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《使女的故事》前情提要 Previously on "The Handmaid's Tale..."
我们想知道有关汉娜的一切 Everything we want to know about Hannah...
- 处理掉他 - 就在那里 - Dump 'im. - It's just there.
- 不不不 我们不要分... - 什么 - No, no, no. No, we stay toge... - What?
不 不 你们要带他去哪里 No, no! Where are you taking him? Luke!
琼 琼 不 June! June, no!
我祈祷我的女儿们能过上安宁的生活 I pray that my daughters live a life of peace.
想想看 如此冲动的行为 To think such a impulsive act
可能产生多么巨大的政治影响 could have such huge political implications.
关于这一点你应该更清楚 You of course understand
毕竟你的新伯利恒计划也没戏了 that your plans for New Bethlehem are dead.
但这都是为基列国好 It's what's best for Gilead.
你他妈不是要生了吧 Are you in fucking labor?
你可以做到 You can do this.
一直和我住在一起的那家人 The family that I've been staying with?
不能让他们接近我的孩子 I can't let them get their hands on my baby.
你是他的母亲 他属于你 You're his mother. And he belongs with you.
谢谢 Thank you.
赛丽娜·沃特弗德吗 我们是加拿大移民局的 Serena Waterford? We are Canadian Immigration.
你被拘留了 You are being detained.
是你叫他们来的吗 You called them?
她离开文化中心的时候 She gave up her diplomatic visa
就自动放弃了外交签证 when she left that little Visitors Center.
我的孩子怎么办 What about my baby?
拘留所没有婴儿护理设施 The detention facility has no infant care.
不 求求你们 等等 No, please! Please, wait, wait!
- 这就是正义制裁 对吧 - 琼 帮帮我 - Justice. Right? - June, help me!
对 Right.
求你 别让他们把我孩子带走 Please don't let them take him from me! Please!
帮帮我 求你 Please help me, June!
琼 求求你 June, please!
翻译： Rua球 Tammy AlliumFistulosum 溺玩小熊
校对： Kendrick 海报： Liusy 压制： 认真打滚儿 时间轴： 河雅
使 女 的 故 事
第五季第七集
故国
- 我也想试试 - 行啊 你来吧 - I wanna get it. - Okay, you do it.
这个就是我的煎饼啦 This is gonna be my pancake.
好啊 这是你的专属煎饼 All right, this is your pancake.
- 巧克力放太多了 - 我喜欢 - That is so chocolatey. - That's good.
你确定吗 Is that good? Are you sure?
- 对 - 宝贝 我觉得放太多了 - Yeah. - It looks like a lot, honey.
能让我也做一个吗 Can I make one?
先等我把巧克力饼干放进去 Just let me get these chocolate chips in.
刚才放得还不够多吗 As if there's not enough in there?
这些车开来开去的是要干嘛 Are they coming or going?
感觉他们最近来得更频繁了 Sounds like they're coming by more frequently now.
我直接选择无视他们 心宁则静 I'll just tune 'em out. I don't even hear 'em anymore.
谁啊 Who is that?
移民拘留处 It is the Immigration Detention.
又是赛丽娜 我能当做看不见吗 Serena, again. Can I ignore it, again?
她给我打了好多个电话 She's called me a dozen times.
我就接了一次 I just stopped picking up after the first.
你又跟她说过话吗 You talk to her?
从医院回来就没说过 Not since the hospital.
她还觉得你们关系很好吗 She still think you guys are buddies?
她只是很绝望 She's desperate.
喜闻乐见 Yeah. Good.
我真搞不懂为什么她会认为 Do you know, I don't even know why she thinks you guys would
你们还会支持她 advocate for her to get out anyway.
她一开始就不值得你帮助 She did not deserve your help in the first place.
这跟她值不值得没关系 It wasn't about what she deserved.
跟她的身份也没关系 It wasn't about her at all.
我只是觉得她的孩子不该死在树林里 I didn't think that her newborn deserved to die in the woods.
我... I...
这些混蛋越来越吵了 Those assholes are getting fuckin' louder.
该死的 Fuck.
美国佬滚回美国 这里是加拿大人的家 Go home Americans! Canada for Canadians!
滚回去 Go home!
- 他们人越来越多了 - 什么时候能闹完啊 - So many more of 'em now. - Is this ever gonna end?
别想了 No.
只会越来越糟糕 It's only gonna get worse.
这里是加拿大人的家 This country is for Canadians!
先生们 我们必须承认 Can't we all agree, gentlemen, that it's embarrassing
国民纷纷想逃离我们治理的国家 to be running a country
可真是丢脸啊 from which people are constantly trying to escape?
劳伦斯大主教一直致力于 It weakens our nation,
促进两国关系发展 但这种行为削弱了国家力量 complicates our relationship with Canada.
还让我们和加拿大的关系变得更加复杂了 Which Commander Lawrence has worked so hard to foster.
加拿大政府厌恶我国难民 Canada's sick of our refugees,
也不想再继续花钱救济他们 and they sure as hell don't want to keep paying for them.
而这就是我带你们来到 And that's why I have brought you here,
新伯利恒的原因 to New Bethlehem.
这是一个现代化的 A modernized,
在战略上相对自由的小岛 strategically liberalized island,
基列国难民如果回心转意 将会在这里得到赦免 where Gilead refugees can come home with amnesty
我们承诺他们可以 and the promise of reuniting
和失散的家人朋友团聚 with long-lost family and friends.
我怀疑此举可能会显得我们过于弱势 I must wonder if it shows weakness on our part
像是在祈求异教徒们回国 to beg for the return of heretics.
他们才会是祈求的一方 They'll be begging us for a chance
祈求这个和所爱之人团聚的机会 to reunite with their loved ones.
我们将能抽空美国人 Drain the population
设在多伦多的小小前哨 of their pathetic little outpost in Toronto.
没有了新生人口 小小的美国就无以立足 There's no little America without little Americans.
