看看 或许 Let's see. Maybe...
该死 Crap.
医生们不曾故意做错事 Doctors never mean to screw up.
该死 该死 该死 该死 Crap,crap,crap. Crap!
-你确定你不用我呼叫... -该死 该死 该死 -Are you sure you don't want me to call for... -Crap,crap,crap.
不 没时间了 No! There's no time.
你做了个错误决定 You make a bad call,and...
无法想象的事情就会发生 The unthinkable happens.
需要帮忙吗 Can I help you?
是的 有正常的裤袜吗 Yeah,do you have any just,um,regular panty hose?
-我们不能这样 -我们必须这么做 垫板圈 -We can't do that. -Well,we have to. Lap pads!
-但我们还没 -不管了 我们得把他缝合 -But we still haven't... -I don't care! We're closing him up.
零号缝线 马上给我零号缝线 Zero Vicryl. Zero Vicryl now.
我说得不够清楚吗 你看起来怎么那么疑惑 Am I not being clear? Why do you look so confused? Why...
这双呢 更时尚闪烁 What about these? They're popular. They shimmer.
不 不要更闪烁的 No. No,no shimmer.
不要无足裤袜或者那些小足袜之类的 No footless tights or freaky little toe sock thingies.
我只想要双裤袜 最基本的那种 I just... I just want panty hose, basic nude.
我一般都在杂货店买的 I used to buy them at the grocery store.
那种 那种放在塑料蛋里的裤袜 They come... they come in a little plastic egg kind of panty hose!
才是我需要的 That's... that's what I need!
真的那么难懂吗 Is that really so hard to understand?!
我们并不是故意做这些事 It's not like we do it on purpose.
我们并不是想伤害他人 It's not like we want to hurt anyone.
但有时候 But sometimes we do.
我们会不经意犯错 Sometimes we make mistakes.
我... I'm...
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
当我们失败时 我们感到抱歉 And when we blow it, we're sorry.
刚我 刚我太过分了 That was... that was inappropriate.
我... I'm...
我只是 现在压力太大而已 I'm just... I'm under a lot of pressure right now,
而且我明天有件大事 and I have a really big day tomorrow.
你知道吗 没事的 You know what? That's fine.
这些 这些 这些都不错 这些都很好 These are... these are... these are fine. These are great.
事实上 我都要了 Actually,I'll take all these.
我全都要了 I'm gonna... I'm gonna take 'em all.
真的吗 Really?
是的 Yeah.
记得 打给我 Just,uh,ring me up.
连这双上面有水钻的也要吗 Even these,the ones with the rhinestones?
也要 Even those.
-感到抱歉并不在重要 -好吧 -Not that being sorry really matters. -Okay.
再也不重要了 Not anymore.
再多的抱歉也没用了 No apology in the world matters now.
一个月前
脑电图现在并不算是精密科学 Brain mapping is not an exact science yet.
但这些排列能带我们更接近科学 But this array brings us one step closer.
现在我和托丽斯医生的进步很大 Dr. Torres and I have had tremendous success so far,
而且因此 and because of that,
我们要从活人手臂 we are moving from an animated hand
向机械手臂前进 to a robotic one.
她在台上 Oh,she's on the stage.
抱歉 先生 你迷路了吗 I'm sorry,sir. Are you lost?
抱歉 我在找 托丽斯医生 Sorry. I'm looking for... Dr. Torres?
-我是 你好 -很好 -Yes. Hi. -Great.
你被控告了 You're being sued.
顺带一提 我喜欢你们的课题 Love what you're doing here, by the way.
机械手臂 太棒了 Robot hands. Freaky!
是谁要告你 Who is that from?
特雷弗 里德吗 Travis Reed?
四个月前
是滑雪的那位特雷弗 里德吗 As in the Travis Reed, the snowboarder?
他需要个新的臀部 Uh,he needs a new hip.
我告诉过他 选你最好 I told him he wants you.
等下 你是怎么认识他的 Wait. How do you even know him?
我当时是第二年住院医生了 I was a second-year resident.
他是我第一位主刀瓣膜置换手术的病人 He was my first solo valve replacement.
是的 而且是他在半管比赛 Yeah,and six months before he came out of nowhere
赢得一大堆金牌而出名的六个月前做的 and won all those gold medals on the half-pipe.
我相信是我的瓣膜置换带来了他的成功 I believe my valve is what gives him his edge.
他的心脏简直是我的"蒙娜丽莎" His heart is my "Mona Lisa."
别搞砸了 Don't screw it up.
抱歉 连体服装饰店在哪 Excuse me. Where's the onesie decorating station?
这里没有 There isn't one.
但这有间玛格丽特装饰店吗 There's a Margarita decorating station,though.
-什么 -有酸橙 -What? -Limes.
-等下 等下 哪一种婴儿洗礼 -还有盐 -Whoa,whoa,whoa. What kind of baby shower... -Salt.
没有连体服装饰店吗 Doesn't have a onesie decorating station?
我都已经想好设计了 I mean,I had already figured out my design.
上面会有颗星星和个月亮 It was gonna be a star and a moon,
上面本要写上"梦幻先生"的 and it was gonna say "McDreamy."
-懂吧 很可爱吧 -抱歉 -Get it? That's cute,right? -Excuse me.
是时候拆礼物了吗 我得坐下 Is it time to open the gifts yet? I need to sit down.
我的脚都肿得跟香肠一样了 My feet are like sausages.
-过来 梅 -看看她 -Oh,come on,mer. -Oh,look at her.
她怀孕了又胖了 She's all glowy and pregnant.
还有双香肠腿 With sausage feet.
我们生个孩子吧 Let's have a baby.
什么 What?
等下 等下 什么 你是认真的吗 Wait. Wait,what? Are you serious?
自从坠机以后的那一年过得真苦 We've had such a hard year since the crash,
而且 做些新的事 and... Wouldn't it be nice
开心的事来想想不好吗 to have something new and happy to think about?
是的 是的 但 我 Yes. Yes. But,um,I...
而且这次可以我来怀孕 And,you know,I could carry... I could carry this time.
那样的话 我们只有一只腿会变香肠 And then that way,only one of our feet would be sausages.
亚利桑那... Arizona...
那么 你想生吗 So... you want to?
-当然了 天啊 太好了 -是吧 -Yes! Oh,my God,yes! -Yeah.
你好像很开心 You seem happy.
我很开心 我真的很开心 很开心 Oh,I am happy. I am really,really happy.
他真人更有吸引力 He is so much more attractive in person.
我让他在我滑板上签名了 I got him to sign my board.
我让他在我胸罩上签名了 I got him to sign my bra.
对 也帮我签上 Yeah,sign my cast!
他们也是 So are they.
克里斯蒂娜 杨 Cristina Yang!
每次看到你 你都越来越漂亮了 Oh,you look better and better every time I see you.
离开你丈夫 和我私奔吧 Dump your husband. Run away with me.
拜托 你不是有女朋友吗 Oh,come on. Don't you have a girlfriend?
我们有个协议 Oh,we've got a deal.
我被允许 I'm allowed to flirt with hot doctors
和为我开刀的性感医生调情 who've had their hands inside my chest.
我的愿望很少而已 It's a very short list.
你好 我是特雷弗 Hey,I'm Travis.
-你好 -你就是那位骨科之神吗 -Hi. -You're the ortho God?
我是凯丽 托丽斯 叫女神会好点 Callie Torres. I prefer goddess.
好极了 Right on.
准备好帮我做个新翘臀了吗 Ready to build me a new hip?
手术后得要能做到这动作 He needs to be able to do this.
看 就是...那个 See? Right... there.
