是学校里有人说什么了吗 Is something going on at school?
围着坩埚转啊转 Round about the cauldron go,
把有毒的内脏投进去 in the poison'd entrails throw.
癞蛤蟆 在冰冷的石头下 Toad, under cold stone...
已经压了31个昼夜 ...days and nights hast 31.
狠辣的毒液 药力还在沉睡 Swelter'd venom, sleeping got...-
先用魔锅煮出香味 boil thou first in the charmed pot.
茴香蛇片 Fillet of fenny snake
扔入大锅 ...in the cauldron
煮又烤 boil and bake...
我 I
什么是恐惧 What is fear?
恐惧就像一个时刻站在你身边的人 Fear is like this person who's always there...
盯着你 ...watching you,
告诉你该做什么 telling you what to do.
这不是在演戏 This is not part of the play!
当被恐惧控制时 And when fear commands,
大多数人只会盲目服从 most of us just blindly obey.
但如果我们拒绝呢 But what if we said no?
告诉它 “今天不行 恐惧” Said, "Not today, fear"?
我还有别的事要做“ "I'mjust gonna do my thing anyway. "
就像我画的这个上挑眼线一样 Just like with this winged eyeliner.
我知道我画的很烂 I know I suck at it.
我画的时候怕得发抖 I'm literally shaking with fear.
但你们知道吗 姑娘们 But you know what, girls?
我依然会照做 I'm a- going anyway.
同性恋的生活是一种拖累 ♪ Life's a drag when you're a fag ♪
倒还不如 ♪ So instead ♪
死掉 ♪Be dead, ♪
谢尔比 你还玩这个粉粉熊吗 Hey, Shelby, do you still play with Pink Bear?
怎么会 爸爸 Ew. God, Dad. No.
我打算把不要的东西捐了 Well, I'm making a donation box.
这个家没有照片上那么大 Place ain't as big as it looked in the pictures.
也就是说 你要找个更好的家了 粉粉熊 Which means it's greener pastures for you, Pink Bear.
爸爸 Dad!
我不玩不代表 Just cause I don't play with it
你可以把它扔掉 doesn't mean you can just throw it away.
住手 No.
你觉得怎么样 What do you think?
这家还挺温馨的吧 Home sweet home?
那是妈妈的吗 Is that Mom's?
年度最佳教师 "Teacher of the Year. "
她 She was, uh
很为这个奖项骄傲 She was really proud of that.
我知道你不想背井离乡 I know you didn't want to leave home,
搬到这里 谢尔比 move out here, Shelby, but
我知道你要说什么 I know, I know.
从新开始之类的 "Blank slate, "blah blah blah.
别嫌我啰嗦 Blah blah blah, just
听我把话说完嘛 You know, hear me out.
你还记得鲍医生对癌症的看法吗 You remember what Dr. Bow said about cancer.
它不光影响一个人 它 How it doesn't just affect one person, it
它会影响到整个家庭 It affects the whole family.
整个社区 The whole community.
但在这里 But here.
妈妈的事 她的病 what happened to Mom, her getting sick
不需要定义你是谁 doesn't have to define you.
在这里 你想成为谁都可以 You get to be whoever you want to be.
我看主街上有两家披萨店 So, I saw two pizza joints on that main drag.
我们两家都下单怎么样 What do you say we order from both
看看哪一家好吃 行吗 and see which one's best? Huh?
你可别告诉我你不饿啊 I don't want to hear any of that "I'm not hungry"business.
我漂亮的西装可能沁人心脾 ♪My swell suit might smell sweet ♪
我漂亮的西装可能沁人心脾 ♪ My swell suit might smell sweet♪
独唱里夫尔 Individually. River.
我漂亮的西装可能沁人心脾 ♪My swell suit might smell sweet ♪
很好 Very good.
我漂亮的西装沁人心脾 ♪My swell suit might smell sweet ♪
她看起来像个老奶奶 She looks like a fucking grandma.
那副眼镜简直了 Those glasses. -
我漂亮的西装可能沁人心脾 ♪My swell suit might smell sweet ♪
你来 谢尔比 Take it, Shelby!
我漂亮的西装 ♪My swell swoot...♪
闻起来就像樟脑丸 ♪Might smell like mothballs. ♪
-嗯 -不 Uh- uh! No!
好了 你现在就站到走廊去 Come on. You're coming out in the hallway right now.
下课后到我办公室来 Come into my office after class.
神经病 Psycho!
布鲁巴克女士 Ms. Brubaker?
来我办公室 My office.
所以 So...
对不起 我扔了东西 I'm sorry I threw the
没关系 Oh, it's okay.
有时候我也会想扔东西 Sometimes I want to throw things, too.
我反应过度了 I overreacted.
我只想看看你怎么样 I just want to check in.
你知道 我认识你妈妈吗 Did you know I knew your mom?
我们以前常一起参加奥马哈的 We used to go to a music teachers'conference
音乐教师大会 in Omaha together.
莎伦·布鲁贝克是一位特别的女士 Sharon Brubaker was one special lady.
而你是她女儿 And I know if you're her daughter,
你一定也很特别 you must be pretty special, too.
我不特别 I'm not.
失去所爱的人 非常痛苦 You know, losing someone you love, it's hard.
甚至可以击垮 It can bring
一个成年人 adults to their knees.
