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妈妈 生日快乐 Okay, happy birthday Mom.
噢 那是给我的吗 Oh, is that for me?
听译 Almasy伯爵夫人 XXXXenia
你看起来不像四十岁远远没有五十岁那么老 Yon don't look 40, much less 50.
噢 Charlie 别老不正经的 但还是谢谢你 我很感激你的恭维 Oh Charlie, please, but thank you. I appreciate it.
翻译 CrazyStupidOldLee 熊猫眼黛西
- 可以现在打开它吗 - 当然打开吧 -Can I open this now? Yes! -Open it please.
翻译 一刚 头卡门缝里
噢 我的上帝 天呐 我太喜欢了 Oh! Oh I love it.
翻译 XXXXenia S
喜欢吗 真是太美了 Do you like it? It's so beautiful!
如果你想退掉它也行 You can exchange it if you want.
不不 我不会那么做 我真的很喜欢 你总是给我那么好的礼物 No no, I'm not going to, I absolutely love it! You always give me these -
校对 S Isa
你喜欢就好 Good!
抱歉 我来迟了 Sorry I'm late.
噢 嗨 诶 Lisa不来吗 Oh hey! Hey, isn't Lisa coming?
字幕 啊包 Erica
嗯 她来不了 我们分手 Um, no. We split up.
原来如此 我看到你的个人状态再次更新为单身了 Uh-oh. Yes, Idid notice that your status popped up to single, yet again.
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我...把礼物忘在柜子里了 I, um, forgot your present. I left it in my locker.
没关系 希望你没花太多的钱 That's okay, I hope you didn't spend too much..
噢 别心 他才不会呢 Oh, don't worry. He didn't.
你去哪儿了 Where have you been?
急诊室就像疯人院 来了一个家伙 被刺了6刀 The ER was like a madhouse. This one guy came in, six stab wounds.
其中一刀离他的心脏真的只有几英寸了 I swear one missed his heart by seriously inches.
别这样 Tom 现在是晚餐时间 拜托了 No Tom, it's dinnertime, please.
这不还没开始上菜嘛 Not yet, it isn't.
就快了 Nearly.
那你在服用那种抗生素 So what kind of antibiotics did you -
妈 叫Lydia了吗 Mom, have you spoken to Lydia?
她本想来的 但她今晚有个很重要的试镜 Yes, she wanted to be here tonight but she had a really important audition.
什么试镜 What for?
额 应该是电视剧里的敌对方吧 Um, I guess for some TV thing, something enemy.
或许这会是一个突破 Maybe this will be a big break.
嗯嗯 是的 Mmhmm, Maybe.
千万要屏住呼吸哦 Don't hold your breath.
别这样说 Stop it!
你们小时候一定有过节吧 You guys must've been something growing up.
我能想象你们抢洋娃娃的场景 I imagine dolls with heads cut off.
你错了 我和我姐姐关系很好 No, my sister and I were very close actually.
不是的 对不起 我说的是Anna和Lydia No I was, I'm sorry, I was talking about Anna and Lydia.
噢 我的天 我也不知道自己为什么说这些 Oh, oh my goodness. I don't know why I said that.
好啦 我们来这是为了庆祝你生日的 那爸爸 说个祝酒辞 Well we're here to celebrate you Mom. So Dad, what about a toast?
爸 祝酒辞 Dad! Toast.
噢 来了来了 Oh, yes yes.
为我生命里最美丽最具智慧的女人 To the most beautiful and most intelligent woman I've known in my entire life!
干杯 Cheers!
生日快乐 我们爱你！ Happy Birthday! We love you!
我们也爱你 干杯吧亲爱的 We love you too. Cheers darling.
我是Fredrick Johnson My name is Fredrick Johnson.
加州大学洛杉矶分校的认知科学的助理教授 I'm an associate professor of cognitive science here at UCLA
在此热烈欢迎我们的来自纽约的讲者 and I'm here to welcome our speaker who just flew in from New York.
在我的论文里 Now, in my dissertation,
我花了大概一章半的篇幅刻薄地抨击她 I spent about a chapter and a half fairly vituperatively citing today's guest
阐述自己认为她观点错误的理由 and saying why I though she was wrong.
其次是 每一次我和Alice争辩 对的都是她 For the record, every time that Alice and I argued, she was right.
Alice Howland是哥伦比亚大学Lilian Young学派的语言学教授 Alice Howland is the Lilian Young Professor of linguistics at Columbia University.
她最广为人知的是在抚育三个孩子的同时 She famously wrote her seminal textbook From Neurons to Nouns
撰写了影响巨大的教材《从神经元到名词》 while raising three children.
相信在这过程中 她不仅体会到育儿的乐趣 I'm sure getting more than a few “Ah-ha” moments from them,
同时成为了世界范围内语言学教育的奠基人之一 and it is now considered one of the corner stones of linguistics education all over the world.
请热烈欢迎Alice Howland 博士 Please welcome Dr. Alice Howland.
非常感谢 Thank you so much.
大多数孩子在四岁以前即会说并理解他们的母语 Most children speak and understand their mother tongue before the age of 4 without lessons,homework
无需经过课堂 作业 或者太多的反馈 or much in the way of feedback.
他们是如何完成这个难以置信的壮举呢 How do they accomplish this remarkable feat?
这就是自达尔文用日记记录他的幼儿牙牙学语以来 Well, this is a question that has interested scientists
科学家一直很感兴趣的问题 他观察到人趋向张嘴说话是一种本能 at least since Charles Darwin kept a diary of the early language of his infant son.
正如我们所知巴别塔中的孩子 自此以后 我们了解了更多 He observed man has an instinctive tendency to speak as we see in the babel of young children. Much has been learned since then,
但今天想谈的是我实验室的最新研究 but today I'd like to focus on some recent studies from my lab
介乎18个月至两岁半的孩子 on the acquisition of past tense irregular verb forms
对不规则动词过去式的习得 in children between the ages of 18 months and two and a half years.
这时你可能说 对越来越少的事物了解得越来越多 Now, you may say that this falls into the great academic tradition
最后什么也不懂 从而这陷入了危险的学术传统 of knowing more and more about less and less until we know everything about nothing.
但我希望能使你们相信通过观察这婴儿进入到 But I hope to convince you that by observing these baby steps into the,
额 进入到 into the, ah.
我就知道不该喝那杯香槟 I - I knew I should've had that champagne.
观察语言词库积累的缓慢过程 Into the word stock of a given language, we will learn crucial information
我们将会发现一个关于记忆和运算之关联的重要信息 about the relationship between memory and computation
它对于交流有非常重要的意义 that is the very essence of communication.
词典 Lexicon.
(yeah, i'd thought about that. I'm gonna go down…)
- 嘿 - 嗨 -Hey! -Hi!
不好意思 你来得太出乎意料了 Sorry, you just caught me by surprise.
进来吧 呃有点乱 Come on in, it's um, it's messy but in know,
但我正在收拾 I was in the process of cleaning.
没关系的宝贝 我习惯了 It's fine honey, don't worry.
男生们都很邋遢 The boys are total slobs.
厨房是主战场 但我已经在训练他们了 The kitchen is the main battle ground but I've got them in training
到底怎样只能顺其自然了 so, we'll see how that goes.
那 呃 他们去哪了呢 So, um, where are they?
打工啊 Working.
Doug在星巴克 Malcolm在餐馆帮忙 Doug's at Starbucks, Malcolm does some catering.
我猜这就是人们所说的“勤奋型演员” I guess that's what they mean by working actor huh?
你有跟其中一个谈恋爱吗 Are you involved with either one of them?
呃 Doug是同性恋 Um, Doug's gay.
Malcolm 我的确跟他好过一阵但都过去了 And Malcolm, I did have a thing but it's over.
但他把我安排进了“开放空间” He got me in with Open Space though,
就是最好的剧团 it's like, the best theater company.
是的 我听说过 Yes, I heard.
哦 谢谢你 我吃完了 Oh, thank you, yeah, I'm done.
如果你看过《此路不通》就太好了 It would've been awesome if you saw No Exit.
你爸说你演得很好 Daddy said you were really good.
我还好啦 I was alright.
那不是我的最佳表演 但至少他能够明白 It wasn't my best night but at least he could get,
你知道 就像一种感觉 you know, like a sense of it.
你懂得 明白他为何这么做 Figure out why he's doing,
为什么支持剧团 you know, being solid with the company.
什么意思呢 What do you mean?
嗯 他来帮忙 人真的太好了 Um, it's just really nice of him to help out.
他怎么会帮剧团了呢 How is he helping with the company?
作为成员 我们有责任提高自已演出剧目的收益 It's our responsibility as members to raise equities for the productions we put on.
最后我们会从票房分成 And then eventually we get a cut of the box office and,
类似于股东 we're sort of shareholders.
所以说 你们是花钱买表演的机会 So basically you have to pay to act.
不 No,
这是个剧场团体 it's a theater group,
这就是现实 这里情况就是如此 这是洛杉矶 it's just the reality of the situation. It is how it is here. It's Los Angeles.
莉迪亚 难道你不认为是时候重新考虑一下吗 Lydia, don't you think it's time you reconsidered things,
你这么聪明 you're so smart.
你人生中更多事情可以做 There's so much more you could be doing with your life.
比如读大学？ Like going to college?
对 对 比如读大学 Yes! Yes, like college.
就像以前我们每天讨论的那样 Yeah, like we've never talked about that before,
每天都要讨论这个问题一次 like every single day of life.
我找到了自己想做的事情正好我正在做 这不是很好吗 I figured out what I wanted to do and I'm doing it, that's a good thing.
谁决定得了呢 But on who's dime?
你正在供Tom读医学院 You're helping Tom with Med School.
也供了Anna读法学院 You helped Anna with Law School.
亲爱的 那些都是真正的职业 Sweetheart, those are real careers.
我不想你限制自己的选择 I just don't want you to limit your choices.
你是想替我做选择 You want to make my choices.
不 我没有 No, I don't.
我现在真的很快乐 I'm really happy.
对不起 我不想 I'm sorry I don't,
我不想和你争论这个 I don't want to argue about this.
- 忘了我说的话吧好吗 - 已经忘了 -Just forget I said anything, okay? -It's forgotten.
你要看下手机吗 (Are you gonna) check your phone?
只是个游戏 It's just a game,
你姐姐和我最近迷上了填字游戏 your sister and I have developed an obsession with Words with Friends.
真有意思 It's cute.
你不会想和她玩的 她是个厉害的角色哦 You don't want to play with her, she's a demon.
我不感到意外 I'm not surprised.
在吗 John?
Hi! Hi?
你在吗？ John?
你在哪儿？ (Texting: Where r u?)
- 来一个？ - 不用了谢谢 -One? -No, thanks.
Allie？ Allie?
- 我正纳闷你去哪儿了 - 别我现在正冒着汗 -I was wondering where you... -Dont, I'm really sweaty.
噢 事情怎样了 Oh, how did it go?
什么？ What?
加州大学的演讲 UCLA.