新的臀部也能做到吗 Can a new hip do that?
重点是 十二月时能做到吗 More importantly,will he be doing it by December?
他有个奥林匹克预选赛要参加 He's got olympic qualifiers coming up.
你说去年摔伤过吗 You mentioned a crash last year?
他们说那次摔伤害我患关节炎了 They said it gave me arthritis.
患关节炎会害他赢不了金牌的 He can't win the gold with arthritis.
我想要皮特森髋关节 I want the Peterson hip.
我有个兄弟也弄了 Buddy of mine got this one.
他做完手术就马上回山上滑雪了 He was back on the Mountain in no time.
正是我需要的 This is what I need.
好的 Okay.
即使我也同意那个髋关节置换术 Even if I did agree that a hip replacement
是正确疗程 is the right course of treatment,
我从未试过做 I-I've never even used, the,uh,
皮特森修复髋关节置换术 Peterson resurfacing hip joint.
我不认为你们 想让我拿你来做试验 I doubt you or your team want you to be my first.
她是对的 She makes a good point.
我曾是杨的首位瓣膜置换术的病人 那次成功了 I was Yang's first valve replacement. That worked out.
我是第一位在比赛中着陆于三重软木的人 I was the first guy to land a triple cork in competition.
现在几乎都成比赛标准了 Now it's practically standard.
你是第一位从零打造软骨的 You're the first orthopedic surgeon to grow cartilage
骨外科医生 out of nothing.
我们成功的原因 The reason we are who we are,
正是我们不怕当第一个吃螃蟹的人 is 'cause we're not scared of firsts.
我会研究下的 我会尽量学的 I'll research the joint. I'll learn what I can.
我不作任何保证 I'm not making any promises.
我没在担心 I'm not worried.
你会说"好"的 You're gonna say "yes."
再说一百遍也是这样 不 For the hundredth time,no.
根本没有过失 I am not admitting to negligence
我不会承认我有过失的 我... when there was no negligence. I...
他们想以"不偏不倚的错"来打击你 They're willing to call you a "nonparty at fault."
陪审团的花费一般都比庭外和解要贵 Jury payouts are always bigger than pretrial settlements.
如果情况越来越糟的话 If this goes south...
你认为会变糟吗 Do you think it'll go south?
手术当中有个轻微并发症 There was a minor complication during surgery
因为我们认为病人发生了 because we thought the patient had developed
肺栓塞 a pulmonary embolus.
手术后感染是正常的风险 Postoperative infections are a common recognized risk.
-大家 -那正是陪审团们会神情呆滞的时候 -Everybody... -And that's when the jury's eyes will glaze over.
他们只会听到一些他们听不懂的 All they're gonna hear is a bunch of big words
专业术语 而他们将只会看到 they don't understand. And what they will see
你犯了个错误 但由你的病人来付出代价 is that you made a mistake, and your patient paid the price.
不 那并不是错误 格雷格 我不会和解的 No,it wasn't a mistake,Greg. I'm not settling.
好吧 Okay.
好的 Okay.
好 Okay.
那你明天得记住这些事 Then there are things to remember tomorrow...
让陪审团看到你的相貌 穿上正装 Let the jury see your face. You wear a suit.
穿暗色系 穿裙子 Dark not bright. Skirt not pants.
带上小首饰 穿上高跟鞋 Minimal jewelry,heels,
还有裤袜 panty hose...
裤袜吗 Panty hose?
专业而有女人味 Professional but feminine.
你的结婚戒指还在吗 You still have your wedding ring?
在 Yes.
戴上它 Wear it.
陪审团一般青睐有家庭的已婚女性 Juries respond better to married women with families.
你的座位前会有杯水 Now there'll be water in front of your seat.
你不能喝太多 You drink it sparingly.
除非法官需要休息 期间是不会有休庭的 There are no bathroom breaks till the judge calls for recess.
但我没有裤袜 I don't own any panty hose.
我得去买一双 I-I-I have to go shopping.
你冲厕所了吗 Did you flush?
我没听到冲厕所的声音 I didn't-I didn't hear you flush.
还有洗洗手 差不多是时候走了 Oh,and wash your hands! It's almost time to go!
抱歉 我迟到了 刚堵车 Hey,I'm sorry I'm late. There was traffic.
不 不 没事的 她准备好了 No,no,it's fine. She's ready.
她刚决定好不穿紫裙子 Well,she was until she decided she had to wear
要穿有爱心的裙子了 the purple dress instead of the heart dress.
然后她想上厕所又不想让别人帮忙 苏菲娅 And then she had to go potty but she didn't want help going potty. Sofia!
你大概该进去 You should probably go check
看看她是否需要帮忙了 and make sure she's okay in there.
什么 你还好吗 What... are you okay?
我不知道 Uh,I have no idea.
听着 我知道你今晚该带苏菲娅 Hey,listen,I know you're supposed to have Sofia tonight,
但如果你独自一人会更好 but if it'd be easier for you to spend some time alone
或者你不想独自一个人 or if you'd rather not be alone then,you know,
告诉我就好 不管你需要什么 我们都会帮你 you just tell me,and whatever you need that's what we'll do.
好 谢谢 Okay,thanks.
怎么了 What?
没什么 Nothing.
你又戴上戒指了 You put your ring back on.
他们让我戴的 They told me to.
好了 祝你好运 Anyway,good luck today.
谢谢 Thanks.
你准备好了吗 You ready?
是的 Sure.
请让一下 无可奉告 Excuse me. No comment.
-医生 请说下情况 -格雷格 格雷格 -Doctor,what happened? -Greg? Greg?!
-请让开 早上好 -你怎么来了 -Step aside. Good morning. -Hey,what are you doing here?
我们有很多人轮班 Uh,a bunch of us are taking shifts.
但我们想 至少得来一个人 We wanted you to have at least one person
陪你上法庭 in court with you the entire time.
我是从贝利手里夺来的第一班 I had to fight Bailey for this first shift.
原来 她那么弱小的身体拳头力量那么重 Turns out she punches pretty hard for such a little person.
请借过 谢谢 Excuse us! Thank you.
托丽斯医生 Dr. Torres!
我都无法吞咽了 口唇特别干燥 I can't even swallow. My mouth is so dry.
你能行的 我就坐你身后 You can do this. I will be sitting right behind you.
好吧 Okay?
我们坐这里 We're up here.
凯丽 Callie?
见鬼 Oh,damn it!
全体起立 All rise!
如果我能 我会起立的 Would if I could.
该死 Crap.
实习医生格蕾
第十季 第九集
本案事关一位年轻人 或许大家都了解... This case is about a man that you probably already know...
至少有耳闻 特雷弗 里德先生... at least by reputation,Mr. Travis Reed.
我尽快赶来了 I got here as soon as I could.
我的肾切除术拖长了一点 我错过了什么吗 My nephrectomy went long. What'd I miss?
刚开始做陈述 They're still on opening statements.
这人坚持了一段时间 This guy's been going for a while.
他表现得很平易近人 He's doing that folksy charm thing,
陪审团买他的账 and the jury is eating it up.
医疗事故案件中 Now serving as a juror
做陪审员并不是易事 in a medical malpractice case isn't easy.
我不了解你们的情况 但我不是医生 I don't know about y'all,but I'm no doctor.
高中的生物课我都勉强及格 Hell,I barely made it through high school biology,so...
但你们要接受一次速成培训 But you are going to get a crash course education
内容包括骨外科和术后感染 in orthopedic medicine and postoperative infections.
你们会听到"假单胞菌" 还有"栓子" And you're gonna hear words like "Pseudomonas" And "Emboli."
不要被这些吓倒 Don't let that intimidate you.
