？ - 全部，一个不剩 - All of it? - All of it. Every single one.
- 苏茜！ - 在这个家里，有点创造力简直就是犯罪 - Susie! - It's a crime to be creative in this family.
好吧，好吧，这样吧 我们一个月冲一卷行不？ All right, all right. Well, say we pay for one roll a month?
一个月一卷？ One roll a month?
等我的照片冲出来，我都已经人到中年了 You realize by the time I see my photos, I'm gonna be middle-aged.
我们有24卷胶卷要冲，对吧？ Look, we got her 24 rolls of film, right?
一卷是2.99美元，24卷就是71.76美元 At $2.99 apiece to develop, that's $71.76.
- 我觉得一个月冲一卷对她挺公平的 - 哦，亲爱的 - I don't think we're being unfair. - Oh, honey.
你说对不对？ Are we?
是的，我就喜欢你这一点 That's why I love you.
拜托 Please.
你们可不可以不要在吃早饭的时候亲嘴？ Could you just not do that at breakfast?
好吧，随你怎么说 Yes, okay, whatever you say.
行了，好好吃你的饭 Eat your food. Come on.
这种破车才不会叫嘞，你个白痴 这就是一塑料玩具 It doesn't have a siren, you moron. It's a cement mixer.
不许叫你弟弟白痴 Please don't call your brother a moron.
哦，停停停，玩具不吃饭的 Buddy. No, no, buddy. Cement stays in the bowl. Please.
他才不是玩具嘞，他是我的伙伴！ It's not cement. It's my oaties!
- 好了 - 上学去了 - Okay. - School. Let's go.
- 再见，爸！ - 再见，苏茜！ - Bye, Dad! - Bye, Susie!
苏茜 Susie.
这是什么？ What's that?
这是你的新帽子，亲爱的 That's your new hat, sweetie.
哦，妈，我还以为你不再织毛线了呢 Wow, Mom, I thought you'd given up knitting.
我还要继续织的，你想我给你也织一顶？ No, I'm still knitting. You want me to make you one, too?
- 手套带了没？ - 带了！ - Do you have your gloves with you? - Yes!
把手套戴上 Could you put them on, please, young lady?
苏茜！苏茜，帽子戴上！外面很冷 Susie! Susie, put your hat on! It's cold.
霍利戴（狗的名字），进来！ 霍利戴，回来！回来，好孩子 Holiday, inside! Holiday, come here! Come here, boy.
哈哈，帅呆了，苏茜！ Cool-a-roonie, Suze!
- 闭嘴 - 我是说真的，这顶帽子你戴着很好看 - Shut up. - No, really, it looks good on you.
这绝对是一种侮辱 This is an exercise in humiliation.
- 妈还在看我吗？ - 可能 - Is she looking? - Maybe.
该死的帽子 Yes, I am.
行了，我们要迟到了 Hey, come on. We're late.
Next week, bring your homework!
《奥赛罗》是什么东西？莫名其妙 Othello. What is that? It sounds like a mint.
那个家伙画着个大黑脸，看起来像个傻子 That guy looked pretty stupid with black makeup on.
- 哪个？ - 那个有两个姓的家伙 - Who? - The one with two first names.
- 劳伦斯·奥利弗 - 那个衰男啊！ - Lawrence Oliver. - What a loser!
- 就是他 - 克拉丽莎 - I know. - Clarissa.
- 跟我来，我有几句话跟你讲 - 我正在跟苏茜讲话呢 - Come on. Let's go. - I'm talking to Susie.
该死的电影俱乐部，我等了你几个钟头了 我有话想跟你说 Yeah, and I've been waiting for hours for your jerk-off film club to finish.
我想跟你和好 I want to get out of this dump.
很高兴见到你，布莱恩 It's nice to see you, too, Brian.
你来不来？ You coming or not?
好吧 Yeah. Yeah.
待会儿见，苏茜 I'll see you, Susie.
我听说… I heard there was...
你好，苏茜 Hey, Susie.
你好，雷恩 Hi, Ray.
刚刚那个《摩尔人》怎么样？ （奥赛罗又名威尼斯的摩尔人） What did you think of The Moor?
什么人？ Who?
《奥赛罗》 Othello.
额…很好，很好，我… Well... Well, I just...
那个剧很棒，无与伦比！ It was amazing!
太难以置信了！ Yeah. I mean, it was really incredible!
我喜欢那剧 I love that play.
这是我们之间的第二个共同点 That's another thing we have in common.
我们还有其他的共同点？ What else do we have in common?
你不知道吗？ Don't you know?
Crap!
- 没关系 - 没事，没事，我自己来 - It's okay. - It's fine. I've got it.
- 这些书挺有趣的 - 这些该死的书，我都没怎么看过呢 Stupid books. I don't even read them. I...
- 我，我要… - 苏茜？ - Well, I do... - Susie?
你礼拜六有安排吗？ What are you doing on Saturday?
你真是从英国来的？ Are you really from England?
是的 Yes.
你真漂亮，苏茜·萨蒙 You are beautiful, Susie Salmon.
- 好了，别说了 - 这太荒谬了！ - Forget it. - This is obscene!
你给我听着 Are you listening to me?
这个人体模型上是没有胸部的 There are no breasts on this anatomy model.
也没有眼睛和嘴巴啊 但你却要我们把眼睛和嘴画上去 There are no eyes or mouth either, but we were told to draw in the face.
你画的素描，你添加上去的胸部 Well, your unnecessary anatomical additions
让艾利思难以自持 got the Ellis boy thoroughly overexcited.
谁让他偷我的画 He stole my drawing.
好了，现在全校到处都是这种裸女画像 Yes, and now there are pictures of naked women all over this school.
你们两个闪一边去 Move along, people.
- 老师，把我的画还给我 - 绝对不行 - Sir, can I have my drawing back? - Certainly not.
听见了吗，辛格？快走！ Did you hear me, Singh? Go!
周六上午10点商场见 Meet me at the mall, 10:00, Saturday.
快走！ Now!
- 商场哪里？ - 瞭望亭 - Where in the mall? - The gazebo.
是给空军基地的？ It's for an Air Force base?
- 我回来了 - 爸！ - Hello? - Dad!
哦，哦，哦，慢点慢点！ Hey, buddy. No, no, no!
勒死我了，我要吸口气！ God, you're choking me. I need some air!
- 一切都好吗？ - 都好，巴克利，去洗手吃饭了 - How was your day? - Good. Buckley, go wash your hands.
去吧，我们一会儿再玩儿 Go ahead, buddy. We'll play after dinner.
苏茜没跟你一起回来？ Is Susie with you?
- 没啊 - 这么晚了她还没回来 - No. - She's late.
- 林赛·楼，你姐姐呢？ - 什么？ - Lindsey Lou, where's your sister? - What?
- 你姐姐呢？ - 她在电影俱乐部 - Your sister. - Oh, she had film club.
亲爱的，晚餐吃什么？ What's for dinner, hon?
哦，糟糕！ Oh, shoot!
