剛那是非常短的一桿推桿 It was a very short putt.
鑒于之前一洞已多于標準桿一桿 It would seem routine had
這一桿反而顯得有些劍走偏鋒 he not just come off a bogey the hole before.
失誤在先顯然令他有些沮喪 Mm-hmm, obviously smarting from that.
不過我們來看看這一桿他怎么處理 But let's see what he does here.
教科書般完美無缺 完美無缺 Oh perfect. Textbook, textbook.
現在去看看第七球道上李·特拉維諾的情況 We move ahead now to Lee Trevino on the fairway at the seventh.
從他的桿底角看 似乎下方草皮有斷片 His lie looks as though he may be in a little divot.
顯然如此 巡回賽官員正在嚴加斥責 Absolutely. Tournament officials have been cracking down
負責填補的球童 on caddies filling in the divots.
在這樣高水平的比賽中 At this level of the game,
高爾夫的規范制度也愈加彰顯 some of us gotta watch the etiquette of golf.
睡吧 Just go to sleep.
漂亮的近距切球 A lovely approach.
他在斟酌 我想這般優秀... He's considering it now. I presume that a player like...
沙桿還是中號劈起桿 Sand wedge or intermediate pitching wedge.
真讓人激動 他正在瞄準 Oh, very exciting. He's lining up the shot.
看著我 Look at me.
什么 Hmm?
我受不了了 I'm not standing for this.
什么 Sorry?
你禁錮了我的靈魂 You keep my soul in a dungeon.
我要離開你 I'm leaving.
杰克 Jack?
-杰克 -你走我就把她扔下去 - Jack. - If you leave me, I'll throw her.
你覺得我不敢是嗎 You think that I won't, hmm?
-求你了 -你覺得我不敢是嗎 - Please. - Do you think I won't?!
我不走 不離開你 I won't leave. I won't leave you.
對不起 別再那樣做 I'm sorry. Don't ever do that again.
別離開我 別再那樣做 Don't ever leave me. Don't ever do that again.
光明美麗遍大地 All things bright and beautiful.
浩瀚渺小皆蒼生 All creatures great and small.
聰慧美好滿人間 All things wise and wonderful.
上主慈悲萬物生 The Lord God made them all.
請各位就座 I invite you to be seated at this time.
非常漂亮的補桿 Oh, that's a very nice touch.
那或許他可以保住標準桿 So maybe he can make a par. And at worse from there
之后再糟糕應該也能保住總桿數標準桿 you'd think he could stay his point total.
他現在卻在這個標準三桿的洞使用七號鐵桿 Now here we find him with a 7-iron at this par-3 hole.
鐵桿：用金屬做的桿，用作中距離的擊球 桿號越小，球擊得越遠
我不知道是不是他右腳打滑的原因 I don't know if there was a problem with him slippin' with
但那絕對應該是個左旋球 his right foot there, but definitely a pull.
顯然他心中早有打算 He obviously had the thought in his head
想要出其不意 that he needed to give it a little bit extra,
如今卻陷入困境 and he's found himself in a difficult spot.
他對這場比賽的全部期望... All the expectations he had coming into this,
-喂 -杰克 - Hello? - Jack.
貝西 Betsy.
你哥哥去世了 Your brother slipped away.
終于脫離苦海了 Finally out of his misery.
-是的 -我懂 我懂 - Yes, he is. - Oh, I know, I know.
我一次次聽到這樣的話語 And how many times did I hear,
"你為什么不能像你哥哥鮑比那樣" "Why can't you be like your brother Bobby"?
要是每聽一次這句話我就有一毛錢進帳 If I had a nickel for every time that was said to me...
想必我也發達了 I'd be a rich man today.
對于他前額上的那一塊傷疤 That scar on his forehead that he had,
他總能講出一個淵源 he always had a story for it,
但其實罪魁禍首是我 but it was me.
我八歲時砸了這位完美先生一錘頭 I threw a hammer at Mr. Perfect when I was eight.
但為了庇護他愛的人 他絕口不提 He never told though. He covered for the people he loved.
我愛著這樣的他 他就是這樣一個人 That's how he was and I loved him for that.
我希望能像他一樣 And I wanted to be like him.
方方面面 Everything-
我只想說... I just want to say that...
若不是鮑比 我... If it wasn't for Bobby, I'd...
我不知道... I- I don't know...
自己會是何種境地 Where I would've wound up.
他教會我生活 明辨是非 He taught me how to live, what was right.
我會懷念他 I'm gonna miss him.
他一生無憾 一生無憾 他... He lived right. He lived right. He was...
人生至此 夫復何求 What more could you s- want people to say about you?
圣經通篇描述上帝如何公正 All throughout Scripture it talks about God being a just God.
可我剛讀了一個寓言 I mean, I just read the parable
講述了一個女人不停地前來訴說 about the unjust judge,
其中的決斷就有失公允 where the woman kept coming and coming and saying...
關懷 愛意 寬容 Caring, loving, forgiving...
我懷疑你是否真心贊同那些言論 I'm wondering if you concur with what you've heard so far?
我認為關于選擇 關于自由意志... I think that the choices, the idea of free will,
以及我們有選擇的自由... and the fact that we have freedom of choice...
如今我們生活的時代 The reality of the times we live in,
充斥著焦躁和不安 this notion that- this angst
片名: 《色獄心機》
舉國上下多少人內心波瀾起伏 that a lot of people are feeling in this country,
憂心于我們經歷了某種根本性轉變 that we've gone through some sort of fundamental transformation...