唯一重要的就是证据 The only thing that matters is the evidence.
那些是证据的一部分 Those things are part of the evidence.
他胡说什么呢 What is he talking about?
本案证据的焦点在于 And the evidence in this case will focus on
去年春季持续16天的治疗 a 16-day period last spring.
在此期间 我们会了解托丽斯医生同意操刀 And during this time we will establish that Dr. Torres
一个她并没有完全掌握的手术 agreed to perform a surgery she did not fully understand.
我们会了解托丽斯医生 We will establish that Dr. Torres made a series
做出一系列错误的判断 包括让特雷弗 里德先生... of faulty decisions,eventually costing Mr. Travis Reed...
一名有潜力的 健康的奥林匹克运动员 a thriving,healthy olympic athlete...
失去了双腿 his legs.
我们会了解 这悲剧的起因是 And we will establish that all of this started
手术中一个粗心的错误 because of one careless mistake made in surgery.
植入物到位 情况很好 Implant's in place. Everything looks good.
现在只需要冲洗... Now I just need to irrigate...
他的心率达到150次每分钟了 His heart rate just jumped to the 150s.
氧气代谢有问题了 Having trouble ventilating.
给纯氧 Increasing his oxygen to 100%.
该死 可能是肺栓塞 Damn it. All right,could be a P.E.
得让他离开手术台 We've gotta get him off this table.
开始缝合吧 请做冲洗 All right,let's start closing. Irrigation,please.
等下 海绵数完了 Wait,the sponge count is off.
少了一块 We're missing one sponge.
-开玩笑吗 -找不到海绵 不能缝合的 -Are you kidding me? -We can't close until we find it.
肺活量还在降低 转手动呼吸 Sats are continuing to drop. Switching to manual ventilation.
这需要设备的 All right,you know,it's gotta be on someone's shoe
这里什么都没有 or something. There's nothing in here.
要不要调用可移动的X光机 You want me to call for a portable X-ray?
不 那太费时间了 他会休克的 No,that'll take too long. He could go into shock.
血压下降到70/40了 B.P.'s dropped to 70 over 40.
糟糕 糟糕 Oh,crap,crap,crap,crap,crap,crap.
你确定不用呼叫... Are you sure you don't want me to call for...
不用 没有那个时间 No,there's no time.
好 开始缝合 All right,we're closing him up.
不行 You can't do that!
要先找到棉垫 Well,you know,uh,we have to. Lap pads.
-我们不能... -我不管 现在缝合 -We still haven't... -I don't care. We're closing him up.
零号缝线 Zero Vicryl.
给我零号缝线 Zero Vicryl now!
快点 Now!
等下 等下 Hang on,hang on,hang on.
你是说托丽斯医生明知她把棉垫 Are you saying that Dr. Torres knew she left a sponge
遗落在里德先生的身体里 而她满不在乎吗 in Mr. Reed's body,and she didn't care?
不 她很在意 但... No,of course she cared but...
不 但是 No,but still,
她知道遗落了一块棉垫 she knowingly left behind a sponge.
但病人没有时间等待 他会... The patient was running out of time. He would have...
亲爱的 请回答 是或者不是 谢谢 Hon,hon,it's a yes or no question. Thank you.
她是否知道遗落一块棉垫 Did she knowingly leave a sponge?
是的 Yes.
我儿子在上大学 You know,I've got a... I've got a boy in college.
他是个好孩子 Good kid.
上个月 我去看望他 And I went to visit him last month,
我在他的水槽里发现一块棉垫 你会相信吧 and you would not believe the sponge I found in his sink.
我是说 没必要说明过程 I mean,there's no tellin' what was going on...
反对 与本案无关 Objection. Irrelevant.
反对有效 Sustained.
好 现在说说你第二次见到里德先生的情景 All right,let's fast-forward to the next time you saw Mr. Reed.
大约两周后 About two weeks later.
他那时情况如何 And how was he then?
很好 很开心 恢复得很好吗 Was he... good? Happy? Recovering well?
他发生感染了 He had an infection.
你好 Hi,there.
特雷弗 听说你发高烧 Travis,I hear you got quite the fever.
体温103华氏度 我刚开始给他检查 Temp's 103. I'm just starting his workup.
他烧得很厉害 不能进食 He's burning up. He won't eat.
我强迫他来医院的 I had to force him to come in.
你感觉如何 特雷弗 How are you feeling,Travis?
我见过更糟的 I've seen worse.
托丽斯医生 你来听下吧 Dr. Torres,you wanna take a listen to this?
好的 Yeah.
好 Okay.
是有杂音吧 Is that a murmur?
有点 特雷弗 A small one. Travis,I'm just gonna
我来看看你的伤口 好吧 take a look at your incision site,okay?
这是什么意思 Oh,wow? What does "Oh,wow" Mean?
惠特尼 我不想让你担心 Whitney,I don't want you to worry.
伤口有点感染了 The wound looks a little infected.
现在必须清理好 So we're just gonna go in and clean it all out,okay?
好的 Yeah.
好 Okay.
给他注射林大霉素 转录激活因子 Okay,get him on vanc and clinda,stat.
给楼上打电话 急需手术室 Call upstairs. I need an O.R. Right now.
那杂音呢 What about the murmur?
感染可能扩散到他的心脏了 Could the infection have traveled to his heart?
他的重要器官都很稳定 所以 首先 His vitals are stable. So first,
要把伤口清理好 we've got to clean out that joint,okay?
不能有任何耽搁了 We can't afford any delays.
好 要给杨医生打电话吗 Okay. Should I call Yang?
好 如果五分钟之内 All right,if she's not available
她不能到位 她就得等到术后再看 in the next five minutes,she waits until post-op.
我们必须进手术室 在感染进一步扩散前 We've got to get in there and kill this infection
消灭感染源 before it spreads any further.
我不能让一名奥林匹克运动员变成残疾人 I am not turning an olympic athlete into a doorstop.
感染是通过绷带 Yeah,the infection's going through the fascia
传播到假体的 down to the prosthesis.
先做冲洗处理 然后往下进行 Get in here and irrigate before we move on.
似乎关节窝里有脓 Looks like there's pus in the acetabulum.
见鬼 Oh,damn it!
不能解决连接处的感染 No,there's no way to salvage the joint.
得把这东西全部拿出来 I'm gonna have to remove the whole thing.
让他失去髋骨 And just... leave him with no hip?
只是暂时的 Well,for now.
这是彻底清洗的唯一方法 It's the only way to get this completely cleaned out.
骨刀 木槌 Osteotome and mallet?
听起来似乎一团糟 That sounds pretty nasty.
术后感染是很常见的 Post-op infections are very common.
那是很正常的情况 They happen all the time.
这是你的专业观点吗 Is that your professional opinion?
是的 It is.
我懂了 I see.
就你的专业视角 术后感染 And in your professional opinion,is it also common
导致了双截肢 这也是常见的吗 for a post-op infection to result in a double amputation?
这种情况也很正常吗 Does that happen all the time,too?
不 但是... No,but,uh...
没有问题了 法官大人 No,uh,no further questions,your honor.
这不公平 我还没说完 That's not fair! You're not letting me finish.
够了 威尔逊医生 That's enough,Dr. Wilson.
但我要解释一下... But I need to explain...
你再说一句话 我就指控你蔑视法庭 Another word out of turn,and I'll hold you in contempt.
拜托 我准备了备用的 Oh,tell me I packed a spare pair.
感谢上帝 Oh,thank God.
抱歉 Oh,hi. I'm sorry.
-我等下再来 -不 不 没关系的 没关系 -I-I'll come back. -No,no,no,it's fine. It's fine.