有些人永远都走不出来 Some people never recover. -
但你来到了这里 But you're here.
单凭这一点 我就知道 Just from that fact alone, I know...
你很勇敢 you are brave.
她是什么癌症 What kind was it?
胰腺癌 Pancreatic.
哦 太惨了 Oh. Awful.
走得那么突然 那么快 So sudden. Fast.
倒不是说别的癌症就 Not that it would be better if it...
你知道 You know,
我也失去过很重要的人 I lost someone very special to me, too.
我和我妻子尝试了很多次 We tried and tried, my wife and I,
花了很长时间 for a long time,
但人人都说不可能 but everyone said it was impossible.
她不能怀孕 She couldn't get pregnant.
然后 And then
上帝给了我们奇迹 God gave us a miracle.
小玛德琳 Little Madeline.
她陪伴了我们九个月 She was ours, for nine months.
但她生下来就死了 But she was born deceased.
救救她 别让我的孩子死掉 Do something! Don't let my baby diel
她在出生时 The cord had gotten wrapped around her neck
脐带绕颈 on the way out.
所以 So...
你我都是勇敢的人 you and I are both brave.
刚在课堂上时 我们 We weren't laughing at you,
不是想嘲笑你 跟你解释下哈 just so you know, in class.
好的吧 Oh, okay.
我们就是有点好奇 We were just wondering.
你是更年期 do you have one of those diseases
提前到来了吗 that makes you go through menopause
还是有类似的病症 super early or something?
-没 -那你为什么满头白发 No. Why do you have gray hair, then?
这不是白发 只是碟水金 It's not gray, it's dishwater blonde.
洗碗水金么 笑死我了 - "Dishwater. "I cannot.
你为什么不染一下 Well, you might just want to dye it.
之类的呢 Or something.
你这样有种女同背包客的感觉 It's kind of giving lesbian backpacker vibes.
无意冒犯哈 No offense.
我喜欢你的老奶奶眼镜 Love the granny glasses.
感谢收看新一集的 And you're watching another episode
《野兽节奏》 of The Beastly Beat.
这是一款化妆节目 The show where you watch me do my makeup...
这里开始像个真正的家了 It's starting to look like a real home.
就是 So...
我在想 I was thinking about, uh,
你去年的《彭赞斯海盗》 how good you were last year in that, uh
演得那么出色 that Pirates of Penzance.
你今年还想再演一次吗 Think you might want to try out for a play again this year?
我找到一箱你妈妈的工作杂物 You know, I found a box of your mom's office stuff.
有台笔记本电脑 几张照片 There's a laptop, some pictures.
不知道这张 You don't think
海盗王的照片会不会激发你斗志 the Pirate King might be able to convince you?
天啊 爸爸 别这样 - Arr! - God, Dad, stop!
我天 谢尔比 Jesus. Shelby.
不好意思 Sorry- -
你怎么弄成这样 What's going on?
-嗯 -天啊 我没看见 Huh? - God, I didn't see.
你怎么不戴眼镜 Why aren't you wearing your glasses?
是学校里有人说什么了吗 Is something going on at school?
够了 闭嘴 你什么都不懂 Dad, just shut up! You don't understand anythingl
你好啊 食尸鬼们 Hello, ghouls.
是我 安娜·雷克夏 C'est moi, Anna Rexhia.
我想给大家讲一个直面恐惧的故事 I want to tell you a story about facing your fears.
很久以来 You know, for the longest time,
厌食症”都是一个我不愿提起的词 "anorexia"was a word I wouldn't even let myself think.
我内心深处 知道自己符合这个标签 It was a label that I knew deep down applied to me.
这让我无比害怕 And that was terrifying.
但是生命如此短暂 But life is too short
怎么能被一个词吓倒 to let a word have that kind of power over you.
所以我把自己的名字改成了这个词 So I made it my fucking name.
而正因为如此 我才从 Oh, and because of that, I have had
有同样经历的人那里 so much love and support
收获了这么多的爱和支持 from other people who've gone through the same shit.
这也是我喜欢如此打扮的原因 It's the same reason I like to dress up like this.
用大笑直面恐惧 To laugh in the face of fear.
ro G 所以 So...
faclng ou cd 你们觉得怎么样 What do we think?
死婴回来了 Dead baby got back.
宝宝死而复生了 Baby got backed over.
随便吧 Okay, whatever.
同性恋的人生是一种拖累 ♪ Life's a drag when you're a fag ♪
倒不如 ♪ So instead...♪
死掉 ♪Be dead. ♪
下期见 Ta- ta.
记得订阅关注哦 Like, subscribe, follow, all the things.
好朋友一辈子 在吗
现在不方便视频 shellsbells08
你好 新朋友 Hi, new friend.
你在干什么 What are you doing?
没干什么 Nothing.
没干什么吗 Nothing?
你怎么可能没干什么 傻瓜 It's impossible to do nothing, silly.
我 这会儿正坐在床上 Um, I guess I'm sitting on my bed.
我之前在跟我爸吃晚饭 但他 I was eating dinner with my dad, but he was being...
-太烦人了 -哦 我懂 - so annoying. Oh, that sucks.
我爸是全世界最讨厌的人了 My dad is literally the most annoying person in the world.
不 我爸才是 Uh, no, mine is.
