縱使細微如蝴蝶之鼓翼 也能造成千里外之颶 ——混沌理論
如果…任何人找到這封信 那就意味著我的計劃不起作用 'If anyone finds this, it means that my plan didn't work ...
並且我已經死了 ... and I'm already dead.
- 埃文？ - 應該在這裏！ - Evan? - I think he's in here.
如果我能以某種方式…回到… If I can somehow go back to the beginning ...
所有這一切的…開端 也許我就能… ... of all of this, I might be able ... - Evan!
挽救她 ... to save her.'
埃文 Evan!
《蝴 蝶 效 應》
「十三年前」
埃文 Evan!
我們又要遲到了 We're gonna be late again.
什麼時候開始介意準時上學？ When did you ever care about getting to school on time?
家長日要佈置教室 We're putting up pictures for parents' night.
別擔心 我們還有很多時間 Don't worry, you'll have plenty of time.
爸爸會來嗎？ Is Dad gonna come?
你知道答案是什麼 You know the answer to that.
他就來一天都不行嗎？ Can't he just come out for one day?
你已經問過無數次了 We've been over this 100 times.
這對他來說太危險了 It's too dangerous for him.
可是 蘭尼說他爸爸會來 But Lenny said his dad's coming,
湯米和凱麗的爸爸也會來 and Tommy and Kayleigh's dad ...
好了 我知道了 Okay, I get the point.
我去也不錯呀 是吧？ But I'm not so bad, am I?
是的 No.
好了 祝你一天愉快 Okay, have a great day.
放學我來接你 走吧 I love you. I'll pick you up later. Gotta go.
再見！ Bye.
再見！ Bye!
泰瑞博夫人 我得跟你談談 Mrs. Treborn, I need to speak with you.
等今天晚上再談可以嗎？我上班已經遲到了 Can it wait till tonight? I'm late for work and ...
我想你真的需要看看這個 I think you really need to see this.
湯米 別惹蘭尼 Tommy, leave Lenny alone.
別讓我把你送到沃爾特先生的辦公室 Don't make me send you to Mr. Voytek's office.
我本來想送到校長那裏 I was gonna show this to the principal,
我想應該先與你談談 but I thought I should talk to you first.
是什麼？ What is it?
昨天我讓孩子們畫 Yesterday I had all the children make drawings
他們長大了想做什麼 of what they wanted to be when they grew up.
多數孩子畫的是父母的工作 Most of them made drawings of what their parents did.
但... But this ...
我不懂 I don't understand.
是埃文畫的？ Evan did this?
- 能把這個畫給我嗎？- 當然 - Can I keep this drawing? - Oh, of course.
嗯 還有一件事 泰瑞博夫人 Um, there is one more thing, Mrs. Treborn,
- 提起來就不舒服 - 什麼事？ - I feel bad even mentioning. - What?
當我問埃文他的畫時 When I asked Evan about the drawing,
他根本就不記得了 well, he couldn't remember doing it.
我不想去？ I don't wanna go.
我不喜歡這個地方 媽媽 I don't like this place, Mum.
恐怖兮兮的 I think it's creepy.
我答應不再畫不好的畫了 I promise I won't make any bad pictures.
沒有事的 You're gonna be fine, okay?
他就是想做一些測試 僅此而已 He just wants to do a couple tests, that's all.
你會喜歡他的 - Oh. - You'll like him.
做得很好 That's good. You're doing great.
告訴我他沒有遺傳他父親的毛病吧 Just tell me he hasn't inherited his father's illness.
我確信檢驗結果出來時會是陰性 I'm sure the test results will come back negative.
但是你可以做一些其它事情監控他的記憶 But there's something else you can do to monitor his memory.
- 什麼事都行 - 寫日記 - Anything. - A journal.
讓他寫下他做過的所有事情 Just have him write down everything that he does.
- 這會有什麼作用？- 這樣可以刺激他的記憶力 - And what will that do? - It could help jog his memory.
看看第二天他記不記得新東西 See if he remembers anything new the next day.
檢驗結果幾天後出來 These test results will come back in a few days
- 我們會幫你取回來 - 好吧 - and we'll take it from there. - Okay.
今天媽媽會帶我去與凱麗和湯米玩 'Today Mummy is taking me to play with Kayleigh and Tommy.
我會見到他們的爸爸 看看一個真正的爸爸 到底是什麼樣的 I will meet their father and see what a real dad is like.'
太好了 一會兒見 Great, see you soon.
埃文 Evan ...
你拿那把刀幹什麼？ Evan, what are you doing with that knife?
發生什麼了？ What happened?
親愛的 Honey ...
你拿那把刀幹什麼？ what were you doing with that knife?
我不記得了 I don't remember.
- 你好 安德烈 - 喬治 - Hey, Andrea. - George.
你好 小朋友 Hello, little man.
小心走路 Watch your step.
謝謝你 喬治 Thanks, George.
- 沒什麼 - 這是我醫院的電話號碼 - Not a problem. - Here's my work number
如果有什麼問題 你知道的 in case there are any problems.
請多照顧他 因為... And please keep an eye on him 'cause ...
開玩笑 What, are you kidding?
我們今天會玩得非常開心 是不是 小運動健將？ We're going to have a great time today, right, sport?
好吧 乖孩子 Okay, be good, kiddo.
我愛你 I love you.
- 拜 - 再見 喬治 - Bye-bye. - Bye, George.
直走 繼續 馬上到後院去 Go long. Go on. Right in the backyard.
接著 Here it comes.
埃文 你猜怎麼回事？爸爸買了新攝像機 Evan, Evan, guess what? Dad got a new video camera
我們要拍電影 and we're all going to be in a movie.
是的 埃文 That's right, Evan.
你可以當明星 And you get to be the star.
我才是明星 I thought I was the star.
嗨 我怎麼跟你說的？ Hey, what did I tell you?
現在 埃文 Now, Evan ...
你得先答應 You have to promise
打死也不說出去 your bestest, super-duper promise
這是我們的小秘密 that this will be our little secret.
- 你做得到嗎？ - 嗯 - You think you can do that? - Um-hmm.
我… I'm r ...
這是哪裏？ Where am I?
我們這是要幹嘛？ Where did we all go?
安靜 孩子 站著別動 Calm down, kid, stand still.
剛剛還在別的地方 I was just somewhere else.
怎麼來到這裏的？ How did I get here?
不要裝白癡 否則我要給你媽媽打電話 Quit acting like some damn retard, or I'll call your mother
告訴她你調皮搗蛋得不得了 and tell her what a naughty little shit you've been.
凱麗 Kayleigh ...
怎麼了？ what happened?
好消息是 結果是陰性 The good news is the results are negative.
沒有任何機能障礙、 I found no evidence of lesions,
顱腔出血以及腫瘤的跡象 haemorrhaging, tumours.
一定可以查出原因的 But you must have something you can go on.
按我的猜想 失憶和精神壓力有關 If I was to guess, I'd say the blackouts are stress related.
可他才七歲啊 But he's seven years old.
七歲的孩子會有什麼精神壓力啊？ What kind of stress can a seven-year-old have?
很多 比如說 Plenty. Maybe he has severe coping problems
沒有父親也會造成他有這種問題 about not having a father.
你說上次失憶時是 You said the last time the blackouts occurred
跟朋友的爸爸在一起 he was visiting his friend's dad.
他一直催我要見父親 Well, he has been pushing me to meet his father
- 我卻一直拖著 - 值得一試 - and I've been putting it off. - It's worth a shot, Andrea.
我們可以安排一個限制性的會見 We can arrange a controlled meeting.
給詹森適量的鎮靜劑 多派一些保安 A careful dose of sedatives for Jason, some security,
跟埃文短暫地會見 Evan comes in for a quick visit,
幸許埃文思念父親的情節 and with a little luck,
也會隨之消失 no more missing father complex.
四月十五號 'April 15th.
今天要見爸爸啦 Today I get to meet my father.
他叫詹森 他是個瘋子 His name is Jason and he's crazy.
我希望他能讓我管他叫爸爸 I hope he lets me call him Dad.'
「桑尼威爾協會」「精神病院」
我爸爸住在這裏嗎？ You mean Dad lives here?
他不在我們現在所在的這一棟 Not in this wing, actually, no.
如果你見他有點困 Now if your dad seems a little sleepy,
那是因為吃了藥 知道嗎？ it's because of the medicine, okay?
知道了 Okay.
稍等一會兒就來了 It'll just be a moment, okay?
沒事的 我不會咬你 It's okay. I won't bite.
你看過我的照片嗎？ You've seen pictures of me, right?
媽媽說我笑起來像你 Uh-huh. Mum says I have your smile
頭髮也是 and your hair.
我要殺了你 Nooo!
他必須死 這是唯一的辦法 He has to die! It's the only way!
詹森 住手 不 Jason, stop!
不！ No!
沒事了 沒事了 沒有事了 It's gonna be okay. It's gonna be alright.
他傷的很重 拿個單架來 He's hurt bad. Get a stretcher.
- 把他拖出去 - 真對不起 - Come on, let's get him out of here. - I'm so sorry.
在生生不息、 In sure and certain hope
永恆重生的生命中 of the resurrection to eternal life,
吾等將詹森兄弟交予萬能的上帝 we commend to almighty God, our brother Jason.
願主賜福並接納他 The Lord bless him and keep him,
願主的光芒照耀著他 the Lord make his face to shine upon him,
願主的寬厚仁慈澤被於他 and be gracious unto him
願主賜予他永恆的安息 阿門 and give him peace. Amen.
「六年之後」
哪去了？它一定在這附近 Come on, where is it? Damn, I know it's down here somewhere.
湯米 煩死了 Tommy, I'm bored shitless over here. What's up already?
是啊 你到底在找什麼呀？ Yeah, what are you looking for, anyway?
閉嘴 笨蛋 Shut up, lard arse. And you, hold your fucking horses.
一定就在這附近 You know, it's here somewhere.
我們還是走吧 We should go soon.
如果讓爸爸抓到我們在這裏抽煙 我們就死定了 If dad catches us smoking down here, we're dead.
走吧 So let's go.
爸爸有個雷管在這裏 I knew Dad had a blockbuster down here!
我們去找個東西來炸個過癮 Let's blow the shit out of something.
夥計 看你的了！ Here you go, buddy.
什麼？做夢去吧 What? No freaking way.
- 我可不想碰這種東西 - 你見鬼去吧 - I'm not touching this thing. - The hell you aren't.
要是讓別人幹的話 你這孬種會去告狀的 Any of us does it and you're gonna puss out and nark for sure.
這回不行 你看引信這麼短 Ain't gonna work this time, buddy. Look how small this fuse is.
- 我會被炸死的 - 不見得 - I'll get killed. - Not necessarily.
給你 There you go.
這樣至少多出個兩分鐘 It should buy you two minutes at least.
謝謝！ Gee thanks, friend.
哎 蘭尼 你個笨蛋 只管干吧 Aw, for Christ's sake, Lenny, you moron, just do it.
- 謝謝！- 有種 兄弟 - Thanks. - You got balls, man.
夠慢的了 Shit took you long enough.
搞什麼搞？快點 What the hell? Come on!
埃文 快幫我把他扶起來 Evan, come on. Help me get him up!
埃文 轉回身 幫我扶他起來 Evan, get your arse back here and help me get him up.
怎麼回事？這是哪裏？ What the hell happened? Where are we?