今日早些時候 "Barack Obama earlier today,
巴拉克·奧巴馬將其五個月前 crediting his so-called stimulus package
簽署的所謂刺激計劃標榜為 that he signed four or five months ago,
"把現金送進納稅人的口袋" as "Putting cash into the pockets of taxpayers. "
如果作為底特律地區的納稅人的您 If you're a taxpayer in the Detroit area
拿到了刺激計劃送來的現金 who got cash in your pocket from the stimulus plan,
請打電話給我 I'd love to hear from ya,
當然您也可以通過網絡聯系我們 and you can also check in via the internet,
但我們期待聽到您的親口描述 but we would love to hear from you personally.
沃倫市的凱文 接通凱文 Kevin in Warren. We go to Kevin.
凱文 感謝來電 Kevin thanks so much for calling.
非常榮幸 Welcome.
你好 帕姆 Hi, Pam.
謝謝 Thanks.
不 是真的 No, it's true.
上帝作證 我改過自新了 With God is my witness, I've changed.
以耶穌和家人的名義... With Jesus and my family...
主啊 以前的事我很后悔 Oh my God, I'm sorry for what I've done.
搞了把玩具槍把酒品店給搶了 I mean, I robbed a goddamn liquor store with a toy gun.
哪個傻帽干這種蠢事啊 What kinda- what kinda idiot does that?
監獄長找你 Warden wants to see you.
你好 艾利 Hi, Allie.
-你好 米曲 杰尼斯 -杰克 - Hi, Mitch. Janice. - Jack.
-什么事 -關門 杰克 - What's up? - Shut the door, Jack.
這個叫迪肖恩·麥克尼的 This Deshawn Mackey guy.
由你負責 這是你的報告 對吧 This is yours? Your report, right?
對 怎么了 Yeah. Yeah. Why?
簡直一團糟 杰克 It's an incompetent mess, Jack.
我知道你的心早就飛到高爾夫球場上了 I mean, look, I know your head's already out on the golf course,
但這份報告簡直是有辱斯文 but this is a travesty of proper casework here.
-騙到你了 -確實 - I got ya. - You got me.
給 跟言簡意賅的大師學學 Here. Learn from the master of understatement.
-一定 -要簡潔 - Absolutely. - Keep 'em brief.
得趁你走人之前 Now I need to get Janice
讓杰尼斯熟悉起來 up to speed before you're out the back door,
所以就把你手上未定的審核都交給她吧 so let's pass all your indeterminates eligible off to her.
好的 當然 但我手頭已經審核的案子 Yeah yeah, of course, but I'd like to stay on my currents,
我想堅持做完他們的復查階段 可以嗎 if I can see them through to review- is that okay?
當然 只要你愿意 Yeah, if you're willing.
-我很愿意 謝謝 -好的 - I would like to. Thank you. - Yeah.
-沒事了 -好 - We're good. - Okay.
節哀順變 Oh, hey, I'm sorry.
什么 Excuse me?
你哥哥 我才聽說 請節哀順變 Your brother- I just recently heard, I'm sorry.
多謝關心 Thank you.
-好的 -好 - Okay. - Yeah.
石頭 S- Stone.
什么 Hmm?
不是 我叫石頭 No, I-I'm Stone.
我知道文件里寫的"杰拉德" I mean, I know it say "Gerald" In the file,
但我更喜歡石頭這個名號 but I'm just saying I prefer Stone.
杰拉德·科里森 Gerald Creeson.
石頭算怎么回事 外號嗎 So what's Stone, like a nickname?
是監獄里的外號嗎 That's something from here?
不 不是 老兄 讓那幫屌人去死 No. Oh no, man. Fuck ail these assholes.
那些認得我的人才這么叫我 Yo, that's what my people call me. You know, people who know me.
我們不會就這樣 Look, are we just gonna,
拿張表勾勾叉叉吧? like- are you just gonna tick the boxes and shit?
就不能有話直說嗎 I mean, can we- can we talk straight?
你到底幫不幫我出去 I mean, you gonna help me out or what?
你懂不懂 我覺得 'Cause I, you know, I don't think
這破牢我已經蹲夠本兒了 I deserve to be up in here no more.
說慢點 慢點 慢點 Let's just slow down. Slow slow down.
我磨了夠久了 再來三年也不能... I've done a long bid, man. Three more years ain't gonna-
說慢點 來談談你為什么來蹲牢吧 Slow down. Let's - let's talk about what got you here.
來講講吧 You want to tell me about that?
不就在你面前嗎 It's right there in front of you.
干嘛還要說一遍 Why you want to talk about that again?
因為現在你攥在我手里 'Cause now you're mine.
你進入下一級審核了 You moved up.
還有 我就是喜歡聊天 And just 'cause I like to chat.
里面那幫二逼 All these scrubs in here,
那幫短刑期的 還有那些軟柿子 you know, these short-timers and meatballs,
都裝出一副被冤枉的樣子 對不對 they're like, they're all innocent, right?
至少我承認了 Yeah. But at least I admit it.
我當時就承認了自己的罪過 You know, I copped to what I did right away,
現在該往前看了 老兄 and-and now I'm lookin' forward, man.
我外面有工作等著 我就不明白了 I got a job lined up and I'm sayin',
這種屁話要說多少遍才算個頭 why I got to talk about that shit every fuckin' time?
因為我想聽你自己說出來 沒其他原因 'Cause I want to hear your side of it, that's why.
猜怎么著 操他媽的狗屁事 操你媽 You know what? Just fuck this shit. Fuck you too.
-我他媽沒空陪你玩 -小子 - I ain't got time for this bullshit. - Hey, son-
你丫壓根就沒想讓我通過 No, you're just settin' them up so they can flop me, man.
