我还告诉你，你是彼得， And I say also unto thee that thou art Peter,
我要把我的教会建造在这磐石上 and upon this rock I will build my church.
阴间的权柄，不能胜过他。（权柄原文作门 马太福音16-18） And the gates of hell shall not prevail against it.
梵蒂冈 翻译：qianqiaru The Vatican.
在罗马城内的小小主权国家 A tiny sovereign state in the middle of Rome.
万众瞩目之地 The focus of the faith of a billion people.
游客们涌进圣彼得广场 Tourists flock to St Peter's Square,
但梵蒂冈的内部生活依然很神秘 but the Vatican's inner life has been shrouded in secrecy.
直至今天 Until now.
第一次 For the first time,
梵蒂冈允许摄影机 the Vatican has allowed cameras
深入这个世界 deep into a world few have ever seen,
拍摄其独特的信仰之地 filming a unique community of faith.
男人们 The men,
女人和孩子们奉献他们的生命侍奉教皇 women and children who devote their lives to serving the Pope
以及他的客人们 and his guests.
照顾宝物的管理员们 The curators who tend its treasures.
保护秘密档案的文员 The archivists who guard its secrets.
这是在1633年4月12日的一次审讯 TRANSLATION: This is the interrogation of 12th April 1633,
伽利略第一次被传唤到宗教裁判所 the first time Galileo was summoned before the Inquisition.
圣彼得的遗骨 From the bones of St Peter
西斯廷教堂的胜迹 to the marvels of the Sistine Chapel.
这是梵蒂冈的神秘之旅 This is a journey into the hidden world of the Vatican.
我会给你通往天堂之国的钥匙 And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven.
天主教的首都是个非常美丽的地方 The capital city of the Catholic Church is a place of great beauty
并充满争议 and profound controversy.
教皇本笃十六世掀起有一个政治浪潮 NEWSREADERS: Pope Benedict XVI set off another political firestorm,
说男用避孕套令艾滋病更加严重 saying condoms could make the HIV/AIDS crisis worse.
开除了4名主教 The excommunications of four bishops,
包括一名曾经否认大屠杀的主教 including one who denied the Holocaust,
同意犹太族群，令梵蒂冈很困扰 angered Jewish groups and perplexed the Vatican...
罗马天主教会的虐童丑闻危机 The crisis for the Roman Catholic Church over child sex abuse
在今晚变得更加严重 has deepened tonight.
教皇的全面护卫 ..launching an all-out defence of the Pope
犹如教父虐待丑闻影响了他的家乡 as a priest abuse scandal rocks his native homeland...
自从他在2005年被红衣教主大会选为教皇 Since he was elected here by the College Of Cardinals in 2005,
教皇本笃十六世面临诸多学术争议 Pope Benedict XVI has faced doctrinal disputes,
他对艾滋病和避孕的态度收到严厉的批评 intense criticism of his attitude to AIDS and contraception,
以及在世界各地天主教机构中 and the revelation of shocking abuse
被揭露的虐待事件 in Catholic institutions throughout the world.
这是他从没想到过的 And it's a job he never even wanted.
欢呼和掌声 CHEERING AND APPLAUSE
在他成为教皇前5年 Five years before he became Pope,
红衣主教Joseph Ratzinger正式要求退休回到私人生活 Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger formally requested to retire to private life.
遭到拒绝 The answer was no.
教皇肩上的担子很重 TRANSLATION: 'The Pope carries a very great weight on his shoulders'
因为领导工作很费心 because the task of leadership is demanding.
领导人肩负巨大责任以及很大的压力 A leader bears great responsibility and with that comes great strains.
红衣主教法庭 Cardinal of the Curia,
Angelo Comastri是梵蒂冈最有权力的人之一 Angelo Comastri is one of the most powerful men in the Vatican,
也是本笃教皇的少数挚友之一 and one of Pope Benedict's few close friends.
我记得Don Primo Mazzolari说的几句话 TRANSLATION: I remember the words of Don Primo Mazzolari,
几十年前，一个出色意大利牧师说过 a wonderful priest of the Italian Church, who said a few decades ago,
有一个时刻会到来 "there will come a time
那时的领导工作会类似一次受难 when leadership will almost resemble a crucifixion."
梵蒂冈因为受难而存在 The Vatican exists because of a crucifixion,
但不是耶稣基督那种 but not that of Jesus Christ.
根据基督教传统 According to Christian tradition,
当时罗马皇帝尼尔在这里处决了圣彼得 the Roman Emperor Nero had the apostle St Peter executed here.
彼得，第一任教皇，他要求被倒挂十字架 Peter, the first Pope, asked to be crucified upside down,
因为他觉得不能和他的弥赛亚（耶稣基督）的死相提并论 because he did not feel worthy of the same death as his messiah.
当基督教成为罗马的国教 When Christianity became Rome's state religion,
世界上最大的教堂就耸立在他的坟墓上 the world's largest church was erected over his tomb.
在今天的大厅地下2层 Two storeys beneath today's basilica,
依然保存着2000历史的坟墓 the 2,000-year-old cemetery still survives.
这些坟墓几乎完好如初 The tombs were largely untouched
直至1950和1960年代考古学家被允许进入挖掘 until archaeologists were allowed to dig in the 1950s and '60s.
他们找到人类遗骨，通过碳含量年代测定法 They found human bones, confirmed by carbon dating
这些人来自公元1世纪 to be those of a man from the first century AD.
这些坟墓被密封起来 The cemetery is now sealed airtight
保持恒定的温度和湿度 to maintain a constant temperature and humidity.
极少数人允许进入这里 Few have unrestricted access here.
红衣主教COMASTRI是其中一位 Cardinal Comastri is one of them.
当我站在先驱圣彼得的墓前 TRANSLATION: When I step before the tomb of Peter The Apostle,
我仿佛感觉到了数世纪前的神灵 I feel as though I'm encountering a centuries-old procession.
从尼尔皇帝时代直至现代的神灵之魂 A long procession of souls from the times of Emperor Nero up to today
一直来到我面前，召唤我 is coming towards me and calling to me,
坚持住，已经过去2000年了 "Behold, 2,000 years have passed."
我们缓慢接近最神圣的圣彼得大厅 We are slowly approaching the most sacred part of St Peter's Basilica,
一切发源之地 the place where everything was born.
这个橘色灯光显示圣彼得墓的所在地 This orange light indicates the site of St Peter's grave.
这里曾什么都没有 There was nothing here.
我们本应站在空旷的天空下 We would have stood under the open sky.
基督徒们带走彼得的遗体 The Christians took Peter's dead body.
想象一下--他们来着这个地方，挖出一个坟墓 Just imagine - they came to this spot, dug a grave,
带着强烈的情感，强烈的敬畏 and with great emotion, great trepidation,
我也会泪流满面 and I would add with tearful eyes,
他们埋葬了第一任教皇的遗体 they buried the body of the first Pope,
他和耶稣基督一样，被钉在十字架上 who, like Jesus, had been crucified.
