贖 罪
英國 1935年 England 1935
我寫完我的劇本了 太棒了 I finished my play. Well done.
看見媽媽了嗎? Have you seen Mummy?
她應該在客廳 Well, she'll be in the drawing room, I expect.
我希望今天你不要擋我們道兒 布萊歐妮小姐 I hope you're not gonna be getting under our feet today, Miss Briony.
我們要準備10個人的晚宴 We got a dinner for 10 to prepare.
你好啊 夥計 我聽說你要排演一齣戲 誰告訴你的? Hello, pal, I hear you're putting on a play.Who told you?
好事傳千里 Jungle drums.
你會來看嗎? 我不知道那是不是... Will you come and see it? I'm not sure that would be quite...
你幹嗎不給我看看劇本呢? Why don't you let me read it?
你以前都會把你所有的小說做成漂亮集子給我 You used to make me those beautiful bound copies of all your stories.
我都留著呢 我還是希望你能來 I've kept them all. I still want you to come.
看情況吧 我得走了 Let's see. I have to go now.
媽媽 我需要你 Mummy, I need you!
不可思議 真是不可思議 親愛的 你的第一個劇本 Stupendous. It's stupendous, darling. Your first play.
你覺得好嗎? 你說利昂會喜歡嗎? Do you think so? Do you think Leon will like it?
他當然會喜歡的 Well, of course he will.
阿拉貝拉的審判 布萊歐妮·苔麗斯著 The Trials of Arabella, by Briony Tallis.
茜(塞西莉亞昵稱) 啊? Cee. Yes?
你說變成另一個人是什麼感覺? What do you think it would feel like to be someone else?
會更好 我希望 CECILIA: Cooler, I should hope.
我很擔心這部戲 肯定是部佳作 I'm worried about the play.I'm sure it's a masterpiece.
但我們只剩今天下午來排演 如果那對雙胞胎演不來怎麼辦? But we only have the afternoon to rehearse.What if the twins can't act?
你得對他們好點 我在想要是你媽媽 You have to be nice to them.I wonder how'd you feel if your mother
跟無線電台播新聞的某某先生跑了 你會是什麼感受? had run off with Mr What's-his-namewho reads the news on the wireless?
也許我應該給利昂寫一篇小說 Perhaps I should have written Leon a story.
寫小說的時候 只要寫出"城堡" 就能聯想到 If you write a story, you only have to say the word "castle," and you could see
塔樓 樹林 還有下面的村莊 但是... the towers and the woods and the village below, but...
劇本裡面 就... In a play, it's...
全得靠演員來表現 It all depends on other people.
茜 啊? Cee. Yes?
你為什麼不跟羅比講話了? Why don't you talk to Robbie any more?
我講啊 只是我們的交際圈不一樣了 I do.We just move in different circles, that's all.
我們一定要排個劇嗎? 為什麼我們一定要排? Do we have to do a play?Why do we have to?
為了歡迎我哥哥利昂來 我討厭戲劇 It's to celebrate my brother Leon's visit.I hate plays.
我也是 你們怎麼會討厭戲劇? So do I.How can you hate plays?
戲劇就是瞎顯擺 好好排戲要不我就敲你們的腦袋 It's just showing off.You'll be in this play or you'll get a clout.
我還會告訴大人 你不能敲我們的腦袋 And I'll tell the parents.You're not allowed to clout us.
我們是來這兒做客的 大人是怎麼囑咐我們的? We're guests in this house. And what did the parents say we were to make ourselves?
你說啊 皮耶羅? 聽話 Well, Pierrot? Amenable.
傑克遜? 聽話 Jackson? Amenable.
聽話 這就對了 Amenable, that's right.
好了 布萊歐妮 這個劇是關於什麼的? Now, Briony, what's your play about?
這劇是說 Well, it's about how
愛總是好的 但是我們要小心呵護 love is all very well,but you have to be sensible.
我想你要演阿拉貝拉吧? 也不一定 I suppose you're going to be Arabella.Well, not necessarily.
這樣的話 能讓我演嗎? 洛拉參加過學校的戲劇演出 In that case, do you mind if I play her? Lola was in the school play.
答應我吧 這會是我幾個月來碰到的第一件好事 Do say yes. It'd be the first decent thing to happen to me in months.
好吧 你來演吧 Well, yes, all right.
我看我們排演之前要先讀一下劇本 I suppose we should start by reading it.
如果你演阿拉貝拉 導演就得我來當 非常感謝 If you're going to be Arabella, then I'll be the director, thank you very much.
抱歉 Sorry.
我來讀開場白 I'm going to do the prologue.
開場白 "Prologue.
這是輕佻的阿拉貝拉的故事 "This is the tale of spontaneous Arabella,
她和一個外來的傢伙私奔 "who ran away with an extrinsic fellow.
留下傷心的父母 看著他們的長女 "It grieved her parents to see their firstborn
從家鄉消失 去往伊斯特本(英 港口) "evanesce from her home to go to Eastbourne."
什麼事? Yes?
沒什麼 只是我想看看 但是排演是不公開的 Nothing. Just thought I'd watch.Rehearsals are private, I'm afraid.
你可以今晚來看這部戲 You can see the play this evening.
晚上我得工作 那我很遺憾 丹尼 I'll have to work then.Well, I'm sorry, Danny.
現在我們能去游泳嗎? 好 好 好! Can we go for a swim now?Yes, yes, yes!
不行 我們真地沒時間了! 塞西莉亞會讓我們去的 No, I don't really think there's time!Cecilia will let us.
我看休息半小時對我們都好 I'm sure a half-hour break would do us all good.
塞西莉亞? 塞西莉亞! PIERROT: Cecilia? Cecilia!
塞西莉亞! Cecilia!
塞西莉亞! 塞西莉亞 塞西莉亞 求你了 我們能去游泳嗎 塞西莉亞? Cecilia! Cecilia, Cecilia.Please, can we go for a swim, Cecilia?
可以 沒什麼不可以的 別去太深的地方 Yes, I don't see why not.Don't go out of your depth!
能不能給我一根你那種布爾什維克煙卷? Can you do meone of your Bolshevik roll-ups?
天氣真好 還行吧 我覺得太熱了點 Beautiful day. I suppose so. Too hot for me.
那本書好看嗎? 沒什麼意思 Are you enjoying your book? No, not really.
後面會更精彩 It gets better.
我還是比較喜歡菲爾丁 I prefer Fielding any day.
更富有熱情 Much more passionate.
利昂今天回來 你知道嗎? 我聽見這麼傳 Leon's coming down today, did you know?I heard a rumour.
他會帶來一個朋友 叫保羅·馬歇爾 賣巧克力的百萬富翁 He's bringing a friend with him.It's Paul Marshall, the chocolate millionaire.
花是為他準備的? 不應該嗎? Are the flowers for him?Why shouldn't they be?
利昂說他很有魅力 Leon says he's very charming.
老頭兒昨晚打電話回來了 說你想做醫生 The Old Man telephoned last night.He says you're planning on being a doctor.
我是這麼想的 是的 再去當六年學生 I'm thinking about it, yes.Another six years of student life.
不然怎麼能當醫生呢? 這樣可以拿到助學金 How else do you become a doctor?You could get a fellowship, now,
不是嗎? 那先前呢? 我不想教書 couldn't you? With your First?I don't want to teach.
我說過我會把錢還給你父親 I said I'd pay your father back.
我根本不是那個意思 That's not what I meant at all.
我來幫你 不用了 我自己來 謝謝 Let me help with that.No, I'm all right, thanks.
拿著花 拿著花 我自己來 我自己來 Take the flowers. Take the flowers.I'm all right. I'm all right.
你個白癡 Oh, you idiot.
你知不知道那可能是我們最值錢的東西? Do you realise that's probablythe most valuable thing we own?
不再是了 現在不是了 Not any more, it isn't.
小心! Careful!
對不... I'm...
你好 羅比! Hello, Robbie!
他還真是慇勤 No need to encourage him.
茜? Cee?
媽媽? Mother?
大家都到哪兒去了 丹尼? 我不知道 少爺 Where is everyone, Danny? I don't know, sir.
少爺 真想喝一杯 Sir. Gasping for a drink.
你要不要來一杯? 當然 Will you have one? Rather.
威士忌? 好的 Whisky? Please.
利昂! 她來了 Leon! Here she is.