你愛寫什么隨便寫 不同意就不同意吧 So you write what you're gonna write and let's just get on with it, man.
-哥無所謂 -小子 石頭 - 'Cause I'll take the flop. - Hey, son. Stone.
-你寫啊 寫不同意啊 寫啊 -小子 別激動 - Go ahead, max me, max me. - Son, calm down.
你以為我怕你啊 隨你他媽怎么寫 You don't think I'll do it, I'll see that max standing
-哥才不怕你 -石頭 - on my fucking head, man. - Stone!
出去以后有你好看 賤人 I'll see you outside before you see me, bitch.
石頭 兩秒以后 Stone!
你他媽就會回牢里蹲著 In about two fucking seconds you're gonna go in the hole,
而你的檔案也會被壓在最底下 and your file is gonna go to the bottom of my pile.
明白嗎 看見面前那扇門沒 You understand? You see that door in front of you?
你知道出門意味著什么 回監獄 You know where it goes- back.
你想重回監獄 隨便你 You want to go back? Be my guest.
想開始新生活 想出去看新世界 You want to go forward, you want to walk out of here,
想找到那扇門嗎 我 我就是那扇門 you want to find that door? Me, I'm that door.
你得通過我 And you will go through me.
哪怕我問起天氣 If I ask you a question about the weather,
你他媽也得乖乖回答 you better fucking answer it
否則咱們三年后再見 or go back and I'll see you in three years.
-明白沒 -明白 - You got it? - Yeah.
-那你他媽就坐下 -好 - Then sit the fuck down. - All right.
都沒事了 Well, we just shootin' the shit.
我喜歡她 夠勁兒 I like her, man. She's hard.
好 行了 聽我說 Okay. All right, look,
程序就是這樣 look, this is a process.
我們聊聊 We talk.
我們不是朋友 那就裝成朋友 好嗎 We're not friends, but just pretend we're friends, okay?
放松 隨便聊聊 就這樣 Relax, just-just talk, that's all,
說不定咱們就能各得其所 好嗎 and then maybe we both get what we want, okay?
-行 那就裝吧 -好 - Okay, let's pretend. - Okay.
你結婚了 You're married.
對 Yeah.
那很好 Okay, that's good.
你結婚多久了 How long are you married?
九年了 八年就在這兒耗了 Nine years, man- eight of it up in this shit.
材料里寫過了 老兄 我不想... It's right in the file, man. I don't want-
說說你的妻子 Let's talk about your wife.
-露西塔 -對 - Lucetta? - Mm-hmm, yeah.
-她來過這里沒 你見過她沒 -沒有 - Has she come up here? You seen her? - No.
-她正點到爆 兄弟 -什么意思 - She's a dime, dawg. - What's a dime?
完美情人 她很好 Perfect 10, man. She's fine.
我偷偷跟你說 I'll tell you, between you and me,
她很不同一般 she's-she's a alien.
不同一般 她是外國來的非法移民嗎 Alien? What do you mean, like an illegal?
不 不是非法移民 她比你還白呢 No, she ain't illegal, man. She's whiter than you.
她就像是 就像是 No, she's like- she's like a-
從另一個世界來的 she's an alien from another world, man.
她常來看你嗎 周六給你帶便當嗎 She visit you much? Picnics most Saturdays?
我討厭便當 我喜歡干她 I don't want no picnic, man. I miss my dick in her fuckin' ass.
我無比懷念口交時那種欲仙欲死的感覺 You know, I miss her suckin' me till I can't take no more.
她瘋的很 什么都肯做 I mean, she's crazy. She'll do anything.
乳交 顏射都無所謂 Fuck her tits, come in her face,
她也就眨眨眼 笑個不停 she'll just blink and keep on laughing, man.
她就是... It's- she-
你要真想聊露西塔 look, if we gonna talk about Lucetta,
可得做好心理準備 you better watch out,
接下來給你描述的事兒 'cause I'm gonna give you some pictures in your head
估計要讓你性奮得好幾夜睡不著了 gonna keep you up nights, man.
不會吧 Oh man.
對不起 對不起 我說話漏風 我知道 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I- I got a mouth, I know.
我的錯 老兄 你現在看我那眼神 I apologize, man. You're givin' me that look,
感覺就像是審核到此為止了 and I feel like you go down here and that's the end of this shit.
這樣 我可不想惹你 Look, I don't want no beef with you.
我好好待著 I just want to be vegetarian.
那是你老婆嗎 Is that your wife? You're married?
對 Yeah.
-很久了嗎 -四十三年了 - A long time? - 43 years.
不會吧 Get the fuck out.
看來是真愛了 Man, that's true love, huh?
真好 四十三年了 That's great, and after 43 years
還有激情干柴烈火什么的 and you still get it on and everything?
-你說什么 -不是 我是真好奇 - Excuse me? - No, I'm really curious about this.
是這樣 我愛我的馬子 It's like, say, I love my lady, right,
但有時候想想 but, you know, I wonder sometimes,
要是她以后滿身滿臉的褶子可怎么辦 like how you gonna do when the skin starts to go to the crepe,
你明白我意思嗎 you know what I'm sayin'? I mean,
你一般怎么搞 what do- how does that work for you?
要吃點偉哥硬起來還是怎樣 Like you get hip to Viagra, so you can like hammer nails with it?
等等 你聽好 Listen listen, look, I don't
我不跟人這樣討論我老婆 talk with anybody about my wife like that.
我沒說你老婆 我在說我自己 I ain't talkin' about your wife. I'm sayin', for me,
我關在這里很多年了 you know, I've been locked up a long time.
