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翻译：慕风夕 sstleanne haloukeiti 彼岸荼蘼
校对：any沫沫滴崩溃中 总监：cheeseflower
后期：L.C.
壁花少年
亲爱的朋友 Dear Friend,
我给你写信 是因为 I am writing to you because
她说你乐于倾听 善解人意 she said you listen and understand
而且不会随便和派对上认识的人睡觉 and didn't try to sleep with that person at that party,
即便你有机会 even though you could have.
请不要猜测我是谁 Please don't try to figure out who I am.
我不希望你这样 I don't want you to do that.
我只想知道 像你这样的人真的存在 I just need to know that people like you exist.
假如哪天我们见面 你就不会想到我是 Like if you met me, you wouldn't think I was
医院里那个怪孩子 the weird kid who spent time in the hospital.
我也不会让你紧张 And I wouldn't make you nervous.
请允许我这么想 I hope it's okay for me to think that.
整个夏天 除了我的家人 You see, I haven't really talked to anyone
我没和任何人说过话 outside of my family all summer.
但明天是我高中生活的第一天 But tomorrow is my first day of high school ever
我需要做些调整 and I need to turn things around.
所以 我有个计划 So, I have a plan.
当我第一次走进校门 As I enter the school for the first time
我要想象一下 I will visualize what it will be like
毕业那天的情景 on the last day of my senior year.
很不幸 我计算了一下 还要再熬 Unfortunately, I counted, and that's
跳 新人蛤蟆 快跳 快啊小子们 Hop, freshman toads. Hop! Let's move it, boys!
1385个日日夜夜 1385 days from now.
我练了整个夏天 现在可厉害了 Worked out all summer. Rock hard.
你们俩怎么不去开房 You know, why don't you guys get a room?
1385天而已 Just 1385 days.
同时 我希望 In the meantime, I'd hoped that
我的姐姐坎黛丝和她男朋友德里克 my sister Candace and her boyfriend Derek
能让我和他们地球俱乐部的成员共进午餐 would have let me eat lunch with their Earth Club.
仅限高年级生 Seniors only.
你怎么拿个塑料叉勺 What are you doing with that plastic spork?
银制餐具还得还回来 I don't want to bring back silverware.
德里克 你可是地球俱乐部财务 拿着 Derek, you're Earth Club Treasurer. Come on.
被姐姐拒绝后 When my sister said no
我想 也许我的老朋友苏珊 I thought maybe my old friend Susan
会愿意和我一起吃午饭 would want to have lunch with me.
初中时 苏珊为人风趣友善 In middle school, Susan was very fun to be around,
但现在 她再也不愿意搭理我了 but now she doesn't like to say hi to me anymore.
还有布拉德•海斯 And then there's Brad Hays.
我哥哥去宾州州立大学橄榄球队之前 Before my brother went to play football for Penn State
和布拉德是队友 he and Brad played together.
我本以为他会和我打个招呼 So, I thought maybe he'd say hi to me.
但布拉德是高年级 我又这么内向 But Brad's a senior and I'm me,
还是别自欺欺人了 so, who am I kidding?
好的一面是 有个高年级生 On the bright side, one senior
打算不捉弄新生 而捉弄老师 decided to make fun of the teacher instead of the freshmen.
他还用油彩笔画上了卡拉翰老师 He even drew on Mr. Callahan's
传说中的山羊胡子 legendary goatee with a grease pencil.
冲心錾可不是玩具 The prick punch is not a toy.
我是1968年在越南的时候知道的 I learned that back in 'Nam in '68.
越南战争 1959-1975年
"卡拉翰" 中士说 "Callahan," The sergeant said
"把那冲心錾放下 去杀几个亚洲佬" "you put down that prick punch, you go kill some gooks."
知道后来发生了什么吗 And you know what happened?
我最好的朋友被那个冲心錾杀死了 That prick punch killed my best friend
在西贡一家妓院里 in a Saigon whorehouse.
西贡 越南城市 现胡志明市
我早就听说你会来我班上 I heard you were gonna be in my class.
高年级了 还得上新生的手工课 Are you proud to be a senior
是不是觉得很骄傲 "拍蛋糕" having to take freshman shop, Patty-Cakes?
听好了 我叫帕特里克 Look. My name is Patrick.
你要么叫我帕特里克 要么就给我别叫 Either you call me Patrick or you call me nothing.
好吧 "别叫" Okay, Nothing.
我为帕特里克感到难过 I felt really bad for Patrick.
他模仿老师其实并无恶意 He wasn't saying the impersonation to be mean or anything.
只是想让新生感觉好受些 He was just trying to make us freshmen feel better.
"别叫" 你先读吧 Nothing, why don't you read first?
好吧 第一章 Alright. Chapter 1.
抗争你的法西斯手工课老师 Surviving your fascist shop teacher,
因为他爱打压学生 抬高自己 who needs to put kids down to feel big.
这很实用 我们接着读 This is useful guys. We should read on.
我这天的最后一节课是高级英语 My last class of the day is advanced English
我很激动 终于可以 and I'm really excited to finally
和学校里最聪明的孩子一起学习了 learn with the smartest kids in the school.
活页夹不错啊 基佬 Nice Trapper Keeper, faggot.
信不信由你 她从幼儿园起就是全优生 Believe it or not, she's gotten straight A since kindergarten.
我是安德森老师 I'm Mr. Anderson.
是你们的高一英语老师 I'm going to be your teacher for freshman English.
这学期我们要学习 This semester, we're going to learn about
哈珀•李的《杀死一只知更鸟》 Harper Lee's To Kill a Mockingbird.
天才的作品 Genius book.
有谁想免考第一次测验的 Now, who'd like to get out of the first pop quiz?
真让我惊讶 I'm shocked.
好 如果想免考这次测验 Alright. You can skip the quiz
就告诉我 是哪个作家发明了平装书 if you tell me which author invented the paperback book.
谁知道 Anyone?
是位英国作家 He was British.
他还首创了连载小说 He also invented the serial.
事实上 在他第一本小说的第三章末尾 In fact, at the end of the third chapter of his first novel
他写到一个人用手指扣在悬崖上吊着 he had a man hanging from a cliff by his fingernails.
于是就有了"扣人心弦"这个词 Hence, the term cliffhanger.
有人知道吗 Anybody?
-你说 -莎士比亚 - Yeah. - Shakespeare.
猜得好 但不对 莎士比亚不写小说 That's a great guess, but no, Shakespeare didn't write novels.
还有谁知道 Anybody else?
这位作家 The author
就是查尔斯•狄更斯 is Charles Dickens.
另外 如果我们一起去看莎士比亚戏剧 However, if you and I had gone to a Shakespeare play,
我们得花四便士 it would have cost us 4 pennies.
想象一下 Can you imagine that?
那些钱会被放进一个金属盒子里 We would have put those pennies in a metal box
引座员会把盒子锁在一个房间里 the ushers would lock in the office.
于是就有了一个词 And that's where we get the term...
收银机 Cash register.
谁要是答对了 除期末论文外 I'll give you a free "A" on anything till the final term paper
其余成绩我都给优 if you get it right.
票房[盒子+房间] Box office.
你应该学会参与 You should learn to participate.
为什么不举手呢 Why didn't you raise your hand?
是不是有人嘲笑你是老师的宠物 They call you teacher's pet?
叫你怪胎 之类的绰号 Freak? That kind of things?
我以前被人叫蠢蛋 这也太难听了 I used to get spaz. I mean, come on, spaz?
我听说你去年过得不好 You know, I heard you had a tough time last year.
但有人说 如果在第一天交到一个朋友 But they say if you make one friend on your first day,
说明你还不错 you're doing okay.
谢谢您 老师 Thank you, sir.
但如果英语老师是我今天唯一交到的朋友 But if my English teacher is the only friend I make today,
那就挺郁闷的了 that would be sort of depressing.
是啊 我明白 Yeah. I could see that.
别担心 安德森先生 我没事 Don't worry, Mr. Anderson. I'm okay.
谢谢您 Thanks.
我会毫不犹豫把手工课翘了... I would happily not take shop...
新人蛤蟆 Hey, Freshman Toad.
还有1384天 I have 1384 days to go.
所以我对别人说 Just so I say it to someone
高中比初中还糟糕 high school is even worse than middle school.
如果我父母问我 If my parents ask me about it,
也许我不会说实话 I probably won't tell them the truth
因为我不想让他们担心我又犯病了 because I don't want them to worry that I might get bad again.
如果海伦姨妈还在 我可以和她聊聊 If my Aunt Helen were still here, I could talk to her.
我想她应该能理解我为什么会又喜又悲 And I know she would understand how I am both happy and sad
而我自己也想不明白为什么会这样 and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.
我只希望能尽快交个朋友 I just hope I make a friend soon.
永远爱你的 查理 Love always, Charlie.
查理 快来 Charlie, come on.
这辣子鸡好吃极了 This chicken paprikash is delicious.
谢谢 德里克 这是查理最爱吃的 Thank you, Derek. It's Charlie's favorite.
今天高中开学 他有点紧张 He was a little nervous about starting high school today
所以我特意为他做了这个 so I made it for him.
现在觉得紧张很没必要了吧 小子 You feel a little silly about being nervous now, champ?
是啊 是没必要 Yes, sir. I do.
早跟你说过了 I told you.
对人微笑 保持自然就好 Just give 'em a smile and be yourself.
-这就是你如何 -"在现实世界交朋友" - That's how you... - "...make friends in the real world."
你这是找打 You're cruisin' for a bruisin'.
高一不太好过 但能让你真正找到自我 Freshman year is tough, but you really find yourself.
谢谢 德里克 Thanks, Derek.
你应该对德里克好点 You know, you could be a little nicer to Derek.
没办法 那孩子太娘们了 我受不了 I'm sorry. The kid's a pussy. I can't stand him.
希望你喜欢我录的合辑磁带 I really hope you love the mix tape I made.
-我很喜欢 -封面是手绘的 - I do. - The cover is hand-painted.
查理 你要吗 Charlie, you want this?
真要给我吗 Are you sure?
他每周都要送我一盒 He gives me one every week.
宝贝 下一首歌有点悲伤 Babe. This next one might be a little sad
但它让我想起你的眼睛 but it reminded me of your eyes.
《杀死一只知更鸟》的学期论文你写了吗 Did you already do the term paper on To Kill a Mockingbird?
恶魔队 加油 Let's go, Devils!
加油 Come on.
-"别叫" -"别叫" - Nothing. - Nothing.
去死吧 童贞抵押品 Suck it, virginity pledges!
去死吧 Suck it!
帕特里克 Patrick.
你是我手工课上的同学 对吧 You're in my shop class, right?
你的钟做得怎么样了 How's your clock coming?
我爸爸在帮我做 My dad's building it for me.
不错 我的看起来像条船 Yeah. Mine looks like a boat.
你要过来坐吗 还是在等朋友来 You wanna sit over here, or are you waiting for your friends?
没有 我跟你坐 No, no, I'll sit.
对了 多谢你没叫我"别叫" Thanks for not calling me "Nothing" by the way.