只是我不得不坐那里 听那人胡说 I'm just,um,I have to sit in there and listen to that guy.
不能反驳 使我感觉我不受待见 我很渺小 And I can't react or that'll make me look unlikable or petty.
但我该作何反应呢 But how the hell am I not supposed to react?
他太讨厌了 He's awful.
他的话 让人们讨厌我 And he's making me sound awful.
我有点东西 Um,I-I think I have something
能使你感觉好点 that will make you feel better.
苏菲娅今早在车里画的这个 So Sofia drew this in the car this morning.
她说这是水母 And she said that it's of a jellyfish
还有彩虹美人鱼 and a rainbow mermaid.
我分不清哪个是哪个 I'm not sure which one is which.
但你可以拿着 But you should have it. And then when you
你感觉抓狂的时候 看看这水母 feel like screaming,you can look at the jellyfish
你就会冷静下来了 and then it will calm you down.
你能来 我感到很意外 I'm surprised you're here.
谢谢 Thanks.
谢谢 Thank you.
我得回庭上了 天啊 Ugh. I should get back. Oh,God.
凯丽 Um,Callie?
-怎么了 -你真的要穿... -Yes? -Are you sure that you wanna wear,um,
莱茵石蝴蝶款上法庭吗 Rhinestone butterflies in court?
这由你决定 I mean,it's... it's your choice.
这个很奇特 It's a strange one.
但我想 很多人喜欢蝴蝶 But I suppose that lots of people like butterflies so...
是啊 Yeah.
很可爱 They're cute.
什么 What?
开什么玩笑 Are you kidding me?
排除掉所有身高低于6英尺3英寸的男士 太荒唐了 No more ridiculous than vetoing every guy under 6'3".
不能根据对方对音乐的鉴赏力 We are not choosing our sperm donor
来选择捐精者 based on his taste in music.
你看...这人多帅 Well... oh,look. Oh,this one's cute.
孩子肯定也会很可爱 Oh,that's a super cute baby.
他的孩子肯定很可爱 He would make super cute babies.
是的 Yeah!
那么 我们... Okay,so. Here... oh.
他大学中途辍学 He's a college dropout.
-淘汰 -淘汰 -Pass. -Pass.
好吧...没有别的了 Okay,uh... ooh,I'm empty.
这家伙自称是数学家 Now this one says he's a mathematician
有研究生学位 with a graduate degree.
而且... And...
他是马拉松选手 He runs marathons.
照片 Oh,picture?
好吧.... Okay,um...
我还是喜欢常青藤学位的诗人 Well,I still like the Ivy league poet.
-好吧 我们看看... -聪明 富有创造力 -Okay,let's... -Smart and creative.
好吧 Okay.
你觉得我更适合怀孕吗 You think I'll like being pregnant?
是的 这样最好 Oh,yeah. It's the best.
除了恶心 妊娠纹 Oh,except for the Nausea. Oh,and the stretch marks.
尿检 And the peeing.
失眠问题 筋疲力尽 And the lack of sleep, the exhaustion.
而且...不能喝酒 Oh,and then the... the no booze.
不能喝酒 No booze.
我最想念这一样 Oh,I will miss you most of all.
亚利桑那 Arizona?
你来得太早 我以为..以为... You're,uh,you're early. I thought... I thought
到晚饭时间才带她过来 you said you weren't bringing her by till after dinner.
爸爸 Daddy.
宝贝 Mija.
你把审判不当回事 You mentioned the trial like it was nothing.
这可不是小事 It's never nothing.
你知道我被起诉国多少次 You know how many times I've been sued?
我的律师办事很快 随传随到 My lawyer's on speed dial, for crying out loud.
他非常棒 当然 他采取的手段是合法的 He's very good. Technically, his tactics are legal.
你不用这么远赶过来 You really didn't have to come all this way.
当然要 当然要 Of course I did. Of course I did.
我的孩子有麻烦 My baby's in trouble. Mm.
首先 我的孙女在哪 出来吧 But first,where's my grandbaby? Mm-hmm. Come on,now.
来抱抱爷爷 Abuelo needs a hug.
别告诉我她睡着了 Don't tell me she's already asleep.
不 不 No. N-no.
她... She's,um...
她...她不在这里 She's... well,she's not here.
亚利桑那会在一个小时后带她回来 Arizona's gonna bring her by in an hour.
好吧 我不懂了 Oh,all right. Well,I don't understand.
发生什么事 Wh-what's going on?
我们分开了 她出轨 情况很糟糕 We split up. She cheated on me. It's been bad.
我不想说 I really don't wanna talk about it.
什么时候的事 When did this happen?
几个月前 A couple months ago.
-你怎么不告诉我 -我不想麻烦你 -Why didn't you tell me? -I just,I didn't wanna get into it,dad.
我努力了这么久 让你们接纳她 I-I fought so hard just to get you to accept us.
妈在婚礼之后 没有联系过我 Mom hasn't spoken to me since the wedding.
我...我选错了人结婚 And I just... apparently, I marry people who cheat on me.
真可悲 It's pathetic.
我真可悲 I am pathetic.
不 No.
那个奥马利的家伙居然敢偷情 When that O'Malley kid cheated on you,
我要打得她满地找牙 I was ready to knock his teeth out. Mm.
虽然...我不会动手打女人 Mm? Now... now I won't hit a lady
但是 我可以请人帮我做 but,you know, I can make it happen.
我认识人 只要你说一声 I know people. Just say the word,all right?
不用了 爸 No,dad. God,no.
好吧 All right.
看着我 Look at me.
宝贝 看着我 Mija,look at me.
你一点都不可悲 Nothing about you is pathetic.
别讨厌我 Don't hate me!
我知道今晚是我做饭 I know I said I was gonna cook dinner tonight,
但每次煮饭日 我都有一堆事要忙 but I've still got a lot of work to catch up on.
-那... -谁想吃披萨 -So... -Who wants pizza?
亲爱的 妈妈在哪 Hey,sweetie. Where's mommy?
凯丽 Callie?
我回来了 Yeah. Hi,I'm home!
没事吧 Is everything okay?
凯丽 Callie!
你没事吧 还好吗 Are you okay? Is ev-everything all right?
我怀孕了 We're having a baby.
我的胸口疼 然后我以为...可能 My boobs were hurting,and... and then I thought... maybe?
只是迟了一天 我以为... But I'm only a day late and I-I didn't even think
测试结果不会那么快出来 that it would show up on a test so soon.
-我们有孩子了 -我们有孩子了 -We're having a baby! -We're having a baby!
你好 Hi.
你好 宝贝 Hi,sweet baby.
好了 我们长话短说 All right, gonna make this quick.
我知道我们都很忙 I know we are all busy.
-凯丽 你不该来这里 -我知道 -Callie,I thought you understood you can't be here. -I know.
我知道我们的利益有冲突 I know it's a conflict of interest.
在你宣布之前 I just... I wanted to say something
我想说一些话 before you get started.
特雷弗 里德要起诉我和医院 Travis Reed is suing both me and the hospital.
我不想和他当庭对峙 但医院要这么做 I have no intention of settling with him,but the hospital should.
作为医院和董事会的一员 As an owner and a member of the board,
我知道我们好不容易 I know how hard it's been
才重新振作起来 to get this place back on its feet.
但我不想因为我 而毁掉大家 And I don't want you to jeopardize that because of me.
律师团怎么说 What did our legal team say?
他们认为我们要尽快 Um,yeah,they said that we should settle
低调地解决此事 now,quickly and quietly.