我的天啊 我們都做了些什麼？ Oh my God. What did we do?
埃文 快來幫我一把 Evan, come on. Help me.
天啊 怎麼會這樣呢？ Oh my God, how could we?
- 快點 我們走 - 蘭尼 你怎麼了？ - Come on, let's go! - Shit, Lenny, what happened to you?
他沒事！ He's fine. He's gonna be okay.
過一會兒都會好的 Everything's gonna be fine.
他怎麼了？為啥不說話？ What's wrong with him? Why isn't he speaking?
驚嚇過度 He's in shock, ma'am.
到底怎麼啦？發生了什麼事？ What is it? What happened?
我們在樹林裏生火 We were just in the woods building a fort
蘭尼突然發作 本來好好的 when Lenny freaked out. One minute he was okay,
忽然就一動不動了 是這樣的吧 夥計？ and then he just froze up. Right, guys?
到底發生了什麼？埃文 告訴我真相 What happened, Evan? The truth.
我不知道 我記不得了 I don't know. I don't remember.
一定有事情發生了 一定有什麼事導致這樣的 Something must have happened. Something set him off.
我真的一片空白 I blacked it out.
這回你別想再拿你的失憶矇混過關 Don't try to use your blackouts to get out of this one.
你不是在胡編亂造吧？ You're not making it up?
我不知道 I don't know.
他們晚上一直在觀察他 They're keeping him overnight for observation.
我真不知道該拿他怎麼辦 I just don't know what to do with him.
我能記起的失憶前的最後一件事 'The last thing I remember before the blackout
就是我把手掩在凱麗的耳朵上 was holding my hands over Kayleigh's ears.
我想我關注更多的是她的手 I think I was more focused on her hands on mine
而不是街對面的信箱 than the mailbox across the street.
媽媽以為催眠會讓我想起來 Mum thinks that hypnosis might be a good way to remember.'
什麼啊 Damn it.
「死亡證明」
我爺爺也是瘋子？ My grandfather's a pece too?
來 吸氣 呼氣 Breathe in and breathe out.
放鬆 And relax.
你已經熟睡 You are completely asleep.
放鬆 Relaxed.
我想要你領我回到 I want you to take me to the time
你與蘭尼在樹林裏的時光 you were in the woods with Lenny.
把它想像成一部電影 Think of it like a movie.
你可以暫停 重放 You can pause, rewind,
慢放其中的任何細節 只要你願意 or slow down any details you wish.
你明白嗎？ Understand?
是的 Yes.
你現在在哪裏？ Where are you now?
我站在凱麗旁邊 I'm standing next to Kayleigh.
我的手捂在她的耳朵上 My hands are over her ears.
你在傷害她嗎？ Are you hurting her?
不是 我在保護她 No, I'm protecting her.
很好 Okay.
現在我們繼續 你看到了什麼？ Now let's move forward in time. What do you see?
我看到了一輛車 I see a car.
好的 埃文 告訴我車的情況 Yes, Evan, tell me about the car.
繼續 Go on.
沒有人會傷害你的 Nothing can hurt you.
記住 這只是場電影 你絕對安全 Remember, it's only a movie. You are completely safe.
我不能 I can't ...
汽車一瞬間就消失了 The car vanishes and all of a sudden
然後我就躺在樹林的地上 I'm on the ground in the woods.
汽車並沒有消失 The car doesn't vanish, Evan.
只是你腦中的電影中斷了 僅此而已 The movie in your head is broken, that's all.
告訴我汽車的情況 Now tell me about the car.
我不能 I can't!
它開過來了 It's coming ...
快點 埃文 快點 Fight it, Evan, hurry.
車開過來了 It's coming!
- 噢 我的天啊 - 我數到十你就會醒來 - Oh my God! - On the count of 10,
- 精神煥發 - 你在幹嗎 - you'll wake up feeling refreshed ... - What are you doing?
…記住我們所說的所有話 ...and remembering everything that we talked about.
他怎麼了？停下來 What is happening? Make it stop!
1、你感覺要醒了 2、你的眼睛不覺得這麼沉 One, you're feeling awake. Two, your eyes are not feeling as heavy.
5 6…快點 埃文 快醒來 - Five, six. - Wake up!
9 10…快讓他醒過來 - Come on, Evan, wake up! Nine, 10. - Wake up!
噢 天啊 Oh God.
發生了什麼？ What happened?
這個方法起作用了嗎？ Did it work?
謝謝媽媽 回頭見 Alright, thanks, Mum. See you later.
「《七宗罪》、《阿呆與阿瓜》上映中」
振作點 Wipe that sad-arse look off your face
不要一臉衰樣 before you get us busted.
你看沒看到蘭尼的媽媽看你的眼神？ Did you see the way Evan's mum was looking at you?
對不起 Sorry.
好了 Alright, will someone tell me already
有沒有人告訴我那個信箱到底怎麼啦？ what the hell happened with the mailbox?
不許再提這件該死的事 Don't you ever bring that shit up again.
永遠都不 Not ever!
我們走吧 Let's go.
你沒事吧？ Are you okay?
噢 真狗屎 Holy shit!
看那個肥佬 Look at that fat fuck!
真像蘭尼的媽媽 He's got bigger titties than Lenny's mum.
- 噓！- 閉嘴 老玻璃 - Shhh! - Shut up, faggot.
誰跟你說話了 No one's talking to you.
對不起 凱麗 真不該來看電影 I'm sorry, Kayleigh, this was a bad idea.
你真的一點都不記得發生什麼事了？ You really don't remember anything that happened?
你真幸運 You're so lucky.
所有的事情都會好起來的 Look, everything's gonna be okay.
蘭尼也會好起來的 等著瞧吧 Lenny'll be fine. You'll see.
對不起 Sorry.
不是你的錯 It's not your fault. Mrs. Kagan called Dad
卡甘夫人跟我爸說是我們害了蘭尼 and blamed us for what happened to Lenny.
你爸把你打成這樣？ Your dad did that?
- 就是打得再厲害也不為過 - 說啥呢？ - I deserve a lot worse. - What are you talking about?
他們不配當你爸爸和弟弟 What you deserve is a better father and brother.
他們只會讓你覺得自己一無是處 All they do is make you feel like shit.
你真的一點都不知道你有多漂亮？ You really have no clue how beautiful you are, do you?
你他媽的想幹嘛？ What the fuck are you doing?!
買爆米花啊 你他媽的又想幹嘛？ Buying popcorn. What the fuck are you doing?
- 啊噢 - 真不敢想你會這麼做？ - Whoops. - I can't believe you freaking did that.
- 你一定要那麼討厭嗎？ - 管得著 - He's a little punk. - Why are you being such a dick?
難以置信 你都做了什麼 I can't believe what you just did.
住手 Stop it!
別打他了 Stop hitting him.
你有什麼毛病？ What's wrong with you?
誰能幫幫我們 Somebody, please help us.
好了 小子 滾出去 Alright, that's it, kid. You're out of here.
滾出去 滾出去 Get him away! Get him away!
現在報道另一則新聞 佈雷亞小鎮的寧靜 Now in another story, the peaceful town of Briarville
今天下午 was rocked this afternoon
被一樁可怕的惡性事件打破了 in the wake of a horrible act of vandalism.
上紐約州警察局認為這只是一起 While police officials in upstate New York believe
單純的惡作劇 搞過了頭 this was a simple act of criminal mischief gone awry,
這個悲劇無疑毀壞了這個社區 the tragedy has clearly devastated the community.
這一災難性後果主要是由 Now this was the grisly aftermath of a powerful explosion
不明數量的炸藥引起的爆炸所造成的 believed to have been caused by an unknown quantity of dynamite.
目前警方還沒有發現任何線索、疑犯以及犯罪動機 The police have no leads, no suspects and no motive ...
晚安 Good night.
我們搬家吧 We're moving.
連湯米都在生我的氣 I can't believe Tommy's still pissed at me.
他知道我們要搬家嗎？ He knows I'm moving away, right?
他最近怪怪的 He's been acting real strange lately.
都不正眼看我 He won't even look me in the eyes anymore.
呀 他們來了 Duck, here they come!
你媽媽有沒有說過 蘭尼已經沒事了？ Did your mum say if Lenny was okay?
他肯定好了 他們會放他出來吧？ He must be. I mean, they're letting him out, right?
歡迎回家 Welcome home.
出去透透氣吧 I thought you might like some fresh air for a change.
- 湯米跟你們在一起嗎？- 沒有...太好了 - Is Tommy with you guys? - No. It's cool.
你在那裏面都做了些什麼？ So, what'd you do in there?
太可怕了 睡不著 It was awful. You can't sleep because
所有人整晚都在哭喊尖叫 everybody's screaming all night long.
我再也不想回去了 I never want to go back.
看到沒有？ Do you see that?
看到了 怎麼會有煙呢？ Yeah, what's up with the smoke?
克羅基特（狗名）！ Crockett!
你把我的狗怎麼了？ What are you doing with my dog?!
- 這都是你逼出來的 - 你到底有什麼毛病？ - Look what you made me do! - What the hell's wrong with you?!
凱麗 天啊 醒醒吧 Kayleigh. Oh, God, come on, please wake up.
醒醒吧 快醒醒吧 Wake up, please! Wake up!
為什麼不親她呢 迷人的王子 Why don't you fucking kiss her, Prince Charming?
我暈過去多久了？ How long was I out?
凱麗 怎麼啦？ Kayleigh, what's wrong?
噢 慘了 Oh shit.
「我會回來找你的」
對不起 I'm sorry.
「七年之後」
搞定了 Aced it.
好了 時間到 放下鉛筆 And time. Put your pencils down
離開前把藍本子放到我的桌上 and place your bluebooks on my desk before you leave.
納爾遜先生 你也別寫了 我們都在同一個時區 You too, Mr. Nelson. We're all in the same time-zone, here.
做得怎麼樣 埃文？ So how'd you do, Evan?
不知道 有些名字可能搞混了 I don't know. I might have got some of the stories mixed up.
那個叫狗舔卵蛋的人是巴夫洛夫吧？ Was it Pavlov that conditioned his dog to lick his nuts?
典型的心理學主修生 自以為是 Typical psych major, a complete wise-arse.
研究課題進展得如何？ And how's your project coming?
還想試圖改變我們這些謙卑的科學家 Are you still planning to change the way we humble scientists
- 對記憶的看法？ - 我還有別的選擇嗎？ - view memory assimilation? - Don't really have a choice.
天哪 真是混球一個 Oh, jeez, it smells like patchouli and arse in here.
阿里特 這是我彬彬有禮的室友 埃文 Cricket, this is my well-mannered roommate, Evan.
知道了 Yeah ...
你就是那個在人類學期末考試時 you're the one that fucked up the bell curve
搞砸別人成績的人 on my anthropology final.
回頭見 桑普爾 - Later, Thumper. - Bye.
再見 Fucking dick.
- 噢 嘴巴真甜 - 給你個內褲 - Wow, sweet girl, man. - I found your shirt, bro'.
噢 你真變態 Oh, you sick fuck.
好了 穿上衣服 帶我出去轉轉 Alright, man, get dressed. You're taking me out.
什麼呀 又想搞一次期中考試又拿A了？ Why, what'd you do, ace another midterm?
不是 No.
比這更好 七年了 沒有失憶過 Better than that, seven years, no blackouts.