哦 我好想你 我在這兒都快瘋了 Oh, I've missed you.I've been going completely doolally up here.
這是我妹妹塞西莉亞 這是保羅·馬歇爾 久仰久仰 This is my sister, Cecilia. Paul Marshall.I've heard an awful lot about you.
彼此彼此 安排他住哪兒? Likewise. Where are we putting him?
住那個藍色的房間 媽媽正躺著呢 她的偏頭疼又犯了 In the blue room. Mother's lying down,she's got one of her migraines.
不奇怪 天兒這麼熱 I'm not surprised, with this heat.
就是育嬰室旁邊那間大房 It's the big room next to the nursery.
老頭兒待在倫敦嗎? Is the Old Man staying in town?
看來是 內閣正忙的時候 Looks like it.Some sort of rush on at the Ministry.
我們不是要排戲嗎? 不排了 So aren't we doing the play? No.
為什麼不排了? 別問我 Why not? Don't ask me.
我不喜歡這兒 I don't like it here.
新品牌上市的時候總是有很多問題 There's always a problemwhen a new brand comes about.
新的銷售手段 新包裝 新形狀 The remarketing, the re-packaging,the re-shaping.
有時候還要有新口味 甚至全新的技術 Even the re-flavouring in some cases,or whole new technology.
我們主要的挑戰是要不要推出新品牌Amo巧克力棒 I think our main challenge is whether or notto launch the new Amo Bar.
軍供Amo 明白嗎? 給我Amo? The Army Amo. Do you see? Pass the Amo?
我在內閣的消息來源很可靠 My source at the Ministry is very reliable,
以前在哈羅(倫敦西北市鎮)我擦過他的鞋 他告訴我我們的巧克力 I used to clean his shoes at Harrow,informs me we have a good chance
很可能被加進軍隊下發的標準口糧包 of including itin the standard issue ration pack.
我至少得再開3家工廠才能供得上 Which means that I'd have to openat least three more factories.
要是再徵兵還得開更多家 如果希特勒先生不閉嘴 More if they bring in conscription,which I say is bound to happen
徵兵是難免的了 if Herr Hitler doesn't pipe down.
他一定會繼續推進 He's about as likely to do that as buy shares
像我們買M&S公司股票一樣 不是嗎? in Marks and Spencer's,wouldn't you agree?
這可不妙 我用冰砂調雞尾酒 This isn't very good.I make a cocktail with crushed ice,
加進朗姆酒和融開的黑巧克力 絕對好喝 rum and melted dark chocolate.It's absolutely scrumptious.
猜猜我們進門的時候碰見誰了? 羅比 Guess who we met on the way in? Robbie.
我讓他晚上一起來 利昂 不會吧 I told him to join us tonight.Oh, Leon, you didn't.
羅比 管家的兒子 他爸爸10年前跑了 So, Robbie, the housekeeper's son,whose father did a bunk 20 years ago,
他獲得了本地中學的獎學金 老頭兒供他讀完了劍橋 gets a scholarship to the local grammar,the Old Man puts him through Cambridge,
跟茜同時讀的 三年裡她就沒怎麼跟他說過話 goes up at the same time as Cee, andfor three years she hardly speaks to him.
跟他保持一英里的距離 怕羅丁(著名私立女校)的同學笑話 Wouldn't let him within a mileof her Roedean chums.
有煙嗎? Anyone got a cigarette?
不知道這些天他在搞什麼鬼 胡亂擺弄花圃 I don't know what the hell he's doingthese days, messing about in flower beds.
實際上 他正打算去讀個醫學學位 As a matter of fact, he's planning on doinga medical degree.
老頭兒點頭了嗎? And the Old Man said yes to that?
我真覺得你該去門房那兒讓他不要來 Look, I really think you should go downto the lodge and ask him not to come.
為什麼? 你們之間出了什麼事嗎? Why? Has something happenedbetween you?
天哪 For God's sake.
我們什麼時候回家? 快了 When can we go home? Soon.
我們不能回去 他們離婚了 We can't go home. It's a divorce.
你怎麼敢這麼說? 這是事實 How dare you say that? Well, it's true!
你永遠不准再說起那個詞 記住了嗎? You will never, ever use that wordagain! Do you understand?
現在我們幹什麼? 我也總是這麼問自己 Now what are we going to do?I'm always asking myself that.
我叫保羅·馬歇爾 你們一定是北邊來的表親 My name is Paul Marshall.You must be the cousins from the north.
你們叫什麼名字? 皮耶羅 What are your names? Pierrot.
傑克遜 都是好名字 Jackson. What marvellous names.
你認識我們父母嗎? Do you know our parents?
我在報紙上看到他們的事 Well, I've readabout them in the paper.
報紙上到底說他們什麼了? 你知道 照舊是些胡說八道 What exactly have you read about them?Oh, you know. The usual sort of nonsense.
您要是不當著孩子面說這些我會很感激 I'll thank you not to talk about thisin front of the children.
你們的父母絕對是好人 Your parentsare absolutely wonderful people,
這很明顯 他們很愛你們 總是想著你們 that's quite clear, and they love youand think about you all the time.
嬌麗的闊腿褲不錯 Jolly nice slacks.
我們去看戲的時候我在麗波提買的 We went to see a showand I got them at Liberty's.
看了什麼戲? 哈姆雷特 What was the show? Hamlet.
啊 對 "生存還是死亡" Ah, yes. "To be or not to be."
我喜歡你的鞋子 I like your shoes.
這是特爾街的杜克鞋 他們會做一個木頭的東西 和你的腳型一樣 Duckers in the Turl. They makea wooden thing, shaped like your foot.
永遠保留下來 Keep it forever.
我快餓死了 什麼時候開飯? I'm starving. When's dinner?
這我倒可能幫得上忙 你猜我是幹什麼的 Well, I might be able to help you there,if you can guess what I do for a living.
你有一間巧克力工廠 地球人都知道 You've got a chocolate factory.Everyone knows that.
那你就不算是猜中的 對不對? Then it wasn't a guess, was it?
在英國軍隊 每位士兵的裝備包裡都會有一塊這個 There'll be one of these in every kit bagof every soldier in the British Army.
包了糖衣 不容易融化 Sugar casing, so it won't melt.
為什麼他們有免費糖果吃? Why should they get free sweets?
因為他們會為了國家去打仗 'Cause they'll be fighting for their country.
我爸爸說仗打不起來 Our daddy saysthere isn't going to be a war.
你爸爸說錯了 Your daddy is wrong.
這是軍隊獨家供應商Amo Amo 西班牙語 愛的意思 Calling it the Army Amo. Amo, amas, amat.
滿分(上句原文是動詞變位) Top marks.
西班牙語很無聊 什麼詞都是"O"結尾的 "Polo"還有"Aero" It's boring how everything ends in "o.""Polo" and "Aero."
還有"Oxo"還有"Brillo" 看來你不想吃 And "Oxo" and "Brillo".Sounds as if you don't want it.
我只得把它給你姐姐了 Then I shall just have to give itto your sister.
咬一口 Bite it.
你得咬下去 You have to bite it.
公主很清楚他的冷酷和邪惡 The Princess was well awareof his remorseless wickedness.
但還是抑制不住心裡滿滿的愛意 But that made it no easier to overcomethe voluminous love she felt
全心愛著羅穆盧斯爵士 公主心裡還是本能地覺察到 in her heart for Sir Romulus.The Princess knew instinctively
這個紅髮的男人信不過 that the one with red hairwas not to be trusted.
正當他年輕的衛士一次又一次潛入湖的深處 As his young ward dived againand again to the depths of the lake,
四處尋找魔法聖盃 羅穆盧斯爵士捻著他茂密的鬍子 in search of the enchanted chalice,Sir Romulus twirled his luxuriant moustache.
羅穆盧斯爵士和他的兩個同伴騎著馬向北前行 想像著 Sir Romulus rode with his two companions,northwards, drawing ever closer
一步步靠近那燦爛的海 to an effulgent sea.
他英雄般地出現了 英勇地說著 So heroic in manner,he appeared so valiant in word
沒人能猜到潛藏在 No one could ever guess at the darkness
羅穆盧斯·特恩布爾爵士黑色心中的陰險 lurking in the black heartof Sir Romulus Turnbull.
他是世上最危險的人 He was the most dangerous manin the world.
