每位医生都有不光彩的小秘密 Every doctor has a dirty little secret...
我们都是好胜心很强的科学狂人 We're all competitive science nerds.
在小学.... In grade school...
我们能制作最大型最棒的火山 We made the biggest and best volcanoes,
能够模拟爆发出熔浆的情形 which erupted actual fake molten laval.
在初中 In junior high,
我们花了很长时间制作小白鼠迷宫 we spent hours laboring over our rat mazes...
当计算机程序运行完毕 一切都没问题 The computer diagnostic is complete. Everything checks out.
完成机械假肢测试 Finished the robotic prosthetic inspection.
一切进展顺利 It's all in order.
那...我们准备再来一次吗 So... we're ready to try again?
再把她连接上 Let's get her connected.
-好的 -好的 -Okay. -Okay.
每次你这么做.... Every time you do that...
我觉得自己好像科学怪人的新娘 I feel like the bride of Frankenstein.
为了终有一天.... So that one day...
我们能够改变医学界的现状 We'd be the person who changed the face of medicine..
创造历史 Forever.
真是激动人心 This is so exciting.
你的影印肝门静脉终于进入临床实验阶段 Your first printed portal vein is going into a test subject.
现在感觉如何 How do you feel?
就像谷仓里的农场工人 Like a farmhand behind the back barn.
给你 你来拿钳子吧 Here. Why don't you take over the clippers?
看看我们 Look at us.
改变医学界的面貌 帮绵羊剃毛 Changing the face of medicine, shearing a sheep.
不 是我在替绵羊剪毛 No,I was shearing a sheep.
你只是在剃毛 You are just giving him a fade.
这就对了 很棒 There you go. There you go.
看看我们 将改变医学界的面貌 Look at us. We're changing the face of medicine.
这真是... Wow. That was...
你还真内行啊 You really know what you're doing.
你在帮我评分吗 Are you grading me?
也许是吧 有点 Maybe I am,a little.
你会得到"A" You're gettin' an "A."
我不知道 我一直很优秀 I don't know. I'm kind of an overachiever.
我得向"A+"进军 I'd like to go for the "A"-plus.
不行 在今天的手术之前 我们要好好准备 No. We have a ton to do before the procedure today.
好吧 Okay.
打印机还有 The conduit's coming off the printer in...
2小时47分钟才完成导管打印 Two hours,47 minutes...
这就是说 在准备前我们还有三十分钟 which gives us another 30 minutes before we have to start prep.
好吧 All right.
看看能否给你加点分吧 Maybe a little extra credit?
你的研究进展如何 How's your research going?
进展不错 之前走开了一会 Oh,the diagnostics look good. I just slipped out for a sec.
这次可不能错过 I don't want to miss this.
你觉得你来得及去送礼会吗 Mm. Do you think you're gonna make it to the shower?
-糟了 凯普娜的送礼会是今天吗 -是今天 -Oh,crap. Kepner's shower is today? -Yeah,it's today.
-她是我们的朋友 所以 -我知道她是我们朋友 -And she's our friend,so... -I know she's our friend.
这不用你来告诉我 You don't have to tell me she's our friend.
-抱歉 好吧... -我...尽力而为吧 -Sorry. Well... -I just... I'll be there if I can.
-很好 -好吧 -Great. -Great.
罗伯森医生 托丽斯医生 Dr. Robbins. Dr. Torres
墨菲医生 Dr. Murphy.
真的很不错 That was good.
很专业 我觉得不错 Professional. I bought it.
你死心了 对吧 You're dying inside, aren't you?
观看室还有两个位置 谁想要 There's still two seats left in the gallery. Who wants them?
-我想要 -我 -I do. -Me.
等等 我的手术呢 Whoa. Hey,wait. What about my surgery?
那里空间足够 只有我和格蕾医生 Here's plenty of room. It's just me and Dr. Grey,
还有一个麻醉师 一个兽医 an anesthesiologist, and a veterinarian.
"兽医"这词让我不知该作何反应 You lost me at "veterinarian."
他在把导管接在婴儿身上 He's putting a seeded conduit into a baby.
那可是活人 你手术台上是绵羊啊 Who is human. You are bothering a sheep.
顺便说一句 我对羊毛过敏 Plus,I'm allergic to wool.
我讨厌无聊的手术 I'm allergic to boring surgeries.
-今天是大日子啊 -是啊 -Hey. Big day. -It is.
你要看吗 You gonna watch?
看什么 Watch?
克里斯蒂娜的手术 Cristina's surgery.
我也有手术要做 I have my own.
-是的 那只猪 -是羊 -Oh,yeah. The,uh,the pig. -Sheep.
羊 没错 The sheep. Yes.
他来了 Hey. Uh,here he comes.
你们都在做什么 What are all of you doing here?
我们来送你出院 We came to see you off.
我们可不能让你不告而别 We couldn't let you leave without saying good-bye.
我们都会想念你的 We'll miss you.
我只是回家 我还没退休 I'm just going home. I'm not retiring.
首先 我要去度假 远离你们 But first,I just need a vacation from all of you.
你撑过来了 先生 You did it,sir.
你痊愈了 You got yourself better.
不 是你 贝利 No. You did it,Bailey.
你助我痊愈 You got me better.
韦博医生的离开造成你压力很大吗 Is Dr. Webber leaving very stressful for you?
没有 No.
那为什么你在数手指 Then why are you counting your fingers?
这是为了庆祝小鸭子终于结婚 Here's to our little duckie finally getting married.
敬小鸭子和马修 To duckie and Matthew!
-"小鸭子" -别问了 -"Duckie"? -Don't ask.
我们以为你会成为老姑娘 We thought for sure you were gonna be a spinster for life.
这对害羞的姑娘来说不容易啊 小琪 Maybe take it a little easy on the mimosas,Kimmie.
别说她了 她在庆祝 Oh,leave her be. She's celebrating.
你们俩可以帮我叫杯香槟加果汁吗 You two could stand to add a little champagne to that O.J.
我们在待班 We're on call.
他就是梦中情人型 Ohh. He is such a dreamboat.
可靠 英俊 Responsible,handsome.
小鸭子 你真是个幸运的女人 Duckie,I hope you know how lucky you are.
谈到理想对象 Speaking of dreamboats,
那是谁 为什么向我们招手 who is that and why is he waving at us?
-你们好 -嗨 艾弗里 -Hey,guys. -Hey,Avery.
杰克逊 这是我姐姐们 莉比 小琪和艾莉丝. Jackson,these are my sisters Libby,Kimmie,and Alice.
我的天啊 O.M.Gosh!
你是杰克逊 传说中的杰克逊 You're Jackson. The Jackson?
看 我得去工作了 Look at that. I gotta go to work.
很高兴见到你们 Yeah. It was,uh, nice to meet you guys.
