别让... 太多人进来 我想保持这里安静 Let's some, its not have many people come in, I would like to do ... is anybody like to do it in here.
大家都出去行么 Could everybody split?
不用都在这儿 谢谢 As I like to be here. Thanks
- 我们可以... - 把门关上 - Maybe we can keep ... - And close the door
不让人靠近这门... 锁起来行吗 - Keep people away from the door ... - lock it is no good?
行 谢谢 Yep Thank you
网上中文，mkv提取英文合成而来，无校对。 by 撒手不管白日梦
"我从未这般深切感觉到 "And Never Have I Felt so Deeply at One And the Same Time"
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如此超脱于自身 却依存于世界”(阿尔贝·加缪) "So Detached From Myself and so Present in The World" "- Albert Camus."
(Albert Camus) French philosopher and writer
(送给Henry) "For Henry"
我书教得不好 I wasn't good in school
也不关心学校 I didn't care for school
呃... 从我个人来看 Um ... It was an nice socially
倒是很被社会认同 Based on my own experience
但我无法继续下去了... But I can't just went along ...
我一开始是学音乐的 I started over in Music Major
想当个摇滚明星 I'll be Rock-n-road Star
可惜没成功 But that didn't quite worked out.
1985年 In 1985
Gloria飓风来袭时 The journey of hurricane during the Gloria
我正坐着火车去城里上班 I was taking an train into the city to work
我在路上跟我妹夫打电话 I was ... I gone to work and I was on the phone with my brother-in-law
他... 那时刚开始教书 who ... he had just started teaching
他说学校放假了 He said that he was off from school
我说等一下 Now, wait a second,
刮飓风你就放假 我呢... You off from school for hurricane, I am going to the city ....
我还要跑去办公楼上班? To work in the Office building?
当老师可真不错啊 Its an pretty good game, right.
我母亲曾是个老师 My mother was an teacher
我很小就下定决心 I knew it without an shadow of a doubt
无论如何 From my early childhood
我是死也不会当老师的 By the one job, I would never do as become an teacher
无论如何 决不选这个"极品"行业 Ever never I would take the top-cards on a "turn plate"
我宁愿去放羊 干什么都行 I'll be seperated anything
绝对不当老师 Rather than become an teacher
我决定去当老师是因为 And I decided to be a teacher because I wanted to do something with my life besides
想做些跟之前不一样的事 what I was doing which I was driving a truck
之前是给一家公司开卡车 For a company and,
我决定改善自己的人生 就回学校教书了 And decided that I want to the better for myself, so I started teaching a little bit, at the acting school
我当时已经37岁了 I was at age of 37
我大学时的一个朋友 A friend of mine from the College
他姨妈是... His aunt was the ...
纽约市中心女校的校长 Principle of the "all-girls" in the city school in New York
在新泽西 In New Jersey
他们很缺老师 They were desperate for teachers
我就想 "太好了 我可以先当一年教师" So I thought "Great", I can do this for a year
我爸就不会逼我找工作了 It will keep my father for making me an job for prudential.
我再慢慢考虑自己想做什么 And I figured it out what I wanted to do
我父亲打电话说有个面试 Well they called up for enter an interview
而我也需要一份工作 And I have to get an job, and
在皇后区的一所中学 In a Junior High school in Queens
结果我就... And I ended up ...
开始教书... 到现在30年了 I started it - my... what was now reached 30 years
这里的大多数老师都曾经 Most of the teachers here at one point
一度认为... They believe
自己能够改变什么 They could make the difference
我明白那感觉有多重要 I know how important it is
能有个人来指导你 能够... After guidance and to have ...
帮助你理解这个复杂的世界 Someone help you to understand the complexities of the
孩子们自己... world that we living, they didn't really
是无法成熟应对的 have that ... growing up
我是金钱 I am money
是流动在无望之人手中的 一张钞票 I change hands like a dollar bill its been robbed by the lab
隐忍在暗中无法哭泣 I am geneis premium and cry for love
噤声沉默 with volume
泪水却自顾滑落 But the tears were offer myself
而这是一切不幸的所在 And that's all went wrong
* Phone ringing *
* Beep *
嗨 Lupe 我是Dian Mathias Hello, Robe, its Dead Mathias here
我今天生病不来了 I'm sick and won't be coming today
就这样 alright.
* Beep *
有话直说 Hart老师 我管理学校很忙 Get to the point, Dr. Harward I have to school today, alright.
这三年学校每况愈下 是你失职了 Day school gone down at the state for last three years
别装傻充愣了 Don't pretend you know the game,
你四处造谣说我的学校连最差的学生都不值得来 You "ink-mark" my school and the chance be done the worst kids in the region
孩子们需要教育 不对吗? Children deserve an education Don't you agree?
我看你是在扯蛋 浪费我的时间 I agree, you joking of it and wasting my time
直说吧 Hart老师 Get to the point, Dr. Harward ...
我们需要意见一致的管理者 We need an concense builders
和新的教学方法 A new methodology
你这是在败坏体制 You corruptize the system
不 我们是做内部清理 No, we're cleaning house
主管认为你该退休了 Supervisor-attendence feel that its time your step down.
宝贝儿 你还真有胆到我地盘上来放屁 Babe, you got some fucking nerve come to my yard with the heart your fucking self.
Carol 你也当过老师 Carol, it was a time you were an educator
也很受人尊敬 You were well respected.
不如去做回本行吧 Why don't you go out and talk?
好了 全都坐好别吵 不然我要揪你们去办公室了 Everybody to sit down and shut up, alright stop pulling out the referrals
都坐好 Sit
坐下! Sit down.
我要开始放DVD了! I am starting the DVD
我要放DVD了! I am starting the DVD
- Barth还是Barthes - Barthes 女士 - Barth or Barthes - Barth
Barthes先生 - Mr. Barth - Yes madam Henry Barthes Mr. Barth Henry
你之前长期任教的是... So you've been taking an long term assignments at the ...
Lark & MacArthor学校 "Mark & Arthur"
"那种"学校 The French
是那样没错 Ah thats what it worked out.
你在这里任教一个月 This an month-long assignment
直到我找到一个全职教师 Until I can fill it permanently
有人向我推荐你 说你是个名声响亮的代课老师 I was asked to meet with you because you come the highly recommended the best suburb of the hall city.
也就是充当一下看门人罢了 This is someone who to be the hall-man.
我同意 Barthes先生 I agree, Mr. Barth
这里的学生成绩都远低于年级水平 You'll find many of your students functionally well below the grade level
你的任务就是让他们听话 That is your task is trying to get them not bother others
别落下课程进度 Teach curriculum
这点最重要 is most importantly
明白? Understood?
- 早上好 - 早上好 - Good morning - Good morning
我是Barthes老师 I'm Mr. Barth
你们都知道这是11年级英文初级课程吧 Most of you didn't heard this is English 11 A
不 不知道... - Yes - Yeah
听着 我只有一条规矩 Listen up, I have one rule
就一条 Just one.
如果你不想坐在这儿 If you don't want to be here
就别来 Don't come
哥们儿 什么意思啊? Dude, what does that mean?
不是哥们儿 是Barthes先生 Its not dude, its Mr. Barth
"安静"的那个S The letter S for silent
- 你是个傻逼基佬 - Marcus 闭嘴! - You are fucking gay - Marcus, Shut up!
你才闭嘴! No, you shut up!
减肥去吧 肥婆 A diet Bitch
嘿 Marcus Hey Marcus
猜猜怎么着? Guess what
怎么着? What?
你可以走了 You are free to leave
- 就现在? - 对 现在 - Right now? - yah right now.
- 牛逼啊... - 回见了 兄弟 - hiya ... - See you later, man
- 什么意思 要我去Dean的办公室? - 随便你去哪 - What's the fuck, you want me to go to the Dean's Office? - I don't care where you go.
每人拿出一张纸来 Everyone pull it out of your shit paper
我想了解一下你们的写作能力 I would like to assess each of you individual writing skills you have ...
我要是没纸呢? What do you think if I got no paper?
写作情景是这样 Okay here is the situation
你死了 明白吗 You dead.
- 以此写一篇简单细致的文章... - 嘿 傻逼... - Alright, write an brief but detailed essay about ... - Hey jerk, ...
我他妈问你问题呢! - I have a fucking question
写写你的朋友或者父母 ... about what a friend or your parents
会在你的葬礼上说些什么 May say about you during your funeral
- 给你们30分钟 - 噢 糟了... - Okay, you have 30 minutes - Bullshit ...
(class laughing...)
你他妈没听见我的问题么 I asked your motherfucking question, didn't I?
还有别的招么? Anything else?
最好别惹我 当心他妈废了你 You had better fucking up before I am fucking up your rat shit
那个包... That bag ...
它没有任何感觉... It doesn't have any feelings ...
