圣三一威士忌
# 我不认为我能只选择一个 # I don't think that I could choose just one
# 这些机智的女孩们是从哪儿来的 # Where did all these smart girls come from?
走开 我在泡澡 Go away! I'm taking a bath!
爸爸还有十分钟就到了 Dad's ten minutes away!
我知道 我会出去的 你们吹点气球什么的 I know, and I'll be out! Just go blow up balloons.
# 在地板上 在车上 # On the floor, in the car
# 在酒吧的座椅上 # On a seat in a bar
# 不管我去哪儿 他们都在那儿 # Wherever I go, that's where they are.
斯威夫特小姐 想对这些年轻女性说什么 Ms. Swift, anything to say to all the young women?
人们不会总陪在我身边 People haven't always been there for me,
但是音乐永在 but music always has.
我来 我想做下一个发言的人 Me, next! I want to next!
不行 这对小小孩不好 你不能这么做 No. It hurts young brains. You can't do it.
- 莱拉 你跟我可一样大 - 不 - Your brain is just as young as mine, Lila. - No.
我已经是个成熟的女人了 I am a mature woman.
你们在干嘛 What are you guys doing?
你们只用做一件事 吹气球 拜托 You had one task... balloons. Come on.
- 我们在努力了 - 我们还有一个小时 好吗 - We're trying our best. - We have an hour left, okay?
噢 那是什么 Oh, what was that?
克里斯汀 Kristen!
他回来了 He's here!
来了 Coming!
嘿 Hey.
- 别进来 - 嘿 什么鬼 - No! - Hey! What, what...?
- 我们还要十分钟 - 家人们 我要生气咯 - We need ten minutes! - Family? Well, then I'll huff,
- 然后我会喘 - 女孩们 他只想见见你们 - and I'll puff. - Oh, girls, he just wants to see you.
过来吧 Come on.
他只是想见见你们而已 来吧 He just wants to see you, he just wants to see you, come on.
拿上横幅 Get the banner.
噢 我很抱歉我离开了这么久 Oh, I'm sorry I've been away so long.
我们都很好 We've been fine.
我的天哪 Oh, my God!
欢迎回家 爸爸
你看起来很美 You look beautiful.
谢谢 我增加运动了 Thanks. I've been outside more.
我的天哪 女儿们 Oh, my God! Daughters!
来这 都来这 哦 Come here! Come here, oh.
爸比 Daddy!
- 说说你有多想我们吧 - 好的 - Tell us how much you've missed us. - Okay.
来了 Here we go.
我们需要的是纪律 What we need around here is discipline.
- 我的天哪 - 纪律 - Oh my god! - Discipline.
噢 Oh.
我需要性爱 I need sex.
噢 是吗 Oh, yeah?
那么我们最好马上就开始 Well, we'd better get down to it, then.
好耶 Yes.
不不不 把灯开着 No, no, no, no, no, lights on.
我想看到我正在做什么 I want to see what I'm doing.
好的 Okay.
- 噢 怎么了 - 没有 没什么 我 - Oh, what's wrong? - No, it's nothing. I, um...
我一不小心靠在火炉上烧伤了 I leaned against the stove. I... I burned myself.
- 什么 哪里 - 我肚子上 - What? Where? - On my stomach.
- 噢 让我看看 - 不用了 没什么 - Ow. Let me see. - No, no, no, it's really nothing.
嘿 让我看看 Hey, hey, let me see.
什么鬼 什么 这是火炉弄伤的吗 What the heck? What? The stove did that?
嗯 我当时在做薄饼 Yeah. I was making pancakes.
我马上回来 I'll be right back.
- 已经过去太久了 - 是的 - It's been a long, long time. - Yeah.
你已经忘了怎么做了吗 Have you forgotten how to do it?
我可能需要学几节课 I may need a few lessons.
我认为我应该把手放在这里 I put my hand here, I think?
- 啊 再往下点 - 噢 - Ah, do it a little lower. - Oh.
- 噢 - 噢 对不起 我忘了 - Oh! - Oh, I'm sorry, I forgot.
噢 不不不 没事 再来一次 Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no. Do that again.
克里斯 我不想伤到你 Kris, I don't want to hurt you.
我说了 再来一次 I said, do it again.
奥 Ow!
我不认为那是个好主意 I don't think that's a good idea.
嘿嘿 嘘 嘿 Hey, hey, shh! Hey!
嘿 Hey!
姑娘们会听到的 The girls will hear us.
好吗 Okay?
不不不 嘿 No, no, no, hey.
我还想做 我只是 我们可以稍微低调点 I still want to. I just... we could just take it down a notch.
我们要干嘛 What are we...?
- 这是什么 - 这里 封口布 - What is this? - Here, gags.
为什么 我们现在要玩绑架了吗 Why, are we kidnapping people now?
还有这个 Here, this, too.
我专门买的 I bought them for us.
啊 Huh.
嗯 Hmm.
哇哦 Oh, wow.
哇哦 Just wow.
妈咪 Mom?
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大脑
这叫做M-LTS It's called the M- LTS,
代表着 which stands for...
某些东西 something.
这是康奈尔大学的一种 It's a new neurological study
新的神经科学研究 at the University of Cornell.
是磁性颞顶叶刺激器 Oh, the Magnetic Temporoparietal Lobe Stimulator.
是的 可能吧 Yes, I guess.
是用来做大脑功能区定位的 It's, uh, the... the brain mapping that they're doing there.
- 是上帝头盔吗 - 其实那个商标被注册了 - Oh, right, the God Helmet? - Actually, that's trademarked.
所以我们不能这么叫它 So we've been asked not to call it that.
- 那是什么 - 用磁场 - What is it? - Using magnetic fields
探究大脑的区域 to probe regions of the brain.