但我们的国民会如何看待此事呢 But how will our people react in Gilead proper?
是否会有人试图颠覆这里呢 Won't some of them try to defect to this place?
这里的存在暂时不会告知所有国民 Well, they won't know for a while.
我不知道你们有没有意识到 I don't know if you're aware,
基列国是没有言论自由的 we don't have a free press in Gilead.
我们中的叛徒 And the traitors among us,
已经准备逃往加拿大了 they're already trying to get to Canada.
这里就像是我们的香港 Think of it as our Hong Kong.
一国 两制 One country, two systems.
先生们 我相信基列国将会 Gentlemen, I believe that Gilead will replace
取缔美国在联合国中的席位 the United States at the United Nations.
但在那之前 But until that day,
我国面临的最大威胁 the greatest threat to our regime
是某些人对差点毁灭世界的 is the persistent fantasy of democratic values
民主精神的幻想与沉迷 in the world it almost destroyed.
新伯利恒会化解这个威胁 New Bethlehem neutralizes that threat.
但我依然还是有权投票的 对吧 And yet, I still get a vote, don't I?
是时候采取进一步行动了 It's time for us to grow up.
是时候向世界展示 It's time for Gilead to project to the world
基列国的成熟理念 自信面貌 our maturity, our confidence,
以及最关键的一点 道德操守了 and, above all, our moral fortitude.
道德操守也正是帕特南大主教所缺少的 Moral fortitude is exactly what Commander Putnam was lacking.
我会前往多伦多 I'll be, uh, going to Toronto
和一些家庭谈谈 to talk to some families.
先暂定一百个家庭吧 I'd like to start with about 100.
大主教 Commander.
我现在能看出您是正确的了 I can see now that you're right.
原谅我被帕特南的死扰乱了心神 Forgive me for hearing the deceased Putnam in my ear.
大主教 我原谅你 I forgive you, Commander.
听说你要求我亲自来取母乳 I heard you demanded that I collect the milk in person.
谢谢你能过来 Oh, uh, thank you for coming.
感谢你在我被困住的时候帮我照顾诺亚 Thank you for fostering Noah while I'm stuck in here.
- 他还好吗 - 不错 - How's he doing? - Fine.
我想解释一下 I wanted to explain.
我不是故意伤害以斯拉的 Um, I didn't mean to hurt Ezra.
我知道他当时穿了防弹背心... I knew that he was wearing a bulletproof vest...
他死不了 你应该庆幸你是在无主之地犯下的罪 He'll live. You're lucky you were in No Man's Land.
即便如此 我也知道是我行事莽撞 Even so, I know I acted brashly.
因为... And it was just...
怀孕的压力太大了 the pressure, and, um, and the pregnancy.
荷尔蒙紊乱的确会扰乱人的心智 That's right. The hormones, they'll make you crazy.
这就是为什么诺亚应该交给我们照顾 Which is why we should be looking after Noah,
你需要先让自己恢复精神 and you need to get yourself together.
谢谢你的关心 Well, I appreciate the concern,
但我现在感觉很好 but I promise you I'm doing fine.
照顾新生儿太难了 会让你再次犯病的 Life with a newborn is chaos. It would only set you back.
诺亚都快把房盖掀翻了 I mean, Noah has turned the house upside down.
是吗 Has he?
怎么会呢 How so?
固执的小东西从早哭到晚 Stubborn little creature cries all day and all night.
还拒绝吃奶 He refuses to eat.
婴儿哭了不抱 不哭才抱的婴儿完整睡眠训练法 但该方法的科学性有待商榷 需谨慎看待
我们这几周一直在尝试哭声免疫法 We've been doing the "cry it out" method for weeks,
但依然没效果 and he just continues to resist.
也许他只是需要被人抱一抱 Well, maybe he just needs to be held. He...
孩子需要拥抱 He needs to be hugged.
这样他就能知道有人陪着他了 So that he knows that somebody is there for him.
赛丽娜 哭声免疫法可不是这样 That's not how "cry it out" works, Serena.
有点意志力吧 It requires a certain amount of mental toughness.
你在和我说意志力 Mental toughness, huh?
是吧 Right.
我背叛了国家 I have overthrown a country.
历经了艰险 And I have, against all odds,
生下了一个健康的孩子 given birth to a very healthy baby.
我最不缺的就是坚韧的意志力 And not once have I lacked for mental toughness.
赛丽娜 你在生我的气吗 Are you angry with me, Serena?
诺亚才一个月大 Noah is one month old.
他太小了 不适合哭声免疫法 He is far too young to be "crying it out."
你的这种多愁善感更说明了 That sentimentality is further proof
你还没有做好养育孩子的准备 that you are not equipped for motherhood right now.
你的精神和情感都还有问题 Not with your mental and emotional issues.
我知道对我的孩子来说怎样是最好的 I know in my heart what is best for my child.
他是我生下来的 是我的孩子 That child came from me. That is my baby.
但我拥有你所没有的自由 You're in here, and I'm not.
还是多担心担心自己吧 Just worry about yourself.
我来照顾诺亚 I'll look after Noah.
你们都比我做得好多了 Y'all are better at this than me.
因为我以前常做 I've done it before.
我们在基列国会被要求擦洗墙上的血迹 They used to make us scrub blood off the Wall in Gilead.
都差不多 Not that different.
我们不想在这看到你们 Hey! Check it out. We don't want you here!
我们还真没看出来呢 We couldn't tell.
滚回家去 Go home!
滚回家去 赶紧滚 Go home. Fuck off.
我们刚来的时候 他们还热烈欢迎我们呢 When we first got here, they welcomed us with open arms.
并不是这样 因为你比我来得要早 Naw, you see, you got here before I did.
等我来的时候 他们虽然还是挺礼貌 When I showed up, they were still polite,
但已经有点生气了 but they were starting to get annoyed.
不过也没有像现在这样 It was nothing like this though.
给我滚蛋 Hey! Fuck off!
搞什么啊 What the fuck?