它是空的 Its empty
我也一样 所以我不会被你伤害 I don't have any feeling that you can hurt either
明白吗? 我理解你的愤怒 Okay? I understand you're angry
我以前也很愤怒 懂吗 I used to be very angry too, okay.
我理解 但你没理由冲我发火 I get it. You have no reason to be angry with me, because ...
因为我是极少数愿意给你机会的人之一 I am only the few people that to see trying to give you an opportunity.
现在我要请你 Now I am going to ask you
回到座位上 you just sit down
尽力去写 And do your best
我会给你一张纸 And I will give you a piece of paper
这怎么样? How's that?
再他妈给支笔行么? Can I get a fucking pen too?
孩子们不会长时间集中精力 Kids don't have any attention spend
他们容易厌烦 They're bored
要让他们读懂文学 首先你得让他们相信 So how you supposed to view the man with class attitude they don't ... if they don't believe ...
你真的... that you
能与他们建立理解与分享 Have something meaningful for share
谢谢 Thank you
为什么你把Marcus赶出教室 却留下了Jerry? Why you fell Marcus out of the class but not Jerry?
我得找个人杀鸡儆猴 Well I got to make an example for someday
而且在我班里 不允许Marcus那样侮辱你 you know Marcus has been expelled from this unit, and this would not be allowed in my classroom
而他们骂我什么都无所谓 What they were saying to me is just "material"
你叫什么? What's your name?
Meredith Meredith
很高兴认识你 Meredith Nice to meet you, Meredith
那你真的不在乎学生们怎么说你? So you don't really care what the kid say to you?
也许是我习惯了 Perhaps I used to it
我也希望能这么坚强 I wish to be that strong
其实那不难 Meredith It doesn't take that strength, Meredith
你要理解 很不幸大多数人的行为都源于自我意识 You must understand that unfortunetly most of people are act on their self-awareness
你最好记住这一点 下次你或许还会遇到 You should keep that in mind and you will have that chance at your second period
你时时刻刻 都会遇到这样的人 You will meet them again at every age
我要见你们校长! I want to see the Principle!
就是她 妈妈 That's her, mom
你这贱人把我宝贝儿赶出去的? 你凭什么? You're bitch who expelled my baby? and for what?
- 对不起 抱歉女士 也许你可以... - 因为你没本事教她? ... - Excuse me, maybe you would like to ... - Because you can't handle it? ...
婊子你懂什么? 我每天在家管她还不够?! 我没时间操心这些狗屁! Bitch why don't you be here? You want to be at home everyday like that??! I don't have time for this bullshit!
- 请你小声一点! - 你还当什么老师? - Keep your voice down! - Why don't you be here?
嘿 夫人 请冷静点 Hey Madam, clam down
咱们去Dean的办公室谈 We will talk about this in the Dead's Office
我哪儿也不跟你去 I wouldn't go anywhere with you
听着 我知道你很生气 Look, I know you're angry, but
但她们不会听你说的 你来跟我谈吧 But they won't listen to you, you need to talk with me.
- 种族歧视的婊子 我要告死你... - 来吧 女士们... - Races come on, I will sue your ass ... - Come on, ladies ...
这边 This way
- 女士们 - 怎么回事啊? - Ladies - What happened?
婊子 你他妈再让我在班里丢脸 我找人轮奸死你! Bitch, Aamlteni she can fucking shame in class to making (Hern
打扰一下 Excuse me
你新来的? Are you new here?
对 第一天 Yes, first day
欢迎 Welcome
刚才可真够闹腾的 That was quite a scene back there.
我有点被吓着了 I was a little shocked
不过这里还是安全的 But its actually safe here
抱歉啊 我是Madison Sorry I am Miss Madison
我叫Henry Henry Barthes I am Henry, Henry Barth
无论感受到什么 我都如实表达 Whenever on my mind, I say there was a feeling
我对自己坦诚 I am truthful to myself
我是年轻的 I am young
亦是衰老的 并且无数次 I am old and I am bored up to my soul
从心底感到苍白 So many times
摒弃信仰 放逐自己 I am out of faces and I am gone
我就像你 I am just like you
Patricia Patricia
* knocking the door*
Patricia Patricia
(Phone ringing)
- 喂 - Henry 我是医院的Rita - Hello - Henry, its me (Rita), from the hospital
- 他又开始闹了 - 什么? He's done it again, you need to get down here
- 你得来趟医院 - 混蛋 离我远点! Bastard, leave me alone!
那你们怎么不处理? Why don't you handle this?
我没法把他弄出来! I can't get him out!
- 你赶快过来! - Patricia - You come and get him ... - Patricia
谢谢 Thanks
外公 出来吧 Grandpa, come on
我是Henry 把门打开 Its Henry, open the door
Patricia Patricia
不 是Henry 是Henry No, its Henry, its Henry
- 谁? - 我是Henry - Who? - Its Henry
外公 拜托你... 把门打开 Grandpa, please, open ... open the door ...
噢 小宝贝 Wow, sweetheart
我以为你和你妈在一起 I thought that you were with mom
你都穿戴整齐了啊 ... Your dress okay, there ...
准备要去哪么? Were you going somewhere?
我要去上班 Now I go to work
你退休了 You are retired
你已经退休了 记得么? You are retired, okay?
现在很晚了 我要你乖乖睡觉好吗? Its very very late so I need you to go to sleep, okay?
上床睡觉 Lets come to bed
你还好吗? How you doing, huh?
有些人睡着睡着就死掉了 Some people they sleep a lot before they died.
很蠢是吧? Is that ridiculous?
Fuck.
都没事了吧? Herny, everything okay?
你给我闭嘴 Shut up
听好了 You listen
我知道你这种没文化的垃圾 I know you're just under-educated drank who
跟这些快死的老人待着打发时间 Passing your time with these old dying people
但我付了钱要你照顾他的生活 But I paying you to assist him for living
可你却没照顾他! You're not assisting him!
我说过要把他卫生间的锁卸掉! I told you that take the lock off of his bathroom door!
你知道他晚上要起夜 又健忘 you know how he get up at night and he forget
所以你要留心照看他 So you have to be there for him
让他觉得安全 Make him feel safe
我现在跟你说明白 Let me be very clear here
你再对他这么不上心 You stop neglecting his needs
我他妈的就要你好看! And I would stop fucking with yours!
我会让你丢了工作! I would have you fired!
让你的家人 There is going to be your family
你自己的孩子 Your children
都别想安心过日子! how can he be in risk!
明白了吗?! You got it?!
明白了 I got it.
别他妈再大晚上叫我来了 Don't make me come down here again to sort this out, okay?
好么? Okay?
快他妈把钱给我! Give me the fucking money!
听见没有? 妈的把钱给我! Did you heard me? Give me the fucking money!
快他妈给我钱! Give me the fucking money now!
你以为我真喜欢你么? You think I love you?
快他妈给我钱! Give me the fucking money!
- 你想要钱? - 快给我! - You want the money? - Now!
* Slap face*
你干嘛跟着我? Why you follow me?
我没有 很晚了 你该回家了 我只是个老师 I am not, its late, you should be home, just go school
什么? 你是个疯子? What? Are you crazy now?
- 你出个价吧 - 走开 离我远点 - What the fucking of your deal, huh? - Keep away from me
你就眼睁睁看着那家伙打我? Why you let the guy beat shit on me?
- 你就像个他妈的窝囊废呆坐着 - 对不起 我不想跟你说话 - Huh, you selfish like a fucking lemon or something - Excuse me, I don't wanna talk with you
你不觉得那样不对么? Don't you think there're something wrong with that?
听着 Listen
孩子 我不知道你什么时候误入歧途的 Little kid, I don't know how old you were, you are old and went wrong.
但我实话告诉你 But this is the fucking answer, okay.
快从良吧 否则你很快就会变老了 Figure it out, you gonna be really old really quick.
- 明白了么 - 你干嘛这么对我? - You should know that - Why are you mean to me? huh
你以为我麻木了没感觉吗? You don't think that I have feelings?
那你有吗? 你有感觉吗? Do you? Do you have feelings?
听着 伙计 Listen, pa
我好心说一句 In between you and me
你看起来麻烦比我多 You look like even have more problems than me
噢 是么? Oh really?
- 没错 来吧 我可以安慰你 - 你干什么 别碰我 你这是跟我调情么? - Yes really, so come on, I mean I will make you better - What are you doing, get off from me please, u alcoholic?
没什么 我就想跟你找点乐子 Nothing, I just want to hang out with you if you want me, and I...
- 我不想跟你找乐子 - 我只是觉得你看起来很孤单 - I don't wanna hang out with you - I don't know you seem how lonely
也许咱们可以去你家 就放松一下... Maybe we can get back to your place just relax ...
你怕自己会觉得享受么? You fear to like it?
我怕是你堕落到这种地步已经没救了 I'm afraid I fuck the way you done so many times, I get used to it.
操你妈! Fuck you, man!
滚吧 傻逼 Fuck off, weird.