哦 呃 很好 他们都 都很很包容 Oh, it was um, good. They were um, they were really receptive.
哦 我想也是的 Oh, I'm sure they were.
Lydia怎样了？ How was Lydia?
她好着呢 你知道的 Good. You know.
你们吵架了 You guys argued?
呃 我们很努力地尝试一整晚不要吵架 Um, well, we spent the whole evening trying not to.
你知道我得说你资助她的剧团没起多大作用 You know I have to say the news of you bankrolling her theater company didn't exactly help.
我告诉过你这事儿的 I told you about that.
你没有 You didn't.
我以为我说了的 I thought I did.
你没有 You didn't.
好了 你也不会再这样下去了 我实验室还有很多事情要做 Well, you're not gonna like this either, but I still have a lot of things to do at the lab
也许你可以陪我走到那边去 so maybe you could walk me over there right now.
不 不想回到学校去 No, I don't' want to go back to campus.
我刚完跑步 只想呆在家里 I just went for a run, I really need to be home right now.
你还好吗 Are you okay?
是的 我没事 只是 你说过我们今晚会待着一起。 Yeah. Yeah I'm fine I just, you said we were gonna spend the evening in.
我是说过 I did, and we will.
我们越早走 就能越早回来 还能一起看个电影 And the sooner we go, the sooner I'll be back and we can, watch a movie.
对不起 我只是累坏了 I'm sorry I'm just exhausted.
休息一下 Get some rest!
放松放松 Relax.
我开始不记得事情了 I started forgetting things,
比如一些恼人单词和名字我都记不得了 little annoying things like words and names,
完全记不得了 and I got lost. Completely lost.
在校园里跑步时 我和我的医生说起这个 她说这可能是更年期反应 Running on campus and I talked to my doctor about it and she said it could be menopause,
上一次来月经是在二月份 and the last time I had a period was in February.
但后来又来一次是在九月份 就正好在我生日之前 But then I had one again in September right before my birthday, so,
那 你有吃药吗？ 药物治疗或者辅助治疗？ Are you taking any pills? Medication? Supplements?
恩 我有吃复合维生素 亚麻籽油 钙 铁 Um, I take MultiVitamin, Flaxseed Oil, Calcium, Iron,
旅行时我偶尔会吃安眠药 I occasionally take a sleeping pill when I travel.
你头部有受过伤吗 Have you had any head injuries?
没有 No.
你有没有觉得自己很压抑 或者现在在承受压力过大 Would you consider yourself depressed? Or under undue stress at the moment?
不 我虽然工作很多 但是我可以应付 No, I work a lot but I thrive on it.
你的睡眠情况怎么样 How's your sleeping?
还不错 一个晚上7个小时的样子 It's fine, like 7 hours a night.
现在我要让你记住一个名字和地址 之后我会再问你一次 清楚了吗？ Now I'm gonna ask you to remember a name and an address and I'm gonna ask you for it again later, okay?
John Black 42岁 华盛顿街道 霍伯肯 John Black, 42, Washington Street, Hoboken.
你能重复一遍吗 Can you repeat that for me?
John Black 42岁 华盛顿街道 霍伯肯 John Black, 42, Washington Street, Hoboken.
很好 你多大了？ Good. How old are you?
50岁 I'm 50.
今天的日期是？ What's today's date?
11月26日 November 26th.
我们现在在哪？ Where are we?
纽约长老会医院3楼 We're on the 3rd floor of NewYork-Presbyterian.
Can you spell “water” for me? 你能拼出water这个单词么？
W-A-T-E-R W-A-T-E-R.
反过来呢？ Can you spell it for me backwards?
R-E-T-A-W R-E-T-A-W.
从这些卡片中你看到了什么？ Can you tell me what you see on these cards?
钳子 一把梯子 一个海马 Pliers, a ladder, a sea horse,
螺丝刀还有一头象 screwdriver, an elephant
和我说说你的父母吧 Tell me about your parents.
他们都已经去世了 Well, they're both dead.
在我18岁的时候 我妈妈和我姐姐死于一场车祸 My mother and my sister died in a car crash when I was 18
我爸爸在1999年死于肝功能衰竭 and and my father died in 1999 of liver failure.
是肝炎么？ Hepatitis?
不是 是肝硬化 他一个酒鬼 Cirrhosis.He was an alcoholic.
他后来是什么样子？ And what was he like towards the end?
总是语无伦次 不怎么清醒 Incoherent. Incognant.
额 其实我们并没有经常见面 也不是很亲近 Um, to tell you the truth, we didn't really see a lot of each other,
他一个人住在新汉普郡 没和我们住一起 he lived in New Hampshire and we, weren't that close.
抱歉 那你还有其他兄弟姐妹么？ Sorry, do you have any other siblings?
没有了 我只有一个姐姐 No, I only had the one.
那么现在你可以说出之前我和你说过的那个人的名字和地址么 Now can you tell me the name and the address that I asked you to remember?
John Black John Black.
地址呢？ And the address?
啊 该死 我竟然忘了 Damn it, I forgot.
你觉得最有可能的地址是Areyle街42号 还是科尔街42号还是华盛顿街42号或者是南街42号呢？ Is it 42 Argyle street, Cole Street, Washington Street or South Street?
额 能不能重新来一编 之前被我爸妈的事情分心了 Um, I was distracted talking about my parents can we do that one again?
不必了 There's no need to this time.
好吧 Okay.
我建议你做个核磁共振 看能不能得到一些更可靠的信息 So I'd like you to do an MRI just to rule some things out.
比如什么呢 我觉得我患了脑瘤 Like what? Because I think I have a brain tumor.
这是一个预防措施 It's just a precaution.
它能使我们看到你的大脑是否有损伤或者有中风的迹象 But it will allow us to see if there's a lesion or if there are any signs of a stroke.
能够帮助我们了解大脑到底怎么了 Just find out what is going on there.
好的 那我能做什么呢 Okay, what should I do in the mean time?
你可以多锻炼锻炼身体 让血液多流动 运动总是好的 Um, you can get plenty of exercise, it's always good to get the blood pumping,
平时多喝水 对你的记忆有很好的帮助 drink lots of water, hydration is excellent for the memory.
还有下次来见我的时候 你能带来一个熟悉你的人来么 And the next time that you come and see me, can you bring in someone who knows you well?
丈夫或亲人 没问题吧 Your husband or a close relative?
当然可以 Sure.
呃 听诊器 千禧年 刺猬 Um, Stethoscope, Millennium, Hedgehog.
阴极 Cathode
石榴 Pomegranat
格子 Trellis.
有人在吗 Hello!
在的 进来吧 Hi! Come on in.
你好 妈妈 Hi Mom.
嘿 见到你真是太好了 Hey, hi! Good to see you.
这是珍妮 This is Jenny.
你好 我是爱丽丝 你能来这里真是太好了 Hello. I'm Alice, I'm so happy you could join us.
很感谢能被邀请 Thank you for having me.
这是应该的 宝贝 要不我们先进去里面 拿点喝的 Of course. Sweetheart, why don't you guys go in there and get a drink and
吃个奶酪啥的 好不？ and um, and grab the, the cheese thing and, alright?
我真的很高兴你能来 特别高兴 I'm so happy you could join us, I really am Jenny.
谢谢 Thank you.
这些食物看起来好好吃啊 Food smells so good in here.
好美味 Beautiful.
好的 有多少该死的鸡蛋 How many Goddamn eggs?
嗯...阴极 石榴 格子 Um,Cathode, Pomegranate, Trellis.
嗨 妈妈 Hey Mom.
嗨 Hi!
圣诞快乐 Merry Christmas.
圣诞快乐 飞机上没事吧 Merry Christmas. How was your flight?
其实挺可怕的 这个家伙一直在咳嗽 Actually awful, this guy coughed all over me the entire time.
我希望你不会生病 Aww, I hope you don't get sick.
这是否是我想的那样？ Does this mean what I think it means?
是的 Yes.
面包布丁？ Bread pudding?
- 当然了你的最爱 - 太好了！ -Yes, it's your favorite. -Yes!
圣诞快乐 妈妈 Mom, Merry Christmas!
你有没有看到我和朋友的最新词汇书 Have you seem my latest Words with Friends?
还没有 宝贝 我一直没有时间 No, I haven't had the time yet sweetheart.
呃 这是一次真正的考试 Um, it's a real exam.
她嫉妒这次旅行呢 Jealousy on a tri -
嘿 不要破坏气氛好不好 Hey! Don't spoil it.
不好意思 这在推特上很火 Sorry it's trending on Twitter.
加利福尼亚怎么样 How's California?
很漂亮 Nice.
比这里还要暖和吗 Warmer than here?
是的 比这里暖和 Yes. Warmer than here.
嗨 伙计们 为什么你们不离开这里 让我专心做这个呢 出去好么 Hey guys, why don't you get out of here so I can concentrate on making this, okay?
爸爸在哪里啊 Where's Dad?
呃 他在楼上 Um, he's upstairs.
有什么需要帮忙吗 Can I help you with anything?
不用 我可以的 去喝一杯或者做点别的什么 好么 No, I'm fine. Just go get a drink or something, okay?
- 这一定很美味 - 希望吧 -It's gonna be delicious. -Oh I hope so.
肯定很美味 等不及了 It will be. Can't wait.
很高兴见到你，嗨，你好吗？ (Nice to meet you. Hi, how are you?)
面包布丁食谱 (Typing: Bread pudding recipe.)
这是一个很重大的决定 我们感到非常兴奋 It's a very big decision, we're excited.
有一对夫妻推荐这个地方好几年了 And the place was recommended by a couple of friends who've been trying for years.
他们刚刚有了第一个孩子 And they just had their first child.
让我们拭目以待吧 So we'll see.
我听到关于井泉的好事 I've heard good things about Wellspring.
太棒了 这很贵 但是我们显然希望它能运作起来 Good! It's expensive but we obviously want it to work.
- 你能成为一个母亲已经很疯狂了 - 我知道 -You'll be a mom already it's crazy. -I know!
妈 这是什么汤 What kind of soup Mom?
这是胡桃南瓜汤 It's butternut squash.
嗨 我是Alice 我很高兴你能加入我们 Hi, I'm Alice. I'm so happy you could join us.
我...是Jenny I'm .. Jenny.
见到你很高兴 It's really nice to meet you.
好吧 Well,Yeah.
辛苦做了这一桌 我能喝一杯吧 I think I deserve a glass of wine after all that, don't you?
来一杯吗 Want one?
好了 谢谢 大家都酒了吗 Yes, thank you. Does everyone have a glass?
都有了 Yes we do.
为了圣诞节 那我们干杯吧 Let's have a toast, to Christmas.
圣诞快乐 圣诞快乐 圣诞快乐 Merry Christmas! Merry Christmas! Merry Christmas!
通过核磁共振检查我没发现任何异常 Now, I don't see anything abnormal in your MRI,
没有脑血管疾病 no cerebral vascular disease,
没中风迹象 没肿块 no evidence of any strokes, no masses.