梵蒂冈的教廷科学研究院 The Vatican's Pontificia Accademia
要求我们调查这个 delle Scienze has asked us to investigate it.
- 为什么 - 它会使研究对象 - Why? - It induces
产生宗教的幻觉 spiritual visions in subjects.
假设百分之十的研究对象 Supposedly ten percent of the subjects
会转化成基督教信仰 convert to Christianity.
罗马教廷想知道 The Holy See wants an analysis
这些结果是否真实 to see if these results are legitimate and
是否需要进一步检测 warrant further examination.
还是说 这是场骗局 应该被解散 Or whether this should be dismissed as a hoax.
- 什么样的骗局 - 我不知道 - What kind of hoax? - I don't know.
那是你们三个需要弄清楚的 But that's where you three come in.
反正写个报告出来吧 Just write up a report.
这个应该很简单 This one should be easy.
低强度磁性颞顶叶刺激器 The Low- Intensity Magnetic Temporoparietal Lobe Stimulator.
你在研究什么 What are you researching?
大脑中β类淀粉蛋白斑块和tau蛋白 Beta- Amyloid plaque and tau proteins in the brain.
阿兹海默症(俗称老年痴呆症)患者大脑的特征
神经退行性疾病 Oh, for neurodegenerative disease.
你也是梵蒂冈的人吗 You're with the Vatican?
不是 我和他们一起 No, I'm... with them.
所以你在做大脑定位 So you're mapping the brain?
是的 这个不是为了研究 Uh, yes. It's not a study
宗教的神经科学基础 of the neurological basis for religion.
那只是个为了刺激 That's just an artifact
大脑和顶叶皮层的人工制品 of stimulating the plenary gland and the parietal cortex.
多少人戴着它的时候 How many people have had spiritual experiences
- 发生过幻觉 - 大概百分之三十 - while wearing it? - Around 30%.
梵蒂冈的人说 The Vatican people
你们想要采访他们其中一些人 是吗 said you wanted to interview some of them?
是的 We do.
呃 Um...
我当时走在雪中的一条路上 I was walking down a road in the snow.
然后我感觉有人走在我旁边 And I felt someone walking beside me.
所以我看过去 但是没人在那里 So I looked toward it, but there was no one there.
然后我感觉我肩上有只手 And I felt a hand on my shoulder.
一个男人的手 A man's hand.
然后我听到一声低语 And I heard a whisper.
"你走错方向了 "You're going the wrong way.
转过身来" Turn around."
转向哪 Toward?
我不知道 I don't know.
但是我感到了以前从没有过的感受 But I felt something I never felt before.
极乐 Joy.
我讨厌用那个词 听起来很宗教感 And I hate using that word... it sounds so religious- Y.
是这么说吗 Is that a word?
我戴上那个头盔的一瞬间 I put it on and immediately I was
我就在一个白色球体里面 in this white sphere thing.
然后我身边飘过了一些星球和太阳 And I was floating past the planets and the sun.
然后有个人向我走来 And one person was walking towards me.
他向我伸出手 说他是凯斯·穆恩 He offered his hand and he said he was Keith Moon.
英国摇滚乐队The Who(谁人乐队)的鼓手 1978年去世
那个鼓手吗 The drummer?
是的 我不知道为什么 Yeah. I don't know why.
但是他在天堂然后说 But he was in Heaven and he said,
"我没有撞死我的司机" "I didn't run over my chauffeur."
然后 And...
- 就这样吗 - 嗯 - that was it? - Yep.
在那之后 And... everything changed
一切都变了 after that.
我没有以前那么抑郁了 I didn't feel so depressed anymore.
呃 Uh...
那 It...
它... It was, um...
很美 ...beautiful.
无法用言语形容... 它... No words can describe... it was...
你有什么想法吗 So, what do you think?
我觉得他们比我想象的 I think they're a lot more persuasive
更有说服力 than I thought they'd be.
他们的幻觉一直和他们在一起 And their visions stayed with them.
他们还在讨论极乐 讨论上帝 I mean, they're still talking about joy and God.
我们来这干什么 Why are we here?
这是什么意思 What do you mean?
教会想从中得到什么呢 Well, what does the Church want from this?
我猜 他们想研究下 My guess is, they're studying the varieties
宗教经历的多样性 of religious experiences.
或者他们是想用科技让人们转变信仰 Or are they trying to convert people using technology?
我不觉得 I doubt that.
神性不只是刺激几个突触这么简单 Spirituality is more than just a triggering of a few synapses.
但是这些人都被改变了 But these people were changed.
那个女人... 她的幻觉改变了她的人生 That woman... her vision changed her life.
不 她得救是因为她去治疗抑郁症了 No, getting treatment for her depression saved her life.
你觉得她的幻觉和这没有关系吗 So you're saying her vision had nothing to do with it?
我是说她的幻觉只是附属而来的 No, I'm saying her vision was collateral.
那个头盔刺激了她的大脑额叶 The helmet stimulated her frontal lobe
从生理上缓解了她的抑郁 and alleviated her depression on a physiological level.
或者 先有幻觉 再产生了生理作用 Or the vision came first and the physiological effect second.
你是医生吗 Mm, Doctor?
除了宗教语言 我们还能怎么形容 How else do we describe the miracle of coming out
这种从抑郁中痊愈的奇迹呢 of depression, except with religious language?
我们用来形容崇高的词汇 Our vocabulary for the sublime is entirely
完全都是源于神性 informed by spirituality.
神父 Father?
我准备好了 Okay. I'm ready.
干什么 For?
下一步 谁先来 The next session. Who's up first?
总教区说你们想成为试验对象 The archdiocese said you wanted to be subjects.
我准备好了 Well, I'm ready.
主教跟我们说过就好了 Nice of the bishop to mention that to us.
- 如果你不想... - 不 - If you don't want to do it... - No.
我想 这就来 I do. Ready.