祝你晚上愉快 Have a good night, yeah
对 对 快跑吧 嘿 Yeah, yeah, just walk away? hey?
你要去哪? Where are you going?
"大家都为我心碎崩溃了 ..." "He just fuck their shit up and the ..."
"而且 小妞儿们都为了我..." "The ladies cried for me ..."
"在葬礼上大哭" "At the funeral"
"因为我再也不能够" "Because I ate around no more to,"
"让她们享受到..." "Dig that splited up ..."
"那猛烈的性福..." "Raw and shit ..."
"而我那些兄弟们..." "And my boys or get faded ..."
"在我这种牛逼爷们儿面前 都丧逼了" "Leave that gun shit and fuck."
Tony Toni
有意思的是 我花了很多时间 You know it's funny that I spend a lot of time
尽量不去管事 Trying not to have an deal
不去认真负责 Not really committed
我只是个代课老师 I am a substitute teacher
没什么教课的责任 There are no real responsibility to teach
我的职责只是维持好纪律 The responsibility to maintain the order
确保在班上别发生命案 Make sure that nobody has killed anybody in the classroom
等他们去上下一堂课 And then make that into next period
"她曾是个很贴心的女孩" "She used to be an sweet girl"
"她对自己的生活似乎总不满足..." "She never seems to be satisfied with her life..."
"可她有什么不满足呢" "And why should she have been"
"我和她妈给她提供了一切需求... " "An mother of mine gave her everything she needed ... "
"可她为什么突然间" "So why she become so angry?"
"变得如此愤怒 糟糕 如此刻薄" "So miserable, so mean for all of a sudden"
"我们真的不理解" "We don't know."
"说实话 我们不需要反思什么" "Frankly, it doesn't reflected on us."
"我们是称职的父母" "We were good parents"
"可她还是通过结束自己的生命" "But still, she will repay us for all we've done"
"报复了我们" "Like killing herself"
"愚蠢自私的孩子" "Stupid and selfish Child"
"她再也没机会去上普林斯顿大学了" "Now she will never get into Princeton" (Princeton is an U.S. well-known university)
未署名 No name.
"喂 Lupe 还是我Dean Mathias" "Hello, its this Mathias Dead"
"我没法坚持下去了" "I can't do it anymore"
"我... 我不干了! " " I ...um I quit! "
噢 这不是可爱的Parker老师么 Oh, if it isn't ... good afternoon Dr. Parker
想来一颗神仙药丸帮你熬过今天么? Do you like a happy pill or happy babe?
- 很美味噢 - 我需要你代Dean Mathias上第二节课 - They're yummy. - I need you to fill out the Dead Mathias in the second period.
我很担心你 Charlie I am worried about you, Charlie
我就是... 爱看你扭着走出去 Just the ... maybe I like to watch you leave the room
Seaboldt先生 他还保持着幽默感 Haha Mr. Seaboldt, he maintain an sense of humor
我觉得幽默感很重要 可我就没有 I think the sense of humor is the key, But I don't make processive ... haha
我确实... I mean, I do ...
是个很悲观的人 in a tragic sort of way
你来干嘛 Sea先生? What are you doing here Mr Sea?
我来帮Dean Mathias代课 Um I am coming in fill for the Dean of Mathias
Mathias就是个傻逼娘炮 Mathias is a Bitch
你要傻逼似的废话 Talked shit.
就等着像婊子一样被抽嘴巴 You can be slapped like a bitch
你也不许当我是空气 You are not gonna to give me the attention either
否则我你妈照样饶不了你 I am gonna off this shit of type
臭傻逼 Motherfucker
我妈? 不对 我你妈饶不了你 臭傻逼 Oh shit, I am fucking your shit type of Motherfucker
喔 真是太有文采了 Wow...that is I mean really great.
听起来又完全狗屁不通 I mean that its truly un-literical
你应该去表演一下这个 You should take that on the stage
肯定很受欢迎的 I mean that should serve itself
嗨 现在由我向您重新演绎一下 Umm, hey who could talk some of my thought says
你才等着我你妈的饶不了你呢 臭傻逼 I am going to un-fuck your shit, of type Motherfucker.
我告诉你 小混球 I'll tell you now, your little naughty
我你妈的绝对玩死你 I'm not the fucking shit of your type
我你妈要爆你菊花的噢 I'm not the fucking shit of type of your ass
你个臭傻逼! You motherfucker!
"我你妈... 要爆你菊花! 臭傻逼!" I am going to on fucking shit of type your motherfucker
我跟你说... I'll tell what, um...
你不如先坐一下 Why don't you have an seat?
我呢 Okay and
我很快就回来 探讨你光明的未来 I will back shortly and then to discuss your great future
好么 哥们儿? Okay, my man?
我是说 "臭傻逼" I mean, your motherfucker.
好了 小姑奶奶 Okay, Miss what?
Ellen 我能看下你的胸么? Ellen, can I see your nipples?
什么?! 不能! What? No!
不对啊 It will be wrong.
我都已经看见了 Actually I can
明白我的意思了么 你来上学得穿胸罩 See there is the whole point, you have to wearing bra to go to school
听着 Seaboldt先生 我就这么我行我素 Well Mr. Seaboldt, I'm just want to be me
我没管你穿什么 你也少管我 I don't want you tell me how to dress, you don't tell me.
明白? Understand?
Ellen你知道这是什么吗? Ellen you know what's that is?
这张照片里是美丽的夏威夷日落 It's a beautiful picture of the sunset in Hawaii
很美 对吧? Its really pretty, isn't it?
现在 Now
你知道这是什么吗 you know what's that is?
这一张是感染了淋病的阴道 It vagina infected with gonorrhea;
真他妈恶心死了 Its fucking disgusting
对 很恶心 Yes very, as you see
所以当你穿成这样来上学 就会让人们误会你 When you come to school dress like that, you give ...
你不希望在大家面前有尊严么? The wrong signal, don't you want the people to respect you?
我有尊严 我只是不鸟那些混球 Yah I get respected, I don't have to give everyone "dick" in my face
鸟那些混球 Every "dick" in your face.
真是有尊严 That respectful.
穿上 等到... Put it on, wear this for the rest ...
听话 接下来一天就穿这个 Hey I said that, wear that for the rest of the day.
好吗 Okay?
我能走了么 Can I go now?
我想可以了 我是说 I supposed you can, I mean
如果这事算解决了 解决了吗? If we were done, I'll be done?
- 解决了 - 解决了 - We were done - We were done
又拯救了一个学生啊 Another student was saved
* knocking the door*
快从厕所里出来 奶奶 Come out of the bathroom, Grandma!
快把门打开 奶奶 Come on, laundry open the door
你好 外公 Hello Grandpa
* knock the door*
外公 Grandpa
你还好么 You okay?
怎么了 外公 What is it, Grandpa?
我是Henry 外公 Its Henry, Grandpa
外公 我是Henry Grandpa, its Henry.
- 谁? - 你哪里疼么? - Who? - Do you feel pain?
我... 我又尿裤子了 I ... I pissed myself
* Knock the door*
好了 奶奶 快开门 Come on, grandma open the door!
打扰一下 Excuse me
- 你能来一下吗? - 出什么意外了? - Can you come in here please? - There has an accident?
对 你应该... - Yes - you should ... haa..
- 你要不要... - 你看 我们照顾得很好 看 - Do you want to? - You see, we've been taking care of him, see.
看吧 你没事了 You see? you okay
- 好了吧? - 你有写点什么吗 外公? - You right? - Have you done any writing, Grandpa?
写了吗? 在日记本里? Any writing, in journals?
不 我的人生... No, my life ...
我的人生没什么好写的 My life is not worth mentioning
好了 没事了 Its ok, its okay.
我不想这个样子死掉 I didn't want to both odd like this
我不想当你的负担 I hate being a burden
你不是负担 You aren't a burden
好吗? Okay?
不是负担 You aren't a burden
真的? 你喜欢来这儿吗? Sure, do you like for coming here
你妈妈今天来过了 Your mother came by today
你们最近聊过天么 Have you spoken to her anything?
没有 No No
我跟她说我一切都好 I would told her I am fine?
你每次都这么说 但我知道你是不肯告诉我 You always say you were fine, but I know you hide things from me
你一直都那么封闭 You always been closed off.
从小就是 Ever since you were an kid.
为什么? Why is that?
为什么? Why?
啊 你生气了 我不是故意惹你生气的... Ah .. you upset, I didn't mean to say these things to you ...
- 我没想... - 你没惹我生气 - I didn't mean to make you ... - yah you didn't upset me
外公 Grandpa
我只是不想提起过去 So I don't wanna talk about the past.
我们对过往的记忆很不同 You and I remember it very differently
睡会儿吧 闭上眼睛 有我在 Get some rest, close your eyes, I'm here
- 我在这儿陪着你 - 等你不愿再来了 Henry - I am here with you - When you stop coming, Henry?