等等 你会准时去修甲 对吧 Oh,wait. You'll be done in time for mani-pedis,right?
我尽量 你可以带她们回到我的公寓吗 I will try. Can you take them back to my apartment?
-收到 -不行 -Roger that. -Oh,no way!
-我们要和你一起 -你就当我们隐形的就好 -We wanna go with you. -You won't even know we're there.
我们可以去看看开送礼会的房间 布置一下 We can see the room for the shower tomorrow,plan decorations.
实地考察 Whoo! Field trip.
走吧 小鸭子 Come on,duckie.
再见 小伙子们 Bye,boys.
天啊 那眼睛 Gosh,those eyes.
我终于知道为什么你用他的名字给一头猪命名了 You know,I totally get why you'd name a pig after him.
嗨 有人找我吗 Hey. Someone paged me?
那个人说要找你 That man over there requested you.
亲爱的 Hey,hon.
你在这做什么 What are you doing here?
我想我要吐了 I think I'm gonna puke.
-你快走 你嗑药了吗 -没有 -You have to go. Are you high? -No.
我...我在戒毒 I'm... I'm trying to get clean.
那很好 不过不能在这里 That's great, but you can't do it here.
你说... You said...
当我住院的时候 你说过你会帮我的 When I was here, you said you'd help me.
我当时在帮你 吉米 Yeah,I tried to,Jimmy,
不过你拒绝了我 今时不同往日 but you refused my help, and that ship has sailed.
我可以转介你到其他医生 Now I can get some names for you...
该死 我需要帮助 Damn it! I need some help here!
好吧 我们回头见 All right,well, I'll see you later.
好的 一定 Yes,indeedy.
你... Oh. You,uh...
我...停在... I... yeah,parked over...
那边 Right There.
我也是 我们...一起走走吧 I did,too. So we can just... we can just walk.
好的 Yeah.
你不喝吗 You not gonna drink that?
我在工作前尽量不喝太多 Yeah,I try to hold off so I don't drink it all before work.
这样啊 那是...好主意 Oh. Yeah. That's... that's a good plan.
是我先叫的出租车 Hey! This is my cab!
走吧 嬉皮士 Take a walk,hippie.
什么 你真贱 What? Not cool,man.
你不是摩托车车手型的吗 Aren't you people supposed to love bikes or something?
-开门 -人都是奇怪的动物 -Hey,open the door. -People are freaking animals.
对吧 我的领带 Right? Hey,my tie.
-走 -开门 -Go! -Open the door.
实习医生格蕾
第十季 第十一集
-他有呼吸吗 -没事 我是医生 -Is he breathing? -All right,I'm a doctor.
请你们后退 请后退 I need all of you to step back, please. Step back.
让一点空间出来 Make room.
我不知道 I don't know.
他不动了 He's not moving.
他没了呼吸 Ah,he's not breathing.
急救车说十分钟就到 但我们现在就得帮他插管 9-1-1 said a rig's ten minutes out, but we gotta get an airway now.
我真的没想到会这样 这只是意外 I swear I didn't see it happen. It was an accident,all right?
-后退 后退 先生 -天啊 他有呼吸吗 -Step back. Back,sir. -Oh,God. Is he breathing?
你们马上退后 退后 I need you to back up! Back up!
好的 好的 Okay! Okay!
-请往后退 -好的 -I need you to back up,please. -All right.
-说真的 往后退 谢谢 -好 -Seriously,stand back. Thank you. -All right.
后退 后退 我不是在开玩笑 Back up. Back up. I'm not kidding.
所有人退后 Back up. Back it up.
他没呼吸了 He's not breathing.
天啊 Whoa! Jeez!
等等 你到底在干嘛 Whoa! What the hell are you doing?!
-抬高胸部 他有呼吸了 -希望他知道自己在做什么 -Good chest rise. I think he's breathing. -I hope he knows what he's doing.
镜头只记录了医生和 The cameras are only recording
外科手术的过程 the doctors and the surgical field.
你儿子的身份会完全保密 Your son's identity will be completely protected.
早上好 Good morning.
重要的一天 Big day.
我们听说了录像的事 We're just hearing about the cameras.
什么 Sorry?
我们告诉制作人 We just told the glaziers
太多人想旁观学习 we have a lot of people who'd like to observe,
所以我们需要直播 so we've set up a live stream.
好的 但如果他们的焦点不是集中 Okay,but I think we would feel better
在拿我们的孩子作秀上 我们会更高兴 if we knew the focus was on our baby,not putting on a show.
录像会造成医学界轰动 The cameras are there so that,in success,
其他医生也可以学习这个技术 other doctors can learn this technique
去帮助像内森这样的孩子 to help other kids like Nathan.
我可不信这一套 他只是个婴儿 No. No,that doesn't work for me. He's a baby.
他只是个婴儿 He's a baby.
阿什莉 Ashley.
阿什莉 看着我 Ashley,look at me.
我会去做那个手术 I will be performing the operation,
我注意力全在你儿子身上 and my focus will be your son.
这是我唯一在乎的 懂吗 That is all I care about,okay? That's it.
-你在手术日突然跟我说这个 -什么 -You spring this on me the day of surgery? -What?
这个直播 This circus?
罗斯说这是你的主意 Ross said that this came from you.
这家医院每个人都要求观看手术 Everyone in the hospital's been asking to watch the procedure.
我收到加州大学洛杉矶分校和贝勒大学的邮件 I got e-mails from U.C.L.A. and Baylor.
他们想直播 They wanted a stream.
我觉得不能每个人都去看你的手术 And I felt none of that should be on your plate,
所以我做了些行政决策 so I made some executive decisions.
任何反对意见尽请提出 I'm happy to have you Veto any of them.
那是 全部反对 Yeah,like all of 'em.
若这是杨医生想要的 那就不录像 If that's what Dr. Yang wants, consider it done.
罗斯 等等 Ross,hang on.
这是教学医院 This is a teaching hospital.
我们需要创造条件 We need to create conditions
让更多人能够学东西 where more people can learn from what you're doing.
现场直播吗 出了差错怎么办 Live streaming? What if something goes wrong?
即使出了问题 Even if something goes wrong,
你的工作至关重要 大家都看得到 you're doing important work, and people should see that.
我得走了 I need take this one.
克里斯蒂娜 Cristina?
好吧 Fine.
好了 我们今天从小动作开始 Okay,now we're gonna start small today.
扭动你的手指 Just wiggle your fingers.
好的 Got it.
让我来 Let me do it.
就动一根指头怎么样 Yeah,okay. How about just one finger?
就一根吗 Now just a finger?
哪一个 Which one?
随便你 Your choice.
保持清洁 Keep it clean,though.
尽量放松 And just try to relax.
我非常放松 约翰 I'm pretty relaxed,John.
我不影响你 Not gonna distract you.
我去吃点东西 I'm just gonna go grab a bite.