本 你认真的吗 Ben, are you serious?
我想见见上帝 I want to see God.
谁不想见上帝呢 我们开始吧 Who wouldn't want to see God? Let's do it.
这是法拉第笼吗 So, what is this, a Faraday cage?
- 我改进的版本 - 哦 - It's my modification. - oh.
它能屏蔽电磁辐射 It shields out EMF emissions.
本 你确定想体验一次吗 You sure you want to go through with this, Ben?
你在开玩笑吗 Are you kidding me?
能见到上帝和凯斯·穆恩呢 A chance to see God and Keith Moon?
拜托 我怎么会错过这等好事 Come on, how could I pass that up, right?
- 合适吗 - 刚好 - How's the fit? - Good.
仪器设计的不是很重 It's not supposed to be too heavy,
- 不然你老会注意到它 - 嗯 - or you'll be too aware of it. - Uh- Huh.
好的 Okay.
那我们开始 Here we go.
从四十开始倒数 Count back from 40, please.
四十 40...
三十九 三十八 39... 38...
三十七 三十六 37... 36...
三十五 三十四 35... 34...
三十三 33...
要花多久 How long does it take?
几十秒就行 Just a few seconds.
你会知道他何时或者是否产生幻觉吗 Will you know when or if he has a vision?
可能吧 Maybe.
看他的脑电图 From his, uh, EEG.
这个模仿的是快速动眼睡眠 It mimics REM sleep.
嗯... Huh.
出什么问题了 Something wrong?
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- 怎么了 - 我不知道 - What's wrong? - I don't know.
可能有个电极松了 We may just have one electrode loose.
- 我调一下 - 本 你没事吧 - Let me... adjust. - Ben, are you okay?
啊 好极了 Yeah. Great.
感觉就像睡了个好觉 Just having a nice sleep.
没看到地狱吗 So no visions of Hell?
还没 但是... No, not yet, but...
但是什么 But what?
但是我还在幻觉中 But I'm in my head.
所以我能看见你 And that's why I'm seeing you.
你现在看见我是因为 You're seeing me now because you rejected
你拒绝了我想要的一切 everything I was for.
老妈 你开什么玩笑 Are you kidding me, Mom?
- 是你想让我成为科学家的 - 不 - You wanted me to be a scientist. - No.
我想让你了解科学 I wanted you to understand science.
不是拒绝相信安拉的存在 But not reject Allah.
我没有拒绝 I didn't reject Allah.
是安拉拒绝了我 Allah rejected me.
我不想说这件事 I don't want to talk about this.
你为什么在这 Why are you here?
握住我的手 Take my hand.
为什么 Why?
你这孩子 别那么叛逆 What a son. Stop being so contrary.
你握住就是了 Take my hand.
我们在哪 Where are we now?
你出生的地方 维贾普尔 In Vijapur, where you were born.
哇哦 Wow.
我从六岁起 Oh, I haven't been here
我就没来过这里了 since I was six years old.
这里很穷啊 It looks poor.
你怎么变得这么能挑事了 When did you become so contentious?
你说的对 You're right.
让我听听你的祈祷 Let me hear your prayers.
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嗯 Hmm?
你看 哪有那么难啊 See, was that so hard?
妈妈 你在天堂吗 Are you in Heaven, Mom?
我理论上应该在这里能见到上帝的 I think I'm supposed to see God here.
是啊 在天堂 Yes, Heaven.
- 但你无法看见上帝 - 为什么 - But you can't see God. - Why not?
- 因为你不信教 - 如果我看见 我会信的 - Because you don't believe. - okay, if I saw, I might believe.
你不会的 我知道你... 很固执 No, you won't. I know you... you're stubborn.
- 我总是这么说 - 是你让我变固执的 - I always said that. - You made me stubborn.
那是谁 Who's that?
附近的一个妓女 One of the prostitutes from the neighborhood.
是啊 Oh, yeah.
他们十点出来接客 They came out at 10:00.
你还记得我跟你说过什么吗 Do you remember what I said to you?
不记得 No.
不 哦 她的脚吗 No, yeah. The feet?
没错 That's right.
看她脚下 Look down at her feet.
它是只鬼 It's a ghost.
我的天啊 老妈 那是什么 Mom- Mom, Mom. What is... What is it, Mom?
- 那究竟是什么 - 我不能帮你 - What is that? - I can't help you.
妈妈 你在说什么啊 Mom. Mom, what do you mean?
嘿 你冷静点 Hey, give yourself a few seconds.
- 你还好吗 - 发生了什么 - You okay? - What happened?
- 你看到什么了 - 我无法逃离... - What'd you see? - I couldn't get away from...
我无法逃离... I couldn't get away...
无法逃离什么 You couldn't get away from what?
本 Ben?
可能是那次被困地下室 Could be a vestigial reaction
残留的反应 from being stuck in that basement.
我以为那个头盔只会引起正向反应 I thought the helmet only provoked positive reactions.
对于大部分试验者来说 的确是的 For the most significant sampling, yes.
随着我们 呃 As we've, uh,
扩大了数据收集的范围 expanded our data collection, we're starting to see
已经有些参与者出现了... some participants experience...
非正向的反应 counter-positive reactions.
- 比如呢 - 比如经历悲伤的 难过的 - Like what? - Grief, sadness,
黑暗的 毫无意义的事情 darkness, uh, meaninglessness.
所以有些人看到了天堂 So some see Heaven.
另外一些看见了地狱 Others see Hell?
我不会用这个词来形容 It's not a word that I would use.
哎呀 Oops.
我们谈谈吧 We should talk.
我在这呢 I'm here.
你说 Go ahead.
认出这个了吗 You recognize that?
一只手 A hand?
你往这只手上洒了"圣水" That you splashed with your "holy water."
没错 That's right.
在你的"驱邪"仪式中洒的 During your "exorcism."