简直没完没了 It's an endless nightmare.
这帮混蛋 以为自己多有创意呢 And these assholes, they actually think they're being original.
你喜欢橄榄球吗 So, do you like football?
很喜欢 我爱死橄榄球了 Love it. Love football.
那你可能认识我哥哥 Maybe you know my brother, then.
珊姆 Sam.
一个问题 这里的厕所还能再恶心点吗 Question. Could the bathrooms here be more disgusting?
能啊 更恶心的叫男厕所 Yes, they call it the men's room.
我总算找到鲍勃了 So, I finally got hold of Bob.
今晚来派对吗 Party tonight?
他还想泡橄榄园的女招待 He's still trying to shag that waitress from the Olive Garden.
真是穷追不舍啊 He's never tossing that salad.
加油啊 Come on!
帕特里克 Patrick!
-什么 -这是谁 - Yeah. - Who's this?
这是 This is...
查理•科尔梅克斯 Charlie Kelmeckis.
科尔梅克斯 开玩笑吧 Kelmeckis! No shit!
你姐姐在和马尾巴德里克交往 对吧 Your sister's dating Pony Tail Derek, isn't she?
-上帝 -大家都这么叫他吗 - God! - Is that what they call him?
放过马尾巴德里克吧 Would you leave Pony Tail Derek alone?
课堂都被你搞得乌烟瘴气 帕特里克 You put the "Ass" in "Class," Patrick.
我尽力而为 珊姆 I try, Sam. I try.
很高兴见到你 查理 我是珊姆 It's nice to meet you, Charlie. I'm Sam.
珊姆 什么计划 So, Sam, what's the plan?
-今晚我们去玛丽•伊丽莎白家吗 -不去 - Are we going to Mary Elizabeth's tonight? - Nope.
她把冰茶掺在白兰地里 被父母发现了 She got caught watering down her parent's brandy with iced tea.
咱们还是去国王酒吧吧 Let's just go to Kings.
好 比赛完我们去国王酒吧 Alright. We're going to Kings after the game
你可以一起来 if you wanna come.
你有喜欢的乐队吗 Do you have a favorite band?
我喜欢史密斯乐队 I think The Smiths are my favorite.
真的吗 我爱死史密斯乐队了 Are you kidding? I love The Smiths!
解散乐队里他们最棒 你最喜欢哪首歌 The best breakup band ever. What's your favorite song?
《沉睡》 《惊天巨响》专辑里的 Asleep. It's from Louder Than Bombs.
我是在马尾巴德里克的混音带里听到的 I heard it on Pony Tail Derek's mix tape.
这首歌真是众人所爱啊 That works on so many levels.
如果你们想听 我可以帮忙录一份 I can make you guys a copy if you want.
艾德呢 你喜欢艾德吧 What about Eide's? You love Eide's, right?
是啊 当然 他们很棒 Yeah, of course. They're great.
那不是个乐队 查理 Not a band, Charlie.
是市中心的唱片店 It's a record store downtown.
我觉得黑胶唱片的音效要好得多 I think it sounds so much better on the Vinyl.
珊姆给我听那些音乐之前我还很受欢迎 You know, I used to be popular before Sam got me some good music.
你可得小心了 她会毁了你的生活 So, you should be careful. She'll ruin your life forever.
没关系 That's okay.
-"别叫" -"别叫" - Nothing. - Nothing.
别喊了 老天爷 老掉牙的玩笑了 Let it go! Jesus! It's an antique joke!
够了 It's over!
你毕业后打算干什么 So, what are you gonna do when you get out of this place?
海伦姨妈说我应该当个作家 但是 My Aunt Helen said I should be a writer, but
我不知道我能写什么 I don't know what I'd write about.
-你可以写写我们 -没错 - You could write about us. - Yeah.
书名就叫《荡妇和猎鹰》 Call it Slut and The Falcon.
把我们写成破案神探 Make us solve crimes.
你们俩在一起真幸福 You guys seem really happy together.
你们交往多久了 How long have you been boyfriend and girlfriend?
他不是我男朋友 我们同父异母 He's not my boyfriend. He's my step-brother.
我妈妈终于离开我那一无是处的爸爸 My mom finally left my worthless dad
我们搬来这里时 她嫁给了他的好爸爸 and married his nice dad when we moved here.
她这话可不是讽刺 不要误会 But She's not bitter or anything. Make no mistake.
当然不是 Absolutely not.
查理 我没有贪食症 我是善食主义者 Charlie, I'm not a bulimic. I'm a bulim-ist.
抱歉 我不知道那是什么 I'm... I'm sorry. I don't know what that is.
她还真觉得贪吃是好事 She just really believes in bulimia.
我爱贪吃 I love bulimia.
多谢你请客 查理 Thanks for paying, Charlie.
不客气 多谢你们送我回来 No problem. Thank you guys for the ride.
咱们学校见 Maybe I'll see you around in school?
天 声音调小点好吗 耳朵都要聋了 God, would you turn that down? You're gonna make us deaf.
聋就聋 这可是摇滚乐 So be it! It's Rock and roll.
-再见 查理 -再见 查理 - Bye, Charlie. - Bye, Charlie.
好的 再见 Okay. Bye.
你妈妈说不要和坎黛丝一起去哥伦比亚 Your mom says Don't go to Columbia with Candace.
-不要去哥伦比亚 -闭... - Don't go to Columbia... - Shut...
你就一直要做个奶嘴男吗 德里克 Do you always want to be a mama's boy, Derek?
-我不是奶嘴男 -你就是 - I am not a mama's boy. - Yes, you are!
因为每一次我去你家 Because every single time I go to your house,
每一次... every single time...
闭嘴 坎黛丝 Shut up, Candace!
你都极其没用地站在一边 and you stand there like a little beach...
查理 查理 走吧 我能处理 Charlie, Charlie, just go. I can handle it.
别吵醒爸妈 Just don't wake up mom and dad.
看谁来了 Look who's here.
欢迎海伦姨妈回家 Welcome home, Aunt Helen!
看看你们 打扮得这么漂亮 Look at you guys, dressed so nice.
坎黛丝 Candace,
你这是干什么 what are you doing?
是我激怒他在先 Look, I egged him on.
你也看到了 他从没动手打过我 You saw it. He's never hit me before.
我向你保证 他不会再打我了 And I promise you he'll never hit me again.
就像海伦姨妈的那些男朋友吗 Like Aunt Helen's boyfriends?
查理 他是马尾巴德里克 Charlie, this is Pony Tail Derek.
我能搞定他 I can handle him.
相信我 好吗 Do you trust me?
求你了 别告诉爸妈 Please, don't tell mom and dad.
天啊 这音乐真棒 My God. They're playing good music.
老天 老天 真的 这音乐棒极了 Holy shit. Holy shit. They are! They're playing good music.
客厅舞步 Living room routine?
客厅舞步 Living room routine!
-好 -抱歉 - Yes! - I'm sorry.
-借过 借过 -抱歉 - Excuse us! Excuse me! - I'm sorry!
-抱歉 -抱歉 - Pardon me. - Sorry.
让开 让开 Get out of the way! Get out of the way!
天啊 冻死了 God, it's freezing.
可你那衣服够暖和 But you wore that toasty costume.
既不好看又没创意 总该能保暖吧 It's not like it's cute or original, you'd hope it'd be warm.
行了 闭嘴吧 田纳西燕尾服男 Yeah, piss off, Tennessee Tuxedo.
我真的可以一起来吗 Are you sure it's okay that I come?
当然了 记住一点 查理 Yeah, of course. Just remember, Charlie
-鲍勃不是偏执狂 -"他只是有点敏感" - Bob's not paranoid. - "He's sensitive."
珊姆 橄榄园那个女招待 可风骚了 Sam, that waitress from the Olive Garden, she was such a tease.
你愿意嫁给我吗 Will you marry me?
-帕特里克同意就行 -帕特里克 - Only with Patrick's blessing. - Patrick?
你是上烹饪学院的毫无希望的瘾君子 You're a hopeless stoner who attends the culinary institute.
所以我要拒绝你 但你勇气可嘉 So, I'm gonna have to say "No" on that, but nice try.
-查理 -够狠 - Charlie? - Touché.
查理 这就是派对 So, Charlie, this is a party.
玩乐生活便是如此 This is what fun looks like.
准备好了吗 认识一下绝望的女人们 Are you ready to meet some desperate women?
来 坐这里 Here, have a seat.
女士们 这是查理 Ladies, meet Charlie.
-你好 -见过女士们 - Hi. - Meet ladies.
你好 Hey.
-玛丽•伊丽莎白 -爱丽丝 - Mary Elizabeth. - Alice.
很高兴见到你们 Nice to meet you.
查理是第一次参加派对 This is Charlie's first party ever.
你们俩可得亲切友好 全心全意 So, I expect nice, meaningful,
尽心尽力地 用口活儿招待 heartfelt blow jobs from both of you.
-帕特里克 你这混蛋 -你去哪了 - Patrick, you're such a dick. - Where the hell did you go?
跳舞挺没劲的 你不觉得吗 The dance was a little boring, don't you think?
你太自私了 我们到处找你 You're so selfish. We looked everywhere for you.
你倒是说一声啊 You could have told someone.
你就泪流成河吧 Cry me a river.
怎么你信佛之后变得更刻薄了呢 How is it that you've got meaner since becoming a Buddhist.
是我运气好吧 Just lucky I guess.
不 我觉得你肯定是做错什么事了 No, you're doing something wrong, I think.
-或者做得太对了 -好吧 - Or something very right. - Yeah...
看谁来啦 Look who's here!
是布拉德•海斯吗 Is that Brad Hays?
是他 他偶尔过来 Yeah. He comes here sometimes.
可他挺受欢迎的啊 But he's a popular kid.
那我们呢 Then, what are we?
查理 来块布朗尼蛋糕吧 Charlie, you look like you could use a brownie.
谢谢 Thank you.
我跳舞都跳饿了 I was so hungry at the dance.
我打算去国王酒吧的 可我没时间 I was gonna go to King's, but I didn't really have any time.
谢谢 Thanks.
你们真该摸摸这地毯 Have you guys felt this carpet?
这地毯舒服死了 This carpet feels so darn good.
查理 查理 你觉得高中怎么样 Charlie. Charlie, what do you think about high school?
高中吗 High school?
狗屁不通 Bullshit.
食堂叫营养中心 Cafeteria is called the Nutrition Center.
98度[约36.7℃]也有人穿字母夹克 People wear their letter jackets even when it's 98 degrees out.
字母夹克一般用于防寒
为什么游行乐队也穿字母夹克呢 And why do they give out letter jackets for marching band?
又不是体育比赛 谁都知道 It's not a sport, we all know it.
这孩子疯了 This kid is crazy.
玛丽•伊丽莎白 我想 Mary Elizabeth, I think
当你回顾老照片时 you're really gonna regret that, you know,
你会后悔剪这个发型的 haircut when you look back at old photographs.
我很抱歉 我是想夸你来着 I'm really sorry. It sounded like a compliment in my head.
-天啊 -他说得对 - God! - It's kind of true.
闭嘴 Shut up!