谢天谢地 Thank God.
你的血测下来也很好 And your blood work came back completely clear.
不过令人忧心的是那个记忆力测试 But what worries me are the memory tests that I sent you for.
你有偶发性的记忆力衰退 不是你这年龄出现的症状 You have sporadic memory impairment,totally out of proportion to your age.
而且你大脑有功能衰退的迹象 And there is evidence of decline in your level of mental function.
所以 我认为最好再做个断层扫描 So I think we should do a PET Scan.
做起来起来和核磁共振差不多 但可以从分子层面进行诊断 It's similar to an MRI but it can pick up things at a molecular level.
我知道什么是断层扫描 I know what a PET Scan is.
做这个你能查出什么 What, in particular, would you be looking for?
我需要扫描结果判断是不是阿尔茨海默症 I want to see if the results are consistent with Alzheimer's Disease.
像你这年龄的人很少会得这病 It would be rare for someone as young as yourself
但你的症状很像 But you do fit the criteria.
上次我请你把家人带来的 Now last time I asked you to bring in a close relative.
我觉得没什么必要 I really didn't think that would be necessary.
好 那下次带来 好吗？ Okay. But next time, for sure. Okay?
内成性的β-内啡肽 In the has-band of endogenous levels Beta endorphin
在目前的细胞研究领域 has not so far been shown to reduce the incidence of metastasis
还没被证明可以降低其转移的几率 in the distance of cell science.
那不太好 That's not good.
我们已经研究几个月了 Tell me about it. We've been working on this for months.
β-内啡肽并不会明显影响巨噬细胞活动 It seems like Beta endorphin just doesn't significantly impact the macrophage activity.
那细胞因子呢？ What about the Cytokines?
稍许提高 Elevated. Slightly.
天哪 回到正题 Oh God, back to square one.
我们17号都有空吗 Are we both here on the 17th?
我不记得了 I don't remember.
嗯.. Phil和Diane说他们周末会过来 Un-huh, Phil and Diane were saying, they might come to town for the weekend.
你还要刷多久？ How long are you going to, um, keep at that thing?
刷干净为止 Till it's clean.
John 亲爱的 醒醒 John sweetheart, wake up.
现在几点？ What time is it?
我需要和你谈谈 I need to talk to you.
我很不对劲 I've um, I've got something wrong with me.
你在说什么？ What are you talking about?
我去看了神经科医生 I've been seeing a neurologist.
神经科 为什么？ You've been seeing a neurologist, why?
他们认为我可能患了早发性阿尔茨海默症 They think it might be early on-set Alzheimer's Disease.
宝贝 宝贝没有那么严重的 Honey, honey that doesn't make any sense at all.
我不告诉你是因为还没确诊 I don't want to tell you because I don't know anything for sure
但我做了所有检查 我真的很害怕 but I've been doing all these tests and I'm really scared.
Allie 你太紧张了吧 Allie, that is completely insane.
前面我赶去学校时 我都..迷路了 I got, I got lost while I was running on campus a while ago and can't,
我会忘记约会 忘记要说的话 I can't remember appointments, words.
宝贝 我们都有断片的时候 那是我们都老了 Honey, we all have memory lapses, that's the sign of getting older.
有次我都想不起来葡萄糖怎么说 The other day I couldn't remember the word glucose.
不是那样 那感觉就像有东西从我脑中彻底消失了 It's not like that, it's like something drops, drops out from under me.
但目前没确诊吧？ But there is no diagnosis yet?
没 No.
好 我觉得这太荒谬了 Good. Well, then I think this is a, ridiculous.
完全是胡说八道 你怎么会得阿尔茨海默症 This is completely bullshit, you don't have Alzheimer's Disease.
靠 你能不能把这当一回事？ Goddamn it why won't you take me seriously?!
我知道自己是什么感觉 You know, I know what I'm feeling!
我感觉我大脑快他妈当机了 我知道这是什么感觉 I know what it's feeling and, and it feels like my brain is fucking dying.
我整个生活正在离我而去 And everything I've worked for in my entire life is going.
全都在离我而去 All, all going.
别哭 过来 No, come here.
别哭了 No no, don't cry.
你辅导是几点 What time is your tutorial?
11点 eleven.
那还有些时间 Well that gives you some time.
我有个部门会议 会稍微晚到些 I'm gonna be a little late because I have a, um, departmental meeting.
但我们晚饭可以去吃泰国菜 But when I come back, maybe we can go to dinner have some Thai food.
好 Yeah, okay.
我还好 只是.. I'm okay,I just.
昨晚会让我更好 Last night just got the better of me, that's all.
那好 两件事 我觉得现在下结论还太早 Well two things, I think it's way to early to jump into conclusions and um,
还有 不管发生什么 我都在 whatever happens, I'm here.
在这里 你能清楚看到 You can clearly see in here.
红色区域是高淀粉样β-蛋白 The red areas are high and beta amyloid.
很可能几年前就开始积累了 The build up has probably been going on for several years.
我很遗憾 I'm sorry.
也有研究表明认知功能正常的老年人也会有高淀粉样蛋白 对吗？ There is evidence of high amyloid in older people with normal cognitive function, correct?
对 但像Alice这么年轻的 Yes, but not in someone as young as Alice.
是少之又少 At least it would be extremely rare.
我读到过有高淀粉样蛋白也可能是别的病 I also read that high amyloid is associated with conditions other than Alzheimer's.
很不幸 Alice的临床症状已经证实了 Unfortunately, in Alice's case, the corroborates the clinical symptoms that she's presenting.
好 不用根据基因测试再作诊断吗 Well, shouldn't any diagnosis be accompanied by a genetic test?
等一下 John John, hold on a minute please.
对于这样的早发性病例 Actually I was gonna suggest that.
事实上我建议再做个早老蛋白基因突变的检查 In a case like this, with the on-set being early,
可以检测这类少见的 we would like to check for Presenilin Mutations.
家族性阿尔茨海默症 And that would be an indictor of familial Alzheimer's disease which is a rare form
我们可以为你预约遗传学顾问 we can make an appointment for you to see a genetic counselor.
所以我孩子可能也会遗传 So this concerns my children.
是的 Yes.
那假定我有这个基因 我后代有的几率是50%？ I assume that if I have the gene, the odds of my passing it along are fifty-fifty?
恐怕是的 I'm afraid so.
如果他们是这种基因携带者 病变的几率是多少 And if they are carriers, what, what are the odds of them developing the disease?
应该是100% I'm afraid is 100%.
孩子都会过来参加我们的结婚纪念日 The kids will all be here for our anniversary.
我觉得我们先别告诉他们 I don't think we should tell them.
等结果出来再说 Not until we have the test results.
但如果我下周去的话 到时就有结果了 But we will by then, if I go in next week.
我想尽快知道结果 I wanna know as soon as possible.
这电梯怎么搞的 What the hell is the Goddamn elevator?
我们在一所大医院却只有一部电梯 I mean here we are in a major hospital, and they only have one elevator running?
没事 John John it's okay.
我们明明可以走楼梯的 We could've taken the stairs by now.
这没什么大不了的 It doesn't matter.
嗯.. 各位 Well, um, everybody.
怎么了？ What's going on?
哦 不 Oh boy.
你们要分开了吗？ Are you guys gonna break up or?
不 不是那种 No, no, it's nothing like that.
是你生病了吗？ 妈妈 Mom, are you sick?
这几个月我一直在看神经学医生 I've been seeing a neurologist for the past few months
我得了早发性的 and I have Alzheimer's Disease.
阿尔茨海默症 Early on-set.
不会吧 你确定吗 That doesn't make sense, are you sure?
她确实得了这病 There was no doubt she has the disease.
但她的年龄也… But at her age it's -
是很罕见 但是已经确诊了 It is rare but it has been confirmed.
妈妈你还这么年轻 You're so young Mom.
我不明白 I don't understand that.
我注意到几件事 I had noticed one or two things,
你们不知道圣诞节Tom女朋友来的那次.. you didn't know Tom's girlfriend when she came over on Christmas and -
你在用什么药 What medications are you using?
现在在吃安理申和盐酸美金刚片 (主治阿尔茨海默症) Right now, I'm on Aricept and Namenda.
能阻止病情吗？ And they can help slow the progress?
- 不能 - 恐怕不行 -No. -I'm afraid not.
但能减轻病症 But they can help alleviating the symptoms, but -
问题是 John 问题是 我患的这种阿尔茨海默症非常罕见 The thing, the thing is, John, the thing is that the type of Alzheimer's I have is very rare.
是家族性的 是会遗传的 It's familial, it's passed on genetically.
天哪 Oh my God.
我们认为这是她爸遗传给她的 We believe that she got it from her father.
所以我们很担心你们三个 And of course we're very worried about the three of you.
你们可以去做个检测 Now there is a test that you can take,
但完全取决于你们自己是否要到知道答案 but it's completely up to you, whether you want to find out or not.
对不起 对不起 I'm sorry. I'm so sor -
有人能回答下今天讲哪一章节吗？ Can anyone tell me what it says on the syllabus for today?
到音韵学？ Phonology?
有谁能告诉我音韵学是什么？ And can anyone tell me what phonology is?
留声机是从希腊语流神鸡音译而来 Phono is from the Greek word phoné meaning sound.
而音韵学从广义上来解释正是研究语言发音的学科 And phonology, broadly speaking, is the study of the sounds of language.
这点需要与语音学区分开 It should be carefully distinguished from phonetics.
嗨Anna Hi Anna.
嗨 妈妈 Hi Mom.
你还好吗？ Are you okay?
我… 拿到结果了 是阳性 I .. got the results. I'm positive.
噢 上帝Anna 对不起 我真的很抱歉 Oh God Anna. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
Tom查出来是阴性 Lydia不想知道 Tom turned out negative and Lydia didn't want to know.
但我是阳性 But I'm positive.
宝贝 你感觉怎么样？ Baby how are you feeling?
我没事 I'm okay.
好消息是至少我在下个IUI疗程前发现了 （IUI：宫腔内人工授精） One good thing, at least I found out before the next IUI session.
我想他们应该有办法检查胎盘 I guess there's a way they can test the embryos.
确定孩子会不会被遗传 They can be sure the babies will be okay.
Anna 你在哪？ 我现在在去演讲的路上 Anna where are you? I'm on my way to a lecture
但我能取消掉去陪你 but I can cancel it and I can be right there.
不了 妈妈 我很好 我跟Charlie在一起 我没事 No no Mom, it's okay. I'm with Charlie. I'm okay.
不 我想.. 我能.. 我想陪你 我能过去 No I want to, I can, I want to be there, I can come.
不 你不用担心 我会好的 No, please don't worry. I'll be fine.
好吧 我爱你宝贝 Okay. I love you sweetheart.
我也爱你 I love you.
再见 Bye.
我本来很期待大二这门课但我彻底的失望了 I've been looking forward to this course my sophomore year but I was thoroughly disappointed.