我们要不要离开这里 Should we get outta here?
好的 Yeah, okay.
我是说离开加拿大多伦多 No, I, I mean Toronto. Canada.
去哪里 Go where?
不知道 阿拉斯加 夏威夷 或者欧洲 I don't know. Alaska, Hawaii? I don't know, Europe?
那离汉娜就远了 It's further from Hannah.
对 我... Yeah, I, no, I'm...
喂 Hello?
多伦多现在的天气真好啊 Lovely weather in Toronto this time of year.
你有空吗 Got a minute?
美国在日渐衰落 America is dying.
已经是明日黄花了 It's an idea that has outlived its usefulness.
你说你有汉娜的消息 You said you had news about Hannah.
先等我说完 First, hear me out.
你要明白 所有你认同的价值观 You need to understand that everything you value,
所有你依靠的信念 all the things you're clinging to,
民主 自由 公正 democracy, liberty, justice,
所有这些让你感觉良好的垃圾玩意儿 all that feel-good crap
是被一群讨论生而平等的奴隶主 defined by a bunch of slave owners
创造出来的 talking about how all men are created equal.
在资本发展的最后阶段 All of that collapsed
和疯狂的消费主义的重压之下 under the weight of late-term capitalism
这些说辞都轰然坍塌了 and rampant consumerism.
我们这个美丽的星球被破坏殆尽 It broke our pretty little planet,
人类也险些灭绝 almost ended the human race.
尽管基列国有许多不足 And Gilead, for all of our faults,
但我们成功解决了那些问题 we fixed that particular problem.
新生儿足以不断诞生 We're having babies again.
只可惜为了生育系统能够正常运行 Unfortunately, I had to use religious nut-jobs
我不得不利用一些神棍 as a delivery system,
但我也没想到他们会如此堕落 and I underestimated their depravity,
但有舍才能有得 系统也行之有效 but, uh, it was triage, and it worked.
所以现在 在取得成功后 So now, with our success,
我们就可以宽容一些了 we can afford to let up a little.
那你能放汉娜出来吗 Are you gonna let Hannah out?
不行 但我能让你进去 No, I can't. But I can let you in.
- 什么 - 去新伯利恒 - What? - To New Bethlehem.
一个新的岛屿定居点 A new island settlement.
没有使女 没有绞刑 No Handmaids, no hangings.
你可以阅读小说 Hell, you can read a novel,
甚至可以写日记 you can keep a diary if you want.
叛逃者会得到宽恕 A place where refugees can get amnesty
得以回到故土 and return to the Motherland.
你是认真的吗 Uh, are you fucking serious?
在那里 你也许可以去看望已经成年的 Where one might visit their grown children
拥有自己家庭的孩子 running their own houses.
你在说汉娜吗 Are you talking about Hannah?
对 I am.
但要等到她成为家庭主妇 When she becomes head of her own household...
她结婚了吗 你知道些什么 Is she getting married? Do you know something?
她在基列国 琼 每个女人的结局都是如此 It's Gilead, June. Eventually, they all do.
我可以把她带去新伯利恒 I can bring her to New Bethlehem.
让你们在那相聚 I can reunite you there.
你可以将家人带过去 在那好好生活 You can bring your family, you can live a life.
琼 我可以帮你 June, I can make it happen.
我可以跟我的女儿相聚吗 You're saying I can be with my daughter?
没错 没错 Yes, yes, yes.
我还要再重复几次 How many ways do I have to say it?
看来 待在加拿大让你的脑子都变钝了 I think being in Canada has dulled your wits.
你可以与汉娜重聚 You can be with Hannah again.
你要如何保障我们的安全 How are you gonna keep us safe?
我一直在诱导尼克 I have been grooming Nick,
当然 不是那种诱导 但他现在是我的人了 not sexually, but he is helping me.
他全力支持我 他也表示会一直支持你 He's fully on board, and he's always had your back.
你知道的 You know that.
我明白 Look, I know.
我明白这件事对你来说太突然 I know that it's, it's a lot.
所以你可以用这个打电话给我 So you can use this to call me.
考虑考虑吧 Think about it.
不行 Yeah. No.
我们不可能再回到基列国生活 We're not gonna go and live in Gilead.
我知道 我知道... I know, I know. I know how...
我知道这听起来 I know how fucking crazy
- 很疯狂 - 我不相信劳伦斯 - it sounds, okay? - I don't trust Lawrence.
我也绝对不相信基列国 I sure as hell don't fucking trust Gilead.
他说过 我们会是全世界的焦点 He said that the eyes of the world would be on us,
因此我们是安全的 so that we would be safe.
他说 他想借此机会 He said he was trying to use this
成功加入联合国 to get them admitted to the UN.
谁管他们 Who, who the fuck cares?
琼 我只是 June, I... But I just don't...
我只是不理解 为什么 I don't understand why you didn't
你没有第一时间拒绝他 just turn him down right away.
因为他提到了汉娜 Because he said "Hannah." Because he said "Hannah."
- 我不相信他 - 因为他说 - Well, I don't believe him. - Because he said
这样的话 我们能有机会接近她 this would give us the opportunity to be closer to her.
- 我不信 - 我知道 - I don't believe it, so... - I know.
我也不知道 我到底该不该相信他 I don't know if I believe it either.
但为了我的女儿 我什么都愿意 But I would risk anything to be with her.
- 你不会吗 - 当然 - Wouldn't you? - Well, of course.
我当然也愿意 你怎么会这么问 Of course I would. June, what kind of question...
他们都是怪物 They are monsters
我们的女儿才十二岁 他们竟然 who wanna take our 12-year-old daughter
想要把她嫁出去 and marry her off.
她多半会被分配给老男人 被... She's gonna have some old man...
不行 我不允许这样的事发生 我... No. Look, I, I can't. I, I just...
卢克 卢克 Luke, Luke.
这就是为什么我们要呆在她身边 That's why, that is exactly why we need to be close to her.