你想要什么吗 Do you want anything?
我想要动这该死的手指 I wanna move this stupid finger.
你可以的 You can do it.
再试一次 Try again?
慢慢来 Whenever you're ready.
该死 Damn it!
你几周前就装了传感器 You put the sensors in weeks ago.
那该死的东西一次都没动过 I haven't moved the damn thing once.
你会的 You will.
集中注意扭动手指 Just focus on wiggling the fingers.
从这弯曲... Okay? Just bend it from here...
你跟我说话我无法集中注意 I can't focus on anything with you talking at me.
给他挂个输液瓶 打两毫升安定剂 Okay,hang a banana bag and give him 2 of ativan.
我曾给他治疗过 I've treated him before.
他是海洛因成瘾者 He's a heroin addict.
好吧 先做毒理检验 Okay,let's,uh, start a tox screen
先用美沙酮 and start him on methadone.
不 No.
不用美沙酮 No methadone.
美沙酮能帮你戒毒 The methadone will help you detox.
我几个月没用了 I haven't used in months.
我必须完全戒毒 也不再用美沙酮 I gotta get totally clean. Off the methadone,too.
我必须这样 I gotta do it.
拜托 Let me do it.
好吧 不用美沙酮 Okay,then. No methadone.
让他住院观察 Let's admit him and watch him.
能把他送去康复机构吗 Can we send him to a rehab facility?
他是...他是阿历克斯的老爸 He's... he's Alex's dad.
有段故事 不愉快的故事 There's history. Like,bad history.
我不管他是谁 I don't care who he is.
对你来说 他是一个做过心脏手术的病人 For you,he is a patient who had heart surgery
不到三个月前 less than three months ago.
你还曾是他的医生 专业点 And you are his doctor, so act like it.
安排他住院 Get him admitted.
亨特医生 Oh,uh,Dr. Hunt?
我做到了 Hey,I did it.
她寸步不离地跟着我两天 Um,I did two days with her following me around
我忍过来了 everywhere I go.
我不再需要帮助了 我状态很好了 I don't need help anymore. I'm doing really well.
你又在扯你的手指了 You're pulling your fingers again.
天 走开 Oh,God. Go away.
听着 我只想能接手术 Uh,look,I-I just wanna be cleared for surgery.
阿尔玛医生 她能接手术吗 Dr. Alma,is she clear for surgery?
不 她不能 No,she's not.
贝利医生 你还不能接手术 Hmm. Dr. Bailey, you're not clear
除非她说你可以了 until she says you're clear.
好吧 Okay,um...
我们得加快速度 因为我还有病人等着安排手术 We need to fast track this because,uh,I have patients trying to schedule surgeries.
所以... So...
你直接告诉我要怎么做 Just... just tell me what hoop I need to jump through
你才能批准我 for you to clear me.
这是急诊室 我大部分时间都在这 And this is the E.R., where I spend most of my time.
是我负责 I kind of run it.
这位是 Ah,hey. Who's this?
这是我姐妹 These are my sisters.
你好 Hi.
你好 我是亚利桑那 罗伯森 这是... Hi,I'm Arizona Robbins. It's...
亚利桑那 Arizona!
我好像认识你 I feel like I know you.
艾普丽尔跟我们说了你所有的事 April told us everything about you.
你会去送礼会吗 Are you gonna make it to the shower?
我们的送礼会办得可棒了 We throw the best showers.
我会去的 I-I wouldn't miss it.
我家有只断了腿的猫 I have a cat a home who lost a leg.
每当我看他到处跳 Every time I see him hopping around,
我就想 这是真的坚强 I just think, that is real strength.
别说了 Stop talking.
非常高兴认识你们 Well,it was super nice to meet you guys.
送礼会见 And I will see you at the shower.
她走得真性感 She is such a good Walker.
好了 我去换衣服 Okay,um,I'm just gonna get dressed.
-然后我们出去 好吗 -让一让 -And then we'll head out. Okay? -Coming through!
32岁男子 气管刚被划破 32-year-old male. We just lost his airway.
用线接过来 I'm gonna change it over a wire.
五毫升希利和一套穿刺针设备 马上送来 We need a 5 millimeter shiley and a percutaneous trach kit right away.
让他准备转移 Let's get him set up for transfer.
一起来 一 二 三 By my count,one,two,three.
好了 颈部擦碘酒 All right,let's go. Betadine the neck.
他无法呼吸 我就给他接了气管 He couldn't breathe so I trached him.
你给他接了气管 You trached him?
是的 Oh,yeah,he did.
拿出他的童子小军刀 Took out his little boy scout knife
在喉咙处水平切开 and sliced a wide and horizontal incision
一道口子 然后留下的伤口... into his throat,way lower than it needed to be...
就是这次手术需要处理的 All things I'm gonna need to fix in surgery.
准备好了吗 Ready?
我了个去... Mother of...
-好恶心 -你们不能在这 -Sick. -You guys cannot be in here.
该死 转移去手术室收拾你的烂摊子 Damn it. All right,let the O.R. know that we gotta come up there and fix your mess.
我必须那么做 你凑近点看就看得到 Hey,I had to do it like that. And when you take a closer look,you're gonna see that.
现在最重要的是 It doesn't matter right now. What matters is
让他准备好转移 we have to get him ready for transfer.
您能劳驾带我姐妹们出去吗 So can you just take my sisters and go now?
阿历克斯 有件事我得告诉你 Alex,I have to tell you something
-你可能不想听 -那就别说 -that you're not gonna wanna hear. -Well,then don't tell me.
你爸在这 吉米在这 Your dad's here. Jimmy's here.
什么 为什么 What? Why?
他在戒毒 He's going through withdrawal.
把他赶出去 Kick him out.
我不能 I can't.
我能 I can.
阿历克斯... Alex...
起来 Get up.
儿子 Hey,son.
你好吗 How you doin'?
你不能住这 You're not staying here.
我们帮过你一次 We've helped you once.
-这次不会帮你了 -阿历克斯... -We're not helping you with this. -Alex...
儿子 听着... Son,listen...
别这么叫我 Oh,stop calling me that.
我知道你是谁 I know who you are.
我不记得... I didn't remember...
我不管 I don't care.
我不记得 直到我看到你生气 I didn't remember till I saw you pissed off,
看到你站在我面前 till I saw you standing over me.
就像你15岁时 你说你恨不得我死了 Like when you were 15, you said you wished I was dead.
我自那次酒吧事件后就努力变好 I've been trying to get right since the bar.
我依然在努力 I'm still trying.
别在这闹 Not here.
阿历克斯 住手 No,Alex,stop.
我不会帮助一个毁了我生活的人 I'm not gonna help a guy who made my life hell.
你是不会 No,you're not.
但我会 因为他需要帮助 而我是名医生 But I am because he needs help and I'm a doctor.
你可以走了 You can go.