我就会死 I would die
老天 Fuck.
你有烟么 You got an cigarette?
不 我没有烟 No, I don't have a cigarette
你去哪啊 Where you go huh?
- 现在你要干嘛去呢? - 那你想干嘛去 孩子? - What gotta do now? - What would you gonna do, little kid?
我不知道 I don't know
你能借我10块钱么 Can you lend me ten dollars?
拜托 我很饿啊 Come on, man I'm hungry
我家里或许有点吃的 I may have some you need in my place.
进来 去洗手 Come in, wash your hands.
那儿有香皂 There are soap over there.
坐 Sit down
你家真不错 Really nice place you got.
谢谢 Thanks
有带劲点儿的东西喝么 You've got anything stronger?
吃你的三明治 Here is your sandwiches.
嘿 别心急 Hey, hold on man!
100美元 Its cost you $100
放轻松... Relax ...
怎么? What?
你是被强暴了? Have you been raped recently?
你干嘛关心? What do you care?
我还真没多想关心 I'm not sure what I am doing to take care of it
我得给你擦点药 I would put something on
听着 我得回去了 Look, I think I got to get back
回去? Back?
回哪去? Back to where?
听着 伙计 Listen, buddy
你要没钱也行 我是说... If you don't got the money its cool, i mean...
我挺喜欢你 I like you
要不50块便宜你? How about I can do it with you for 50?
听我说 Listen to me
少跟我扯这些 行么? Not off the bullsit, okay?
到洗手间来 Coming to the bathroom
会有点刺痛 This stain wound ...
你干嘛这么做? Why you doing this?
洗个澡 Take a shower
- 干净的毛巾 - 谢谢 - This is freash towel - Thanks
睡觉 Go to sleep
你好 我是Parker老师 Hello, this is Dr. Parker
我儿子有多动症 一直以来他就是那个样子 My son has ELD - "learning disabilities", I was an operator, this what he got ...
现在你得赔他一个笔记本电脑 Now you got to do is get him an free laptop
Kevin先生 你儿子严重打伤了一个同学 Mr. Kevin, your son offensively hitting another student
他这是行为上的问题 His problems are behavioral
我儿子有学习障碍 他没学到任何东西 Hey he has to do it because my son is disable to learning anything
这都是你的错! And this is your fault!
嘿 嘿 你干什么?! Hey hey ... what are you doing?
你是怎么回事? What is the matter with you?
我告诉了 而我的同事们也都清楚 那些真正有多动症的孩子还需要我帮助 As it is, our research has been made that we have an real ELD kids here may need your attention.
他时时刻刻都在愤怒 因为他没受到应有的待遇 He is always mad all the time because he is not getting the services he needed
宪法会保护我们的权力 等我的律师找你吧! No Charter Hypathesis that protecting our right, you will be hear from my lawyer!
先生... Mr. ...
嘿 你在干什么? Hey, what are you doing?
这是什么? What is this?
这是什么? 好玩么? 回教室去 立刻回去 What is this? Funny? Get the class, get the class right now
这是什么玩笑? 我没明白 What's the joke? I didn't got the joke, huh.
好玩么? 你觉得很有意思? 你喜欢虐待小动物? Is this funny? Was this little goodies? You like hurting animals? Huh?!
你喜欢这样? 回答我 你喜欢虐待小动物是么? 喜欢吗? Is that what you like to do? Listen to me, you like hurting Animals? You like this?!
跟我走 走 快点 Come here, go, lets go, come on.
走 Go walk
Raymond先生 研究表明从小喜欢虐待动物的孩子 Mr. Raymond, the studies shown that the kid approach hurting the animals at their early age
长大成人之后 Eventually they fall into the highly percentage of adults
可能会缺失最基本的人类情感 Who may fail to develop even the most basic feelings for people.
David Raven
你对此是什么感觉? How do you feel about this?
我觉得... I feel ...
被困住了 Trapped.
就像那只猫 Like the cat.
* Man's moaning"
* Key sound*
妈的 Fuck.
你是谁? 干嘛? 干嘛? Who are you? Why?
你付钱了么? 你给她钱了么? Did you paid? Did you paid for her?
行 好 好... - Yeah alright, yeah yeah alright, here ... - Pay her
- 好 给你 ... - 你给我干什么?! - alright, here, take ... - Why are you pay me for, huh?!
又不是我的嘴!? Wasn't my mouth!
滚出去 快滚! Get fuck out of here, get out of here!
Fuck!
别打我! It wasn't me!
给 ... Here ...
把床单换了 Change your sheets!
你怎么能又这样? How you do it again?
求你别生我的气 Please don't be mad at me.
我没生你的气 I am not mad at you
千万别离开我 Don't think about relinquish me
我不会再这样做了 I won't do it anymore
我保证 I promise
你不需要向我保证 You don't need to promise me
明白么? 你不需要 Okay don't promise to me
不管你想做什么 就去做 Whatever it is, you feel you need to do, you do it.
但不能在这儿! But don't do it here!
行吗? Okay?
你干什么呢? What are you doing there?
你都不敲门的吗? Don't you knock the door?
这都什么意思? 你受苦受难的灵魂? What these sculpture all supposed to be? You tortune Soul?
你就不能画些让人高兴的吗? Why don't you paint something cheerful?
看起来快乐的色彩 Like happy with colors.
你想要我怎么样 爸爸? 是你不负责任把我生下来的 What do you want me dad? Besides of me before having me born like a peanuts.
我工作累了一整天 I don't work all day
你少拿这些青春叛逆惹毛我 To have my night ruining by your teen ants
像你这么大的孩子 都挤破头想考进斯坦福大学 Mostly your age, I get my full right of sample at Stanford University like that some minority can ...
我可不会支持你 I am not going to support you
和你这些没用的创意爱好! And your little creative hobbies!
明白? 我受够你这些"艺术项目"了 Okay? I have already tired of all your art projects
全都屁都不是! They will going nowhere!
你说话总这么伤人 爸爸 You always know what got to say, Dad
把你的头发收拾收拾 No people grow hair like yours
减减肥 And lost some weight
也许能交几个男朋友什么的 You gonna to attract some boys, who knows.
该有一个 There should be
前提... Prerequisite
在成为父母之前 先去学习如何做家长 Curriculum from being an parent, before the people attempt to
可别在家乱学 Don't try this at home
吃药 Take this
是什么药? What those?
你应该吃之前就问我 You supposed to ask me before you taken them
是维生素片 They're Vitamins
还有阿司匹林 And Aspirin
我觉得 At some point
你该去做个艾滋病检查 You should get an HIV test.
过段时间去吧 At some point
你为什么在公车上哭? Why are you crying on the bus?
快睡吧 Go to sleep
这是你朋友? A friend of yours?
朋友? A friend
噢 不 不是 Oh...No no
他才没有朋友呢 他是个... Of course a friend, he was ....
纯粹的混球 Totally asshole
他是怎么回事? What was his problem?
他选择了一个不该选的职业... He chosen an vocation that he did not chosen to have ...
然后无时无刻 That man has spent his whole career
都在咒骂抱怨 他就是那样的... Casting curses before swear, he talked like that ...
孩子们都讨厌死他了 The child hate his face
他买来教材资料 He was trying to purchase Stanford back and
然后从预定的阅读书单里揩油 Ford nerve of quiet willingness
这种人没了才叫大家舒心呢 There will be sad for this safety years about bible
你再也没法让人闹心了 You can do no more harm
他怎么死的? How did he died?
谁知道 谁在乎啊 我闪了 Who knows, and who cares.
(glauas)
*Phone ringing*
Lupe "Hello"
这种生活真的太糟糕了 "Its tragedy this life"
熬不到头 "and retention"
什么停学的 什么闯祸的 "Friendship and exposion"
没完没了的开会 "Death meetings"
没完没了的书本 "The Papers cuts"
没用的家长 "The vacant parents"
堕落的孩子 "The wishes kids"
我全都受够了 "The draftful pigs"
他们在啃噬我的灵魂 "They spilt on my soul"
我受够了这些窝囊气 "This humanition will stuck"
必须恢复使用体罚 让这些死孩子们抱头鼠窜 "Disciplines must be restored, these kids having fun of their run."
我正牵着一条 小孩子呐! " Wow ... run, our Child! "
都他妈的疯了! " It's fucking rabbit! "
他们还有什么价值?! " Is every child have value? "
初等教育还有什么意义!? "Where is your worthy of education?
他妈的孩子 全都没有理想! " Fucking kids who has lot of his fire "
没有热情! " Lot of fire ..."
猪一样不可教化! " No mind to be taught "
* (Section of the speech of Adolf Hitler) *
"同化" " Assimilate "
这是什么意思? What's that mean?
吸收事物 To take something in
很好 就是"汲取" Well excellent, to absorb
"普遍存在" " Ubiquitous "
谁知道? Anyone?