"親愛的塞西莉亞 我想我應該寫信 "Dear Cecilia, I thought I should writeto apologise for my clumsy
為我笨拙輕率的行為道歉" and inconsiderate behaviour."
"如果我的舉止失禮 請原諒 但是我..." "Forgive me if I seem strange but I'm..."
(在我的夢中)
(我親吻你的陰戶 甜蜜濕潤的陰戶)
親愛的塞西莉亞 下午我表現得莫名其妙 Dear Cecilia, you'd be forgivenfor thinking me mad,
即使你覺得我瘋了我也不怪你 the way I acted this afternoon.
事實是 你一出現 茜 我就變得又昏又傻 The truth is I feel rather lightheadedand foolish in your presence, Cee,
我看我也不能推說是因為天氣太熱 and I don't think I can blame the heat.
你會原諒我嗎? "Will you forgive me?
羅比 "Robbie."
要出去? Off out then?
是的 利昂邀請我去一起吃晚飯 Yes, Leon's asked meto join them for dinner.
所以我才擦了一下午銀器 So that's why I've been polishingsilver all afternoon.
看到光鑒照人的勺子我會想起你的 I'll think of you when I see my facein the spoon.
你一點也不像你爸爸 一點也不像 You're not a bit like your father.Not in any way.
那是因為我只屬於你 我要遲到了 That's because I'm all yours. I'll be late.
你的襯衫掛在樓上 Your shirts are hanging upstairs.
兒子 怎麼? Son. Yes?
沒什麼 Nothing.
布萊歐妮! 是你嗎? Briony! Is that you?
你沒事吧? Are you all right?
能不能請你幫我一個忙? Do you think you could do me a favour?
你能先跑回去把這個交給茜嗎?我... Could you run aheadand give this to Cee? I...
覺得自己交給她有點傻 好的 Feel a bit of a fool handing it over myself.All right.
布萊歐妮 Briony.
布萊歐妮! Briony!
我想他就是你所謂的合適人選 當然 I suppose he's what you might call eligible.Rather.
他肯定是自以為不同凡響 He certainly seems to thinkhe's the cat's pyjamas.
看到他的陰毛從耳朵里長出來 他這個想法顯得很怪異 Which is odd, considering he has pubic hair growing out of his ears.
我想像得到他會給你很多吵吵鬧鬧傻里傻氣的兒子 I should imagine he'd give youa lot of very noisy, boneheaded sons.
實際上他很有男子氣概 每個人你都這麼說 He's quite a good egg, actually.You say that about everyone.
利昂! 小精靈 這不是我的小妹妹嗎! Leon! Rummy, if it ain't my little sis!
我給你寫了個劇 利昂 我想為你排一齣戲 I wrote you a play, Leon.I wanted to do a play for you.
阿拉貝拉的審判 嗯 還有時間 The Trials Of Arabella.Well, there's still time.
不必非得在今晚演出 不 今晚不可能演了 Doesn't have to be this evening.No, it's impossible.
布萊歐妮 我跟你說 我的聲音很好聽 Briony.Tell you what. I'm good at voices,
你的還更好 我們晚飯後一起來朗讀劇本吧 you're even better,so we'll read it out after dinner.
布萊歐妮 你看了這封信嗎? 是啊 這真是個好主意 Briony, did you read this letter?Yes, let's. That's a wonderful idea.
布萊歐妮! 你們在這兒 我調的巧尾酒 Briony! Here we are. My choc-tail.
你一定得嘗嘗 I insist you try it.
沒有信封嗎? Wasn't there an envelope?
我能進來嗎? Do you mind if I come in?
今晚真是糟透了 I've had the most appalling evening.
那對雙胞胎一直在折磨我 看 The twins have been torturing me. Look.
有多糟 How awful.
扭手腕 Chinese burns.
就是啊 That's right.
他們要回家 他們覺得是我讓他們不能回去 They want to go home.They think it's me that's keeping them here.
洛拉 Lola.
我能告訴你一件事嗎?一件真正糟糕的事 Can I tell you something?Something really terrible.
可以 告訴我吧 Yes, please.
你能想到最噁心的詞是什麼? What's the worst wordyou can possibly imagine?
他是個大色狼 對啊 He's a sex maniac! That's right.
塞西莉亞會怎麼做? 我不知道 What's Cecilia going to do? I don't know.
你應該告訴警察 你這麼想嗎? You ought to call the police.Do you think so?
他說他時時刻刻都在想著 He said he thought about it all day long.
你只要把信給警察看就行了 All you have to do is show them the letter.
你不會告訴別人 是吧 你保證? 我保證 You won't tell anyone, will you, promise?I promise.
好的 如果被他發現了 不知道他會幹什麼 Good. If he found out,there's no knowing what he might do.
你說得對 You're right.
你去洗洗臉吧 我還要換衣服 You better tidy your face.I've still got to change.
謝謝 布萊歐妮 你心腸真好 Thanks, Briony. You're a real brick.
塞西莉亞 Cecilia!
那封信是個誤會 布萊歐妮看過了 It was a mistake. Briony read it.
天哪 對不起 要給你的不是這封 My God, I'm so sorry.It was the wrong version.
是啊 Yes.
這封信從來不該讓人看到 不該 It was never meant to be read. No.
要給我看的那封信是怎麼寫的? What was in the versionI was meant to read?
該怎麼說呢 更合規矩 沒那麼... I don't know. It was more formal. Less...
露骨? 是的 Anatomical? Yes.
我想了幾個星期了 於是今天早上在噴泉那兒... It's been there for weeks,and then this morning by the fountain...
我從來沒做過這樣的事 I've never done anything like that before.
我很生氣 氣你 也氣我自己 And I was so angry with you,and with myself.
我以為你離開去上醫學院 我會很高興 但是... I thought if you went away to medicalschool, then I'd be happy, but...
我不知道我怎麼會這麼不瞭解自己 這麼... I don't know how I could have beenso ignorant about myself, so...
這麼愚蠢 So stupid.
你知道我在說什麼的 是吧? You do know what I'm talking about,don't you?
你比我還清楚 You knew before I did.
你為什麼哭呢? Why are you crying?
你不明白嗎? Don't you know?
明白 我都明白 Yes, I know exactly.
羅比 Robbie.
塞西莉亞 Cecilia.
我愛你 I love you.
有人進來了 Someone's come in.
塞西莉亞 Cecilia!
人們坐在外面在碎石小路上吃晚餐 People were sitting outhaving dinner on the pavement.
我父母總是認為暑氣會促人道德鬆懈 It was always the view of my parentsthat hot weather encouraged loose morals.
盛夏的時候 他們都不准姐姐和我出門 In high summer, my sister and Iwere never allowed out of the house.
他們覺得村民會因此而騷動 They thought the villagers would beunnecessarily provoked.
你怎麼說 茜? 炎熱的天氣會不會讓你行差踏錯? What do you say, Cee? Does the hot weathermake you behave badly?
天哪 你臉紅了 因為這兒很熱 僅此而已 Good heavens, you're blushing.It's just hot in here, that's all.
洛拉 把口紅擦掉 你還小呢 Lola, wipe that lipstick off.You're far too young.
你怎麼樣呢 布萊歐妮? 你今天犯下了什麼罪過? What about you, Briony?What sins have you committed today?
我沒做錯什麼 你們看見那對雙胞胎了嗎? I've done nothing wrong.Have you seen the twins recently?
上次我見他們的時候 他們看來不太高興 那倆小可憐蟲 They didn't look very happylast time I saw them, poor little chaps.
你胡說 布萊歐妮 你是怎麼回事 You know nothing about it.Briony. I can't imagine what's got into you.
我從來不知道你這麼不懂禮貌 他們才不是什麼小可憐蟲 I've never known you to be so rude.Well, they're not poor little chaps.
看看他們是怎麼對洛拉的 你在說什麼? Just look what they did to Lola.What are you talking about?
傑克遜和皮耶羅扭她的手臂 都扭紅了 Jackson and Pierrotbruised her arm. Gave her Chinese burns.
我看她是對的 我把他們從她身上拉開的 I'm afraid she's quite right.I had to pull them off her.
我也受到了波及 How I got my war wound.
是雙胞胎干的嗎 洛拉? The twins did that, Lola?
是的 像摔跤一樣 Yes, it all turnedinto a bit of a wrestle,
但是 沒人受傷 是吧 洛拉? I'm afraid. Still, no harm done, eh, Lola?