他俩在谁更讨厌上 They're like first and second place
可以分列第一第二 Most Annoying Dad.
两个人都能去参加比赛了 Like, they like, go to competitions, probably.
他们会回看对方的视频 研究对方的动作 Like, they study each other's moves on video in slow motion
学习怎么比对方还讨厌 analyzing how to be the most annoying.
你真有趣 You're really funny.
哦 不是的 Oh, my God, no.
我就是随口一说 So random.
我喜欢你的网名“好朋友一辈子” I like your, uh, screenname, "BFF4EVA. "
你的真名是什么 What's your real name?
我真名很难听 Uh, real names suck.
我有个主意 Hey, I- I have an idea.
你们想给彼此起外号吗 You want to give each other nicknames?
什么外号 Like what?
比如 我可以叫你谢尔贝丽 Like I'll call you Shellybelly.
你可以叫我死党 And you can just call me Bestie.
这是我们之间的秘密 It'll be like a secret just between us.
好吧 Okay.
死党 Bestie.
谢尔贝丽 Shellybelly.
那个小家伙是谁 Who's that little guy?
没什么 只是我小时候的玩具 nothing, just this dumb thing from when I was a kid.
都不知道怎么会放这里的 I don't even know why it's here.
他好可爱 he's so cute.
他叫什么名字 What's his name?
粉粉熊 Pink Bear.
他以前是粉色的 He used to be pink.
现在都变成灰的了 Now, he's more like a gray.
这么想来 也许他是只老鼠 I think he might be a mouse, actually.
嗯 我好喜欢他 Well, uh, I love him.
不管他是什么 Whatever he is.
你那张海报好酷 Cool poster.
我喜欢《皮平》 I love Pippin.
等等 你也知道《皮平》 Wait, you know Pippin?
当然知道 Of course.
天啊 里面的原声我百听不厌 Oh, my God, I'm literally obsessed with that soundtrack.
我知道 我也是 I know, me, too.
我们去年夏令营时演过 Like, we did it last summer at camp.
别说了 我要羡慕死了 Stop, I- I'm literally dying right now.
我扮演凯瑟琳 And I played Catherine.
但我其实可以唱得比主角还好 But I can actually sing the Leading Player better.
快给我看看给我看看 Show me, show me, show me.
等等 别 还没好 Wait, no, not yet.
-我有点害怕 -好的 1 I'm scared. Okay, one...
-还没好呢 -2 No, not yet. - Two
别让我数到3 Don't make me get to three.
我看起来像个怪物 I look like a freak.
谢尔比 Shelby
你看起来美极了 you look amazing.
你怎么从没说过你化妆这么好看 Why didn't you tell me you were so good at makeup?
你一定要化成这样去上学 You have to wear that to school.
什么 What?
不 天 不可能的 No. Oh, my God, no way.
绝对不行 Never.
为什么 Why not?
因为大家会说我看起来像疯子 我 Because everyone would say I look crazy, I
我会很害怕的 I would be way too scared.
拜托 那你也得化点什么 Come on, do something.
哪怕只化眼妆 Even just the eye makeup.
就像安娜·雷克夏说的 It's like what Anna Rexhia says.
让你害怕的事 "When you feel scared of something,
就是你要做的事 that's the thing you should do. "
只要你直面恐惧 If you face your fears,
好事就会将至 awesome things will happen.
河的那岸有片土地 ♪There's a land beyond the river♪
我们称其为永远的甜蜜 ♪That we call the sweet forever♪
只有在信念的指引下 我们才能到达彼岸 ♪And we only reach the shore by faith's decree ♪
传送门会一个个地接踵而至 ♪One by one we'll gain the portals ♪
我们公与长生不老 ♪ There to dwell with the immortals ♪
他们会为你我敲响金色的钟声 ♪When they ring the golden bells for you and me ♪
你和我 - ♪You and me. ♪-
对了 试镜的事 Oh, auditions, auditions.
别忘记我们的秋季戏剧 Don't forget. Our fall play,
我们将摘下圣冠上的明珠《麦克白》 we will be treading the hallowed ground of Macbeth.
对于那些相信诅咒的人 Or"The Scottish Play, "
也许要称之为”苏格兰戏剧” for those of you who believe in curses.
布鲁巴克女士 Ms. Brubaker?
我觉得你有唱主角的潜质 小姐 Aye, you'd make a splendid Scot, m'lady.
你会来试镜吗 Will we see thee upon the audition stage?
嗯 我不知道 Um, I don't know.
也许吧 Maybe.
嘿 谢尔比 我一说你像个拉拉 Hey, Shelby. What, are you wearing makeup now
你就开始化妆了 because I said you looked like a lesbian?
而你呢 吃纤维棒是因为 Are you, like, eating a fiber bar now
便秘吗 一肚子屎 because you're constipated, Shit Belly?
天啊 我怼的她哑口无言 Oh, my God, it was so epic.
我说 你是在吃纤维棒 I was like, "Are you eating a fiber bar
是因为便秘了吗 because you're constipated or something? "
电影都不敢这么演 Like, literally out of a movie.
然后我还说她 一肚子屎 And then I called her a shit belly.
谢尔 我都说了 Shel, I told you,
是化妆的作用 it's the makeup.
你做了一件战胜恐惧的事 You did something that scared you,
现在就成了一个怼天怼地的小恶魔 and now you're like a full- on badass.