-如果我们拒绝呢 -那我们只能法庭上见 -What if we don't? -Well,this thing goes to trial
民意会倾向他们 And there's a judgment against us,
我们会负债累累 we could owe millions
会比我们庭外解决花更多钱 or we could settle this for much less.
如果我们上庭 If we go to trial,
我们有可能再次破产 we risk bankruptcy all over again.
输了才会 还有另外一种可能 Only if we lose. There's another side to this.
如果凯丽不和解 那我们也不应该和解 If Callie isn't settling, maybe neither should we.
不 我也在那 Uh,no. I was there.
我看着病人病发 I saw firsthand what happened with this patient.
他的理由很充足 非常充足 And he has a case. A good case.
我们应该和解 We should settle.
说实话 凯丽也应该 And,frankly, Callie should,too.
杨医生 你和特雷弗 里德什么关系 Dr. Yang,what is your relationship with Travis Reed?
六年前 特雷弗二叶主动脉瓣出现问题 Uh,Travis first came to me six years ago
而我是他的主治医生 我更换了瓣膜 with a bicuspid aortic valve. I replaced the valve,
之后一直负责处理他的心脏病问题 and have overseen his cardiac care ever since.
那应该是你 把托丽斯医生引荐给他 And it was you,I believe,who recommended him to Dr. Torres.
对吧 Is that right?
-是的 -为什么 -That's right. -Why was that?
因为她曾是我认识最棒的骨外科医生 Because was the best orthopedic surgeon I knew.
曾是 Was?
用的是过去式 As in past tense?
你觉得她现在的医术不济了吗 You don't believe she's the best anymore?
在他的主动脉瓣上出现疣状赘生物 There are vegetations all over his aortic valve.
你怎么不早点告诉我 Why didn't you page me sooner?
我们今早才发现杂音心脏有 We just heard the murmur this morning.
-今天早上 -是的 -This morning? -Yeah.
你看这里 你明知他是心脏病患者 Look at this growth. You knew he was a heart patient.
你没有想到这一点吗 This didn't concern you?
当然 所以我才叫你过来 Of course it did. That's why you're here.
-那我们该怎么办 -移植物上出现感染 -So what do we do? -The infection is eating away at his graft.
幸运的话...我成功清除感染组织 修复瓣膜 Best case... I go in, clean it out,and repair it.
糟糕的话...他需要全新的瓣膜 Worst case... he needs a whole new valve.
托丽斯医生 你要过来看看 Dr. Torres, you need to see this.
我在换他的压缩袜时 看见这个 I was changing his compression socks and I saw this.
他的脚变青 僵硬 已经没有脉搏 His leg's gray,cold. I can't find a pulse.
好的 惠特尼在哪 Okay,where's Whitney?
我叫她在特雷弗醒来之前 先去吃午饭 I told her she had time to grab lunch before Travis woke up.
好的 你现在去找她 All right,you need to go find her
-告诉她 特雷弗需要再做一次手术 -好 -and tell her that Travis needs another surgery. -Okay.
好的 我们马上进行切除手术 Okay,I've gotta go in and do an embolectomy on this leg...
不行 我们要先做心脏手术 Unh-unh,no. I gotta go in and fix his heart.
这个之后再说 要先解决这个 You can do that later. I need to do this now.
再说 已经来不及了 Later? It's already later.
腿部血液已经凝固了 He has lost blood flow!
必须在关节处加上栓子 He's clearly throwing emboli into his extremities.
那你觉得为什么要用栓子 And where do you think the emboli is coming from?
因为他的心脏被感染 His infected heart.
-克里斯蒂娜... -嗨 等等 -Cristina... -Hey,hey,hey!
我在走廊的那头都听到你们的争吵声 I can hear you two from all the way the damn hallway.
你能不能叫凯丽走开 让我来处理 Will you tell Callie to back off and let me do my job?
你能不能叫克里斯蒂娜走开 让我来处理 Yeah,tell Cristina to back off and let me do mine.
如果不装栓子 If I don't try this embolectomy,
-他可能要锯腿 -他少一条腿也能活 -he could lose his leg. -Well,he can live without a leg.
但如果心脏出现问题 他就会死 He can't live without a functioning heart.
如果你能明天再做心脏手术 Look,if you do the heart tomorrow,
可以先给他开抗生素 it gives him an extra day on antibiotics,all right?
这样情况更加稳定 He'll be more stable,
心脏手术风险更小 and the heart surgery will be less risky.
克里斯蒂娜 现在讨论的是特雷弗 里德 Cristina,this is Travis Reed we're talking about.
让我先拯救他的腿 Let me try to save his leg.
那天下午 托丽斯医生先做栓子切除术 Dr. Torres performed the embolectomy that afternoon.
违背你的意愿 Against your wishes?
我们的专业意见相左 We had a professional difference of opinion.
在我的办公室 如果我的同事 You know,in my office, if one of my co-workers
对我大吼大叫 从走廊另一头都能 was shouting at me so loudly that you could hear him
听到的话 all the way down the hall,
这不止是意见相左 这可能要被开除 it would more than just a difference of opinion. It would be grounds for a dismissal.
我们都热衷于自己的职业 We are passionate about our work.
最后 我同意托丽斯医生的做法 And in the end,I agreed with Dr. Torres,
心脏手术可以推迟 that the heart surgery could wait.
-你同意 -是的 -You agreed? -Yes.
你确定不是受到恐吓 Are you sure you weren't bullied?
-反对 -我懂 -Objection. -Yeah,I know.
栓子切除术很顺利 The embolectomy could not have gone better.
那时他的腿已经恢复原状 I mean,his leg was already pinking up by the time
昨晚他的康复状况不错 I saw him in recovery last night.
他的体温呢 What's his temp?
虽然昨晚发烧 但白细胞指数很稳定 Oh,he was febrile overnight but his white count's stable.
-发生什么事 -特雷弗 -What's going on? -Travis?
-为什么不告诉我 -发生什么事 -What aren't you telling me? -What's wrong?
我的腿怎么了 What the hell is wrong with my legs?!
我们要输了吗 Are we losing this case?
暂时不用惊慌 It's... too early to panic.
我方还没开始陈述 We haven't presented our side.
她在这 There she is.
理查德 你怎么在这 Richard! Well,you shouldn't be here.
我让他别来 可是他非得来 That's what I told him,but he insisted on coming.
我能来这真是奇迹 It's a miracle I made it here at all.
凯普娜真是个糟糕的司机 Kepner's a terrible driver.
情况如何 How's it goin'?
你知道情况不容乐观 You knew it was bad.
他的腿已经发黑 我知道情况并不理想 His legs were black. I knew it wasn't good.
他们当晚就做了截肢 They cut them off that night.
那托丽斯医生是否 Now did you have any indication that Dr. Torres was even worried
展露过对手术的担忧 about something like amputation?
我是说 她是否有提起过截肢的风险 I mean,did she ever mention that it might be even a risk?
没有 No.
但她在担心 But she was worried about it.
她担心这会给她的声誉带来影响 She was worried about what it would do to her reputation.
她说的是什么话 What is she talking about?
-你为何这么说 -我不知道 -Now why would you say that? -I-I have no idea.
我听到她在走廊里的谈话 I heard her talking in the hallway.
她不知道我在听 She didn't know I could hear her.
那她说了什么 What did she say?
她说"我不能让一名奥林匹克运动员 She said,"I can't be the doctor who turns
变成残疾人" an olympic athlete into a doorstop."
肃静 All right,quiet down!
肃静各位 Quiet down,everyone!
肃静 Quiet down!
需要敲门吗 Do we knock?
不用 这里周日开放 No,there's an open house on Sunday.
我们很快回来 We can come back then.