真是太好了 走 去慶祝一下 Fuck yeah, bro', let's do this!
來啊 來啊 - Oh, yeah! - Yeah! Come and get it.
輕一點 剛炒過飯 Be gentle with me! Be gentle! I'm postcoital. I'm tender.
她托著底座猛咬操縱桿？ Did she cradle the balls and work the shaft?
漂亮 Nice.
看 那個蠢傢伙 Look at this fucking guy.
來親我的屁股吧 Get the fuck out of my bar.
對了 你們哪個養了一堆蟲子 So, which one of you has the pet worm?
蟲子...一大堆 Worms, plural!
那可太多了 Ah. That's so gross.
找他說吧 他有戀蟲癖 Talk to him about it. He's got the fetish.
注意 實際上這個心理學項目用來 Watch it. It's a psych project actually.
研究記憶喪失的 It's a study on memory loss.
為我所有刺激和興奮找到了解釋 Better explain before all this excitement gives me a heart attack.
賭十塊錢 他能全吃了那些蟲子 10 bucks says he eats it off the floor.
如果我能找出 Well, if I can figure out
低等蟲子的記憶工作方式 how the memories in a simple worm function,
有助於我瞭解 it should help me to understand the complexities ...
人類大腦的複雜性 of the human brain.
讓我打 Let me get this shot.
什麼他媽的怪胎？ - What the fuck, weirdo?! - Fuck this ...
這可不是你玩的遊戲 Well, I guess that's your game.
來吧 你快來 Go, you go.
聞上去像有人在這裏做過愛？ It smells like sex in here.
是啊 桑普爾今天在這兒搞了一整天 Yeah, Thumper had a busy afternoon.
開玩笑吧 他這麼胖！ You're kidding? He's so big.
是的 Yeah.
我猜是超凡魅力的緣故吧 我從來也沒有管他 Well, I guess charisma and eyeliner go a long way.
- 要啤酒嗎？ - 要 - You want a beer? - Yeah.
你這裏有沒有熏香或者香精蠟燭之類的東西？ You got any incense or scented candles or something?
喔 沒有 Whoa, no.
不能看 Let me put this away.
好多傢伙都把A書藏在床下 Most guys usually tuck porn under their bed.
而你卻只有筆記本？ All you've got are comp books?
是的 這些是我的日記 Yeah, they're my journals.
我從七歲就開始寫了 I've been keeping them since I was seven.
真的？ Wow.
念點來聽聽 Read me something.
也許能從中找到一些樂子呢 I ought to be getting something out of this.
這是我想說的 That's all I've got to say.
我們開始 Here we go.
感覺好像我的大腦拒絕相信我親眼見到的一切 'It's like my mind refuses to believe what I'm seeing.'
聽到克羅基特可怖的叫聲… ' ... Hearing Crockett make those awful screams.
光寫下來就讓我渾身顫慄 Just writing about it gives me the shivers.'
繼續念 Come on. Go on.
湯米不知是中了邪還是怎麼了 'It was like Tommy was possessed or something.
他的眼睛裏充滿了仇恨… There was a hate in his eyes that ... '
你沒事吧？ Are you okay?
我在哪裏？ Where am I?
到底發生了什麼？ What the hell's going on?
我打不開啊 I can't get it open!
放下 不然我趁你媽睡覺時割她的喉嚨 Drop it or I'll slit your mother's throat in her sleep.
我抓住湯米了 快救克羅基特 Uhh! I got him, Lenny. Save Crockett!
聽我說 埃文 好好聽著 Listen to me, Evan, and you listen to me good.
世上的女人成千上萬 There's a million other sisters in the world,
為什麼你偏要搞我姐姐 so why'd you have to fuck with mine?
沒事的 只是一場夢 It's okay. It was just a dream.
嗯 不像是一場夢 it didn't feel like a dream.
也許做夢時從不知道那是夢 Maybe because they never do.
那麼 帥哥 你每次約會都會昏倒嗎？ So, Don Juan, you pass out on all your dates?
蘭尼 Lenny ...
嘿 給你一個驚喜 hey, I've got a surprise for you.
猜不到是誰來了 You're never gonna guess who's here.
嗨 是我…埃文 Hey, it's me ... Evan.
你在忙這些…航模？ What are you working on there? A model?
瞧 呃… Look, uh ...
看來你很忙 I can see that you're busy,
所以我長話短說 so I'll try to make this quick.
還記得 呃… Remember, uh ...
在垃圾場的那天？ that day at the junkyard
在我們小的時候？ when we were kids?
我只是希望你能幫我回憶 I was just hoping that you could help me remember.
一些細節... Like, just any details about it or ...
我割不斷那條繩子 I couldn't cut the rope.
是的 很好 that's good. Um ...
還有別的嗎？ anything else?
放下 不然我趁你媽睡覺時割她的喉嚨 'Drop it or I'll slit your mother's throat in her sleep! '
老天啊… Jesus Christ.
它真的發生過 It really happened.
哇喔 Wow, uh ...
哇喔 蘭尼 Wow, Lenny, l ...
再偷看一眼 'Make one peep
我發誓你他媽死定了 and I swear it'll be your last, motherfucker.'
我能記起的失憶前的最後一件事 'The last thing I remember before the blackout
就是我把手掩在凱麗的耳朵上 was holding my hands over Kayleigh's ears.
我想我關注更多的是她的手 I think I was more focused on her hands
而不是街對面的信箱 on mine than on the mailbox...across the street.'
也許火滅了 誰去查一下？ Maybe it went out, should someone check it?
好的蘭尼 你去查吧 Yeah, you do that, Lenny.
再偷看一眼 你他媽死定了 You make one peep and I swear it'll be your last, motherfucker.
操！ Fuck!
這是什麼？ What's this? Huh? What's this?
想要信件嗎？ Want to get the mail?
寶貝你還好嗎？ How's my sweet girl?
得換尿布啦 You need a change, don't you, honey?
想不想打開？ You wanna open it?
想不想... You wanna open it?
- 噢 天啊！ - 糟透了！ - Oh my God! - Holy shit!
跑！ Run!
該死 快走啊 Fuck, Lenny, come on!
蘭尼 快走 Lenny, come on!
快點 蘭尼 我們走 Come on, Lenny, let's go!
寶貝 這是我的指甲耶 No, baby. That's my finger in your arse.
天啊 Christ, man.
求求你啦...太殘忍了 Fuckin' brutal!
什麼？ What the ... ?
喂 喂 是誰啊 - Hello. - Hello. Who is this?
卡甘夫人 我是埃文…泰瑞博 Mrs. Kagan, um, it's Evan ... Treborn.
我希望你知道你把蘭尼害成什麼樣了 I hope you know how much you upset Lenny.
哎呀 真的很抱歉 Yeah, I'm ... look, I'm really sorry about that.
我花了一個多小時幫你擦屁股 It took me over an hour to clean up the mess you made.
能讓蘭尼聽電話嗎？ Can I just talk to Lenny?
別再打過來了 Don't call here.
媽媽 Mum.
我只是情不自禁 我真為你驕傲 I can't help it. I'm just so proud of you.
爸爸... Hey, did ... did Dad ...
詹森成績好嗎？ Did Jason get good grades?
他從來不看書 各科都是A Please, he got straight As without ever touching a book.
在這方面 他的記憶力從來不出問題 It was the one area his memory never failed him.
他有沒有說過什麼 Did he ever say that he, like ...
在失憶多年以後 figured out a way to recall his lost memories
找到喚起他的記憶的方法 like years after he blacked them out in the first place?
- 你問這個幹什麼？- 沒有什麼 我只是想 - Why do you ask? - No, I just figured with him being
他那麼聰明 you know, such a brain and all
可能有辦法 it's like, you would think that he would figure out
記起遺忘了的東西 a way to remember stuff that he forgot.
好吧 當他與你一樣大的時候 Well, when he was your age ...
正值開始思考這些問題的年齡 almost exactly your age come to think of it,
他說他找到了一種方法能夠記住他的過去 he said he figured out a way to remember his past.
我分辨不出那是真實的記憶 I couldn't tell if they were real memories
或僅僅是他的想像 or just his imagination.
然後 就在他的病情惡化前... Then, just before it got so bad, he ...
不得不住療養院前 had to be institutionalised,
他說他能… he said he could ...
什麼？ What?
他說他做了什麼？ What ... what did he do?
忘了它吧 Forget it.
什麼都沒有過 他那時已病得很重了 It's nothing. He was far too sick by then.
拜託 媽媽 快告訴我到底怎麼了？ Come on, Mum, what did he say that he could do?
你在說什麼？就像個傻子一樣 What do you say, as a goof?
不 媽媽 告訴我 No, Mum, come on.
蒙蔽自己蠻有趣的 Come on, yourself ... it'll be fun.
好吧 是你主動的 Alright, it's your dime.
把手給我 年輕人 Give me your hand, young man.
這肯定是什麼把戲 - This is supposed to be your trick. - Uh-uh.
- 艾文 - 什麼事？ - Evan! - What?
你原來看過手相嗎？ Have you ever had your palm read before?
沒有 這是第一次 請溫柔一點 No, this is the first time, so be gentle please.
怎麼了？ What?
你沒有生命線 You have no lifeline.
你不屬於這個世界 You don't belong here.
花五塊錢就是為了噴你一臉唾沫 For an extra five bucks she'll spit in your face, Mum.
- 不 真的 他的將來會怎麼樣？ - 他沒有靈魂 - No, really, what's his future? - He has no soul!
你根本就不該來到這個世上 You were never meant to be.
精神打擊 對吧？ Psychic, huh?
你並不感到奇怪吧 This won't come as much of a shock to you.
- 謝謝 - 不用 Thank you.
你什麼時候又開始抽煙了？ When did you start smoking again?
別管我了 埃文 Lay off, Evan.
嗨 Hey?
怎麼了？ What ...
你該不會讓這個老巫婆敗壞一天的興致吧 You're not gonna let that old hag ruin the rest of our time together?
她在胡說八道 跟瘋子一樣 She's nuts, she's a lunatic.
就像在演戲 That's like an act.
- 他們這麼做是為了... - 我知道 - They just do that ... - I know.
她說到了生你的時候 I'm sorry, she just hit a nerve.
為什麼？ Well ... why?
我搞不懂 I don't get it.
在你出生之前 我懷孕過二次 Before you were born, I was pregnant twice,
都流產了 and they were both stillbirths.
你從來沒告訴過我 Why didn't you ever tell me that?
這些都是我不想記得的事 It's not something I like to remember.
當我懷了你的時候 我怕極了 And then when I was pregnant with you,
我必須考慮到最壞的情況 I was terrified. I had to expect the worst.
- 然後呢？ - 然後你的出生很順利 - And? - And you came out fine.
從那個時候開始我總認為你是我的奇跡小寶寶 And ever since then, I've considered you my little miracle baby.
不要哭 Don't cry.
我們走吧 很晚了 Come on, let's go. It's late.
反正我不想參加那部電影 'I never wanted to be in the movie, anyway.
天有些冷 因此我想穿上衣服 I was cold, so I wanted to wear my clothes.
可是米勒先生卻把我的襯衫脫掉了 Mr. Miller took my shirt off.'
你他媽的在做什麼？ What the fuck are you doing?
噓！做這個時 我需要安靜 Shhh, I need quiet for this.