这是发现题字的墙壁 That's the wall where the inscription was found,
彼得安葬于此 "Here lies Peter."
在挖掘是，一个斧子打开一个小裂缝 During the excavations, a blow from a pick axe opened that small crack.
在后面发现了镶着大理石的墙壁 Behind that, a room with marble panelled walls was discovered.
这说明这里有些不同寻常的东西 This indicated that something of great value was here.
我们相信在这里发现的遗骨 We believe that the bones which were discovered here
是属于圣彼得 belong to the body of St Peter,
他们确实是圣彼得的遗骨 that they are actually St Peter's bones.
当我墓前祈祷时，我感到非常安详 When I pause in prayer before the tomb, I feel immensely safe.
如同我可以感觉到耶稣基督，以及他的呼吸 It seems to me as if I can feel Jesus, the breath of Jesus,
基督的声音对我说 the voice of Jesus, who speaks to me,
不要害怕，我将建造我的教堂 "Fear you not, I will build my church,
我想你保证地狱之门 "and I guarantee to you that the gates of Hell
不会战胜他 "will not prevail against it."
圣彼得之后2000年 2,000 years after the time of St Peter,
梵蒂冈由许多建筑和花园组成 the Vatican consists of a complex of buildings and gardens
建筑围绕着大厅 built around the basilica that still bears his name.
瑞士卫队的长官和梵蒂冈宪兵 Officers from the papal Swiss Guards and the Vatican City gendarme
牢牢控制着通向世界最小国家的通道 tightly control access to the world's smallest state,
其面积大约40个足球场大小 the size of just 40 football pitches.
城市各角落遍布3500个摄像头 350 CCTV cameras cover every corner of the city,
以及在控制室里24小时工作的人员 and staff at the control room work around the clock.
他们的主要挑战 Their main challenge comes when the Pope
是教皇每周在圣彼得广场进行演讲 holds his weekly general audience in St Peter's Square.
每周三 Every Wednesday,
超过3万名访客 up to 30,000 visitors are screened
就像挤在机场的游客 like passengers at an international airport.
这也是关于教皇安保的关键时刻 It's always a tense moment for the Pope's head of security.
我们必须认识到教皇是非常特殊的 TRANSLATION: One must appreciate that the Pope is very special.
教皇不同于总统或明星 The Pope's persona is not that of a president or a pop star.
你不是让人们和他保持距离 You're not trying to keep people away from him.
教皇必须靠近人民 The Pope must be able to approach people,
我们同时还要给予他一定的自由度 and we have to give him that option while at the same time,
确保他的安全并不至于小题大做 guaranteeing his safety with a minimum of fuss.
今天是梵蒂冈首席摄影师Francesco Sforza值班 Also on duty today is Vatican head photographer Francesco Sforza.
他已经为教皇拍照23年了 He's been taking pictures of the Pope for 23 years.
我之所以在这里大概是因为我自身的决定 TRANSLATION: I'm probably here because of my discretion,
一个决定可以显示 the discretion that one has to show
人们可以如同我们一样接近上帝 when one is as close to the Holy Father as we are.
我们必须尽可能的平淡 One must be as inconspicuous as possible.
我们必须确保不引起一点点的麻烦 We have to ensure that we don't cause the slightest upset.
你必须。。。 You have to be...
人无完人，但有些人不说话 Not a perfect person, but somebody who doesn't talk,
有些人不传播流言 somebody who doesn't gossip.
EXCITED MURMURING
当上千人穿过安全门 As thousands file through the security gates,
教皇本笃准备和信徒们进行每周的会面 Pope Benedict prepares for his weekly encounter with the faithful
在礼拜堂 in the chapel
他的私人公寓就在圣彼得广场的上方 of his private apartment high above St Peter's Square.
大师们充满激情演奏巴赫和莫扎特的音乐 A lifelong academic with a passion for the music of Bach and Mozart,
教皇本笃并没有在欣赏 Pope Benedict does not appear to relish
他的公众形象 the public aspects of his job,
不像他那爱交际的前任 约翰保罗二世 unlike his gregarious predecessor, John Paul II.
鼓掌和欢呼 CHEERING AND APPLAUSE
教皇车进入广场 The Popemobile enters the square -
对于卫队长Davide Giulietti一直是个戏剧性时刻 always a dramatic moment for security chief Davide Giulietti,
特别是教皇本笃拒绝穿防弹衣 especially since Pope Benedict refuses to wear body armour.
当你确实在这里，真诚地 When you're actually there, honestly,
你真的看不到或听到其他东西 you really don't see or hear anything else.
你会专注于即将发生的任何事情 You're concentrating on anything that might be happening.
观察人们的眼睛或手势已成了我的一个习惯 It's become a habit of mine to watch a person's eyes or else the hands.
这是可以快速判断 It can be a quick way of assessing
你面前的是什么样的人 what kind of person you have in front of you.
当然，你也会被蒙骗 Of course, you can still be deceived.
枪声和尖叫 GUNSHOTS AND SCREAMING
突然，人群中有人射击 NEWSREADER: Suddenly, shots from the crowd.
根据目击者说，教皇一时呆若木鸡 According to eyewitnesses, the Pope froze in shock for a second
然后跌坐在吉普车的座位上 and then slumped to the seat of his jeep.
1981年，一个枪手试图杀害约翰保罗二世 During a general audience in 1981, a gunman tried to kill John Paul II.
从人群中射击 Shooting from the crowd,
他连射3枪，重伤教皇 he hit the Pope three times, inflicting near-fatal injuries.
那天的时间彻底改变的梵蒂冈阿德安保工作 That day radically changed the way the Vatican security forces worked.
在早些时候 TRANSLATION: In earlier times,
几乎没有会想到有人会射击教皇 probably nobody imagined that somebody would shoot at the Pope.
所以，我们现在有了安保特别单位 Naturally, today, we have units and security detachments
以前是没有的 that didn't exist before.
我确信现在每个人都更加关注安保 I definitely think that everyone is more on guard now.
相比之下20年前，我们假设什么都会发生 In contrast with 20 years ago, today we assume that anything can happen.
除了保镖 Except for the bodyguards,
只有一个人能允许接近教皇 only one man is permitted to get close to the Pope
当他可以公布于众，像Francesco Sforza一样 when he's exposed to the public like this - Francesco Sforza.
这里有一位教皇，一个摄影师 TRANSLATION: There is one Pope, one photographer.
有时，会给予我很大的力量，因为 This is the thing, the uniqueness that gives me most strength because,
是的，有时你会发现你自己陷入困境 well, you sometimes find yourself in difficulty,
感情上说，我的意思是 emotionally, I mean, because
面对上千上万人不是一件容易的事 it's not easy when you're in front of hundreds of thousands of people.