不 琼 我们应该是要把她救出来 No, June. That is why we need to get her out.
怎么救 How?
你说怎么救 How, huh?
你指望图埃洛会帮忙吗 What, do you think Tuello's gonna come through for us?
美国政府为我们做什么了吗 What has the American government done for us?
他们只会让我们 They haven't brought us
离女儿越来越远 one step closer to her all of this time.
所以你是相信劳伦斯那个纳粹吗 So you trust Lawrence, yeah? The Nazi?
劳伦斯他... Lawrence...
一直都在帮我 好吗 Has come through for me, okay?
他帮妮可出来了 也帮埃米莉出来了 He got Nichole out, he got Emily out.
他允许五月天驻扎在他的家里 He let Mayday into his home.
他帮我达成了天使航班 He helped me with Angels' Flight.
他甚至帮忙把弗雷德送到了我手里 He even helped deliver Fred.
他一次次地以身试险 He has put his neck on the line over and over and over.
而这些事不会给他带来任何好处 And it has not benefited him at all.
他是我的朋友 He has been my friend.
- 你的朋友 - 对 - Your friend? - Yes!
他被称为基列国的缔造者 The, the "architect of Gilead" is what they call him,
你就这样相信他 原谅他吗 and you just... You believe him, you forgive...
- 我没原谅任何人 - 你就是 - I'm not forgiving anyone. - You forgive them.
赛丽娜折磨你 虐待你 强奸你 Serena tortured you, she abused you, raped you.
还绑架我们的孩子 She kidnapped our child...
绑架的事与她无关 She has nothing to do with this.
你却还想救她 And, and you just wanna save her life!
- 跟她没... - 我恨死了 - This has nothing... - I fucking hate
我痛恨那些人对我们家所做的一切 what they've done to our family!
我痛恨他们对你的暴行 I hate what they've done to you!
我真就不懂了 我明白... I don't understand. Look, I understand...
我明白你想要汉娜回到我们身边 I understand wanting to get Hannah, okay?
我很理解 I get... I fucking get that.
但你要知道 But I, I promise you
你现在已经被情感所左右了 you're letting your emotions cloud your judgment.
我不是... I don't... I'm not...
你怎么会懂我的想法呢 Of course you don't understand how I feel.
你什么都不懂 Of course you don't understand.
瞧瞧你对赛丽娜和她的孩子做了什么 Look what you did to Serena and her baby.
我那么做是为了让她远离你 I, I did that for you, to keep her away from you.
我可没让你这么做 I never asked you to do that.
- 行吧 - 我从来... - All right, fine. - I never...
琼 June.
偶尔也让我保护你吧 好吗 Just let me protect you sometimes, okay?
求你了 Please.
问题是 我不需要你的保护 The thing is, I don't need your protection.
我不需要 I don't need it.
汉娜需要 Hannah does.
恭喜小诺亚的出生 Congratulations on little Noah.
他很可爱 He's a cute kid.
你能帮我逃出去吗 Are you getting me out of here?
可以 Yep.
我已与加拿大政府协商过了 I've got the Canadian government
他们同意将你交予基列国羁押 to release you into Gilead custody.
你花的时间可是不短啊 It took you long enough.
有些事毕竟还是要面对面解决的 Well, there's some things you have to ask in person.
你得让诺亚回到我身边 You've gotta get Noah back to me.
对于一个行为恶劣的人来说 You're making a lot of demands
你的要求太多了 赛丽娜 for someone who's behaved so badly
况且你还惹出了那么多麻烦 and caused so much trouble, Serena.
你得帮我说服惠勒家族 You have to help me with the Wheelers.
对 I have.
我帮了很大的忙 Enormously.
我说服他们在家里给你安排了一个房间 I got them to let you return to a room in their house.
不 No.
- 赛丽娜 - 绝对不行 - Serena... - No, absolutely not.
赛丽娜 你是个聪明的女人 Serena, you're a smart woman,
基列国为什么将最受欢迎的新晋母亲安排在豪宅 so you know why Gilead needs a picture
与和谐有爱而又有钱的夫妇同住 of our heralded new mother living in a harmonious household
我想你知道这其中的原因 led by a wealthy couple in a gorgeous mansion.
你不明白 You don't understand.
他们要把诺亚从我身边偷走 They are trying to steal Noah from me.
他还需要你的哺育 Well, wouldn't that be hard to do
谁能把他偷走呢 while he's attached to your breast,
这也是他们容许你回去的唯一原因 which is the only reason they're letting you back,
哺育孩子 不让孩子哭泣 is to nurse him and reduce the crying.
我不想再谈论哺育的事了 And now I'm done talking about your breasts.
我不想被任何人利用 不管是你 基列国还是惠勒家族 I'm not gonna be used by you, or Gilead, or the Wheelers.
你得知道 Who have, need I remind you,
现在谁拥有合法养育你孩子的权利 legal status to care for your baby.
反正赛丽娜你是没有的 Which you, Serena, on the other hand, do not.
只能这么做了 It's the only way.
想清楚 赛丽娜 Come on, Serena.
你想和你的孩子待在一起吗 You wanna be with your baby?
赛丽娜 走吧 Serena, come on.
遵循你的母性 Where's the maternal instinct?
你想陪诺亚长大吗 Do you want to be with little Noah?
我不会跟绑架我小孩的人 I'm not gonna live in the same house
住在一起的 as my child's kidnappers.
你知道讽刺两个字怎么写吗 Do you have an irony deficiency?
我不在乎 I don't give a damn.
我不是使女 I'm not a Handmaid.
没事了宝贝 Hey, baby, it's okay.
那些坏人吵醒你了对吧 Did those mean people wake you up?
没事 Okay, all right.
来 Oh, come here.
怎么了 宝宝没事 妈妈来了 What's that? It's okay, honey. Here you go.
对不起 他们太大声了 I know. I'm sorry. They're being so loud.
希望他们能早点离开 Hopefully they'll go soon. Okay?