你傻了還是怎麼了？ Are you stupid or what, man?
看來你拚命壓抑整潔外表下佔據著你內心 Maybe there's a reason you repressed the day
的變態心理 也許是有原因的 some pervert had you in your tighty whities.
你做的事我想過兩遍了 I'd think twice about what you're doing.
醒來或許情況會更糟 You could wake up a lot more fucked up than you are now.
現在我已經搞得夠糟了 - More fucked up than I already am? - No, l ...
你覺得你瞭解我？連我自己都不瞭解我自己 You think you know me? I don't know me!
真見鬼 I'm sorry.
不 是我的錯 No, it's my fault.
到他媽該死的哪一天 Can we get through one damn day
你才能不打碎點東西呢？ without you breaking something?
嗨 Hey.
埃文？ Evan.
我的天啊 多長時間沒見了 Oh my God. It's been a long time.
你好嗎？ How you been?
老樣子 你知道的 Same old, same old, you know?
不 我不知道 說說你的近況 No, I don't know. Fill me in.
嗯 Uhh, well ...
我上了州立大學 I'm going to State now.
一切都還不錯 我媽媽也很好 It's going good. My Mum's good.
抽煙嗎？ - I don't know. - You want a smoke?
不了 大了就不抽了 - No, not since we were kids. - No?
我已經戒了上百次了 I've quit like 100 times.
- 你準備走著回家？ - 是的 - Are you walking home? - Uh-huh.
- 我能送你一程嗎？ - 當然 - Can I walk you? - Sure.
- 真難以相信 - 還有… - Oh my God. - So ...
湯米還好嗎？ how's Tommy?
在少年監獄裏關了幾年 但是… Well, they kept him in juvie for a few years,
現在 他在Dale汽修廠工作 but now he's working over at Dale's Auto Body.
還不錯啊 That's good.
你現在還一直與你父親生活在一起？ Still living with your dad?
沒有 No.
我從十五歲開始便自己謀生了 I emancipated myself at 15.
這需要很多勇氣 Must've taken a lot of courage.
如果記得我爸就不會這麼說的 Not if you remember my dad.
那你為什麼不搬去與你媽媽一起住呢？ Well, couldn't you have just moved in with your mum?
現在她有了新家庭 No, she had a new family.
住不下 Wasn't enough room.
...隨便啦 Whatever.
嗯 我這次回來的原因 Well look, the reason I came back to town
就是想與你談一談 was to talk to you.
與我？為什麼？ To me? Why?
是這樣的 Well ...
記得小時候 remember when we were kids
我經常失憶嗎？ and I used to have those blackouts?
是的 當然 Yeah, of course.
有些記憶我又想起來了 Well, some of those memories have been coming back to me.
我只想跟你談談 And I just ... I wanted to talk to you
其中一件很特別的事 about one of them in particular.
我試著回憶 Well, I'll try to remember.
我們小時候... When we were kids, uh ...
你爸爸正在拍電影 your dad was making a movie
是關於羅賓漢什麼的 about Robin Hood ... something.
你想知道什麼？埃文 What do you want to know, Evan?!
他...有沒有...？ Is ... did he ...
在地下室到底發生了什麼？ What happened in the basement?
要知道 那是很久以前的事了 Look, it was a long time ago.
我知道 I know.
這就是你為什麼大老遠跑回來的原因？ Is that why you came all the way back here?
問一大堆關於羅賓漢的愚蠢問題 To ask a lot of stupid questions about Robin Hood?
不 不是的 No, l ...
我只是覺得可能發生了一些非常不好的事情 I just think that something really bad might have happened.
你問這有什麼目的？ Is there a point to any of this?
不管發生了什麼事情 都不是我們的過錯 Look, whatever happened it wasn't our fault.
我們只是小孩 我們無需為所做過的事背負什麼 We were kids. I mean, there was nothing that we could do to deserve ...
閉嘴 埃文 Just shut up, Evan!
你在白費口舌 You're wasting your breath.
你不能因為你父親扭曲變態而怨恨你自己 You can't hate yourself 'cause your dad's a twisted freak.
你想說服誰 埃文？ Who are you trying to convince, Evan?
你大老遠跑回來擾亂我的生活 You come all the way back here to stir up my shit
就因為你不好的記憶 just because you have a bad memory?
你想要的就是讓我靠在你的肩上哭泣 What, do you want me to just cry on your shoulder
然後對你說現在一切都很好？ and tell you everything's all better now?
見鬼去吧 埃文 Well, fuck you, Evan!
所有的事情都沒變好 Nothing's all better, okay?
所有的事情永遠都不會變好 Nothing ever gets better.
要知道 如果我真的那麼完美 You know, if I was so wonderful, Evan,
你為什麼不打電話給我？ why didn't you call me?
為什麼把我留在這裏任其腐爛？ Why did you just leave me here to rot?
當他像你這麼大就開始想 When he was your age ... almost exactly your age, come to think of it ...
他說他有辦法找回以前的記憶 he said he figured out a way to remember his past.
有個傢伙給你留了口信了 Some dude left a message for you.
怎麼聞起來全是衛生間的味道？ You can smell that all the way to the bathroom.
嗨 埃文 我是卡特教授 Hi, Evan, this is Professor Carter.
我想知道你今天下午為什麼沒有交論文 I just wondered why you didn't hand in your essay this afternoon.
我很擔心 打電話告訴我你什麼時間能補上 I was a bit concerned. Call me to schedule a make-up.
你他媽的對我姐姐說了什麼？ What'd you say to my sister, motherfucker?
她昨天晚上在電話上跟我哭了一個多小時 Last night she cried on the phone for over an hour to me.
她告訴我你去見過她 She said you came and saw her last night.
她… She ...
她今天晚上自殺了 she fucking killed herself tonight.
她死了 She's dead ...
你也會的 and so are you!
「我會回來找你的」
如果我肚子上的傷疤 'If the scar on my stomach
不是憑空出現的 didn't just come out of nowhere,
也許我父親並不像大家所認為的那樣是個瘋子 maybe my father wasn't as crazy as everyone thought.
如果我能製造傷疤 那我有能力治癒傷疤嗎？ If I can make scars, do I have the power to heal them?
那凱麗的傷疤又當如何呢？ What about Kayleigh's scars? '
反正我不想參加那部電影 'I never wanted to be in the movie, anyway.
天有些冷 我想穿上衣服 It was cold, so I wanted to wear my clothes.
可是米勒先生卻把我的襯衫脫掉 But Mr. Miller took my shirt off.'
我有個主意 讓我們到地下室去 I've got an idea. Let's go down to the basement.
那裏更像個地牢 It'll look more like a dungeon down there.
好了 開點燈 嗯哼 A little light here.
嗨 我不是告訴過你把門關上嗎？ Hey, now what did I tell you about keeping that door shut?
可是我想看看 But I wanna see.
給你兩秒鐘 You're going to see the back of my fist in about two seconds
按我的去做 不然就揍你 if you don't do what I tell you.
好了 這部分的故事是這樣的： Now, in this part of the story,
羅賓漢剛剛與瑪麗安小姐結婚 Robin Hood has just married Maid Marian
他們得接吻 還有諸如此類的事 and they have to kiss and stuff,
就像大人那樣 like the grown-ups do.
好了 衣服脫掉 凱麗 So, take off your clothes, Kayleigh.
快點啊 就像洗澡時那樣 Come on, just like when we take a bath.
別大驚小怪的 你也脫 埃文 Don't make a big deal out of it. You too, Evan.
快點 快點 我們在這裏拍電影呢 Come on, let's go. Let's go. We're making a movie here.
把你的耳朵捂上 Put your hands on your ears.
現在幾點了？ What time is it?
是你該按我說的話去做的時候 It's time for you to do what I tell you to do.
回答錯誤 老色鬼 Wrong answer, fuckbag!
現在是你認真算計的關鍵時刻 This is the very moment of your reckoning.
接下來的30秒內 你必須做個選擇： In the next 30 seconds, you're going to open up one of two doors.
第一 你會終身傷害你的親身骨肉 The first door will forever traumatise your own flesh and blood.
怎麼了？ What ... what's happening?
你怎麼會這麼做？ How are you doing this?
它會把你的女兒 It'll change your daughter
從一個美麗女孩 from a beautiful child
變成一具行屍走肉 into an empty shell
她唯一的信任感 whose only concept of trust
被她變態戀童癖的親生父親背叛 was betrayed by her own sick paedophile father!
最終 Ultimately ...
導致她自殺 it'll lead to her suicide.
- 幹得真漂亮 老爹 - 你是誰？ - Nice work, Daddy. - Who are you?
別忘了天理昭彰 喬治 Let's just say you're being closely watched, George!
另外一個選擇就是對待凱麗像… Your other option is to treat Kayleigh like ...
一個愛心的父親對待他自己的女兒 say like a loving father treats his daughter.
聽起來不錯吧 老爹？ Sound okay to you, Papa?
是的 Yes.
仔細聽我說 老色鬼 Listen close then, fuckbag.
你要是再這樣做 You screw this up again,
我發誓我要把你閹了 I'll flat out castrate you.
你要做的就是管好你兒子湯米 What you need to do is discipline your son Tommy,
因為他是個虐待狂 because the kid is one sadistic pup.
最後一件事 One last thing.
永遠別再碰我 Don't ever touch me again!
我…我不會了 L ... I won't.
快一點！ Faster, faster!
克羅基！ Crockett!
凱莉 沒想到你來了 Kayleigh, I can't believe you came!
你釣到魚了 I think you got one.
看看我的新家 Check out our new house.
- 永遠 - 到天荒地老 - Forever. - Hell or high water.
親愛的 你沒事吧？ Honey, are you alright?
天啊 埃文 你的鼻子在流血 Oh my god, Evan, you're bleeding.
凱麗 是…你？ Kayleigh, you're still ... You ...
真是不可思議 Incredible.
謝謝 去洗洗乾淨 再回床上來吧 Well, thanks. Go get cleaned up and come back to bed.
我的衣服呢？ Ohh. Where are my clothes?
不就在那嗎 傻子？ Those are your clothes, silly.
衛生間在...？ The bathroom is ...
快點 我想在上課前化好妝 Hurry up. I want a quickie before school.
什麼？ What?
真不敢相信 Unfucking believable.
還行 Alright.
真不知道你流鼻血也能興奮成這樣 I wish I could get as excited over a nosebleed.
對不起 我沒看到你 Sorry, uh, I didn't see you there.
什麼？ What?
你就是在酒吧扔爆米花 You're the girl that was with those arseholes
到桑普爾頭上的那個女孩 throwing popcorn at Thumper.
什麼呀？ What?
你的名字叫格溫 And your name is Gwen.
我認識你 I know you.
說真的 埃文 少磕點藥 Seriously, Evan, lay off the blow.
嗨！嗨！ - Hi. - Hi.
嗨 嗯 Hey, um ...
你別生氣我問這個 don't freak out when I ask you this, but ...
你還記得有一天你爸爸買了架攝像機嗎？ do you remember when your dad got that video camera?
怎麼了？ What's up, man?
是的 嗯… Yeah, um ...
我記得他 I think he had it like the first day
買來第一天好像就送人了 and then he gave it away or something.
我什麼會生氣呢？ Why would that freak me out?
我不知道 I don't know.
真是很奇怪 Just being weird.
你還真是個呆子 You are such a goofus.