那不是你的作业吧？ I hope that was your homework.
你是萨蒙家的女孩儿？ Oh, hey, you're the Salmon girl, right?
是的 Yeah.
你认得我吗？你认得我的，是吧 Remember me? You remember me.
我住在街尾，那个绿色的小房子 I live right down the street, down in the green house.
我叫哈维 Mr. Harvey.
- 你好 - 你好 - Hi. - Hi. How are you?
- 你家人都还好吗？ - 他们都很好 - How are your folks doing? - They're fine.
那就好，代我向他们问好 Good. Tell them I said hi.
在这里遇到你真是太好了 You know, you're the perfect person for me to run into,
我刚做了点东西，需要有个人给我点意见 because I just built this thing over here and I want to get a second opinion.
你想不想看看？ Do you mind taking a look?
不好意思，哈维先生，我想我该回家了 Well, actually, Mr. Harvey, I have to get home.
那好吧 Okay.
我刚刚那么辛苦地做的 I just worked so hard on it
如果有人欣赏我会很高兴的 and I guess I got excited for someone to see it.
不过没关系 But that's okay.
我可以给其他邻居家的小孩看 I'll show the other kids in the neighborhood.
他们会很高兴的 They're gonna be very excited about it.
真的？ Really?
是的，这东西很棒，真的很棒 Oh, yeah. It's great. I mean, it's really neat.
来吧，就两分钟 Come on. It'll take two minutes.
反正都已经迟了 You're probably late already.
我什么都看不到 I don't see anything.
看不到？ You don't?
你应该仔细看看，苏茜 You're gonna have to be more observant, Susie.
这是什么？ What is it?
- 我洗过手了！ - 我们来击掌 - I washed my hands! - Give me five.
嘿嘿嘿，把手擦干，好吧，算了 Hey, hey, hey, you gotta dry them. All right.
- 谢谢妈 - 我再去拿个叉子 - Thanks, Mom. - I'm missing a fork.
- 我不要吃豌豆！ - 什么？ - Oh, not beans! - What?
- 就吃一颗 - 一颗？ - Only one. - One bean?
漂亮吧？ Pretty neat, huh?
要不要…要不要来点肉排？ You want a... You want a pork chop, honey?
- 要的，谢谢 - 烫死了，烫死了！ - Yes. Thank you. - Hot, hot!
看你姐姐，要向她学习，吃要有吃相 See? Look at your sister, great eating habits.
她比我大嘛！ Yeah, but she's older!
- 给你 - 听到没？ - There you go. - Got it?
哦 Okay.
这是我为附近的孩子们建的 I built it for the kids in the neighborhood.
他们可以来这里开个小派对什么的 I thought they could use it as kind of a clubhouse, or...
随便啦 I don't know.
你想不想第一个进去试试？ You want to be the first one to try it out?
- 我可以吗？ - 可以，当然可以！进去吧 - Really? - Yeah, sure, yeah! Go ahead.
很好玩的，进去吧 It'll be fun. Go ahead.
豌豆和玉米混在一起了，怎么吃啊？ The corn got into my beans.
如果你把他们都吃了 你就可以和我一起看电视 If you eat them both, you can stay up and watch TV with me.
我不要 Nah.
我给苏茜留点吃的 I'll make her a plate.
这就对了，这就对了 That's it. That's it.
Wow!
哇哦，太酷了 Wow, this is neato.
她不爱吃豌豆，不用给她留了 She doesn't like beans, so I'm not gonna give her any.
不行，给她多放点，我会让她吃完的 Put more. Put more on her plate. I'm gonna make her eat them all.
- 姐姐为什么不用吃豌豆啊？ - 好好好，她也要吃 - Why doesn't she get to eat beans? - Okay, okay, I'm gonna give her beans.
- 豌豆是好东西 - 看到了，姐姐也要吃 - They're really good. - Watch this.
- 这才对嘛 - 多放一点 - That's better. - Pile them on.
你以为大力水手只吃菠菜吗？ 那个罐子里还有豌豆 You think Popeye only eats spinach? There's beans in that can, too.
随便看 Make yourself at home.
- 这真是太漂亮了，哈维先生 - 是吗，哈哈 - This is really cool, Mr. Harvey. - Yeah, this is cool, huh?
我想像你们这样的孩子会想要一个 Yeah. I thought that you kids would like a place of your own
只属于自己的空间 to, you know, hang out.
来，坐吧，坐这儿 Here. Have a seat. Go ahead. There you go.
坐吧，你喜欢吗？ Sit. You like it?
- 喜欢 - 喜欢？ - Yeah. - Yeah?
她还在商场？ You think she's still at the mall?
- 是的 - 真的吗？ - Yeah. - Really?
她和卡拉丽莎在一起呢 She'll be with Clarissa.
她至少该打个电话回来 She could have at least called.
她都14岁了，怎么连个电话都不知道打 I mean, a 14-year-old girl knows how to use a telephone.
爸… Can I please...
好的，好的，她回来后我会教训她的 I understand. I understand. I'll deal with her when she gets home.
看这些小东西，这个… See, I got all these little things, like this little...
毛绒娃娃，还有这些游戏道具 Little, you know, fluffy animals and some games,
我知道你们都喜欢游戏 'cause I know you kids like to play games.
还有这些蜡烛 And then, you know, candles
还有像这些天使的小雕像 and, you know, little figurines like these angels,
多漂亮啊！ I thought were so pretty.
这些小雕像都有… All the figurines have little...
多漂亮，这些小东西，你看 Very sweet. And, you know, some of these little things.
好了！ There you go!
你看，亮着蜡烛 还有这一切是不是很漂亮？ It's nice, with the candles and everything, right?
这里有一条规则 And there's one rule.
成人禁止入内！ No adults allowed!
就这样？ Okay?
帽子很可爱，我喜欢 That's a cute hat. I like that hat very much.
你要不要来点喝的，苏茜？ Would you like a refreshment, Susie?
- 我该回家了 - 不行，别这么没礼貌 - Actually, I have to go. - No. Be polite.
你要对我礼貌点 You have to be polite.
礼貌，这是另一条规矩 Be polite. That's another rule.
这里真热 It's warm in here.
我热死了，你热不热？ I'm warm. Are you warm?
热的话你也脱吧 You can take your coat off if you want.
你真漂亮，苏茜 You look very pretty, Susie.
谢谢！ Thanks.
你有男朋友吗？ Do you have a boyfriend?
没有？我就知道，你跟其他的女孩不一样 No? I knew it. See, I knew you weren't like those other girls.
我就知道 I knew that.
哈维先生？ Mr. Harvey?
下边挺好的，是吗？这里很特别 It's nice down here, isn't it? It's special. It's special down here, right?
是的，这里很特别 Yes. It is. It's very special.
我得回家了 I have to go.
你不要走 I don't want you to leave.
我不会伤害你的，苏茜 I'm not going to hurt you, Susie.
如果你见到她的话 可不可以给我打个电话？谢谢 If you see her, would you please just call? Thank you.
她没和斯戴兹在一起 She's not with the Steads.