当你站在教皇前，他是一个象征 When you stand before the Pope, he's a figure that...
犹如是当时第一次 Well, it's almost as if it were the first time.
当我去祝福她，每次都是充满情感的 When I happen to greet him, it's always very emotional,
虽然我很靠近他 even though I'm close to him a lot.
有时我常想问我自己：这是真的么？ Sometimes, I think about it honestly and ask myself, "Is this for real?
这真的是我么？ "Is it really me?"
或者，我真的在做这样的日常工作么？永远？ Or, "Am I really doing this on a regular basis, like, forever?"
我不知道，但我知道早晚我会醒来 I don't know, I still think that I'll wake up sooner or later.
人群已经离开了 The crowds have long departed,
其他的晨间仪式开始了 and the rituals of another morning begin.
这是梵蒂冈的将来 This is the future of the Vatican,
侍者和见习牧师在清晨汇报工作 altar boys and trainee priests reporting for work at dawn.
男孩们的第一个职责是给牧师穿衣 The boys' first duty is to dress the priests.
有些早上，他们有很多人 TRANSLATION: On some mornings, there really are lots of them,
他们一到，我们必须为他们做好准备 and we have to be prepared for them. As soon as one of them turns up,
我们快速帮他穿好，然后给他们让路 we dress him immediately and then get out of the way,
不然其他侍者会走过碰到祭台 otherwise, another altar boy may pass by and grab the altar,
有时你和你的牧师早上在一起 the one that you and your priest go to every morning.
6点之前，侍者Valentino Dumitrana By 6am,altar boy Valentino Dumitrana
已经在圣彼得大厅下的墓穴里工作了 is already hard at work in the vaults beneath St Peter's Basilica.
之后还有7个小时去上学，但在这之前 Seven hours of formal schooling lie ahead, but before that,
他必须把12个地下礼拜堂准备好 he must prepare the 12 subterranean chapels for early Mass.
他希望有一天能亲自侍奉教皇 He's hoping one day soon to serve the Pope himself.
我对自己说，好的人都会到教皇那里去 TRANSLATION: I said to myself, the good ones always go to the Pope's Mass.
他们常炫耀：我已经见过教皇三趟了 They're all showing off saying, "I've seen him three times already."
我还一次都没见过呢，所以我要努力工作将来能见到教皇 I haven't even seen him once, so I'll work really hard during normal Masses in order to meet the Pope,
这可不是一件容易的事情 which isn't an easy thing to do.
这些梵蒂冈侍者男孩的福利 The well-being of the Vatican altar boys
是另一位红衣主教Angelo Comastri的工作所在 is another of Cardinal Angelo Comastri's many responsibilities.
年轻人是梵蒂冈的将来 TRANSLATION: Young people are the future of the Church.
这很明显 This is obvious.
已经有一些男孩被选出在大厅上做礼拜了 This is one group of boys who have been chosen to perform the liturgy in the Basilica.
我们尽量给他们机会 What we try to offer them
这是基督徒美丽而深刻的生命路程 is a beautiful and deep Christian path in life.
他们被培养成忠诚，博爱，无私 They are nurtured in loyalty, in generosity, in altruism,
不畏牺牲 and in sacrifice.
没有牺牲，在生命里就没有使命和职责 No calling or mission in life can be built without sacrifice.
这种教育和培养可以发展出一种天职 A vocation may develop out of this education, out of this nurturing,
如果这是上帝的意愿 if it's God's will.
这是苦日子，晚上还有很多正式学校的家庭作业要做 It's a hard life, with the hours of formal classes supplemented by homework every evening.
对于不是非常学术派的Valentino，这是一个真正的挑战 A real challenge for the not-very-academic Valentino.
这里的生活很严肃，我有点不知所措 TRANSLATION: Life here is really strict for me so I don't know what to do.
我跟不上学校的课程 I can't keep up with all the schoolwork.
其他人已经习惯了并能跟上，但我不行 The others are already used to it and can easily keep up, but not me.
还有祈祷和其他事情，我们每天都很累 With the praying and the Masses, we're really tired all the time.
如果能有更多休闲时间会是很好的事情 It would definitely improve things if there was more leisure time
因为我们真的精疲力尽 because we're really exhausted.
在城市的北边，有梵蒂冈神秘的档案馆 On the northern side of the city stands the Vatican's secret archive.
超过9个世纪的宗教律典和外交文件 Religious laws and diplomatic messages from over nine centuries
放在每一个走廊里 lie in every corridor,
这些成千上万的被保护的文件 along with thousands of restricted files.
只有主教Sergio Pagano和他的团队被允许进入 Only bishop Sergio Pagano and his team are allowed to enter.
“秘密”立刻会产生神秘气氛 TRANSLATION: "Secret" immediately evokes an air of mystery.
那些知道他们历史的人，在文艺复兴时期 Those who know their history, however, know that in the Renaissance
所有君主的档案管，图书馆被认为很神秘 all sovereigns' archives and libraries were referred to as secret.
王子的所有东西很神秘，图书馆，档案馆 Everything belonging to a prince was secret, the library, the archive,
就连厨房也是，所以教皇，是人中之人 even the kitchen, so the Pope, who is the Prince of Princes after all,
当然也有他的神秘档案馆 also had his secret archive.
在档案馆的实验室里，主教Pagano监督复原工作 In the archive's laboratory, Bishop Pagano oversees the restoration
像这样的一个重要文件，手稿真迹 of important documents such as this, the actual transcript
这是宗教裁判所在1633年对天文学家伽利略的一次审讯 of astronomer Galileo's interrogation by the Inquisition in 1633.
那时，教会告诉人们 At the time, the Church taught that the Earth
地球是宇宙的中心 was the centre of the universe.
伽利略惹恼了当时的教皇 Galileo incensed the papacy
因为他说地球只不过是环绕太阳运转的诸多行星中的一个 by arguing that earth was just one of many planets orbiting the Sun.
当他公开了关于他的理论的精确证据时 When he published the mathematical evidence for his theories,
伽利略命悬一线了 Galileo put his life on the line.
进一步审问开始了，这对伽利略来说更为艰苦 TRANSLATION: The further interrogation commenced, which was more arduous for Galileo,
因为他的想法，他的地位，受到怀疑 because his dialogue, his positions, were questioned.
最后，他用自己的手签字了“我，伽利略.加利利，承认如上内容 Also, at the end of this, he signed in his own hand, "I, Galileo Galilei, confirm the above."
他证言了所有 He attested to everything,
因此说明他的话是完全的，忠诚的 thereby saying that his words were reflected completely and truly
在记录中没有异议，这是绝对真实 in the record and did not differ, that it was the absolute truth.
这里没有公证员或宗教裁判所的篡改 There was no falsification committed either by the notary or the Inquisition.
为了救他自己的生命 To save his life,
伽利略被迫放弃他的异端思想 Galileo was forced to abjure, curse and detest his heretical beliefs.