好吧 晚上見 So I'll see you tonight.
好的 Okay.
安德烈 埃文 恰克 - Andrea ... - Evan ...
我們現在都不在家 - and Chuck ... - aren't home right now.
你知道該怎麼做 You know what to do.
媽媽 Uh, hey, Mum.
是我 你好 恰克 It's me. And hey, Chuck.
只是問候一聲 Ah, I'm just calling to say hi, I guess.
有時間請回電 Give me a call back.
嗨 桑普爾 現在幾點了？ Hey, Thumper, do you know what time it is, man?
怎麼啦？勞力士丟啦？ What's the matter, you lost your Rolex?
去你媽的 紈褲子弟 Fuck you, frat boy!
各位 記住了 Remember, everyone, there's only two more weeks
還有兩周就要交心理學報告 until your psych projects are due.
我說 上星期遲交的 Uh, about that essay I missed last week,
論文能不能給個延期？ we're still okay with the extension, right?
你是？ And you are?
埃文·泰瑞博 Evan ... Treborn.
答案是不行 Well, the answer's no, Mr. Treborn.
泰瑞博先生 趕快坐下考試馬上就要開始了 Now please take your seat. The exam is about to begin.
都坐好了 Alright, settle down, everyone.
考試一分鐘後開始 The exam will begin in one minute.
別碰我 混蛋 Get off me, arsehole.
是你們先開始的 You guys started that shit.
埃文 幹嗎抓狂 Evan, you're hysterical.
你複習了嗎？ Did you study for this?
考完了不就知道了 we'll find out.
我也沒複習 Me neither.
媽的 這就是答案？ Holy shit! Are these the answers?
該死 埃文 別吵吵！ Damn, Evan, keep it on the dl.
我想明天晚上給凱麗一個特別的驚喜 I want to do something special for Kayleigh tomorrow night.
因此 如果我開口的話 Uh, so if I said that I needed
你會不會看在兄弟的份上幫我一把？ some help from you and the brothers ...
這沒問題 I'd say, 'blow me.'
可以找那些入會申請人幫你做啊 Get the pledges to do it.
對啊 入會申請人 - Right, the pledges. - Yeah.
可以答題了 You may begin now.
噢 真是太棒了 Oh, that was so good.
噢 天啊 Oh my God.
那裏學來的新花招？ Where'd you learn those new tricks?
怎麼了？ Why?
是不是很奇怪？ It ... it wasn't weird, was it?
是的 如果你認為多次高潮是很奇怪的話 Yeah, if you call multiple orgasms weird.
喂 Hello?
別管它 - Fuck 'em. - Hello?
你說我們為什麼... What do you think it is about us
這麼般配？ that makes us so perfect?
我是說 I mean ...
為什麼我搬走後 why did you sneak out
你還偷偷溜出來找我？ to visit me after I moved away?
因為我想你 'Cause I missed you.
你認為我爸爸會阻止我與你見面？ What, do you think my dad could have stopped me from seeing you?
他能把我怎麼樣？ What's he gonna do?
噢 我的腳趾麻了 Oh, my gosh. My toes are numb.
你覺得我們會永遠在一起嗎？ Do you think that we'll be together forever?
那是我們的計劃 不是嗎？ That is the plan, isn't it?
不管天荒地老？ 'Hell or high water'?
是的 Yeah, that's ...
我只是想再確認一下 I was just making sure.
是啊 就是這個計劃 Yeah, that's the plan!
好啦 Alright, uh ...
各位已經清楚要給我幹什麼了吧？ all you rushes, you know what you have to do for me.
入會申請人 Pledges, uh ...
我們都是入會申請人 先生 we're pledges, sir.
埃文兄弟 不 是先生 Uh, brother Evan, sir.
別在那兒逗了 Are you kidding me?
什麼？你剛才跟我說什麼？ What? What did you say to me?
給我背一遍希臘字母表 給我背啊！ You know what, give me the Greek alphabet. Give it to me!
- 阿 阿 - 阿 阿 - Uhh-uhh. - Uhh-uhh.
- Alpha, beta ... - Alpha, beta, gamma, delta ...
epsilon, zeta, eta, theta, iota, kappa, lambda, mu, nu, xi,
omicron, pi, rho, sigma, tau, upsilon, phi, chi, psi, omega, Sir.
也許這麼說才對 不許這樣看著我 低頭 Maybe that's what it is. Don't fucking look at me, look down.
好了 alright, um ...
你們這些申請入會的 so, you ... you pledges
兄弟知道該為我做什麼了 you guys know what you need to do for me.
你們都去沖個澡 And you guys take a shower
如果有人想找麻煩 and if anyone gives you any trouble,
告訴他們我說了算 you tell 'em I said it was okay.
什麼？你在幹什麼？ What?
沖澡 臭娘們 Shower that, bitch.
你這是要帶我去哪裏？ I don't understand. Where are you taking me?
不告訴你 I'm not telling.
我的天啊 Oh my God!
哇喔 真是太漂亮了 Wow, it's beautiful.
請坐這裏 Go on, sit down.
謝謝 Thank you.
為什麼對我這麼好？ Why are you doing this for me?
今天早晨醒來的時候 When I woke up this morning ...
我見到你的笑容 I saw your smile.
就是這種笑容 That smile.
於是我知道 And I knew
我的餘生要與你共度 that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you.
老兄 到處找你 I've been looking all over for you, man.
有人砸了你的車 Someone trashed your car.
天啊！ What the ...
這是誰幹的？ Who did this?!
誰幹的？ Who did it?!
也許是那幫貝塔幫的混蛋 It was probably those Beta fuckers.
不 不 不 No, no, no.
就在我們會館前面 How did somebody get away with this
誰跑得掉？ right in front of the frat house?
- 什麼東西 狗項圈？- 是湯米 - Dude, what is that, a dog collar? - Tommy.
別這樣 Don't.
也許他正看著呢 He might be watching.
是我的錯 It's my fault.
我該早點告訴你他幾周前就被釋放了 I should have told you he was released a few weeks ago.
是的 那會好很多 Yeah, it might have been nice.
天啊 God.
希望這個能臨時救一下急 Like this is gonna do any good.
也許弟兄中有人有槍 Maybe one of the frat guys has got a gun.
埃文 你開什麼玩笑？ Evan, don't even joke!
他不會傷害你的 He's not going to hurt you, okay?
他只是想把你從我身邊嚇走 He's just trying to scare you away from me.
他殺了我的狗 He killed my dog.
- 你不記得了？ - 埃文 那不是他的錯 - You don't remember that? - Evan, it's not his fault.
你知道他從小就飽受虐待 You know how bad he had it when we were kids.
不 別跟我說他小時侯有多麼可憐 Oh no, don't give me this bad upbringing shit.
你不是變得很好嗎？ You turned out just fine.
我父親從來不傷害我 My father never laid a hand on me.
他把對我的氣都發洩到湯米身上了 It's like that prick saved it all up for Tommy.
好吧 Okay. Alright. Uh ...
讓校園警衛去處理吧 We'll let campus security deal with it. Okay?
我想自己一個人睡 You know what? I think I should sleep alone.
不 你不能一個人 我要與你在一起 No, you're not staying alone. I'm staying with you.
埃文 我只是不想讓湯米在這個時候看到 Evan, I just ... I don't want Tommy
我們在一起 to see us together right now.
不 我已經失去過你一次 我不想再失去你 No, I lost you once and I'm not losing you again.
你說失去過我一次是什麼意思？ What do you mean you lost me once?
你從來都沒有失去過我 你在說什麼？ Evan, you've never lost me. What are you talking about?
你最近總是怪怪的 God, you've been acting so weird lately.
車子剛被砸 是有點怪 Look, my car just got wrecked, okay? I'm kind of freaking out.
我知道這點 但是… I know that, but ...
你的的口音變了 your accent's changed.
- 就連走路的姿勢也不一樣了 - 走路不一樣？ - You don't even walk the same. - What, I walk differently?
我是說今天晚餐 I mean, that dinner tonight,
你是如此帥氣迷人 it was so beautiful. It was gorgeous.
可讓人感覺好像不是你 But it just wasn't you.
我只是想對你好點 I can't do something nice for you?
等等 那不是你的夾克嗎？ Wait ...
那是你的外套？ isn't that your jacket?
湯米 Tommy!
你這個變態 離我們遠一點 You stay away from us, you sick fuck.
什麼叫做狗屁的「我們」 Oh, get this 'us' shit.
好像我會傷害我親姐姐一樣！ Like I'd ever lay a hand on my own sister.
你對自己還真是好 You're doing real nice for yourself, Evan.
你有很好的生活 You've got a nice life,
有很好的朋友 you got nice friends,
更別提還搞上了我姐姐 not to mention you're fucking my sister.
她長得還真不賴 Not a bad piece of arse if I say so myself.
- 住嘴 湯米 - 好了好了 這是在恭維你 - Shut up, Tommy! - Oh, come on. That's a compliment.
那你到底想幹嘛？想怎樣？ What are you doing, man? What the fuck?
全世界愛你還不夠 Oh, it's not good enough that the whole fucking world loves you?
你還要搶走這世上唯一 But you've got to take the only thing on this Earth
不把我當成一堆狗屎的人 that doesn't think that I'm a piece of shit?
湯米 你知道我是愛你的 You know I love you.
而且沒人把你當成一堆狗屎 No one thinks that you're a piece of shit, Tom.
噢是嗎？你管我叫什麼來著？我想是...變態！ What was it you said? I think I believe it was, 'sick fuck'!
不要！ 湯米！ Don't! Tommy!
住手！ Stop!
住手！ 天啊！ Stop! Oh my God!
住手！ Stop!
天啊！ Oh my God!
不要 埃文！ No, Evan!
住手！ Stop!
快住手！ Stop it!
- 你會殺了他的！ - 媽的他瘋了！ - You're gonna kill him! - He's a fuckin' maniac!
不要這樣 我求你了 Don't do this, I'm begging you!
是你毀了蘭尼的生活 You ruined Lenny's life!
你殺了克羅基特 You killed Crockett!
你殺了那個女的和她的孩子 You killed that woman and her baby!
現在你又想殺了我 Now you're trying to kill me.
你他媽還想殺我 Just tryin' to fucking kill me!
天啊 Oh my God!
天啊 你做了什麼？ Oh my God, what did you do?
天啊 Oh my God!
你在那裏 肥豬 You right there, faggot!
第一次進來？ First time?
是的 Yeah.
最好別被當成女人 You'd better not bitch up, man.
不然你會被蹂躪得很摻 You'll wind up someone's luggage that way.
你可以保護我嗎？ Can you protect me?
就算是耶穌 Jesus himself
我也不會幫他擋那幫兄弟的 couldn't make me stand up against the brotherhood.
聽著 小子 Look, man ...
他們來的時候 when they come,
腦袋裏盡量想點別的 you go someplace else in your head, man.
只想成是在別的地方撒尿 Be somewhere else.
到後面去 混蛋 Back your arse up.
把那個給我 Yo, gimme that.
我跟你的律師談過了 I spoke to your lawyer.
嗯 她確信 And he says he's sure
能用「正當防衛」幫你脫罪 he can get you off on self-defence.
所以你只要耐心一點 So if you're just patient ...
我要在這裏呆多久？ How long am I gonna be in here?
我不知道 I don't know.
這種事情需要時間的 These things take time.
日記呢？ What about the journals?