无时无刻 无所不在 Everywhere all the time
那么"普遍存在"的"同化" So what is the meaning ...
是什么意思? " ubiquitous and absorption "
时时刻刻 从一切地方吸收一切事物 Always absorbing everything everywhere all the time
非常好 George Well done, George.
如果事物总是呈现在眼前 How were you to imagine anything?
你们还如何去想象它? If the image is always provided for you
去年有谁读了《1984》 很好 Who here had read "1984" last year? "American novel turned into a movie"
"思想矛盾" Good
有谁知道? Anyone?
Meredith Meredith
对一个事物同时存在两种看法 Having two opposing belief at once
并且两种都坚信 Believes that both are true.
非常好 Meredith Excellent
你干嘛总要博他欢心? 马屁精 Why you always suck as a dick, fuck?
知晓其中的谬误 To deliberately believes lies
还刻意去相信谎言 While knowning their false
生活中每天都会碰到这种情况 An example of this in your everyday life
或者说... or I ...
我需要变漂亮 I need to be pretty
才能快乐 To be happy
我需要整容 I need surgery
才能变漂亮 To be pretty
我要变瘦 I need to be thin
要受欢迎 Famous
要时髦 Fashionable
我们如今的 Our young men
年轻人 Today
被灌输的思想是 They being told that women
女人都是妓女 婊子 are prostitutes
都该被蹂躏 Bitches are things to be scroll
被殴打 Beaten
被欺凌 Shit on
被羞辱 Ashame
这种传销式的荼毒 This is a marketing holocaust
永不间断 24 hours a day
让我们一辈子 For the rest of our lives
都被这种 The power to be
顽劣的毒害 A harder work
所蒙蔽 Dumbing us
直至死亡! To death
所以 为了保护我们自己 So, to defend ourselves
抵抗我们的大脑不被这些愚昧控制 And fighting against the similarities of this dumbs into our thought processors.
我们必须学会阅读 We must learn to read
来激发我们的想象力 To stimulate our imagination
来建立 To quantivate
我们自己的意念 Our own conscious
我们自己的信念系统 Our own belief system
我们需要这些技能 We all need these skills
来保护 To defend
来维护 To preserve
我们的思想 Our minds
仔细一点 非常好 Just carefully, yes perfect
很好 Great
我来看看 Let me have a look
你做到了 You just make your destination
- 喔 - 我不管别人怎么说你的 - Wow - I don't care what they say how you doing great.
我以前数学也很差 这需要时间 I was having hard time in mathematics too, it takes time.
喔 真是太酷了 Wow, that was damn cool
嗨 老师们 Hi guys
谢谢你们这么晚还留下来 Thank you for staying late
你们这十几二十个人 15 to 20 of you
今天由联考局的专家Debruce来向大家讲解 Today it will be presented an new course system, Engineering Bruce of State Examinations preformance as mandiated by
"不让一个孩子落伍"(布什颁布的教育法案)授权的新教程 No child had left behind
下午好 女士们先生们 能站在这里我很荣幸 Good afternoon, ladies and gentlemen, it is my pleasure to be here
我今天带来了一些预科生及非预科生的教育材料 I have come today with some editify materials help your maturicuation and non-maturicuation students
为5月即将到来的国家统考做好准备 Better for prepare upcoming State of Exams in May
首先我要表明 Let me start by stating
我热爱教师 I love teachers
我热爱你们的奉献 I love what you do
你们所代表的精神 What you stand for
你们这些人才是真正的英雄 You guys are the real heroes
这么多年我在私企学到了一件事 Now one thing I've learned all my years on private sector
那就是 Is that
这里的房产税收 Real estate generate revenue
和它的新兴产业价值 可以拯救这所学校 And emeraging the value of the property will be this school for saving grades
但你们学校的考核成绩 But your school lower test scores
却给整个社区的房产价值拖了后腿 I will bringing down the whole real estate value in this neighborhood
况且本来市场就不景气啊 During the market which already decline
我们必须把效绩提上去 We gotta to get the score up
为我们社区吸收更多新家庭 New families in our districts
还有更加积极向上的学生 And the motivated kids in this schools
我当然也责无旁贷 And I am not asking any blame
不好意思 你到底是来推销考核材料的? Excuse me, are you here to sell some tests material?
还是为了你自己作为产权人的利益? Or show your concern the area of your property owners ?
听着... 我很好奇呀 Listen, umm ... I am curious
叫我们来听你放屁都不发爆米花吃么? Can you giving me pop-corns or we grab some pop-corns for listening your bullshit?
我们为这里花了一辈子心血 你现在告诉我们 This faulty has been spent their lives on the board, and now you tell us
现在全都要被估价转售! Our careers were about to re-sell and evaluated
- 放狗屁! - 再骂狠点 女士... - Bullshit ! - Give him hell lady ...
- 让他尝尝厉害 - 别曲解我的意思 伙计 - Storm the game - Don't let the things simply, man
这责任你可担待不了 That is not the thing that you can't afford
听起来像是在威胁人啊 This sound like an threat.
- 都别说了 坐下好吗? - 我才不想... - I mean that's enough, please sit down? - No I would not ...
都坐下来行吗? That's enough, could you please sit down?
有点秩序好不好 We have some order here, please
Harward老师说得对 Dr. Harward was right
- 这学校就是社区里的老鼠屎 - 行了吧 - This school was crying for this district - Yeah you bad Pal
说够了就走吧 我也要回家了 Could you finish your bad tricks and go home?
你急什么? Why you hurry, huh?
反正我也会让你退休的 I heard you and Richard bastard ...
好好享受在这儿的最后几个月吧 So enjoy running this relevance place for fewl more months
老顽固你就等着被扫地出门吧! Your bastard order will be fucking done!
你急着回家吗? 最近不待在教室里我就不知道该干嘛了 You urge going home? Like I don't know what to do myself like I'm not in the classroom
有时到星期五下午 我就害怕回家 Some Friday afternoon, I am afraid to go home
害怕总是一个人待着 I spend all the time on my own
是啊 Yeah
- 我母亲非常恨我父亲 - 他们就一辈子要待在那房子里... - My mother hated my father passionately - Are they for there not permanently ...
一直看电视 Just watched a lot of TV
唯一让我觉得有安全感... 不是暂时的那种 - For the only time that I don't feel naked - Not a temporary one
我当老师的原因很自私 我母亲以前在Smith Madison学校教课 - I teached for selfish reasons - My mother was Smith Madison
... 要比她做得更好 要更出色 ... I need an good control
她在Samuel学校教6年级 ... - I need ... to get those kids - It does great similar things ...
她怀念在学校的时光 那是... - Thats moments in school ... - Is all she has ...
...她一定觉得我不能... It must be like an shit end up there
...是我见过最好的老师 That situation you ever have.
那你的故事呢? So what is your story?
我? My story?
我... 都是一次只做一件事 I just ... umm I just taking one thing at a time
为什么浪费生命呢 你没有想追求的东西吗? Why waste your life, you know something worth to adore?
我每天都教书啊 你说呢? I teach every day i mean, when we
你又不了解我 you are not really know me
那你是发生了什么? So what happened to you?
你不想要长久的东西吗? You don't want something more permanent?
- 嗨 - 你去哪了? - Hi - Where have you been?
怎么了? 我在外面 Why? I was out.
- 跟一个同事 - 男孩儿还是女孩儿? - With a colleague? - The boy or girl?
一个女人 A woman
你让我觉得自己特别傻 你干嘛总当我是小孩? Made me feel like so stupid Why treat me like a child?
- 你就是个孩子 对不起 我没想到你会... - 你只跟我说一声 - Because you're a kid, I am sorry I wasn't expecting this - All you have to do is ...
说你会晚点回来 Tell me that you will be home later
别说了 行吗? Back up, alright?
咱俩互相之间没责任 你住在这里是没问题 I am not obliged to you, okay? I mean you welcome to stay here, but you know?
但你别对我有所期待 知道吗 You don't have to get expectation of me, alright?
这是暂时的 你完全可以住着 但是 ... This is an temporary thing, you ... you able to stay here, but ...
但最终你还得走 明白吗? Eventually you have to go, you understand that?
- 我有必要跟你说明白 ... - 够明白了 - I think it is important you to ... - Its clear.
我明白了 你要我现在就走么? I get it, you want me to go now?
我也懒得收拾这堆饭菜 I got better considering than clean up the stuffs
真不敢相信你做了饭 I can't believe you made dinner
拿什么做的? From what?
杂货店 食品杂货店买的 Goceries, from the Goceries store
喔 真的很不错 Wow, it's really nice kid
很久没人为我做过饭了 Its been long time since somebody cooked me out at home
谢谢你 Erica 我们都有困难 有自己的麻烦要处理 Thank you Erica. We all have problems, we all have things dealing with
我们也都 ... And we all ...