請你去把那倆男孩找來好嗎 布萊歐妮? Would you go and find these boys,please, Briony?
告訴他們已經開飯了 還有他們怎麼這麼沒禮貌? Tell them dinner's ready,and where are their manners?
為什麼要我去? 布萊歐妮 你要麼聽話去找 Why do I have to go?Briony, you'll do as you're told,
要麼就直接回房去 or you'll go straight to your room.
有封信! 給我! It's a letter! Give it to me!
他們跑了 誰跑了? They've run away. Who has?
雙胞胎 The twins.
我們走了 洛拉那麼討厭 而且我們想回家 "We are going to run away because Lolais so horrid to us and we want to go home.
還有 戲也演不成了 別擔心 "Also, there wasn't a play."Don't worry.
我們派人出去找 他們不會走遠的 We'll send out some search parties.They can't have gone far.
茜 你跟著我 Cee, you come with me.
皮耶羅! Pierrot!
傑克遜! Jackson!
孩子們! Boys!
傑克遜! Jackson!
皮耶羅! Pierrot!
洛拉?你沒事吧? Lola? Are you all right?
對不起 我不是... 對不起 I'm sorry. I didn't... I'm sorry.
是誰? Who was it?
我看見他了 I saw him.
是他 對不對? 對 是他 It was him, wasn't it?Yes, it was him.
洛拉 是誰? Lola, who was it?
是羅比 對不對? 羅比? It was Robbie, wasn't it? Robbie?
你看見了? 你說的 他是個大色狼 You saw him?Like you said, he's a sex maniac.
你還不知道晚餐前那件事呢 And you don't even know what happened before dinner.
我在書房撞見他正要對我姐姐下手 I caught him attacking my sisterin the library.
如果我沒闖進去不知道他會幹些什麼 I don't know what he'd have doneif I hadn't come in.
你真看見他了? 當然 看得像白天一樣清楚 You actually saw him?Of course I did. Plain as day.
他把我推到地上 然後用手遮住我的眼睛 He pushed me to the ground.And then he put his hands over my eyes.
我真的沒法...我一直沒法... 聽著 我認得他 I couldn't actually... I never actually... Listen. I've known him
我從小就認識他 而且我看見是他 my whole life, and I saw him.
因為我說不准 Because I couldn't say for sure.
我說得準 我會說出來 Well, I can. And I will.
報警 她還需要看醫生 Call the police.And she'll be needing a doctor, as well.
沒事了 親愛的 現在已經沒事了 羅比回來了嗎? It's all right, dear. It's all right now.Is Robbie back yet?
我沒見過他 I haven't seen him.
我知道是誰幹的 I know who it was.
你是看見是他? 是的 我看見是他 You saw him, then? Yes, I saw him.
看見他的正臉了? 我知道是他 Just as you see me?I know it was him.
你知道是他? 還是你看見是他 You know it was him? Or you saw him?
是的 我看見的 我看見是他 親眼所見? Yes, I did, I saw him. With your own eyes?
是的 我看見是他 親眼所見 Yes. I saw him, I saw him with my own eyes.
做得好 親愛的 Well done, darling.
我哥和我在下面湖邊找到她們倆的 My brother and I found the two of themdown by the lake.
你看見其他人了嗎? You didn't see anyone else?
布萊歐妮告訴你的話我不會全信 她總是胡思亂想 I wouldn't necessarily believe everythingBriony tells you. She's rather fanciful.
他們去找的時候 我去我爸爸那兒了 When they went looking,I went up to my dad's.
我真去了 去幹嗎? I did, honest.POLICEMAN: Why was that?
把這些都告訴他 To tell him all about it.
我知道我不該打開這封信 是的 你不該打開 I know I shouldn't have opened it.No, you should not.
但是至少你現在做得對 But at least you've done the right thing now.
長官 有人來了 Sir, there is someone coming.
你該去睡了 可是... Time you went to bed. But...
現在就去 Now.
塞西莉亞! Cecilia!
你這個騙子! 騙子! 騙子! 騙子! You liars! You liars! Liars! Liars!
法國南部 4年後 Northern FranceFour years later
我跟他說 我說 "你可以坐這兒玩手指" I says to him, I says, "You can sitdown there, twiddling your thumbs,
"等著腦袋開花"只要你願意 "waiting to get your head blown off,if you want to.
我要撤了 "I'm off out of it."
晚上好 先生 晚上好? 我來應付 Bonsoir monsieur. Bonsoir?Let me do this.
(是英國人嗎?)
(是英國人)
(有東西給你們)
(什麼?)
他想幹嗎? What's his game?
他說他給我們送東西來的 見鬼 He says he's got something for us.Fucking hell!
(待著別動!)
等等 我們給你們送吃的來了 Wait! We have food for you
麵包 糖 Bread, sugar
還有酒! And wine!
(法蘭西萬歲!)
你們怎麼會在這兒? What are you doing here?
(剛開始的時候…)
開始撤退的時候 德國裝甲部隊發起了攻擊 When the retreat started, Panzers attacked,
我掉隊了 and I was separated from my unit
這麼說是真的了 英國撤退了 So it's true, the English are retreating
(非常感謝)
天一亮我們就走 We'll be gone at first light
我們打了這麼些年 死了這麼多人 We fought all those years,lost all those dead,
現在德國又把法國佔了 now the Germans are in France again
我們會回來的 We will come back
我們會把他們趕出去 we will throw them out
我保證 I promise you
祝你們好運 Good luck
老實交代吧 Come on, then.
你這麼個公子哥兒 說著法語之類之類的 怎麼會只是個小兵呢? How come a toff like you, talks Frenchand everything, ends up a private?
我直接從監獄上戰場 沒機會參加適當的軍官培訓 Not eligible for officers' trainingif you join direct from prison.
你胡扯 不 我沒有 You're pulling my tit.No, I'm not.
他們讓我選 繼續坐牢還是參軍 They gave me a choice.Stay in prison or join the Army.
鄭重聲明 我絕不是什麼公子哥兒 And for the record,the last thing I am is a toff.
6個月前 Six months earlier
對不起來遲了 我迷路了 I'm sorry I'm late, I got lost.
你好 你好 Hello. Hello.
我們坐下好嗎? 好 當然好 Should we sit down? Yes, of course.
對不起 不記得你要多少糖 我... 兩勺 謝謝 I'm sorry, I can't remember, I...Two. Thank you.
你住在哪兒? Where are you living?
巴勒姆的一間小公寓 陰森森的 Tiny flat in Balham. It's ghastly.
房東很粗魯而且非常八卦 你看上去一點沒變 The landlady's rude and horribly nosy.You look the same.
除了這身制服 是啊 對不起 我半小時後 Apart from the uniform, of course.Yes, I'm sorry. I've got to go back
就得回醫院 哦 天哪 那... to the hospital in half an hour.Oh, God, that...
抱歉 別這麼說 Sorry. No.
你和家裡還有聯繫嗎? Have you been in touch with your family?
沒有 我跟你說過我不會聯繫的 No, I told you I wouldn't.
上周利昂等在醫院外面 我就只是從他身邊擠過去 Leon waited outside the hospital last week,I just pushed past him.
茜 你不欠我什麼 Cee, you don't owe me anything.
羅比 你沒看我的信嗎? Robbie, didn't you read my letters?
如果我能去看你 如果他們能讓我天天去 Had I been allowed to visit you,had they let me every day,
我天天都會去的 對 可是... I would have been there every day.Yes, but...
如果我們所有的都只停留在 If all we have rests on a few moments
三年半前書房的那一刻 那麼我不能肯定 in a library three and a half years ago,then I'm not sure,
我不知道能不能... 羅比 看著我 I don't know if...Robbie, look at me.
看著我 Look at me.
你要回來 Come back.
回到我身邊 Come back to me.
最親愛的塞西莉亞 Dearest Cecilia.
塞西莉亞 Cecilia.
我的一個朋友在海邊有間小屋 A friend of mine has a cottage by the coast.
他說你下次休假我們可以去借住 Said we can borrow itwhen you're next on leave.
白色的牆 漆了藍色的窗棱 White clapboardwith blue-painted window frames.
我希望這巴士永遠不要來 給你 I hope this bus never comes. Here.
你走以後也好有個念想 Something to think of while you're away.
我愛你 I love you.