我来吧 真的 没事的 I got this. Really,it's okay.
所以 不是传感器 是编码的问题 So it's not the sensors. Is it the coding?
编码经过了反复测验 Coding's been tested and retested.
那就是贝卡的问题了 So it's Becca.
是贝卡 It's Becca.
听着 她不是最积极的 Look,she is not the most positive person,
我实说 每天都是一场战斗 I mean,every day it's a fight.
但她在努力 But she's trying.
她不是阳光 但她在努力 She's no ray of sunshine, but she's trying.
也可能是我的问题 Uh,maybe it's me.
也许不是贝卡 也许是我没说正确的话鼓励她 Maybe it's not Becca. Maybe I'm just not saying the right thing to get her to do it.
也许你会惊讶地发现 It may surprise you
我缝合得得心应手 to learn that I am quite good at sutures.
我一点也不会惊讶 It wouldn't surprise me in the least.
你若能做五个缝合 What would surprise me is if you were able to do
而不出现神经官能性强迫症我才会惊讶 five of them without engaging in O.C.D. behaviors.
若我可以 你就不跟着我 And if I can,you'll sign off
我就能回去工作吗 so I can go back to work?
说定了 That's the deal.
做五个缝合术 Five sutures.
没了 That's all?
没了 That's all.
游戏开始 Game on.
等等 Uh,just a sec.
现在... 你只能用你右手边的工具 Now... only use the tools to your immediate right.
若你碰了其他任何托盘 就重新开始 If you touch any of the trays, we start over.
若你数了手指 或返针缝合 If you count your fingers, if you double-check a stitch,
或重新排列手术盘中任何工具 if you rearrange any of the instruments on the trays,
都重新开始 we start over.
五个缝合术 你准备好就可以开始了 Five sutures. Whenever you're ready.
不敢相信你当着我姐妹们的面吼了马修 I can't believe you yelled at Matthew in front of my sisters.
现在他们会认为我和个傻子订婚了 Now they're gonna think I'm engaged to a nitwit.
好了 小鸭子 All right,duckie...
别叫我小鸭子 Don't call me duckie!
好吧 Okay.
这是"丑小鸭"的意思 It means "ugly duckling"
因为我那时带着牙套 脸上长满粉刺 because I grew up with braces and pimples,
他们现在还是这样看待我 and they still see me that way.
就像什么都做不对的白痴 It's like idiot incapable of doing anything right.
我他妈的可是外科医生 I'm a freaking trauma surgeon!
他干得不错 He did a great job.
事实上 我会和他做一样的事 Actually,I would've done exactly the same thing.
马修是对的吗 Matthew was right?
对啊 Yep.
你应该去四处宣传一番 You should go spread the word.
你没有和一个傻子订婚 You are not engaged to a nitwit.
你知道吗 这其实很容易解决 You know what, this is actually gonna be a pretty easy fix.
你快走吧 我搞得定的 So why don't you just go ahead and go? I got it.
真的吗 我还希望能在这躲一天呢 Really? I was kinda hopin'that I could hide out here all day.
她们特意过来看你 They came all this way to see you.
你应该去的 You should go.
保持微笑 Smile.
爱德华兹 能停止摆弄相机吗 Edwards,can we stop fiddling with the camera?
我们赶紧开始吧 And let's get started.
控制住近端血管 Getting proximal vascular control.
她说她控制好了近端血管 She said she's getting proximal vascular control.
你在创造医学奇迹 应该大点声 You're changing the face of medicine,you need to be louder.
你知道谁没在说关于创造医学奇迹的事吗 Do you know who doesn't talk about changing the face of medicine?
那些真正做出贡献的人 People who change the face of medicine.
他们只是埋头专心工作 They just do their job.
好了 准备好置放门静脉 Okay,preparing to place the portal vein.
医生... Doctor...
杨医生 贝勒医生也加入我们 Dr. Yang,surgeons at Baylor have joined us.
好吧 现在 Okay,at this point,
我已经将疤痕组织切开 I have dissected the scar tissue
让病人通过旁路分流 and put the patient on bypass.
时间就是一切 Timing is everything.
我们刚刚收到消息 We just received word that the
导管已经通过最后一轮测试 conduit has gone through its final round of tests,
正在被送往手术室的路上 and is on its way to the O.R.
在我们等待的间隙 While we wait,
卡莱夫医生可以给大家简短地介绍病人的病情 Dr. Karev can give a brief patient history.
婴儿九个月大 患有左心室发育不良综合症 9-month-old born with hypoplastic left heart syndrome.
他排斥之前放置的合成导管 He's rejected the synthetic conduit that was previously placed.
这根导管获得了食品药物管理局批准可使用 This conduit was granted by F.D.A. with compassionate use.
这是罗斯医生 This is Dr. Ross.
这是我们用3D打印机打印的导管 And this is the conduit we printed on the 3D printer.
好了 好了 让我们开始植入 All right. Okay,let's commence with the implantation process.
松开门静脉夹钳 Declamping the portal vein.
血液开始流通了 Oh! We have blood flow!
让我们再检查体征 Okay,let's recheck vitals.
血压115/75 Oh,uh,blood pressure's 115 over 75.
血压在下降 Blood pressure's falling.
导管比预期的要小 You know,the conduit is a little smaller than anticipated.
我要剪一个三角形补丁 I'm gonna do a triangular cut with a patch.
打电话给实验室 试着... 做总体测试 Call the lab and try to... Global testing.
打扰一下 Excuse me.
她的手能动了吗 Did she move her hand?
不能 No.
糟糕透了 Oh,that sucks.
是啊 Yes.
这...只是需要花点时间 对吗 Well,it's just... it just takes time,right?
我不知道 I don't know.
开心点 Well,cheer up.
为什么 Why?
我的研究停滞不前 我怎么开心得起来呢 My research just stalled. Why would I cheer up?
我不知道 I don't know.
我不知道 只是这种时候就该说这种话... I don't know, that's just something that people say...
我知道 我知道 I know,I know.
我只是...我们不要再吵下去了 I'm just... Let's not fight.
-凯丽 我... -我应该回去了 -Callie,I... -I should get back.
我们做的初步研究 不管怎样... All of our preliminary research, however...
你看见了吗 Did you see that?
是啊 很紧张 Yeah,that was intense.
你觉得她们会分手吗 Do you think they're gonna break up?
中央静脉压过低 他的体积不够大 C.V.P. is low,he doesn't have enough volume.
好吧 再试一次 打一剂林格氏液 Okay,uh,give another, uh,Bolus of L.R.
你会导致他体液潴留 You're gonna fluid overload him.
导管上粘着的是什么玩意 What's that piece sticking up on the conduit?
接口处有裂缝吗 Is there a gap in the anastomosis?
杨医生 Dr. Yang?
说点什么 Say something.
为了子孙后代 For posterity.