我的钥匙在哪儿？ Where are my keys?
- 我的钥匙呢？ - 我不知道 - Where are they? - I don't know, honey.
也许在门口的篮子里？你要去哪里？ In the bowl by the door? Where are you going?
杰克，你就不能待在家里等吗？ Jack, could you just wait?
杰克，你就不能等警察来了再走吗？ Jack, would you please wait for the police?
听着，守着电话 Look, stay by the phone.
这下她惨了 Man, she is going to be in so much trouble.
- 回床上去 - 哦 - Go back to bed, sweetie. - Okay.
各位，这是我女儿苏茜 Guys, this is my little girl, Susie.
她放学后一直没回家 你们有没有见过她？ She hasn't come home from school. Have you seen her?
- 没见过，我谁都没见过 - 没有？ - No, I ain't seen nobody. - No?
- 对不起 - 小姐，你看看，你见过这个女孩儿没？ - Sorry. - Ma'am, could you take a look at this?
你见没见过这个小女孩儿？ Have you seen this little girl?
没有，抱歉 Sorry, buddy.
麻烦你看看这张照片 这是我女儿，她到现在还没回家 Can you take a look at this, please? It's my little girl. She hasn't come home.
- 抱歉 - 麻烦你看看 - Sorry. - Just take a look at that.
小姐，见过这个女孩儿吗？ 求求你，见过这个女孩儿吗？ Ma'am, have you seen this girl? Please, can you just take a look?
苏珊失踪了…4个小时，是吗？ Susan has been missing for, what is it, four hours now?
苏茜，我们叫她苏茜 Susie. We call her Susie.
不只4个小时了 Yeah, a little more than four hours.
这是她第一次离家出走？ This the first time she's run away?
她没有离家出走，她…她失踪了 She didn't run away. She's... She's missing.
她和你们吵架了？ Any problems at home?
家庭问题？ Family difficulties?
没有，什么问题都没有 No, there really are no problems.
她是个…她是个快乐的孩子 This is a happy... She's a happy child.
- 她从来都没有这么晚都没回家，警官，她… - 我明白的 - She's never done this, Detective. She... - I understand that.
- 这只是例行询问… - 她还没回来 - I just have to get a sense of... - She's not home,
- 她一直都按时回来的 - 家里出了什么事吗？ - and she always comes home. ...what's going on here.
什么事也没有 There's nothing going on.
- 她失踪了 - 我明白 - She's missing. - Understood.
- 如果看到她，给我电话，谢谢 - 没问题，杰克 - Lf you see her, please call me, okay? - Sure thing, Jack.
再见 I'll come back and see you guys in a little while.
保重 All right. Take care.
爸？ Dad?
很抱歉，打扰一下 Excuse me. I'm sorry to interrupt you.
我是杰克·萨蒙，我就住在街角 My name's Jack Salmon. I live right around the corner.
爸！ Dad!
你能把她朋友名单列出来吗？ Can you put together a list of all her friends
- 以及他们的姓名和联系方式… - 可以 - and their names, contact information... - Sure.
…还有她的穿着 ...and a description of what she was wearing?
可以，当然可以，我现在就告诉你 Yes, of course. Well, actually, I could tell you that right now
你可以写下来，她戴着 if you want to write it down. She was wearing
一顶手织羊毛帽 a hand-knitted wool hat.
妈！爸！ Mom! Dad!
帽子有 And it has
长长的一簇流苏 long, thin tassels.
她还… And she also has...
事实上，她今天没有围围巾 Well, in fact, today she didn't wear her scarf.
她戴着粉红色的手套 But she did wear pink gloves,
背着米色帆布书包，包上… and she has a beige canvas schoolbag, and it's got...
妈？ Mom?
…订了颗扣子 ... rock star buttons pinned to it.
包里应该还有一本《奥赛罗》… She has Othello inside her bag...
不！ No!
不会的！ No!
围起来 Secure that cordon.
天啊！赶紧把这些拍下来 Jesus Christ. And tape off the rest of the area
邻居们很快就会闻风而来的 before the whole neighborhood shows up.
立即和校方取得联系 Set up the ICP at the school.
这是什么？ What is that?
我们在学校后面的玉米地里 发现了一些线索 We found some evidence in the cornfield behind the school.
地上有一个大洞，洞里有大量的残渣碎片 There was a cavity in the earth with a lot of debris,
大部分是碎木头和破箱子 mostly loose woods and broken crates.
这可能是什么地下建筑的残骸 We think it's the remains of some kind of structure.
苏茜呢？ And Susie?
萨蒙太太，我们没找到她 We didn't find her, Mrs. Salmon.
这是个好消息，不是吗？ That's good, isn't it?
那里只有苏茜的帽子 但是你们没找到苏茜 I mean, you found Susie's hat, but you didn't find her,
没找到也就是说她不一定在那，是不是？ which means we really don't even know if she was there at all. Right?
这…这…应该算是好消息，对吧？ I mean, that... That... I mean, it's... It's preferable, right?
我们还发现了血迹 We also found blood.
大量的血迹 A significant amount of blood.
我很抱歉 I'm very sorry.
亲爱的，我们会熬过去的 Hey, we'll get through this.
- 怎么熬过去？ - 我会照顾你的 - How? - I'm going to take care of you.
- 我们怎么熬得过去？ - 我会照顾好大家的 - How? - I'm going to take care of all of us.
- 你能吗？ - 我一定可以的 - You can't. - I'll make it right.
不可能的，杰克 You can't make this right, Jack.
- 不可能的 - 我们会找到她的，我保证 - You can't. - We're going to find her. I promise.
她会回来的 We'll bring her home.
如果发现任何异常 If you see anything that's out of the ordinary
或者任何可疑的人，随时给我们打电话 or anybody that's out of the ordinary, please don't hesitate to call us.
- 好的 - 这是我的号码 - Certainly. - You have my number.
或者你也可以直接来警局找我 Or you just come by the police station. Okay? I'll be there.
- 谢谢你的合作 - 不用谢 - Thank you for your time. - You're welcome.
- 祝您愉快 - 你也是 - Have a good day. - You, too.
什么东西，一辆牧马人？ What's that, a Wagoneer?
- 哈维先生 - 是的，有什么事吗？ - Mr. Harvey. - Yes?
我是莱恩·法乐门警官 Detective Len Fenerman.
你好 How do you do?
我们想请你协助回答几个问题 Do you have some time for a few questions?
- 可以，请进 - 谢谢 - Certainly. Come in. - Thanks.
我知道你们是为何而来的 I know why you're here, of course.
像这样的事发生后 I think when something like this happens,
你们肯定都很自责 you always blame yourself.
我现在想的是 All I can think about now is
为什么我什么也没看到，什么也没听到 why didn't I see something or why didn't I hear something?
因为…因为 Because... Because surely
那个女孩儿肯定会尖叫 that young girl must have screamed.
- 要不要来点儿… - 不了，不了，谢谢 - Did you want... - No, no, thanks. I'm fine.