当别人让我们不开心了 You know what we do
你知道这时候该怎么做吗 when the people outside start to get us down?
我们可以唱歌 We sing.
我们来唱歌吧 Let's sing a song, huh?
开始咯 Here we go.
这首歌我之前也给你的姐姐唱过 You know, I used to sing this song to your big sister.
她可喜欢了 And she used to love it so much.
她现在长得好高 She's gotten so big, you know?
你一定会很喜欢她 You would like her a lot.
♪ 我将做你的镜子 ♪ I'll be your mirror
♪ 映出你所不知道的样子 ♪ Reflect what you are In case you don't know
♪ 我化成风 ♪ I'll be the wind
♪ 化成雨 化成日落 ♪ The rain and the sunset
♪ 化成门口的灯光 ♪ The light on your door
♪ 照亮你的归途 ♪ To show that you're home
♪ 当你感觉 黑夜窥探了你的心 ♪ 'Cause when you think The night has seen your mind
♪ 内心扭曲而不友好 ♪ That inside You're twisted and unkind
♪ 我要站出来 说你受了蒙蔽 ♪ Let me stand To show that you are blind
♪ 请放下你的手 ♪ Please put down your hands
♪ 因为我看见你 因为我看见你 ♪ 'Cause I see you 'Cause I see you
我看得见你 I see you.
♪ 很难相信... ♪ I find it hard to believe...
真希望你能认识她 I want you to know her.
我想让你见见你的姐姐 I want you to know your big sister.
她... She has...
是天底下最善良的人 the biggest heart.
她一定会很疼你 She would love you so much.
很爱你 She would love you so much.
早上好 我知道现在还很早 Good morning. I know it's early.
谢谢你愿意见我 Thanks for seeing me.
好 你想干嘛 All right. So what do you want?
劳伦斯大主教 Lawrence is holding meetings
在和很多美国组织举行会谈 with large groups of Americans.
他们为什么会搭理他 Why are they even talking to him?
因为他答应会提供 He promises them information
他们家人的消息 about family members.
他们一露面 Once he gets them in the door,
他就会向他们展示新伯利恒 he shows them pictures of New Bethlehem.
我无法相信 竟然还有人 I can't... I can't even believe anyone
会考虑回去 would even consider going back.
可惜的是 还真的有 Unfortunately, they are.
早 Morning.
妮可去哪了 Where's Nichole?
莫伊拉陪她去上音乐课了 She's at music class with Moira.
- 你让他过来的吗 - 没有 是我不请自来的 - Did you call him? - No, I came on my own.
我知道劳伦斯大主教的提案 I understand you got
对你有很大的吸引力 a tempting proposal from Lawrence.
他跟其他人也是这么说的 He's been talking to other families, too.
看来今早你会很忙 Well, it looks like you're gonna have a busy morning.
你们家是我的第一站 You're my first stop.
劳伦斯的目的是彻底消灭美国 Lawrence's goal is to kill off America,
一了百了 一劳永逸 once and for all.
而你对他们来说非常重要 And you're a get for them.
你是反叛军的代表人物 You're a symbol to the Resistance.
你是带头人 You're a domino.
一旦你回去 大家就会跟随 If you go back, others will follow.
他们会觉得那里是安全的 They'll think it's safe.
让我承担这样的责任太不公平了 It is not fair to put that on me.
如果劳伦斯试图开放国门 Even if Lawrence is a Gorbachev
他就会被继任者踢下台 trying to open the country up, he'll be succeeded by Putins.
你到时就被困在那里了 You could be trapped there.
那将是对五月天 美国和民主的巨大灾难 Undermining Mayday, America, uh, democracy.
你还不明白吗 没有我女儿 How can you not understand that none of that matters to me
这一切对我来说都不重要 without my daughter?
你不觉得你亏欠这个国家吗 You don't feel like you owe your country anything?
我们为了帮你获取情报 都被人抓捕了 We got captured trying to get information for you.
你们利用上那些情报了吗 Have you done anything with it?
- 我们已经采取行动了 - 什么行动 - We are doing something. - What?
那些是机密信息 It's classified.
不 No.
不行 你不许拿这个搪塞我 No. You do not say that to me.
我们在准备一项军事行动 We're launching a military action.
已经准备很长一段时间了 We've been preparing for it for a long time.
像是突袭吗 What, like a raid?
我只能透露那么多了 I've said all I can say.
那这个跟我们有什么关系 And what does that have to do with us?
我们给你的主教夫人培训学校的情报呢 What about the information we gave you on the Wife Schools?
你有找到汉娜在哪吗 Have you found out where Hannah is?
还没有 很抱歉 No, not yet. I'm sorry.
所以你大老远跑来 就是为了告诉我们 So you came all of this way to tell us nothing.
你无法为我们做任何事情 There is nothing you can do for us.
而劳伦斯却能让我和汉娜团聚 And Lawrence is offering us Hannah.
如果我能告诉你更多 我肯定会的 If there was something more I could tell you, I would.
但现在真的不行 I just can't right now.
我只希望你们能相信我们 I'm asking you to just trust us.
请相信你的国家 Please just trust in your country.
哪还有什么国家 What country?
卢克觉得我哪怕考虑一下都算精神失常 Luke thinks I'm crazy for even thinking about it,
让我都开始怀疑自己了 which is making me feel crazy.
我真的疯了吗 Am I?
这个情况的确很疯狂 It's a crazy situation.
如果是你 你会怎么做 So what would you do?
我不好说 It's not for me to say.
- 丽塔 - 我不想影响你 - Rita. - I don't want to interfere.
我需要你的意见 I'm asking you.
我在这里开始了我的新生活 I'm moving forward with my life here.
我是绝对不会回去的 I would never go back there.
嗯 Yeah.
明白 Right. Okay.
但我没有孩子留在那 But I don't have a child there.
如果你有呢 What if you did?
你是说假如我儿子还在那边活着吗 If there were a world where my son isn't dead?