他的书被禁止，他的下半辈子 His books were banned and he spent the rest of his life
被软禁在家里 under house arrest.
主教Pagano和他的团队在努力修复 Bishop Pagano and his team are trying to repair
超过3个世纪的已经损坏的伽利略手稿 over three centuries of damage to the Galileo manuscripts,
在这段历史里及其重要的关于科学和宗教的文件 some of the most important documents in the history of both science and religion.
教会应该能在17,18世纪之前变得更加先进 TRANSLATION: The Church could have been far more advanced than it was in the 17th and 18th centuries
如果他们听进了伽利略的科学理论 had it listened to Galileo's scientific reasoning.
所以我们教士有着深深的后悔，从而让我们研究这位先人 So, the deep regret that we clergymen feel over this makes us study this man,
研究他的时代，以及导致审判的进过 makes us study his time and the mechanisms that led up to this trial,
因为那次的审判仍然影响着现代的我们 because the repercussions of this trial are still affecting us today.
1992年，梵蒂冈正式恢复伽利略的名誉 In 1992, the Vatican formally rehabilitated Galileo,
这些手稿完成后经过了359年 359 years after these manuscripts were written.
这是Castel Gandolfo，罗马往南18英里 This is Castel Gandolfo, 18 miles south of Rome.
这是教皇用来避暑的家 It's the Pope's home during the heat of the summer
也是梵蒂冈的私家天文台所在地 and the site of the Vatican's very own observatory.
这里的梵蒂冈天文学家，全是基督教牧师 Here, the Vatican's astronomers, all Jesuit priests,
使用伽利略时代令教会极度惊恐的方法探索世界 are using technology and exploring ideas that would have horrified the papacy in Galileo's time,
探寻地球以外的生命痕迹 searching for evidence of life way beyond Planet Earth.
我们已经发现几百个恒星拥有行星 We've found hundreds of stars now that have planets.
其中有许多可能具有类似地球的环境 Many of them might be systems that could have Earth-like planets.
这是个绝妙的主意 It's a wonderful idea.
我们热爱寻找生命，因为我们现在并不真正了解生命 We'd love to find life, because we don't really understand life now
如果我们有不止一种生命形式，有不同于地球的生命形式 and to have more than one example of life, more than one example of a planet with life,
将会让我们更好的理解地球生命的独特之处 would allow us to understand better what is unique about life on Earth
以及宇宙中生命的共同之处 and what is common to life everywhere in the universe.
在宇宙里会有智慧生物么？ Will there be intelligent life in the universe?
如果没有我几乎要受到打击了 I'd be shocked if there wasn't.
这种变革会改变我们对上帝的看法么？ Will it change the way that we view our understanding of God?
我希望如此，因为我知道我对上帝的理解是非常不够的 I hope so, because I know my understanding of God is woefully incomplete,
但在我发现生命之前，我不会去考虑将会发生什么变革, but I'm not going to speculate about how it's going to change it until I find the life.
在他进入教会之前，Consolmagno为NASA工作 Before he joined the Church, Consolmagno worked for NASA
并在知名大学授教，诸如哈弗大学，麻省理工学院 and taught at prestigious universities such as Harvard and MIT.
使科学和信仰结合在一起，是他毕生的工作 Reconciling science and faith is his life's work.
这很有趣，那些认为科学和信仰之间存在矛盾的人们 It's funny, the people who think there's a contradiction between science and religion
通常并不真正知道啥是科学，啥是宗教，或两者都不知道 generally don't really know what science is, or they don't know what religion is, or both.
现在，在宇宙里，有规则，有影响 Now, within the universe, there are laws, there are effects
作用在能量和物质上，我们可以研究能量和物质如何相互影响 on energy and matter and we can study how energy and matter interact,
但生命的真谛，宇宙的真谛，科学无法触及 but there are truths about life, about the universe, that science will never approach.
爱的真谛，美的真谛 The truths of love, the truths of beauty.
我们可以描述，但我们无法解释 We can describe, but we can never explain why
为何美丽存在，为何爱会存在 beauty exists, why love exists.
没有美和爱的生命，明显是不完整的 And yet life without love and beauty is clearly incomplete.
所以，我觉得你需要这样广度的理解，广度的言论 So, I think you need this wide range of understanding, this wide range of saying,
我的宗教告诉我上帝创造了宇宙，但科学能告诉我如何创造宇宙 "My religion tells me that God made the universe, but my science can tell me the way it's done."
有如Guy Consolmagno寻找造物主的新理论 As Guy Consolmagno looks to the heavens for a new insight into creation,
红衣主教Comastri，梵蒂冈的首席革新者 Cardinal Comastri, the Vatican's chief renovator,
致力于保持教会古典智慧的完整 works to keep the Church's ancient wisdom intact.
我的工作是让石头说话 TRANSLATION: My job is to make the stones talk.
他们充满了历史和信息 They are full of history and messages
必须有人去倾听这些信息 and one must listen to these messages.
地面上几百英尺 A hundred feet above ground,
圣彼得大厅的脚手架上 on scaffolding clinging to the side of St Peter's Basilica,
Comastri在检查最新的修复艺术品 Comastri is checking up on the latest restoration project.
他的职责是维护整个城邦 He's responsible for the maintenance of the entire city-state,
很多建筑年代久远 and many buildings are showing their age.
建圣彼得广场花了120年 It took 120 years to build St Peter's.
他的圆顶依然是世界上最大的砖结构自承压建筑 Its dome is still the biggest self-supporting brick structure in the world.
但烟雾和污染正在侵蚀它 But smog and pollution are taking their toll.
大厅像是一个有生命的躯体 TRANSLATION: The Basilica is like a living body, and therefore
但他已经显现出老态了 it shows signs of the passage of time, one could say the signs of age.
我们正在使他恢复活力 We are rejuvenating it,
但不是消去岁月给他带来的皱纹 but without concealing the wrinkles that time has inevitably created.
铃声 BELL TOLLS
有些梵蒂冈的宝藏需要多种呵护 Some of the Vatican's treasures need a different kind of care.
博物馆下面是人种学和传教士的部门 Deep below the museum is the ethnological and missionary department.
这里聚集了来自世界各地的宗教文物 It's home to a unique collection of religious and cultural artefacts from all around the world.
Stefania Pandozy是管理员，她正面对一堆未完成的工作 Stefania Pandozy is head restorer, and she's facing a serious backlog of work.
10年前，当我们被任命管理这些文物 TRANSLATION: Ten years ago, when we were entrusted with this project,
它们的状态很糟糕 this collection was in a hideous state of decay.
这些文物被废弃了很长时间 The artefacts had been neglected for a long time
它们的保存条件真的很差 and their state of conservation was really bad.
一些墓穴里德无价之宝已经被破坏得几乎无法复原了 Some of the priceless objects in these vaults have deteriorated almost beyond repair.