你回想一下 But if you could just think back.
一个女孩儿穿着蓝色夹克衫，黄色裤子 I mean, she was wearing a blue jacket, yellow corduroys.
和照片上的这套类似的衣服 Similar clothes to these.
- 这套蓝色的夹克衫？ - 下面那套深蓝的 - This blue jacket here? - The darker blue jacket.
第二张照片上的是她的裤子 And on the second photograph, you could see the pants, as well.
哦，是的 Oh, I see. Yeah.
但我什么也想不起来 No, it does not ring a bell.
但是那天你在家 But you were at home that day.
- 哪一天？ - 上周三 - What day? - Last Wednesday.
上周三… Last Wednesday...
上周三…我整天都在家 Last Wednesday... No, I was home all day.
但是，我也可能 I mean, I probably went out
出去了一会儿，就一会儿，我是说… and ran a few errands or something like that, but, I mean...
大部分时间我都在家 I should have been here all day, for the most part.
我问完了 Okay. Good.
- 好的 - 谢谢合作 - All righty. - Thanks.
- 你结婚了？ - 结过 - You married? - I was, yeah.
有孩子了吧 But you have kids.
没有，我倒真希望我有 No, I wish. I wish. But no.
- 介不介意让我看看？ - 随便看 - You mind if I take a look? - No.
全都是我自己做的 I make everything myself.
- 真的？ - 是的，全部 - Really? - Oh, yeah. All this.
扶手，墙壁，屋顶，家具，都是我自己做的 I turn all the banisters myself and make all the shingles and the furniture.
我原先是做壁橱的 And I used to do cabinet making,
但现在要做壁橱的人不多了 but there's not much call for that these days.
我在这上面花了不少时间 Maybe I spend too much time on these things,
我是个完美主义者 but it's the perfectionist in me, I guess.
- 看得出来 - 谢谢 - Well, it shows. - Thank you.
- 巧夺天工，太精致了 - 我喜欢尝试新鲜的东西 - That's amazing craftsmanship. - Oh, well...
意外地发现了一些 I took a risk and tried something new and discovered a talent
连自己都不知道的天赋 that I didn't know I had.
楼梯下面的是什么？ What's that underneath the stairs?
这是地下室 That would be the basement.
爸？ Dad?
她是不是已经死了？ She's dead, isn't she?
我知道我正在消逝 I was slipping away.
我能够感觉到 That's what it felt like.
生命正在从我身上消逝 Life was leaving me.
但我却并不感到害怕 But I wasn't afraid.
然后我想起来 Then I remembered,
我还有该做而未做的事 there was something I was meant to do,
还有该去而未去的地方 somewhere I was meant to be.
雷恩？ Ray?
雷恩！ Ray!
雷恩！等我！ Ray! Wait!
雷恩！ Ray!
如果我只能拥有一小时的爱 "If I had but an hour of love
如果这就是我的全部 "If that be all is given me
在这世上一小时的爱 "An hour of love upon this earth"
我愿以我全部的爱来爱你 "I would give my love to thee
摩尔人 "The Moor."
你就是那个“摩尔人”？ Are you the Moor?
为什么这么问？ Why?
我想这是属于你的 I think this belongs to you.
哪儿来的？ Where did you get this?
我捡到的 I found it.
我也写诗，这首很不错 I write poetry. You're quite good.
你给我闪一边去 Don't you have somewhere to go?
你想她了，是吗？ You miss her, don't you?
我原先一直都不知道死意味着什么 I never knew what dead meant.
我以为只是迷失了，或者冻僵了 I used to think it meant lost. Frozen.
死意味着离开 It means gone.
她离开了 She's gone.
如果她没有呢？ What if she isn't?
如果她就在这里呢？ What if she's still here?
- 你本不该回头的 - 什么？ - You're not supposed to do that. - What?
- 你是谁？ - 她看见你了，那个女孩 - Who are you? - She saw you, that girl.
不只看见了，我的手和她的手还碰到了 I think my hand touched hers.
是的，就是因为你碰到她了 Yes, that's all it takes.
现在你和她再也分不开了 She carry you now for the rest of her life.
你不应该回头的，你应该一直往前走 You're not supposed to look back. You're supposed to keep going.
嘿！等等！ Hey! Come back!
等等！你是谁？ Wait! Who are you?
我叫霍莉，霍莉·格莱特利 I'm Holly. Holly Golightly.
- 这听起来不像真名 - 本来就不是 - That doesn't sound like a real name. - It isn't.
我造的，在上面你可以随便给自己起名字 I borrowed it. You can do that up here.
上面？你是说天堂？ Up here? You mean in heaven.
- 你真搞笑 - 有什么好笑的？ - You're funny. - What's funny about it?
这里不是天堂，你还没到天堂呢 This isn't heaven. You're not there yet.
那这是哪里？ What is this place?
这并不是人间，也不是天堂 This place is not really one place and also is not the other place.
看来是介于两者之间的一个地方！ It's bits of both!
- 那是什么？ - 那就是我们要去的地方 - What is that? - That's where we're going.
霍莉说，天堂是一个 Holly said there was a wide, wide heaven
完全超乎我们想像的地方 beyond everything we knew,
那里没有玉米地 where there was no cornfield,
没有记忆 no memory,
也没有坟墓 no grave.
但我却一点也不向往 But I wasn't looking beyond yet.
我依然留恋着过去 I was still looking back.
你已经回不去了 You can't go back.
你到底是谁？ Who are you?
都结束了，跟我走吧 It's over. Come with me.
我不认识你 I don't know you.
你为什么会在这里？ Why are you here?
你应该忘却人间的种种 You need to let go of Earth.
你已经死了，苏茜，你必须离开了 You're dead, Susie. You have to leave.
我要回家 I have to go home.
爸爸！ Dad!
凶手开始感到安心了 My murderer began to feel safe.
他知道人们会开始新的生活 He knew people wanted to move on.
他们会忘掉这一切的 They needed to forget.
他觉得没人注意到他 He took comfort in the thought.
他很安全 No one was looking at him.
但凶手永远也不会明白 But there was one thing my murderer didn't understand.
他不明白，父亲对孩子的爱有多深 He didn't understand how much a father could love his child.
爸爸！ Dad!
没事的 It's okay.
会没事的 It's going to be okay.
他知道我在这里，爸爸他知道我在这里 He knows I'm here. My dad knows I'm here.
我仍和他同在 I was still with him.
我没有迷失 I wasn't lost,
冻僵，或者离开 or frozen or gone.
我仍活着 I was alive.
活在我的完美世界里 I was alive in my own perfect world.
爸？ Dad?
我看见苏茜了 I saw Susie.
她到我的房间里 She came into my room.
还亲了我的脸颊 She kissed me on the cheek.
过来，小家伙 Come here, buddy.
我也看见她了 I saw her, too.
- 爸？ - 恩？ - Dad? - Yeah?
我知道她一直在听 I think she listens.
她把生日时给她的胶卷全部用光了 She's used up all the film we gave her for her birthday.
全部？ All of it?