但那不是圣水 But it wasn't holy water.
是氨水 It was ammonia.
是吗 Huh.
"是吗" Yeah, "huh."
像这样的氨水 Ammonia like this.
来 给你演示一下 Here, let me show you.
伸出手来 Put out your hand.
好 Sure.
我怎么从没听说过你 How come I've never heard of you?
因为我是个修女 Because I'm a nun.
你知道 什么东西全身是黑白红相间的吗 Do you know what's black and white and red all over?
身首异处的修女 A decapitated nun.
该你了 Your move.
行吧 我们已经达成一致... Well, now that we've established that your little...
你的圣水把戏 其实只是氨水而已 holy water magic trick was just ammonia
上帝在地球上没有任何能力 and that God has no power on this Earth...
就算是主 从栏杆上摔下来 And that Jesus could never really survive
也只有死路一条 his fall from the parapet.
也许我们可以谈谈你的未来 Perhaps we should discuss your future.
我的未来 My future?
你没什么能给我的吧 I don't think you have anything to offer there.
那可不一定 Oh, you might be surprised.
在天堂 奖励你的是上帝 God gives you His reward in Heaven.
但在这凡世 But on this Earth...
我才是主宰 your ass is mine.
你知道去哪找我 You know where to find me.
这不是我的精神顾问吗 你好吗 Oh, my spiritual advisor, how are you?
你来这干嘛 What are you doing here?
和人聊聊天 备受启发 I've been having the most enlightening conversation.
我觉得教会对修女们太严苛了 I think the Church is too hard on its nuns.
她们明明很性感 I think they're sexy.
修女 Sister?
- 你没事吧 - 没事 - Are you all right? - Yes.
我刚看见利兰了 I-I saw Leland.
我们刚才聊天来着 We were talking.
他话可真够多的 He talks quite a bit.
- 他伤害你了吗 - 没有 - Did he hurt you? - No.
但我得和你谈谈 But we have to talk.
神父 请您先回避一下 Father, I need you to leave.
你需要加强一下冥想了 We need to work harder on your meditations.
为什么 Why?
敌人的攻击性变强了 Our enemy has become more aggressive.
我们得做好准备 We need to prepare.
你在说什么啊 What are you talking about?
妈妈明明很爱你 Mom loved you.
我知道 但她也对我很失望不是吗 Yeah, but she was disappointed in me, wasn't she?
除了她自己 就没人不让她失望 She was disappointed in everyone who wasn't her.
她对我们的期望永远都是不切实际的... She always had unrealistic expectations for us...
我从大学退学的时候 她... But when I dropped out of college, she...
本 你到底怎么了 Ben, what is this about?
没事 就是做了一个和她有关的梦 Nothing, she... I just had a dream about her...
你不是老和我说别在意那些梦吗 You're always the one telling me to ignore my dreams.
现在能让我睡觉了吧 Can I go to sleep now?
她对我不念清真言很失望 不是吗 She was disappointed that I ignored Shahada, right?
本 别再想了 Ben, let it go.
她去世之前 When she died...
有什么遗言吗 did she say anything?
- 饶了我吧 晚安 - 卡利玛 - I'm not doing this. Good night. - Karima...
昨晚的事 So, last night?
你个老色鬼 Yeah, you dirty rat.
克里斯 你变了 Can I say, Kris, you've changed.
怎么变了 In what way?
就是那些面具 口塞 Come on, the masks, the gags,
还有烧伤什么的 the, um, the burns.
到底是怎么回事 I mean, what is going on?
你记不记得 我们一起登山的时候 Don't you remember when we were climbing,
你常说的那些话 the things we used to say?
我们才不要沦为无聊的郊区夫妇 We're never gonna turn into some boring suburban couple?
- 记得 - 所以我没变 - Yeah. - So I haven't changed.
我只是回归到那时候的我了 I just changed back.
就不能再开一个收款柜台吗 Hey, could we get another cashier here?!
队都排这么长了 There's a line!
- 克里斯 淡定 - 不 安迪 - Kris, it's okay. - No, Andy.
我们本来就该这样 不在乎别人的目光 This is who we were. We didn't give a fuck.
我知道 但我们不能一辈子都这么生活 Yeah, sure, but we can't go through life that way.
当然能 反正我能 Sure, we can. I can.
我把面具收回衣柜的时候 So I was putting the masks back in the closet,
发现了一个鞋盒 and, uh, I found a shoebox...
- 对 我需要... - 嘿 兄弟 - Yeah. I'm getting... - Hey, hey, hey, hey, buddy?
- 去后面排队 - 我就这么点东西 很快的 - Line's back there. - Uh, I just got a couple of things.
你的东西明明比我们还多 No, you don't. You got more than us.
两位 能别这么小题大做吗 Guys, can we just not sweat this, okay?
我都已经站在这了 就淡定点吧 I'm here. Slow your roll.
他还让我们淡定 He wants us to slow our roll?
不好意思 Excuse me.
现在就给老娘去后面排队 You get to the back of the line right now.
不然呢 Or what?
说啊 不然呢 你能把我怎么样 Seriously, what? What are you gonna do?
就你这样的 还能翻出什么花来 Show me your car, I'll show you mine.
好了 看你这暴脾气 Okay, it's... you know what, tiger?
行了 别和他计较了 Let it go, let it go, let it go, hey, hey.
这种人迟早会遭报应的 It's okay. Karma will get him.
没错 报应 Yeah, that's right. Karma.
反正我有东西忘拿了 Think I forgot something anyway.
下一位 Next.
我的天 你个泼妇没完了是吧 Oh, my God, it's over, bitch!
不需要袋子 We won't need a bag.
谢谢 安迪 Thank you. Andy?
只有一片漆黑 It was just black.
我戴上头罩以后 眼前就是一片黑 When you put the helmet on me, that's all I saw.