课程内容有时很混乱并缺少课后关注度 The content was often muddled and delivered with little focus or care.
这门课就是浪费时间 我最后不得不自己看网上教程 Class was a waste of time, I ended up just following the online version.
我觉得语言学201课时很反复无常 I found linguistics 201 very erratic,
我很难跟上Howland教授的步伐 I had a hard time of following Dr. Howland's lectures,
甚至她看起来也迷失了 even she seems like she gets lost in them.
Eric 我非常抱歉 我..我不知道学生们会这么想 Eric, I am so sorry. I, I didn't know the students felt this way,
当然我会.. 我会做调整 obviously I will, I will make adjustments
下学期我们能重新评估我的授课 and we can reevaluate my performance next semester.
听着 家里一切都还好吗？ Listen, is everything okay at home?
你和John没什么问题吧？ Everything alright between you and John?
没问题 我和John很好 Yes, everything's fine with John.
有什么我们能帮到忙的吗 压力大 抑郁 Is it something we could help with? Stress? Depression?
不不不 是… No no no its' -
药物滥用？酗酒？ Substance abuse? Alcohol?
噢不 天呐Eric 不是像那样 是…是身体 Oh no God Eric, it's nothing like that, it's um, it's medical,
是身体问题 it's a medical issue,
我承认上学期的教学进行得不是很顺利 但我没意识到反响那么大 and I admit I had a hard time teaching last semester and I wasn't aware of how much it showed.
Alice 你想说什么 Alice, I'm not following.
我有轻度的认知功能障碍 I have mild cognitive impairment.
你能详细说清楚吗？ Would you unpack that for me?
在二月份的时候我被诊断出早期阿茨海默症 In February, I was diagnosed with early on-set Alzheimer's Disease.
什么 Alice 天呐 我很抱歉 What? Alice oh my God I'm sorry.
是早期 现在依然是早期 It's early, it's still early stages.
我想说 很显然随着时间流逝我的能力会下降 I mean, obviously, it will limit my abilities as time goes on
但现在 我完全有能力… but for now,I feel perfectly capable of -
不 不需要 No there's no need to,
我的意思是我们不想你有任何不当的压力 I mean we, we don't want you under any undue stress.
那样只会适得其反 That would be counterproductive.
我能承受住 我想尽可能长的留在系里直到我们都认定不可能继续了 I can handle the stress. I would like to remain in the department for as long as we all think it's possible.
好吧 我得让系里的教员们都知道 Well, I'll have to let the department of the faculty know.
当然 我理解 Yes of course.
我真的很抱歉 I am so so sorry.
麻烦 我照常要一个蓝莓椰子味的 I'll have a regular with blueberries and coconut please.
Alice 你跑什么鬼地方哪去了 Alice, where the hell were you?
嗯.. 我去跑步了 Um, I went for a run.
你已经出去两个小时了 我很担心你 You've been gone for two hours, I was worried about you.
我去买Pinkberry了 Well, then I went to Pinkberry.
你去买Pinkberry了？ You went to Pinkberry?
对啊 Yeah.
行 祝你吃得开心 因为你我们晚餐计划完全泡汤了 Well I hope you enjoyed that because you completely blew our dinner plans.
Susan Kirby和她老公也一起来了 Susan Kirby and her husband.
对不起我忘了 我有阿茨海默症 I'm sorry I forgot. I have Alzheimer's.
我给你发短信 发邮件 任何能联系你的方式都… I texted you, I emailed you. There are ways to -
我道过歉了 I said I was sorry!
她在我们部门因为哭的惊天动地 出名的不得了 She's the chair of my department for crying out loud.
我完全不知道你跑哪去了 I had absolutely no idea where you were,
万一你出什么事了怎么办 你为什么不把手机带上？ what if something had happened to you? Why didn't you bring your phone?
我跟你说过 我跑步不带手机 I told you, I can't when I'm running.
你就不能带个腰包 它就那么妨碍你跑步吗？ Why don't you wear a fanny pack? Is it really that inhibiting?
对！ Yes!
我非常讨厌发生在我身的一切 I hate that this is happening to me.
我也是 I hate it too.
但我们得让生活中重要的事继续维持下去 But we have to keep the important things in our life going,
我们必须得坚持不然一切都会乱套 we have to try or we are going to go crazy.
我知道 我知道John 我..我很抱歉但我不知道去赴宴我会做出什么举动 I know, I know John. I am, I'm sorry but I don't know what I would've been like at a dinner party?
可能不记得名字或者怎么回答非常简单的问题 I might not be able to remember names or answer simple questions,
更别说要为逸闻趣事做出反应 I mean never mind getting through an anecdote.
我觉得你最近状态很好 I think you're doing great recently.
从哪看出来的？ Relative to what?
我希望我得的是癌症 I wish I had cancer.
不要这么说 Don't say that.
不 我确实希望 我认真的 那样的话我就不会觉得如此羞愧 No, I do. I mean it. I mean, I wouldn't feel so ashamed.
人们会为癌症病人带粉红色带 举行游行筹集资金 People have cancer and they wear pink ribbons for you and go on long walks and raise money,
而且你不会觉得有种．．社交… and you don't have to feel like some kind of a - social -
我不记得那个词了 I can't remember the word.
在2013年 我们翻修了外观 内部我们重新换了部电梯 In 2013, we completed exterior repairs,
翻新了礼堂 图书馆 and inside we replaced the elevators, refurbished the auditorium, the library,
还有休息区域以及升级了电脑系统 the lounge area, and upgraded our HFX systems.
听起来不错 Oh that's good.
撤掉了很多旧安全系统的门 We also took away a lot of the old security doors.
入住人取决于自身的病情 Residents are issued a bracelet instead which keeps them from using elevators
配带一种特殊手环以防他们用电梯或者离开大楼 or leaving the building, depending on their level.
我不知道你是否已经跟你父母经历过这些 I don't know if you've experienced this yet with your parents
但夜间大部分时候他们会变得躁动不安 but a lot of times they get nighttime restlessness and wandering,
这样做既不用让病人觉得被关起来又能防止他们逃走 this way we can prevent their elopement without patients feeling they're locked in.
我明白了 I see.
我们发现集体活动让大部分入住者失去约束力 We saw after a while that large group activities left most of the residents unengaged
甚至会因他们曾经受过的刺激而痛苦 and even distressed by the confusion they experienced from all the stimulation.
所以我们重新策划 让看护和病人相互进行活动 So we redefined activities to include all interactions between staff and residents in the unit.
看护会见机行事与病人进行有意义的接触 Staff looks for opportunities to many meaningful connections with residents.
知晓病人的过去和了解他们喜欢什么 Starting with knowing about the person who they'd been and what makes them comfortable.
每天会有一个护士在办公室将这一切都记录备案 One woman who had worked as a nurse sat part of most days in the nursing station writing notes.
这一切太让人心碎了 That's heartbreaking.
是 但只有这么做才能重拾记忆 Yes but it's a behavior we see time and again.
我们没有探访时间限制 We don't have any restrictions on visiting times.
家人和朋友什么时候来都行 Families and friends are welcome any hour, day or night.
我今天没看到任何访客来 It doesn't look anyone is here today.
他们通常是周日来 Well, Sunday is the day they usually come by.
那是什么？ What's that?
那是椅子上的警报 特定的病人会有 好让我们知道他们的行动 That's a chair alarm, certain residents have them so we know when they're up and about.
她没事吧？ Is she alright?
那只是预防措施 It's just a precautionary measure.
这里全是女性 It's all women.
我们确实大部分是女性病人 但也有男性病人 We do have mainly female residents here, but there are men.
看 那边是William There is William over there.
William曾是把卫星发射到轨道的团队一员 William was part of the team that sent the first satellite into orbit.
大女儿的名字叫什么 (Typing: What is the name of your oldest daughter?)
药物功效不够让我入睡 They're just not powerful enough to put me to sleep.
你想试试Lunesta吗？ Do you want to try Lunesta?
Rohypnol怎么样？ What about Rohypnol?
这种药效很强 That's very strong.
我需要强的 I need something strong.
你住在哪条街 (Typing: What street do you live on?)
嗨 Alice 我是你 我有件非常重要的事告诉你 Hi Alice, I am you and um, I have something very important to say to you.
我想你已经到了那个地步 那个你已不能回答任何问题的地步 So I guess you've reached that point, the point where you can no longer answer any of the questions,
所以这是更理性的做法 我很确定 so this is the next logical step.I'm sure of it.
在你的卧室 有个放着蓝色台灯的梳妆台 In your bedroom, there's a dresser with a blue lamp.
打开最上层的抽屉 在抽屉里 放着一瓶药 Open the top drawer. In the back of the drawer, there's a bottle with pills in it.
上面写着"把所有药冲水喝掉" It says "Take all pills with water".
我知道瓶子里有很多药 Now there are a LOT of pills in that bottle,
但是你必须把它们全吞进去 好吗？ but it's very important that you swallow them all, okay?
然后 躺下来 睡觉 And then, lie down, and go to sleep.
不要告诉任何人你做的事 And don't tell anyone what you're doing.
当你回答不出这些问题 打开电脑上名叫”蝴蝶”的文件夹 (Typing: When you can no longer answer these questions go to a folder on your computer labelled butterfly.)
Allie! Allie!
噢 我爱这个地方 Oh I love it here.
我也是 Me too.
你敢相信那是30年前的事了吗 Can you believe that that was 30 years?
求别提 天呐 噢 Don't do that to me. Oh my God.
那可是个相当复杂的年代 Oh that was a complicated time, huh?
你那时面临了很多… 是什么来着 大概有一年 You were dealing with a lot, what was it? About a year after?
是 差不多 Yeah, something like that.
我知道我说过这些 但我很遗憾我从来没见过你妈妈或你姐姐 I know I said this before but I'm sorry I never got to meet your Mom, or your sister.
我也是 但我们度过了一段美好的时光 Me too. We had a great time though.
没错 Yeah.
你会希望我们那时多生几个吗 Don't you wish we had more of them?
你是说能再多来几次沙滩上激情？ If you mean blow jobs on the beach,
当然求之不得 yes, I do wish we had more of them.
但你知道我说的不仅仅是这些 But, yeah, you know, all of it.
时间过得太快了 Anna的降临 我们的工作 It all happens so fast you know, Anna was born and our careers.
你从没停下过 你想一次性得到所有东西 Well you were relentless. You wanted everything. And all at once.
我确实是这样的 没办法我就是喜欢 So I am, that's how I like it.
Anna也继承了这一点 对吧？ Anna's the same way right?
我喜欢这样的你 I like you the way you are,
你怎样我都喜欢 I like everything about you.
感谢上帝你这样 Thank God you do.
这样很棒 This is so great you know,
我享受这一切 离开哥伦比亚 I kinda like it. Being liberated from Columbia,
何不趁着明年休息一年呢？ why don't you take a sabbatical next year?
我们要做些什么？开着RV周游全国吗？ And we're gonna do what? Drive around the country in an RV?
我也不知道 呆在这里 或者去Butan I don't know. You can spend more time here. Go to Butan.