鲍勃 你把他灌醉了吗 Bob, did you get him stoned?
得了 珊姆 他很享受 你看看他 Come on, Sam. He likes it. Just look at him.
你感觉如何 查理 How do you feel, Charlie?
我就是想喝杯奶昔 I just really want a milkshake.
珊姆 Sam,
你的棕色眼睛真美 you have such pretty brown eyes.
美得足以大做文章炫耀一番了 The kind of pretty that deserves to make a big deal about itself.
你明白我的意思吗 You know what I mean?
好了 查理 我给你做奶昔 Okay, Charlie. Let me make the milkshake.
多美好的词啊 奶昔 What a great word. Milkshake.
就好像你自己对着镜子 It's like when you say
一遍一遍重复自己的名字 your name over and over again in the mirror
过一会儿 就觉得听起来怪怪的 and after a while, it sounds crazy.
我猜你以前从没喝醉过吧 So, I'm guessing you've never been high before?
没有 从来没有 No. No, no, no.
我最好的朋友迈克尔有个酒鬼老爸 My best friend Michael. His dad was a big drinker.
所以他痛恨酒精 So, he hated all that stuff.
也讨厌派对 Parties, too.
迈克尔现在在哪儿 Where is Michael tonight?
他去年五月开枪自杀了 He shot himself last May.
真希望他能留点遗言 你知道吗 Kinda wished he'd left a note. You know what I mean?
卫生间在哪儿 Where's the bathroom?
-在楼上 -谢谢你 珊姆 - It's up the stairs. - Thanks, Sam.
你真是个好人 You're so nice.
查理 Charlie.
真怪 Weird.
查理 Charlie?
-那孩子是谁 -别紧张 - Who is that kid? - Relax.
不要紧 他是我朋友 Relax. He's a friend of mine.
待在这儿 Stay here.
我什么都没看见 I didn't see anything.
我知道你看见了 不过没关系 Yeah, I know you saw something, but it's okay.
好了 听着 Okay, listen,
布拉德不想让别人知道 Brad doesn't want anyone to know.
等一下 Wait...
-你被烤过了吗[吸大麻] -烤成蛋糕了 - Are you baked? - "Like a cake."
鲍勃这么说的 That's what Bob said.
还说比赛前不能吃三块以上 And how you can't have 3 on a match
不然会被查出来 because then they'd find us.
大家都笑了 我都不知道他们笑什么 And everyone laughed, but I don't understand what's funny.
好吧 查理 听着 Okay, Charlie, listen.
你要答应我 I need you to promise
不会把我和布拉德的事说出去 that you're not gonna say anything to anyone about me and Brad.
好吗 这是我们的小秘密 Okay? This has to be our little secret.
我们的小秘密 Our little secret.
没问题 Agreed.
好 谢谢你 Okay. Thank you.
我们过后再聊 We'll talk later.
期待这场重要谈话 I look forward to that big talk.
这奶昔真是无与伦比 是吧 爱丽丝 Isn't this the best milkshake ever, Alice?
比第一杯还要好喝 It's even better than the first one.
我得和你谈谈 I need to talk to you.
查理刚才告诉我他最好的朋友开枪自杀了 Charlie just told me that his best friend shot himself.
我想他现在没什么朋友了 I don't think he has any friends.
大伙儿 各位 Hey. Everyone. Everybody.
大伙儿 Everyone.
为查理举杯吧 Raise your glasses to Charlie.
-我怎么了 -没什么 - What did I do? - You didn't do anything.
我们就是想为我们的新朋友举杯 We just wanna toast to our new friend.
你善于观察 You see things.
善解人意 And you understand.
你是一朵壁花 You're a wallflower.
壁花指舞会中没有舞伴而坐着看的人
怎么了 怎么回事 What is it? What's wrong?
我还以为没人注意到我 I didn't think anyone noticed me.
我们还以为再没什么人值得我们结交呢 Well, we didn't think there was anyone cool left to meet.
所以 来吧 大家举杯 So, Come on, everyone.
-敬查理 -敬查理 - To Charlie. - To Charlie.
欢迎来到错位玩具岛 Welcome to the island of misfit toys.
《错位玩具岛》为美国一部动画电影
-天啊 这是什么歌 -我也不知道 - Oh, my God. What is this song!? - Right? I have no idea.
你以前听过吗 Have you ever heard this before?
没有 Never.
帕特里克 我们得从隧道走 Patrick, We've gotta go through the tunnel!
珊姆 冻死人了 Sam, it's freezing.
帕特里克 这歌正好合适 Patrick, it's the perfect song!
不行 帕特里克妈妈说不行 No. Mama Patrick says no.
帕特里克 帕特里克 我是珊姆 Patrick. Patrick, it's Sam.
我是珊姆 It's Sam speaking to you.
-求你了 -我投降 - I'm begging you to... - I concede!
她在干嘛 What is she doing?
别担心 她经常这样 Don't worry. She does it all the time.
大点声 Turn it up!
遵命 女王陛下 You got it, your highness.
英国歌手大卫•鲍伊《英雄》
我们能成为英雄 Oh, we can be heroes
只有一天也好 Just for one day
我 我会是国王 I, I will be king
而你 你会是王后 And you, you will be queen
怎么了 What?
我感觉到了无限 I feel infinite.
即使他们不会离开 Though nothing will drive them away
我们能成为英雄 Oh, we can be heroes
只要一天就足够 Just for one day
亲爱的朋友 Dear Friend,
抱歉很久没给你写信了 I'm sorry I haven't written for a while,
不过我一直在努力 别当个窝囊废 but I've been trying hard not to be a loser.
比如 我试着学会参与 For example, I am trying to participate
通过聆听珊姆的摇滚情歌精选 by listening to Sam's collection of big rock ballads
思考什么是爱 and thinking about love.
珊姆说这些歌庸俗却不失精彩 Sam says they are kitschy and brilliant.
我完全同意 I completely agree.
我还写了一些文章 I am also writing essays
读了一些课外书 and studying extra books outside of class.
没想到 安德森老师是个作家 As it turns out, Mr. Anderson is a writer.
他的一部戏剧还在纽约上演过 He even had a play put up in New York once,
我觉得真是太厉害了 which I think is very impressive.
他和太太过了今年也许会回纽约 He and his wife might go back there after this year.
我很自私地希望 他不要离开 I know this is selfish, but I really hope he doesn't.
我最喜欢的还是午饭时间 My favorite time, though, is lunch
因为我可以见到珊姆和帕特里克 because I get to see Sam and Patrick.
我们一起帮玛丽•伊丽莎白制作 We spend the time working on Mary Elizabeth's fanzine
关于音乐和《洛基恐怖秀》的同好杂志 about music and The Rocky Horror Picture Show.
1975年上映的喜剧电影 至今仍有大批影迷
杂志名叫《朋克洛基》 It's called Punk Rocky.
玛丽•伊丽莎白真的很有趣 Mary Elizabeth is really interesting
她既是佛教徒 又是朋克 because she is a Buddhist and a punk
不过不知为何 她看起来总像 but somehow she always acts like
我爸爸熬过漫长一天后的样子 my father at the end of a "Long day."
她最好的朋友爱丽丝喜欢吸血鬼 Her best friend Alice loves vampires
想去电影学院 and wants to go to film school.
她还在商场里偷牛仔裤 She also steals jeans from the mall.
我无法理解 因为她家其实挺有钱的 I don't know why because her family is rich
不过我尽量不去评判她 but I'm trying not to be judgemental.
特别是因为 我知道 Especially since I know
去年是她们陪伴帕特里克一路走来 that they were all there for Patrick last year.
帕特里克老是一副不正经的样子 Patrick never likes to be serious,
所以我费了好些时间才明白发生了什么 so it took me a while to get what happened.
他高二的时候 When he was a junior,
开始和布拉德在周末偷偷约会 Patrick started seeing Brad on the weekends in secret.
我想这也挺不容易的 I guess it was hard, too.
因为每次他们亲热 布拉德都得喝个烂醉 Because Brad had to get drunk every time they fooled around.
周一到了学校 布拉德会说 Then, Monday in school, Brad would say:
哥们 我醉得太厉害 什么都不记得了 "Man, I was so wasted. I don't remember a thing."
这样持续了七个月 This went on for 7 months.
当他们终于做了的时候 When they finally did it,
布拉德说他爱上了帕特里克 Brad said he loved Patrick.
然后 他就开始大哭 Then, he started to cry.
不论帕特里克做什么 No matter what Patrick did,
布拉德不停地说 他爸爸会杀了他 Brad kept saying his dad would kill him.
还说他肯定会下地狱 And saying that he was going to hell.
帕特里克最终还是帮布拉德戒了酒 Patrick was eventually able to help Brad get sober.
我问帕特里克会不会觉得伤心 I asked Patrick if he felt sad
因为他还是得偷偷摸摸 that he still had to keep it a secret
他说不会 and he said no
因为至少现在 because at least now,
布拉德不用在烂醉的时候才敢说爱他了 Brad doesn't have to get drunk to love him.
我觉得我能理解 因为我很喜欢珊姆 I think I understand because I really like Sam.
我向我姐姐打听了她 I asked my sister about her
她说珊姆还是新生的时候 and she said that when Sam was a freshman
高年级学生总是在派对上把她灌醉 the upper classmen used to get her drunk at parties.
我估计她名声可能不大好 I guess she had a reputation.
不过我不在乎 But I don't care.
因为我也不会希望她用我的过去评判我 I'd hate for her to judge me based on what I used to be like.
我在给她录一个合辑磁带 So, I've been making her a mix tape
想让她知道我的感受 so she will know how I feel.
该死 Ah, shit!
-跟我说C -C - C! - C!
好莱坞剧院
洛基恐怖秀
周六午夜
-再来个K -K - Gimme a K! - K!
-再来个Y -Y - Gimme a Y! - Y!
-拼出来是什么 -洛基 - What's that spell!? - R-O-C-K-Y!
-我听不到 -洛基 - I can't hear you! - Rocky!
-再来一次 -洛基 - One more time! - Rocky!
《洛基恐怖秀》片段
1933年版《金刚》女主角
无论菲伊•雷遭遇什么 Whatever happened to Fay Wray
精致柔滑的丝缎 That delicate, satin draped frame
紧紧裹住她的腿 As it clung to her thigh
我为何哭泣 How I started to cry
只因我想打扮得 cause I wanted to be dressed
像她一样 Just the same
放纵自己 Give yourself over
极尽享受 To absolute pleasure
在肉欲的暖洋中 Swim the warm waters
纵情畅游 of sins of the flesh
放纵的噩梦 Erotic nightmares
无所拘束 beyond any measure
肉欲的白日梦 And sensual daydreams
值得永远珍藏 to treasure forever
你还不明白吗 Can't you just see it
别再幻想 Don't Dream It
快快行动 Be It
那照片棒极了 克雷格 你怎么弄的 That picture is gorgeous, Craig. What did you use?
我知道 谢谢夸奖 Oh, I know, thank you.
用彩色胶片 但是印刷用黑白相纸 Color film, but black and white paper for the printing.