在这个家里，有点创造力简直就是犯罪 It's a crime to be creative in this family.
我们一个月冲一卷行不？ Say we pay for one roll a month?
一个月冲一卷？ One roll a month?
拿到了 I got them.
看，有些照片拍得挺不错的 Look at these. Some of these are good.
亲爱的，为什么不全冲出来？ Honey, why don't you get them all developed?
- 一个月冲一卷简直是… - 这张真有艺术感 - This one roll a month thing is... - This must be one of her artistic shots.
- …简直是疯了 - 什么？ ...really crazy, honey. It's crazy. - Why?
为什么我们要对此念念不忘？ I mean, why do we wanna keep this thing dragging out like this?
这不是念念不忘，我们和她约好的 We're not dragging it out. We made a deal.
没有什么约定，杰克 There is no deal, Jack.
- 喂，我是法乐门… - 莱恩，我必须给你打电话 - Fenerman... - Len, I had to call you.
苏茜是个聪明的孩子 她不会和陌生人出去的 Look, Susie is a smart kid. She would never go off with a stranger.
凶手肯定是她认识的人 肯定是本地人干的 It had to be someone she knew, somebody local.
…我一直想玩 ...l'd play with it all the time.
听着，我想到了一个人 不，是好几个人 Look, I've got a name for you, I've got several names, actually.
- 罗纳德·德拉夫 - 有地址吗？ - Ronald Driver. - Do you have an address?
莱恩，还有一个 迈克尔·吉丘尔，是个看门人 Len, I've got another name for you. He's a janitor. Michael Gitchell.
我跟你说，这个人很可疑 还有，加里·戴维斯 There's something wrong with this one, I'm telling you. Gary Davis.
- 谁啊？ - 戴维斯 - Who's that? - Davis.
他是个清洁工 He works in the sanitation department.
好的，我会调查的，杰克 Okay, I'll look into it, Jack.
- 交给我了，好吧？ - 我知道他住哪里 - I'll look into it. - But I have his address right here.
我能不能自己去查？ Is it a bad thing if I just drop by there and take a look myself?
- 我是法乐门 - 你有没有调查过 - Fenerman. - Have you checked on
- 弗兰克·派瑞蒂？ - 哪个？ - Frank Peretti yet? - Who?
派瑞蒂…P-E-R-E-T-T-I Peretti. P-E-R-E-T-T-I.
我查过他的信用记录，莱恩，很不正常 I have his credit report, Len. It does not look good.
这个案子交给我来查，明白吗？ I'm on top of it. You understand?
- 莱恩，这个人也有问题 - 杰克，听好了，你要相信我，好不好？ - Len, I found another one. - Jack, listen, you got to trust me, okay?
我们会抓住这个凶手的 We're gonna get this guy.
莱恩！你来太好了，我正打算打你电话呢 Len! Glad you're here. I was just going to call you.
恩，我收到你的短信了 Yeah. I got your messages.
我在档案馆待了一整天 I've been at the Public Records Office all day.
找到很多资料 Got a lot of stuff to go over here.
我知道你现在在调查有明显嫌疑的罪犯 I know you're looking at the obvious suspects,
像是重案犯，恋童癖，我也明白你的用意 convicted felons, child molesters. And I understand why,
但是，莱恩，我想你可能找错方向了 but, Len, I think you're coming at it from the wrong angle.
- 亲爱的… - 赫尔曼·斯托福斯，他就住对面 - Honey... - Herman Stolfuz just across the street.
他表面看起来完全正常，但是莱恩 Now, he appears to be perfectly normal, but, Len,
- 但那家伙居然用成人尿布 - 赫尔曼80岁了 - the man wears adult diapers. - Herman is 80 years old.
我跟着他进了超市 我发现他的购物车里全是尿布 I followed him in the supermarket. His shopping cart was filled with them.
- 他前列腺有点问题 - 我觉得 - He has a prostate problem. - My point is,
我们需要从他们的背景开始调查 we need to start working backwards.
调查他们的家族历史，犯罪记录，精神问题 Start looking at family histories, criminal records, mental health issues.
我做了很多调查 I've been doing a lot of reading on this subject.
杰克，一切都已经无法改变了 Jack, this doesn't change anything.
我有没有提到过纳税单？ 莱恩，从纳税单上可以看出很多问题 Did I mention taxes? Len, you can tell a lot about a person from taxes.
求你了，你可不可以不要再说了？ 求你别说了！ Please, will you just stop it now? Will you just stop?
你就不能不管这事吗？ Can't you just leave it alone?
杰克，我知道案发至今已经11个月了 Jack, I know it's been 11 months.
我也知道你一直在用你自己的方法调查 I know you've been trying to deal with this in your own way,
你太太好像接受不了，她需要帮助，杰克 but she's not coping very well. She needs help, Jack.
她需要人来帮她渡过难关 She needs someone to help her get through this.
外婆来了！外婆来了！外婆来了！ Grandma's here! Grandma! Grandma's here!
我妈来这里干嘛？ What's my mother doing here?
我们知道你还没有恢复 Look, you're not coping, okay?
莱恩很担心你，我也是 你妈妈没准能帮到你 Len's worried. I'm worried. Your mother offered to help.
是你叫她来的？ You invited her here?
- 哦，我的宝贝！ - 嗨，妈 - Darling! - Hello, Mother.
- 我的孩子，看看你这头发 - 对不起 - Watch the hair, sweetheart. - Sorry.
- 看看你，都瘦了，你到底吃没吃饭啊？ - 行李都在这儿了吗？ - Look at you. Are you eating? - Is this all of it?
别开玩笑了，这两箱只是我的化妆品 Don't be ridiculous. That's just my makeup.
哦，你还是这么帅，杰克 You are still handsome as hell, Jack.
林赛，怎么不跟你外婆打个招呼？ Lindsey, honey, aren't you going to say hello?
- 这孩子她讨厌我 - 过来，孩子 - The child hates me. - Come here, buddy.
来点啤酒怎么样，杰克？ So, what'll it be, Jack?
事实上我最近都没碰过酒 Actually, I'm not drinking these days.
这就是你的问题所在了 怎么可以不喝酒呢 Well, that's your problem in a nutshell.
我们这样还算一个家吗？ Are we still a family?
当然是 Of course we're a family.
你妈快要抓狂了，你爸也快疯了 Your mother's in crisis, your father's a wreck.
那又关你什么事？ What does that make you?
现在我是一家之主了 I'm in charge.
…为了寻找另一个提线木偶，他穿过森林 ...through the woods, looking for fuzzwalker.
然后他发现了三个人，他拿下抢，开始瞄准 Then he sees three. And he takes his gun and looks and aims.
突然出现一股浓烟！ And then, a giant puff of smoke!
那三个人不见了 这时候他发现是他自己的枪 He doesn't see them anymore. Then he realizes that was his gun.
子弹打光了！他就开始跑 It was out of bullets! Then he runs.
跑啊跑，跑啊跑，跑啊跑！ Runs, runs, runs, runs, runs!