這些可憐蛋要撲個空了 Some poor sod's gonna catch a packet.
親愛的 布萊歐妮不知怎麼弄到了我的地址 寄了封信來 My darling. Briony foundmy address somehow, and sent a letter.
首先讓我吃驚的是她沒去念劍橋 The first surprise wasshe didn't go up to Cambridge.
她正在我以前待過的醫院參加護士培訓 She's doing nurse's trainingat my old hospital.
我想她這麼做可能是為了懺悔 I think she may be doing thisas some kind of penance.
她說她開始領會到她做了什麼 還有她帶來的後果 She says she's beginning to get the fullgrasp of what she did, and what it meant.
她想來和我談談 She wants to come and talk to me.
我愛你 我會等你 你要回來 I love you. I'll wait for you. Come back.
回到我身邊 Come back to me.
你要回來 回到我身邊 Come back. Come back to me.
咱們到底咋走? 媽的 So where we going, guv?
恨死這對操蛋靴子了! Fucking hate those boots!
比全部操蛋德國佬加起來還可恨 I hate them worsethan all the fucking Germans put together!
只穿著襪子走回英國可夠你受的 You'll have a job getting back to England in your socks.
我說 夥計 你該把衣服穿上 Come on, pal,you should be getting dressed.
如果我掉下去 你會救我嗎? 當然 If I fell in, would you save me? Of course.
布萊歐妮! Briony!
謝謝你 Thank you.
謝謝你! 謝謝你 謝謝你! Thank you! Thank you, thank you!
這真是件難以置信十足的蠢事 That's an incredibly bloody stupid thing to do.
我想讓你來救我 難道你不知道 I wanted you to save me.Don't you know
你很可能會淹死? how easily you could have drowned?
你救了我 笨丫頭 You saved me. Stupid child!
你差點害死我們倆 你是要開這種玩笑嗎? You could have killed us both.Is that your idea of a joke?
我想謝謝你救了我的命 I want to thank you for saving my life.
我會永遠感激你的 I will be eternally grateful to you.
緣分未盡 The story can resume.
我們緣分未盡 我要堅持 Our story can resume. I will simply resume.
德國佬 到我們的紹森德(英國地名)去遛遛 Jerry, come and have a go at usin fucking South End.
要是去特拉法爾加廣場(倫敦的廣場)就更好了 那兒沒人說鳥語 Or better still, Trafalgar Square.No one speaks the fucking lingo out here.
你沒法說 "給我餅乾"或者 "我的手雷呢?" You can't say, "Pass the biscuit," or"Where's me hand grenade?"
他們只會聳聳肩 因為他們也討厭我們 我是說 這是關鍵 They just shrug. Because they hate us, too.I mean, that's the point.
咱們為法國打仗 他媽的法國佬還恨咱們 We fight in Franceand the French fucking hate us.
要是讓我做內政大臣 我他媽立馬就能解決問題 Make me Home Secretary,I'll sort this out in a fucking minute.
我們有印度和非洲 對吧? We got India and Africa, right?
讓德國佬吞了法國和比利時 還有他們看上的其它什麼地方 Jerry can have France and Belgiumand wherever else they want.
誰他媽去過波蘭啊? 這都是為了擴張 佔地盤 Who's fucking ever been to Poland?It's all about room, empire.
他們想多佔點 把這個屎坑給他們好了 我們留著自己的就行 They want more empire,give 'em this shithole, we keep ours,
屁大的小孩都懂 這麼簡單不就他媽成了 and it's "Bob's your uncle"and "Fanny's your fucking aunt"!
琢磨琢磨吧 Think about it.
最親愛的塞西莉亞 緣分未盡 Dearest Cecilia.The story can resume.
那天傍晚我一邊走一邊計劃我們的未來 The one I had been planningon that evening walk.
我會再一次踩著塵土穿過薩裡花園 I can become again the manwho once crossed the Surrey park
穿著我最好的西裝 得意洋洋地以為自己前途無量 at dusk in my best suit,swaggering on the promise of life.
我還會帶著赤裸裸的熱情 在書房跟你做愛 The man who, with the clarity of passion,made love to you in the library.
緣分未盡 The story can resume.
我會回去 I will return,
回去找你 愛你 find you, love you,
娶你 然後挺起胸膛生活 marry you. And live without shame.
聞到海水的味道了 You can smell the sea.
我操 Fuck me.
像是聖經裡的場面 耶穌基督啊 It's like something out of the Bible.Jesus Christ.
快點 全都過來把這兒弄好 Come on, get everybodyto clean this mess up now.
我們剛到 長官 能不能告訴我們現在該怎麼辦? We've just arrived, sir. Can youtell us what we're supposed to be doing?
不怎麼辦 等著 船在哪兒? Nothing. Just wait.Where are the ships?
昨天總算有幾條闖過來 還被德國空軍炸翻了 A few made it in yesterday,Luftwaffe blew them to buggery.
蘭卡斯特號沉沒了 損失了3千人 Lost 3,000 menwhen they sank the Lancastria.
上面聰明絕頂 不給我們空中掩護 High command, in its infinite wisdom,is denying us air cover.
真窩囊 真是他媽的天災人禍 A disgrace, a fucking disaster.
不 聽著 問題是 知道嗎 有人盼著我回去呢 你看 No, look, the thing is, you see,I'm expected back, you see.
這海灘上有30多萬人 兵士 你得等著 There's over 300,000 men on this beach,Private. You'll have to wait your turn.
你沒受傷就該謝天謝地了 有命令讓把傷員都留下 Just be grateful you're not wounded.I've orders to leave the wounded behind.
別 別 別 算了吧 老兄 狗嘴吐不出象牙 還是走吧 No, no, no, leave it, guv! Never trust a sailoron dry land. You're best off out of it.
這可不對 That's not right.
天啊 Christ.
你們聽見了嗎 姑娘們? Can you hear me, laddies?
我要回家了! I'm coming home!
賜我們平和的心境 Take from our soulsthe strain and stress
讓我們的命運懺悔 And let our ordered lives confess
您的平和如此美好 The beauty of Thy peace
您的平靜 您的乳香 Breathe through the heats of our desire
吹過我們炙熱的慾望 Thy coolness and Thy balm
安撫靈魂 解救肉身 Let sense be numb, let flesh retire
地震 風火都是您的言語 Speak through the earthquake, wind and fire
啊 安靜 聽您風平浪靜地低語 O still, small voice of calm
老兄 Guv'nor.
我得喝上一杯 I have to get something to drink.
你應該喝一杯 你臉色不好 You need one. You're grey.
他臉都綠了 你看是不? He's gone all grey, can you see?
在那兒 走 There. Come on.
現在我只想喝杯茶 All I want's a cup of tea now.
你他媽幹嗎? What the fuck you doing?
我要回家了 小妞 我要回家了 I'm coming home! Laddie, I'm coming home!
操他們 操他們 長的 短的 高一頭的 Fuck 'em all! Fuck 'em all!The long and the short and the tall
操遍士官和上尉 下士也都不能放過 Fuck all the Sergeants and WO 1sFuck all the corporals
還有他們的龜兒子 and their bastard sons
他們就要爬回營地 我們就要說聲拜拜 'Cause we're saying goodbye to them allAs back to their billets they crawl
在海這頭橫豎升職沒門 You'll get no promotionthis side of the ocean
弟兄們 鉚足了勁兒 操他們 So cheer up, my ladsFuck 'em all!
(霧碼頭 1938年 由馬賽爾·卡爾內執導) (Le Quai Des Brumes 1938 Marcel Carne)
麥克! Mike!
撐住啊 老兄 Hold up, guv.
在這兒等我 Wait here.
幹嗎不坐下呢? Why don't you sit down?
這好熱啊 It's so hot in here.
把靴子脫了吧 Take off your boots.
我必須回去 我答應過她 I have to get back. I promised her.
要幸福地過日子 To put things right.
她愛我 她在等我 And she loves me. She's waiting for me.
等等 等等 Wait, wait, wait.
嘿 你把靴子怎麼著了? Hey, what have you done with your boots?
你確定你覺得還好嗎? 再好不過了 Look, you're sure you're feeling all right?Never better.
現在我正考慮要不要在海灘上大吃一頓 Now I'm wondering whether the beachreally is the best place for dinner.
我不知道 我認不出這是哪兒 我不曉得 I'm not sure, I don't recognise it. Dunno.