我的教授给了我优 Yeah. My professor gave me an "A,"
可惜都是因为无关紧要的原因 But for all the wrong reasons.
大部分都很愚蠢 Most of them are idiots.
等你上了大学就知道我什么意思了 You'll see what I mean when you get to college.
你们SAT都考得怎么样 How did your SATs go by the way?
SAT 美国的高考
1150分 1150.
-我应该可以进纽约大学 -希望如此 - I think I'll get into NYU. - Yeah, I hope so.
1490 哈佛 接受吧 1490. Harvard. Face!
你还好吗 So, are you okay?
还好 还好 Yeah. Yeah.
只是我拿到SAT成绩了 But I got my SAT results back.
糟透了 Oops.
你可以再考的 You can take them again, you know.
是啊 如果我想去宾州州立大学主校区 Yeah, it's just if I'm going to Penn State main campus
这么点分数远远不够 I have to do much better.
要是我高一时勤奋些就好了 I wish I would have studied freshman year.
我当时过得很糟 I was a bit of a mess.
我帮你一起准备下次考试 I'll help you study for the next one.
-真的吗 -当然了 - Will you? - Yeah, of course.
谢谢你 查理 Thanks, Charlie.
这是什么 What's this?
合辑磁带 小意思 Just a mix tape. No big deal.
我爸妈的立体音响很棒 所以... My parents have a pretty good stereo, so...
就是因为那晚在隧道里 It's all about that night in the tunnel.
我没找到那天听的那首歌 I couldn't find that song we were listening to,
不过 我还在寻找 but, you know, I'm still searching for it, so...
没关系的 It's okay.
这些就很棒 These are great.
尼克•德雷克 Nick Drake.
已故歌手 摇滚史上的传奇人物
小木屋 The Shack's.
1987年成立的英国乐队
你品味真不错 查理 You have really good taste, Charlie.
是吗 Really?
是啊 比我刚入学的时候强多了 Yeah. Way better than me as a freshman.
烂歌榜排名前四十的歌我都听过 I used to listen to the worst top 40.
不是吧 No.
真的 Yeah, I did.
后来我听到了一首老歌 Then I heard this old song.
露水如珍珠滴落 Pearly Dewdrops Drop.
苏格兰双生鸟乐团1984年发行的迷幻摇滚单曲
然后我就想 有一天 And I thought someday
我也会在大学里参加派对什么的 I would be at a party in college or something.
我会一抬头 就看到屋子另一边的他 And I'd look up and see this person across the room.
从那时起 And from that moment,
我就知道一切都会好起来的 I'd know everything was going to be okay.
你懂我的意思吗 You know what I mean?
我懂 Yeah.
-希望这次能成 -我也不知道 - I hope it works out. - I don't know.
克雷格比她上一个男友强多了 Craig would be a big step up from her last boyfriend.
该死 No, shit.
谁能忘得了那个洗车窝囊废 Who could forget Mr. Car Wash Loser?
我只希望她不要再跟那帮家伙装傻 I just hope she could stop playing dumb with these guys.
我不停地告诉她 别让自己那么卑微 I keep telling her don't make yourself small.
可她就是无药可救 You can't save anybody.
孩子 你的合辑真是太忧郁了 Man, your mix is morbidly sad, kid.
听些欢快积极的歌吧 How about something a little bit more upbeat, huh?
珊姆告诉我你想当作家 So, Sam tells me you want to be a writer.
是啊 Yeah.
你不也写诗吗 克雷格 Don't you write poetry, Craig?
诗写我还差不多 Poetry writes me. You know?
我们开始狂欢吧 Let's get this party started.
速度真快 That was fast.
-要再来一本吗 -好的 - You want another one? - Yeah.
好 Alright.
安德森老师 Mr. Anderson.
-我能问您一个问题吗 -好啊 - Can I ask you something? - Yeah.
为什么有些好人会和错的人交往呢 Why do nice people choose the wrong people to date?
你是在说某个人吗 Are we talking about anyone specific?
我们只接受自己认为配得上的爱 We accept the love we think we deserve.
能让他们知道 他们配得上更好的吗 Can we make them know that they deserve more?
可以试一试 We can try.
-好啊 -好啊 珊姆 - Hey. - Hey! Hey, Sam.
没看见你进来 还好吗 I didn't see you come in. How's it going?
我们先从概率与统计开始吧 You want to work on probabilities and statistics?
没问题 Yeah, sure.
翻到391页 Page 391 on your book.
我帮你点了早餐 Hey, I ordered you some breakfast.
爸爸 能给我三十美元吗 Dad, Can I have 30 dollars?
给你二十 还有十美元你要干吗 20 dollars. What do you need 10 dollars for?
珊姆想玩神秘圣诞老人 Sam is doing secret santa.
那是她最喜欢的了 It's her favorite thing in the world.
求你了 Please.
玩得开心 Have fun.
太谢谢了 Thanks.
查理 Charlie!
这是我从小到大最喜欢的书 This was my favorite book growing up.
这本是我收藏的 我想送给你 This is my copy, but I want you to have it.
谢谢 Thanks.
圣诞假期愉快 Have a great Christmas break.
您也是 安德森老师 You too, Mr. Anderson.
着色太糟糕了 Terrible stain.
很不错 查理 That's pretty good, Charlie.
你是在逗我玩吧 You've gotta be kidding me.
你要是挂掉我 If you fail me,
下学期就又得见到我了 you get me next semester.
C- C Minus!
女士们先生们 我低于平均分 Ladies and gentlemen, I am below average!
-低于平均分 -低于平均分 - Below average! - Below average!
-伙计们 1210分 -什么 - Guys. 1210. - What?
再也不用申请了 No more applications!
再也不用考SAT了 No more SATs!
谢谢你 查理 Thank you, Charlie!
好了 好了 伙计们 我收到了 Alright. Alright, guys. I got
好多蓝色牛仔裤 multiple pairs of blue jeans.
这个有点难 Wow. This is a really tough one,
不过 我猜一定是爱丽丝 but i'm gonna have to guess... Alice.
等一下 是收据 她还真花钱了 Wait, guys... A receipt! She actually paid!
-不可思议 -我太感动了 - Impossible! - I'm so touched.
-克雷格呢 -他回康涅狄格老家了 - Where's Craig? - Oh, he went home to Connecticut.
不过他新年前夜会回来过 But he'll be back for New Year's Eve.
真可惜 今晚见不到他 I'm sorry we won't be seeing him tonight.
好吧 大我三周的哥哥 Alright, big brother by 3 weeks.
-是谁送的 -我得跟你说 珊姆 - Who's your secret santa? - I'll tell you, Sam.
这个可够难的 This one's tough.
我收到了一个口琴 一套磁性诗歌集 I have received a harmonica, a magnetic poetry set.
一本讲哈维•米尔克的书 A book about Harvey Milk
七十年代首个公开同性恋身份的政客
一盒录着《沉睡》的合辑磁带 and a mix tape with the song "Asleep" On it
还录了两遍 twice.
我不明白了 I mean, I have no idea.
这些礼物如此地饱含基情 This collection of presents is so gay
我都觉得一定是我自己送的了 that I think I must have given them to myself.
不过 虽然这个可能性极其明显 But despite that distinct possibility
我还是得猜 I'm gonna have to go with...
来点鼓声 Drum roll.
查理 Charlie.
-太明显了 -真棒 - Obviously. - Beautifully done.
好吧 查理 该你了 Alright, Charlie. It's your turn.
好呀 好呀 Okey dokey.
我收到了 Uh, I have received
袜子 裤子 一件衬衣和一条腰带 socks, pants, a shirt, and a belt.
要求我今晚必须全都穿上 I was ordered to wear them all tonight.
所以我猜我的神秘圣诞老人是玛丽•伊丽莎白 So, I'm guessing my secret santa is Mary Elizabeth.
-为什么这么说 -我也不知道 - Huh. Now, why do you say that? - I don't know.
她有时候就爱发号施令 You know, she bosses people around sometimes.
-你说什么呢 -抱歉 - What the hell is wrong with you? - Sorry.
你会大吃一惊的 You'll be surprised to know
因为你的神秘圣诞老人 其实是我 that your secret santa is actually me.
为什么是这些衣服 Why all the clothes?
所有伟大的作家都有很棒的西装 Well, all the great writers used to wear great suits.
你的最后一件礼物在卫生间的毛巾架上 So, your last present is on a towel rack in the bathroom.
进我们的卫生间 Delve into our facilities.
变成明星再出来 Emerge a star.
太棒了 Oh, Perfect!
你能帮我把这些分一下吗 Will you hand these out while I'm gone?
等一下 只能有神秘圣诞礼物 Wait a second. There's only secret santa presents.
那是规矩 查理 There's rules, Charlie.
玛丽•伊丽莎白 你干嘛和圣诞节过不去 Mary Elizabeth, why are you trying to eat Christmas?
分吧 珊姆 Hand them out, Sam.
好的 玛丽•伊丽莎白 这是你的 Alright. Mary Elizabeth, for you.
-爱丽丝的 -谢谢 - Alice. - Thanks.
鲍勃 Bob.
这个是给我的 And this one's for me.
爱丽丝 我知道你一定能进纽约大学 "Alice, I know you'll get into NYU."
四十美元 40 dollars.
下次把《朋克洛基》做成彩印的吧 "To print Punk Rocky in color next time."
他真了解我 He knows me.
真是太了解我了 He really knows me.
好了 查理 Alright, Charlie.
-出来吧 -兄弟 快出来吧 - Come on out. - Get out here, buddy.
-来吧 查理 查理 -查理 - Come on! Charlie! Charlie! - Charlie!
-查理 查理 -别害羞 - Charlie! Charlie! - Don't be shy.
出来吧 Come out when...
从没见过这么神气的人 What a display of man I have ever seen!
-这是要去哪儿 -这是个惊喜 - Where are we going? - It's a surprise.
这是你的房间吗 Is this your room?
真酷 It's so cool.
谢谢 Thanks.
你给我准备了礼物吗 You got me a present?
我申请宾州州立大学 你帮了大忙 After all your help on my Penn State application?
当然要给你准备了 Of course I did.
打开看看 Open it.
-我不知该说什么了 -什么都不用说 - I don't know what to say. - You don't have to say anything.
写写我们的故事
我会的
很抱歉我们不能陪你过生日了 I'm really sorry we can't be here for your birthday.
没关系的 No, that's okay.
很抱歉你还得回去看你爸爸 I'm just sorry you have to go back and visit your dad.
我太开心了 I'm in such a great mood,
即使是他也影响不了我的好心情 I don't think even he could ruin it.
我觉得我的状态终于好起来了 I feel like I'm finally doing good.
-确实很好 -那么 你呢 - You are. - Well, what about you?
我第一次见到你 When I met you,
你是个惊慌失措的新生 you were this scared freshman.
看看现在 你穿着西装 Now look at you in that suit.
就像一个性感的文学院男生 You're like a sexy English school boy.
-我看见玛丽•伊丽莎白在打量你 -没有吧 - I saw Mary Elizabeth checking you out. - No.
装清纯 Innocent.