夜晚一个人静静承受 白天又带着心事去工作 Take them home with us at night, take them to work in the morning
我觉得这种无助 这种认知... I think that is helpness, that realization for both parties
觉得自己在海上 无依无靠地漂流 Being ex-drafting that in the Sea
没有归属 没有安全感 当你意识到自己是这样 No bowies and safety, when you thought you will be the one
就别去寻求归属 Falling the bowie,
嗨 Hello
- 有晚饭吃么? - 从头跟我说说 - Anything for dinner? - Tell me all about it from the beginning -
- 你根本不在乎 - 噢 不... - You don't care - Oh no ...
- 我非常在乎 亲爱的 - 放松 - I am so much in care, love - relax
你真会故作姿态 You are so self-containing
吻我一下 Give me a kiss
来吧 没人看的 我帮你解解闷 Come on, come with me, I will sort thing out with you
- 来吧 - 别闹了 - Come on - Stop it
你还记得我送你这东西的时候么? Do you remember when I bought this for you?
威尼斯的那个美妙夏天 我辞了职带你旅行 希望能重拾热情 The beautiful summer in "Vennz" before I travel to Arizona to brought you an ring with passionate
"你是傻逼! " " You're suck! "
- 鬼脸? - 对 - Bloody? - Yeah
- 外公 你写日记了么 写在这本子里? - 没有... - Grandpa, you doing any writing of your journal? - No ...
我不记得什么事了 I don't remember much
也不记得人 待在这地方没法思考 When you were there, you can't think in this place
也不会有新鲜事发生 Cannot make new memories
谢谢 Thank you
- 你还好么? - 什么? - You alright? - What?
你看到我了? 你看得见我站在这儿? - You see me? - You see me standing here?
嗯 看得见 Yes, I see you here
天啊 太残酷了 谢谢 谢谢你了! Oh God, its so re-linkness, thank you.
" Carol 我也没办法 我跟主管谈过了 他同意让你干完今年" " Carol, there is no way for us to do this, I spoke with the Super-attendant, its agree to let you out for the rest of year "
"只能这样了 拿着养老金回去享受你的大房子... " " It is where it is, take your pension and fill out your flabulous ... "
"希望你过得开心..." " Send greetings to Bastards ..."
你有没有过那种 无法再忍受 只想让对方快滚蛋的感觉? I am Chairman before. If I am Chairman, I just want to tell someone to fuck off.
我想我没法再坚持了 I think I am sick
- 嗯? - 我今天做了过分的事 - Why? - I crossed the line today
一切都糟糕透了 I mean the whole thing is fuck
糟透了 不是么? Whole thing is fuck, is not?
有事吗 Parker老师? What's up, Dr.Parker?
没完了是么? 我还有别的事呢 Can we get over It? I have got other things to do.
好 你既然不去上大学 那你高中毕业后有什么打算? Well, what are your plan for after High School ever since you will not go to University?
我不知道 I don't know
跟男朋友一起玩 做做小模特之类的... Hanging out with my boyfriend, designing an modelling shit ...
- 跟朋友玩乐队 - 我这儿有你10年级的成绩单 - Be my friends' band (music) - I have your ten year scores report
知道什么情况么 Do you know what they said?
挂科 挂科 挂科 挂科 挂科 挂科 Fail, Fail, Fail
挂科 挂科 挂科 对 - F, F, F - F, F, F yah
你知道这代表什么吗? 是你根本不在乎 You know what that means? Its mean you don't care
你太棒了 You're brilliant.
我能走了么? Can I go now?
天啊 你真是个肤浅的 让人恶心的小孩 Oh god, you are an shallow disgusting creature.
想听真话么? 第一 你玩不了什么乐队 You want to know the truth? One, you not gonna be in an Band,
或是当模特 因为你没有理想 Or an Model Missy, because you have no ambition.
没有能力 你只能跟美国80%的人一样去当低薪工人 With no skills, you will gonna be the 80% of the U.S. workforce for minimum wages job
你这样活下去的结果 Which mean the way you living for the rest of your life
就是等着有一天被电脑所代替! Until they replaced by computers.
- 我无所谓 - 第二.... - I don't care - Two, ....
你唯一的本事就是找男人来操你! The only talent you ever have is getting men to fuck you.
你的生活只会充满无尽的痛苦 Your life will be become an part of pain
到时你哪怕连一天 Now, can you won't say it again
连一个小时都不能再忍受了的时候 Not for one more day, not one more hour!
它还会变得更糟 更可怕! It will get worse, much worse!
每一天我坐进这办公室 听着你们这帮孩子自甘堕落! Everyday I came in this office and I listened your kids to shit-off yourself!
我完全可以不在乎 却忍受着鼓足勇气去关心你们! Its so easy to be careless, it takes curse and courage to take cares
可你们没一个是值得我在乎的 None of you have any of these qualities.
- 出去! 给我滚出去! 滚! - 去你妈的!! - Get out! Just get out! Get out! - Fuck You!!
* Bang - shut the door *
- 我完全失控了 - 你才没有 - I am totally burn out - No you were not.
- 真的 - 你能忍到现在我都很佩服了 - I am. - I mean I don't know how you make it through the day.
听着 你以为我老吃这些药是干嘛的? Listen, seriously what do you think you can take these pills right?
逃避的办法多了去了 I mean, there are lot of rumors there.
真的 我要不这么吃药麻痹自己 我肯定打头带着那些家长们 Oh come on, I don't dig these things, I can be an Master of these parents
帮他们把那些破孩子从窗户扔出去 I will be help them out to throw the fucking kids out of the window
好了 你是最棒的 Come on, you're the best.
要我说 这份工作最糟糕的地方 I'll tell you my opinion, the worst thing about this job
是从来都没人会对你说感谢 Is that nobody say thank you
- 没错 - 对 - No - No
而我现在要说谢谢你 I'm here to say thank you
你做着一份没人能做到的工作 Your doing the job, none of us could do
谁都坚持不了 None of us.
- 表示感恩噢 - 我有没有告诉过你 - Grace - Have I ever I told you that you're the only person
我唯一想聊聊天的人就是你 That I have to talk to
- 嗨 Henry - 怎么了? - Hi Henry - What happened?
他们打电话到你家 They called to your house
- 你外公说他胸口疼 - 然后呢? - Your grandfather felt his chest pain - Then?
医生说他病情还算稳定 Doctors said his condition is stable
只是时间不多了 He doesn't have a lot of time
- 我很抱歉 Henry - 你...
待在这儿多久了? How long... Have you been here?
今早就来了 我不知道怎么联系你 Since this morning, I didn't know how to get an hold of you?
我不知道你在哪工作 I don't know where you work
你一整天都陪着他? You are having a whole day with him?
你好啊 外公 Hello, grandpa
看起来还可以吧 I am still hanging in there, as I see
嘿 小宝贝 你妈妈今天来看我了 Hey sweetheart, your mother has visited me today
你见到她了么? Did you seen her?
- 没有 - 我跟她说我很怕离你而去 - No - I told her I was afraid to leave you
... 但她保证了 ... But she promised
- 她说会照顾好你 - 嗯 她会的 - That she would look after you - Sure, she means that all the time
Patricia 亲爱的 Patricia tell me that
你已经原谅我了 是不是? You've forgiven me, haven't you?
- 你需要我原谅你什么呢 爸爸? - 那些事 - What do you need to forgiven me, daddy? - Those things
你知道 我做的那些事 You know, the things I did
你所做的就是养育我 All you have to do is
- 一直在照顾着我 - 你不怕我吗? - Always take care of me - Why did you afraid of me?
不 爸爸 没有 No, daddy, not
我明白你只是有时候...糊涂了 I know how you get sometimes you get little mixed up
为自己没做过的事而愧疚 You feel responsible for the things that you didn't do
那我真的没伤害过你吗? So I was the one who hurted you?
不 没有 那不是你 No Sir, that wasn't you
我也希望那不是真的 I wish this wasn't true
Patricia 我一直都很爱你 Patricia, I always love you
爸爸 等你准备好了 想离开就离开吧 Daddy, you can feel free to leave, when are you be ready
知道么 没事的 Do you know that? Thats okay.
没什么好怕的 There is nothing to fear
走吧 Come on
咱们离开这儿 Let's leave from here
Patricia是你妈妈? 她怎么了? Is Patricia be your mom? What happened to her?
她离开有一段时间了 She left a while ago
你是说她死了? You mean she died?
她是怎么死的? How did she dead?
在我小时候我爸就走了 我不怎么记得他了 My father left when I was a kid, I don't really remember him
一直就是我们三个 妈妈外公和我 Its always the three of us, Mother and Grandpa and I together
在那房子里 In this house
我发现她... 躺在地板上 I've found her... on the foor
... 她吃了很多药 ... She was taking enough pills
那一刻起我外公 就有点迷失了... And Grandpa at that moment, seriously kinda of lost ...
(送给Henry) * Tape written - For Henry *
我和外公坐在走廊上 看他们进来 带走了她 I sat with my grandpa's bench and we watched her to came and go in
那时你多大? How old were you?