直到跑进了树林子里面 Till he runs in the forest,
他突然发现他的提线木偶没有跟来 but then he realizes he came without his fuzzwalker.
霍利戴！ Holiday!
好了！好了！ All right! Okay!
你是萨蒙家的女孩儿，是吧？ You're a Salmon girl, right?
知道了 Okay.
霍利戴 Holiday.
外婆？ Grandma?
我知道苏茜在哪里 I know where Susie is.
苏茜去了天堂，孩子 Yeah, Susie's gone to heaven, sweetheart.
林赛说，根本就没有天堂 Lindsey said there is no heaven.
那好吧，她死了 All right, then, she's dead.
你很快也会死的 You might be dead soon.
- 为什么这么说？ - 因为你老了 - Why do you say that? - Because you're old.
35岁才不老呢 Thirty-five is not old.
你肯定是指甲油闻多了，脑子发昏了吧 You've been sniffing too much of that nail polish.
不管怎么样，我身体好的很 And, anyway, nothing is going to happen to me.
知道为什么吗？ You know why?
因为我每天都有吃药 Because I take my medicine every day.
外婆 Grandma,
她在这里 she's here.
- 你说什么？ - 苏茜 - What? - Susie.
苏茜在天地的交界处 Susie's in the in-between.
我在天堂和人间的蓝色交界处 I was in the blue horizon, between heaven and Earth.
时光永恒不变 The days were unchanging,
每天晚上我都做着一个相同的梦 and every night, I dreamed the same dream.
潮湿的泥土气味 The smell of damp earth.
谁也听不见的尖叫声 The scream that no one heard.
我的心跳声，听着像是重锤敲在厚布上 The sound of my heart beating, like a hammer against cloth.
我听到了他们的召唤 And I would hear them calling,
死亡的召唤 the voices of the dead.
我想跟随着他们 I wanted to follow them,
找到出去的路 to find a way out,
但是我每次总是回到同一扇门前 but I would always come back to the same door.
我很害怕 And I was afraid.
我知道一旦走进去 I knew if I went in there,
我就再也出不来了 I would never come out.
凶手一直活在我死去的那一瞬间 My murderer could live in one moment for a long time.
他一遍遍地回忆这段记忆获取快感 He could feed off a memory over and over again.
他是一个从不露面的禽兽 He was animal. Faceless.
他的欲望永远得不到满足 Infinite.
现在他又一次感觉到了 But then he would feel it,
感觉到了空虚 the emptiness returning,
他的欲望又一次回来了 and the need would rise in him again.
进去！进去！ Go! Go!
- 这里？ - 进去逛一圈嘛，走 - In here? - A detour. Go.
夏天来了 When summer came,
他注意到年轻的爱侣喜欢躲进玉米地里 he noticed young lovers would sneak into the cornfield.
他就开始跟踪他们 He began to follow them
默默观察 and watch.
想睡了吗？ Will you come to bed?
恩，就来 Yeah. Soon.
巴克利画的，是吧？ Buckley did this, right?
猜对了，他说，这个是我们的家 这是警局，这个人是你 Correct. He said that this is our house, this is the police station and that's you.
我？ That's me?
是的，他把你画成了警察局局长… Yeah. He made you Chief of Police, so...
哦，那我每个月可以多拿20磅的薪水呢 I've gained 20 pounds.
- 这个肯定是你的制服 - 警察局长可不好干呐 - It must be the uniform. - It's the dangers of a desk job.
警察，我的钱包丢了 I'd like to report a lost purse.
你怎么不坐呢？ Why don't you have a seat?
- 我现在很好啊 - 你们的婚姻怎么办？ - I'm living with this every day. - What about your marriage?
- 什么怎么办？ - 你要坚持住！ - What marriage? - You just don't give up!
- 杰克睡在书房里！ - 可他正在努力啊 - Jack is sleeping in his study! - He's trying.
你必须想办法忘记过去，重新开始 You have to find a way to keep going.
- 妈… - 你没得选 - Mother... - You don't have a choice.
- 我现在很好啊，什么事也没有 - 我知道你看不开，你放不下，但你必须… - I am coping with this. - You can't give up. You have to...
- 哦，不，妈 - 找到了！ - Oh, no, Mother. - Bingo!
那个是料酒啊！ That is cooking sherry!
- 拜托，求你了！ - 你必须适应现在的生活 - Please! Please! - You have to find a way to live with this.
- 适应？我在适应！ - 你没有！ - Live with it? I am living with this! - You're not!
- 我正在努力…我正在努力… - 你从不去苏茜的房间 - I'm dealing... I'm coping... - You don't go into Susie's room.
- 我正在努力！你还要我怎样？ - 你不让任何人碰她的东西！ - I'm dealing with it! So what? - You won't let anybody touch her things!
你家里有一座坟墓你知道吗！ You have a tomb in the middle of your house!
孩子，你以为只要你把自己关起来 Sweetheart, do you really think if you seal it up
痛苦就会自己消失吗？ that the pain's going to go away?
妈妈尽可能远的逃离了那个家 My mother went as far away as she could.
她在圣罗莎城外的一个果园里 找到了一份工作 She found a job in a small orchard outside of Santa Rosa.
工作很辛苦，但她不在乎 The work was hard, but she didn't mind.
如果有人问她，她会说她有2个孩子 If anyone asked, she said she had two children.
还有林赛 And Lindsey,
她总说她不相信爱情 who always said she didn't believe in love,
最终也找到了她的真爱 found it anyway.
而这将是我永远 And there it was.
都不可能拥有的美好时光 The moment I would never have.
我的妹妹先我一步品尝了初吻的味道 My little sister had run ahead of me.
她长大了 She was growing up.
怎么了？我还以为你会很开心呢 What's the matter? I thought you'd be happy.
我确实很开心 I am happy.
我真的很开心 I'm very happy.
那你为什么哭呢？ Then why are you crying?
你认为她不想和他接吻？ No. You think she did not want to kiss him?
不是不是 No.
她想 She did.
她喜欢他 She wanted to kiss him very much.
我一直看着雷恩 Always, I would watch Ray.
我存在于他身边的空气中 I was in the air around him.
冬日寒冷的早晨 我看到他和露丝·康诺尔斯在一起 I was in the cold winter mornings he spent with Ruth Connors,
那个奇怪空灵的女孩 that strange, otherworldly girl
轻易接受了死人驻留在人间 who so easily accepted the presence of the dead among the living.
有时候，雷恩会想起我 And sometimes, Ray would think of me.
但他已经开始怀疑 But he began to wonder,
是不是该让这段回忆成为过去了 maybe it was time to put that memory away.
也许我真的该走了 Maybe it was time to let me go.
那是什么？ What was that?
- 什么？ - 我问，那是什么？ - I'm sorry. - What was... What was that?
林赛，扔过来！ Lindsey, throw it!
凶手终于开始觉察到 My murderer had finely tuned instincts.
我妹妹已经开始怀疑 He knew my sister had begun to wonder
他这个独居在绿房子里的人 about the solitary man who lived in the green house.