这种男生最坏了 Worst kind of guys.
永远不觉得你危险 又讨家长喜欢 Never see you coming. And parents love you.
这就显得 That's like
格外危险 extra danger.
可是 一直都没起作用 Yeah, well, it hasn't worked so far.
你从没交过女朋友吗 You've never had a girlfriend?
-小时候也没有过吗 -没有 - Not even a 2nd grade valentine? - No.
你吻过女孩吗 Have you ever kissed a girl?
没有 No.
你呢 What about you?
你问我有没吻过女孩吗 Have I ever kissed a girl?
不 不 你的初吻 No, no! Your first kiss.
那时我才11岁 I was 11.
他叫罗伯特 His name was Robert.
他以前总来这里 He used to come over to the house all the time.
他是你的第一个男友吗 Was he your first boyfriend?
他是... He was my...
他是我爸爸的上司 He was my dad's boss.
你知道吗 查理 You know Charlie,
我曾经和压根不把我当回事的男人睡觉 I used to sleep with guys who treated me like shit.
而且总是喝得烂醉 And get wasted all the time.
可是现在我觉得 But now I feel like
我终于也有机会了 I have a chance, like I,
我竟然也能考上大学 I could even get into a real college.
就是这样 你完全可以 Well, it's true. You can do it.
你真的这么想吗 You really think so?
我的姨妈 也有过同样的遭遇 My aunt had that same thing done to her, too.
但她成功改变了自己的生活 And she turned her life around.
她一定是个很棒的人 She must have been great.
她是我在这世上最喜欢的人 She was my favorite person in the world
直到现在 until now.
查理 Charlie.
你知道 我现在和克雷格在一起 I know that you know I like Craig.
不过 我们暂时忘记这个 好吗 But I want to forget that for a minute. Okay?
好 Okay.
我只是想确保第一个吻你的女孩 I just wanna make sure that the first person who kisses you
是爱你的 loves you.
好吗 Okay?
好的 Okay.
我爱你 查理 I love you, Charlie.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
祝你在妈妈家愉快 Have a good time at your mom's.
谢谢 查理 Thanks. And listen, Charlie,
你的生日是在圣诞前夜 because your birthday is on Christmas Eve,
我想你可能很少收到生日礼物 I figure you don't get that many birthday presents.
我的钟送给你 用心做的呢 I thought you should have my clock. From the heart.
谢谢你 帕特里克 Thank you, Patrick.
-再见 -再见 - Bye. - Bye.
节日愉快 朋友们 Have a good one, guys!
我爱你们 I love you guys!
看谁来了 Look who's here!
-过来 老妹 -克里斯 - Come here, little sister. - Hey, Chris.
亲爱的 Hey, honey.
妈 你真苗条 Ma, you look so thin!
谢谢 Thank you.
查理 Charlie.
-来吧 晚餐准备好了 -太好了 - Come on. I got dinner ready. - Oh, good.
-生日快乐 -谢谢 - Happy birthday. - Thanks.
许个愿 宝贝 Make a wish, honey.
看见了吗 查理 Can you see it, Charlie?
圣诞灯是圣诞老人经过的痕迹 The luminaria is a landing strip for Santa Claus.
你瞧瞧他在哪 Why don't you keep an eye out for him
我马上就回来 好吗 and I'll be right back, okay?
我去给你拿生日礼物 I'm going to get your birthday present.
天哪 我真想念妈妈做的饭 God, I missed mom's cooking.
你不知道 能吃到有多幸福 You have no idea how good you have it.
我都开始讨厌披萨了 I'm actually beginning to hate pizza.
学校怎么样 So how are you liking school?
我不像你和坎黛丝那么聪明好学 Well, I'm no brainiac like you or Candace.
不过我过得还行 But I'm doing okay.
还行 你打的可是精英赛啊 Okay? You're playing in a Bowl Game.
你觉得怎么样 查理 How are you feeling, Charlie?
很好 Good.
你知道我指的是什么 You know what I mean.
今晚严重吗 Is it bad tonight?
不会 不会 No. No.
我没有再看到幻觉了 I'm not picturing things any more.
就算有 我也能让它消失 And even if I do, I can just shut it off.
听妈妈说 你交了几个好朋友 Well, you know, mom did say that you have good friends now.
如果又犯了 And maybe if it does get bad again
-你可以跟他们聊聊 对吧 -对 - you can just talk to them, yeah? - Yeah.
尤其是珊姆 Especially Sam.
她很棒 She's great.
新年我要约她出去 I'm gonna ask her out at New Years.
我觉得现在时机成熟了 Yeah, I think the time is right now.
这玩意多久起效 How long does this take to work?
铲雪呢 Shoveling snow, huh?
我得把车道清一下 I have to get this driveway clean.
然后我要祝贺你 找到了幸福 And then, I'm going to congratulate you on being happy
因为这是你应得的 because you deserve it.
-你一个小时前说过了 -今晚说的吗 - You said that an hour ago. - Was that tonight?
我刚才看见一棵树 它变成一条龙 Oh, I just saw this tree, but it was a dragon
接着又变回树了 它还骗我 and then it was a tree again and it just lied to me.
好了 查理 别瞎说了 给我... Okay, Charlie. Don't freak out. Give me the...
冷静点 Calm down.
抬头看 Look up.
很安静吧 Isn't it quiet?
珊姆 你是不是觉得 要是别人知道 Sam, do you think that if people knew
你过去有多疯狂 就不会理你了呢 how crazy you really were, no one would ever talk to you?
一直都这么想 All the time.
你要不要戴上这副眼镜 So, you wanna wear these glasses?
它会保护你的 They'll protect you.
十 九 八 七 六 10-9-8-7-6
五 四 三 二 一 5-4-3-2-1
这是我们的小秘密 It's gonna be our little secret.
新年快乐 Happy New Year!
是你的大朋友们逼你的吗 Did your older friends pressure you?
没人逼我 警官 No one pressured me, officer.
我不吸毒 绝对不会 I would never do drugs. Never.
那你怎么无缘无故 Then, how did you happen to
清晨六点昏倒在外面 be passed out on the ground at 6 in the morning?
我...我太累了 Well, I... you know, I was really tired
感觉有点发烧 and I was feeling feverish.
所以出去走了走 想透透气 So, I went outside for a walk, just to get some cold air.
眼前出现了幻觉 就昏了过去 I started seeing things. So, I passed out.
你又看见幻觉了吗 查理 You're seeing things again, Charlie?
没...不算是 Not... Not really.
衣服不错 Nice suit.
圣诞节收到的 It was a Christmas present.
假期愉快吗 Did you have fun on your break?
比你今天愉快 辛纳特拉[美国明星] More fun than you're gonna have today, Sinatra.
造型不错啊 蠢货 Nice look, jag off.
我给他打了三十个电话了 I called him 30 times.
怎么办 再过十分钟就要上台了 Well what are we supposed to do? We're going on in 10 minutes!
-健康课上说...-喂 - They said in health class... - Hello?
我知道 他们那么说迷幻药是想吓你 I know. They say that about LSD just to scare you.
你确定吗 Are you sure?
查理 你没事的 哥们 Charlie, you're fine, man.
各位 有个突发状况 Guys, we have an emergency.
克雷格又放我们鸽子了 我需要一个洛基 Craig has flaked out on us again. So, I need a Rocky.
-布拉德 -不行 没门 - Brad? - No, no way.
我不是...这么多人看着 不行 No, I'm not... There are people out here. No.
查理 Charlie,
把衣服脱了 take off your clothes.
摆好姿势 欲望滋生 Then if anything grows while you pose
我来左右你的情欲 I'll oil you up and drop you down
神魂颠倒 Down, down, down
只是巨大诱惑的一小部分 And that's just one small fraction of the main attraction
你需要援手 You need a friendly hand
而我要行动 And I need action
碰触我 碰触我 Touch a touch a touch me
我想要放纵 I wanna be dirty
刺激我 抚慰我 满足我 Thrill me. Chill me. Fulfill me
暗夜狂魔 Creature of the night
暗夜狂魔 Creature of our night
或许我可以当个替补什么的 Maybe I could join the cast as an alternate or something?
现在人员满了 不过 Well, we're filled up now, but
等我们上大学就有空缺了 they're gonna need people when we go to college.
我可以替你说点好话 I could put in a good word for you.
-那太好了 谢谢 -没事 - That'd be great. Thanks. - Yeah.
查理 Charlie.
听说过赛迪•霍金斯舞会吗 Have you heard of the Sadie Hawkins dance?
女生邀请男生的舞会 The one where the girl asks the guy.
自然是傻透了 还带性别歧视 Obviously, it is completely stupid and sexist.
就好像 被占了便宜还道谢 I mean it's like, "Hey, thanks for the crumb."
我一般都不会去 And normally, I'd just blow it off
学校的舞会太折磨人了 because school dances suck torture.
可你知道 这是我高中最后一年了 But, you know, it's my last year, and
-你愿意陪我去吗 -你要我陪你去吗 - Would you maybe wanna go with me? - You wanna go with me?
大男人让我恶心 I'm sick of macho guys.
而且 你穿演出服很可爱 Plus, you looked really cute in your costume.
你觉得怎么样 So, what do you say?
-你就是玛丽•伊丽莎白吧 -对 - You must be Mary Elizabeth. - Yes.
-很高兴见到你 -我也是 科尔梅克斯太太 - It's so nice to meet you. - You, too, Mrs. Kelmeckis.
查理说你是佛教徒 Charlie tells me you're a Buddhist.
-请进 -好的 - Please come in. - Okay.
再靠近点 很不错 A little closer together. That looks nice.
佛教徒 我要你笑得再灿烂点 Buddhist, I need you to smile a little bit more.
就是这样 很好 There you go. Nice.
你开心吗 Are you having a good time?
不太开心 你呢 Not really. How about you?
我也不知道 I mean, I don't know.
我这是第一次约会 不知道怎么评判 It's my first date, I don't know what to compare it to.
你做得很好 You're doing fine.
真可惜 克雷格来不了 I'm sorry Craig couldn't come.
是啊 他说他不想去 Yeah. He said he didn't want to go to
傻乎乎的高中舞会 some stupid high school dance.
说实话 我不怪他 Can't say I blame him, really.
我觉得 你喜欢 他就应该来 I don't know. If you like it, he should come.
谢谢 查理 Thanks, Charlie.
祝你第一次约会愉快 你应得的 Have a beautiful first date. You deserve it.
我尽量不让你太嫉妒 I'll try not to make you too jealous.
让它散发一会儿香味吧 Now, just let it breathe.
这房子真不错 This is sure a nice house.
谢谢 Thanks.
古典音乐就是迷人 是吧 Don't you just love old music?
是啊 Yeah.
很好 因为我给你录了一个合辑磁带 Good. Because I made you a mix of it.
我想把好东西分享给你 I'd love to expose you to great things.
比如比利•哈丽黛和外国电影 Like Billie Holiday and foreign films.
比利•哈丽黛 爵士歌星
这瓶梅乐真有档次 This merlot is really fancy.
是啊 我爸爸收藏酒 但是都不喝 Yeah. My dad collects wine, but he doesn't drink.