不 才没有 No, not even.
我今天也做了一件疯狂的事 I did something kind of crazy today, too.
你知道我爸有多烦人吗 You know how my dad can be so annoying?
我必须要捉弄捉弄他 I just have to mess with him a little bit.
你做了什么 What did you do?
我拿了他的钱包 - I took his wallet. -
不是偷 只是把它藏起来 Not, like, stole it, I just hid it
然后他找了一个早上 and then he was searching around for it all morning.
就真挺好笑的 It was really funny.
天啊 你太搞笑了 Oh, my God, you're hilarious.
你也应该这么做 You should do it, too.
别这样 咱俩爸爸都那么烦人 Come on, our dads are so cringe.
必须给他们一个教训 We have to teach them a lesson.
我说不好 I don't know...
我爸上班去了 他可能把钱包带走了 My dad's at work, he probably has his wallet.
那就做些别的 Well, something else then.
等等 Wait.
谢尔 你害怕了吗 Shellbell, are you afraid?
你就是害怕了 天 You are. Oh, my God.
咱俩的规矩你忘了 What's our rule?
直面恐惧 Face your fears.
好吧 Okay.
嘿 谢尔 你看到你妈的杯子了吗 Hey, Shel. You haven't seen Mom's mug?
年度最佳教师那个吗 "Teacher of the Year"?
你把它落车里了吗 Did you leave it in the car?
应该没有 Uh, I don't think so.
我得走了 I got to run.
-你还好吗 -嗯嗯 You good here? - Mm- hmm.
今天好好休息吧 Enjoy your day off.
哥伦布日快乐 Happy, uh, Happy Columbus Day.
今天是土著人民日 It's Indigenous Peoples Day.
哦 对 祝你 Oh, yeah, happy, uh
那个节日快乐 happy that. Mm- hmm.
-帮我找找那杯子 -好的 Keep an eye out for that cup? - Yeah.
你爸爸是老师吗 Is your dad a teacher or something?
不 他是一家邮局的区域经理 No, he's a regional manager at a post office.
他喜欢这杯子 是因为它够大 He just likes it cause it's big.
对了 我想出一个大冒险给你做 Oh, my God, I totally have a dare for you.
把它打破 Break it.
他会杀了我的 He'd kill me.
这杯子 It's...
对他有非同寻常的意义 special to him.
天呐 在你爸眼里 这个杯子 Geez. Your dad cares more about a stupid cup
还没你重要吗 than he does about you.
你真惨 谢尔 真抱歉 That sucks, Shell, I'm sorry.
摔了它 Do it.
感觉很好的 It'll feel good.
相信我 Trust me.
摔了它 Do it.
我不是跟你说了嘛 What did I tell you?
你要是我的女儿 If you were my daughter,
我会关心你胜过这世上的一切 I'd care more about you than anything else in the world.
谢谢你这么相信我 谢尔 It means a lot to me that you trust me, Shel.
我也相信你 I trust you, too.
哎 太煽情了 我都要哭了 How gross, I'm getting all mushy- gushy.
我能问你件事吗 Can I ask you something?
当然可以 Of course.
你为什么 Why do you, um...?
我为什么看上去这么奇怪 Why do I look funny?
不 不 我不是这个意思 No, no, that's not what I mean.
我是说 I...I mean...
没关系 It's okay.
其实我从没告诉过别人 I've actually never told anyone this before.
但我可以告诉你 因为我信任你 谢尔贝丽 But I'll tell you because I trust you, Shellybelly.
我其实是被收养的 I'm actually adopted.
我从没见过自己的亲生母亲 但是 I've never met my real mom, but...
她反正就是 ...apparently she was, like,
沉迷毒品的那种人 addicted to drugs and stuff and
而且她在怀着我时 she was, like, doing them, you know, like...
还在吸毒 while she was pregnant with me.
所以 就影响到了 So, anyway, it just messed with
我的生长发育 和很多方方面面 a lot of my physical development and stuff.
我只能在家上学 I have to do school at home and.
大部分时间只能呆在床上 I mostly just stay in bed.
我很抱歉 死党 I'm so sorry, Bestie.
不 别哭嘛 No, don't cry.
嘿 没事的 Hey, it's okay.
我可以每天享受床上早餐 I get breakfast in bed every day.
-这还不错吧 -是啊 - Not bad, huh? - No.
但我有时候也希望 能像你一样做些平常事 I just sometimes wish I could do normal things, like you.
别说了 Stop it.
你想做什么都行 说出来 我帮你做到 Whatever you want to do, just tell me and I'll do it.
我可以当你的化身 I'll be like your avatar.
我何德何能 有你这样一位好朋友 How did I get a friend as good as you?
不 No.
我何德何能 有你这样一位好朋友 How did I get a friend as good as you?
好吧 Well
既然我把最深刻最黑暗的秘密告诉了你 since I told you my deepest, darkest secret...
你得帮我做件小事 ...you have to do one little thing for me.
一件我一直很想做得事 Something I've always wanted to try.
什么事都行 Anything.
谢尔比 谢尔比 Shelbyl Shelby!