這兒就行 睡這兒吧 不 This'll do, down here. No.
不 不 還在前面 啥在前面? No, no, it's further on. What is?
我知道的一個地方 一間舊木屋 白色牆壁 This place I know, an old cottagewith white clapboards
漆了藍色的窗棱 and blue-painted window frames.
啊 對 對 咱去那兒 Aw, yes.That's right, that's where we're going.
就在這附近 咱到了 就是這兒 It's close to here. We're there. This is it.
咱到了 老兄 下去吧 Here we are, guv. Down here.
沒事的 老兄 沒事的 That's all right, guv. That's right.
頭枕這兒 頭枕這兒 躺好了 Get your head down. Get your head down.There you go.
裹好被子 別凍著 Tuck yourself in. Keep yourself warm.
嚼點這個 可要輕點嚼 不然他們都想要了 Chew on a bit of this. But quiet like,or they'll all be wanting some.
盡量睡會兒吧 Try and get some sleep.
找你 Find you.
愛你 Love you.
娶你 Marry you.
挺起胸膛生活 And live without shame.
我愛你 你要回來 回到我身邊 I love you. Come back. Come back to me.
聲兒太大了 老兄 什麼? Bit too much noise, guv'nor. What?
什麼聲兒? 你一直喊呢 What noise? You keep shouting.
有些弟兄都有點惱了 什麼? Some of the lads are getting a bit peeved.What?
神哪 你看起來有點難受 因為我還想再待會兒 Christ. You look a bit rough.Thing is, I've decided to stay on for a bit.
我正夢見她 她一直等著我 I'm meeting someone,and I'm always keeping her waiting.
現在聽著 聽我的 老兄 Now, listen. Listen to me, guv'nor.
剛才我去撒尿 你猜我看見什麼了! I went out for a Jimmy Riddle just now.Guess what I saw!
他們正在海灘上分組 They're getting themselves sorted outdown on the beach.
那些船都回來了 巴夫斯號的一個老頭7點會帶我們走 The boats are back, and a geezer fromthe Buffs is marching us down at 7:00.
我們要走了 我們要動身回家了 夥計 We're away. We're off home, mate.
所以再睡會兒 你可別再喊了 So get some more sleep, and no moreof your bleeding shouting.
行嗎? 我不出聲了 All right? I won't say a word.
7點前叫我 好嗎? 謝謝你 Wake me before 7:00, would you?Thanks so much.
我一點聲也不出了 我保證 You won't hear another wordfrom me. Promise.
倫敦 3周前 LondonThree weeks earlier
床要對齊 床頭沖裡 Bed castors should be lined upand pointing inwards.
昨天我發現有3張放反了 是誰幹的誰知道 I found three yesterday that weren't.You know who you are.
今天是誰負責鋪毯子? Which of you were responsiblefor putting away the blankets today?
是我 護士長 我看你是說不上來 I was, Sister.I don't suppose you can tell us
你哪兒做錯了? 說不上來 護士長 what you did wrong? No, Sister.
你把標籤都疊到裡面去了 是不是? Labels are folded to the inside,are they not?
是的 護士長 重疊 Yes, Sister. Do them again.
苔麗斯護士 到我辦公室來 其他人解散 Nurse Tallis, I'll see you in my office.The rest of you are excused.
你到底在不在乎這份工作 很在乎 護士長 Is this job at all important to you, Tallis?Very important, Sister.
昨天你協助了男外科 Yesterday, you were secondedto men's surgical.
你的病人麻醉藥勁剛過 第一件事 When your patient came round from hisanaesthetic, it seems the first thing he did
就是要找布萊歐妮 布萊歐妮是誰啊? was to ask for Briony.Who might Briony be?
嗯 是我 護士長 這兒沒有布萊歐妮 Well, me, Sister. There is no Briony.
你是苔麗斯 苔麗斯護士 明白了嗎? You are Tallis. Nurse Tallis.Is that understood?
明白 護士長 Yes, Sister.
這兒沒有布萊歐妮 There is no Briony.
BBC廣播電台 現在為你播報新聞 This is the BBCHome Service. Here is the news.
英國遠征軍聯同法國盟軍將在 The BEF, with their French allies,are fighting a desperate battle
西方前線北部與敵人決一死戰 in the northern zone of the Western Front.
盟軍同仇敵愾 士氣高漲 The Allied Forces have not lostcohesion, and their morale is high.
皇家空軍仍然在法國東北部以及比利時 The RAF continues to give all the supportin its power
對盟軍全力支援 to the Allied armies in northeasternFrance and Belgium. Railways, roads,
對敵方鐵路 公路 橋樑以及部隊進行持續攻擊 昨天... bridges and enemy troops have beencontinuously attacked, yesterday...
謝謝 我不會用左手使剪刀 Thanks. I never could make the scissorswork with my left hand.
總是媽媽幫我剪的 Mummy always did it for me.
好了 剪好了 There, you're done.
煩人! Bother!
晚安 龐提 Night-night, Ponty.
晚安 苔麗斯 Good night, Tallis.
別慌 是我 Don't panic! It's only me.
菲奧娜 嚇死我了 Fiona, I almost jumped out of my skin.
原來熄燈以後你就躲在這兒 So this is where you duck to after lights out.
我還以為你正沐浴愛河呢 I thought you might be in the middleof some tempestuous romance.
這兒冷死了 你不覺得嗎? Don't you freeze to death up here?
我喜歡倫敦 I love London.
你說這些會不會都被炸彈夷為平地? Do you think all of this will bebombed and just disappear?
不 No.
我不知道 I don't know.
你寫德拉蒙德護士長嗎? Do you write about Sister Drummond?
你寫我嗎? 有時候寫 Do you write about me? Sometimes.
我能看嗎? 你最好別看 這是秘密 Can I look?I'd rather you didn't. It's private.
(噴泉旁的二人 布萊歐妮·苔麗斯著)
要是不讓人看 幹嗎還要寫小說呢 I don't see any point in writing a storyif you're not going to let anyone read it.
現在還不能看 還沒寫完呢 是個什麼故事? It's not ready yet. It's unfinished. What's it about?
挺複雜的 哦? It's complicated. Yes?
就是... It's just...
是說一個小女孩 一個年輕傻氣的女孩 It's about a young girl, a young andfoolish girl, who sees something from
看到臥室窗外的一件事 其實她不懂 但是她自以為懂 her bedroom window which she doesn'tunderstand, but she thinks she does.
我可能永遠都寫不完 I probably won't ever finish it.
我看著你 苔麗斯 總覺得你很神秘 I look at you, Tallis,and you're so mysterious.
我就一點也不神秘 I've never been mysterious.
你知道我今晚有個什麼決定嗎? 什麼決定? Do you know what I decided tonight? What?
我一定要嫁一個皇家海軍的軍人 I could never marry a manwho wasn't in the Royal Navy.
找到了 塞西莉亞·苔麗斯 Here we are. Cecilia Tallis.
這應該是她的地址 I think this is her address.
謝謝 Thank you.
親愛的塞西莉亞 請不要看也不看就扔掉這封信 Dear Cecilia. Please don'tthrow this away without reading it.
從信箋就能看出來 我正在聖托馬斯醫院 As you'll have seen from thenotepaper, I'm here at St Thomas'
接受護士培訓 doing my nurses' training.
我決定不去劍橋了 I decided not to take upmy place at Cambridge.
天哪 Oh, God.
我想做個有用的人 做點實事 I decided I wanted to make myself useful.Do something practical.
報紙上說軍隊正在戰略性收縮 It says in the newspaperthe Army are making strategic withdrawals.
對 我也看到了 Yes, I saw that.
把撤退說得好聽點罷了 It's a euphemism for retreat.
不管多賣力幹活 不管每天忙多少個小時 No matter how hard I work,no matter how long the hours,
我總是無法忘記我犯的錯 I can't escape from what I did
還有那錯誤的後果 and what it meant,
那件事的前因後果我才剛剛開始明白 the full extent of whichI am only now beginning to grasp.
茜 請回信 答應跟我見一面 Cee, please write and tell me we can meet.
妹妹 布萊歐妮 Your sister, Briony.
你有嗎? 我有什麼? So do you? Do I what?
有一個神秘的未婚夫在法國 大家都覺得你有 Have a secret fiance in France.That's what everyone thinks.
當然沒有 No, of course not.