挺怪异的吧 It's kinda weird, isn't it?
是吧 I guess.
你爸妈去哪儿了 Where are your parents?
他们俱乐部在办沙龙舞会还是什么种族活动 Their club is hosting a cotillion or something racist.
沙龙舞 一种不断交换舞伴的交际舞
他们整晚都不在 They'll be gone all night.
火真好看 That's sure a nice fire.
是啊 Yeah.
等我不再当说客了 When I'm done being a lobbyist
我想在科德角找个这样的房子住下 I wanna move to a house like this in Cape Cod.
马萨诸塞州伸入大西洋的一个半岛
-听着不错吧 -是啊 - Sounds nice, doesn't it? - Yeah.
你心跳很快 Your heart is beating really fast.
是吗 Is it?
这里 感觉一下 Here, feel.
查理 Charlie?
你喜欢我吗 Do you like me?
你知道我什么意思吗 You know what I mean?
我想是的 I think so.
别紧张 Don't be nervous.
查理 Charlie.
我不知道今晚会如何 不过 I didn't know how tonight was gonna go tonight, but
-还挺不错的 是吧 -是啊 - it was really nice, wasn't it? - Yeah.
我真不敢相信 I just can't believe it.
竟然会是你 You of all people.
我真不敢相信 你成了我男朋友 I just can't believe you're my boyfriend.
见鬼 我爸妈 见鬼 Shit! My parents! Shit!
-快 拉起来 -好 没事 我可以 - Here, zip this up! - Okay. No, no, I got this. Yeah.
-正常拉起来就行 -卡住了 它... - Just zip it up, like a normal zipper! - Stuck. It's just...
谢谢你 Thank you.
周一见 See you Monday.
亲爱的朋友 Dear Friend,
抱歉我很久没给你写信了 可是 I'm sorry I haven't written for a while, but
现在事情搞得一团糟 things are a total disaster.
我们正亲热呢 我就穿个胸罩 We're literally making out, and I'm in my bra.
突然前门开了 我爸妈回来了 Hello! And the front door opens. It's my parents!
我真该实话实说 赛迪舞会后 I probably should have been honest about how
我其实不想跟玛丽•伊丽莎白约会 可是 I didn't want to go out with Mary Elizabeth after Sadie's, but
我真的不想伤害她 I really didn't want to hurt her feelings.
玛丽•伊丽莎白是个非常好的人 You see, Mary Elizabeth is a really nice person
只是看起来好像跟谁都有仇 underneath the part of her that hates everyone.
听说交个女朋友 就会很幸福 And since I heard that having a girlfriend makes you happy
我就尝试像爱珊姆那样去爱她 I tried hard to love her like I love Sam.
你相信吗 咱俩在一起都快两个星期了 Can you believe it's almost our two week anniversary?
是啊 我知道 Yeah, I know.
我就带她去参加四人约会 So, I took her on double dates.
你的第一部外国电影 Your first foreign film.
-爆米花加黄油吗 -素食者不吃黄油 - Do you want butter in your popcorn? - Vegans don't eat butter.
我也尽量不去介意她爱牵手的嗜好 And I tried not to mind that she loves to hold hands
她即使手心流汗也爱牵着 even when her hands are sweaty.
我还得说 有件事真的挺烦人 就是 And I had to admit something really upsetting. But
我实在不想再摸她的胸了 I'm tired of touching her boobs.
我觉得 要是她偶尔肯让我来选择 I thought maybe if she would just let me pick
亲热时放什么音乐 我们也许还有可能 the make-out music once in a while, we might have a chance.
又如果 她没有 And maybe if she didn't
对安德森老师给我的书那么不屑的话 put down the books that Mr. Anderson gives me.
《瓦尔登湖》 我七年级的时候读过 Walden? I read this in 7th grade.
我管叫它《无聊池塘畔》 I would have called it "On Boring Pond."
或者她不老在我放学一到家就来电话的话 Or if she would stop calling me the minute I get home from school
因为我实在不知道该聊些什么 when I have absolutely nothing to talk about
除了回家坐的公交车 other than the bus ride home.
不知为什么 她总有话说 Somehow she finds me things to say.
那奶制品就无时无刻不跟着你 That dairy just sits with you. You know, it walks with you.
她还在电话上吗 She's on the phone right now?
查理 你还是和她分手吧 Charlie, you've gotta break up with her.
这样可以吗 I can do that?
老天爷 我得用电话了 For Christ's sake, I need to use the phone!
我要把这本书给你 I'll give you this book.
我就是因为它才成为素食者的 It's really how I became a vegan...
我知道我本该实话实说的 I know I should have been honest
但我太激动 开始害怕了 but I was getting so mad, it was starting to scare me.
我真希望能有别的办法分手 I just wish I could have found another way to break up.
玛丽•伊丽莎白 我能说句话吗 Um... Mary Elizabeth. Can I talk to you...
查理 拜托 别打断我 Charlie. Please, don't interrupt.
你知道我不喜欢被打断 You know I hate that.
回想起来 我可能选了最糟糕的方式 In hindsight, I probably could not have picked a worse way
向玛丽•伊丽莎白坦白 to be honest with Mary Elizabeth.
-真心话还是大冒险 -你说呢 - Truth or dare? - Who are you talking to?
你敢不敢亲爱丽丝 I dare you... to kiss Alice.
拿出本事来 男人 Courage your lions, procreator.
玛丽•伊丽莎白 Mary Elizabeth?
听萨曼莎说你进了哈佛 Samantha told me that you got into Harvard.
-祝贺你 -谢谢 - Congratulations. - Thank you.
这家伙还没给我送花呢 This one still hasn't gotten me flowers.
但我原谅你了 But I forgive you.
宾州大学的事你别担心 Hey, don't worry about Penn State.
-你已经进了候选名单了 -是啊 - You're just wait-listed. - Yeah.
你们马上就要错过 You guys are about to
火辣辣的"基佬与野人"的互啃了 miss some severely hot "Fag on goth" Action.
-开房去吧 -你这禽兽 - Get a room! - You're a monster!
该我了 我想想 My turn. Um... let's see...
就查理吧 Let's think... Charlie?
-真心话 -你的初恋进展如何 - Truth. - How's your first relationship going?
很糟糕 It's so bad
我一直幻想我们中有一个死于癌症 that I keep fantasizing that one of us is dying of cancer
这样我就不用向她提出分手了 so that I don't have to break up with her.
查理 Charlie?
真心话还是大冒险 拜托 Truth or dare? Hello?
-大冒险 -好的 - Dare. - Okay.
你敢不敢和屋里最漂亮的姑娘接吻 I dare you to kiss the prettiest girl in the room on the lips.
注意我慷慨地说了姑娘 而不是说人 And notice I charitably said girl and not person
因为你们全都不能跟我比 认了吧 because let's face it, I'd smoke all you bitches.
这下完了 Now that's fucked up.
玛丽•伊丽莎白 Mary Elizabeth,
我很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
这是个误会 对不起 It was a mistake. I'm sorry.
珊姆 珊姆 Sam! Sam!
我真的没别的意思 对不起 I really didn't mean anything by it. I'm sorry.
你到底有什么毛病 What the hell is wrong with you?
我该回去道歉 I should go back and apologize.
不 查理 相信我 你不会想回去的 No, Charlie. Trust me. You don't want to go back there.
但我真的很抱歉 But, I'm really sorry.
我不是故意... I didn't mean to do anything...
我知道你不是 I know you didn't,
你听我说 but look,
我很不想提 I hate to be the one to break this,
玛丽•伊丽莎白和珊姆有过一些纠葛 but there's history with Mary Elizabeth and Sam.
是别的男人 Other guys.
跟你没有关系 Things that have nothing to do with you.
但你最好离开一段时间 But it's best if you stay away for a while.
好吧 Oh, Okay.
你说大概要多久呢 How long do you think?
亲爱的朋友 我两个星期没见朋友们了 Dear friend, I have not seen my friends for 2 weeks now.
我又开始犯病了 I am starting to get bad again.
查理 快 换好衣服 Charlie. Come on, get dressed.
我们复活节弥撒要迟到了 We're going to be late for Easter Mass.
我马上就去 I'll... I'll be there in a minute.
《新约》马太福音6:9至6:13
我们在天上的父 Our Father who art in Heaven.
愿人都尊你的名为圣 愿你的国降临 Hallowed be Thy name. Thy kingdom come.
愿你的旨意行在地上 如同行在天上 Thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven.
我们日用的饮食 今日赐给我们 Give us this day our daily bread.
免我们的债 And forgive us our trespasses
如同我们免了人的债 as we forgive those who trespass against us.
不叫我们遇见试探 救我们脱离... And lead us not into temptation. But deliver us...
玛丽•伊丽莎白 Mary Elizabeth,
我每晚都听比利•哈丽黛的CD I've been listening to the Billie Holiday CD like every night
太迟了 查理 It's too late, Charlie.
我知道 我对我的所作所为非常内疚 Look, I know. I just feel really bad about what I did.
我脑子很乱 常常心不在焉 I just get so messed up inside like I'm not there or something.
谁在乎 跟谁说去吧 Tell it to someone who cares.
我知道 对不起 我只是... I know. I'm sorry. I just...
我们都成了那么好的朋友 We've all become such good friends...
好朋友 Good friends?
你是指那些我从幼儿园就认识 Do you mean the people that I've known since kindergarten
而你才认识半年的人吗 那些好朋友吗 and you've known for 6 months? Those good friends?
对 我只是不想 Yeah. I mean I just don't want to
毁了我们的关系 do anything to ruin our relat...
已经毁了 好吗 别再到处打电话了 It's ruined. Okay? So, stop calling everyone.
别这么不识趣 Stop embarrassing yourself.
好吧 我会的 再... Okay. I will. Goodb...
我出问题了 Something's wrong with me.
别担心 Don't worry about it.
你有和帕特里克联系吗 Hey, you heard from Patrick?
没有 他让我走开 No. He told me to stay away.
你还不知道吗 Oh. You don't know?
怎么了 出什么事了 Why? Why? What happened?
布拉德他爸发现他俩在一起了 Brad's father caught them together.
他在外面被一帮孩子抢劫了 Some kids jumped him outside the O.
北山的几个毛孩子 It was some kids from North Hills.
看见他的脸了吗 Did you see his face?
-怎么回事 -我听说不是这样的 - What happened? - It's not what I heard.
-你还好吗 -现在不行 查理 抱歉 - Are you okay? - Not now, Charlie. I'm sorry.
"别叫" Hey, Nothing.
对不起 "别叫" Sorry, Nothing.
-你是不是该做点什么 -你在说什么 - You gonna do anything? - What are you talking about?
我说你的跟班刚才把我绊倒了 I'm talking about your pet ape just tripped me.
你是不是该说点什么 Are you gonna say something?
-为什么 -你知道为什么 - Why would I? - You know why.
真可悲 哥们 你就爱冲着我来 This is pathetic, man. Your fixation on me.
要不要告诉你朋友 Do you want your friends to know
你的瘀伤其实是怎么来的 how you got those bruises? Really?