7岁...记不清了 不过我猜我妈年轻的时候 遭遇了很不好的事 Seven, I am kinda not for sure, i think my mother was young when something happened
- 跟我外公有关 - 你那时怕他么? - With my grandpa - Were you afraid of it?
不 No
她从没对你说过什么吗? Did she ever say anything to you?
没有 No
不过现在想想 那时她用自己的方式在保护着我 But looking back on it, I think she protected me on her own way
怎么说? How?
她会叫我晚上锁好自己的门 She made me locked my door at night
这公园如今已空荡荒芜 不禁让人遗憾 The park is now empty in bare, and we feel ... ashamed about it
攀爬架 滑梯和秋千都已锈迹斑斑 The jungle jam slide and swing and roost together
我依然孤独一人 I also terribly alone now
孩子们都去哪儿了 Where did the ... all children gone
他们不知道这公园需要他们么? Didn't they know the park needed them?
一个孩子明智的心灵 可以抚平无数黯淡的伤痕 The child's intelligent heart can flatten the death of many dark places
我找不到任何 关于归属感的记忆 I cannot find any kinda delicated moment of attachment
- 嗨 Barthes老师 - 你好 Meredith - Hi Mr. Barthe - Hello Meredith
- 你好吗? - 嗯 我很好... - How's going? - Fine, I am alright ...
我为你拍了张照片 - I made a picture for you
过来吧 Come here
- 真的? - 嗯 - you did? - Yeah
喔 很好看 你真的很有天赋 Wow, it's beautiful and, you have the great talent
- 谢谢 - 你喜欢摄影很久了么? - Thanks - Are you doing this for an long time?
我从小就喜欢拍照片 I've been doing this since I was a kid.
一个没有脸的人 在空荡的房间里 Man with no face, in a empty room
我给你这种感觉么 Meredith? Is this how you see me, Meredith?
我说不太清楚 I don't know how I see you
我对你的感受就是这样的 This is just how I feel in your situation
你从没想过老师们在生活中究竟是怎样的么 Don't you ever think about who is going to teach you from the outside
- 在现实生活中? - 我想是的 没错 - In real life? - I guess so
- 这地方对你而言真实么? - 我每次在校园里看到你 - Does this place seem real to you? - I watched him down the school
你看上去总是很悲伤 You always seem so sad
好像你过得很不快乐 需要跟人聊聊... If you are having an hard times ... and if you need someone to talk to
- Meredith - 老师 - Meredith - Yes Sir
- 你需要跟人聊聊么? - 嗯 你愿意吗? - Do you need someone to talk to? - Yes, will you talk to me?
每当你对我说话 我都感觉你真的理解我了 When you talk to me, you give me is like you really see me
我是真的理解 Meredith I do see you Meredith
- 你想去见见Parker老师么? - 够了 别让我去见什么心理咨询师 - Would you like to see Dr. Parker? - Oh come on, I don't want to find any psychological consultor
我不是 不是... I am not, I am not ...
我能为你做什么? What can I do for you?
就像你说的 我们徘徊着 什么都没有 而一切都让人绝望透顶... Its like you said we brought up to the...there is nothing left, nothing to realize and how fuck up the things are ...
更糟的是 我坚持不下去了 It's not enough, I won't last
听着 听我说 Listen to me, just Listen
我们都一样 都承受着痛苦 我们的生活都充满了混乱 We are all the same, we all feel pain, and we all have to pay us for our lifes
生活是非常非常令人困惑的 我明白 Life is very very confusing, I know
我也没有答案 但我知道如果你把它写出来 I don't have the answer, but I know if you write it out
一切都会过去的 It all be okay.
- Barthes老师 你喜欢我吗? - 当然了 - Mr. Barthes, do you like me? - Of course I do
- Meredith - 求你别推开我... 求你了 - Meredith, please don't - I want you to help
- 我很愿意帮助你... - 求你了 求你了 - Please, please - No, no
- 不 不 你不... - 你说你喜欢我的 求你了... - You don't ... - You said you like me, please...
求你了 求你了... Please, please ...
求你别推开我 就抱抱我 告诉我一切都会好起来 Oh please, don't put me away, please just hold on to me, and you said everything will be fine
- 都会好起来的 没事的 - 求你了... Everything will be fine, It is okay, please.
- 真的 Meredith... 等等 - 不 不 不 - Please... no, no... - Meredith, wait a second
- 这是怎么回事? - 什么? 嘿 Meredith - What's going on? - What? Hey (Meredith)
- Meredith Meredith - 你刚才做了什么? - Meredith, Meredith - What were you doing?
Meredith 我很抱歉 Meredith, I am sorry.
- 你做了什么!? - 什么? - What were you doing? - What?
你刚做了什么? What are you doing?
- 什么意思?! - 你刚才碰了她! - Excuse me?! - You was just touching her
你是在... 你是在暗示什么? What do you ... what do you insalivating?
你不该跟一个小女孩单独待在教室里 It is inappropriate to be in here alone with that young girl
不应该?! 她需要找人谈谈 It is inappropriate, she needed someone to talk with to
- 你以为我是在干什么 女士?! - 我怎么知道你在干什么! - What do you think I'm doing? lady - I don't know what I am doing.
"到我这儿来" "Just make me close."
你以为我他妈是个变态么? 你是这意思吗? What do you think I am fucking provert? Is that what you insalivating?
她需要有人跟她聊聊 She needed someone to talk to her
- 那你干嘛碰她? - 我没有碰她 你他妈的... - Why would you touching her? - I wasn't touching her
- "没事的 宝贝儿" - 闭嘴! "Its alright my dear"
"Patricia" "Patricia"
我... 我不是什么变态老头! I'm not ... not a sick old man!
你是这么想我的吗? Is that the way you thinking of me?
是这么想的吗? Is that what you think?
我只是想帮助她! I just wanted to help her!
- 出去! 出去! 闪开! - 我又不知道啊? - Get out! Excuse me! Excuse me! - What am I supposed to think?
你他妈的真会想当然! Fucking to your fucking judgement!
喂 不 他不在家 Hello, no he's not home.
你好 Barthes先生 Hello Mr. Barthes
什么时候你准备好了 Whenever you feel like you are ready to have some papers downstairs
我们有些手续需要你办理一下 I need you to take care of them
对不起 I am sorry.
我希望事情会有所转变 I wish things would be different
我努力了 知道么 可问题是 我们... I tried, you know, fuck the things it is ... we all
我们都有麻烦 都有困难需要去克服 We all have problems with all the things we dealing with
有时稍微好点儿 有时候很不好 我们没有能力再去... Somedays would better than others, Some days we're not so great, somedays we have limited spaces
接受别人 For others.
嘿 去洗漱 我做好早餐了 Good day, sit down, have a breakfast.
喝不喝牛奶? Want some milk?
这些孩子需要的是其他东西 These kids need something else
他们不需要我 They don't need me.
- 你不吃吗? - 嗯 我不饿 - You don't have it? - Yeah, I'm not hungry
- 知道么 你不能一直在街头逛荡了 - 我没有啊 我现在跟你在一起 - You know, you can't keep living on the street. - No I am not, I mean I here staying with you.
但你不能继续跟我住一起了 You can not stay here with me.
- 对你没什么好处 - 才不是这样 - Its not good for you - This not true
你是我唯一的亲人啊 You're the only family that I ever have
可我没法做你的亲人 Well I can't be your family.
我给不了你需要的 I can't give you what you needed
- 你得明白 你应该... - 你又善良... - You have to understand, you should be ... - You are good ...
又温柔... And gentle ...
就像一盏明灯 You are the most guy
我爱你 Henry I love you Henry
- 进来吧 你好 - 你好 - Come in, hi - Hi
你好啊 Hello there
- Erica ... - 别让他们带走我... - Erica ... - Don't let them take me ...
求你... Please ...
- 不要... - 听着 你应该... - Noo ... - Listen, you should ...
我只有你了 求求你... You are all that I have, please...
- 别让我走 - 你应该走 对不起 - Don't let me go - You should go, sorry
- 不 不要... - 别 别这样... - No, no ... - No, don't do this ...
- Henry! Henry! - 放手吧 - Henry! Henry! - You should go
- Henry! - 放手吧 - Henry! - You have to let go
- Henry! - 放手... - Henry! - You have to ...
- Henry! - 好了放手吧 - Henry! - You have to leg go now
Henry! Henry!
- 拿上她的东西 这都是为你好 - 对 - Thanks, you help me this - Yes
- Henry! Henry! - 走吧 - Henry! Henry! - Come on.
- 不! 不! ... - 会好起来的 - No! No! ... - Things will be okay
别带我走 Don't do this
- 会好起来的 - 不! 不! 不! - You gonna be okay - No! No! No!
不! ... No! ...