你已经陪伴了我这么久 ♪You've been around for such a long time now ♪
也许我该离开了 但我却做不到 ♪Oh, maybe I could leave you but I don't know how ♪
我为何要每晚度过孤独长夜 ♪And why should I be lonely every night ♪
当我与你在一起时 ♪When I can be with you ♪
哦 没错 你让我心情好了起来 ♪Oh yes, you make it right ♪
我对他人的话充耳不闻 ♪And I don't listen to the guys ♪
他们说你对我影响不好 ♪Who say that you're bad for me ♪
我应该把你拒之门外 ♪And Ishould turn you away ♪
因为他们无法理解我们 ♪Cause they don't know about us ♪
他们从未理解过 ♪And they've never ♪
也从没听说过爱 ♪Heard of love...♪-
太疯狂 That was crazy.
我从没做过这么疯狂的事 That was the craziest thing I've ever done.
是啊 Yeah. -
别人都说我们疯了 可我不在乎 ♪They say we're crazy but I just don't care...♪
别管我 Leave me the fuck alone!
就算他们说下去有什么用 ♪And if they keep on talking, still they get nowhere ♪
所以我 ♪ So I don't...♪
我还在考虑 我要去试镜吗 I don't know, should I audition?
不 千万别去 No way, no.
你太优秀 他们配不上你 You're too good for that.
你是个真正的艺术家 You're really an artist.
这就是我们的共同之处 We have that in common.
他们不知道我们的存在 ♪They don't know about us ♪
他们从未听说过爱 ♪And they never heard of love ♪
但这又有何关系 ♪And why should it matter...♪
谢尔比 这场戏我真希望你能参加的 I really would've loved to have had you in this one, Shelby.
也许下次吧 Maybe next time.
是啊 或许下次你可以演祖母 Yeah, maybe there'll be a grandmother part.
连戏服都省了 You won't even need a costume.
快叫医生 Uh, we need a doctor.
这不是在演戏 This is not part of the play.
没有必要活在过去 ♪There's no need for living in the past...♪
快跑啊 谢尔 快跑 Run, Shell, run!
哦 谢尔 你真有勇气 Oh, Shellbell, you're amazing.
我好想亲眼看看 I want to see what's happening.
我不能回去的 I can't go back.
他们会知道是我干的 They'll know it was me.
咱俩的规矩你忘了 What's our rule?
直面恐惧 Face your fear.
好吧 Well
你感觉怎么样 how do you feel?
生气勃勃 Alive.
你确实是 You literally are.
那人好蠢啊 What a goober.
他就是个怪咖 He's such a weirdo.
谢尔比 认识你真好 Shelby, I'm so glad I met you.
你让我体验到了做女生的感觉 You make me feel like a real girl.
你让我变得勇敢 You make me brave.
遇到你之前 我一直都在逃避恐惧 I never did anything scary before I met you.
好朋友一辈子 Best friends forever.
一辈子 Forever.
我为你做什么都可以 I'd do anything for you.
我爱你 谢尔比 I love you, Shelby.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
万圣节快到了 It's almost Halloween.
我一直想盛装打扮的 I've always wanted to dress up,
但从来都没有机会 but I've never been able to.
死党 我可以为你打扮啊 Bestie, I'll dress up for you.
真的吗 Oh, my God, really?
天呐 好啊 Oh, my God, okay.
我有个最好最好的主意 I have the best idea.
死神夫人 我喜欢哦 谢尔比 Mrs. Grim Reaper. I love it, Shelby.
才不是死神 蠢货 Not the grim reaper, silly.
好吧 各位 Hey, everybody, take a.
今天咱们休息一天 take a personal day today. Just work on
自己想练什么就练什么 好吗 whatever you need to work on, okay?
我会原谅你的 谢尔比 I will forgive you for this, Shelby.
未来某一天 我会的 One- one day, I will.
你到底怎么想的啊 What the hell were you thinking?
怎么会有这种主意的 Where does this even come from?
-我就像开个玩笑 -玩笑 - It was a joke. - Ajoke? Ajoke? !
这么做到底哪里好笑了 I don't understand how this is a funny joke!
-你他妈放开我 -讲真 - Fucking let go of mel- I mean, come on!
我都不认识你了 I don't know who you are anymore!
-放开我 -够了 不能再纵容你了 Let go! - All right, no more.
不准出去玩 也不准偷溜出去 No more going out, no more sneaking out.
-住手 你在干什么 -不干什么 Stop! What are you doing? - Nothing!
我不知道 I don't know.
但在我消气之前 你给我待在下面 - But until I do, you can stay down there. -
我恨你 I hate you!
我恨你 - I hate you. -
去死吧 去死吧 去死吧 Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you!
我真希望你去死 - I wish you were fucking dead! -
我恨你 I hate you!
把手机给我 Give me my phone!
谢尔比 你得离开那里 Shelby, you have to get out of there.
是啊 但怎么离开 Yeah, but how?
嗯 我是说 Well, I mean
在某些情况下 他肯定会让你出去的 he'd have to let you out if something happened.
比如说什么 Like what?
比如说 要是你摔断骨头之类的 Like, I don't know, if you broke a bone or something.
他得带你去医院吧 He'd have to take you to hospital.
什么 What?
你是想让我 You just want me to...
这太疯狂了 That's crazy.
不要 No.
你是怕了吗 Are you afraid?
我当然害怕骨折了 Um, of breaking a bone? Yes.