我在停车场被抢劫了 I got jumped in a parking lot.
哪的停车场 申利公园吗 Where? Schenley Park?
匹兹堡市最大公园 同志聚集地
你们知道申利公园吗 Do you guys know about Schenley Park?
我不知道你的狗嘴里会吐出来什么 I don't know what kind of sick shit you're trying to pull.
但你最好立刻滚开 But you better walk away now.
"别叫" Nothing.
行 Fine.
帮我给你爸带好 Say hi to your dad for me.
随便 基佬 Whatever, faggot.
-你叫我什么 -我叫你基... - What did you just call me? - I called you a faggo...
再给我说一次 再给我说一次 Say that shit again! Say that shit again!
帕特里克 It's Patrick!
不 不要 No! No!
住手 求你们 快住手 Stop! Please! Stop!
再碰我朋友 我就把你们揍瞎 Touch my friends again and I'll blind you.
-查理 -什么 - Charlie? - Yeah?
谢谢你阻止他们 Thanks for stopping them.
没事 布拉德 Sure, Brad.
你怎么样 查理 How you doing, Charlie?
我不知道 I don't know.
我努力回想 但我想不起来做了什么 I keep trying, but I can't really remember what I did.
要我告诉你吗 Do you want me to tell you?
好 Yeah.
你救了我哥哥 You saved my brother.
这就是你做的 That's what you did.
-你不会被我吓到吗 -不会 - So, you're not gonna scare of me? - No.
我们能重新做朋友吗 Can we be friends again?
当然 Of course.
走吧 Come on.
一起去疯一下吧 Let's go be psychos together.
我和彼得在一起了 I'm dating Peter now.
他是克雷格的大学同学 He's in college with Craig.
他很固执 我们常常争辩谁更有理 He's opinionated, and we have intellectual debates.
你很不错 You were very sweet,
但我是一厢情愿 but our relationship was too one-sided.
我知道这很难为你 I know this is hard for you.
我很高兴你能幸福 I'm just glad you're happy.
好吧 Okay.
克雷格 珊姆马上就下来 Hey, Craig, Sam will be down soon.
看电影要迟到了 We're gonna miss the movie.
好 我去催催她 Yeah, I'll go put some pep in her step.
你想出去走走吗 Hey, do you wanna get out of here?
当然了 帕特里克 Sure, Patrick.
我得告诉你 查理 I'll tell you something, Charlie.
我感觉很棒 I feel good.
你懂我的意思吗 You know what I mean?
明天我带你去市中心的卡拉OK And maybe tomorrow I'll take you to this karaoke place downtown.
还有一个脱衣舞俱乐部 免证的 And this club off the strip. They don't card.
还有申利公园 And the Schenley Park scene.
至少见识一下 "水果环" You have to see the "fruitloop" at least one time.
天啊 Oh, my God.
我的生活简直是毕业后的特别节目了 My life is officially an after school special.
去他妈的吧 Son of a bitch!
的确如此 It really is.
千真万确 It so is.
你听过莉莉•米勒的故事吗 So, you ever hear the one about Lily Miller?
-没有 -真的 - I don't know. - Really?
我还以为你哥哥会给你讲呢 I thought your brother would have told you.
太经典了 It's a classic.
-也许吧 -好 - Maybe. - Okay.
一天晚上 莉莉和帕克来到这里 Lily comes here one night with this guy Parker.
他们要在这晚 And this was to be the night
献出第一次 that they were gonna lose their virginity.
所以她做了精心的准备 So, she did it really proper.
带了野餐 She packed a picnic.
还偷了一瓶酒 Stole a bottle of wine.
一切都安排妥当 Everything was perfect,
正准备做的时候 and they're just about to 'do it'
他们发现忘了带套 when they realize they forgot the condoms.
-你猜怎么着 -猜不出 - So, what do you think happened? - I don't know.
他们把装三明治的袋子当套用了 They did it with one of the sandwich bags.
-太恶心了 -是啊 - Eww, that's disgusting! - Yes! It is!
来吧 我们继续 Come on. Let's keep the train rolling.
来点三俗八卦 查理 Suburban legend. Charlie!
有个叫二垒史黛丝的女孩 There was this girl named Second Base Stace.
她四年级的时候 胸部就开始发育了 And... well, she had boobs in the like 4th grade.
蚊子包那么大吗 Mosquito bites.
有意思 继续讲 Promising. Go.
她让男人们摸自己的胸 And she let some of the guys feel them.
就这样吗 That's your suburban legend?
你也摸了吗 Did you at least cop a feel?
-没有 -当然没有了 - No. - No, of course not.
你回了家 You went home,
听了《沉睡》 写了首诗 listened to "Asleep", wrote a poem...
好吧 好吧 该你了 Fine! Okay. Your turn.
好 我想到一个 Yeah, I've got one.
有一个男的 彻头彻尾的同志 There was this one guy. Queer as a 3 dollar bill.
他爸爸不知道儿子的取向 The guy's father doesn't know about his son.
一天晚上 他本来要出城的 So, he comes into the basement one night
却跑到地下室里 when he's supposed to be out of town,
碰见儿子在和另一个男孩亲热 catches his son with another boy.
于是他开始痛打自己的儿子 So, he starts beating him.
不是扇个巴掌那么简单 是动真格的 But not like the slap kind. Like the real kind.
儿子的男友说 And the boyfriend says,
别打了 你要把他打死了 "Stop. You're killing him."
但儿子却大喊着 快出去 But the son just yells "Get out."
最后 And... eventually,
他的男友只好走掉了 the boyfriend just did.
为什么 我们谁也救不了呢 Why can't you save anybody?
我不知道 I don't know.
算了 Forget it.
我现在是自由身了 不是吗 I'm free now, right?
我随时可能遇见真爱 I could meet the love of my life any second.
一切都变了 这样很好 Things will be different now, and that's good.
我只需要另结新欢 I just need to meet a good guy.
没错 Yeah.
对不起 I'm sorry.
没关系的 It's alright.
我和帕特里克在一起度过了很多时光 I've been spending a lot of time with Patrick.
每晚他都很兴奋 He begins every night really excited.
他总说他感到无拘无束 He always says he feels free,
今晚就会遇到命中注定的他 and tonight is his destiny.
但是一段时间之后 But after a while,
他耗尽了自我麻醉的能力 he runs out of things to keep himself numb.
之后 珊姆收到了宾州大学的通知书 Then, Sam got her letter from Penn State.
高中毕业后 "We will require you
请立刻来我校主校区报到 to take our summer session at the main campus
参加夏季课程 immediately following your high school graduation."
查理 她被录取了 She got in, Charlie.
之后帕特里克谈论的 After that all Patrick could talk about
都是有关大学和未来的事情 was college and all their futures.
爱丽丝被纽约大学电影学院录取 Alice did get into NYU Film School.
帕特里克要去华盛顿大学 Patrick is going to the University of Washington,
因为他想离西雅图音乐更近一些 because he wants to be near the music in Seattle.
但他不会就这么离开的 But he wasn't going to leave
总得组织个史无前例的恶作剧才说得过去 without organizing the best senior prank ever.
珊姆一毕业就要走了 Sam is going to leave right after graduation.
一切都激动人心 It all feels very exciting.
真希望这些也发生在我身上 I just wish it were happening to me.
特别是 自从我在餐厅失去意识之后 Especially because ever since I blacked out in the cafeteria,
那些症状开始变本加厉 it's been getting worse.
这次我无法让那些幻觉消失 And I can't turn it off this time.
同学们 请把《了不起的盖茨比》 Guys, you want to pass your copies of Gatsby
传到前面来 up to the front please?
我知道这是你们高一的最后一天 And I know it's the last day,
但我还是希望大家能稍微控制一下情绪 but if we could just keep it to a dull roar, I'd appreciate it.
谢谢 Thank you.
同学们 感谢你们这一年来的努力 Guys, guys, thank you for such a great year.
我很高兴 希望你们也一样 I had a blast. I hope you did, too.
祝大家暑假愉快 And I hope you have a great time this summer on your vacations.
这个暑假 有谁打算读书消遣的吗 Now, who here is gonna read for pleasure this summer?
查理 不错 Charlie, very good.
-最后一天了 -是啊 - Last day. - Yeah.
虽然跟我无关 但我还是想问 So, I know it's none of my business,
你决定了吗 but have you decided?
你要去纽约了吗 I mean, are you going to New York?
我和我太太都喜欢这里 Well, my wife and I like it here.
我觉得相比写作 我可能更擅长教书 And I think I might be better at teaching than writing.
查理 我在想 You know, Charlie, I was thinking that
也许明年我还可以继续给你书 maybe I could still give you books next year.
好啊 Yeah.
我相信有一天你也能写书 I think you could write one of them one day.
真的吗 Really?
真的 I do.
你是我遇到的最好的老师 You're the best teacher I've ever had.
谢谢你 Thank you.
十 九 八 七 六 五 四 三 二 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2
-我们滚蛋吧 -一 - Let's get the hell out of here! - One!
亲爱的朋友 Dear Friend,
我想和你说说我们的奔跑 I wanted to tell you about us running.
夕阳的余晖美不胜收 There was this beautiful sunset.
就在几个小时前 And just a few hours before,
我挚爱的朋友们结束了高中的最后一天 everyone I love had their last day of high school ever.
我为他们的快乐而感到快乐 And I was happy because they were happy,
尽管我数了一下 even though I counted,
我还要在这里度过1095天 and I have 1,095 days to go.
我一直在想象 I kept imagining
没有了他们 上学会是什么感觉 what school would be like without them,
而他们都在忙着准备毕业舞会 as they were all getting ready for their prom.
我姐姐终于决定和德里克分手 My sister finally decided to break up with Derek,
和闺蜜们结伴去舞会 and go stag with her girlfriends instead.
还有珊姆 And then there was Sam.
那晚之后 我常常翻看她的照片 I've looked at her pictures since that night.
我喜欢她知道真相前那快乐的样子 I like to see how happy she was before she knew.
舞会过后 他们去了一间酒店套房 They were in a hotel suite after prom
这时才真相大白了 when the truth came out.
简单的说 克雷格一直对珊姆不忠 Basically, Craig has been cheating on Sam the whole time.
我听说了之后 When I heard that,
便一直回想照片中那个快乐的她 I kept thinking about the happy girl in these pictures.
因为她不像我 在这里还有1095天 Because she doesn't have 1,095 days to go.
她成功了 She made it.
这是属于她的 This is her time.
没人可以夺走 And no one should be able to take that away.
-祝贺你 -查理来了 - Congratulations. - Oh, Charlie! Charlie's here!
大伙儿 合影一张 Guys, group photo!
我们得一起合影一张 We should all take a group photo.
我们靠扶手站 斯文一点 Oh, get against the railing and try to look suave!
就这样拍 这个角度棒极了 Yeah, this is the one. That's gonna be a great angle.
没有什么讨厌你["别叫"痛恨你]
在她的送别派对上 At her going away party,
我很想告诉她 I wanted her to know about
穿过隧道的那个晚上 that night we went through the tunnel.