她有意打扰他 She seemed intent on crowding him,
他憎恨她 and he resented it.
他又一次感到心痒难耐 He began to feel a familiar itch.
- 妈，看这边！ - 我们就来 - Mom, look! - Just a second.
小心点，孩子 Careful, honey.
妈！ Mom!
这些花漂亮吗？太漂亮了 Pretty, aren't they? They are so beautiful.
妈，看这边！ Mom, look!
爸，看这里！ Hey, Dad, look at me!
萨蒙先生，你好 Mr. Salmon.
你好 Hi.
那是什么东西？ What is that?
这是我刚接的一个活儿 It's just a project I'm working on.
- 你是个猎人？ - 猎鸭的 - You're a hunter? - Ducks.
- 这是个隐蔽处，是吧？ - 是的 - That's a blind, right? - Yep.
- 这些东西真的管用吗？ - 是的，管用 - So those things really work? - Oh, yeah.
这是一门艺术，隐藏的艺术 It's all about concealment, the art of concealment,
还需要耐心 and patience.
需要极大的耐心 我在黑夜里一直坐好几个小时 It takes a lot of patience. I sit for hours on end in the dark.
我是一个喜欢呆在户外的人 I'm an outdoorsman.
一直都是 Always have been.
萨蒙先生？ Mr. Salmon?
我… I just...
我一直都想对你说 对于你们家发生的事，我很难过 I never got a chance to tell you how sorry I am about your loss.
爸 Dad.
我来，我来帮你 Here. Let me. Let me help you.
哦，不用，我自己来就可以了 我可以搞定的 Oh, no. That's all right. Really, I can manage.
没事，我帮你 No, it's no trouble.
好吧 All right.
非常感激 Appreciate it.
这个给你 This is for you.
哦，谢谢，哈维先生，你真是太客气了 Oh, thank you, Mr. Harvey, you really shouldn't.
- 没什么 - 哦，闻起来好… - You're welcome. - Oh, that does smell...
闻起来是不是很香？ It's a beautiful smell, isn't it?
- 嘿，看这边！ - 小心点，孩子 - Hey, look at me! - Careful, honey.
哦，闻起来真是太香了 Oh, that really does smell delicious.
- 恩，真香 - 爸！ - Beautiful, yeah. - Dad!
你种的花真挺不错的 They are something.
爸，看这边！ Hey, Dad, look at me!
萨蒙先生，我想你该回家了 I think it's time for you to go home now, Mr. Salmon.
回去吧 Go on home.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
我帮不了你 I can't help you.
你到底对她做了什么？ 你把我女儿怎么样了？ What did you do to her? What did you do to my daughter?
告诉我！她在哪里？ Tell me! Where is she?
够了杰克！ It's got to stop, Jack!
你今晚差点被捕！ You came this close to getting arrested tonight!
你很幸运，乔治·哈维先生没有指控你 You're lucky George Harvey declined to press charges.
幸运？ Lucky?
你爸在人家后门上开了个大洞 Your father put a hole in the man's back door.
他应该在他脑袋上开个大洞才对 Yeah, he should have put a hole in his head.
- 好了，林赛 - 听到没有，杰克？ - Lindsey, please. - Did you hear that, Jack?
这就是你给你孩子树的榜样？ This is the example you're setting for your kids?
骚扰邻居！ Persecuting the neighbors!
- 我爸爸没有疯！ - 我也没这么说 - He's not crazy! - I didn't say that.
- 那你为什么不听他说？ - 我们需要证据，林赛 - Well, then why won't you listen to him? - Because you need evidence, Lindsey.
你不可以毫无根据地 You can't go around making accusations against George Harvey
中伤乔治·哈维，你需要证据 when you have no evidence. You need proof.
你真是没救了 You are pathetic.
你干嘛不干脆承认好了？ Why can't you just admit it?
你早就放弃了，你早就放弃了寻找我姐姐 You stopped looking for her a long time ago.
莱恩说的对 Len's right.
他是对的 He's right.
该放下了 It's time to put this behind us.
已经过去这么久了 It's gone on too long.
该放手了 This has to stop.
爸… Dad...
一切都会过去的，林赛 Things will take their natural course, Lindsey.
莱恩，感谢你为我所做的一切 你一直是我最好的朋友 Len, I appreciate everything you've done. You've been a great friend to me.
也谢谢阿比盖尔 That goes for Abigail, too.
你是我们最好的朋友 You've been a great friend to both of us.
我的被杀改变了一切 Murder changes everything.
当我活着的时候，我从未恨过任何人 When I was alive, I never hated anyone.
但现在，憎恨是我现在唯一的感受 But now, hate was all that I had.
我要他死 I want him dead.
我要他冰冷冰冷的死掉 流尽身上的每一滴血！ I want him cold and dead with no blood in his veins!
看着我 Look at me.
你看看他都对我做了什么！ Look at what he did to me!
我现在算什么？ What am I now?
死掉的女孩？迷路的女孩？失踪的女孩？ The dead girl? The lost girl? The missing girl?
我什么都不是！ I'm nothing!
我真笨 I was stupid.
我怎么会这么笨！ I was so stupid!
这些不是我们能够控制的，苏茜 You don't control this, Susie.
牵绊着你的并不是他 He does not own you.
你可以摆脱他，但不是以这种方式 You can be free of him, but not this way.
你知道什么？你什么都不知道！ What do you know? You don't know anything.
那个人，夺走了我的生命！ That man took my life!
你会明白的，苏茜，你总有一天会明白的 You will see, Susie. In the end, you will understand.
人终究难逃一死 Everybody dies.
- 布莱恩！ - 走，我们再走进去一点，快走 - Brian! - Just a little further in. Keep going.
- 走 - 好了好了，我来了！ - Keep going. - Okay, okay, I'm coming!
爸？ Dad?
爸！ Dad!
爸！爸！ Dad! Dad!
看看我都做了些什么啊 我用意念让他停下来 I realized what I had done. I willed him to stop.
我用意念让他转身 I willed him to turn back.
我知道你在那里！ I know it's you!
滚出来！ Come out!
你给我滚出来！ Come out and face me!
听到没，杂种？ Did you hear me, you son of a bitch?
走开！ Get off me!
你个混蛋！ You sick fuck!
布莱恩，住手！求你了，住手！ Brian, stop! Please, stop!
布莱恩，住手！布莱恩，住手啊！ Brian, stop! Brian, stop it!
你想欺负我的女朋友？啊？ You want to touch my girl?
爸！ Dad!
不要！ No.
不要，布莱恩！ Brian, stop!
停停停，布莱恩，停下！ Brian, stop! Stop!
听到没？你想杀了他啊！ Don't you get it? You've killed him!
- 他死了！ - 走 - He's dead! - Go.
- 他死了！ - 走！快走！ - He's dead! - Go! Go!
此时我才明白，他绝对不会忘了我 I knew then he would never give me up.
他绝不会把我当成已死的孩子 He would never count me as one of the dead.
我永远是他的女儿 I was his daughter.