想像一下不知道他還能不能回來 Imagine not knowing if he'd ever come back.
我從來沒有愛過誰 I've never been in love.
什麼 從來沒有? 也沒動過心? What, never? Not even a crush?
噢 我有一次動過心 當時我大概10歲還是11歲 Oh, I had a crush once, when I was 10 or 11.
我跳進河裡看他會不會救我 I jumped into a river to seeif he'd save me from drowning.
你笑話我 不 不 他真地救了我 Now you're teasing me.Oh, no. And he did save me.
但是一告訴他我愛他 那種感覺就消失了 But as soon as I told him I loved him,the feeling sort of disappeared.
出事了 Something's happened.
在外面 快點 Outside, quickly.
羅比 Robbie.
抱歉 Excuse me.
苔麗斯護士 我沒記錯的話 你會說一點法語 Nurse Tallis, you speak a little French,if I remember rightly.
在學校學過一點 護士長 Only school French, Sister.
13號床的傷員 去他那兒坐一會兒 握住他的手 There's a soldier in Bed 13. Go and sitwith him for a minute. Hold his hand.
去吧 Off you go.
你總算來了 Here you are at last
護士長讓我來的 Sister sent me
來跟你說說話 for a little chat
我記得你姐姐 I remember your sister
她總是那麼好 she was always so nice
她現在在做什麼? what's she doing now?
她也是個護士 She is a nurse as well
她和她深愛的那個人結婚了嗎? Did she finally marry that manshe was so in love with?
我忘記他的名字了 I've forgotten his name
羅比? Robbie?
我希望他們很快能結婚 She will soon I hope
羅比 Robbie
對 是這個名字 yes that's right
你呢? And you?
你叫什麼名字? What is your name?
呂克 Luc.
呂克·高奈 Luc Cornet.
你呢? And you?
苔麗斯 Tallis.
真好聽 That's pretty
現在我想起你來了 I remember you now
英國女孩 the English girl
還記得你第一次去米洛嗎? You remember your first visit to Millau?
我跟我爸爸在烤箱那兒幹活 I was working by the ovens with my father.
我聽出了你的口音 I heard your accent
能不能幫我個忙 苔麗斯? Can you do me a little favour Tallis?
繃帶太緊了 These bandages are so tight,
能請你幫我鬆開點嗎? can you loosen them a bit, please?
當然 Of course
你記得我妹妹嗎 安娜? You remember my younger sister, Anne?
她還在彈德彪西的曲子 She still plays that little piece
你記得嗎? do you remember?
她彈奏的時候很嚴肅 She looks so serious when she plays
還有我們的可松麵包 And our croissants,
你覺得怎麼樣? what did you think of them?
是米洛那裡最好吃的 The most delicious in Millau
是的 Yes.
用的是上等牛油 It's the quality of the butter
是的 Yes
所以你天天來買嗎? Is that why you came every day?
我是說 Because you know,
我媽媽很喜歡你 my mother is very fond of you
在她看來 in her opinion,
我們夏天就應該結婚 we should get married in the summer
噢 是嗎? Oh yes?
是的 Yes
我希望這樣你會舒服點 I hope that's more comfortable
你愛我嗎? Do you love me?
愛 Yes
你能待一會兒嗎? Can you stay a while?
我害怕 I'm frightened
苔麗斯 布萊歐妮 Tallis. Briony.
我叫布萊歐妮 Je m'appelle Briony.
起立 苔麗斯護士 Stand up, Nurse Tallis.
現在去把你臉上的血洗了 Now go and wash the blood off your face.
海軍贏得了不朽的功勳 這支軍隊戰無不勝 The Navy has earned ourundying gratitude. The Army is undefeated.
勇氣使他們所向披靡 他們的精神長盛不衰 Courage has brought them throughunconquered, their spirit unbowed.
這就是敦克爾克的偉大勝利 This is the epic of Dunkirk.
戰爭史上的不朽篇章 A name that will live foreverin the annals of warfare.
(國內方面)
在一次訪問行程中 In the course of a comprehensive tour,
伊麗莎白王后視察了英格蘭北部一間巧克力工廠 Queen Elizabeth is seen here visitinga chocolate factory in the north of England.
英國軍隊的朋友 糖果大亨保羅·馬歇爾 The confectionary magnateand friend of the British Army,
陪同王后參觀了軍隊巧克力獨家供應商Amo的工廠 Mr Paul Marshall, gave the Queen a tourof the Army Amo factory
他可愛的 即將迎娶的未婚妻 洛拉·昆西小姐也在旁隨侍 with his lovely,soon-to-be-wed fiancee, Miss Lola Quincey.
他們真是天作之和 What a mouthwatering couple they are.
Amo多多益善 小伙子們都喜歡巧克力 Keep the Amo coming.Our boys have a sweet tooth.
其次 為求贖罪 避免通姦 Secondly, for a remedy against sin,and to avoid fornication,
未能生而自製的眾生 that such personsas have not the gift of continence,
應當結婚 仍為我主教會的純潔兒女 might marry and keep themselvesundefiled members of Christ's body.
再次 為了眾生共有的團體 相互幫助 彼此安慰 Thirdly, it was ordained,for the mutual society, help and comfort,
每人注定要有另一半 that the one ought to have the other.
我看見是他 I saw him.
因此 如果任何人能說明 Therefore, if any man can showany just cause
為什麼他們不能合法結合 why they may not belawfully joined together...
我知道是他 I know it was him.
現在提出或者永遠緘默 ...let him now speakor forever hold his peace.
我看見是他 親眼所見 I saw him. I saw him with my own eyes.
讓護士姐姐過去 Let the nursey through.
今天要帶他們去鄉村 他們從沒離開過倫敦 They're going down to the country today.Never been out of London before.
希望他們能找到好人家 I hope they get a nice family.
這樣的命 誰知道呢 They don't know what they're in forwith this lot.
走吧 Come on.
我要找苔麗斯小姐 塞西莉亞·苔麗斯 I'm looking for Miss Tallis. Cecilia Tallis.
她在嗎? Is she in?
苔麗斯! 門外有人找! Tallis! Door!
我寫過信 你沒回 I tried writing. You wouldn't answer.
我有話要跟你說 I have to talk to you.
你現在是病房護士? 是的 So you're a ward sister now? Yes.
謝謝 Thanks.
我想去找個法官改證詞 茜 I want to go in front of a judgeand change my evidence, Cee.
別那樣叫我 Don't call me that.
拜託你別那樣叫我 Please don't call me that.
我知道我犯了滔天大錯 我不指望你會原諒我 I know what I did was terrible.I don't expect you to forgive me.
噢 別擔心 我不會 Oh, don't worry, I won't.
你是個不可信的證人 他們不會重審這個案子的 You're an unreliable witness.They'll never reopen the case.
那 至少我能告訴其他人我說錯了 Well, at leastI could tell everyone else what I did.
我可以回家告訴爸爸媽媽和利昂... I can go home and explainto Mummy and Daddy and Leon...
那你怎麼不回去? 我 我想先來找你 So what's stopping you?Well, I wanted to see you first.
他們根本不想再聽到這件事 They don't want to hear any more about it.
那件不愉快的事已經完完全全成為過去了 That unpleasantness is all tidied awayin the past, thank you very much.
可是... But...
我快遲到了 得馬上出門 I'll be late. Better get moving.
失陪 Excuse me.
他睡得那麼沉 He sleeps so deeply.
她來這兒幹嗎? 她有話要跟我說 What is she doing here?She wanted to speak to me.
哦 是嗎 說什麼? Oh, yes, what about?
說我做的那件可怕的事 The terrible thing I did.
羅比 親愛的 Robbie. Darling.
我跟你直說了吧 I'll be quite honest with you.
我想得快瘋了 是要扭斷你的脖子 I'm torn between breaking your neck here
還是把你從樓梯上扔下去 and taking youand throwing you down the stairs.
哦 天哪 Oh, God.
你知不知道坐牢的滋味? 你當然不知道 Do you have any idea what it's like in jail?Of course, you don't.
告訴我 想著我在牢裡你是不是很痛快? Tell me, did it give you pleasureto think of me inside?
不 那你還一直袖手旁觀 No.But you did nothing about it.
不 你認為是我侵犯了你表姐? No.Do you think I assaulted your cousin?
不 你那時候是這麼認為的吧? No. Did you think it then?