我要的那些你帶來了嗎？ Did you bring the ones I asked you to bring?
我只找到了這兩本 I found these two.
別的還在儲藏室 The others are still in storage.
媽媽！我… Mum! L ...
我需要全部的日記 I need them all,
全部的 all of them.
我會都拿來給你的 And I'm going to get them to you,
但是 現在 你得集中精力在案子上 but right now, you need to concentrate on the case.
拜託 Please.
好吧 Alright.
你說得對 You're right.
凱麗怎麼樣了？ What about Kayleigh?
她還好嗎？ Is she alright?
對她說我很抱歉 Try to tell her I'm sorry.
時間到了 Time's up.
我不會再失去你的 I'm not going to lose you, kiddo.
答應我 撐下去 Promise me you'll hang on.
舔我的下面呢 還是想吃我的刀子？ Shit on my dick or blood on my knife.
那是我的 They're mine ...
來吧！ Come on!
後退 快退後 Back the fuck off!
演出結束了 女士們 Show's over, ladies!
把這條蛆蟲關回牢房 Put this maggot back in his cell.
我們走 Move it! Come on, let's go!
今天晚上見 小寶貝 We'll be seeing you later on tonight, little sister.
今天 'Today, I found
我找到了爺爺的死亡證明 my grandfather's death certificate.
他和我父親一樣死在精神病院 He died in a nut house just like my father.
媽媽不承認 但她認為我的下場會和他們一樣 Mum denies it, but she thinks I'm going to end up the same way.'
快點 快點 Let's go, let's go, let's go!
快來 Come on, Reese.
你信教 卡洛斯 You're religious, Carlos,
你是不是很相信 you believe in that whole bit,
「上帝神秘行事」？ the Lord works in mysterious ways?
有話直說 老弟 Straight up, man.
我相信耶穌送我到你牢房是有原因的 'Cause I think Jesus sent me to your cell for a reason.
是要你幫助我 For you to help me.
什麼屁話 Shit.
我知道你瘋了 I knew you were crazy, man.
我沒有胡說 I ain't bullshitting you.
耶穌給我托夢了 Jesus speaks to me in my dreams.
哎喲 是嗎？ Oh, yeah?
那可真酷啊 That's cool. Great.
賭一根煙 我就能證明給你看 A pack of smokes says I can prove it to you.
現在看仔細我的手和臉 When I'm out, I need you to watch my hands and face closely.
你需要看監獄心理醫生了 You need to see the prison shrink, man.
告訴我有沒有看到奇怪的事情 Just tell me if you see anything just ... weird.
會比現在還奇怪？ Weirder than this?
可能是一個記號 也可能是個疤痕 It could be marks. It could be scars.
可能是任何東西 我也不清楚 It could be anything, I don't know.
星期三 一張莫須有的畫給我帶來了麻煩 'On Wednesday, I got in trouble for a drawing I didn't do.
媽媽不讓我看這張畫 Mummy won't let me see it.
別像猴子一樣到處跑 埃文 坐下 把畫畫完 Hey, no monkey business, Evan. Sit down and finish your drawing.
大家都不錯 That's great, everyone.
儘管想像你們將來想做什麼樣的人 Just imagine what you want to be.
沒有任何限制 There's no limits.
博斯韋爾夫人 Oh, Mrs. Boswell.
天啊 奇跡啊 Sweet Jesus, it's a miracle!
看看你手上的記號 Look, it's stigmata, man!
看到什麼了？這像什麼？ What'd you see? What'd it look like?
主的記號 無中生有 The signs of the Lord, man. They just come out of nowhere.
我還以為 Man, I thought you were ...
你他媽是個瘋子呢？ I though you were fucking crazy, man.
這回你相信我了吧？ So now you believe me.
有話直說 老弟 Straight up, man.
我們做個交易吧 Wanna make a deal?
聽我說 我是新來的 Alright, look. I'm new here,
我想我已經瞭解了這裏的情況 but I think I get how things work.
要麼加入幫派 要麼就死 You either join a gang or you're dead.
我可不會與黑鬼為伍 Well, I sure as fuck ain't joining up with no spics or niggers.
我又不想死 And I don't want to die.
所以… So ...
我該怎麼辦？ what do I gotta do?
我是新來的 我得自己想辦法生存 所以… I'm the new guy. I've got to work my way up, so ...
是不是要我… should I ...
現在就吸吮你下面？ suck your dick now ...
還是... or ...
你的血統...純正嗎？ Is your blood pure?
我不是他媽的猶太佬 Well, I ain't no fucking kike,
你是指這個吧？ if that's what you're asking me.
那好吧 就試試你的本事了 寶貝兒 Well then, let's see what you got, honey.
牙齒還想要的話 就得給我小心點 Watch the fucking teeth or you'll be leaving without 'em.
是的 先生 Yes, Sir.
到爹地這兒來吧 Come to daddy.
卡洛斯！ Carlos!
我們穿過樹林來到垃圾場 'We took the woods behind the junkyard
以免遇見湯米 just to make sure we wouldn't bump into Tommy!
我們還沒有看到煙霧… We hadn't seen the smoke yet.'
擋住他們 Hold 'em. Hold 'em.
我們穿過樹林來到垃圾場 'We took the woods behind the junkyard
以免遇見湯米 just to make sure we wouldn't bump into Tommy.
我們還沒有看到煙霧… We hadn't seen the smoke yet.'
好的 你個狗日的畜生 Rot in hell, you fucking animals!
等一下 Wait, before we ...
我們先得找個能把袋子打開的東西 we need something that could open the sack.
我希望你用這個 蘭尼 I want you to take this, Lenny.
今天就是你的救贖日 Today's your day of atonement.
我知道 對於那個婦女和孩子你有多內疚 I know how guilty you feel about that woman and her baby.
埃文 別說了 現在不是說這個的時候 Evan, stop it. It's not the time.
不 這是唯一的機會了 今天是你拯救自己 Now's the only time! Today you get a chance to redeem yourself,
洗新革面的機會 to start all over with a clean slate.
- 你在說些什麼呀？ - 埃文 你是不是瘋了？ - What are you talking about? - Evan, you're acting crazy.
拜託 以前你可以信任我 這一次你也要信任我 Please, if you've ever trusted me before, trust me on this one.
把繩子割斷 Cut the rope.
跟我來 Come on.
- 好好聽著 埃文 - 你要啥我就幹啥 - Listen to me good, Evan. - I'll do whatever you want.
你不想讓我再見凱麗 沒問題 You don't want me to see Kayleigh ever again, fine.
只要放過克羅基特 Just let Crockett go.
另外 你現在殺了它 Besides, if you kill him now,
你肯定會被送到少年監獄 they'll stick you in juvie for sure.
我知道你從來不會丟下你姐姐給你老爸吧 And I know you'd never leave your sister alone with your father.
蘭尼 不要 Lenny, no!
噢 天啊 Oh God.
噢 天啊 蘭尼 Oh God, Lenny.
我說砍斷那繩子 I said cut the rope.
看來又倒回來了 It's all backwards.
艾文 Evan ...
這是哪門子怪事？ What the fuck?
蘭尼 不要 Lenny, no!
想搭一程嗎？ Want a ride?
蘭尼 Lenny!
快打911 Somebody call 911!
埃文 埃文 埃文 Evan! Evan! Fuck! Evan!
嗨 醫生 Hey, doc.
傷得怎麼樣？ What's the damage?
- 我還能活多久？- 好好說話 埃文 - How much time do I got? - Cute, Evan.
有點複雜 我從來沒有見過類似的結果 It's a little complicated. I haven't seen results like these before.
比我爸還複雜？ Not even with my father?
實際上 20年前沒有這種檢驗 Well, actually, they didn't have these tests 20 years ago.
那麼你有什麼發現？ So, what did you find?
我們發現了大部分的出血都來自這裏 大腦外層的大部分 We're finding most of the haemorrhaging is coming from here,
也就是大腦皮層 the outer layer of the cerebral cortex.
人的記憶就是儲存在那裏的 媽媽 That's where the memories are stored.
謝謝你 埃文 - Thank you, Evan. - Uh-huh.
我從來沒有見過類似的東西 I've never seen anything like it.
我們把它跟去年的比較 We compared these to the ones taken last year.
我們發現了嚴重的出血和大量神經重構 We found severe haemorrhaging and massive neural reconstruction.
那麼這個對於埃文來說 意味著什麼？ What does that mean for Evan?
媽媽 他說的是 What he's saying, Mum, is that I've jammed
我的大腦一年之內塞進了四十年的記憶 40 years worth of memories into my head in the last year.
超額吸收 好像重灌大腦程序 It's overload city. I've completely reprogrammed my brain.
- 是這樣的嗎？- 是的 - That about the gist of it, doc? - Yeah.
我出去在車裏等 Alright, I'm going to go wait in the car.
這裏的燈光太刺眼 The light in here is kind of bugging my eyes, so ...
見到你很高興 醫生 It was good seeing you, doc. It really was.
這真的...真的是讓我大長見識 It was very ... very informative.
看來我得找人多要點東西來讀 But, you know, I got people to see and things to read.
好的 Alright, see ya.
嗨 Hey.
是我 It's me ...
埃文 Evan.
需要什麼東西嗎？ Can I get you anything?
那… What about ... what about some of those
那些你喜歡的航模吧 model airplanes you like, huh?
我想你很久 I bet I can get a shitload
沒看飛航模在飛了 of those model airplanes up in here.
蘭尼 Lenny.
你一直都知道 是不是？ You knew the whole time, didn't you?
當你把那個利刃放在我的手裏的時候 When you put that shard in my hand ...
你就知道會有大事發生 you knew something big was going to happen.
是不是？ Didn't you?
是的 Yeah ...
- 我知道 - 因而現在躺在這裏的應該是你 - I knew. - Then you should be where I am.
躺在這裏的應該是你 You should be
我在哪裏？ where I am.
今天我要去見我的父親 'Today I get to meet my father.
他的名字叫詹森 His name is Jason ...
是個瘋子 and he's crazy.
我希望他能讓我管他叫爸爸 I hope he let's me call him "Dad."'
你沒事吧？ You okay? 'Cause you look like
你剛才看起來好像走了神 you went somewhere else there for a second.
聽著 詹森 請給我簡明的信息 Look, Jason, I need some fast answers from you
假如我要去糾正我做過的事 if I'm ever gonna fix what I've done.
我希望詛咒隨我一同消失 I was praying this curse would have ended with me.
但是沒有 Yeah, but it didn't.
我現在需要的是能把它們改正過來的信息 So now I need information to make things right again
你是唯一能告訴我的人 and you're the only one that can give it to me.
根本就沒有什麼正確可言 There is no right.
你不可能做到改變一個人人又不毀掉那個人 You can't change who people are without destroying who they were.
誰說不能把事情改得好一點？ Who says you can't make things better?
你不能充當上帝 兒子 You can't play God, son.
事情到我應該了結了 It must end with me.
再這樣下去 你可能會殺了你和你媽媽的 Just by being here you may be killing your mother.
你說的都是廢話 That's bullshit, you know?
等所有事情搞定後 我會給你寄張明信片來 I'll send you a postcard when I made everything perfect again.
不 不 Ahh! No, no!
剛出來是嗎？ Just get out, did ya?
什麼？ Hmm?