現在讓我去干 You don't need much more
估計沒兩下就不行了 than two pumps and a swirl to get it done.
嘴巴干凈點 I don't consider this polite conversation.
我沒想顯粗魯 我只想知道 I ain't tryin' to be rude, okay? I really want to know
你能量釋放到哪里 where does that go?
或者說發泄到哪里 Or where do you put it, if you-
你懂我的意思不 you get what I'm sayin'?
我想知道你怎么處理這事 I want to know how it works for you,
怎么把那把火壓住 how you keep a lid on that.
現在不是談我的時候 We're not- we're not talking about me.
不談我 懂不懂 We're not talking about me, okay?
人類看表象 Man looks on the outward appearance.
上帝看心靈 God looks on the heart.
當然人的心靈確實很重要 And certainly the heart of a man does matter,
因為口中所言皆由心生 because out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks...
選擇是上帝決意呈現給我們的 Only in the choices that God decides to present to us.
不對 我不是那意思 Well, no, I'm not saying that.
我是說我相信人是有主觀能動性的 I'm saying that I just believe that we're automatons...
事情就是這樣 ...and here's the deal:
-我沒有選擇出生 -很嚴肅的 - I did not choose to be born... - This is very very serious.
我也無法選擇再出生一次 ...and I cannot choose to be born again.
她都四歲了 你相信嗎 She's four- can you believe it?
諸如此類的事情上我沒有選擇權 I had no choice in that matter whatsoever, and yet
-卻有很多人... -你去哪兒了 - there are so many people that... - Where have you gone?
認為他們在靈魂再生 ...think they have a choice in the matter
和靈魂形成上可以選擇 of their spiritual rebirth and their spiritual formation.
事實上 The fact of the matter is,
生命種子埋下 受孕完成 a seed is planted and conception takes place,
-而你只能順應天命 -阿門 - which you had nothing to do with. - Amen.
上帝之聲 WDDL廣播電臺 All Voices Under God, WDDL,
幾條重要消息后再回來 will continue here right after these very important messages.
當時我們嗑嗨了 想找錢 Look, we was high as shit and we were lookin' for money.
爺爺聽到我們的聲音 You know? My poppy hears us.
他和迪奇說了幾句 Him and Teach have words.
爺爺去別處拿了槍 Poppy goes and gets his gun.
我就想"搞毛 我可不想攙和進來" And I was like, "Fuck this. I don't want no part of this,"
于是我就出去了 and I went outside.
然后迪奇把事情處理了 房子也燒了 So then, Teach done what he done and then the house got burnt.
實在是...糟透了 It was- you know, it was terrible.
我當時就知道自己犯了大錯 I was like a terrible mistake that I made.
悲慘極了但也已經過去很久了 I was tragic and it was a long time ago
我為此付出了... and I've paid- I've paid...
太長時間的煎熬 With a lot of hard time.
我想現在我準備好出去了 And I just think, you know, I'm so ready to be out
開始新生活 and start my life again,
所以... and well, so what-
我們要怎怎怎么做才能實現 you know, what-what-what can we do to make that happen?
怎樣你才會幫我實現 How can you help me make that happen?
看情況吧 Well, we'll see.
這才剛開始 所以 We were just getting started, so-
我來這里變好了不少 你知道嗎 A lot of good things have happened for me in here, you know.
我考了GED[相當于高中水平] I did my GED like that, man.
我在紡織工廠里改造 I held down this job- Textiles Unit,
過去的兩年一直是第一名 number one position the last two years.
我要回家找我的妻子 I'm goin' home to my wife.
她都給我找好工作了 She's got a spot for me, you know,
在埃勒特山的克萊斯勒汽車廠 Mount Elliot Chrysler,
工作都準備好了 job lined up.
我想去 你知道嗎 I'm-I'm going, you know.
是的 這是誰的主意 Yeah, whose idea was it?
露西塔 她認識 Lucetta- she knows
埃勒特山分店的經理 the branch manager at Mount Elliot.
不 不是你的工作 No no, not your job.
要去你祖父母家是誰的主意 Whose idea was it to go to your grandparent's?
-什么 -是誰的主意 - What? - Whose idea was it?
我告訴過你 我告訴過你 是迪奇 I told you- I told you it was Teach.
迪奇 你知道 Teach, you know.
就像我說的 我甚至沒有... Like I said, I wasn't even...
我一直就在屋子外面 I was...I went outside the house.
是的 但是你沒有阻止他們 對吧 Yeah, but you didn't stop them, did you?
-阻止他們什么 -殺害你的祖父母 - Stop 'em what? - From killing your grandparents.
你根本不想讓我通過是吧 哥們 You-you-you ain't gonna do it, man.
你不會... You're not gonna-
你知道個屁啊 見鬼 You don't give a fuck, man. Shit.
我當時在外面 I was outside,
迪奇出來了 Teach...Teach come out,
直到他告訴我 我才知道他做了什么 and I didn't even know what he'd done until he told me.
迪奇都已經作證了 哥們 Teach testified to that, man.
這就是為什么我沒有被判謀殺罪 He- that's why I didn't even catch the rap for...for manslaughter.
而只是幫兇和縱火罪 I got accessory and arson.
我已經蹲了八年了 I've done eight out of 10-15.
你們到底想讓我怎么樣 I mean, what...what more do you want from me?
好吧 這樣 Okay, so,
我們要讓今天 let's make today
成為又一個異常特殊的日子 an extra special day.
讓我們為某人做一件好事 Let's do one nice thing for someone else,
但是不告訴任何人我們做過 好嗎 but not tell anyone else that we did it, okay?