夏天去海岛 我能接受的旅行大概就这样的 Well, I think our summer on the island is all the excitement I can handle.
好吧 你知道吗 这可能是最后一年我还清楚我自己是谁了 Okay, well you know what? This might be the last year that I'm myself, you know.
别这样说 Please don't say that.
John？你在哪？ John?
我在这 I'm over here.
嘿 你多久要去开会？ Hey, when are you going to the conference?
周一 On Monday.
那Lydia什么时候来呢？ And when is Lydia coming?
她周日来 Lydia comes on Sunday.
她不需要大老远的过来照顾我的 She doesn't have to come all that way to just to babysit me.
她是来Saugatuck演契科夫的戏剧的 你忘了？ Well she's coming to do the Chekhov play at the Saugatuck, remember?
哦 这样 Right.
我这里弄完了以后 我们还去跑步吗？ When I get finished, are we still gonna go for a run?
嗯 我再去加件衣服 Yeah, I just need to grab another layer.
我们还去跑步吗？ Hey are we still going running?
噢 抱歉 嘿 看我找到了这个 Oh, I'm sorry. Hey look, look, I found this um,
我母亲和姐姐的相册 photo album with these pictures of my mother and my sister.
对了 你什么时候去开会？ Hey when are you going to the conference?
周一 Monday.
那Lydia什么时候来呢？ And when is Lydia coming?
星期一来 Lydia's coming on Sunday.
好吧 Okay.
我们现在去跑步？ Are we going running?
好的 但是我要去上个厕所 马上回来 Yes, yes we are. I just have to go pee, I'll be right back.
Aliie？ Allie?
我找不到厕所在哪了 I couldn't find the bathroom.
没事的 亲爱的 过来 来清理一下 It's okay baby, come on, let's get you cleaned up.
我不知道我在哪儿..... (I don't know) where I am.
我喜欢这条项链 I like that necklace.
- 真的喜欢吗？ - 嗯 -You do? -Yes.
从前见过它吗？ Have you seen this before?
没有 No.
我妈妈给我的 My mother gave it to me.
当我还是个小女孩的时候 大约二年级 When I was a little girl, like in second grade,
老师跟我说蝴蝶的一生很暂短 my teacher told me that butterflies don't live very long time.
大概只有一个月左右的生命 我很难过 回家告诉妈妈 她说 是啊 They live like a month or something, I was so upset and Iwent home and told my mother and she said yeah,
不过你要知道 它们用尽一生活得美好 but you know, they have a nice life,
是美丽的生命 they have a really beautiful life,
这常使我想起我妈妈和妹妹的生活 so…I know it always makes me think of my mother's life and my sister's life,
某种程度上 也会让我思考自己的生命 and to a certain extent, of my own.
妈妈你还会活很久呢 You are gonna be around for a long time mom.
是啊 是的 听着 这不是还有好些事情我想去做吗？ Yes yes, listen, there are things I wanna do all right?
我想和你爸爸休一年假 不过太难实现了 I wanna take a sabbatical yearwith daddy, but I don't think that'sgonna happen.
还想看着Anna孩子的出生 我还想看着Tom毕业 And Iwanna see Anna having a babyand Iwanna see Tom graduate.
你会的 You will.
我想看到你读大学 And I'd like to see you go to college.
不会像法律和医学那样花时间 就读戏剧 Not for very long, like law or medicine, but for drama.
你知道如果你的演艺事业没有起色 You know if the acting thing does't work out, you can…
你可以…你可以教学或者开个工作室 你会有一个后备的计划 you can teach or do workshops, you'll have some kind of a backup plan.
我知道 但我不想要后备计划 Yeah, but I don't wanna backup plan.
我想做演员 我要试试 Iwanna do this, I'm gonna give it a shoot,
如果我不相信自己 梦想就永远没法实现 所以… it's not gonna happen if I don't believe in myself, so..
我相信你 Lydia 我真心的 I believe in you, Lydia, I do.
只是想你明白 生活是艰难的 Just that you know, life is tough,
比你所知道的要艰难得多 我希望在我离开之前你能过上有所保障的日子 it is tougher than you know and I want you to have some kind of security before I go.
妈 天啊 呃… 你得… 那… Mom, for god's… get the…you have to…that's…
你不能因为自己现在这个样子 强迫我听从你的安排 You can't use your situation to get me to do everything that you want me to do.
为什么不可以？ 为什么我不可以？ Why not? Why can't I?
因为这不公平 Because that's not fair.
我不需要理会公平 我是你妈妈 I don't have to be fair, I'm your mother.
- 对吧？ - 嗯 -Right? -Yeah.
T-O-N-E
发送单词“tone”？ Send the word “tone”?
嘿 Hey.
事情怎么样啦？ What's going on?
我正在工作 你呢？ I'm just working, how about you?
没什么事 Nothing.
我需要读点书 I need something to read.
我以为你在读《白鲸记》呢 I thought you were reading Moby Dick.
是啊 但我厌倦了一遍又一遍地读同一页 老是分神 Yeah, I was, but I got tired of reading the same page over and over again. Can't focus.
我读《白鲸记》是也是这样的 That happened to me when I read Moby Dick too.
为什么你不读点轻松的书呢 Why don't you try something lighter?
什么？比如 《猫与帽子》？ What? Like the cat and hat?
那楼上Lydia房间里的戏剧如何 How about one of those plays Lydia has upstairs?
它们很快就能读完的 也很容易读 或许还能为你俩提供些共同话题 They are quicker, they are easier to read, might give the two of you something to talk about.
好吧 Ok.
你总是在工作 You work all the time.
《天使在美国》 (Angels in America)
我最喜欢的就是....宽... What I liked about it was how...how big,
这无限宽阔的视野 how…how wide this scape was.
是啊 这里的视野 Yeah, the scope of it.
视野 就是那个词 你好好听我说话了 Scope, that's the word, you gotta listen to me.
你们那辈人活过的年代实在太难以置信了 It's unbelievable to me that you guys had lived through that.
你一定 一定认识某个死于艾滋病的人吧 You must've known, you must've known somebody that died from AIDS, right?
是啊 每个人身边都有这样的人 Yeah, everybody did.
我们失去了很多人 We lost a lot of people.
但你想想 你和Malcome演过摩门教徒 是吗 那对夫妇 But you think, you and Malcolm play the Mormons, right? The husband and wife?
是啊 你怎么知道的？ Yeah. How did you know that?
你在表演班上排练过这场戏 You did the scenes in your acting class.
我不记得了 一定是你告诉我的吧 I don't know, you must've told me.
我没有告诉过你 I didn't tell you.
嗯… 那我就不懂自己怎么知道了 Emmm, well, then I don't know how I know it.
妈 你是不是偷看了我的日记？ Mom, did you read my journal?
为什么？为什么你要这样做啊 妈 Why? Why would you do that, mom.
天啊 我很抱歉 莉迪亚 我真的不知道我当时读的是什么 Gosh, I'm so sorry, Lydia, I honestly didn't understand what I was reading.
难道你不懂得写在日记本封面“Lydia Howland”几个大字吗？ You didn't understand “Lydia Howland” written across the front of a notebook?
-我没有... 对不起 -我不信你 -I didn't…I'm sorry.-I don't believe you.
对不起 我不是故意的 I'm sorry. I didn't mean to.
好吧 没关系 我只是没法… Ok it's fine, I just can't…
Lydia 我没... 我真的不能...我真的不知道 Lydia, I didn't…I really couldn't…I really didn't know.
够了 Stop.
我不会对你做那样的事情 I wouldn't do that to you.
So you can’t eat this, you know.
你不能吃这个 你知道的吧
No, I know, no sushi, no hot dogs. Seriously no hot dogs is the worst, I love hot dogs.
嗯 我知道 不能吃寿司 不能吃热狗 没有热狗吃不开心 我爱热狗
No alcohol.
不能喝酒
No alcohol.
不能喝酒
No cigarettes.
不能抽烟
You never even smoke.
你从来都不抽烟啊
Well, you know, I mean…
你懂的 我只是说…
What?
什么
Not one.
一根也不能抽
We can’t be too careful.
谨慎一些总没错的
He even grabbed my hand the other days we are walking the stairs, he was very very cute.
有天走楼梯的时候他甚至还抓住了我的手 他真的太 太体贴了
I was just trying to protect my investment
我只是在试着保护我的投资
Anna, I want you to return my word with friends
Anna 我想你给朋友们捎句话
I’m sorry mom, I haven’t had time.
妈妈对不起 我没时间
Hey congrats.
嘿 恭喜
Thank you.
谢谢
Are you all right?
你还好吗
Thanks.
有心了
So twins, huh?
双胞胎
Yes, a boy and a girl.
是的 龙凤胎
That’s perfect.
太完美了
It’s exactly what you mother and I were hoping for.
这正是你妈妈和我所希望的
So wonderful.
太美妙了
Oh gosh, I’m sorry. I gotta take this. Hello?
噢 天啊 不好意思 我得接这个电话
How far along are you?
怀了多久了
Five weeks. I know it’s very early days, but well, the timing of thing,
五周 我知道这还早得很 但时机嘛
how we found out, and when we did, well, it really worked out in the end.
我们怎么发现 当我们发现了 最后真的成功了
Great, that’s amazing.
太棒了 这太奇妙了
So mom, how are you feeling?
那妈妈 你感觉如何
Mostly fine.
大多数时候都很好
Really?
是吗
Yeah, I use this thing, you know, instead of the memory.
是啊 你知道的 我靠这个东西而不是记忆
It reminds me to take my medication, things like that.
它提醒我吃药 还有别的事情
That’s nice how the technology can help.
科技能帮忙真的太好了
Lydia, what time is your play?
Lydia 你的剧什么时候开场
8 o’clock.
8点
Lydia, are you nervous about tomorrow night?
Lydia 你会为明晚的演出紧张吗
Yes. I’ve been five months up there, but I definitely have to block all of you out.(laugh)
会啊 我在那混了5个月 这次我绝对不会让你们来看 （笑）
I’m sorry, what time did you say it was again?
不好意思 再说一遍几点表演
8 o’clock.
8点
Ok.
好的
Mom, you don’t have to schedule it, it’s ok.
妈妈 你不需要把它排上日程 没关系的
No, no, I wanna put it in. And where is it?
不 不 我想这么做 在哪里表演
The saugatuck theater.
saugatuck剧院
Can you spell that.
你能拼一下吗
Ｙｅｓ，ｉｔｓｓ- ａ- ｕ…
行ｓ- ａ- ｕ…
Mom, it’s not like we forget to bring you there,
妈 我们又不会忘把你带去
Just let her do it.
让她记
s-a-u-g-a-t-u-c-k
It’s s-a-u-g-a-t-u-c-k.
Oh god.
天呐
Anna, you are not helping.
Anna 你在帮倒忙
No you are not helping.
你才是帮倒忙呢
Why should she worry about remembering something that she doesn’t even have to remember.