沒什麼 我兄弟關了一陣子後 Oh, nothing, just that my brother did a stint in the pen
也是這樣吃東西的 and he used to eat like that.
我家人口眾多 I come from a big family.
我沒有惡意 Well, I meant no offence.
當然 None taken.
嗨 Hey, uh ...
凱麗·米勒還在這裏上班嗎？ Does Kayleigh Miller still work here?
對不起 從來沒有聽說過這個人 I'm sorry. I never heard of her.
真他媽的見鬼 連在自己家都不得到片刻安寧 God! Can't a man get a little goddamned peace in his own house?!
你不會是來這兒賣餅乾的吧？ I don't suppose you're here to sell cookies?
猜得好 你這個該死的混蛋 Good guess, fuckbag.
還記得我嗎？ Remember me, huh?
七歲那年我們聊過一次 We had a nice chat once when I was seven.
有個問題要問你 I got one question for you.
到哪裏才能找到你女兒？ Where can I find your daughter?
噢 還以為是別的什麼人呢！ Oh, I thought you were someone else.
快點說 我在等人來 Make it fast, I'm expecting someone.
嗨 見到你真好 Hey. It's good to see you.
我能進來嗎？ Can I come in?
要是知道你來的話 If I knew you were coming,
我會好好打掃這個鬼地方 I would have cleaned the stains off the sheets.
你來想幹什麼？ What do you want?
就是想見見朋友 老朋友 I just needed to see a friendly face.
時間就是金錢 埃文 Well, time is money, Evan.
錢在這兒 Money.
該給老朋友十分鐘 對吧 I guess I can spare 10 minutes for an old friend, right?
那...你想來點什麼花招？ So, how's tricks?
對不起 職業幽默 Sorry, occupational humour.
我能明白 I got it.
你別幹了 You can stop now.
噢 對不起 Oh, sorry.
是不是我從事的職業讓你不舒服了 寶貝兒？ Does my line of work make you uncomfortable, precious?
不是 但不要拿這個來傷害我 No, just that you felt like you had to use it to hurt me.
我去了你過去呆過的地方 I've been where you've been.
哈 Ha!
那是哪裏啊？ Where is that?
如果我告訴你 你不會相信我的 You wouldn't believe me if I told you.
人們總是這麼說「你不會相信我的」 I know people always say that,
但我的狀況真的很難說清楚 that you wouldn't believe me,
甚至不值得努力 but in this case it's not even worth trying, so ...
我不知道你在哪 I knew I needed to find you,
所以去逼你爸告訴我 so I went over to your dad's
你的住址 and made him tell me where you were.
然後來到這裏 Then I came here and the rest you know.
你是對的 我不信你 You're right, Evan, I don't believe you.
我從沒想過你會相信 I never thought you would.
正因為這樣 之前我就從沒有告訴過其他人 That's why I never bothered to tell a soul until now
以後也不會 and I never will again.
我是你唯一告訴過的人？ I'm the only person you've told?
這也太扯了吧 That's a great line.
其他女人聽了也這麼亢奮？ Does that make other girls wet?
她們真的會相信這些屁話？ Do they actually eat up that bullshit?
不管你相不相信 You know, I could give a shit whether you believe me or not.
老實說 我懶得證明給你看 Frankly, I'm too tired to prove it to you ...
噢 還有得證明啊？ Oh, there's proof now, huh?
我怎麼知道你大腿內側有顆痣 How else would I know you have twin moles on your inner thigh?
來花過50塊錢的人都可以告訴你 Anyone with 50 bucks could tell you that.
好的 Okay.
這個不算 Forget that.
我知道你更喜歡 How about the fact that you prefer
臭鼬的味道勝過花香 the smell of skunk to flowers?
還有 你討厭胡荽 Or that you hate cilantro
因為由於某些你自己不知道的原因 because for some reason unknown to you
它讓你想起了你的異父姐妹 it reminds you of your stepsister?
還有 你高潮時腳趾會發麻 Or that when you have an orgasm, your toes go numb?
我確信你所有的嫖客都知道這些 I'm sure all of your clientele are privy to that.
你知道 我想你應該知道 You know? Look, I just thought you should know.
知道什麼？ Know what?
你和我曾經有過一段快樂時光 That you were happy once...with me.
你知道 你的故事裏有一個大漏洞 You know there's one major hole in your story.
我他媽打死也不可能 There's no fucking way on this planet
參加什麼他媽的姊妹會 or any other, I would ever be in some fucking sorority!
那時你確實很快樂 You were happy there.
噢 你哭了 Oh, you're crying?
你的錢包不要了？ You sure you don't want your wallet?
不要 我要去的地方不需要它 No, I don't need it where I'm going.
再次改變他人的生活 是嗎？ What, are you off to change everyone else's life again? Is that it?
也許下次你會現身某處豪宅 Maybe next time you'll pop up in some mansion
而我卻在提華納（墨西哥境內）象頭驢一樣累死 while I end up in Tijuana doing some donkey act.
你知道嗎 我受夠了 You know what? I'm over it.
每次想幫忙 Every time I try to help someone
結果越幫越忙 everything just goes to shit.
不要灰心 小滑頭 Well, don't give up now, slick.
你已經為我做了這麼多 Hell, you've already done so much for me.
你為什麼不及時回去 Why don't you go back in time
救哈波恩夫人和她的孩子 and save Mrs. Halpern and her baby?
蘭尼也就不會突然發瘋從而毀了我的家庭 And then maybe Lenny wouldn't freak out and ruin my family.
不 回到我七歲的時候吧 No, go back to when I was seven
在我爸爸的的攝像機前操我 and fuck me in front of my daddy's video camera.
挽救我不幸的童年吧 Straighten me out a bit.
在我床上搞 滾開 You're on my bed. Get out!
不是可以的嗎？幹嗎大驚小怪 Buddy, I thought it would be okay what with you being sick and all.
我不想說第二遍了 I'm not going to say it again.
我只記得失憶前 'The last thing I remember before the blackout
我把手掩在凱麗的耳朵上 was holding my hands over Kayleigh's ears.
我心裏關注更多的是她放在我手心上的手 I think I was more focused on her hands on mine
而不是街對面的信箱 than on the mailbox across the street.'
女士 退後 別靠近那個信箱 Lady, stay back! Don't go near the mailbox!
- 白癡 - 快後退 - Idiots! - I mean it, woman! Get the hell back!
我來救你 I'll save you, lady!
見鬼 我不是已經叫你們倆個出去嗎？ God damn it, I thought I told you two to get out.
對不起 吵醒你了吧？ Oh, sorry, man. Did we wake you?
不是 太酷了 No, it's cool.
好吧 Okay.
真是太酷了 It's really cool.
這是他媽怎麼回事？ What the fuck is this?
- 求你保住他的胳膊 - 能打開櫃子嗎？ - Please save his arm! - Can you open up my locker?
- 生日快樂 - 我也能來嗎？ - Happy Birthday! - Can I come too?
爆米花要移開嗎？ Do you want me to hold your popcorn?
伊凡 拿條毛巾來！ Evan? Get a towel! Get a towel!
埃文 天那 Evan! Oh my God!
埃文 Evan! Evan! Evan!
凱麗 你去哪？ Hey, where you going?
你的笑容好美 You ever notice Kayleigh's smile? I love her smile.
蘭尼是最好的 Lenny's the best.
你們是最速配的一對 You guys make a great couple.
你覺得有人會愛我嗎？ You ever think that I'll find someone?
埃文 Evan!
我們這是要去哪？ Where are we going?
送你去醫院 We're taking you to the hospital, Evan.
- 不 送我回去 - 你媽媽會殺了我的 - No, take me back. - Sorry, your mum would kill me.
你帶我回去 蘭尼 - Oh. - You take me back, Lenny!
你欠我太多了… You owe me that much.
看什麼看？無聊 What are you geeks looking at?
很得意 是吧？一群他媽的失敗者 It must be nice to be so goddamed perfect, huh?
蘭尼來幫我一把 Fucking losers! Lenny, help me!
先幫他翻過身來 先翻過身來 Here, get him over. Get him over.
嗨 布萊恩 腦袋感覺如何啊 兄弟？ Hey, Brian, how's your head feeling, buddy?
我看見了你帶回家的那個女孩 I saw that girl you went home with.
今天早晨她借沒借你的剃鬚刀用？ Did she borrow your razor this morning?
別胡說 You're so bad.
嗨 湯米來了 嗨 湯米 湯米 Hey, there's Tommy. Hey, Tommy! Tommy!
嗨 怎麼樣？夥計 Hey, what's up, guys?
嗨 兄弟 我按你說的做了 Hey, man, I did what you said.
基金有著落了 We're pooling our student funds with the Hillel house
即將辦舞會 and we're having an awareness dance.
真是太好了 也許我可以大跳輪椅舞 Oh, awesome. Maybe I can spin my chair around
跳到吐出來為止 to a techno remix of 'Hava Nagila' till I puke.
現在 我們該去教室了 Maybe we should be getting to class now.
現在上心理學課又有什麼用呢？ What's the point of psych class now?
明天醒來也許發現自己在孟加拉一個骯髒的農場 Tomorrow I could wake up a dirt farmer in Bangladesh.
來我推你去散散步 Let's go for a stroll.
掰 寶貝 Bye, babe.
掰 老妹 - Yippee. - Bye, sis.
他怎麼了？ What's up with him?
看來 湯米現在是典型的信教愛國好青年 So Tommy's really into this Jesus freak thing, huh?
你知道 自從他救了哈波恩夫人與孩子後 You know how spiritual he's gotten
他的精神得到從來沒有的昇華 ever since he saved Mrs. Halpern and Katie.
他救了哈波恩夫人？ He saved Mrs. Halpern?
真他媽可笑 就憑這人？ Please. The twisted fuck.
埃文 我們在這兒歇會兒 Here, why don't we sit right here?
來點燕麥卷嗎？ Want a granola bar?
來拿著 Here, just ...
看來 我該修理它了 Yeah, I gotta fix these things or something.
凱麗 Kayleigh ...
你有沒有想過我們之間的事？ do you ever think about us?
我的意思是 你是否曾經想過 I mean, do you ever wonder
我們之間的事情會完全不同？ if things might have been different between us?
當然 埃文 Sure, Evan.
你是第一個我真正在乎的人 You were the first person I really ever cared about.
- 曾經？ - 是的 - I was? - Yeah.
那就是我小時候不去與我媽媽一起生活的原因 That's why when I was little, I never went to live with my mother.
我不明白 I don't get it.
當我的家庭破裂的時候 When ... when my folks split up,
他們讓我和湯米選擇想跟誰一起生活 they gave me and Tommy a choice of who we wanted to live with.
實際上我不能忍受我爸爸 And I couldn't stand my dad.
但是我知道如果我搬去媽媽生活在一起 But I knew that if I went to move with my mum,
我就再也見不到你了 I'd never see you again.
這些我都不知道 I didn't know that.
這麼說 你還一直在想我們的事… So you still think about us ...
我們在一起 together?
嗯 有時心裏難免會想 Well, it's crossed my mind from time to time.
然後呢？ And?
算了 我想過很多事情 埃文 Well, a lot of things have crossed my mind, Ev.
我是說一秒鐘就可以想完我們的一生 I mean, I could play out the entire movie of our lives in one second.
崩 戀愛、結婚、生子 Boom, we fall in love. We get married.
孩子長大 我們變老 We have kids. Our kids grow old, as do we.