我是梅雷迪斯 格蕾医生 Uh,this is Dr. Meredith Grey.
今天 我们在一只羊体内植入了 Today,we implanted a 3d printed portal vein
采用种子细胞做材料 用3D打印技术制作的门静脉 with seeded cells into a sheep.
现在 她的体征很稳定 Currently,her vitals are stable,
爱德华兹医生会继续通过超声波关注她的情况 and Dr. Edwards will continue to monitor her via ultrasound.
我们的希望在于植入的门静脉 Our hope is that the portal vein
能继续愈合 不会出现狭窄 will continue to heal, without stenosis.
他出现室颤 He's in V-fib.
该死的 开始心肺复苏 Damn it. Starting C.P.R.
-内部桨 -好吧 -Internal paddles. -Okay.
充电到10焦耳 Charge to 10.
把摄像机关了 Turn the camera off.
准备 Clear.
罗斯 把摄像机关了 Ross,get the camera off.
停止拍摄 Stop filming.
我们整夜坐在外面等着抱他 We've sat outside all night long waiting to hold him,
现在你们告诉我们还要等更长时间 and now you're telling us that we have to wait longer?
内森的生命体征仍然不够稳定... Nathan's numbers still aren't stable enough for...
我们不应该让你们说服我们接受这个的 We should've never let you talk us into this.
我们应该采用合成移植 We should've gone with the synthetic graft.
-我们应该听你的话 -现在下论断还为时尚早 -We should've listened to you. -It's still early.
3D导管仍然会获得成功 The conduit could still be a success.
你相信吗 看着我的眼睛告诉我你相信 Do you believe that? Look me in the eye and tell me you believe that.
让我们专注于做我们该做的事吧 Let's focus on what we know.
现在 他正在使用振荡器 Right now, he's on the oscillator
将氧气注入他的肺部 to force oxygen into his lungs,
如果他能保持他的体征稳定 and if he can maintain his sats,
就能让他转用正常的呼吸机 we hope to be able to get him on a normal ventilator.
一步步慢慢来 好吗 one step at a time. Okay?
护士站 Nurses' station.
谢谢你的强烈支持 Thanks for the strong show of support.
抱歉 我... Sorry,I've got...
我有些心烦意乱 I got a lot on my mind.
-阿历克斯... -这几天都在白费功夫 -Alex... -Yeah,it's just been a crap couple of days.
阿历克斯 Alex...
你真认为这个导管能成功吗 Do you really think the conduit's gonna be a success?
我不知道 但愿如此 I don't know. I hope so.
你想再要一个毯子吗 Do you want another blanket?
阿历克斯在哪 Where's Alex?
阿历克斯 过来 Alex,come here!
我在这 Shh. I'm here.
这是谁弄坏的 Who broke this?
他在哪 Where's he at?
吉米 阿历克斯没有回来 Jimmy,Alex isn't coming back.
告诉我你需要什么就好 Just tell me what you need.
海伦 你让那该死的孩子爱干嘛干嘛吧 Helen,you let the damn kid do whatever he wants.
我告诉过他不要碰我的东西 I told him not to play with my stuff.
这下好了 Now look at this!
阿历克斯 看看这个 Where... Alex! Look at this!
吉米 吉米 Jimmy. Jimmy.
我是威尔逊医生 It's Dr. Wilson,
你在戒毒过程中 所以才会出现幻觉 you're detoxing, which causes hallucinations.
天啊 现在不要和我提这破事 Ah,oh,God. Don't start that crap with me right now.
海伦... Helen...
我向上帝发誓 I swear to God.
我... I...
阿历克斯 Alex.
好吧 好吧 Okay. Okay.
好吧 Okay.
好吧 Okay,shh.
罗斯医生 手术顺利吗 Dr. Ross, how's it going?
不要太得意忘形了 Don't be smug.
什么 What?
你赢了 我们输了 我懂的 You won,we lost. I get it.
罗斯医生 你不应该这样对我说话 Dr. Ross,you do not get to talk to me that way.
恭喜你 Congratulations.
罗斯医生 给我回来 Dr. Ross,get back here!
护士站 请稍等 Nurses' station. Please hold.
艾普丽尔在哪 Where's April?
有创伤病人进来 她在手术室 Oh! Um,a trauma came in. She got pulled into surgery.
你懂的 我不知道多久能结束 You know,I don't know how long she'll be.
什么 我们要取消送礼会吗 So,what? We just cancel the shower?
我们已经付了鲜花 食物和香槟的钱 We already paid for the flowers,the food,the champagne.
她今天早上来上班的时候 When she came in this morning to work,
答应我们会准时下班的 she promised she'd be done on time.
我们会答应很多事情 Yeah,we say a lot of things.
听着 这些安排不是我们说了算 Look,we're just not in charge of our schedule.
事情就是这样 This is just how it works.
你们为什么要这样生活 Why do you live this way?
因为我们要挽救生命 Because we save people's lives.
她会在某个时间突然出现 She'll pop in at some point.
不 这是她的送礼会 她不能不出现 No,it's her shower. She can't just pop.
你们可能不得不接受它 You may have to settle for a pop.
完成了 Done.
看见了吗 完成两个 还有三个 See? Two down,three to go.
我以为睡个好觉 I thought that a good night's sleep
会让事情更轻松 was gonna make it easier.
你知道什么会让事情变得轻松 You know what will make it easier.
米兰达 我真不愿意看见你受苦 Miranda,I hate to see you suffer like this.
快吃药吧 Take the medication.
完成了两个 还有三个 Two down,three to go.
好吧 好吧 我们休息五分钟吧 Okay,okay,um,why don't we take a five minute break?
我要去趟洗手间 I'm gonna go visit the ladies' room.
然后... And,um...
留作备案 Just for reference.
别... Oh,come...
我很快回来 I'll be back.
先生 你在这做什么 Sir,what are you doing here?
如果我要回来工作的话 Well,if I was gonna come back to work,
我得练习手术技能 I need to practice my skills.
但这会影响你的恢复 But you are jeopardizing your recovery.
你应该在家休息 而不是... You should be home,not...
坐在沙发上看电视 sitting on the couch, flipping through the channels
是无法帮助我更快地回到手术室工作的 isn't gonna get me back to work in an O.R. any faster.
我的意思是 我坐在那看着一些家庭主妇 I mean,I'm sitting there watching
清扫桌子 社会名流转手卖房子 housewives flip tables and celebs flip houses.
很快 我就会感觉 And pretty soon,it's just like
我的脑细胞慢慢地衰弱死亡 I could feel my brain cells wither and die.
贝利 这些托盘乱七八糟的 Bailey,these trays are a mess.
我不知道 那怎么能找到想要的工具啊 I don't know how you expect to find anything on 'em.
好吧 现在想象一下 Okay,now visualize the ligaments
你的右手食指韧带收缩 in your right index finger contracting.