好的 Okay.
要是拿7-2牌的人贏了 每人給十塊錢 Win with the seven-deuce, it's 10 bucks for everybody.
7-2 Poker里面最不可能贏的組合 所以必須有特殊規則來保護 否則拿到這種牌的人會直接放棄 也就是fold
分高低彩池都贏的話 Win both ways with the seven-deuce,
-每人二十塊 -杰克狂野嗎 - 20 bucks a head. - Jack's wild?
他當然不狂野 Jack's definitely not wild.
瑪莎 跟進嗎 Marsha, stay in?
你好 Hello?
請問這是杰克·瑪布里的家嗎 Hi, is this Jack Mabry's place?
什么 Excuse me?
我叫露西塔·科里森 Oh, my name is Lucetta Creeson.
我的丈夫... My husband's...
對不起 我沒聽明白 Excuse me, I couldn't understand what-
我想找杰克·瑪布里 Can I speak to Jack Mabry?
我是瑪布里夫人 Well, this is Mrs. Mabry.
好的 我能跟杰克對話嗎 Okay, can I speak to Jack?
你要找我丈夫的話 我可以給他帶個話 You need my husband. I can give him a mess-
-你找到他了嗎 -跟他太太說了幾句 - Hey, you get ahold of him? - She was a little short.
我也不知道 You know? Like, I don't know.
她好像不想跟我說什么 Like she didn't want to talk or something.
你為什么和她說話呢 Why-why-why you talkin' to her?
嘿 湯米 我們不能咬 Hey, Tommy, Tommy, we don't bite.
不能咬 好嗎 Huh-uh, no biting, okay?
你明白我在說什么嗎 Do you understand what I'm sayin'?
我現在需要你幫我 I need you to do this for me right now.
就現在 別讓機會溜走 Right now. Don't let it slide.
好的 我會的 Okay, I will.
好嗎 今晚給他打電話 Okay? Call him tonight.
明天還給他打 明天晚上還給他打 Call him tomorrow. Call him tomorrow night.
后天還給他打 后天晚上還打 Call him the day after. Call him the day after tomorrow night.
我想知道 That's what I'm getting
你承認你之前做錯了嗎 at is do you believe what you did was wrong?
你在想什么 就因為我在西部長大 What-what d'you think, because I grew up westside
我就是不能分辨是非的 that like I'm one of these socio-delinquent types,
社會問題青年 don't know the difference between right and wrong?
你想知道我的悲慘童年和狗屎命運嗎 You want me to tell you about my bad childhood and shit?
我不知道 你曾經有嗎 I don't know. Did you have one?
你知道 在那時 Well, you know, at the time,
我認為干壞事都是正常的 I thought a lot of shit was normal.
這當然是不對的 It was definitely unhealthy,
但另一方面 我認為 but on the same token, you know, I didn't think
我本身并不壞 I was a bad person to begin with.
所以 我是說 你還想知道什么 So, you know, I mean, what, you want to know
我是否會點燃其他祖父母的房子嗎 if I'm gonna light any more grandparents on fire?
-你會嗎 -不會 - Are you? - No.
你還有祖父祖母在世嗎 You got any more?
還有一個 Yeah, I got one.
那你應該對那位老人好些 Yeah well, try to make a better effort with that one.
我并不是專門來找你麻煩的 I'm not trying to be flip.
我覺得我應該獲得自由 I think I deserve to be free, I do.
為什么 就因為你服滿刑期了嗎 Why, because you did the time?
就這樣 你準備好了嗎 That's it, you're ready?
你現在清白了嗎 Now you're a clean slate?
我跟所有人一樣清白 哥們 I'm clean as anybody, man.
我跟你一樣清白 I'm clean as you.
也許是 也許不是 Well, maybe, maybe not.
真的 我想問問你 Seriously, let me ask you something, you know.
為什么你就能坐在那兒 Why are you- why are you- why are you gonna sit there,
問我這些問題 好像你從來沒犯過錯 like, asking me these questions like you never done nothin'?
為什么你能自由地進來出去而我就不能 I mean, you know, why do you get to walk around free and I don't?
我從沒有犯過罪 I wasn't convicted of a crime.
得了吧 你就沒做過壞事 Oh, come on, you never did anything bad?
沒有對任何人做過錯事 Never did anybody no wrong,
從不需要得到寬恕 had to be forgiven for nothin'?
沒有 我從沒有違法 No, never broke the law.
你就從沒有接到超速罰單 What, you never got a speeding ticket?
沒有跟別人在酒吧里打過架 You never backed somebody up in a bar fight or something?
在越南 你沒有殺害過小孩 Shit, Vietnam you never killed some kid- you carry that with you?
對你太太不忠 You step out on your wife,
或者猥褻一個側目看你的15歲小孩 you fuck that little 15-year-old who looked at you sideways?
好了 好了 Okay okay.
不 得了吧 伙計 得了吧 No, come on, man! Come on!
你還要這樣判定別人多久 How long you get to keep
就因為一個人做了一件壞事 judgin' a person for
你就判定他是個壞人 one had thing they done?
無論我付出多大代價 No matter how much I paid,
都得在這兒和你廢話 I gotta keep eatin' shit with you?
你還要這樣多久 For how long?
不應該這樣 不應該 That ain't right. It ain't.
我求你了 求你了 I mean, I'm beggin' you, man. I'm beggin' you.
我是一個人 一個人 看看我的記錄 I'm a person. I'm a person. Look at my record, you know.
看看我在這兒都干了什么 Look at- look at what I've done in here.
我跟剛來的時候不一樣了 I mean, I'm different than when I come in here, man.