我也不知道是过了一个小时 I don't know if it was for an hour
还是五分钟 但是... or for five minutes, but...
我以为是它对我不起作用 I didn't think it was working on me.
然后我就感觉到了一样东西 And then I felt something.
是什么 What?
一张嘴 A mouth.
像是某种动物的嘴 Like an animal.
它夹住了我的手 然后... It clamped down on my hand, and...
我就叫了出来 I screamed out.
我以为是椅子上的什么东西 I thought maybe it was something
划伤了我的手 但是... on the chair that cut into me, but...
它开始拖拽我 then it started dragging me.
然后我就... And I...
需要缓一下再说吗 Do you need a minute?
不用 Mm-mm, no.
它把我扔进了一锅沥青里 It dropped me into a pool of tar.
我抬头看 上空有一个 And when I looked up, I saw this...
带翅膀的庞然大物 massive thing with wings.
大概有十层楼高 About ten stories tall.
上面覆盖的都是些 And it was covered with...
赤裸的人 naked people...
他们被黏在上面 还大声尖叫 stuck to it, screaming.
没有受试者出现生理上的后遗症 There are no physical consequences.
有任何心理上的后遗症吗 And any psychological aftereffects?
这是实验后的评估结果 These are the, uh, post-experiment evaluations.
你们可以随意查看 Feel free to go through them.
受试者偶尔会做相关的噩梦 The subjects occasionally experience residual nightmares,
除此之外一切正常 but, uh, otherwise they're fine.
刚才那个人也是正常 Even who we just interviewed?
是的 Yes.
你们还有人想试一下吗 So, do either of you want to go?
- 还是这就完事了 - 我想试 - Or are you done? - Yeah, I'll go.
克里斯汀 我们刚刚才和见过地狱的人聊过 Kristen, we just spoke to someone who saw Hell.
幸好 我不信那些 Then it's a good thing I don't believe in it.
这是导电胶 只是让电极导电用的 This is a simple conductive adhesive for the electrodes.
好的 Okay.
等下 Huh. Uh... wait.
怎么了 What's wrong?
不知道怎么回事 机器无法识别到你 For some reason it's not registering you.
是因为我没有灵魂吗 Because I don't have a soul?
让我先来吧 克里斯汀 Let me go first, Kristen.
为什么 Why?
我还以为你绝对不会去体验这个呢 I thought you weren't going to do this at all.
我改主意了 I-I changed my mind.
我没事的 大卫 I'm fine, David.
不 我想试一下 No, I-I want to.
拜托了 Please.
四十七 四十六 47... 46...
也许不该让大卫尝试这个的 Maybe David shouldn't do this.
四十五 45...
只是个神经学实验而已 No, it's just a neurological experiment.
他会没事的 He'll be fine.
四十二 四十一 42... 41...
四十 40...
三十九 三十八 39... 38...
三十七 三十六 37... 36...
三十五 35...
不要 Don't.
克里斯汀 Kristen.
克里斯汀·布沙尔 Kristen Bouchard.
收到我的礼物了吧 I take it you got my gift basket.
我说过了 离我远点 I told you to stay away.
那不是你的真实想法 But you didn't mean it.
你喜欢有男人关注你 You love attention from men,
更何况你这几个月都在独守空房 especially with all these months alone.
我说过了 离我远点 I told you to stay away,
不然我就杀了你 or I would kill you.
你特意来我家就是为了威胁我 You come into my house to threaten me?
不 我已经威胁过了 No, the threat was already made.
我是来落实威胁的 I'm here to deliver on it.
警察听到你这话肯定会很激动的 Well, I'm sure the police will be thrilled to hear about this.
坚持住 没事的 大卫 Hold on, you're okay, David.
坚持住 Hold on.
没事的 大卫 You're okay, David.
- 我把这个取下来 - 那是什么 - Let me just detach this. - What was that?
是什么 是什么 What was that? What the hell...?
怎么了 你看见什么了 What happened, what happened? What-what did you see?
就是... Just...
你看见什么了 大卫 What did you see, David?
你 You.
我 我干什么了 Me? Doing what?
杀死勒鲁 Killing LeRoux.
在天堂还是地狱 Was that Heaven or Hell?
你拿了把斧头 走进去他的房子... You took an ax, you went to his house...
然后你就把他给杀了 and you killed him.
哇 这听起来... 不大可能 Wow, that seems... unlikely.
但这就是我看到的 That's what I saw.
我要先走了 I got to go.
为什么 Why?
我 我 有个... I, uh, I have an, uh...
医生预约 an appointment.
他已经知道了 He knew.
他看到我做那事情了 He saw me do it.
- 这 这是你那个牧师朋友 - 是的 - Thi... This is your priest friend? -Yes.
我们是在测试一个大脑定位仪 So, we're testing this brain-mapping device,
然后他就看到了我走进去勒鲁的房子 and he saw me go to LeRoux's house
- 把他给杀了 - 那 - and kill him. -Well,
显然他察觉了你的负罪感 然后脑补了细节 he obviously sensed your guilt and intuited the rest.
不可能 那些细节都太具体了 No, the details were too specific.
他... 知道冰斧 勒鲁的房子 He... knew about the ice ax, LeRoux's house.
但他知道你... 你经常攀登雪山 But he knows you... you were a climber,
所以猜到冰斧 然后他大概 so an ice ax makes sense, and he probably
在新闻上看到了勒鲁的房子 saw LeRoux's house on the news.
克里斯汀 Kristen.
我觉得你应该考虑去跟他谈谈 I think you should consider going to him
告诉他关于勒鲁的真相 and telling him the truth about LeRoux.
啥 为什么 What? Why?
唔 不是因为宗教原因 Well, not for religious reasons
而是现实原因 but for pragmatic ones.