谢尔 我们的规矩你忘了 Shell, what's our rule?
你保证过会为我做任何事 But you promised you would do anything for me.
你是在骗我咯 That was a lie?
不 我当然没忘 No, of course I would- -
假如我能获得自由 I would break every bone in my body
我宁愿全身骨折 if it meant I could be free.
但我无法自由 But I can't.
我唯一的自由就是你 My only freedom is you.
如果你就这么放弃 And if you're just gonna give up
允许自己被困在那里 and stay trapped there.
那你就是个胆小鬼 也不配做我的好朋友 well, then you're a coward and you're a bad friend.
不 No.
死党 别这么说 Bestie, don't say that.
我 I.
对不起 我 I'm sorry, I'll- -
我做什么都可以 I'll do anything.
我以为你很勇敢呢 谢尔 I thought you were brave, Shell.
我以为你是我朋友 看来是我错付了 I thought you were my friend. I guess I was wrong.
-再见 -别 等等 Goodbye. - No, wait!
等等 对不起 Wait! I'm sorry, uh
我可以 我能做到 I'll do it. I can do it.
你只是害怕了而已 You're just scared.
但我可以帮你 But I could help you.
我可以帮你变勇敢 I can make you brave.
你只要一举一动 You just have to do
都按我说的做 exactly what I tell you.
就像之前一样 Like all the other times.
听我说 Listen to me.
拿起锤子 Grab the hammer.
我拿着呢 I have it.
害怕是正常的 It's okay to be scared.
害怕是好事 It's good that you're scared,
因为当你直面恐惧时 because when you face your fears,
你就打开了一扇大门 doors open up for you.
整个世界都会为你敞开大门 The whole world literally opens up for you.
我想这么做 我想面对我的恐惧 好吗 I want to, I want to face my fears, okay?
我可以的 我能做到 I can, I can do it.
谢尔比 Shelby!
你在跟谁讲话 Who are you talking to?
你爸爸要下来了 Your dad is coming.
快快动手 Do it now.
好吧 Okay.
把你胳膊卡进虎钳 Put your arm in the vice.
出什么事了 谢尔比 你还好吗 What's going on, Shelby? Are you okay?
谢尔比 Shelby?
把螺丝拧紧 Turn it tighter.
谢尔比 Shelby!
拿起锤子 Pick up the hammer.
不要害怕 - Don't be scared. -
为了我勇敢点 Be brave for me!
我不想砸下去 我不想 我害怕 I don't want to, I don't want to, I'm scared!
马上动手 Do it now!
快 谢尔比 勇敢点 Do it, Shelby, be brave.
你要为了我而勇敢 我见过你这么做 Be brave for me! I've seen it before.
动手吧 马上动手 Do it! Do it now!
你经历了一场创伤 You've experienced a trauma.
但能够来到这里直面创伤 But coming here, dealing with it?
就很勇敢 That's very brave.
我马上就开车送你 I'll give you a ride in a sec.
嗯 爸爸 Um, Dad?
我只是 Hmm? - I just
我想把这个给你 wanted to give you this.
还有 And, um
我真的非常抱歉 I'm really, really sorry.
期待你今后的表现 This is a good start.
谢谢 Thanks.
需要帮助吗 亲爱的 You need something, sweetheart?
奈文斯老师在吗 Um, is Mr. Nevins here?
不在他这学期放假了 No, he's out for the semester.
好的谢谢 Okay, thank you.
谢尔贝丽 Shellybelly.
好朋友一辈子 Best friend.
我可以签个名吗 Can I sign it?
你的石膏 我能签个名吗 Your cast, can I, can I sign it?
当然 Um, sure.
好嘞 Cool.
等等 Wait.
签名之前 我觉得我们得先做朋友 First Ithink we actually have to be friends.
这可是往别人石膏上签名的前提 It's, like, the law of signing casts.
我是唱诗班的里夫 I'm- I'm Riv from choir.
艺名叫我里夫尔 我妈也这么叫我 River, professionally, and to my mom.
我是谢尔比 I'm Shelby.
简简单单的谢尔比 Just Shelby.
我记得我是带了记号笔的 swear I have, like, a Sharpie or something.
哦 你也知道安娜·雷克夏吗 Oh, cool, you know Anna Rexhia?
那个奇怪的变装皇后吗 Oh, yeah, the freaky drag queen?
-我去 她超棒的 -就是嘛 Dude, she's awesome. I know!
-她人奇奇怪怪的 但也挺酷 -对吧 She's so weird, but also cool. - Right?
我对变装或恐怖的东西很感兴趣 I'm obsessed with anything, like, drag or horror, you know?
所以这俩一结合 简直了 So together it's, like, kaboom!
你知道吗 拜服 You know? Like, mind- blowing.
是的 Cool, yeah.
好了 找到了 Oh, there you are.
好的 Cool.
签好了 There we are.
谢谢 Thanks.
没问题 Cool, yeah.
-好的 -行吧 Okay. Yeah.
拜拜 Bye.
拜拜 朋友 Bye- bye, friend.
等等 Wait.
-你都看到了 -你的所作所为吗 - You saw? - What you did?
《麦克白》的首演之夜 Opening night of Macbeth?
凝珠门 Pod- gate?
好吧好吧 我都看见了 I did, I did. I- I saw it all.