他也永远是我爸爸 And he was my dad.
他一直尽他最大的努力，爱着我 And he had loved me as much as he could.
所以我必须放手了 I had to let him go.
索菲·斯切蒂，宾夕法尼亚州，死于1960年 Sophie Cichetti. Pennsylvania. 1960.
她原本是他的房东 She had been his landlady.
杰姬·梅尔，特拉华州，死于1967年 Jackie Meyer. Delaware. 1967.
死时刚刚13岁 She had just turned 13.
她的尸体被扔在路边的排水沟里 Her body was found in a drainage ditch, by the side of the road.
莉亚·福克斯，特拉华州，死于1969年 Leah Fox. Delaware. 1969.
死后尸体被他扔到了河里 She was already dead when he dumped her body in the river.
拉娜·约翰逊，死于1960年 宾夕法尼亚州巴克士郡 Lana Johnson. 1960. Bucks County, Pennsylvania.
她被诱骗进 他用旧门板建造的小木屋里杀害 She was lured into a shack he had built out of old doors.
她最小，才6岁 She was the youngest. She was six.
弗劳拉·赫南德斯，特拉华州，死于1963年 Flora Hernandez. Delaware. 1963.
他只是想摸摸她，但她大声尖叫 He'd only wanted to touch her. But she screamed.
丹尼斯·李·安，康涅狄格州，死于1971年 Denise Lee Ang. Connecticut. 1971.
死时13岁，当时她正等着她爸爸 Thirteen. She was waiting for her father to close up their shop
关店门 when she vanished.
丹尼斯·李·安，喜欢别人叫她 Denise Lee Ang, who sometimes liked to be called
霍莉 Holly.
苏茜·萨蒙，死时14岁 宾夕法尼亚州诺里斯敦，1973年 Susie Salmon. 14. Norristown, Pennsylvania. 1973.
在他建造的地下小屋被杀 Murdered in a room he had built under the earth.
加油，跟上，右转弯！ Come on, guys, keep up. Move over to the right!
- 林赛，你还好吧？ - 你们先走 - You okay, Lindsey? - You go on.
- 你没事吗？ - 我没事，你们先走 - You sure? - I'm fine. Go.
一会儿跟上？ Catch up?
当地一青年因严重伤害他人身体而获罪入狱
爸！ Dad!
爸，你在哪儿？ Where's Dad?
妈 Mom.
- 你怎么在这儿？ - 什么意思？你妈妈回来了 - What are you doing here? - What does it matter? She's home.
再也不走了？ Home for good?
当然不走了 Of course she's home for good.
- 巴克利在哪儿？ - 他在练足球 - Where's Buckley? - He's at soccer practice,
我一小时后去接他 and I have to pick him up in an hour.
亲爱的，我的宝贝 My girl.
杰克 Jack.
看你这样子 Look at you.
出什么事了？ What happened?
犯罪现场，该录的都给我录下来 This is a crime scene. Tape it all off.
不行不行，你来晚了 No, no, no, no. You're too late.
这里已经关门了 We're closed.
- 关门了？ - 是的 - You're closed? - Yeah.
真倒霉，我只想把这东西扔掉 That's too bad. I was really hoping I'd get rid of this thing.
抱歉了，兄弟，这里要被填平了 Sorry, pal. I'm filling her in.
- 填平这里？ - 是的 - You're filling her in? - Yep.
哦，我也不想给你添麻烦，但是… Oh, yeah. Well, I really hate to inconvenience you, but...
- 要我帮忙吗？ - 好的，太好了 - Would you like some help? - Yeah, sure. That'd be great.
我几乎每天都来这里 I come here almost every day.
我喜欢这声音 I like to listen to the sounds.
你看见霍莉了吗？ Have you seen Holly?
她告诉你这个地方的？ Did she tell you about this place?
是的 Yes.
那你肯定准备好了 Then you must be ready.
我是弗劳拉·赫南德斯 I'm Flora Hernandez.
其他人很快就到 The others will be here soon.
他们是谁？ Who's that?
我不知道，但他们让我恶心 I don't know, but he gives me the skeevies.
恶心？恶心什么？ The skeevies? What are you, 12?
这里真美 It's beautiful.
这里当然美 Of course it's beautiful.
这里是天堂！ It's heaven!
好了，走吧，我要去… All right, come on. Let's go. I got to...
你还等什么？你自由了！ What are you waiting for? You're free!
还差一点 Almost.
不尽然 Not quite.
雷恩！ Ray!
露丝！ Ruth!
你怎么了？ What happened?
嘿 Hey.
你怎么了？ What's wrong?
露丝？ Ruth?
苏茜？ Susie?
你曾今给我写过一首诗 You wrote me a poem once.
你称自己为摩尔人 You called yourself the Moor.
好了，剩下的交给我吧 That's good. I got it. I'll take it from here.
吻我 Kiss me.
你真漂亮！苏茜·萨蒙！ You are beautiful, Susie Salmon.
在我离开后发生了很多事 These were the lovely bones that had grown around my absence.
血缘的传递，很微妙 The connections, sometimes tenuous,
有时候代价惨重 sometimes made at great cost,
但却意义重大 but often magnificent
这是我离开以后才发生的 that happened after I was gone.
我开始以新的视角观察这个世界 And I began to see things in a way
一个没有我 that let me hold the world
参与其中的世界 without me in it.
今晚可真冷啊！ It's a cold one tonight!
要搭便车吗？ You looking for a ride?
不要 No.
不要？ No?
你确定不要搭车？晚上真冻死人了 Are you sure? Pretty cold out here.
我可以带你去任何地方 I'll take you wherever you want to go.
怎么样？ What do you think?
听着，老头，我对你可没兴趣，明白？ Look, mister, I'm not interested, okay?
我又没想干什么，我只是想帮忙 I'm not trying to do nothing. Just trying to be polite.
仅此而已 That's all.
- 小姑娘一个人在外面可不太安全啊 - 你听不懂吗？ - A young lady alone at night, not safe. - Didn't you hear me?
滚开啊！ Piss off!
当我妈妈走进我房间的那一刻 When my mother came to my room,
我才发现，原来我一直在等的，是她 I realized that all this time I had been waiting for her.
我等了那么久 I had been waiting so long.
我甚至担心她再也不会来了 I was afraid she wouldn't come.
我爱你，苏茜 I love you, Susie.
我们离开的时候，谁也看不见 Nobody notices when we leave.
我们真正决定离开的那一刻 I mean, the moment when we really choose to go.
人们顶多只能隐隐听到一声呼唤 At best, you might feel a whisper or the wave of a whisper
或者一丝低语，渐渐飘远 undulating down.
我姓萨蒙，意思是大马哈鱼 My name is Salmon, like the fish.
名叫苏茜 First name, Susie.
我14岁那一年 I was 14 years old when I was murdered
1973年12月6日，被人谋杀 on December 6, 1973.
我来人世一遭 I was here for a moment,
而后匆匆离去 and then I was gone.
祝大家幸福长寿 I wish you all a long and happy life.