为什么她要担心记不住她没必要记得东西
If you just let her do it, she won’t worry.
让她记 她就不担心了
What’s the problem?Why wouldn’t you talking with her, she’s sitting right here.
你有什么问题 你跟她说啊 她就坐在那
I’m talking to her, aren’t I mom?
我是在跟她说 对吧 妈
Yes, yes you are.
是 是 你是
What makes you such an expert.
你什么时候成专家了
Anna, shut up.
Anna 闭嘴
Grow up Lydia.
成熟点 Lydia
Suck it.
去死吧
Oh that’s very articulate. Well said. Thanks a lot.
呵呵 这时候你倒是善于表达了啊 说得真好 谢谢你
Girls.
姑娘们
You want me to show you?
你想我真的表达清楚吗
Girls, that’s enough.
姑娘们 够了
Why are you such an asshole.
你能不能别那么混蛋
Stop it please.
别吵了 求你们
You shut up.
你闭嘴
No, both of you stop it.
你们俩都别闹了
What is going on here?
你们到底想干嘛
Al, this is a beautiful dinner.
Al 晚餐很赞
Thank you, Charlie.
谢谢 Charlie
Lydia, baby, I know that we argued about something yesterday,
Lydia 宝贝 我知道我们昨天争论了件事
but I can’t remember what it was about.
但我不记得是什么事了 关于什么的
Oh, it was nothing, honestly.
噢 没什么事 真的
No, I upset you, and I should apologize.
不 我肯定烦你了 我要道歉
No, no. I should apologize on you. I feel really bad I was so insensitive yesterday.
不不 我应该道歉 我昨天不应该那么敏感
Will you forgive me honestly?
你会原谅我
But for what?
可是.. 为什么事啊
It was about you respecting my privacy, and I don’t want that, and I take it back completely.
是关于你探查我的隐私 我不是很乐意 但我现在完全收回
And I’m sorry, ok?
对不起 好吗
I’m sorry. It’s not as if I can remember it.
对不起 虽然我还是会忘记
I know, that’s why I’m trying to drop it.
我知道 所以我才不想提这事了
What’s it like? I mean, what’s it actually feel like?
那是什么样子的 那到底是什么感觉
Ummm, well, it’s not always the same. I have good days, and bad days.
嗯… 不是每天都一样的 我有好的时候 也有坏的时候
On my good days, I can, you know, almost pass for a normal person;
我好的时候 能..就像个正常人一样
but on my bad days, I feel like I can’t find myself.
但坏的时候 就像迷失了自我
I’ve always been so defined by my intellect, my language, my articulation,
过去我的才华 语言 表达造就我
and now sometimes I can see the words hanging in front of me and I can’t reach them,
但现在我感觉一些话就挂在嘴边但却说不出来
and I don’t know who I am, and I don’t know what I’m gonna lose next.
我已经不知道我是谁了 我也不知道接下来我还要失去什么
Sounds horrible.
听起来好恐怖
Thanks for asking.
谢谢关心
Oh Lydia. (No secrets.)
Oh Lydia （不再是秘密）
They are leaving us. Well they are quite left us, quiet and forever,
他们要离开我们 虽早已人在心不在 现在..永远离开了
we alone remain to begin our lives over again. We must live, we must live.
我们只能重头再来开始新的生活 我们必须活下去 必须活下去
There will come a time we all know.
我们心知这一天的到来
Why? For what purpose? They are all suffering, and there would be no history.
为什么 为何目的 他们会遭报应 并不会在历史足迹下留下痕迹
Now we must live, we must work, JUST WORK.
现在 我们必须活下去 我们必须工作 无休无止的工作
Tomorrow I will go off on my own, and I will teach, I’ll give everything to those who perhaps need it.
明天我将远行 我会成为老师 我会将一切奉献给所需的人
It’s autumn now, soon it will be winter,
秋天已到 冬至将临
the snow will cover everything. And I will be working, just working.
白雪将覆盖一切 而我将会工作 无休无止的工作
(Applause. Cheers.)
There she is.
看到她了
Hey, you were amazing.
Hey 你太棒了
Yes, so good.
对 演得真好
Awesome.
赞爆了
Incredible.
惊呆了
Miss Howland, will you sign this for me?
Howland小姐 你能给我签名吗
Awww, no problem.
嘤 没问题
It was just wonderful. I found it so easy to empathize with her.
表演很精彩 我一下就与角色产生了共鸣
You not only caught her atmosphere, but also, her joy.
你不仅抓住了她的灵魂 同时还有她的喜悦
Thank you. Awesome.
谢谢 太棒了
Will I get to see your anything else somewhere?
我还能看你其它的表演吗
No, it’s the only job I got.
这是我唯一的项目
Oh, so you are here for just the season.
噢 所以你只演这..这一季
Yeah.
对
Mom, it’s Lydia. Your daughter.
妈 这是lydia 你女儿
No, I know.
我知道
Thanks for coming. This is weird, this is embarrassing.
谢谢你特地过来 虽然有点奇怪 有点尴尬
Don’t be embarrassed, please, please don’t be.
不要觉得不好意思 千万别
Giraffe, hammer, comb…
长颈鹿 锤子 梳子..
oh, I know what that is. It is like a chicken but it’s not. Is it duck?
噢 我知道这个 有点像鸡 但又不是 这是鸭吗
What about this one?
这一个呢
A basketball.
篮球
Will you spell “water” for me backwards?
你能倒着拼water（水）吗
Could I spell it forward first? W-a-t-e-r, r-e-t-a-w.
我能先顺着拼一遍吗 W-a-t-e-r, r-e-t-a-w.
Very good. Now can you tell me the name I ask you to remember few minutes ago?
很好 现在你能说出我几分钟前让你记得名字吗
You always tell me and I can never remember it.
你跟我说过很多次但我总是记不住
Is it John Black? John White? John Jones? Or John Smith?
是John Black John White John Jones 还是 John Smith
Smith
Smith?
And his address was it East Street? Washington Street? Hambolt Street? Or Main Street?
他的地址是在街东 华盛顿街 汉博特街还是中心街
Just jumping in here, we are both concerned about the rate of detoriation. Is that normal?
直接说结论吧 我们现在很关心到哪个阶段了 病情发展是否正常
Well, every case is different. With thermilio early on-set, things can go fast.
每个病例都有不同 早期的认知障碍能恶化很快
And actually with people who have a high level of education, things can go faster.
特别是针对高学历的人 会更快
Often they’ve managed to sustain their mental processes through innovative means, and that delays the diagnosis.
他们长时间通过脑力活动获取所需而导致语言能力的下降
Clearly Alice’s memory is falling, but she’s still incredibly resourceful.
很明显Alice的记忆在衰退 但脑袋依旧灵活
Thank you.
谢谢
I know you are discouraged.
我知道你很泄气
But sometimes I see patients “Plato” even at this point, don’t lose hope.
即使这样 我时常会遇到病人却柏拉图式地坚持着 别放弃希望
Alice, I read your name in the Alzheimer association’s care conference brochure,
Alice 我在阿茨海默症协会的活动册子上看到你的名字
you’re gonna give a speech!
你要做演讲
Will you be there?
你会去吗
Yes, I’m looking forward to it.
会 我很期待
I’m going to be away on business in Minnesota, so I worried.
我那时候在明尼苏达出差 我有点担心
Are you sure this is a good idea? Considering the state she’s in, she can be under a lot of stress.
以她现在的状态你确定这是好主意吗 她压力会很大
I think it would be great for her. I am sure that everything is going to be fine.
我觉得这对她有好处 我保证一切都会很好
You are not worried about it, are you Alice?
你不用担心 Alice你担心吗
No, I don’t think so.
不 我觉得我能应对
There is ways to prevent the production of amyloid are being tried,
我们有办法阻止淀粉体的扩散
there is a new study that combines Base and Gamma secretin inhibitors
有一篇新研究发现Base和Gamma肠促胰液素结合的抑制剂
and this is one of our best hopes for the future. That’s it, that’s the end.
这是我们未来最大的希望.就这么多 那是结尾
Good, mom. It’s good. It’s very scientific.
不错 妈 很好 非常专业
Yes, well, you know.
是 你知道这演讲的
Yeah, and I’m sure it’s about it, but…
嗯 我知道是关于这些 但
But what?
但是什么
Have you thought about making it more personal?
你有没有想过多写一点关于自己
I don’t understand what you mean by “personal”.
我不懂你的意思.
You know, you’re not speaking to a room of scientists, what I wanna know really is like, how you feel? What is it feel like?
你不是跟一整个房间的科学家演讲 人们想知道你的感受
What is this disease mean to you?
这个病对你意味着什么
You weren’t listening because that’s all there. That’s in the speech.
你根本没认真听 我都提到了 都写在演讲稿里了
Ok, don’t ask me then.
好吧 那就不要问我的意见
Dunno, then I won’t ask, then.
我不知道 也许我就不会问
Hey, mom, just give it one more shot,ok?
妈再试一次好吗
I can’t because I have done it already.
不行 我已经写完了
I use this yellow…yellow thingy to mark it
我用这只黄色的… 笔来标记
so I don’t have to read the same line over and over and over and over again!
这样我就不会把同一句话重复好多好多好多好多遍了
Got it, totally, just practice more.
明白了 多多练习吧
Do you know it takes me three days to write this?
你知道我花了 3天才写好这篇稿子吗
You can turn to it one more.
你再多花一天时间也无妨
No, it took me three days.
不行 已经花了我三天时间了
Sorry.
抱歉
Three days.
三天
Here you are.
这是你们的座位
Thank you.
谢谢
Hi
嗨
Hello there.
嗨
Hello.
你来了 你好
Tom, this is my doctor, and this is my son.
Tom 这是我的医生 这是我儿子
I’m Travis Benjamin, I’m your mother’s neurologist.
我叫Travis Benjamin 你母亲的医生
This is my son Tom.
这是我儿子Tom
So, how are you feeling, Alice?
你感觉怎么样 Alice
Kinda nervous.
有点紧张
You’re gonna do great. Break a leg. Nice meeting you.
你肯定没问题 加油 见到你很高兴
Yeah.
我也一样
It is a great honor, to welcome our next speaker, Alice Howland,
我们十分荣幸地请来了 Alice Howland为我们发表演讲
a former professor of linguistics at Columbia.
她曾经是哥伦比亚大学的语言学教授
She’s written textbooks and lectured all over the world.
她编纂过教科书在世界各地办过讲座
Alice is living with early on-set Alzheimer’s with the care and support of her loving family.
Alice患有早期阿兹海默症 在她家人的照顾和支持下生活
Please welcome, Alice Howland.
请大家欢迎 Alice Howland
(applause)
（鼓掌）
Please give me just a minute.
请稍等我一下
Good morning, it’s an honor to be here.
早上好 能来到这里是我的荣幸
The poet Elizabeth Bishop once wrote: “The art of losing isn’t hard to master,
诗人Elizabeth Bishop曾写道 失去的艺术并不难掌握
so many things seems filled with the intent to be lost,
很多事情看上去都终究会失去
and their lost is no disaster.”