忏悔的安慰剂效应 The placebo effect of confessing,
在你认为是权威和道德标杆的人面前忏悔 of coming clean to someone you consider an authority...
可以帮助你减轻身体和心理的症状 moral authority... will alleviate your psychosomatic symptoms.
你这真的有道理吗 Does that make sense?
我觉得有的 I think it does.
稍等一下 I'll be right there.
我以为我已经系上了 I thought I tied that.
噢 嗨 克里斯汀 进来吧 Oh, hey, Kristen, come on in.
你可以跟我一起吃掉这个 You can help me with this.
克里斯汀 Kristen!
你还好吗 Are you all right?
怎么了 What?
发生了什么 What happened?
你刚刚在尖叫 You were screaming.
有吗 I was?
啊 我 什 什 什么时候戴上这个的 Uh, wh-when-when did I put this on?
你去哪了 When did you go?
去哪 Go where?
你戴着这个头盔呢... Uh, your session with-with the, with the helmet...
- 不是吗 - 还没到我呢 - wh-when did you do it? -I haven't.
我们在想着明天 We were thinking tomorrow.
不是我先说的我要戴这个 Didn't I start to put this on,
然后 你 你说你要先戴吗 and then y-you said you wanted to go first?
- 没有 - 这是你所看到的吗 - No. - Is that what you saw...
看到大卫戴上这头盔 David putting the helmet on?
对啊 Yeah.
然后我还看到了他看到些幻觉 And I saw him having a vision, too.
什么东西 What vision?
啊... Uh...
唔 没什么 我是说 我 我忘了 Well, nothing. I mean, I-I-I-I, I don't remember,
但之后我们还谈了谈 在幻觉之后 but we talked afterwards, after the vision,
我接受了一个紧急心理治疗 and then I had an emergency therapy session,
再然后我去了你的房间 看到了利兰在那 and then I went to your room and Leland was there...
这些都没有发生过吗 None of that happened?
没有 你 你都没离开过 No, you've... You haven't left.
你 你一直在这 You-You've been here.
你还好吗 You okay?
嗯 我... 我要先走了 Yeah, I... I got to go.
我 啊 我之前做过这个一次 I, uh, I-I did this once before.
什么意思 What do you mean?
唔 我们当时在测试一个大脑定位仪 Uh, we're testing a brain-mapping device,
然后我看到了我自己就坐在你对面 and I saw myself sitting across from you
做一个紧急心理治疗 in an emergency session.
- 真的吗 - 是的 - Really? - Yeah.
那么那治疗如何 How'd that go?
我告诉了你 我朋友大卫 Well, I told you that my friend David
看见了我在伤害勒鲁 saw me hurting LeRoux.
他看见了你 He saw you?
在我的幻觉里 在这治疗里 In my vision, in the session.
对 那是你的负罪感的体现 Yeah, that's your, your guilt coming out.
那正是你在我幻觉里说过的话 That's what you said in my vision, too.
那在你幻觉里 我有给你什么建议吗 Did I have any advice in your vision?
有 你说我应该去找大卫 Yes, you told me that I should go to David
向他忏悔 从而获得安慰剂效应 and confess to him for the placebo effect
来减轻我的负罪感 of alleviating my guilt.
- 真的 - 千真万确 - Really? - Yeah.
这不是我的建议 不过我觉得那也挺有趣的 Well, that's not my advice, but I think it's interesting
如果你真的觉得我会给出那样的建议 that that's what you think my advice would be.
你可能要给我再讲清楚一点 You might have to unpack that for me.
我感觉自己像是在一个镜屋里 I feel like I'm in a house of mirrors here.
在我们的谈话里 你经常提到大卫 You speak of David quite often in our sessions.
没错 因为我们是同事 所以呢 Yeah, well, we work together. So?
但你丈夫离开近两个月后 Well, your husband is back
终于回来了 from nearly two months away,
你却没有一次提到过他 you haven't mentioned him once.
所以呢 Meaning?
这反应了你所想要的生活 Reflect on what you want your life to be.
在这一时刻 In this moment.
如果是你丈夫 那就是你丈夫了 If it's your husband, it's your husband.
如果是大卫 那就是大卫了 If it's David, it's David.
为什么就得是个男的 Why is it a guy at all?
你说的没错 Yeah, you're right.
也可能是他们所代表的东西 Um, could be what they represent.
你丈夫是家庭责任 Your husband: the responsibilities of home.
而大卫是工作自由 David: the freedom of work.
还有其他的选择 There's another option.
大卫要变成牧师了 David's becoming a priest,
因此得不到的永远在骚动 so therefore it's unobtainable attraction.
也对... 或者说是个挑战 True... or it's a challenge.
此话怎讲 How so?
他没有变成牧师 那他就不再是遥不可及了 He doesn't become a priest, then he's not unobtainable.
我想跟你谈谈 Hey, I need a moment.
行 Okay.
我可以进来吗 Can I come in?
哈 Huh.
这还挺好的 This is nice.
克里斯汀让我呆在这的 Kristen asked me to stay here.
我可没说什么 Hey, did I say anything?
是你的"哈" 非常意味深长的一个"哈" It was in the "huh." It was a very expressive "huh."
行 不如我们装作我俩完全不认识 Okay, how about you and I pretend we're complete strangers
然后我们没有历史问题 没有任何包袱 and we don't have any history, without any baggage?
我们能做到吗 Can we do that?
当然 Sure.
你先来吧 You start.
行 Okay.
嗯... 克里斯汀变了 Um... so, listen, Kristen has changed.
怎么个变法 In what way?
都变了 In every way.
她因为别人在超市插队而揍了对方一顿 She beat up someone for cutting in line at a supermarket.
真的吗 Really?
谢乐尔 这不是件好事 Sheryl, that's not a good thing.
她变得更加好斗了 She's more aggressive,
对他人更加不屑 她更加 she's more dismissive, she's more...