是 既是又不是 Yes. But yes and no.
那你現在怎麼能肯定不是我了? 我長大了 And what's made you so certain now? Growing up.
長大了? 當年我才13 Growing up? I was 13.
你要長到幾歲才能分辨是非? How old do you have to be to knowthe differencebetween right and wrong?
你現在多大 18? What are you, 18?
你非得長到18才能承認你撒了謊嗎? Do you have to be 18 beforeyou can bring ourself to own up to a lie?
有的士兵也是18 他們已經戰死在路邊了 There are soldiers of 18, old enoughto be left o die by the side of the road,
你知道嗎? 知道 did you know that? Yes.
5年前 你根本不在乎說實話 Five years ago,you didn't care about telling the truth.
不管我讀了多少年書 你 你們全家 還是把我當下人看 You, all your family, you just assumedthat for all my education,
還是覺得我信不過 所以你才信口雌黃! I was still little better than a servant.Still not to be trusted!
都是因為你 他們才能空手套白狼 讓我去賣命 Thanks to you, they were able to close ranksand throw me to the fucking wolves!
羅比! 看著我 看著我 別這樣 Robbie! Look at me, look at me.Don't!
回神 回神 Come back. Come back.
回到我身邊 Come back to me.
布萊歐妮 Briony.
沒多少時間了 There isn't much time.
羅比得在6點報到 他還要趕火車回去 Robbie has to report for duty at 6:00,and he's got a train to catch.
你坐下 So sit down.
有幾件事你要給我們辦好 There are some thingsyou're going to do for us.
你要盡快去找你父母 You'll go to your parentsas soon as you can,
你要把真相告訴他們 and you'll tell them everythingthey need to know
告訴他們你當時做了偽證 to be convincedthat the evidence you gave was false.
找個律師 錄一份供詞 You'll meet with a solicitor,make a statement,
簽好名 找人聯署 給我們送一份副本 清楚嗎? have it signed, witnessed,send copies to us. Is that clear?
清楚 Yes.
給我寫封信 詳細解釋你為什麼 You'll write a detailed letter to meexplaining everything that happened
要說在湖邊看見的是我 leading up to you sayingyou saw me by the lake.
你能記得都寫下來 Try to include whatever you can remember
寫清楚丹尼·哈德曼那晚都做了什麼 of what Danny Hardman was doingthat night.
哈德曼? 對 Hardman? Yes.
不是丹尼·哈德曼干的 It wasn't Danny Hardman.
是利昂的朋友 馬歇爾 It was Leon's friend, Marshall.
我不信 I don't believe you.
他娶了洛拉 我剛參加完他們的婚禮 He's married Lola.I've just come from their wedding.
那洛拉不會作證指認他了 Lola won't be able to testifyagainst him now.
他逃過去了 He's immune.
給你們帶來可怕的災難 我非常 非常抱歉 I'm very, very sorry for the terrible distressthat I have caused.
我非常 非常抱歉 I am very, very sorry.
把我們交代的事辦好 Just do as we've asked of you.
把真相原原本本寫下來 不要押韻 不要修辭 不要添油加醋 Write it all down, just the truth, no rhymes.No embellishments, no adjectives.
之後就別再來煩我們 And then leave us be.
我會辦好的 我保證 I will, I promise.
對不起 我們能暫停一下嗎? I'm sorry.Could we stop for a moment?
當然 出什麼事了嗎? Of course. Is something the matter?
我只是需要一個人靜一下 I just need a couple of minutes by myself.
...一個人靜一下 ...minutes by myself.
布萊歐妮·苔麗斯 你的新小說 你的第21部作品《贖罪》這本書... Briony Tallis, your new novel,your twenty-first, is called Atonement. It's...
布萊歐妮? Briony?
對不起 我們能暫停一下嗎? I'm sorry. Could we stop for a moment?
布萊歐妮·苔麗斯 說說你的新作吧 《贖罪》 Briony Tallis, I'd like to talk nowabout your new novel, Atonement,
幾天後你生日那天就要面世了 which comes out in a few daysto coincide with your birthday.
你的第21部小說... 我的最後一部 It's your twenty-first novel...It's my last novel.
噢 真的嗎? 你要封筆了? Oh, really? Are you retiring?
我沒多少日子了 I'm dying.
醫生說我得了腦動脈硬化 My doctor tells meI have something called vascular dementia,
基本上這個病就是持續不斷的輕微中風 which is essentiallya continuous series of tiny strokes.
大腦逐漸停止運作 會引起失語 失憶 Your brain closes down, graduallyyou lose words, you lose your memory,
對一個作家來說 就相當於封筆了 which for a writer is pretty much the point.
我想正因為如此 我才終於能動筆寫這本書 我必須要寫 So that's why I could finally write the book,I think. I had to.
也正因為如此 這會是我最後一部小說 And why, of course, it's my last novel.
奇怪的是 Strangely enough,
也可以說這是我的第一部小說 it would be just as accurateto call it my first novel.
戰爭期間 我還在聖托馬斯醫院的時候就打了草稿 I wrote several drafts as far back as my timeat St Thomas' Hospital during the War.
我就是總不知道該從何寫起 I just couldn't ever find the way to do it.
因為這部小說是自傳性質的 是嗎? Because the novel is autobiographical,is that right?
是 完全正確 人名我都沒改過 我自己的名字也沒改 Yes, entirely. I haven't changed any names,including my own.
就難在這兒嗎? And was that the problem?
不是 No.
很長一段時間裡 我決定說出全部真相 I had, for a very long time,decided to tell the absolute truth.
不要押韻 不要修辭 No rhymes, no embellishments.
我想... And I think...
讀過這本書就會明白 You've read the book,you'll understand why.
沒有親身經歷過的事件我都收集了第一手資料 I got first-hand accounts of all the eventsI didn't personally witness,
監獄裡的情形 敦克爾克大撤退 所有這些 the conditions in prison,the evacuation to Dunkirk, everything.
可是這些真相都很殘酷 But the effect of all this honestywas rather pitiless.
你看 我都沒法再想像這一切的意義何在 You see, I couldn't any longer imaginewhat purpose would be served by it.
什麼的意義? 抱歉 說出真相的意義? By what? Sorry. Served by honesty?
說出真相的意義 By honesty.
或者說是現實的意義 Or reality.
因為 其實 Because, in fact,
1940年6月我沒勇氣去見我姐姐 I was too much of a coward to go and see my sister in June, 1940.
我那時根本沒有去巴勒姆 I never made that journey to Balham.
你知不知道坐牢的滋味? Do you have any ideawhat it's like in jail?
所以我跟他們懺悔的情節是我想像的 So the scene in whichI confess to them is imagined.
他睡得那麼沉 He sleeps so deeply.
是虛構的 Invented.
你要長到幾歲才能分辨是非? How old do you have to be to knowthe difference between right and wrong?
事實上這件事也根本不可能發生 And, in fact,could never have happened.
因為 Because
羅比·特納於1940年6月1日在佈雷敦 Robbie Turner died of septicaemiaat Bray-Dunes
死於敗血癥 on June the first, 1940,
那是大撤退的最後一天 the last day of the evacuation.
安息吧 哥們兒 Cheerio, pal.
我也從沒有機會向我姐姐塞西莉亞懺悔 And I was never able to put things rightwith my sister, Cecilia,
1940年10月15日巴勒姆地鐵站上方的 because she was killedon the 15th of October, 1940,
煤氣管和水管被炸彈摧毀 她也死了 by the bomb that destroyed the gasand water mains above Balham tube station.
所以... So...
我姐姐和羅比從來沒能在一起 My sister and Robbie were never ableto have the time together
他們那麼渴望能在一起 也理應在一起 they both so longed for, and deserved.
直到現在 我還是... And which, ever since, I've...
直到現在 我還是覺得是我拆散了他們 Ever since I've always felt I prevented.
但是這樣的結局 But what sense of hope,
讀者怎麼能獲得希望和滿足呢? or satisfaction, could a reader derivefrom an ending like that?
所以 在小說裡 我要把羅比和塞西莉亞現實中錯過的幸福還給他們 So, in the book, I wanted to give Robbieand Cecilia what they lost out on in life.
這不是軟弱 也不是逃避 I'd like to thinkthis isn't weakness or evasion,
而是一份遲來的仁慈 but a final act of kindness.
我把幸福還給了他們 I gave them their happiness.