那有个秋千 Oh,oh! There's a swing set!
游泳池 游泳池 凯丽 那有个游泳池 Oh,and a pool! A pool! Callie there's a pool!
我仿佛看到 Oh,I can just see us
我们和姑娘们在这里玩乐 playing with the girls in this yard,
野餐 荡秋千 having a picnic,and swinging on the swings.
你怎么会觉得我们还有别的姑娘 Ohh. What makes you think we're having another girl?
拜托 Come on.
你能丢下你那玩意几秒钟 Can you get off of that thing for five seconds
-过来看看这地方吗 -听到了 等一下 -and look at this place? -Yeah,I know,hold on a second.
我在...我在跟进那个德国的临床试验 I'm just,uh,I'm following up on that clinical trial
用的是皮特森髋关节 in Germany using Peterson hip joints.
我想让他们传些资料给我 I'm trying to get them to send me their data.
没公开前他们是不会透露任何东西的 Well,they're not gonna release anything until it's published.
是吧 可总得一试 Eh. It's worth a shot.
好了 发出去了 给我看看那个秋千吧 There,sent. All right,now you can show me the swing set.
你没事吧 真没事 You okay? You all right?
没事的 I got it.
我没事 I've got it.
你是否保证你所说的一切都是事实 绝无虚言 Do you swear to tell the truth,the whole truth,and nothing but the truth?
我保证 I do.
你好 特雷弗 Hey,Travis.
我在... You know,I'm,uh...
我在想着滑雪的事 I'm thinking about snowboarding.
其实 我捡到一块滑雪板 男式公园板 In fact,I picked up a board... a Burton blunt.
-你用的板跟这个差不多吗 -是好板呢 -You familiar with that one? -That's a good board.
对初学者来说是不错的板 There's better boards for beginners.
你穿几号的鞋子 What size shoe are you?
13号 I'm a 13.
你该用大一号的 You might wanna look into an extra wide,
好让你的脚趾头不至于太挤 so your toes don't hang over too much.
稍微大一点就刚好 A little over hang's fine,
如果太大了反而是个拖累 but too much is gonna cause drag.
拖累不是好事吧 And drag's bad?
反对 法官大人 这是什么状况 Objection,your honor. Where's this going?
我只是借此做个滑雪方面的专业咨询 Look,I'm simple consulting an expert on snowboarding
咨询下滑雪板的事 about a snowboard.
你看 谁更可信呢 眼前的这个人还是 I mean,who should I trust more,this guy or the kid
那个REI(美国户外用品店)的店员 who's helping me out at R.E.I.?
请说重点 汉密尔顿先生 Get to the point,Mr. Hamilton.
特雷弗 你第一次见到托丽斯医生的时候 Travis,when you first met Dr. Torres,
你向她咨询过那个什么髋关节的事吗 did you ask her about a certain kind of joint?
皮特森髋关节 The Peterson joint.
我听说这对运动员很好 I'd heard it was good for athletes.
你知道的 恢复得狠快 能动性更广 You know,quicker recovery,better range of motion.
所以你找专业人士咨询了 So you were consulting an expert on joint replacement
关节置换术 about a joint.
那托丽斯医生之前是否从未曾真正做过 Is it true that Dr. Torres had never actually done
这种关节手术 an operation with this kind of joint before?
是的 It's true.
可你还是坚持要做 But you went ahead with it anyway.
她说她做了很多研究 She said she had done a lot of research.
她很有信心 She said she was confident.
所以你信任了她 相信用她的专业知识能帮到你 So you trusted her to use her expertise to advise you,
保你周全 and to keep you safe.
事实上 你经受了一场拙劣的手术 When,in fact,what you got was a botched surgery,
一次感染 又一次修正手术 an infection,a revision surgery,
再一次心脏手术以及... a heart surgery And...
看看你现在的样子 I mean,look at you now.
把毯子盖上吧 Just let me pull up the blanket.
怎么 你不想看到这个吗 Why? So you don't have to look at them?
那儿什么都没有 There's nothing there.
是她吗 Is it her?
特雷弗 Hey,Travis.
让她走 Tell her to go.
我不想看到她 不想跟她讲话 I don't wanna see her. I don't wanna talk to her.
我只是给你带来了 Um,I just brought you
一些支援组织的信息 some information on support groups.
希望劝他参加 后面 Um,try to get him to go. And,oh,on the back,
是一个了不起的修复专家的名字 there's a name of an incredible prosthetist...
让她滚 Tell her to get out.
我曾很信任她 I trusted her.
我之前完全信任着她 I trusted her completely,and...
我知道有些人没了腿 You know,I get that people live without legs
并不意味着没了整个世界 and it's not the end of the world,but...
可对我来说就是 It's the end of my world.
我从5岁就开始滑雪 I've been snowboarding since I was 5.
我甚至从学校的餐厅偷餐盘出来 I used to steal cafeteria trays from school
滑着它们上我父母的私家车道 and ride 'em down my parents' driveway.
下不下雪都无所谓 Snow or no snow,I didn't care.
这对我来说都是乐趣 It was the thing I did for fun.
后来这成了我的职业我的整个世界 Then it became my job and my world.
可现在... 所有的一切 And now it's... Everything...
我的家人 朋友 my family,my friends.
没了腿... Without it...
我都不知道自己是谁 I don't know who I am.
现在都没了 全部都... And now it's gone. It's just...
没了 Gone.
是托丽斯医生造成的这一切 And it's Dr. Torres' fault.
你有很强烈的这种感觉 You feel very strongly about that.
这不只是感觉 It's not just a feeling.
这是事实 她自己说了 I know it. She told me.
是吗 她承认是她造成的吗 What,she admitted that she was at fault?
是 她有 Yes,she did.
她给我截肢的那天 她来找我 The day she cut off my legs,she came into my room,
她哭了 she'd been crying.
她跟我说她很抱歉 She told me she was sorry.
反对 Objection!
不能用医生的道歉 It is illegal to use a physician's apology
作为他们有罪的证据 against them as evidence of guilt.
法官大人 这与道歉无关 Your honor,this isn't about the apology.
这与她道歉的内容有关 This is about everything else she said with the apology.
反对无效 I'll allow it.
特雷弗 我知道这很痛苦 Travis,I know this is gonna be painful
你可以慢慢来 so you take your time.
托丽斯医生还说了什么 What else did Dr. Torres say?
她说要怪的话就怪她 She said if there was anyone to blame,it was her.
她说不应该发生这一切 She said this never should've happened.
她说 如果能改变这一切 不管用什么方法她都愿意 She said if there was any way she could change things,she would.
这些是她的原话吗 Those were her exact words?
没错 Yes,they were.
我的问话完了 The prosecution rests.
我们今天玩得很开心 来抱抱 Yes,we had so much fun today. Big hugs.
我爱你 我爱你 Mwah. I love you. I love you.
我知道 I know!
行了 宝贝 再见了 Okay,all right,honey. I'll see you soon.
你父亲搞得我有点紧张 Hey,your dad's making me a little nervous.
你该走了 对 走了 Yeah,you should probably go now.
再见 Bye!
拜拜 Bye-bye.
谢谢你什么都没说 Thank you for not saying anything to her.
如果我的外孙子没在那站着的话 If my grandbaby hadn't been standing right there,
相信我 我什么都会说的 believe me,I would've said plenty.
爸爸 不要说了 我马上要去上庭了 Dad,don't start right now. I have to be in court soon.
我要去做证人 我... I have to take the stand today,and I'm just...
我跟你母亲结婚38年 Your mother and I have been married 38 years.
-你以为日子都很好过吗 -没有 -You think it's been easy? -No,don't.