这种失去并不意味着灾难
I am not a poet, I’m a person living with early on-set Alzheimer’s.
我不是个诗人 我只是一个患有早期阿兹海默症的普通人
And as that person, I find myself learning the art of losing every day.
正因为如此我发现我每一天都在学习失去的艺术
Losing my bearings, losing objects, losing sleep,
失去了我的理智和方向 失去了物件 失去了睡眠
but mostly, losing memories.
最重要的是失去了记忆
I think I’ll try to forget that just happened.
我会试着忘记刚刚发生了什么的
All my life, I have accumulated memories, they have become in a way my most precious possessions.
我一生都在积累各种各样的记忆 某种意义上成为了我最珍贵的财产
The night I met my husband, the first time I held my textbook in my hands,
我遇见我丈夫的那一天 我第一次拿着我写的教科书的时候
having children, making friends, travelling the world,
有了孩子 交了朋友 环游世界
everything I’ve accumulated in life, everything I’ve worked so hard for,
都是我生活中的积累 都是我工作如此努力的原因
now all that is being ripped away.
现在这一切都被剥夺了
As you can imagine, or as you know,
你们可以想象或者你们也经历过
this is hell,
这简直是地狱
but it gets worse.
但情况还在变糟
Who can take us seriously when we are so far from who we once were?
我们早已不是原来的自己 谁还能认真地对待我们呢
Our strange behavior and fumbled sentences change other`s perception of us,
我们怪异的举止和笨拙的话语改变了他人对我们的看法
and our perception of ourselves.
也改变了我们对自己的看法
We become ridiculous, incapable, comic,
我们变得可笑 失去能力又滑稽
but this is not who we are, this is our disease.
都不是我们该有的样子 只是我们的疾病让我们变成了这样
And like any disease,
和其它疾病一样
it has a cause, it has a progression, and it could have a cure.
某种原因导致患了这种病 同样会有一剂良方将其治愈
My greatest wish is that my children, our children, the next generation do not have to face what I am facing.
我最大的愿望是我的孩子我们的孩子我们的下一代 不用面对我们正在面对的一切
But for the time being, I’m still alive.
但至少到目前为止我还活着
I know I’m alive.
我知道我还活着
I have people I loved dearly, I have things I wanna do with my life. I rail against myself for not being able to remember things,
我有深爱的人 有我想完成的事情 我责怪自己不能记清事情
but I still have moments in the day of pure happiness and joy.
但每一天我都经历着纯粹的幸福和愉悦
And please, do not think I am suffering, I am not suffering, I am struggling.
请不要认为我在经受痛苦 我并不痛苦 我在努力挣扎
Struggling to be part of things, to stay connected to who I once was.
挣扎着融入 挣扎着继续 和过去的我保持联系
So living the moment, I tell myself.
我告诉自己 活在当下
It’s really all I can do, live the moment, and not beat myself up too much…
这真的是我现在唯一能做到的 活在当下 不要被击垮
and not beat myself up too much for mastering the art of losing.
不要为了去掌握失去的艺术而把自己击垮
One thing I’ll try to hold onto though, is the memory of speaking here today.
尽管如此 我会试着记住今天在这里讲话
It will go, I know it will. It may be gone by tomorrow,
这段记忆会消失 我知道它会消失 也许明天就会消失
but it means so much to be talking here today,
但今天在这里讲话对我意义重大
like my old ambitious self who was so fascinated by communication.
因为以前那个雄心勃勃的我总是被交流的魅力所折服
Thank you for this opportunity, it means the world to me. Thank you.
感谢大家给我提供这次机会 这对我来说意义重大 谢谢大家
(Applause)
（鼓掌）
It’s the Mayo Clinic, start up next spring, and I’ll be heading up my own team.
梅奥医学中心让我明天春天去上班 我会有自己的团队
So you want us to move to…
所以你想让我们搬去…
It’s in Rochester, Minnesota.
在明尼苏达州的罗彻斯特
It could be a whole new adventure for us, you might even be liking there.
这对我们来说可能是一场全新 你可能会喜欢上那儿的
Everything I know is here, Anna and Tom and the babies.
一切我了解的东西都在这里 Anna和Tom 还有即将出生的孩子
Are they coming?
他们会一起来吗？
It’s just a two-hour flight, we’d see them as often as we do now.
坐飞机只用两小时 我们还是可以如往常一样见面
Ali, this just came up and they haven’t even made a formal offer,
Ali这事发生得很突然他们甚至还没来得及提供一个正式的邀请
but don’t you see? This is it.
但你没看出来吗这就是我们的未来
They’ve working on so many cutting-edge treatments, they’ve got so many resources.
他们有很多尖端治疗方法而且还有很多资源
I understand, I understand that work is important. I miss working.
我明白 明白这幅工作的重要性我也想念工作
I think you should ask them if you can start in a year.
我觉得你应该问问他们是否可以在一年内开始工作
It’s not academia, they don’t give sabbaticals.
这不是一个学术职位他们不会给我提供公休
But to pick up and move right when…when…when…Why can’t I say what I wanna say?
但是收拾和搬家都需要…需要… 为什么我就不能表达出来我要说的呢
Ali, one way or the other, we will still be together.
Ali 无论如何我们还是会在一起啊
So, no time off?
那意味着没办法请假？
I can’t take a year off, financially that’s not an option. God knows where we would be, further down the line.
我无法请假一年 财政上来说也不行 谁知道一年后我们会在哪儿
That’s it then, that’s it.
那就是这样了是吗
What?
什么意思
Well, you don’t…you don’t want that, a year at home with me watching this.
你不想… 不想在家照顾我一年 天天看到我这副模样
I didn’t say that.
我不是这个意思
You didn’t have to.
你不用解释
(What’s the name of your oldest daughter?)
（你大女儿的名字时什么？）
(Anne…Anna)
（Anne…Anna）
(What month is your birthday?)
（你的生日在几月？）
(Ohctobr)
（时月）
（2：10）
Ali, what are you doing?
Ali 你怎么了？
I can’t find it.
找不到了
Can’t find what?
找不到什么了？
I can’t find my phone.
我找不到手机了
It’s the middle of the night.
现在是半夜
This is important, it goes off at eight o’clock in the morning and asks me these questions. I have to find it.
这很重要 每天早上8点它会提醒我问我一些问题 我必须要找到它
We are looking forward to the meeting…We are…
我们很期待那场会议我们…
No, I have to find it.
不 我必须要找到我的手机
We’ll…
我们会
Help me find my phone!
帮我找到我的手机
We will find it tomorrow. I promise you.Tomorrow.
我们明天会帮你找到 我保证 明天
No.
不行
Tomorrow.
明天
No, I wanna…help me find it.
不 我想… 帮我找到它
I promise we’ll find it tomorrow. Come to bed with me.
我向你保证明天我们会找到你的手机 跟我去睡觉吧
Come, come to bed with me please.
来 走吧我们去休息了
Alright.
好吧
Please?
走吧
Ok.
好
Come on.
来
(…since the beginning, I really hope you understand the situation)
（一开始…我希望你能了解我的处境）
Hey,
嗨
Anne?
(I look forward to see you.)
（我很期待与你见面）
Hey mama. It’s Anna, mom.
嗨 妈妈我是Anna
I thought you were my sister.
我还以为你是我姐姐
It’s ok.
没事
(Thank you so much for this.)
（谢谢你们做得一切）
How are you feeling?
你感觉如何
So uncomfortable. Can’t breathe, can’t sleep, was it like this for you?
不太舒服 不能呼吸 不能入睡 你当时怀孕也是这样吗
I didn’t have two at a time. This is true.
我没有同时怀过两个孩子 不过也很不舒服
Did you get the green curry?
你买绿咖喱了吗
I did. It’s right here. Everything on track?
买了 就在这儿都顺利吧
Uh, yes, they made a very generous offer.
是的 他们提供了非常好的条件
Oh that’s great.
太棒了
I guess.
但愿如此
No, it is, it’s absolutely the right decision.
不 真的很棒 这是正确的选择
Would you like some water?
要喝水吗
Yes, please.
好的
John, what happened? Who’s on the phone?
John 什么事 谁打的电话
Uh, that was that hospital, honey, the Mayo Clinic.
那家医院 宝贝 梅奥医学中心
Is someone sick?
有人病了吗
No, nothing’s wrong. Everything is absolutely fine.
不是 没什么 一切都好
Oh my god.
天哪
Oh no! I was looking for that last night.
哦 不 我昨晚就在找这个
That was a month ago.
那是一个月前的事了
Ali, hey, wake up baby, it’s time to wake up.
Ali 嘿 宝贝 醒醒 该起来了
It’s time to get dressed. Come, let me help you.
该穿衣服了 来 我来帮你
Got some really good news for you.
有好消息告诉你
Let me help with your pants, come on.
来 我来帮你穿裤子
No, I want my green one.
不 我要我那条绿色的
Why, I think this one here would be really really nice, let’s put that one on.
为什么 我觉得这条就非常好看 我们穿这条吧
Ok.
来
Lean on me. Hold up.
靠着我 撑一下
There she is.
她在那儿
What’s the matter with her? She looks terrible.
她怎么了 看上去那么糟糕
She just delivered the babies.
她刚生完孩子
Anna, you had your babies.
Anna 你有自己的孩子了
I did.
是啊
This is Alison, she looks so beautiful.
这个叫Alison 她好漂亮
That’s Charlie Junior.
那是小Charlie
It’s little Charlie.
小Charlie
Oh my god, look at his eyes. Yes.
天 看他的眼睛 嗯
Here you go.
看这里
Can I hold her?
我能抱抱她吗
Uh, is that a good idea?
那样好吗
I know how to hold a baby.
我知道怎么抱婴儿
That’s ok mom, you can sit right there in that chair.
没问题 妈妈 你可以坐那椅子上抱
There, that’s good.
那儿 对
Something tells you’ve done this before.
你看你以前也这样抱过
She looks like you.
她长得像你
There are days she knows where she is certainly, but there are just as many days when she doesn’t.
有时候她确实知道她在哪儿 但很多时候她都不知道
Maybe she thinks she’s a child back in New Hampshire, or else.
也许她觉得自己回到了新罕布什尔州的童年 或者别的地方
It’s happening more and more times, she doesn’t know what’s going on.
她不知道发生了什么的次数越来越多
Yeah, I just…you know, keep thinking what she said in that speech,
是啊 只是 我不断在想她那次演讲说的
you know, how important her memories are to her, who she is.
她的记忆 她是谁 对她多么重要
Yes, that was months ago.
是啊 那都是几个月前了
Guys, this is difficult for all of us.
听着 这对大家来说都很难
But it’s important to remember who Alice was, she would not want to be a burden.
但请记住那个曾经的Alice 她也不想成为我们的负担
Now Anna you have the babies and you wanna go back to work.
Anna 你现在已经有孩子了 也要回去工作
And you are not in the position to care for her, not seriously Tom.