準備葬禮...諸如此類 Matching burial plots. The whole thing.
想像比說來得快 Plah, it took a lot longer to spit out than to imagine.
事情往往都這樣 Things like that usually do.
這麼說… So ...
…你覺得我們有可能嗎？ do you think that it might have worked?
當然 Yeah.
可是最終結果卻不一樣 I mean, but that's not how things wound up.
我現在跟蘭尼在一起 I'm with Lenny.
蘭尼是你的朋友 Lenny is your friend
並且… and ...
這就是結局 and that's where it ends.
喔 Well ...
是否結局會有所不同 如果我告訴你 would it make a difference if I told you that
我對你的愛世上沒有人能比得上？ no one could possibly ever love anyone as much as I love you?
你別介意…說這些…我…不… I'm not saying that. I ...
- 我明白 - 我只是說…我說這些只是… - Yeah. - I'm not ... I'm just saying it like
如果你是個女孩 if you were a girl, would that be something
你會非常願意聽到這些心裏話 that you would want to hear?
稍等一會兒 蘭尼叫我 Hold on one second. Lenny's calling.
我馬上就會回來 I'll be right back, Ev, okay?
他有點情緒低落 He's a little down ...
我愛你 I love you.
你忘了把腳趾放在水龍頭上了 You forgot to put the toaster on the ledge.
蘭尼現在生活很好 Lenny likes Pop Tarts.
你們現在都很好 You guys are all that matter now.
我知道這很艱難 可是你不能放棄 Man, I know it's hard, but you can't give up.
我他媽的連自殺都自殺不了 I can't even fucking kill myself.
你別這麼說 Don't talk like that.
我得把你從這兒弄出來 Alright, I've got to get you out of here.
探視時間已經快過了 Visiting hours are almost over.
媽媽換了醫院了嗎？ Did Mum get transferred again?
你在說什麼？她一直都在這裏啊 What are you talking about? She's been here the entire time.
你看起來…不錯…孩子 Looking ... good, kiddo.
肺癌 Lung cancer.
肺癌？ Lung cancer?
我把自己炸傷的以後 你就這樣了 You started chain smoking when I blew myself up.
對不起 他最近很怪 Sorry, Mrs. T, he's been acting out of sorts lately.
- 我想我能修補的 - 修補？ - I think I could fix this. - Fix?
我只需要看我寫的日記 I just need the journal entry about the blockbuster.
我沒有手 Shit, no arms.
我從沒寫過 I never wrote it.
你的舉止和原來不一樣了 You're ... acting ... different.
他現在是困難時期 No, he's just going through tough times right now.
媽媽 Mum ...
你會沒有事的 you're going to be okay.
我可以改變這一切 I can change it.
我也許應該到禮拜堂去一下 Um, maybe ... I wanna go down to the chapel.
你的…行為…跟… You're ... acting ...
你的父親一模一樣 just like your father.
他在我這個年紀的時候發了瘋 Just 'cause he went crazy when he was my age,
不代表我也要發瘋 doesn't mean I'm gonna go crazy, Mum.
你是怎麼 How ... did ...
知道的？ you ... know that?
你告訴我的 You told me ...
家長日 記得嗎？ on parent's weekend, remember?
不是我嗎？ It wasn't me ...
只是 - Just ... ... or you.
就像詹森 Like ... Jason.
你不用擔心 You don't worry, Mum,
我會把你從這兒弄出去的 放心吧 I'm going to get you out of here. Okay?
不 No.
你再也不會疼痛了 You're not going to hurt anymore.
我會它修補好的 I'm going to fix it.
不 No.
不要 不要 No, no.
你確定已經把它們收起來了？ Are you sure you even packed it?
是我媽媽收的 My mum packed it.
我讓她從家裏寄來 I think she sent everything I ever owned.
- 是這本嗎？ - 是的 - Is this it? - Yeah.
你找它想做什麼？最近總是搞不懂你 What do you want it for? I don't get you lately.
你會明白的 Duly noted.
好了 你要幫我最後一個忙 Okay, I have to ask you one last favour.
- 什麼事？ - 請保持安靜 - What? - I need you to be quiet.
我要集中精力毀掉那顆雷管 I have to concentrate if I wanna destroy the blockbuster.
- 什麼？大爆炸？- 如果我的手沒有在那次爆炸中被炸掉 - What? What, the blockbuster? - If I hadn't blown off my arms,
我媽媽肯定永遠不會染上煙癮的 my mum would've never started smoking in the first place.
別想了 只管幫我打開日記 Never mind. Just open it.
翻頁 Turn it.
好了 就這兒 There.
今天媽媽會帶我去 'Today Mummy is taking me to play
與凱麗和湯米玩 with Kayleigh and Tommy.
我會見到他們的爸爸 看看到底一個真正的爸爸會是什麼樣 I will meet their father and see what a real dad is like.'
現在要怎麼才能毀掉這顆雷管？ Now, how do I destroy the blockbuster?
埃文 你拿那把刀做什麼？ Evan, what are you doing with that knife?
唉 這個不行 翻頁 Well, that didn't work. Go on, turn it.
再翻 就這兒 Turn it. There.
反正我不想參加那部電影 'I never wanted to be in the movie anyway.
天有些冷 我想穿上衣服 It was cold so I wanted to wear my clothes.
米勒先生把我的衣服脫掉」 But Mr. Miller made me take my shirt off.'
這部分的故事是這樣的 In this part of the story,
羅賓漢剛剛與瑪麗安小姐結婚 Robin Hood has just married Maid Marian.
因而他們得接吻 還有諸如此類的事 And they have to kiss and stuff,
就像成年人那樣 like grown-ups do.
等等 我需要皮帶 Wait, I need my belt.
別去管皮帶啦 Hey, don't even bother about a belt.
嗨 退後 老色鬼 - Hey. - Back off, fuckbag.
真奇怪你怎麼總是留不下一點印象呢 Amazing that word never fails to make an impression with you.
你應該放鬆 埃文 Easy does it, Evan.
別做個壞孩子 不然我告訴你媽媽說 Don't be a bad boy or I'll tell your mother
你是個不聽話的小混球 what a naughty little shit you are.
那我就告訴兒童保護協會 And I'll tell Child Protective Services
你在這裏拍兒童色情電影 about your little kiddie porn endeavours.
你再靠近 我把你的屁股炸爛 One step closer and I'll shove this up your arse.
那個很危險 會把你手炸掉的 Hey, that's dangerous. You could blow off your hand.
已經炸斷過了 Been there, done that.
- 火花 - 凱麗 不 - Sparkler. - Kayleigh, no!
不 凱麗 不 No! Kayleigh, no!
嘿 老兄 Hey, man.
不錯嘛 兒子 ... good, kiddo.
我不得不... I've got no choice but to commit you to Sunnyvale Institution ...
埃文 你要去另外一個地方呆一段時間 You're gonna have to live somewhere else for a while.
- 一隻壓碎的蝴蝶 - 我想要媽媽 - A squashed butterfly. - I want my mummy!
我實在受不了這些了 I'm so sick of this!
我想應該增加你的藥物劑量 I think we should up your medication.
我的那些該死的書呢？ Where are my goddamn books?
埃文 我們應該一個小時後才見面 Hey, Evan, we're not supposed to meet for another hour.
我的那些該死的書呢？ Where are my goddamn books?
書？ Books?
我的日記 My journals.
我…我需要它們 L ... I need them.
因此 把它們給我 它們對我很有用 So, if you'd give 'em to me, it'd help a lot.
真傷心 你又來了 It really hurts me to go through this again.
沒有日記 There are no journals.
從來就沒有過那些日記 There never were.
這只是你的大腦虛構出來的幻想世界的一部分 It's part of the fantasy world that your mind created
用來克服你內心對誤殺凱麗·米勒的內疚 to cope with the guilt of killing Kayleigh Miller.
想想吧 埃文 好好想想 Think, Evan, think.
你自己杜撰了一種根本就不存在的病 You've created a disease that does not exist ...
交錯活在大學 alternate universes with colleges
監獄和半身不遂的世界裏 and prisons and paraplegia.
我要我的日記 現在就要 I want my journals and I want 'em now!
我知道它們在你手裏 你必須把它們還給我 And I know that you got 'em and you're gonna give 'em to me!
你不要再騙我了 我需要它們 You're not going to hide them from me. I want them!
你讓我想起了你父親 You're reminding me of your father.
他總是大聲喊叫要那些相簿 He was always screaming for a photo album
儘管那些相簿從來就沒有存在過 even though he never had one.
真抱歉 I'm so sorry.
我不是… I'm...
相簿？ A photo album?
- 相片 - 埃文？ - Photos. - Evan?
損傷是不可恢復性的 The damage is irreparable.
坦白地說 我真的感到驚奇 他的多項功能還能用 Frankly, I'm surprised he still has use of his motor functions.
媽媽 Mum?
嗯…記得把我們 Um, did you remember to bring
過去拍的家庭電影帶來了嗎？ those home movies that we used to make?
帶來了 就在這兒呢 Yeah, they're right here.
太好了 我真的喜歡看 Good, because I really like to watch them.
這真的太好了 So that's good.
我想最好明天一早 I think it's best we transfer him to Bellevue
就轉到貝爾塢醫院去 first thing in the morning.
「如果任何人找到這封信 'If anyone finds this,
那就意味著我的計劃不起作用… it means that my plan didn't work ...
…並且我已經死了」 ... and I'm already dead.'
他不在自己的房間裏 仔細搜查整個一樓 He's not in his room. Search the grounds.
如果我能以某種方式…回到… 'If I can somehow go back ...
所有這一切的…開端 ... to the beginning of all of this ...
我應該可以拯救她 ... I might be able to save her.'
埃文 Evan
去那裏 Over there
埃文 Evan
詹森 別拍啦 我快生了 I'm trying to have a baby.
走開 Go away.
有點不對勁 Something's wrong!
疼死我了 It's killing me!
讓他停下來！ 噢！ Make it stop! Oh!
心跳在加速 Heart rate is decelerating.
發生什麼事了？ What's happening?!
你沒有生命線 沒有靈魂 你根本就不該來到這個世上 You have no lifeline, no soul. You were never meant to be.
他快窒息了 He's choking himself!
No! 不！
好吧 我們給她做剖腹產 Okay, let's do a rapid sequence intubation for a c-section, stat!
- 救救他 - 氧氣不足 - Save him! - Not getting enough oxygen!
- 他快不行了 不行了 - 不！ - We're losing him, we're losing him! - No!
在你出生前 Before you were born,
我懷孕了三次 I was pregnant three times,
但他們都流產了 but they were all stillbirths.
從那時候開始我認為你是我的奇跡小寶寶 I've kind of thought of you as my miracle baby ever since.
又來了 Not again!
不要 No!
我受不了我爸爸 I couldn't stand my dad,
但如果我和我媽媽一起住 but I knew that if I went to live with my mum,
我就再也見不到你了 I would never see you again.
凱麗 湯米 Kayleigh and Tommy!
我好想你們 I missed you!
我再也不會讓你們離開我 I'll never let you guys out of my sight again.
只有做出犧牲才能獲得幸福 True happiness can only be achieved through sacrifice,
就像我們父母一樣 他們做出巨大犧牲 like the sacrifices our parents have made.
才把我們帶到了此時此地 Whoo-hoo! Great! Tommy!