她更加易怒 she's more angry.
或许她就应该这样 Maybe she should be.
你知道我是因为我们的生意而离开的 对吧 You know I go away because that is our business, right?
如果生意出问题了 And if our business goes under,
那我们就还不起贷款了 then we can't pay for the mortgage here.
说好的你只会离开 You were only supposed to be gone
- 几个星期 - 是 - for a few weeks. - Right,
但之后世界经济变了 and then the world economy changed.
- 是呢 - 对吧 - Right, yeah. - Right?
因为攀岩消费很高 Because climbing is a luxury item,
- 然后我们有十个人中途退出 - 嗯哼 - and we had ten people drop out. - Uh-huh, uh-huh.
我并不是为了自己高兴而离开的 I didn't go away for my own pleasure.
当然一切都有理由 Yeah, there are reasons for everything,
我之所以回来 是因为克里斯汀扛不住了 but I am back here because Kristen is overwhelmed.
她在工作 她在做个称职的母亲 She's working, she's being a mom,
你好奇她为什么变了 and you're wondering why she's changed.
因为她必须要适应 Because she's had to adapt.
- 好 所以这是我的错咯 - 对 - Okay, so this is my fault? - Yeah.
你觉得我会有不一样的意见吗 You thought I'd say differently, right?
并没有 But I won't.
对 就是你的错 Yes, it's your fault.
怎么了 What?
不 这... 这不对 No, that's... that's not right.
- 谢乐尔 - 嗯 - Sheryl? - Huh?
你没事吧 Are you okay?
没事 Yeah.
这只是个电极导电粘合剂 This is a simple conductive adhesive for the electrodes.
- 你确定要做吗 - 我觉得一个完整的评估 - You're sure about this? - I think it's important
对我们所有人来说都很重要 for all of us to give a thorough assessment.
我收到了摩尔门教徒 You know, I've been getting a lot of requests
申请做这个试验 from the Mormons to try it.
他们觉得这能让他们直接跟上帝对话 They think it's a direct line to God.
既然摩尔门教徒都对此深信不疑 Well, if it's good enough for the Mormons...
行 Okay.
开始倒数 Count back from...
五十 四十九 50... 49...
四十八 四十七 48... 47...
四十六 四十五 46... 45...
四十四 44...
三十八 38...
你怎么觉得 So what do you think?
我是个无神论者 我看见了我去世的妈妈 I'm an atheist, I saw my dead mother.
你是个不可知论者 你看到大卫出现幻觉 You're an agnostic, you saw David have a vision.
大卫是信教的 David is a believer.
他会看到什么 What does he see?
三十一 31...
我不知道 I don't know.
二十九 29...
二十八 二十七 二十六 28... 27... 26...
二十五 二十四 二十三 25... 24... 23...
三 二 Three... two...
一 one.
我该从头开始数吗 Should I start over again?
你看到什么了吗 Did you get anything?
啥也没有 Not a thing.
好吧 那我进去把仪器取下来 Okay, I'm coming in to detach you.
还挺合适的 Well, that's appropriate.
我们看到幻觉 而幻想家什么也没看到 We get visions, the visionary gets nothing.
我犯了个错 I made a mistake.
我们之前在调查一项科技 We were investigating a technology
应该能让没有信仰的人接触到上帝 that supposedly gives nonbelievers a glimpse of God.
它会用磁场刺激大脑的特定区域 It magnetically prods certain areas of the brain.
我试用了 I tried it.
我想看看它是否会让我的幻象动摇 I wanted to see whether it could challenge my ideas of visions.
然后呢 And...?
我什么也没看到 I saw nothing.
没有主 也没有地狱 Not God... or Hell.
因为你的幻象不是来自 Because your visions are not coming
你大脑的某个区域 from regions of your brain.
而是来自主 They're coming from God.
现在我什么都看不到 Now I can't see anything.
我试着冥想了几个小时 I've tried for hours... meditating.
什么都没有 Nothing's coming.
科技能重塑大脑 Technology can rewire the brain.
我猜你失去了你得到的一切 My guess is that you've lost everything you've gained.
现在重新开始 Now start over.
而且你最好快点 And you'd better do it quickly
因为汤森先生要来找我们麻烦了 because Mr. Townsend is coming after us
我们需要你的能力来知道如何保护我们 and we need your abilities to know how to protect ourselves.
还有 大卫 And, David,
别再用科技来重塑你的大脑了 don't use technology to rewire your brain again.
又不是玩具 It's not a toy.
所以 So...
你们发现了什么 ...what are your findings?
经过深思熟虑 After much deliberation,
我们不建议梵蒂冈对该科技进行 we do not recommend the technology for further research
进一步调查 at the Vatican.
- 为什么 - 对啊 - Why? - Yeah,
- 为什么 - 首先 - wh- Why? - At the minimum
这个设备会把神性 the device reduces spirituality
降级成突触刺激 to the stimulation of synapses.
它还会重塑大脑 It can also rewire the brain's receptivity to the work
对圣灵的接受能力 of the Holy Spirit.
最后 很大一部分参与者 Last, a significant percentage of the participants
看到的是地狱的幻觉 are seeing visions of Hell.
这是坏事吗 And is that a bad thing?
什么意思 Excuse me?
对地狱的恐惧能让人转向上帝 Fear of Hell can lead people to God.
他们的信仰不合理吗 Is their faith less legitimate?
这是我们想要倡导的信仰吗 But is that the kind of faith we want to promote?
我们怎么能评判人们产生信仰的原因呢 Who are we to judge what brings someone into the fold?
听上去这个头盔能帮助人们 It sounds like the helmet's ability to help people
直观展示我们信仰的现实意义 directly envision the realities of our faith
这能成为教会的助力 could be an asset for the Church.