我的确为她感到难过 Well ... I does feel awful for her
- 为谁? - 我们的学校 - For who? - For our school
(家长晚会) 你可能不相信 但我敢说这学校是有灵魂的 It may sound strange but I always felt that the school has its spirit
不仅仅是些破旧的楼 而是活生生的 Its not just an budgetful buildings, bu they're alive.
我真不懂 家长们都去哪儿了? I just can't understand where are all the parents?
我不知道 I don't know
我在办公室里两小时只看到了一个家长 他们人呢? 都哪儿去了? It was in my room for two hours and I saw only one parent, where are they? Where is everybody?
- 我们不知道 - 这不可能啊 - We don't know - Its impossible.
没听到空袭警报 也没炸弹袭击啊 No annoying, its slience, no bombs
不应该这样的 Doesn't happen that way
一开始有点动静 然后又都没了 Starting the whisper, then nothing
咱俩还曾经跳过一曲呢 对么? We had an music once, hadn't we?
对 跳过 Yes, we did
你记不记得那时办晚会 家长们都成对一起来 Do you remember that night, where we have two parents at a time?
然后越来越多的家长 在后面等着上场 And then we have more and the many more waiting in the waiting list
礼堂里都是欢笑和庆祝 现在都没了 And halls were filled with joys and celebrations. Now, its nothing.
只剩下追忆了 I remember the things passed.
其实我觉得还挺温馨的 I actually felt quite at home
除了家长都没来 No parents
我感觉挺自在 就好像... 一切感知都变得清晰 I thought about how its appropriate, Its like - A moment of the insight
那些现实 那些一直困扰着我们的破事 The reality of the fucking problem in the first place
我们中间有的人相信 能做出改变 Some of us believe that we can make a difference
然而某时某刻 当我们醒过来 And then sometimes when we wake up
就发现自己失败了 And we realize we failed.
* Phone ringing*
* Beep - recording machine *
嗨 我是收容所的Gretchen Hi its Gretchen calling from the free Clinic
Erica Louis的检查结果出来了 Erica Lous has an tests result was back
请方便的时候 尽快联系我们 Please get her to call us as earliest as possible at your convenience.
谢谢 Thank you
* Beep - recording machine *
- "你有称职的父母 " - "闭嘴吧婊子" " - You have good parents " " - Bitch you shut up. "
"我和她妈妈给了她一切... " "A Mother of mine gave her ... "
"减肥吧 肥婆!" " A Diet Bitch! "
- "这些是什么意思? 表现你痛苦的灵魂?" - "什么都没有 一切都让人绝望..." " What sculpture supposed to be? This sculpture so bad ..." " Its has nothing to realize and how fuck up the things are ..."
- "我受不了了 爸爸" - "你就不能画点让人高兴的吗...!" " - I won't stand that, Dad! " " - Paint something more cheerful ..."
- "生活就是充满混乱..." - "收拾好头发 减减肥"... " We have to pay us our lives ..." " Grow like your hair, lost some weight"
"我们会好起来的" " We all gonna be okay "
- 早上好 - 早上好 - Good morning - Good morning
在开始上课之前 Before we take class
我想告诉大家... 这是我在这里的最后一天 I want to tell you that ... today will be my last day with you
星期一你们会有一位正式教师 You will have a permanent teacher on Monday.
- 你要去哪 Barthes老师? - 我会去另一所学校 - Where will you going, Mr. Barthes? - I will go to another school
- 我们会想你的 伙计 我他妈挺你! - 是么? - We will miss you, man. I'll fuck with you. - Yeah?
这地方其他的老师 他们都是混球 All those teachers there in this place ... they're "dickies"
你一直这样到处跑不觉得厌烦吗? Don't you get tired of moving around all the time?
我的工作就是这样 我来给你们代课一段时间... It's my job works, well I was coming in here for a period of time ...
好让你们别都挂科 等你们来一位正式老师 So you don't have to turn in yourself a lot here ... and then you will have an permanent teacher come in ...
我就走了 And I leave
"所有教员注意 这是校长办公室的特别通知" "Attention to all teachers, this is an special announcement from the Principle's Office. "
"全体教员在今天午餐时间开会" " There will be all faulties meeting today during the nutrients (meal time)"
"学生用餐时间" " Students' nutrients period won't be extended "
"延长10分钟 谢谢大家" " For ten minutes, thank you."
我今天叫大家来 是想说一下现在的情况 I invited you here today to discuss, the status things
我知道现在没有... 我知道我们都已经... I know they wasn't ... I know that there isn't ...
- 对不起 - 我们都需要一些东西 - I am sorry ... - We all need something
使我们暂时脱离错综复杂的现实 To extract from the complexity and reality
或多或少去想想它们从何而来? More or less to think about where they came from?
去想想我们该如何找到出口 成为一个... More or less to think about the struggle that it takes to become somebody to get out of ...
能够摆脱那些... ... to get out of the ...
我们都需要挣脱的无尽的痛苦 The sea of painful, we all have to get out of it.
- 嗨 Meredith - 嗨 - Hello Meredith - Hello
最近没看到你来上课啊? Haven't seen you in class lately?
你都干嘛去了? Where have you been?
- 烤蛋糕 - 看出来了 - Baking - Oh I see
- 嗯 - 很高兴能看到你 因为今天是我最后一天了 - Yah - I am happy to see you because it is my last day
没想到啊! How ironic!
听着 我在想...这是我给自己买的 Listen, I was thinking, I bought this for myself
也许它会... 对你更有用 Maybe you could make better use of it.
- 我喜欢那个 那个好 - 你不能要那个 - I like that, its best - You can have that one
那是我的 It's mine
你可以拿这一个 But, can you have this one?
- 更适合你 - 谢谢 - It's better for you anyway - Thanks
我很抱歉 I am sorry.
如果我以任何方式伤害了你 我 ... If I have hurted you in any way, I um ...
- 我知道你现在的痛苦 但事情不会... - 再见了 Barthes老师 - I know that its tough right now, for you, but its not gonna your wish ... - Goodbye Mr. Barthes.
再见 Meredith Goodbye Meredith.
人们都说 自杀是脱离痛苦最永恒的方式 They say that suicide is a permanent solution to the temporary problem
我会让你们明白 How well would you know?
我的名字是Meredith 我现在要自杀了 My name is Meredith and I want to kill myself
Meredith Meredith
不 No
Henry Henry
一切都会好起来的 一切都会好起来的 Things would gonna be fine. Things would gonna be fine.
都会好起来的 Things would gonna be okay.
我们有如此之大的责任去引导一个孩子 好让他们不要... We have such a responsibility to guide a young so that they don't end up ...
支离破碎 Falling apart.
半途坠落 Falling by the way side.
而后悄然逝去 Becoming insignificant.
今天我意识到了 I realized something today
我根本是个不存在的人 你不该待在这儿 I'm not a person you are, you shouldn't be here.
我现在就不在这儿 I am not here
你看到的我 只是个空壳 You may see me, but I am empty.
我们在失败 不断失败 Failing, we failing
失败的意义就是 让每个人都失望 Failure does have sense of mean, we left, everyone went down.
包括我们自己 Including ourselves.
当你们穿过走廊来到教室 And I am walking an Hall way to the class.
有没有感觉到胸口的压力在不断沉重? How many of you have ever felt the weight of presence down on your chest?
我就有 I have. * Rise hands*
全都是? 好 爱伦坡在大约100年前写到过这种感觉 Everyone? Well, poem wrote about these things over 100 years ago
所以 当我们读到它 So as we read
我们会发现那幢厄舍府... We can see that the house of Russia is not nearly an old ...
不仅仅是一座失修荒废的城堡 The crapping castle there be repaired.
同时也是一种内心状态 It is also an state of existence.
"那年秋天一个晦暝、昏暗、廓落的日子里" " During the whole whole dark dark soundless day "
"云幕低垂 厚重地笼罩着大地" " In the autumn of that year, when the clouds are pressively low in heaven "
"我一整天都策马独行" " I have been passing alone on the horse's back "
"穿越一片异常阴郁的旷野" " Through the Singletary nearly track in the country"
"暮色四合之际 愁云笼罩" " That lane found myself that is shaved to be evening dawn"
"令人忧伤的厄舍府终于遥遥在望" " Was in the view of mountain Connery House of Russia"
"我不知道为什么" " I know not how it was "
"一瞥见那座房舍 心中便充满不堪忍受的悲伤" " With the first scream of the building, I sensibly in suffering gloomy probated in my spirit "
"我望着眼前这孤单的府邸" " I looked for poem for some blank scape for domain "
"萧瑟的垣墙 几株枝干惨白的枯树" " Poem for beathe walls, Poem for white trunks of decayed trees "
"心中的抑郁难以比拟" " With the other depression souls "
"我感到一阵冰凉" " There wasn't an iceness "
"一阵虚恍" " A sinking."
"一阵心悸" " Seeking an Heart "
"超脱" " Detachment "