我愿付出一切 只为再见他一面 I would do anything to see him again.
即使要去到天涯海角 I would travel to the ends of the earth.
你来了 You came.
他发展新伯利恒计划已经很多年了 He's been developing New Bethlehem for many years.
他从一开始就在游说这个计划 He's been pitching it since the beginning.
他似乎比以前更加位高权重 He seems to have more power than ever.
所以他能做到 So he can do it.
我不知道 I don't know.
我对基列国现在的政治不太了解 I don't have a lot of clarity on Gilead politics right now.
我希望摆脱他们 开始新生活 I'm trying to move on without them,
所以我才想跟你见面 which is why I wanted to talk to you.
我需要找一个代理人 I just need help finding an advocate.
我需要一个律师 I need a lawyer
或是一个加拿大公民来担保我 or, um, a Canadian citizen to sponsor me.
什么都行 Anything.
我们不是... We're not...
赛丽娜 你我并不是朋友 We're not friends, Serena.
但你原谅我了 But you forgave me.
没有 No.
我绝对不可能原谅你 I can never forgive you.
那你为什幺救我 Then why did you save my life?
你救了我和我的孩子 You saved my life and you saved my child's life.
他是无辜的 He hadn't done anything wrong.
你嘴上可以否认 Look, you can dismiss it all you want,
但当时你选择了和我留在谷仓里 but you were there with me in that barn.
患难见真情 You and I, we have a bond.
我们一起经历了那么多 We have been through so much together.
是啊 Yeah.
是我容忍了你对我的伤害 I turned the other cheek.
看来在经历了这一切之后 Turns out, after all this, I...
我比你更符合基督徒的定义 I guess I'm a better Christian than you.
那我现在该怎么办 What am I supposed to do now?
回惠勒一家 go back to the Wheelers.
怎么回去 How?
我要怎么做到回去一个 How do you go and live in a house
试图抢走我宝宝的女人家里 with a woman who's trying to steal your baby?
你是认真的吗 Are you seriously asking me that?
你是怎么做到... How did you ever...
怎么做到跟我住在同一屋檐下的 How did you ever live with me?
你接下来要这么做 Here's what you're gonna do.
好吗 Okay?
你要回去那里 You're gonna go back in there,
表现得像个使女 and you are gonna act like a Handmaid.
但在这期间 But the entire time,
你会一直密谋对抗他们 you will be plotting against them
计划着你的复仇 and planning your revenge.
你就是这么做的吗 Is that what you did?
那你看看弗雷德的下场 Look at what happened to Fred.
和你现在的处境 And look at you now.
琼 June.
如果你是我 你会怎么做 What would you do if you were me?
好好听着 Listen to me.
只有在孩子身边 你才能帮到他们 You cannot help your child if you're not with them.
如果是我 我会回去 I would go back.
她可以进来 She's okay.
看到我为你做的一切了吗 See how I make everything work out for you?
卢克不相信你 Luke does not trust you.
但你相信 But you do.
我该怎样做才能说服您那不相信我的丈夫呢 What can I do to persuade the reluctant husband?
我都已经帮他开始新生活了 He's got proof of life.
阻止汉娜成为主教夫人 Stop them from marrying off Hannah.
这个恐怕... 我是有心无力 I think that's... That's outta my hands.
如果我按你说的去做 But if I do what you want me to do,
你能做到吗 could you stop it?
基列国永远不会变 Gilead's gonna Gilead.
你可以跟她在一起了 那还不能满足你吗 You could be with her, June. Wouldn't that make you happy?
即使她有可能被比她年龄大一倍的人强奸吗 While she's being raped by someone twice her age?
拜托 这就是个包办婚姻 Bah, it's an arranged marriage.
去你的 Fuck you!
所有那些被强奸 被虐待 被施暴的女孩和女人 All the girls, all the women raped, tortured, abused
都活在这个由你创造的世界里 in a world that you created,
你这个病入膏肓的混蛋 you sick fuck!
你以为我不知道吗 You think I don't know?
你以为我不了解我所造成的苦难吗 You think I don't know the misery that I've caused?
你觉得... You think...
我对此毫不知情吗 You think I'm unaware?
我是想要拯救人类 I was trying to save humanity.
如你所见 我做到了 And, you know, I did.
我特么就做到了 I fucking did it.
但随之 计划脱离了我的掌控 Then it got away, away from me.
变得愈发病态 It went septic.
你以为我不后悔吗 You think I wouldn't take it back?
我非常后悔 I would take it all back.
我会让整个人类社会就此灭亡 I'd let the whole fucking human race just die out,
那样我就不用... just so I wouldn't have...
继续忍受基列国对我良心的煎熬 have Gilead on my conscience.
所以做点什么 So do something.
我在做了 在做了 I am! I am!
新伯利恒就是为此而生 琼 That is what New Bethlehem is, June.
真的 那是一个更好的地方 It's, it's a better place.
它是我们从不可改变的过去中 It's the place we wrestle a better future
搏取更好未来的地方 out of an unchangeable past.
一个没有假惺惺的审判 A, a place without the, the sham trials,
没有虐待 没有童养媳的地方 and the torture, without child brides.
但汉娜即将成为童养媳 Hannah's going to be a child bride.
但妮可不会了 But Nichole will not!
等到她在新伯利恒长大成人 难道你看不... By the time she comes of age in New Bethlehem, don't you...
要怎么做到 How?
这怎么就能... How? How is that going...
国家可以变得现代化 Countries modernize.
可以变得更好 我目睹过 Countries can get better. I've seen it.
我们从新伯利恒重新开始 We start in New Bethlehem.
通过改革等措施 And with those reforms and success,
五年十年之后 five years, ten years,
整个基列国都会变成那样子 all of Gilead could be like that.
变成一个不再践踏人权的地方 A place that doesn't trample on human rights
变成一个允许自由出入的地方 a place that will let you leave.
甚至能成为曾经的新加坡 Singapore of yore, with any luck.