这儿是7000件物品的核心。但还在扩大 TRANSLATION: There's a nucleus of 70,000 works, but it's always expanding.
我们计算已经达到80000了 We've now counted 80,000 in all.
我们还没有这些材料的完整记录 We still have no complete record of the entire scale of the material.
这是被蛀了很多洞的18世纪印度女神 This 18th-century Indian goddess is riddled with woodworm.
在Pandozy的团队修复它之前 Before Pandozy's team can restore her,
她需要彻底的修复 she needs some radical treatment.
科学家把雕塑抱在塑料里 The scientists wrap the statue in plastic,
小心密封好，打入氮气 seal it carefully and pump in nitrogen gas.
这需要花一个月让气体杀死蛀虫 It takes a month for the gas to kill the worms
等待的时间里，他们进行下一个挑战 and, while they wait, they move on to the next challenge.
我们的工作包括防护和保存 TRANSLATION: Our work is both prevention and conservation.
这有点像急救 It's a bit like first aid, really.
我们像在急诊病房处理病人 We're like an emergency room where we treat some symptoms
当病人感觉好点了我们就送走他们 and then send the patients on when they're a little better.
在浓厚的历史和文化氛围中，梵蒂冈人们度过每一天 Amid the history and the high culture, there's an everyday side to life inside the Vatican.
侍童们被允许在教皇的私人草地上踢足球 The altar boys are allowed to play football in the Pope's private gardens,
但这并不能让Valentino Dumitrana更加靠近他最想接近的人 but this does not bring Valentino Dumitrana any closer to the man he most wants to meet.
每个人认为生活在他旁边的人可以每天看到他，其实不是这样的 TRANSLATION: Everyone thinks that those who live near him see him every day, but it's not like that.
当教皇在花园里散步，所有的大小通道都被封住 When the Pope takes a walk in the garden, all the streets and paths are blocked off
没人可以通过，即使有急事 and nobody can pass,even in an emergency.
如果我们踢足球 If we're playing football,
他们会让我们去别处，或干脆不让我们玩了 they make us move somewhere else, or they won't let us play at all.
这因人而异 It depends who's on watch.
今天当班的是Davide Giulietti Today, the man on watch is Davide Giulietti.
他的任务--是确保教皇本笃有完全的私人空间 His task - to make sure that Pope Benedict can have absolute privacy
让他可以每天在花园散步30分钟 during his daily 30-minute walk in the garden.
这里有无数摄像机隐藏在树上和树丛里 There are dozens of CCTV cameras hidden in the trees and bushes,
但Giulietti喜欢亲自去看看 but Giulietti likes to take a look for himself.
圣父（指教皇）每天散步是绝对的私人时间 TRANSLATION: The Holy Father's daily walk is certainly a private moment,
所以如果圣父希望在一天之中拥有半个小时 so if the Holy Father manages to find half-an-hour during the whole day
确保他可以拥有自己的时间就是我们的最高职责 it's our highest duty to ensure that he may be by himself,
他不见任何人，连警察也不见 that he doesn't meet anyone and that he doesn't even see the police,
因为我们隐蔽自己为了保证他 because we hide ourselves in order to guarantee him
拥有绝对的私人空间和隐私 a certain amount of privacy and discretion.
保安队长，和其他梵蒂冈雇员一样 The security chief, like most Vatican employees,
是个虔诚的天主教徒 is a devout Catholic,
对他而言，保卫圣父的工作 and for him a job protecting the Holy Father
实现了他孩童时代的梦想 is the fulfilment of a childhood dream.
当我12,13岁的时候，我的神父带我们拜见了教皇 TRANSLATION: My priest took us to an audience when I was 12, 13 years old
我对这个世界很着迷，特别是对那些负责教皇安全的那些人 and I was fascinated by this world,and particularly by the people taking care of the Pope's security.
那些人给我留下了很深的影响 Those people made a great impression on me.
所以我猜，那就是我的开始 So, I guess, that's how this got started.
到这里工作一天，是一种执着 It was a kind of obsession to come and work here one day.
在这里工作 Working here,
如果你没有起码的信仰，你为谁工作？ if you don't have a minimum of faith, then who are you working for?
到这里，作为教皇的侍从，表示在任何时候 To be here, at the service of the Pope, means that in any case
你都相信他以及他所代表的 you believe in him and in who he represents.
以我的观点，如果你在这儿没有信仰，那你就找错工作了 In my opinion, if you have no faith here, then you're in the wrong job.
任何事都是为教皇在花园散步做准备 Everything is ready for the Pope's walk in the garden.
Davide Giulietti接管了控制室 Davide Giulietti takes over control of the operations room.
电话铃 PHONE RINGS
一旦教皇到达，强化安保是很严肃的 The emphasis on secrecy is so intense that, once the Pope arrives,
连那些保护他的监视器 也被关掉even the CCTV cameras protecting him are switched off.
但他在2005年选举成功 When he was elected in 2005,
本笃16世几乎要放弃他的私人生活 Benedict XVI had to give up his private life almost completely.
他散步之前，喜欢在鲁尔德洞穴的梵蒂冈复制品那里停顿一下 Before his walk, he likes to pause at the Vatican's replica of the grotto at Lourdes.
这是他一天中不多的清静时刻 It's one of the few quiet moments in his day.
他在花园里的时间也是个机会让他可以完全私下的讨论重要教会事务 His time in the garden is also a chance to discuss important Church business in total privacy.
这里有很多事要讨论 And there's a lot to talk about.
教皇本笃必须成为一个精神领袖 Pope Benedict must combine being a spiritual leader
还要经营世界上最大的机构之一 with running one of the largest institutions in the world.
梵蒂冈由有许多国家的特征 The Vatican has many of the trappings of a nation state.
这里是邮局，每天的报纸，一个举世闻名的图书馆 There's a post office, a daily newspaper, a world-famous library,
一个药店，你可以在那儿买到避孕药，以及一个广播站 a chemist - where you can't buy contraceptives -and a radio station.
梵蒂冈电台的英语节目 ..the English programme of Vatican Radio.
梵蒂冈电台用48种语言向世界广播 Radio Vatican broadcasts around the world in 48 languages.
Gudrun Sailer已经在德语部门工作了7年 Gudrun Sailer has worked in the German department for seven years.
作为一个梵蒂冈电台的记者，你必须遵守一些特定的规则 TRANSLATION: As a journalist at Vatican Radio,you have to obey certain rules.
你显然不能说“嘿，老兄，午饭怎么样啊？” You obviously cannot call and say, "Hey, Eminence, what about lunch
告诉我那边到底发生了什么？ "and telling me what's really going on in there?"
不行，你必须时刻保持尊重 No, you must always be respectful.