你以为我们没遇上过麻烦吗 You think we haven't had troubles?
别这样 不要唠叨了 拜托 Don't do that. Don't start comparing. Don't.
不是说什么"逆境中成长的忠君爱国之人"吗 What happened to her "good man in a storm" baloney?
不该是这样 她该每天来这里 挽你们的感情 It's not right. She should be here every day trying to fix it.
不是这么回事 It's not like that.
是吗 不是吗 Oh,no? The hell it isn't.
她伤害了你 而现在她竟然还有脸来... She hurt you. And now she's too much of a coward
面对你 to even... to even face you.
她现在抛弃家人落荒而逃 Now she's running away abandoning her family.
不她不是落荒而逃 是我把她踢出去的 No,she's not running away,all right? I kicked her out.
分开是我的选择 是我自己 It was my choice to split up. It was mine.
所以别提这事了 好吗 All right,so just drop it,okay?
你自己选择的要你的家庭破裂 You chose to break up your family?
爸爸 别说了 Dad,not now.
你有想过把事情解决吗 Did you even try to work things out?
爸爸 Dad.
我知道自己在干什么 I knew what I was doing.
我做了很多关于皮特森髋关节的研究 I did extensive research on the Peterson hip.
我甚至与创立它的团队交涉过 I even spoke with the team who invented it.
大家都觉得特雷弗完全可以接受这个手术 Everyone agreed that Travis was an ideal candidate.
那手术如何 顺利吗 And the surgery? It went smoothly?
切口位置和股骨重修非常完美 The cut position and the femoral resurfacing were perfect.
那是哪里出问题了 What wasn't perfect?
在手术的尾声 病人去饱和了 Well,at the end of surgery,the patient desatted...
也就是说他的氧气摄入量在下降 which means his oxygen level went down and his heart
而心跳明显加快 这非常危险 was beating really fast,which is really dangerous.
我们判断他的肺部可能有栓塞 We thought he might have a clot in his lungs,
这很致命 所以我们加快了手术进度 so it was vital we finish the surgery quickly.
那时候你落下了海绵 And that's when you left the sponge.
是的 Yes.
但若再来一次 我也会做同意的抉择 And I would do it again.
否则病人会有风险啊 Well,the patient's life was at risk.
我确信海绵不会对髋关节有伤害 I-I believe that the sponge wouldn't compromise the joint.
我做了这个决定 这决定是对的 I made a call,and I was right.
是正确的决定 It was the right call.
所以把海绵留在里面是故意的 So leaving the sponge was deliberate.
不是失误 Not a mistake.
你并不是粗心或者分心 You weren't being careless or distracted.
确保他的血压还有吸氧稳定 Make sure his B.P. And O-2 sats stay stable.
给我他的术前X光片 我看一下那个海绵的位置 And bring me his post-op X-ray. I wanna locate that sponge.
明白 Got it.
你错过了我们的预约 You missed our appointment.
该死 Oh,damn it!
抱歉 我的手术时间拖了点时间 I-I'm so sorry. I... my surgery went long,
我都忘了 怎么样 and I completely forgot. How'd it go?
我知道超声波检测出有个团状物 I mean,I know the ultrasound's just a blob at this point
但是... but still...
你对那个团拍照了吗 Did you get a picture of the blob?
没有照片 There's no picture.
也没有心跳 And no heartbeat.
什么 What?
她做了超声波 她看了又看 She did the ultrasound and she looked and she looked.
就是没有心跳 But there's no heartbeat.
我们的孩子没了吗 We lost the baby?
我那天记得很清楚 I remember the day very clearly.
我并没有分心 I wasn't distracted.
是的 那天我有点私事 Sure,I had other things going on.
很严重的事情发生 Big things,actually.
但是 我的工作要求我必须把病人放在第一位 But... it's my job to prioritize my patient,
我也是这么做的 and that's exactly what I did.
我没有专注于其他 I wasn't focused on anything or...
我的病人之外的事情 Anyone other than my patient.
我们来说说这个栓子切除术 Let's talk about this embolectomy.
杨医生想先做心脏手术 Dr. Yang wanted to do the heart surgery first.
你想先给特雷弗的腿做手术 You wanted to work on Travis's leg.
是的 Yes.
为什么 Why?
他的脚变成灰色了 Well,his foot was turning grey,
这是他的脚开始死亡的征兆 which is an indication that the limb is starting to die.
我想要修复腿的血液循环 And I wanted to restore blood flow.
一旦腿变黑 我们就无能为力了 Once a limb turns black, there's nothing we can do.
据杨医生的证词 According to Dr. Yang's testimony,
她想先做心脏手术是因为 she wanted to go first because the infection
感染已经蔓延到了他的心脏 取掉他身上的栓塞 had moved to Travis's heart, throwing out emboli...
或者血块 她知道如果不及时修复心脏 or clots... all over his body. And she knew that the heart
心脏会不停地出血块 所以... would keep throwing out clots until it was repaired. So...
你做饭吗 Do you cook?
做一点 Uh,a little.
好的 我们假设你在做饭 Okay,let's say you're cooking,
你厨房里起了点油火 and you start a grease fire in your kitchen.
蔓延到了你的窗帘 And then it spreads to your curtains.
你会怎么做 What do you do?
你熄灭油火吗 Do you put out the grease fire?
还是先熄灭窗帘 Or do you extinguish the curtains?
你会先处理哪个 Which disaster do you tackle first?
如果我当时没有处理血栓 If I hadn't treated the emboli when I did,
特雷弗肯定会失去他的腿 Travis would've lost his leg for sure.
我只是选择了其中一个紧急情况去处理 I was just picking which disaster to tackle first.
我不敢相信你现在要和我吵架 I cannot believe you're picking this fight right now!
我没有要吵架 I'm not trying to pick a fight.
我只是想告诉你我现在的感受 I am trying to tell you how I feel.
好吧 我感觉也很糟 Okay,well, I feel like crap,too.
好吗 不只是你的孩子 Okay? It wasn't just your kid.
我知道 我明白 I know. I know that.
听着 我们... 我们不用 Look,we just... we'll just, look,we don't...
我们不用马上再尝试 好吗 We don't have to try again right away,all right?
我们根本等不了 We can wait a while before we try again.
不是的 No.
我们... We...
不 不 你没说到重点 No,no. You're missing the point.
什么重点 What point?
我不能再次失去了 凯丽 I can't take another loss, Callie.
我经受不住了 I can't handle it!
我现在不能想这事 I can't... I can't think about this right now.
太痛苦了 太难受了 It's just... it's too hard. It's just too hard!
你什么意思 What... what are you saying?
你不想再要孩子了吗 Now you don't want another baby?
回答我 Answer me.
我不知道 I don't know.
我得去看看我的病人了 I have to go check on my patient.
-让她出去 -特雷弗 -Tell her to get out! -Travis...
我不想看见她 踢她出去 马上 I don't want her here. Kick her out,whit,now!
你知道我无腿没了做不到 God knows I can't do it by myself.
你赶紧把她弄出去 So get her the hell out of here!
你怎么了 你怎么没反应 What's wrong with you?! Why aren't you doing anything?!
好的 够了 Okay,that's enough!
惠特尼 去家属休息室睡会 Whitney,go to the family lounge and get a snack.
让我们谈谈 好吗 We need a minute,okay?
你再往她身上撒气试试 Don't you dare take this out on her.
你很受伤很生气 每晚都觉得 You are hurt and angry and you have every right
缺失了一部分 to feel those things.
但是惠特尼和这件事无关 But Whitney has nothing to do with that.
你要想找个人撒气 You... you wanna take your crap out on somebody,
你对我撒气 知道吗 我能抗住 you take it out on me, all right? I can handle it.