琼 我需要你 June, I need you.
来帮我解决这个问题吧 Come help me fix it.
琼 June.
来新伯利恒 跟你女儿团聚 Come to New Bethlehem, come be with your daughter.
来帮我创造一个比五月天的愿景中 Come help me make more of a difference in Gilead
更不一样的基列国 than Mayday ever will.
你真的相信你还能救得了基列国吗 You really believe you can fix it?
我必须相信 我也只能相信 I have to. I have to believe it.
我没有其他选择 I have no choice.
不然我就只能是 It's either that or, or yeah...
自我了结 步埃莉诺的后尘 kill myself, like Eleanor, y'know.
别无选择 One or the other.
琼 June.
有你的包裹 You got a package.
- 你也看到了吗 - 看到了 - Do you see it? - Yeah.
天啊 真的是她 Oh, my God, it's her.
重放一遍 Play it again.
她需要我们 She needs us.
我们必须去 We have to go.
我们必须去她身边 无论她在哪 We have to go be with her, wherever she is.
她需要我们 She needs us.
我们必须赶在事情更糟之前去她身边 We have to go before something worse happens to her.
好了 听我说 Okay. Listen.
- 别慌 好吗 - 好 - There, all right? - 'Kay.
听着 我也想去她身边 All right, look, I want that. All right? You know that, right?
我也很想去 但我不能让你去 I wanna go, but I can't let you go.
琼 你怎么知道 他们不会在你跨过边界一瞬间 June, what is to say the moment you cross that border
就把你吊死在墙上 that they don't just put you on the fucking Wall?
那我们该怎么办 我们还能怎么做 Then what are we going to do? What are we going to do about...
我不知道 但我们会想出办法的 I don't know. We're trying to figure it out.
你有什么办法 What are you gonna do?
你还准备像过去七年一样 Are you just gonna do the same thing you've done
坐以待毙 for the last seven years?
屁事不做吗 Fucking nothing?
对不起 对不起 我不该这么说的 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that.
我不是那个意思 对不起 我说错话了 That wasn't what I meant. I'm sorry. I shouldn't.
- 没事 - 我只是想 - It's fine. - I'm trying to...
你知道吗 我早就感觉你会走 You know, I have this feeling that you're gonna go
而且永远不会再回来 and you're never gonna come back?
我们可以全家一起去 But we can go as a family.
不 我们不会带妮可去基列国的 No, we're not gonna take Nichole to Gilead.
- 我不会让你这么做的 - 那我只能 - We're not gonna do that. - Then I'm gonna
自己去了 have to go without you.
我必须去 I'm gonna have to go.
我知道这很疯狂 I know it's crazy. I know.
我们对你来说永远不够 是不是 We're never gonna be enough for you, are we?
你和妮可不会有事的 You and Nichole, you will be fine.
你们可以过得很好 You'll be okay.
但她需要我 And she needs me.
她需要我 我却把她丢在那里了 She needs me, and I just left her there.
我抛下她走了 I left her behind.
- 我 - 你没有一走了之 琼 - It was... - You stayed, June.
- 你为她留了这么多年 - 我答应过她 - You stayed for so many years. - It was the one thing
永远不会抛弃她的 I promised I would never do.
你为她留在那里这么多年 琼 You stayed for so many years, June.
- 我不能留在这里 - 别走 - I cannot be here. - Just stay.
我从来不应该离开她的 I was never supposed to leave her.
而我却抛弃了她 I, I abandoned her.
我丢下她走了 I left her behind,
- 我必须回到她身边 - 不 不是的 - and I have to go back to her. - No, no.
我必须回到她身边 我必须走 I have to go back to her. I have to. I have to.
我必须为她回去 好吗 I have to go back for her. Okay?
我必须走 I have to.
是我抛下她走了 I left her. I left her behind.
我抛弃了我的孩子 I left my baby.
这让我想起以前的精装画册上 Reminds me of those old coffee table books.
新英格兰风景如画的古老小镇 Picturesque Villages of Vintage New England.
过了这么久 你最终还是做到了 You really did it after all this time.
首先是解除制裁 Well, first came the lifting of sanctions.
这是第一步 That was point one.
接下来是政治改革 Next will come political reforms.
会有痛苦 会有阻碍 但改革在所难免 Smart, limited, but reforms nonetheless.
这是... That's... Let's see.
是我四百步计划中的第四步 Yeah, that's point four of my 400-point plan.
你觉得琼会怎么选 Which way is June leaning?
我觉得她会同意我的提案 I think we're getting her to a yes.
要下注的话 If I had to put money on it,
我赌琼和妮可 I'd say June and Nichole
一两年之内就会过来 will be here in the next year or two.
你真这么想 Do you really think so?
真的 I do.
你怎么想 So, what do you think?
喜欢这里吗 You like?
我已经能想象到你和萝丝在这里 I could see you and Rose here.
推你们的孩子荡秋千的画面了 Pushing Junior in a swing.
是吗 Could you now?
新伯利恒将会是 New Bethlehem is gonna be
我们最重要的安置地之一 one of our most important new settlements,
我需要一个可靠的盟友来做大主教 and I will need a close ally as Commander.
真是有趣的提案 Interesting proposal.
但听起来很危险啊 It's full of risks.
你的两个孩子可以在相互陪伴中长大 Your baby could have a sibling.
你也可以陪在两个孩子身边 You could be with both of your children.
陪在你爱的两个女人身边 You could be with both of the women you love.
这样吧 You know what?
你考虑一下吧 Think about it.
你怎么想 So, what do you think?
可以用这个找到汉娜的位置吗 You think we can use it to find Hannah's location?
但愿可以 I hope so.
谢谢你们提供的线索 Thank you for bringing this to us.
对我们很有帮助 It could be very helpful.
如果你们真的找到她了 会怎么做 And if you do find her, then what?
你们能怎么做 What can you do?
只要能让你留在这里 我们就在所不惜 Whatever we can to keep you here.