那是第一次 And how for the first time,
我有了一种归属感 I felt like I belonged somewhere.
明天她就要离开了 And tomorrow, she's leaving.
我要把我生活的一部分送给她 So, I wanted to give her a part of me.
查理 这些都是你的书吗 Are these all your books, Charlie?
-谢谢你陪我熬夜 -没关系 - Thanks for staying up with me. - Sure.
我哥哥说 My brother said
宾州大学有个"叶奥尔德大学餐厅" Penn State has this restaurant called Ye Olde College Diner.
第一晚一定要尝尝那儿的烤面包卷 You have to get a grilled stickie on your first night.
这是那里的传统 It's a tradition.
-听着挺有意思 -是啊 - That sounds like fun. - Yeah.
很快 你就会结识一群新朋友 Pretty soon, you'll have a whole new group of friends, you know.
你甚至不会再想起这里 You won't even think about this place anymore.
不 我会的 Yes, I will.
我今天和克雷格一起吃午饭 I had lunch with Craig today.
怎么样 Yeah?
他说他对不起我 还说 He said he was sorry and that
我跟他分手是正确的选择 I was right to break up with him.
在离开的路上 我觉得自己很渺小 I'm driving away, and I'm just feeling so small.
我问自己 Just asking myself
为什么我和我爱的人 why do I and everyone I love
都选择了不在乎我们的人 pick people who treat us like we're nothing?
我们只接受自己认为配得上的爱 We accept the love we think we deserve.
那你为什么从不约我 Then, why didn't you ever ask me out?
我... I, uh...
我只是以为你不想那样 I just didn't think that you wanted that.
那你想要的是什么 Well, what did you want?
我只想要你过得快乐 I just want you to be happy.
查理 你还不明白吗 Don't you get it, Charlie?
我感觉不到 I can't feel that.
这确实很感人 但是 It's really sweet and everything, but
你不能只是傻坐着 you can't just sit there
先考虑别人 再考虑自己 and put everybody's lives ahead of yours,
认为这样就是爱 and think that counts as love.
我不想只是被谁暗恋 I don't wanna be somebody's crush.
我希望有人喜欢真实的我 I want people to like the real me.
珊姆 我了解真实的你 I know who you are, Sam.
我知道我很内向 I know I'm quiet
我知道我应该学着表达 and I know I should speak more,
但是如果你知道 but if you knew the things that...
我脑子里常常在想什么 that were in my head most of the time,
你就会明白我的意思 you'd know what it really meant.
明白我们有多么相像 How much we are alike.
明白我们的经历多么相似 And how we've been through the same things.
你并不渺小 And you're not small.
你很美 You're beautiful.
-查理 怎么了 -没什么 - What's wrong, Charlie? - Oh, nothing.
记得给我打电话 Promise you're gonna call.
我会经常打的 You know I'm gonna call you all the time.
-到纽约就又能见面了 -当然 - We'll all see each other in New York. - All the time.
珊姆 走吧 Come on, Sam.
怎么了 查理 What's wrong, Charlie?
-系上安全带 -我们到那边再见 - Put your seat belt on. - We'll meet you there.
别把你姐姐吵醒了 Don't wake your sister.
这是我们的小秘密 It'll be our little secret, okay?
查理 看她睡得多香 Look, Charlie. She's fast asleep.
别把你姐姐吵醒了 Don't wake your sister.
是我的错 My fault.
是我的错 都怪我 My fault. It was all my fault.
这是我们的小秘密 好吗 It'll be our little secret, okay?
别想了 快停下 Stop it. Stop.
别哭了 Stop crying.
这是我们之间的小秘密 It'll be our little secret.
坎黛丝 你弟弟的电话 Candace, your brother's on the phone.
喂 Hello.
-坎黛丝 -查理 - Hey, Candace. - Charlie?
珊姆和帕特里克走了 Sam and Patrick left,
我又开始胡思乱想了 and I just can't stop thinking about something.
什么 What?
坎黛丝 是我害死海伦姨妈的 对吗 Candace, I killed Aunt Helen, didn't I?
她是为了给我买生日礼物才死的 She died getting my birthday present,
所以是我害死了她 对吗 so I guess I killed her, right?
我努力不那么想 但我控制不了 I've tried to stop thinking that, but I can't.
我反复看见她在开车 然后出事的情景 She keeps driving away and dying over and over.
快报警 让警察去我家 Call the police and send them to my house.
我无法阻止她 我又不正常了 And I can't stop her. I'm crazy again.
不 查理 听我说 No, Charlie, listen to me.
爸爸妈妈和克里斯马上就回家 Mom and dad are going to be home with Chris any second.
我只是在想 I was just thinking
或许我就是希望她死呢 坎黛丝 what if I wanted her to die, Candace?
什么 查理 查理 What? Charlie? Charlie!
查理 我是波顿医生 Charlie, I'm Dr. Burton.
我这是在哪 Where am I?
梅维优医院[宾州精神病医院] Mayview Hospital.
我不能住在这里 我爸爸付不起费用 You have to let me go. My dad can't afford it.
-别担心这个 -不行 - Don't worry about that. - No.
我很小的时候 就有那些幻觉了 I saw them when I was little.
我不想做精神病人 And I don't want to be a Mayview kid.
请告诉我 怎样才能阻止它们出现 Just tell me how to stop it.
阻止什么出现 Stop what?
那些幻觉 Seeing it.
他们生活的片段 总是反复出现 All their lives. All the time.
到底怎样 才能不再看到呢 Just... how do you stop seeing it?
查理 你看到了什么 Seeing what, Charlie?
太痛苦了 There is so much pain.
我不知道如何无视 And I don't know how to not notice it.
是什么伤害了你 What's hurting you?
不 不是我 No! Not me.
是他们 他们每个人 It's them. It's everyone.
没完没了的 It never stops.
你明白吗 Do you understand?
那你的海伦姨妈呢 What about your Aunt Helen?
她怎么了 What about her?
-你也能看见她吗 -是的 - You see her? - Yes.
她的生活一片混乱 She had a terrible life.
但是...该怎么说呢 But... I mean, what am I supposed to say...
你说梦话的时候提到过她 You said some things about her in your sleep.
我...我不在乎 I... I don't care.
如果你想好起来 就不能不在乎 If you want to get better, you have to.
她...她疯了 She... She was insane.
她... She...
查理 让我来帮你 好吗 Charlie, are you gonna let me help you here?
好吧 Okay.
你记得你昏倒之前发生了什么吗 Do you remember anything before you blacked out?
我记得我从珊姆家出来 I remember leaving Sam's house,
走回自己家 然后... and walking home, and...
我在医院住了一阵子 I was in the hospital for a while.
我不想详述这整个过程 I won't go into detail about all of it.
但我得说 有些日子非常难熬 But I will say there were some very bad days.
也有些日子 分外美好 And some unexpected beautiful days.
最糟糕的一天 就是当医生告诉我父母 The worst day was the time my doctor told my mom and dad
海伦姨妈对我做的事 what Aunt Helen did to me.
亲爱的 Honey?
真对不起 I'm so sorry.
最美好的 是有人来看我的时候 The best days were those when I could have visitors.
哥哥姐姐经常来看我 My brother and sister always came for those
后来克里斯去了训练营 until Chris had to go to training camp.
他今年会作为第一阵容上场 He's going to be first string this year.
我姐姐告诉我 And my sister told me
她在暑期打工时认识了一个不错的人 she met a nice guy at her summer job.
来啦 There he is.
那我们周四六点见 好吗 So, I'll see you Thursday at 6, right?
医生说 我们无法选择自己从何而来 My doctor said we can't choose where we can come from,
但我们可以选择去向何方 but we can choose where we go from there.
我知道这不能解答所有的问题 I know it's not all the answers,
但也足以帮助我逐步理清状态 but it was enough to start putting these pieces together.
感谢主赐予我们食物 God bless food we are about to receive.
我们感谢您 We thank You
以耶稣基督之名 赐予我们恩惠 for this bounty in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.
-阿门 -阿门 - Amen. - Amen.
爸爸 你觉得企鹅队今年会怎么样 So, how do you think the Penguins are gonna do this year, dad?
该死的企鹅队 God damn Penguins.
他们设个防会死吗 I think they're allergic to God damn defense.
球员们管冰球叫什么来着 What do the players call a puck again?
饼干 A biscuit.
你确定不是"该死的饼干"吗 Are you sure it's not a "God damn biscuit?"
你这是找打 You're cruisin' for a bruisin'.
亲爱的 Honey,
我想我们应该 I think we're gonna have to
在你走之前 给你买点东西吧 do a little shopping for you before you take off, huh?
我得买点书 I need some books.
查理能出来玩吗 Can Charlie come out and play?
第一晚 我们吃了烤面包卷 That first night, we had grilled stickies.
太好吃了 It was so good.
你秋天一定要来看看 You have to visit in the Fall.
我们一起去吃 好吗 We'll have some. Okay?
一定 Definitely.
不好意思 Oh, sorry.
查理十月份还打算再崩溃一次 Charlie has a breakdown scheduled for October.
我跟你说 Well, can I tell you something?
我就离开了两个月 I've been away for two months.
那完全是另一个世界 而且还有更好的 It's another world. And it gets better.
我室友凯蒂对音乐的品味棒极了 And my roommate Katie has the best taste in music.
我找到了隧道里那首歌 I found the tunnel song.
我们去兜风吧 Let's drive.
我不知道我是否还有时间继续写信 I don't know if I will have the time to write any more letters,
因为我正忙着学会参与 because I might be too busy trying to participate.
所以 如果这是最后一封信 So, if this does end up being the last letter,
我想告诉你 I just want you to know that
在高中之前 我的生活很不好过 I was in a bad place before I started high school.
是你给了我光明 And you helped me.
即使你并不明白我在说什么 Even if you didn't know what I was talking about,
也不知道这是谁的曾经 or know someone who's gone through it.
这一切让我不再孤独 It made me not feel alone.
因为我知道 有些人会说 Because I know there are people who say
这些不可能都是真的 all of these things don't happen.
还有一些人 And there are people
一到十七岁就忘记了十六岁的感觉 who forget what it's like to be 16 when they turn 17.
我知道有一天 所有这些都会成为往事 I know these will all be stories someday.
我们的容颜会定格在老照片里 And our pictures will become old photographs.
我们也会为人父母 And we'll all become somebody's mom or dad.
但是现在 这些瞬间还未过去 But right now, these moments are not stories.
它们正在发生 就在当下 This is happening. I am here.
我看着她 And I am looking at her.
她是那样的美丽 And she is so beautiful.
我看见了 I can see it.
这一瞬间 你知道自己不是悲剧的主角 This one moment when you know you're not a sad story.
你充满生命力 You are alive.
你站起来 欣赏灯光璀璨的夜色 And you stand up and see the lights on buildings,
看着眼前让你惊叹的一切 and everything that makes you wonder.
听着音乐 兜着风 And you are listening to that song on that drive
和最爱的人们在一起 with the people you love most in this world.
我敢说 在这一刻 And in this moment, I swear,
我们拥有无限 we are infinite.