该死 该死 蠢死了 Stupid,stupid,stupid.
嘿 宝贝 他们这有你爱吃的薯片 Hey,babe. They got those Chips you like.
约翰 别进来 John,leave us alone.
对不起 I'm sorry.
在外面等着 Just wait outside,
我好了 就叫你 and I'll call you when I'm done.
快走 Just go.
天哪 My God.
你看见了吗 Did you see that?
我只是一直训斥他 I just keep snapping at him.
很快 我们都不看彼此了 And pretty soon,we can't even look at each other.
太可怕了 It's awful.
我太可怕 I'm awful.
因为... Because...
他一切都是为了我 He does everything for me.
我开始做这件事 是因为我第一次 And I started this because I wanted to do something
想为他做点事情 for him for once.
似乎 这事我可以做到 And it seemed like something I could do.
我只想...该死 就一件事 I just wanted to do...One damn thing.
我却做不到 And I can't.
我完蛋了 I'm done.
我再也不能这样了 I can't do this anymore.
好吧 我们休息一下 Okay. Let's take a break.
不 你没听我说 No,you're not hearing me.
我再也不想做这个了 I don't wanna do this anymore.
我做不到 I can't.
我讨厌这样 I hate this.
把这个垃圾从我脑子里拿出去 Take this crap out of my head.
你想安排手术 把它们取出去吗 Do you wanna schedule surgery to have them taken out?
托丽斯医生 我们还没说到那里呢 Dr. Torres, we are not there yet.
要是她不想继续... Well,if she doesn't wanna keep...
托丽斯医生 我能跟你谈谈吗 Dr. Torres, may I talk with you?
好的 Yeah.
失陪了 Excuse us.
不 不 不 No,no,no,
不要 不要 no,no,no! No.
她死了 血压下降 死了 She distended. She dropped pressure and flatlined.
她去世20分钟了 爱德华兹医生 She's been down for 20 minutes,Dr. Edwards.
都结束了 It's over.
对不起 小姑娘 So sorry,little girl.
我们尽力了 We tried.
爱德华兹 你知道 Edwards,do you know
人类在月球上行走之前 how many dogs the Russians sent into space
俄罗斯人把多少狗进入了太空吗 before a man walked on the moon?
那些可怜的小狗 Those poor puppies.
爱德华兹 我们要做尸检 Edwards,we are going to do a necropsy,
我们会发现哪里出了问题 and we are going to find out what went wrong.
然后我们再尝试 我们会再次失败 And then we'll try again, and we'll fail again,
因为事情就是这样进展的 because that's what progress looks like.
进展的时候 羊都死了 Progress looks like a dead sheep.
不 进展貌似就是一次次的失败 No,progress looks like a bunch of failures.
你会有所感触 And you're gonna have feelings about that
因为这确实令人悲伤 可是你不能崩溃 because it's sad, but you can't fall apart.
然后总有一天 我们会成功的 And then one day, we will succeed,
我们会挽救一个人的性命 and we will save a person's life.
然后我们会漫步在月球上 And we will walk on the moon.
打个比方 Figuratively,anyway.
你要加入吗 Are you with me?
当然 Yeah.
她不喜欢在这里 She hates being here.
她天天来 她在努力 She shows up every day. She is trying.
不 我不能再斗下去了 每天... No,I can't fight anymore. Every day...
每天都像打仗 我的全部世界就是打仗 Every day is a fight. My whole world is a fight.
在家里 我跟亚利桑那打仗 然后我来这里 跟贝卡打仗 At home,I fight with Arizona,and then I come here and fight with Becca,
现在 我又跟你打仗 and now I'm fighting with you.
我们只是还没想出办法来... Well,we just haven't figured it out yet...
怎么能让她做此事 所以我们有挫败感 她也一样 How to get her to do it. So we're frustrated,and she's frustrated.
我希望这水是瓶杜松子酒 Is it wrong that I wish
有什么不对吗 that water were a bottle of gin?
那是给我的 还是... Is that gonna be for me or...
我们需要跟贝卡谈谈 We need to talk to Becca.
你们俩努力解决问题 真是太棒了 It is so great that you two are trying to work things out.
对孩子们来说 就那更好了 It is so much better for the kids.
小鸭子不知道此事 可是我丈夫曾有过婚外恋 Duckie doesn't know this, but my husband had an affair.
那真是... Oh,that's...
我们有三个儿子 所以我们没分开 We have,uh,three boys, so we stayed together.
你们去参加治疗了吗 Wow,so,did you go to therapy?
因为我们连那事 都没法达成一致 Because we can't even agree on that.
没有 Oh,no. Mnh-mnh.
我们感觉 没有必要说个没完 We didn't feel the need to talk it to death.
我们只是集中精力 一步一步向前 We just focused on moving forward,
然后遗忘过去 -putting it in the past. -Oh.
希望将来事情能变得好些 Hoping things would get better one day.
那么 有效吗 So,well,did that work?
这个嘛...我们还在努力 Well... we are still getting through it.
我们重新回到第二个 And we're back to two.
我们试试开始第三个 Let's try for a third.
不 不 这是第七个了 No,no,this is the seventh.
这之前的两个 你又搓手指了 Two stitches ago, you tugged on your fingers.
在那之前 你在摆正托盘里的一个工具 Two before that,you straightened an instrument on the tray.
我不能...我不能一直这样 Look,I can't... I can't keep doing this.
我不能... I can't...
我知道 I know.
那么你真的需要考虑 Then you really need to consider
服用那种药物了 taking the medication.
好吧 不要 我才不要吃那个该死的药丸呢 Okay,no,I'm not taking the damn pills!
贝利 我要去凯普娜的送礼会 Bailey,I was gonna head up to Kepner's shower
偷点吃的 跟我来 to steal some food. Come with me.
你只是需要休息一下 You just need a break.
我需要... N-N... I need...
重新开始做手术 To get back into surgery.
我听说 内森进展不太好 I heard Nathan's not doing so well.
对不起 I'm sorry.
是 我在看看是否有后备计划可以尝试 Yeah,I'm trying to figure out if there's a plan "B" we can try.
可我甚至都不知道 他是否能... But I don't even know if he's gonna...
我听说 你的羊不错 恭喜 I heard your sheep did great. Congrats.
多谢 其实呢 那只羊死了 Thanks. Actually, the sheep died.
对不起 Oh,sorry.
你需要那台打印机吗 Did you need the printer?
是啊 可要是你更需要... Yeah,but if you need it more...
不 我弄完这个 然后你就用吧 No,I'll finish this up, and then it's all yours.
那我可以问你个问题 So can I ask you a question,
关于罗斯 um,about Ross?
好啊 他怎么了 Yeah,what about him?
他好像不太一样了 He seems different.
你注意到了吗 Do you notice that?
不 没有 Well,no,not really.