我们承受不起失去更多美国公民了 Look, we cannot afford to lose more American citizens.
这已经是关乎存亡的问题了 That is an existential issue for us.
所以请相信我们 So, believe me when I tell you
我们必将为此全力以赴 that we are going to throw everything we have at this.
我明白你为什么不相信我们 I get why you don't want to give us your faith.
我理解 但请再给我们一点时间 I get that. But, just, please, um, give us some time.
说吧 You may speak.
我为我的行为道歉 Uh, I'm very sorry for my actions.
是我过于无礼 不知感恩 I was rude and ungrateful.
一切都是我的错 Everything that happened was, was my fault
只是我一个人的错 and my fault alone.
你能想明白就好 Well, I'm glad that you can see that now.
谢谢您允许我继续哺育孩子 Thank you for letting me back to nurse the baby.
你可以哺乳 但其余一切由我来做 You can do that part, but I will do all of the rest.
一切母亲的职责都与你无关 All the duties of motherhood.
谢谢您 Thank you.
你必须承认 你不是一个 You must agree that you aren't fit
合格的母亲 to be a full-fledged mother.
现在还不是 Not yet.
也许永远不会是 Possibly not ever.
- 宜应称颂 - 宜应称颂 - Praise be. - Praise be.
跟我来吧 Right this way.
抱歉 可以准许我进去吗 I'm sorry. May I?
你来了 Oh, you're here.
- 我能抱抱他吗 - 当然 亲爱的 - Can I have him, please? - Of course, dear.
噢 我的宝贝 Oh, my baby.
他一直在等你 He's been waiting for you.
你好啊 Hello.
谢谢 Thank you.
我好想好想你 I missed you so much.
好了 Okay.
我的宝贝 Oh, my baby.
来 There.
喂 Hello.
是丽塔 It's Rita.
没 还没进展 No, no news.
我们每天都和马克确认进展 We've just been checking in with Mark every day.
但他每次都让我们再等等 But, uh, he just keeps on telling us to wait.
等啊等 Wait.
是啊 感觉太漫长了 Yeah. Feels like forever.
她没有 我不知道 也许 She's, she's not. I don't know. Maybe there's...
- 你没事吧 还好吗 - 嗯 没事 - You okay. You all right? - Um, yeah, yeah.
我需要出去走走 I'm gonna go... I'm gonna go take a walk.
但你饭还没吃完 You're in the middle of eating.
嗯 但是妮可需要吃苹果 Yeah, but Nichole needs apples.
家里没有了 We're out of apples.
等下卢克问的话就说 So just tell Luke I'm gonna go down to the corner
我去街角杂货店买苹果了 to the grocer and get the apples.
- 因为她 - 因为她要吃苹果 - Because she... - She needs apples.
对 她要吃苹果 没错 Yeah, she needs the apples, yeah.
没问题 Sure. Um...
我能跟你一起去吗 Hey, can, can I come with?
不 不用 你不用跟我去 No, no, no. You're good, you're good.
你继续吃饭吧 You just keep, uh, eating.
好吧 Okay.
- 做得很好 - 再次感谢 - Well done. - Thank you again.
非常感谢 Appreciate it.
喂 Hello?
琼 我现在没时间细说 但我们找到了 June, I don't have time to talk, but we figured it out.
我们找到她了 We found her.
- 什么 - 我们找到汉娜了 - What? - We found Hannah.
我们找到了她所在的学校 确定了位置 We found her Wives School. We know where she is.
琼 我们找到她了 June, we found her.
行动部署很复杂 There are a lot of moving parts,
我们还在制定方案 好吗 and we're still formulating a plan, okay?
好 Okay.
琼 你视频里的元数据帮了大忙 June, the metadata on your video helped tremendously.
好 我明白了 Okay. I understand.
我们会突袭学校 救她出来 We're going to raid her school and get her out.
谢谢你们 Thank you.
靠 Shit.
先把它们放回去 靠 -Okay. Put these here. Oh, shit. Oh.
- 抱歉 - 你还好吗 - Shit. Sorry! - 'Kay, kay? Are you okay?
- 抱歉 我没事 - 没关系的 - I'm sorry, yes. - No, no, it's all right.
- 对不起 先生 - 没关系的 - I'm so sorry, sir. - Don't worry about it.
- 真抱歉 - 没事 没关系的 - Okay. I'm sorry. - No, no, no, it's okay.
小心 Ooh! Whoa!
- 没事没事 - 谢谢您 - It's okay. Okay. - 'Kay. Thank you.
- 没事 - 谢谢您 - It's all right. - Thank you.
谢谢 Thank you.
还有这个 谢谢您 Here. Thank you.
借过 Excuse me.
- 卢克 - 怎么了 - Luke. - What?
卢克 Luke.
- 莫伊拉 - 怎么了 - Moira? - What?
卢克 Luke?
他们要去救汉娜了 They're going to get Hannah.
- 什么 - 马克来电话了 - What? - Mark called.
- 他们找到她了 - 天啊 - They found her. - Oh, my God.
他们要去突袭她的学校 And they're gonna do a raid of her school,
然后救她出来 and they're gonna go get her.
他们就要带她回我们身边了 They're gonna bring her back to us.
- 太好了 - 听到没 - Oh, God! - Do you hear me?
她要回到我们身边了 They're gonna bring her back to us.
- 真的吗 - 真的 真的 真的 - Are you serious? - Yes, yes, yes.
我们的资料帮上忙了 他们找到汉娜了 We helped them, and they found Hannah.
他们要去救她了 And so they're gonna go get her.
上帝保佑 Oh, my God!
他们要去救她了 我说真的 真的 They're gonna go get her! I'm fucking serious! Yes!
真是太好了 Oh, my God!
好了 我懂的 没事了 汉娜得救了 It's okay. I know, I know. I know. I know. We did it.
我爱死马克·图埃洛了 Come here. I fucking love Mark Tuello.
我爱死马克·图埃洛了 I fucking love Mark Tuello.