求你不要告诉任何人 Please don't tell anyone. O
-不然我会被开除的 -淡定 没事的 They'll expel me. Lady, chill out.
好吗 Okay?
我觉得你很厉害 Thought it was badass.
查斯和那伙人 I mean, Chaz and those guys
从小学开始就把我的生活搞得一团糟 have been making my life hell since elementary school.
他们就拿残疾孩子开玩笑 I mean, making fun of the disabled kid- -
真是老掉牙的戏码对吧 it's, like, almost too cliche, right?
是吧 Right?
但是啊 那些受欢迎的讨厌鬼 But, alas, you know, the popular d- bag
都是这副德行 所以 is a simple and highly predictable organism, so...
我不知道你有残疾 I didn't know you had a disability.
我有心脏异位 Look, it's called ectopia cordis.
听起来像哈利·波特的咒语 Sounds like a fucking Harry Potter spell.
简单来说 就是我出生时 But, basically, I was born with my heart
心脏长在身体外面 on the outside of my body.
我六岁前做过四次开胸心脏手术 Had, like, four open- heart surgeries before I was six.
但后来他们又把我的心脏塞进了我的身体 But then they shoved my heart back inside of my body
出于某些原因 却把我的肛门 and, for some reason, put my asshole
挪了个位置 on the outside.
真糟糕是吧 Woo- hoo, right?
信息量太大了吗 TMI?
你怎么知道是我 How did you know it was me?
我不知道 这一年我一直在观察你 I don't know. I've been watching you this year.
我不是在跟踪你 谢尔比 I'm not, like, stalking you or anything, Shelby.
只是帮你留意 You know, just looking out.
以防事情太过火 You know, in case things went too far.
你不是要敲诈我 So you're not blackmailing me?
不是想要我帮你 You're not gonna make me...
做什么吗 ...do anything?
我为什么要逼你做你不想做的事 Why would I make you do something you don't want to do?
朋友之间不是这样的 That's not how friendship works.
那条短信中 你叫我“死党“ The text- - you called me"best friend. "
我不是在你石膏上写字了吗 Yeah, cause I signed your cast and all?
我开玩笑呢 抱歉 I mean, it was a joke, and I'm...
对不起吓着你了 sorry if it freaked you out.
-没事的 -那就好 - it's okay. 'Kay.
你现在在做什么 Um, what are you doing right now?
加油站的那位女士 the lady at the gas station- -
她肯定是个瘾君子 但 she's for sure a tweaker- - but. ...
要是我提起自己残疾的事 她会心软免费送我香烟 she gives me free cigarettes if I play the- the cripple card.
那要是想蹭点水果零食吗 How bout fruit snacks?
可以呀 Oh, yeah.
她肯定会给的 She'll for sure hook it up.
行 Okay.
-走吗 -嗯 Yeah? - Mm- hmm.
走 Come on.
没事吧 AlI good?
-嗯 -好的 Yeah. All right.
-抱歉 -没事 Sorry. Nah, it's cool.
我经常会谈及恐惧 I've talked a lot about fear.
为了变勇敢 我们必须做我们害怕的事 How, in order to be brave, we have to do what scares us.
我说的可不是戴着眼罩以每小时100英里的速度 Now, I'm not talking about driving 100 miles an hour
开车这种傻事 with a blindfold on.
别别别 No, no, no.
我说的是内心深处 I'm talking about the scary things
我们深知是真实可怕之事 that, deep down, we know are right.
给你哼一段旋律 ♪Show you a rhyme ♪
猫咪卧在窗台上 ♪ Cats fit on the windowsill ♪
-比如为自己辩驳 -雪地里嬉戏的孩童 Like standing up for yourself. - ♪ Children fit in the snow ♪
处在脆弱之中 Being vulnerable.
而我又该何去何从 ♪Why do I feel I don't fit in ♪
-何去何从 -向他人道歉 - ♪Anywhere Igo? ♪- Saying you're sorry.
清水漫溯 是河流的归属 ♪ Rivers belong where they can ramble ♪
清水漫溯 ♪ They can ramble ♪
展翅翱翔 是苍鹰的追求 ♪Eagles belong where they can fly ♪
展翅翱翔 ♪They can fly ♪
我只放飞我的灵魂自由翱翔于天海 ♪I've got to be where my spirit can run free ♪
飞向属于我的清空一角 ♪Got to find my corner ♪
于天海 ♪ Of the sky s
于天海 于天海 ♪Of the sky♪- ♪Of the sky ♪
于天海 ♪Of the sky...l♪
因为 Because, you see,
当你面对这些恐惧时 when you face those kinds of fears,
美好的事 good things
善良的人 and good people
都会来到 come into your life.
同性恋的人生 ♪ Life's a drag ♪
是一种拖累 ♪When you're a fag ♪
还不如 ♪So, instead♪-
一命呜呼 ♪Be dead. ♪
我喜欢做这种年度总结 like to have these end- of- year check- ins just to
好让我们回望曾经 正视现在 展望未来 see where we are, where we've been, where we're going.
谢尔比 Shelby- -
她是我的得意门生 she's one of my good eggs.
我会很想她的 I'm gonna miss her a lot. -
她既聪明 She's smart,
有天赋 又善良 she's talented, she's kind,
全科拿优秀 she's got A's across the board- -
有一个拿了良 Uh, one"B. "Oh,
仲育课没事啦 In P. E. -
这是算是一种荣誉 Oh, I count that as a badge of honor.