他跟刚来的时候 不太一样了 Well,he's not the same guy he was when he started here.
他不再是那个给我接生的人了 He's not the guy who delivered my baby.
没错 我们跟做实习生的时候 也不一样了 Yeah,well,we're not the same as when we were interns either.
我理解 Well,I understand that.
可他现在很有攻击性 而且很卑鄙 But he is aggressive and mean.
我不知道 I don't know,I mean,
他很多时间 都是跟你在一起的 he spends a lot of time on your service.
你觉得 他想变得像你一样吗 Do you think he's trying to be like you?
或者...你注意到了吗 Or... do you notice that?
对不起 I'm sorry.
你是说 他变得卑鄙 是我教的吗 Are you saying I taught him to be mean?
-他从我身上就学到了这个 -不是 -That's what he's learned from me? -No
因为对于外科医生来说 有点棱角 Because a little edge is not the worst thing
-未必是坏事 -我理解 -for a surgeon. -I understand that.
而且我不卑鄙 And I am not mean.
我很有效率 I am effective.
你的意思是 我不是这样吗 Are you implying that I'm not?
不 你刚才那意思 说我毁了一个住院医师 Well,no,you just said I ruined a resident.
不 我不是那个意思 No,that is not what I said.
我说 罗斯有点不太对劲 I said something is off about Ross.
也许他厌倦了人们 Well,maybe he got tired of people thinking
总觉得他软弱 he was soft around the edges.
也许他现在集中精力做医生 Maybe his focus is being a doctor,
而不是空中小姐 and not a flight attendant.
我的任务就是磨练他的手术技能 And my job is his surgical skill,
而不是他的性格 not his personality.
跟我说说 罗斯 什么情况 Talk to me,Ross. What's going on?
内森 氧气指数很稳定 所以... Nathan's o-2 sats are stable,so...
罗斯医生说 这是个好兆头 Dr. Ross says that's a good sign.
非常好的兆头 It's an excellent sign.
他可以撤掉振荡器了 He can come off the oscillator.
管用了吗 It's working?
我想是这样的 I think so.
太棒了 Yes!
海伦 Helen!
-吉米 -你的车钥匙呢 -Jimmy. -Where are the car keys?
你没接到阿历克斯 You didn't get Alex.
吉米 没事的 我们就送你... Jimmy,it's all right. Let's just take you...
他...他还在外面等着 He's... he's still out there waiting.
你说过 你会接他的 我回家 You said you'd get him. I come home,
你就坐在卧室地板上 you're just sitting on the bedroom floor!
艾利克斯没事 吉米 Alex is all right, Jimmy. Li...
现在天都黑了 他去哪里都可能 It's after dark! He could be anywhere!
-你这个愚蠢的... -放开她 -You stupid... -Leave her alone
快走开 Get out of here!
快走 Go!
她应该去接你的 我怕你... She was supposed to get you. I was afraid you...
闭嘴 Just shut up!
阿历克斯 求你 别这样 Alex,please! Alex,don't!
去睡觉 Go sleep it off!
别这样 Come on.
去睡会儿 Go get some sleep.
你没事吧 You okay?
是的 Yeah.
对不起 I'm sorry.
你为什么要道歉 他是个瘾君子 Why are you sorry? He's a junkie.
她当时发疯了 She was crazy.
我六岁开始 就跟他们搅和不清了 I started running interference for them when I was 6.
就像骑自行车 It's like riding a bike.
我只是要求 再来一次 I'm just asking for one more time.
最后一次 我发誓 Last time,I swear.
如果你想走 我们可以... If you wanna go,we can just...
约翰 别说话 John,hush.
好吧 你想浪费时间吗 Fine,you wanna waste your time?
我不在乎 I don't care.
好吧 我在外面 All right. I'll be outside.
其实 约翰 我们需要你在这里 Actually,John, we need you here.
你站在这里 好吗 You're gonna stand right here,okay?
好的 Okay.
你口渴了 When you're thirsty,
你不需要动一根手指 you don't think about moving your fingers,
或者去拿水杯 or grasping the cup.
你就有水喝 You just get a drink,
其他的也算是这样 and the rest follows.
贝卡 我想让你看看约翰 Becca,I want you to look at John.
嗨 Hi.
我什么时候要动手 When do I move the hand?
不要 You don't.
看着约翰 Just look at John.
想想你要对他说什么 Think about what you want to say to him.
你不必说出口 You don't have to say it.
只要心里想就可以 Just think about it.
刚刚是不是... Did it just...
看着约翰 Look at John.
你想对他说什么 What do you want to say to him?
贝卡... Becca...
贝卡 你触摸我了 Becca,you touched me.
我以为你永远都不会碰我了 I never thought you'd do that again.
我也以为 Me neither.
我很抱歉 Oh,I'm sorry.
你会喜欢这个的 Oh! You are gonna love that thing.
我一直使用这个 I use mine all the time.
很好 Great!
是沙拉搅拌机 It's a salad spinner.
我不清楚这是做什么的 I don't know what it does.
商场的售货员推荐的 But the guy at the store recommended it and...
-收据在后面 -谢谢 梅 -The receipt is on the back. -Thank you,Mer.
又一个蝴蝶结 Ooh,another bow.
谁制作的丝带 Who's making the ribbon bouquet?
彩排时 她就可以佩戴了 So she can carry it at the rehearsal.
太有意思了 Super fun.
我们迟到了 Ooh,we are late.
你觉得她会注意到我们迟到吗 Do you think she noticed that we're late?
我觉得她甚至不知道 我们获得邀请了 I don't even think she knows we're invited.
我们错过了什么 What did we miss?
压蒜器 咖啡机 Um,garlic press,coffee maker,
一盘美味的蒜末烤面包 and a delicious tray of bruschetta.
太漂亮了 Oh,beautiful!
你看到她收到什么了吗 Did you even see what she got?
这并不重要 It doesn't matter,
只要你说点动听的 as long as you say something nice.
尝尝乳蛋饼 You gotta try the quiche.
很棒 Lovely!
我喜欢 Love it.
太棒了 Fantastic!
知道吗 这是你姐姐们送的 Okay,um,you know what? This one is from your sisters.
不 不是那个 Oh,no,not that one.
这个先不拆 小鸭子 私下里拆开 We wanted to save that one,duckie,to open in private.
天啊 你们 你... 你们真的记得啊 Oh,my God. You guys,you... you actually remembered?
你们还记得 You remembered
我多么想戴上妈妈的头纱 how much I wanna wear mom's veil?
不 我们不... No,we didn't...
拿着 艾莉丝 Grab it,Alice!
我想了 等下 I'm trying,stop!
这不是妈妈的头纱 Oh. This isn't mom's veil.
真可爱 Adorable!
太喜人了 Delightful!
不是的 It's not.
很抱歉 We are sorry.