但显然这里弊大于利啊 But the harm could undoubtedly outweigh any potential benefits.
有什么证明有弊端呢 What's the evidence of this harm?
- 那个 你... - 没有 - Well, you... - None.
没有确凿证据能证明 There's no concrete evidence to support that claim.
另外 那个头盔有着独特的能力 Furthermore, the helmet offers the unique ability
能帮助有神经病症的人 to help people suffering from neurological conditions,
比如抑郁 such as depression.
这本身就是个奇迹 不论是否与宗教有关 That's a miracle in itself... Religious or not...
如果人们想把这一切 and if people want to attribute
归功于上帝 那你们撞大运了 those qualities to God, then, hey, lucky you.
我看见了我去世的妈妈 I- I saw my dead mom,
我的经历或许算不上是 and my experience may not classify
多么重大的伤害 但那感觉很真实 as, uh, harm in the empirical sense, but it felt real
而那之后我都在失眠 and I've been having trouble sleeping ever since.
但那跟你之前就有的噩梦有关 Yeah, but that's from your preexisting night terrors.
我们不能把之前就有的事 I mean, we can't condemn the technology
- 归咎于这个科技... - 好了 - for any preexisting... - Okay.
问题很简单 The question is a simple one.
这个科技应当送去 Should this technology be sent on
教廷科学研究院 to the Pontificia Accademia delle Scienze
进行进一步检验吗 for further examination?
- 不 - 当然 - 或许吧 - No. - Yeah, absolutely. - Maybe.
好吧 帮大忙了 谢谢 Okay, this is helpful, thank you.
把你们的调查结果给我 我会做决定的 Leave your research with me, and I'll make a decision.
求你了 主 Please, God...
宝贝 我们能聊聊吗 Babe, can we talk?
好吧 Okay.
所以 我是这么想的 So... here's my suggestion.
我们卖掉登山的生意 我去安伊艾找个工作 We sell the climbing business, and I take a job at REI.
全球最大的户外用品连锁零售组织
你辞掉在天主教会的工作 You quit your job at the Catholic Church,
然后我们都把更多注意放在家庭上 and, uh, we just focus more on home.
我们让谢乐尔搬出车库 We move Sheryl out of the garage,
你可以用回它当办公室 you take it back as an office.
你一直想写一本关于刑事辩护的书 You always wanted to, uh, write that book on criminal defense.
你得到了安伊艾的工作邀请吗 You've got a job offer from REI?
没有 还没有 No, I mean, not yet.
但我认识在那工作的人 Uh, but I know people who work there.
销售柜台吗 On the sales floor?
不 在企业办公室 No, in the corporate offices.
我在说一份朝九晚五的工作 I'm talking about a nine-to-five job.
我十年前就应该这么做了 This is something I should've done ten years ago.
我为什么要辞职 Why would I quit my job?
克里斯汀 Kristen.
你变了 You have changed.
而我觉得这和你维持这个家的压力 And I think it's directly connected
以及你的工作 to the burden of carrying this family...
直接相关 ...and this job.
这个工作在让你变得... There is something in it that is making you...
...不一样 ...different.
它使我更强壮 It's making me tougher.
让我更自足了 It's making me more self-sufficient.
你在超市里揍了一个男人 You beat up a man at the supermarket.
我们现在要带着动物面具做爱了 We're wearing animal masks to have sex now.
好吧 这是我的建议 Okay, this is what I suggest.
你尝试去安伊艾找工作 You try to get a job at REI,
等你找到之后 我们可以卖掉生意 and when you do, fine, then we'll sell the business
然后我们再沟通 and then we can talk,
但这个工作 我的工作 不是问题所在 but this job... My job... is not the problem.
它支撑了我们的健康保险 It supplies our health care.
是我们的救命钱 It's our lifesaver.
那是我的 That's mine.
我之前不知道那是什么 直到劳拉看到了 Well, I didn't know what they were until Laura saw them...
劳拉看到了吗 Laura saw them?
我在看的时候 她走了进来 She came into the room when I was looking.
她说那是杀人的地图 And she said that they were maps to kill people.
不 这些不是 不是的 Mm, no, they're not, they're not. It's...
那这是什么 Then what are they?
这只是... 心理治疗的一部分 It- It's just... it's from therapy.
是处理愤怒的一种方式 It's a way to deal with anger.
有人惹怒我的时候 我就会画他们住的地方 When people piss me off, I draw where they live.
这没什么意义 没关系的 It's- It's meaningless, it- It's nothing.
你的孩子们可不知道 Your children don't know that.
我需要跟劳拉谈谈 I need to talk to Laura.
不是现在 明天吧 Not now, not... Tomorrow.
她没事的 She's okay.
她很好 She's fine.
我跟她解释了 爸爸妈妈不是认真的 I explained to her that... parents don't mean things.
只是假装而已 They pretend.
没事的 It's okay.
我们会没事的 We'll be okay.
我们会好的 We'll be good.
又是我 乔治 Hi, George again.
我有个问题要问你 I've got a question for you.
你真的相信超自然现象吗 Do you truly believe in supernatural phenomena?
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比如不明飞行物 UFOs?
看见它让我觉得更接近主了 Seeing it make me feel closer to God.
真的吗 Really?
我猜有些人会相信各种疯狂的东西 I guess some people will believe in all sorts of crazy things.
把它赶走 Make it go away!
它在攻击我 It attacked me.
终于动真格的了 Finally, something real.
还有家庭 永远只有短暂的轻松 And family. Always such a respite.
林恩多管管妹妹们 Lynn could be more in charge.
不 No.
好了 你们都留下 我走了 All right, you all stay. I'll go.
看来下一集 Looks like next time is loaded
充满了各种令人烦恼的近距离接触 with all sorts of disturbing close encounters.
好哦 Oh, yeah.
下周之前 睡个好觉 Until then, pleasant dreams.