我長大了 我他媽重獲新生了 I've grown a lot. I'm like fuckin' reborn, man.
這對你的意義是什么 重獲新生 What does that mean to you, being reborn?
什么 What?
重獲新生對你來說是什么意思 What does that mean to you?
嗨 我又來了 Hi. Yeah, I'm back.
科里森太太 Hey, Mrs. Creeson.
你好 吉可 Hey, Jake.
謝謝 拜拜 Thanks. Bye, guys.
科里森 Creeson!
這些小辮很漂亮 Oh, the rows look so nice.
我喜歡他們的厚度 親愛的 I like 'em thick, baby.
-是嗎 -它看起來真棒 - Yeah? - It looks really good.
-我用了你送我的摩絲 -是嗎 - I've been using that mousse you sent. - Yeah?
因為克里斯托告訴我睡前弄好 'Cause Crystal said you put the rag on before you go to sleep,
醒來后他們還是 and when you wake up they're
漂亮有型 他們看起來太棒了 still all clean and nice- they look really good.
他們很緊 你看起來真他媽不錯 They look tight. You look so fucking good.
我好想你 I miss you so much.
你有什么新消息嗎 What have you got to tell me? I mean...
我給他打過電話 Well, I called him
但是他沒有回我 我又留了言 and he didn't call me back, so I left another message.
好的 很好 但是你... Okay, that's good, but you
你得單獨跟他會面 know you got to get with him person to person.
我正在努力 親愛的 我正努力 I'm on it. Baby, I'm on it.
一對一 你知道我的意思 One on one, you know what I'm saying?
我只能讓你幫我了 我一個人不行 I gotta have you with me on it. I can't do this by myself.
任何事情 Anything.
我會為你做任何事情 你知道的 對吧 I would do anything for you, you know that, right?
是的 Yeah.
好了 好了 Okay okay.
親愛的 我今天為你穿了特別的 Baby, I wore something special for you.
是嗎 你穿了什么 Did you? What did you wear?
-什么都沒穿 -哦 天啊 - Nothing. - Oh God.
我服了你 You're killin' me.
不行 好了 好了 Oh no. Okay okay okay.
-什么 -過分了 不行 - What? - This is too much. No no.
不行 不 對不起 別這樣 來這邊 Come on. No no, I'm sorry. Just come on. Come here, come here.
親愛的 Honey?
我沒有拿到假釋 I can't get no ticket.
我拿不到 你明白嗎 I can't get a ticket, you understand, right?
我已經很接近了 I'm too close.
-寶貝 寶貝 -是的 是的 - Baby. Baby. - Yeah. Yeah.
我已經很接近了 Okay, I'm so close.
-我該怎么辦 -會好的 - What am I gonna do? - It's gonna happen.
-我不能再這樣了 -別擔心 - I can't do much more of this. - Don't worry.
不行 我搞不定了 I can't. I ain't gonna make it.
我是認真的 露西塔 I'm serious, Lucetta.
我覺得 我覺得 我都想自殺了 I just think I want- like I want to kill myself.
別這樣開玩笑 行嗎 You don't even joke like that, okay?
別開玩笑 Don't joke.
我愛你 I love you.
你想吃點什么嗎 我拿了些奶油松餅 You want something to eat? I got some cream puffs
還有些動物餅干 還有牛奶 and some animal crackers and some milk and stuff.
"讓主因我而榮耀..." [約翰福音 14：13] "That the Father may be glorified... "
基督
音禪的力量
"寬恕罪惡 那么那人 "... the embrace of sin, the individual
就能聆聽到上帝的聲音 achieves perfect metaphysical pitch
然后將自己 and transforms himself
變成上帝的調音叉" into a tuning fork of God. "
我正在自我進化 你們這些狗娘養的 I'm trying improve myself here, you motherfuckers!
這是杰克和馬蒂林·瑪布里的家 This is Jack and Madylyn Mabry.
請留言 Please leave a message.
你好 我是露西塔·科里森 Hi. Hey, this is Lucetta Creeson.
我之前打過電話 Um, I called before.
我是杰拉德·科里森的妻子 I'm Stoney Creeson's wife.
我跟瑪布里太太通過話 I spoke to Mrs. Mabry,
但是瑪布里先生 我找的是你 but Mr. Mabry, this is for you.
我想跟你談談我丈夫的事情 I would like to talk to you about my husband.
這對我們很重要 Um, it's kind of important to us.
我一般早上工作 And I work most mornings, but-
但是 不 我可以重新安排 well, no, look, I could rearrange things,
所以 任何時間如果你方便都行 so whenever's good for you is fine with me.
見鬼 Shit.
我還沒說完 I wasn't done.
誰會九點睡覺 Who goes to sleep at 9:00?
瑪布里先生 Mr. Mabry?
-瑪布里警官 -對不起 - Officer Mabry? - Sorry?
我是科里森太太 Mrs. Creeson...
我是石頭的妻子 I'm Stoney's wife.
科里森夫人 Oh oh, Mrs. Creeson.
叫我露西塔吧 拜托 Look, call me Lucetta though, please.
你來看你的丈夫 You're here to see your husband?
不 別傻了 我來這找你 No, silly, I'm here to see you.
等等 對不起 你沒有聽我的留言嗎 Wait, I'm sorry, didn't you get my message?
是的 好吧 Oh yeah, okay. Well,
科里森太太 我們只能 there's a way to meet with family, Mrs. Creeson.
在辦公室里接見犯人親屬 You have to go through the office for me to see you.
-好吧 -案件警官接見 - Oh right. - The case officer to...
和評估家庭狀況 meet and assess the home situation.