你不能再照顾她了 没事的 Tom
And I can’t keep Mayo waiting, the beginning of this month I am gone.
我这不能让诊所再等了 月初我就得走
Now I want to take her with me, I would get her the best possible care,
我想带她走 我会把她照顾好的
and once she’s adjusted to Minnesota, she will be happier forward
只要她适应了明尼苏达州 她会感到快乐的
and so are all of us.
我们都会
Lydia is in the flip.
Lydia忘乎所以了
Oh so litter.
真不是东西
She is.
是啊
Well, she has no right to. If she cared, she wouldn’t be in the other side of the country.
她没权利这样 如果她还在乎妈妈 就不会跑去那么远
Hot in here.
这儿有点热
Who is he exactly?
他到底是谁
His name is Bill Thompson. He’s a manager.
他叫Bill Thompson 是个经纪人
Why is he so important?
他为什么如此重要
He’ll…open doors for me, you know, and get me to auditions I wouldn’t be able to get into,
他能..给我机会 让我能去试镜 本来我不可能有这些机会
get me some good headshots.
他为我争取到些不错的特写
I see. What’s his name?
哦 他叫什么?
Bill Thompson. He’s with Thompson & Gold. If you wanna look him up, they are good.
Bill Thompson, Thompson & Gold经纪公司 他们很好 如果你想来看看
Kettle’s boiling.
水开了
Where is Elena?
Elena呢?
I’m making myself a cup of tea.
我在自己泡茶
Cool, where’s the…your caretaker?
哇 你的..看护呢
Elena is not here today, her daughter’s sick, she’s at the doctor.
Elena今天不在 她女儿病了 她带她去看医生了
So you are alone.
所以你一个人
I can make myself a cup of tea.
我可以自己泡茶
Ok. Ok. You wanna check on my headshot?
好 要不要看我拍好的镜头?
I send you a link, can you open the file down of the file?
我发你一个链接 你能打开下载吗
Yes.
行啊
Good.
好
Ok, I’ll talk to you later, ok? I love you.
好了 我晚点再联系你 我爱你
Bye.
再见
Right.
嗯
Hi Alice, I’m you, and I have something very important to say to you.
嗨 Alice 我是你 我有重要的话要对你说
Um, I guess you’ve reached that point, the point where you can’t answer any of the questions,
我想你已经那样了 回答不了任何问题
so this is the next logical step. I’m sure of it.
正常应该已经变成那样了 我相信
Because what’s happening to you, you know, the Alzheimer’s.
因为你患了阿尔茨海默症
You could see it as tragic, but your life has been anything but tragic.
你可能把这当作不幸的遭遇 但你的人生曾经拥有全部的美好
You have had a remarkable career, and a great marriage, and three beautiful children.
工作卓越 美满的婚姻 有三个很棒的孩子
All right, listen to me. This is important, make sure you’re alone,
听我说 这很重要 确保你现在一个人
and go to your bedroom. In your bedroom, there’s a dresser with a blue lamp.
到卧室去 卧室有个放着蓝色台灯的梳妆台
Open the top drawer.
打开第一个抽屉
In the back of the drawer, there’s a bottle with pills in it.
抽屉里有个药瓶
It says “Take all pills with water”.
写着 用水服药片
Now there are a LOT of pills in that bottle, but it’s very important that you swallow them all, okay?
瓶里有很多片药 记住一定要全部咽下去 知道吗
And then, lie down, and go to sleep.
然后躺下 去睡觉
And don’t tell anyone what you’re doing, ok?
别告诉任何人你这么干 好吗
In your bedroom, there’s a dresser with a blue lamp. Open the top drawer.
卧室有个放着蓝色台灯的梳妆台 打开第一个抽屉
In the back of the drawer, there’s a bottle with pills in it. It says “Take all pills with water”.
抽屉里有个药瓶上面有写 用水服用药片
A blue lamp…dresser…blue lamp…
蓝色台灯... 梳妆台.. 蓝色台灯..
Make sure you’re alone, and go to your bedroom.
确保你现在一个人 到卧室去
In your bedroom, there’s a dresser with a blue lamp. Open the top drawer.
卧室有个放着蓝色台灯的梳妆台 打开第一个抽屉
In the back of the drawer, there’s a bottle with pills in it. It says “Take all pills with water”.
抽屉里有个药瓶上面有写 用水服用药片
Now there are a LOT of pills in that bottle, but it’s very important that you swallow them all, okay? And then, lie down, and go to sleep.
瓶里有很多片药 记住一定要全部咽下去 知道吗 然后躺下 去睡觉
And don’t tell anyone what you’re doing, ok?
别告诉任何人你这么干 好吗
Hello?
你好
May I have the cookies with cream and a chocolate hazelnut?
请给我一份奶油曲奇 一份巧克力榛果味的
Alice, you wanna what you always want right?
Alice 你还是像以前那样?
Cookies with cream and a chocolate hazelnut.
奶油曲奇和巧克力榛果味?
No honey, you usually have the original with blueberries and coconut.
不 宝贝 你通常点原味的 加蓝莓和椰果
Ok.
好的
Original with blueberries and coconut, please.
原味 加蓝莓和椰果 谢谢
Ali, you see that building over there? Do you know what that is?
Ali 你看到那边那幢楼了吗 知道是什么吗
I don’t think I know that.
我觉得我不知道
That’s Columbia, where you used to teach.
那是哥伦比亚大学 你以前在那儿教书
Someone told me I was a good teacher.
有人告诉我 我曾是个好老师
Yes, you were.
是的 你是
I was really smart.
我以前很聪明
You are the smartest person I’ve ever met.
你是我见过最聪明的
Ali, do you still wanna be here?
Ali 你还想待在这吗
I’m not done yet. Do we have to go?
不 我还没吃完 我们要离开了吗
No, don’t worry, take your time.
不是 别担心 慢慢吃
Is this all your stuff?
这是你全部行李
I shifted some boxes as well.
我已经搬掉几个箱子了
You set at Lina Lane?
你开起Lina Lane模式了?
Try to convince myself more of this coastal girl. Where’s mom?
试着让自己像个沿海城市的女孩 妈妈呢
She’s sleeping.
她在睡觉
Here it is, your old room.
就这儿 你以前的房间
Wow.
哇
So how does it work out with your manager?
你跟你经纪人谈得怎样了
It’s a west-coast company, you know? Not so good.
你知道 西海岸的经纪公司 不太如意
That’s too bad. Are you sure you don’t mind?
那真糟 你确定你可以吗
We’ve had this conversation.
我们都已经谈过了
Ok.
好
It’s New York City. I’ll audition to theater, I know here is what I need to be, so…
这是纽约 我还是可以去剧场试镜 我知道我应该在这儿 所以..
You are a better man than I am.
你比我好
Dad. I’ve got her, ok?
爸 让我来照顾
It’s getting very cold, huh? We should head home.
这里变冷了妈妈 我们得快点回家
Come on, let’s do it.
来 走吧
Hey.
嘿
Hi.
嗨
How was your walk?
散步怎么样
I don’t think I know you.
我好像不认识你
Yes you do.
你认识的
Hey mom, it’s Elena. Let me get you some juice, ok?
妈 她是Elena 我给你拿些果汁好吗
Come, let’s take off your coat and go inside.
来 把外套脱下来进屋去
Night flight to San Francisco, chase the moon across America.
坐晚班飞机去旧金山 追着月亮 划过美国
God! It’s been years since I was on a plane.
上帝 我多年没坐飞机了
When we hit 35,000 feet, we’ll have reached the tropopause, the great belt of calm air,
当我们升到三万五千英尺的高空 我们就会到平流层 在完美的无风带
as close as it will ever get to the ozone.
甚至会到达臭氧层
I dreamed we were there. The plane leapt the tropopause, the safe air,
我梦到过我们去那儿 飞上平流层 到达安全气流
and attained the outer rim, the ozone, which was ragged and torn, patches of it, threadbare as old cheesecloth, and that was…frightening.
在臭氧外层边缘 那些零散破烂的碎片 像旧布一样破旧 让人惊恐
But I saw something only I could see, because of my astonishing ability to see such things.
但我看到了一些只有我能看到的东西 因为我有看到它们的惊人能力
Souls were rising, from the earth, far below.
灵魂在上升 从远在下面的地球上
Souls of the dead of people who’d perished from famine, from war, from the plague, and they floated up…
因为饥荒 战争和瘟疫死去的灵魂 飘舞而上
like skydivers in reverse, limbs all akimbo, wheeling, spinning.
像反向的跳伞员 双手叉腰 旋转上来
And the souls of these departed joined hands, clasped ankles and formed a web,
这些灵魂手拉着手 脚靠着脚 形成一张网
a great net of souls.
伟大的灵魂之网
And the souls were three-atom oxygen molecules of the stuff of ozone,
灵魂是臭氧层的三氧化原子
and the outer rim absorbed them and was repaired. ’
它们被臭氧层吸收 修复
Cause nothing’s lost forever.
什么都不会永远消失
In this world there is a kind of painful progress, longing for what we left behind and dreaming ahead.
这个世界有种痛苦的进步 渴望着我们留下些什么 还依然梦想着前行
At least I think that’s so.
至少我这么认为
That’s it.
完了
Hey, did you like that?
嘿 你喜欢听吗
What I just read? Did you like it?
我刚才读了什么 你喜欢吗
Em, em…
嗯..
What was it about?
故事讲了什么
Love. Yeah, LOVE.
是 爱..
Yes, it was about love.
是 它讲的是爱
听译 Almasy伯爵夫人 XXXXenia
If I had a boat, I'd go out on the ocean
翻译 CrazyStupidOldLee 熊猫眼黛西
And if I had a pony, I'd ride him on my boat
翻译 一刚 头卡门缝里
And we could all together, go out on the ocean
翻译 XXXXenia S
Set me upon my pony on my boat
校对 S Isa
If I were Roy Rogers, I'd sure enough be single
字幕 啊包 Erica
I couldn't bring myself to marrying old Dale
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It'd just be me and trigger, go riding through the movies
Then we'd buy a boat and on the sea we'd sail
And if I had a boat, I'd go out on the ocean
And if I had a pony, I'd ride him on my boat
And we could all together, go out on the ocean
Set me upon my pony on my boat
The mystery masked man was smart
He got himself a Tonto
'Cause Tonto did the dirty work for free
But Tonto he was smarter
One day said Quenosabe: ¡° Kiss my ass I bought a boat I'm going out to sea.¡±
And if I had a boat, I'd go out on the ocean
And if I had a pony, I'd ride him on my boat
And we could all together, go out on the ocean
Set me upon my pony on my boat.
And if I were lightning, I wouldn't need no sneakers
I¡¯d come and go wherever i would please
And I'd scare 'em by the shade tree
And I'd scare 'em by the light pole
But I would not scare my pony on my boat out on the sea
And if I had a boat, I'd go out on the ocean
And if I had a pony, I'd ride him on my boat
And we could all together, go out on the ocean
Set me upon my pony on my boat