你想要埋怨什么人 埋怨我吧 来吧 You... you need somebody to blame? Then blame me. Go on.
随你怎么吼 Yell all you want.
这事不应该发生在你身上 This never should've happened to you.
如果有什么方法 And if there were any way,
能奇迹般地改变现状的话 that I could magically change things,
相信我 我一定会竭尽所能 believe me,I would.
我希望我能做些什么 I wish there was something I could do.
我希望我能治好你 I wish I could fix this.
我试过了 我非常努力了 I tried. I tried so hard.
我很抱歉 特雷弗 I'm so sorry,Travis.
非常非常地抱歉 I'm so,so sorry.
是的 我道歉了 Yes,I apologized.
我理解特雷弗的感受 I understood what Travis was feeling.
我的妻子也有同样的遭遇 I went through the same thing with my wife.
她去年也失去了她的腿 She... she lost her leg last year,
这改变了我们的生活 and,um,it's changed us.
代价是我所不能理解 It's,uh, cost us in ways that I...
也没有预料到的 I can't even begin to understand.
我不希望这种事发生在任何人身上 I wouldn't wish this experience on anyone.
现在我的病人遭遇了 And now it was happening to my patient.
我当然深感遗憾 Of course I was sorry.
我仍然很抱歉 I still am. I'm... I'm so,so sorry
我非常抱歉你变成了这样 特雷弗 this happened to you,Travis.
我是个凡人 并不是疏忽 Th-that makes me human. That does not make me negligent.
如果我不被起诉就感受不到他的痛苦 And if I can't feel for my patients without getting sued,
我想起诉我好了 then I guess I'm just gonna keep on getting sued,
因为这就是我 because that's who I am.
我不会为这个抱歉的 I won't apologize for that.
爸爸 我们到家了 Dad,we're home.
我们回来了 我想他还在院子和姑娘们在一起呢 We're back. Oh,I guess he's still out in the park with the girls.
你觉得下次裁决是什么时候 How long do you think it's gonna take for the jury to come back?
不知道 可能几天 可能几星期 I don't know. Could be days, sometimes weeks.
那是什么 What's that?
是一项皮特森髋关节的临床试验 I think it's from a clinical trial on the Peterson hip.
我没想到会有回信 I thought I never heard back.
附件是你要的数据 "Enclosed is the data you requested.
但是仅作参考 目前我们已经停止了 "But please be advised, we've currently put a stop
我们的试验 已经五个样本 "to our trial. There've been five instances
有由假单胞菌属的细菌引起的感染 of infection caused by the pseudomonas bacteria."
我们已经追踪到源头 是皮特森髋关节 "We've traced the source back to the Peterson joint."
邮戳是什么时候 What's the postmark on that?
特雷弗手术的三周前 Three weeks before Travis' surgery.
我不能坐以待毙 我得告诉他们 对吧 I can't just sit on this. I have to tell them,right?
我不会 你不是故意忽略这封信的 I wouldn't. you didn't willfully ignore any data.
你没有玩忽职守或者恶意忽略 You didn't act irresponsibly or maliciously.
你就你当时有的信息诊断 You worked off the information you had at the time.
然后上帝就那么决定了 And then an act of God happened.
这封信落在了书柜后面 The letter fell behind the bookcase.
这封信很可能会丢失的 It could've just as easily gotten lost in the mail.
-但是没有 -事故时常发生的 -But it didn't. -Accidents happens.
这就是工作 It's the job.
这件事发生在你自己家里 而不是手术台上 This one happened in your living room,not in the O.R.
我...我分心了 我没有注意 I... you know,I-I was distracted. I-I wasn't paying attention.
我没拿到回信的时候应该去查看一下的 I should've followed up when I never heard back.
你感觉糟糕是因为发生了这种事 You feel bad because of what happened,
大家都会的 and anybody would.
但是那封信并不是神乎其神的良药 But that envelope is not a magic cure.
那不可能把他的腿长回来 It's not going to grow his legs back.
但是它能做什么 它能影响判决结果 But what it could do? It could sway a jury.
让陪审团误解你 It could make a jury think differently about you,
可能会终结你的事业 and that could end your career...
并不是因为你的疏忽 Not because you were negligent
也不是因为做错了事 and not because you did anything wrong,
就因为你当是状态不好吗 因为你有负罪感吗 but because you feel bad? Because you feel guilty?
我们不要把情绪和事实混淆 Let's not confuse emotion with fact.
事实是 你没做错什么 And the fact is, you did nothing wrong.
是的 我做错了 Yes,I did.
嘿 Hey.
好的 谢谢 Okay. Thanks.
他们达成一致裁定了 They've reached a verdict.
我们都做过并不那么光彩的事情 We've all done things we aren't proud of.
我理解 I understand that.
我知道没有人是完美的 I know nobody's perfect.
但是你如何藏着这些秘密活下去 But how do you live with it?
你明知道自己本来可以做得更好的 How do you get up every morning and face the world,
自己应该做得更好的 knowing you could've done better?
如今每天早上醒来 如何面对世界 That you should've done better?
抱歉就够了吗 Is being sorry enough?
一句抱歉就能让伤口愈合吗 Can an apology actually heal our wounds?
就能抚平我们的伤痛吗 Ease our pain?
就能抵消掉我们造成的伤害吗 Can it undo the hurt that we've caused?
我觉得不可以 I really don't think so,dad.
这不够 因为她说她很抱歉 I-it's not enough. Just because she says she's sorry...
你结了婚 你宣了誓 You're married. You took a vow.
你就别想逃脱束缚 You don't walk away from that.
如果事情进展不顺利 那么你就去努力 If things get hard, you work harder.
你们还有孩子呢 I mean,you have a child together,for God's sake.
她劈腿了 She cheated on me.
我当年也劈腿过 I cheated on your mother.
什么 What?
你说什么 I-I'm sorry. What?!
很久之前了 A long time ago.
我们还年轻 我很愚蠢 We... we... we were young. I was stupid.
但是你的母亲最终还是原谅了我 But your mother found it in her heart to forgive me.
为什么 她为什么那么做 Why? Why would she do that?
为什么 因为她相信一个错误并不能动摇我们的感情 Why? Because she believed we were stronger than one mistake,
我每天都感谢上苍她原谅了我 and I thank God every day she did.
因为如果她不原谅我的话 我就不会有你了 Because otherwise, I wouldn't have you.
38年了 38 years.
我们共度了一生 We've shared a life.
从那个错误起 我们的生活才真正开始 And it all started after that one mistake.
现在你和亚利桑那之间的问题也许没法解决了 Now things between you and Arizona might not work out.
你们也许没办法继续了 You know,you might not be able to fix it.
但是如果你不试试怎么知道呢 But how will you know if you never try?
稍等 Just a second!
嗨 Hi...
你没给我拿枕头 Oh,you're not bringing me extra pillows.
你做了件冲动的事 You did something impulsive,
你想到的只有你自己 and,uh,you were thinking about yourself.
当时似乎是对的 It seemed right at the time,
还有 and,uh...
你只是犯了错 You made a mistake.
一个错误 One mistake.
-我们现在一定要谈这件事吗 -我今天也犯了错 -Do we have to get into this now? -I did something like that today.
好吧 Oh. Okay.
听着 我要问你一件事 Look,I have something to ask, and,uh,
你可以好好想想 you should probably take some time to think about it.
不用今晚给我答案 我想知道 I don't need an answer tonight, but I-I would like to know...
你是否愿意回家 If you'll come home.
你现在应该穿好衣服 You should get dressed now
离开这儿了 and leave.