-這是我們的規定 -是這樣 警官 - That's-that's how we. - See, that's the thing though, sir,
因為 我就是那個"家庭狀況" because, I mean, I am the home situation.
科里森太太 Mrs. Creeson,
-請給我辦公室打電話 - 露西塔 - just call the office... - Lucetta.
露西塔 請給我辦公室打電話 Lucetta. Just call the office
然后約個時間 and make an appointment.
您必須這樣做 That's the way you have to do it.
我不能跟您說幾句話嗎 Can't I just talk to you for a while?
我是說 我們不能 I mean, can't we just,
就你我 然后約個時間嗎 sort of just you and me make a date or something?
-不 不行 -求你了 求你了 - No, we can't. - Please, please.
你知道這對我們意義重大 You know how much this means to us.
如果你來看你的丈夫 If you're coming to see your husband,
沒問題 但是其他任何事情不可以 fine, but we can't do it any other way.
而且我要晚了 真的 And I'm late, really.
好吧 瑪布里先生 Well, Mr. Mabry,
瑪布里先生 我想給你一個小禮物 Mr. Mabry, I wanted to give you a little something
這是我班上的孩子做的 my kids made in class.
不 我不能接受禮物 Yeah, I can't accept that.
這不合適 謝謝 It's inappropriate. Thank you anyway.
但這是給小鳥做的 看 But it's for the birds, see?
這是個鳥巢 它們飛來飛去編制的窩 And they- it's a nest and they come and they take their twine
它們銜來的樹枝做成的小家 and their twigs and stuff and they make their little home.
謝謝 Thank you.
好的 Okay.
-很高興見到你 -謝謝 - Nice to meet you. - Thank you.
好了 Okay.
這到底是什么 What the hell is this?
-什么東西 -這個 你妻子給的 - What's that? - This...your wife.
什么 她寄給你的嗎 What, she sent it to you?
她剛才在停車場給我的 She gave it to me in the parking lot just now.
等等 什么 露西塔來找你了嗎 Wait, what, Lucetta come and find you?
她剛剛在停車場給我的 別想搗亂 She gave that to me in the parking lot. Don't mess with me.
我不想給你帶來任何麻煩 I ain't lookin' for any kind of trouble with you, you know.
我希望你沒有把她牽扯進來 I hope you didn't put her up to it.
到時候假釋小組直接給你寄駁回書 The parole board's gonna send you a flop in the mail
你連申辯的機會都不會有 and you won't even see them.
露西塔想干什么是她的事 Lucetta does whatever the fuck she wants.
我跟你說 I told you, man.
她就是喜歡這些小孩子的玩意兒 She's just boisterous.
上帝啊 真是倒霉的一周 Jesus, what a week.
我想知道你對這個怎么看 Hey hey, I want to see what you think about something.
你看過這個嗎 You ever- you seen this?
我在圖書館找到的 I found it in the library.
《音禪 上帝的聲音和生命》 "Zukangor, The Sound and Life God."
是的 你知道它嗎 Yeah, you know it?
不 No.
書里說 聲音是一切的開始 They say the sound part come first.
他說 如果你感受到了 They say the- when you experience
心靈世界的真理 a spiritual truth
它會通過聲音來到你身邊 that it comes to you as a sound,
穿透你的身體 that it goes through you,
改變你的震頻 讓你回歸和諧 changes your vibration, gets you back into harmony.
就像上帝的調音叉 Like God's tuning fork or something.
如果你身體上發生這些變化 And then if you let that happen to you,
你就會得到光明 then- then you get the light,
得到啟示什么的 or you get illumination or something.
我沒聽過這些 我是主教派的 I wouldn't know about that. I'm an Episcopalian.
他們說 要從小事開始 They say it starts with small things,
比如一些小聲音 小震動 like little sounds, little vibrations,
比如電燈的嗡嗡聲 like a-just like a buzzing electric light
水流聲 或者蜜蜂的聲音 or rushing water or the sound of a bee or...
-是嗎 -是的 - Yeah? - Yeah.
然后就會發展 And then it grows.
但是這不用教父什么的 它不像宗教 But there's no priest or nothing. It's not like a religion.
就是一個叫阿諾德的人 There's just this one dude named Arnold
他是創始人 who's the Zukmaster.
書上說 你可以自己練習 They say you do this practice all by yourself.
你可以聽得更好 You can- you can hear better.
你可以通過聲音聽到上帝對你說話 You can hear God speaking to you through sounds.
什么練習 What's the practice?
-他們吟唱"Hue" -Hue - They chant "Hue. " - Hue?
-然后他們聆聽 -聽什么 蜜蜂嗎 - And then they listen. - For what, a bee?
可能吧 我不知道 Maybe, I don't know.
但是 關鍵是 But you know, the thing is
他們說你會不斷輪回 they say you got to keep coming back
直到你償還所有的罪孽 until you pay for all your shit.
你會用幾輩子的時間來償還 That you've got to fix it
直到所有罪孽都清算干凈 over a lot of lives, you know, until you work it all out.
好吧 那這輩子呢 Well, what about this life?
你這輩子做的事情呢 What about answering for
你該如何償還 the things that you've done in this life?
見鬼 我知道我已經償還了 Shit, I know I have.
是嗎 Have you?
是的 你呢 Yeah. Have you?
這是耶穌的身體 賜予你 This is the body of Christ, given for you.
耶穌的身體 賜予你 The body of Christ, given for you.
-我一會兒回來 -好的 - I'll be right back. - Sure.
給你 你開車回家 Here, you drive home.
我去跟牧師聊一會兒 然后自己走回去 I'm going to talk to the pastor a minute and then I'll walk.