应该稍后给你 That was supposed to be for later.
既然你已经拆开了 But since you've opened it...
大惊喜 Surprise!
这是你的洞房夜 你和马修... It's for your wedding night,for when you and Matthew...
天啊 Oh,God.
不要太尴尬 There's no reason to be embarrassed.
我们都经历过第一次 对吧 女士们 We all had our first times,too,right,ladies?
我们想送你女士内衣和一些提示 We wanted to give you the lingerie and some tips.
对了 镶嵌珍珠的那面是前面... The pearls,by the way,are for the inside...
打住 别说了 Stop. Just stop talking.
-我... -但马修是你第一个真实的男友 -I... -But Matthew is your first real boyfriend.
-我们想帮忙 -不必了 -We're trying to help. -Please,don't.
他很配你 And he's a great catch.
你和男人没有良好的交往记录 And you don't have the best track record with men.
不对 她根本就没接触过男人 No,she doesn't have any track record.
我了解你有男友了 我心想 When I found out you had a boyfriend,I was like,
"不要操之过急" "Don't make any sudden movements."
天啊 不要这样说了 Oh,my God,stop talking to me
-似乎没人男人发现过我的性感 -小鸭子 -like no man has ever found me sexy. -Duckie...
不要再叫我小鸭子了 And stop... calling me... duckie!
我不再是小鸭子了 I'm not duckie anymore.
几年前 我就不长粉刺了 My acne cleared up years ago.
上大学时 我就不穿背带裤了 I got rid of my braces in college.
我戴隐形眼镜 我会化妆 I-I wear contacts. I use makeup.
我花了数年时间做物理疗法 I did years of physical therapy to correct
纠正了内八字脚 或许你们没注意到 my pigeon toes,and in case you haven't noticed,
我知道如何打理头发 I've learned how to condition my hair.
我不是你们的... I'm not your...
无助的 丑陋的小妹妹了 Hopeless,ugly little sister anymore.
我不是丑小鸭了 I am not an ugly duckling.
我是天鹅 I'm a swan.
还是外科医生 了不起的外科医生 And a surgeon... A freaking kick ass surgeon...
对了 我有过性经历 who,by the way,has had sex before.
天啊 Oh,my.
爸爸知道吗 Does daddy know?
这样吧 You know what?
不要你们做伴娘了 You're fired as my bridesmaids,
你们三人都不用了 all three of you.
在我的婚礼上 I don't want a single one
我不需要你们支持我 of you standing up for me at my wedding.
亲爱的 别说傻话 不能缺少伴娘 Honey,don't be silly. You have to have bridesmaids.
我就这么决定了 And I will.
现在 这些是我的亲人了 These are my people now.
对吧 Right?
对 Right.
对的 Yes.
这些是我的伴娘 These are my bridesmaids.
好的 好耶 Yeah. Yeah. Yay!
你该给我道歉 You owe me an apology.
艾普丽尔说 你会按我说的做 April said you would've done exactly what I did.
是啊 我是这么告诉艾普丽尔的 Yeah. Yeah,I told April that.
但事实上 But the truth is
那个病人被你搞砸了 that you messed up this guy's neck,
我昨天花了八小时才弥补好 and I spent eight hours fixing it yesterday.
你该说"谢谢"吧 So how 'bout "Thank you"?
你该等等你旁边的外科医生 如何 How 'bout you should've waited one second for the surgeon standing right next you?
什么情况 I mean,what was that?
似乎你要做大人物 是吗 You felt like you had to be the big man out there?
我是说 你感觉到我对你的威胁或者... I mean,you feel threatened by me or...
不是的 我没有感觉到被你威胁 No,I don't feel threatened by you.
我想挽救这人的生命 I was trying to save the guy's life.
很好 我也一样 Great. So was I.
好了 我对你没有意见 Okay,I don't have a problem with you.
我对你也没有意见 哥们 I-I don't have a problem with you either,man.
希望在婚礼上能见到你 Hope to see you at the wedding.
好的 其实 我不清楚 Yeah,I,uh,actually don't know
我能否参加 if I'm gonna be able to make it.
如果你能去 那对艾普丽尔很重要的 Well,I know it would mean a lot to April if you could.
既然我们之间没什么了 Since we're good,
你一定要来 you should definitely come.
我出事之前 你称我是酒鬼 Before my accident,you called me a drunk.
我很抱歉 I am so sorry.
从那以后 There has not been a day since
-我时刻都在自责 -你说得对 -that I haven't regretted... -You're right.
我是酒鬼 I am a drunk.
先生 Sir...
我酗酒 I'm an alcoholic,
因此 我来这里而没有回家 which is why I'm here now instead of home.
家里很冷清 很孤单 It's boring there,and lonely.
当我感到乏味 孤单 And when I'm bored and lonely,
我就喝酒解愁 I wanna have a drink.
我开心的时候 也想喝一杯 Hell,I wanted to have a drink when I'm happy,too.
我总惦记喝酒 I always want a drink,
因为我有病 because I have a disease,
而且无法治愈 and it can't be cured.
但那可以调整 But it can be managed.
我一个人做不来 But I can't do it by myself.
我需要帮助 I need help.
承认你有病 贝利 Accept that you have a disease,Bailey.
接受帮助 Accept help.
我们都会支持你 We're all here for you
只要你准备好开始治疗 when you're ready to get started.
有时候 迈出第一步 Sometimes,the key to making progress
是获得成功的关键 is to recognize how to take that very first step.
随后 你就开始新的征程了 Then you start your journey.
这可不是我说的 That is not what I said,at all.
不是你说的 Yeah,well,it's not what you said.
但你语气 你腔调就... It's how you said it. That tone that you...
好 我们要为了为何吵架而吵架吗 Oh,okay,so now we're gonna fight about how we fight?
这... 我讨厌这个 This is... I am sick of this!
我是说 我们每次谈起这个... 就会转变成... I mean,every time we talk it... it turns into this... this...
抱歉 你觉得我就不厌恶这个吗 凯丽 Okay,I'm sorry,do you think that I'm not sick of it,Callie?
因为我说的每一句话都惹你生气 'Cause everything I say seems to piss you off!
好比这一切 我不清楚是否... Like everything's loaded and I don't know if it's...
或许交谈就是引起麻烦的主因 I think talking may be the problem.
或许我们不该谈那么多 Maybe we shouldn't... Talk as much.
你持有乐观的心态 You hope for the best.
坚持不懈 And you stick with it,
日复一日 day in,day out.
即使你累了 Even if you're tired,
即使你想走开 你也不走开 even if you wanna walk away,you don't.
因为你是开拓者 Because you are a pioneer.
阿历克斯 亚伦 快上车 Alex,Aaron,get your asses in the car...
趁我没发脾气修理你们 Before I give you something to cry about.
但从没有人说过 But nobody ever said
那是易事 it'd be easy.
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