等级思想在这里很严重，比其他地方厉害得多 A hierarchical thinking is very much in place here, stronger than many would like to have it,
在这里混不容易，特别当你是个记者 and it's not always easy to get along here, especially when, as a journalist,
你问问题但得不到答案，因为大门是关着的 you ask questions and don't get answers because the doors are closed.
这里不好混 It's not an easy terrain.
在梵蒂冈，是不太经常看见女人的 In the Vatican,it's still unusual to see a woman.
第一个。。我很抱歉的说，第一个女人是厕所清理员 TRANSLATION: The first...and I'm very sorry to say so, but the first were the toilet attendants
在六十年代末 at the end of the '60s.
那是第一个给女性的工作 Those were the first jobs to be given to women,
之后是秘书 and then there were secretaries,
之后有了更多 and there were more of them.
我觉得多一些女性在这里是相当重要的 I think it is quite important that there will be more women
在梵蒂冈，她们给这个神父之国 at the Vatican, because they bring, well, a certain normality
带来了一种平衡 into the state of priests.
Gudrun Sailer在参观人事部门 Gudrun Sailer is visiting the personnel department
研究梵蒂冈历史中的女性 to research the history of women in the Vatican and the story of
以及第一个被雇佣女性的故事 the first woman ever employed here.
她是一个德国考古学家，叫Erminia Speier，她是个犹太人 She was a German archaeologist called Erminia Speier,and she was Jewish.
Erminia Speier. Ah, si. Bellissima.
Erminia Speier是一位先驱，令我着迷 TRANSLATION: Erminia Speier was also a pioneer and fascinated me
因为据我所知，她是梵蒂冈里的第一位女性 because as far as we know she was the first woman in the Vatican
我想“噢，三十年代的一个犹太德国女人，打破了很多陈规” and I thought, "Wow, a Jewish German woman in the '30s, that alone contradicts so many cliches."
这很有趣 TRANSLATION: This is interesting.
不论她是否犹太教徒 "..whether she was of Jewish faith."
1938年2月15日，一周后消息来了 The reply comes a week later, on 15th February, 1938,
来自教皇卫队，梵蒂冈的警察部队 from the Pontifical Gendarmerie, the Vatican's police forces.
她是犹太人 "She is Jewish."
很明显有人决定让别人去思考并第二次决定她的信仰 Someone obviously must have given the matter some thought and decided to go against their principles twice -
不单单是我们雇佣了一个女人 not only do we employ a woman,
而且这个女人也不是天主教徒 but also a woman who's not even Catholic.
以我为例，我必须提供我的基督教受洗证明 I, for example, had to produce my baptism certificate
以及我和梵蒂冈电台签约的公证记录 and confirmation record when I signed a contract with Vatican Radio.
Erminia Speier是个非常幸运的女人 Erminia Speier was a very fortunate woman.
成千上万的欧洲犹太人经受了纳粹的迫害 Millions of other European Jews faced Nazi persecution
最终沦为大屠杀的受害者 and finally fell victim to the Holocaust.
在二战爆发前，比约12世当选为教皇 Pope Pius XII was elected shortly before the outbreak of the Second World War.
他的倾向于纳粹德国和其他法西斯教条 His behaviour towards Nazi Germany and other fascist regimes
存在很多争议 remains deeply controversial.
在这段时期的很多关键梵蒂冈文件被严格保管 Many key Vatican papers from this era remain under lock and key.
但不是全部 But not all.
Gudrun被授权可以看到当时绝望的犹太人写给梵蒂冈的信件 Gudrun has been given permission to see letters written by desperate Jews to the Vatican,
其中一封来自Edith Stein，一个在1922年改信天主教的哲学家 one of them from Edith Stein, a philosopher who converted to Catholicism in 1922.
我们是天主教堂的孩子 TRANSLATION: "All of us being loyal children of the Catholic Church,
在德国受到公然的迫害 "following the events in Germany with open eyes,
如果继续保持沉默，我们真的担心教会尊严会受到最坏的影响 "do fear the very worst for the Church's reputation if its silence persists."
她恳求教皇能以他的声音对抗德国迫害犹太人 She's imploring the Pope to raise his voice against the persecution of the Jews,
但他没有这样做 and he didn't.
她得到的回答完全是毫无意义的，诸如 The answer she got was a standard reply full of empty phrases such as,
此信件已经呈递给教皇 that the letter had been duly presented to the Pope.
仅此而已 That was it.
悲剧就是这样，在她写完这封信11年后 The tragedy of the matter is that, 11 years after writing the letter,
Edith Stein死了，被杀死在毒气室 Edith Stein died, being murdered in a gas chamber.
这儿我看到和一个和Erminia Speier类似的人 Here I see an analogy to Erminia Speier that...
令我无言以对 that leaves me speechless.
她们确实有类似的地方 They do have a similar biography.
她们都是德国犹太人，都改信天主教 They were both German Jews, who converted to Catholicism.
一个死了，一个得救，因为她很幸运的到了一个正确的地方 One is murdered while the other is saved, because she was fortunate enough to be in the right place
在一个幸运的时间，就是说，得到了梵蒂冈的保护 at the right time, namely, at the Vatican, under its protection.
梵蒂冈博物馆的画廊，每天吸引12000名游客 The galleries in the Vatican Museum attract some 12,000 visitors a day.
但是，等他们离开 But, once they leave,
Stefania Pandozy和她的团队就把这里变成她们自己的地盘 Stefania Pandozy and her fellow curators have the place to themselves.
白天，房间里堆满了人 TRANSLATION: During the day, the rooms are bursting with people.
我们就以另一种方式来体验博物馆 We, however, can experience the museum in another way,
当所有事情都结束了，当我们准备结束一天的工作 once everything is closed, when we are ending our working day.
灯光还亮着，人们还在整理或检查窗户是否关好 The lights are still on, some employers are still tidying up or checking that the windows are shut.
然后会出现一个与众不同的氛围 Then there's an extraordinary magical atmosphere.
犹如世界的喧闹渐渐退去，你能听到的是来自这些油画的音乐 It's as if the din of the world is fading and one hears is the music of the paintings
以及这些曲子所带来的和谐 and the harmony of those compositions instead.
也许Stefania Pandozy的工作中最令人兴奋的 Perhaps the greatest perk of Stefania Pandozy's job
就是有机会在晚上来到西斯廷教堂 is the chance to enter the Sistine Chapel at night-time
自由的欣赏世界上最伟大的艺术杰作之一 for a private view of one of the greatest artistic achievements of all time -
米开朗基罗的壁画 Michelangelo's frescoes.
画家花了4年时间去描绘这些巨大的宗教图像 It took the artist four years to paint these vast religious images.
很多人相信这是最伟大的信仰的艺术表达 Many believe them to be the most sublime artistic expression of faith
前所未有 ever created.
米开朗基罗花的最多的时间 Michelangelo spent most of that time
在顶部的脚手架上 on top of elaborate wooden scaffolding,
渐渐地把旧约和最终审判的情景 gradually conjuring scenes from the Old Testament and the Last Judgments
变得栩栩如生 into life.