好的 Okay.
嘿 傻子 婊子 Hey yo, foul, bitch!
可惡 你這個傻子 Damn, that's a hard foul!
這個蠢驢 Yo, that's a foul!
Hue Hue...
伙計 你應該扣下去的 Man, you should've dunked it!
好的 我以前從沒這樣做過 Okay, I've never done this before, so-
我是說 我每周 well, I mean, I come to the...
都來教堂 我努力嘗試 Church every week and I really try.
但是我不知道 我本來希望 And I don't know, I mean, I guess I had hoped with time
隨著時間會越來越容易 it would be easier and easier and...
而且 And I'd be...
我的家人 身邊的人 My family, people close to me,
對于他們似乎都很容易 但是對我 it seems to come to them easily, but for me it's...
我是說 I mean I've...
我不知道 I don't know.
我是說 I mean I've...
有時我的想法 Sometimes the thoughts that I have,
我的感覺... feelings...
但是 有時 But, uh, sometimes
我只覺得你應該槍斃了我或怎樣 I just think maybe you should shoot me or something.
我認為這不是上帝的旨意 Well, I don't believe that that's what God wants for you.
好吧 那他要怎么樣 Well, what does he want?
我希望我能有個簡單的答案 I wish I had a simple answer for you.
我不確定上帝想讓你干什么 I'm not sure what God wants for you.
是否有... Is there anything...
圣經有篇古老的短文說 There's an old Biblical passage that says...
"靜心 吾乃上帝" "Be still and know that I am God. "
也就是說 Which is a way of saying
有時上帝確實 sometimes God does, um,
會以神秘的方式向我們說話 speak to us in mysterious ways.
離開護欄 Off the rail!
我說 離開護欄 I said off the rail!
你好 Hello?
嗨 我是露西塔·科里森 我們上星期談過 Hi, this is Lucetta Creeson. We talked last week.
抱歉 再說下你名字? I'm sorry, what is your name again?
露西塔·科里森 Lucetta Creeson.
我只想問下杰克在不在家 I was just wondering if Jack was home.
恐怕他還在 等等 別掛 I'm afraid he's still- oh no, wait, hold on.
-杰克 電話 -是誰 - Jack, telephone. - Who is it? Who? Who is it?
你的一個朋友? A friend of yours?
-你好 -嘿 - Hello. - Hey.
我是露西塔·科里森 It's Lucetta Creeson.
我只想問 Listen, I was just wondering, um,
我們什么時候可以見個面 when we could meet, when we could get together.
科里森夫人 我不知你怎么弄到我家電話的 Uh, Mrs. Creeson, I don't know how you're calling my house,
但我告訴過你打給辦公室 but I told you to call the office.
我只是 Well, look, I'm just,
不擅長辦公 而且 I'm not that great at offices and, you know,
在辦公室我說不了真心話 I just- I just can't be real, like, in an office, you know?
-科里森夫人 -露西塔 - Look, Mrs. Creeson - Lucetta.
科里森夫人 我在審核你丈夫的檔案 Mrs. Creeson, I have business with your husband.
正因為這樣我才打電話 Well, that's why I'm calling.
你覺得還有其他原因嗎 I mean, what, did you think I had another reason?
沒有 我沒那樣想 Well, no, I didn't.
或許我們可以一起午餐 Maybe we could go to lunch,
你可以帶上瑪布里夫人 you could bring Mrs. Mabry too.
她聲音很甜 她的名是什么來著 You know, she's got a sweet voice. What's her first name?
聽著 我很欣賞你如此愛你丈夫 Look, I admire that you love your husband
想給他幫忙 and you want to do what's right for him,
但我現在告訴你 你這是在幫倒忙 but you're not helping him. I'm telling you that right now.
聽我說 杰克 Listen to me, Jack.
我的確愛我丈夫 I do love my husband.
我如此 I love my husband
愛我丈夫 so much.
我所要求的只是一個 And all I'm asking you is for a chance
幫助你從不同角度認識他的機會 to help you see him in a different light.
我是說 你工作那地方有多少人 I mean, how many men at that place you work at
會有這樣愛他們的女人 have somebody loving them like that, huh?
難道這都不能讓你動下惻隱之心嗎 Doesn't that mean something to you,
你手中控制的可是他人的命運啊 a man in a position like yours?
這 確實 別誤會我 It-it- no, it-it does, it does. Don't misunderstand me.
我只想要他回家 I just want him home.
我如此 需要他 I want... I want him so bad.
我要他擁抱我 I want his arms around me.
我要他在我床上 I want him in my bed.
我想念他 I miss him.
我不能說服你么 Can't I persuade you?
受傷的會是誰 Who's it gonna hurt, hmm?
就讓我來見你吧 拜托 Just let me come see you, please.
讓我來見你 杰克 Let me come see you, Jack.
我吊上他了 I got him.
會搞定的 寶貝 It's gonna happen, baby.
甜心 你沒事吧 Huh. Honey, you okay?
我太他媽累了 I'm so fuckin' tired.
睡不著嗎 Can't you sleep?
這里一直吵個不停 No, it's too loud all the time.
吵得我無法 So noisy I can't...
我無法靜下心來 I can't get out of my head.
什么都聽不到 I can't hear nothin'. I can't listen.
這地方開始讓我頭腦混亂了 This place is startin' to mess with my head.
跟你說 我最近在做很奇怪的夢 I'm tellin' you, I'm having these weird~ass dreams.
可憐 Poor honey.
我想自殺 I thought I wanted to kill myself, right?
想找個偏僻的地方把自己吊死 Thought