但你还是顺利入学欧柏林学院 And it did not stop you from getting into Oberlin.
好吧我们还在考虑 您懂的 Well, uh, I- I think we're still considering, you know, uh,
也许选一个离老爸近一点的 maybe getting some generals out of the way somewhere.
综合性大学 ...closer to Dad?
不管你去 Your freshman year- -
哪所学校 大一的课程 classes are gonna be the same
-基本上都是一样的 -老爸 pretty much wherever you go. Dad.
我想去欧柏林学院 I want to go to Oberlin.
这不仅仅是课的原因 And it's not just about the classes.
里夫尔也是读的那 It's where River's going.
他是 And he's just
我最喜欢的人 my favorite person in the world.
我不想失去这段感情 I don't want to lose that.
你真是善良又慷慨 You are all heart.
跟你妈妈一个样 Just like your mom.
来抱抱 Come here.
这样真好 It's the best way to be. -
-你猜咋的 -怎么了 Guess what. - What?
我跟他讲了 I told him.
-不会吧 -真的 - No frickin' way. Yeah.
我去谢尔比 真是太好了 Dude, Shelby, that's awesome.
真的假的 Are you serious?
他说可以 He said it's all okay.
只要我能拿到奖学金 We can live together at Oberlin
就可以一起上欧柏林学院了 as long as I get good financial aid.
你当然能拿到 Which you will.
你那么厉害 Cause you're amazing. -
-谁发的啊 你的秘密男友还是 -不是 Who's this? Like, your secret boyfriend or something? - No.
-怎么了 -只是 What is this? - Just this...
一个我之前认识的屌丝女而已 loser girl I used to be friends with.
她就是个怪人 She's a freak.
她好像下不了床 She's, like, confined to her bed or something.
成天上网 Spends all day online.
真为她难过 Feel kind of bad for her.
但她 并非益友 But she's...toxic.
真心的 Honestly.
她可能是个戴着面具的男的吧 又老又胖 母胎单身 She's probably, like, some fat incel dude in a mask.
在家玩着自己的小弟弟 - Jerking his micropenis
什么的 or something.
她像个十足的神经病 She's, like, a legit psychopath.
什么鬼 What the hell?
我知道 I know.
我手机上把她拉黑了 但不知怎么 I blocked her on my phone, but, somehow,
她的信息一直能发到我的电脑上 her messages keep coming through to my computer.
不行 Oh, no.
她不能再来烦你了 She's got to go.
你干嘛 What are you doing?
请稍等 One moment, please.
嗒哒 Boop. Beep.
吼吼吼搞定了 Ho, ho, ho, Merry Christmas.
等等 真的吗 Wait. Are you serious?
她真的永远不会来烦我了吗 She's actually gone from my life forever?
那她还是可以晚上从窗户盯着你看 I mean, she can still stare at you through your window
看着你入睡的 and watch you sleep at night.
但她再也不能通过网络联系你了 But, yeah, she can no longer contact you via airwaves.
我还以为我没法比现在 I didn't know it was possible to be more in love with you
更爱你了 但 than I already am, but...
原来还能更爱呀 guess I was wrong.
真的吗 来亲亲 - Yeah? Come here. -
今晚有安排吗 What are you doing tonight?
我有个超级棒呆 I have a crazy, amazing,
不可思议的主意 awesome, incredible idea.
这是在哪 Where are we?
快到了 We're almost there.
我可不想多嘴毁了惊喜 Don't want to ruin the surprise.
-行不 -嗯 A|I right? - Okay.
好 All right.
抱歉 Sorry.
这是哪啊 - What is this place? -
来嘛下车 Come on. Get out.
里夫 我不喜欢这里 Riv, I- I don't like this.
-有种奇怪的感觉 -哎呀 - I have a weird feeling. Oh, come on.
没事没事 It's okay. It's okay.
有个东西我很想给你看 I really want to show you this, okay?
那就抱着我 宝宝怕怕 Okay, but hold me. I'm a scaredy- cat.
有我在呢 好吗 Aw, I'm right here, okay? - Hmm?
有我在呢 I'm right here.
这是什么地方啊 What is this place?
有人住在这吗 Does someone live here?
不知道 I don't know.
什么声音 - What was that?
什么 What?
里夫 River?
我们来这做什么 What are we doing here?
-你干嘛 干嘛来这儿 -淡定 冷静一点 - What did you do? Why are we here? - Calm down. Calm down.
冷静 冷静 谢尔比 淡定 Calm down. Calm down. Shelby, calm down.
没事的没事 嘿 - It's okay, it's okay. Hey.
有事 我有些事 没告诉你 It's not. There's things I haven't told you.
谢尔比 冷静 Shelby, calm down.
勇敢点好吗 嘿 谢尔比 Be brave, all right? Hey! Shelby!
朋友你好啊 Hello, friend.
为什么 Why?
我做到了 I did it.
你让我做的我都做了 I did everything you ever asked me to do.
我带她来见你 I brought her to you.
都结束了 It's- it's over.
你是我唯一需要的朋友 You're the only friend I'll ever need.
现在我们可以永远在一起了 And now we can be together forever.
朋友 Friend.
死党 Best friend.