这里，耶稣审判灵魂，把他们送进天堂或地狱 Here, Christ judges the resurrected, sending them to heaven or hell.
站在最后审判面前，我们无言以对 TRANSLATION: Before the Last Judgment, we are lost for words.
这已经超越了艺术本身 It's beyond architectural design.
这里只有人类 There's nothing here but man.
遭受痛苦的人类，以及他的人性 Man in all his suffering and his humanity.
每当我在此逗留，我很着迷，也很害怕 When I linger here, I'm enthralled, but I'm also scared.
每次你进入西斯廷教堂，每次都是一次新的体验 It really is a new experience every time you enter the Sistine Chapel,
找寻新的含义和符号 a new search for meanings and symbols.
就我而言，我总会找到我自己的答案 And for me, in my smallness, I always find myself saying,
主啊，他们会好的 "Lord, Thy will be done,"
因为我们可以问自己太多的问题 because there are too many questions we could ask ourselves,
米开朗基罗问自己这些问题 and Michelangelo asked himself those questions
通过每一个他画的人物 through every character he painted
我认为他找到了答案 and in some ways I think he found answers.
星期天早上，侍童Valentino Dumitrana It's Sunday morning and altar boy Valentino Dumitrana
在圣彼得广场参加了教皇的周祈祷 attends the Pope's weekly Angelus prayer in St Peter's Square.
在祈祷中，你看到这些所有的人 TRANSLATION: At the Angelus prayer, you see all these people
你知道他们来自世界各地 and then you realise that they come from all over the world.
你注意到最多的是中国人 The ones you notice the most are the Chinese.
听到一种你完全不明白的语言也很不错 It's nice to listen to the sound of a language that you don't understand at all
全世界这么多人在分享同一个信仰，是很美好的事情 and it's beautiful to realise that there are so many people around the globe sharing the same faith.
每年有150万人参加祈祷会 Every year, 1.5 million people take part in the Angelus prayer.
通过他在使徒广场办公室的窗户 From the window of his offices in the Apostolic Palace,
教皇本笃16世给信徒们祈福 Pope Benedict XVI gives his blessing to the faithful.
吟唱 THEY CHANT
远远的看到他是很好的体验 TRANSLATION: To see him from far away is a good experience,
但我最大的愿望是亲自遇到他 but my biggest wish would be to meet him personally.
对于教皇，我的打算是。。。 The idea I have of the Pope is...
我不知该怎么说，他是人上之人 I don't how to say it, that he's a person above all others
当然，他是世界上最善良的人 and that, of course, he's the kindest person in the world.
我认为教皇是个通道，他是天堂与地球之间的桥梁 I think the Pope is the crossover, he's the bridge between heaven and Earth.
经文 ..Pater, et Filius, et Spiritus Sanctus.
阿门 Amen.
万岁！天父！ MAN: Viva Papa! CHEERING
教皇接待很多重要的访客 The Pope receives many important visitors,
都由Francesco Sforza拍摄 all photographed by Francesco Sforza.
今天，举国欢迎巴拉克。奥巴马总统 Today, it's President Barack Obama, welcomed with full state honours.
侍从和瑞士卫队带领总统穿过使徒广场 Chamberlains and Swiss Guards lead the President through the Apostolic Palace
这是他第一次和教皇本笃见面 to his first meeting with Pope Benedict.
当有如此重要的活动，例如总统，像奥巴马总统 TRANSLATION: When there are such highly important events, like a president, like President Obama,
我会安静一下，像个足球运动员来到球场 there's a moment for me of quiet composure, almost like a football player going out on a pitch,
我常说“愿上帝与我同在，我真诚希望我能做好工作 and then I always say, "May God be with me and there's truly hope I can do a good job."
感谢你，这是我的荣誉 Thank you so much. It's a great honour for me.
这里有些一般的照片给媒体，但Francesco Sforza有他的特殊渠道 There's a general photo call for the press, but Francesco Sforza has special access.
你在创造历史，这是主要的 TRANSLATION: You're making history, that's the main thing.
你成功的给予世界他们所看不到的 You succeed in bringing to others, to the world, things they cannot see,
其他人无法做到 some angles of the Palace that nobody else gets access to,
所以我觉得我们想另一个世界的窗口 so we feel like we're the window of the outside world.
一张官方照片拍好了，每个人都看着镜头 The official photo is taken and everyone looks at the camera.
我寻找的，是那些不多见的，更自然的，比如他们走开了 What I look for, though, is that little bit extra, something more natural, maybe as they walk away,
就在说再见后，他们会互相注视一下 shortly before the goodbyes, they both look each other in the eye,
就在这样的时候你能得到最放松的微笑 and in those last moments sometimes you get the most relaxed smiles,
好像他们在家里一样 as if they were both at home.
好比那些每周制造头条的人，有些献媚，有些则不 As someone who makes headlines every week, some flattering, some not,
教皇本笃对于新闻很关注，每天都花时间看 Pope Benedict is also a keen consumer of news and makes time to watch it every day.
Valentino Dumitrana，当他来到梵蒂冈，他才14岁 Valentino Dumitrana, who came to the Vatican when he was just 14,
很快他就要面对他人生最重要的问题 will soon have to face the most important question of his life.
也许我会成为一个牧师，我不知道 TRANSLATION: Maybe I will be a priest, I don't know.
牧师的生活很严格，很艰苦 A priest's life is very strict and difficult.
需要大量毅力，是我所不具备的 It requires a lot of patience, which I don't have.
我真的不知道我的未来如何 I really don't know what my future will be.
红衣主教Comastri，负责他的课程 Cardinal Comastri, in overall charge of Valentino's curriculum,
当他年轻时并没有如此困扰的感觉 experienced no such confusion of feeling when he was young.
当我年轻时我是个侍童 TRANSLATION: I served as an altar boy when I was young
我的家庭非常虔诚 as my family was very religious.
这对我是很重要的体验 This was a really important experience for me,
自从我如此地接近牧师 since I was so close to the priest
我开始理解他的职责 that I came to understand a little about his mission.
我遇到一些对有极大职业热情的牧师 I then met priests who were very enthusiastic about their vocation
当然，他们的快乐影响了我，并成为我自己的快乐 and, of course, their joy affected me and became my own joy
慢慢的，变成了我自己的职业 and slowly turned into my own vocation.
这依然梵蒂冈的重要时刻 There are still moments in the Vatican
这更接近于红衣主教Comastri的儿童时代 that feel closer to Cardinal Comastri's childhood than to Valentino's.
其中之一是圣体节的聚餐 One of them is the Feast of Corpus Christi.
700年来，罗马天主教都举行仪式庆祝这一天 For 700 years, Rome's Catholics have paraded to celebrate this day.
这和过去的仪式如此接近 Such a close connection to the rituals of the past
加深了红衣主教们的信仰 nourishes the cardinal's faith,
但他担心未来 but he worries about the future.
如今，成为一个牧师无疑变得很难了 TRANSLATION: Nowadays, the vocation to become a priest is certainly much more difficult,
犹如我们住在尘世里，一个吵闹的世界 as we live in a frivolous world, a noisy world,
一个充满世俗的世界 a world full of distractions,
这就是为何我们很难听到基督的声音，以及如何回应 and that's why today it's become much more difficult to hear the voice of Christ and to respond to it,
因为你需要更多勇气，更多理智，更多力量 because you need greater courage, greater coherence, greater strength
打破一个文化通常是违反福音的 to break from a culture that is often completely opposed to the Gospel.
经过几个月的学习和侍奉 After months of studying and serving,
Valentino的梦想终于成真 Valentino's wish finally came true.
我但是认为是一个普通仪式，但主持问到 TRANSLATION: I thought it would be a normal Mass, but the master of ceremonies asked,
你们当中有谁从没有服侍过教皇？ "Which of you has never served the Pope at Mass?"
每个人都有，即使是2,3次，所以我说：我还没有 Everyone had, even two or three times, so I said, "I haven't yet.
我只接受过圣餐 "I have only received communion."
然后他说“OK，你和你” Then he said, "OK, you and you."
我们来到这里，我们该干嘛？ And so we went over there. "What do we have to do?"
你搞一下麦克风，你弄一下书本 "You take care of the microphone and you do the book."
我一下蒙了，麦克风应该离他很近 And it struck me immediately, the mic has to be very close to him.
他解释了一些事情两或三边，因为我们无法记进脑子里 Then he explained a couple of things, two or three times, because we just couldn't get it into our heads.
然后我们进入程序，我立刻开始准备麦克风 Then we joined the procession and I started immediately with the mic
等到这儿，好像要犯一个错误了 and went up there, and was about to make a mistake,
但那个主持，站在教皇旁边，立刻校正我 but the master of ceremonies, who stood close to the Pope, immediately corrected me.
我站在那儿，手在哆嗦，麦克风都在动 I stayed there, and my hands were trembling so much that the mic kept moving.
摄影师Francesco Sforza就在跟前，记录Valentino的重大时刻 Photographer Francesco Sforza was close at hand to record Valentino's big moment.
我麻痹了，当我站在教皇面前时我不能离开 I was paralysed. I couldn't leave while I was standing in front of the Pope.
他一定奇怪我为何不说话 He must have wondered why I wasn't talking.
他咋了？他不说话了 "What's wrong with him, that he's not talking?"
但他并不严厉，他是个普通人，冷静，乐观，他在微笑 But he wasn't strict. He was a normal person, calm, happy, he was smiling.
也许他知道这是我第一次见到他 Maybe he understood that this was the first time I'd seen him,
所以一般就这样处理了 so it was normal to behave like that.
通常当我感觉情绪化，我的眼睛开始发热并流泪 Usually, when I'm feeling emotional, my eyes start burning and they fill with tears.
我几乎要闭上眼睛 I almost had to shut my eyes,
然后我赶紧鞠躬，把眼泪留在眼睛里 but then I rushed, bowed and I left with tears in my eyes.
我不是故意这样做，就是这样发生了 I don't do that on purpose, it just happens.
我站在那儿想 不，不，现在不行 I was standing there thinking, "Oh, no, not now,"
我的眼睛开始流泪，我无法阻止 and my eyes began to water, but I couldn't stop.
我的眼睛红得很厉害 My eyes were burning so bad.
当圣诞节快到时，侍童们都盼望 With Christmas approaching, the altar boys are looking forward to
回家和他们的父母过节 returning home to their families for the holidays.
有些人来自偏远地区 Some of them come from remote regions
难得见到他们的亲属 and seldom see their relatives.
他们在梵蒂冈的生活中建立了牢固的友谊 Their secluded life in the Vatican has forged firm friendships.
但是Valentino回家时思绪万千 But Valentino is going home with mixed feelings.
在这儿2年，我觉得我成不了牧师 TRANSLATION: After being here for two years now, I feel that I won't become a priest.
我找不到感觉 I don't feel the calling the way the others do.
我想我会选择和其他人一样 I think I'll choose to be a person like everyone else.
我会有个家庭，我会成为那个唯一的。。也许不是唯一的 I'll have a family, but I'll be the only one... Well, maybe not the only one.
那里会有其他人，有和我一样的信念 There will be others whose faith is as strong as mine,
但不会有很多人会拥有类似我的经验 but not many of them will have had the experiences that I've had in here.
教皇要带领队伍穿过永恒之城的中心 The Pope is due to lead a procession through the centre of the Eternal City.
无论何时他出现在公众面前，街上都挤满了人 Whenever he appears in public, huge crowds throng the streets
来显示他们的虔诚 to proclaim their faith.
Francesco Sforza和他的助手来到他们的文职 Francesco Sforza and his assistant move to their position
在圣玛利亚教堂的阳台上 on the balustrade of Santa Maria Maggiore Church.
他们期待教皇本笃 They expect Pope Benedict shortly.
像这样的夜晚，教皇本笃，他也是罗马的象征 On a night like this, Pope Benedict, who is also the Bishop of Rome,
也许会被误解为这个城市的真正主宰 could almost be mistaken for the true ruler of the city.
当你看到这些人群，你会认为人们热爱教皇 TRANSLATION: When you see these crowds, you have proof that the people of Rome love the Pope.
我觉得我应该和他们一起下跪，祈祷 I feel like I'd like to get onto my knees and pray with them.
不过，你到那儿是去拍照的 But then, you're there to take pictures,
有些时候，很多事不完美 so these are moments, in a way, that don't always go together very well.
本笃十六世是第256任教皇 Benedict XVI is the 265th Pope.
他把等待红衣主教团的决定，比喻为走向断头台 He compared waiting for the conclave's decision to walking towards a guillotine
当他当选的那一刻，犹如刀锋砍向他的头颅 and the moment of his election to the blade dropping towards his neck.
但是教皇的名望不仅仅在于他的工作如何好，或者如何乐意的工作 But a Pope's popularity is not only determined by how well or how willingly he does his job.
大部分，也许是绝大部分，来自于他所领导的机构的权威和影响力 Much of it, perhaps most of it, stems from the weight and authority of the institution he leads
以及千百万信仰他所代表的神（上帝）的信徒 and the belief of millions in what he represents on Earth.
任何侍奉上帝的人必须让他来代表 TRANSLATION: Whoever serves the Lord must allow him to appear,
必须像透过模糊的玻璃，以致看不清他的光芒 must be as translucent as glass, so that one doesn't see HIS light,
但耶稣基督之光，就站在他的身后 but the light of Jesus Christ, who is standing behind him.
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