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血压下降 BP's dropping.
-他在失血 -我能搞定 － He's bleeding. - I can fix this.
你敢相信吗 这一切终于要成真了 Can you believe it? It's finally fucking happening.
尤利娅的订制气管 出了问题 Yulia's tracheas, they're defective.
对不起 Sorry.
再等久一点 Just wait a little bit longer.
好吧 Okay.
你对他的判断是对的 全对了 You were right about him, about all of it.
安迪·贝耶恩 Andy Beyene.
他刚过世了 He just died.
我要想看看他的气管 I wanna see it- - his trachea.
我想亲眼看看 I wanna see it with my own eyes.
那我问你 在你回忆这一天时 Now, when you remember this day,
你会感到羞耻吗 will you feel shame?
没有解决办法 成型错了 Don't have a solution. Welded wrong.
显然没起作用 Clearly not working.
没有解决办法 I don't have a solution.
成型错了 Welded wrong.
我们得换一下材料 We have to change the material.
显然不起作用 Clearly not working.
那用在贝耶恩先生身上的气管呢 What of the ones we used on Mr. Beyene?
腔内表面光秃 The endoluminal surface is barren.
这里应该看到吻合迹象 We should be seeing anastomosis,
植入物周围应该有血管发育才对 blood vessels developing around the implant.
但貌似气管从周围软骨处 It looks like the trachea ate away
断开了 at the surrounding cartilage.
来 在左主支气管附近 Here, take a sample of the tissue
取点组织样本 near the left main bronchus.
哦 天呐 Oh, holy-
这是晚期变性 组织全部坏死 That's advanced degeneration. Necrosis.
我们会测试的 We'll test it.
你再怎么测试 那也是一团烂肉 You test it all you want. That is rotting flesh.
我倾向于同意 I tend to agree.
我看不到血管形成黏膜层的证据 I see no evidence of vascularized neomucosas.
这太恶心了 This is- - this is gross.
坚持住 伙计 Stay with us, man.
拜托尽量快点 Just be quick, please.
我们得在早班开始前出去 We need to be out before the morning shift.
好了 拿到了 Okay, go.
那些干细胞 本该 The stem cells, they were supposed to- -
本该生长下去才对 they were supposed to come alive.
现在不是找答案的时候 拉斯布雷 It's a bad time to find enlightenment, Lasbrey.
来吧 取样 Come on, let's go.
安德斯 深呼吸 Anders, breathe.
我没事 我很好 I'm good. I'm fine. I'm totally fine.
内特 你看 Nate, look.
气管几乎脱落了 It's barely attached.
他都把这破玩意儿咳掉了 He coughed the damn thing loose.
他究竟是怎么呼吸的 How the hell was he breathing?
好了 AlI right, pal.
帮我盯着门口 Just keep an eye on that door.
赫德利已经盯上我们了 Hedley's already got a hard- on for us.
所以现在最怕让他发现 The last thing we need is for him to find out
-我们在背着他 -等等等等 - we went behind- - - Wait, wait, wait.
该死 Ah, shit.
真棒 你会做这个么 Yahoo. Can you go like this?
这样子 然后再 Like that? And then.
马基亚里尼 你看到那封邮件了吗 Macchiarini. Did you see the email?
对 我们加班加点地研究 Yeah, we've worked around the clock for- -
但还是找不到解决办法 we still don't have a solution.
因为这种材料完全不起作用 The material because these are clearly not working.
完全不起作用 Are clearly not working.
换材料 因为 To change the material because these- -
完全不起作用 clearly not working.
抓到你了 王八蛋 I got you, you son of a bitch.
时间到了 亲爱的 Yo, time's up, toots.
别别别 我刚找到线索 No, no, no, I found something.
你说只用两个小时 You said you needed two hours.
-这都快用了6小时了 -我知道 但你听我说 - You're rounding up to six. - Yeah, yeah, but hold on.
-等等 -你得在早班开始前 － Hold on. - You gotta get out of here
离开这儿 before the morning shift.
你听 Listen.
对 我们马不停蹄地研究了两个星期 Yeah, we've worked around the clock for two weeks,
还是找不到解决办法 and we still don't have a solution.
这让我很不开心 And I'm very unhappy.
我摸到那根气管时 When I felt the tracheas,
能感觉出 铸造出错了 they were completely welded wrong.
表面干燥得太快 They dried out too quickly.
就跟我们用在贝耶恩先生身上的一样 They were like the ones we used on Mr. Beyene.
对 我是说 我们必须换材料 Yes, I mean, definitely, we have to change the material
因为这种材料显然不管用 because these are clearly not working.
他的气管不起作用 His tracheas don't work.
完全不管用 他知道的 金 They don't work, and he knew, Kim.
贝妮塔 你已经不在这儿工作了 B, you don't work, not here, not anymore.
他明知不起作用 还要把气管植入人体内 They don't work, and he kept putting them in people,
植入汉娜·沃伦这样的真人体内 in real people, in Hannah Warren.
我以为他只骗了我 他还骗了他的患者 I thought it was just me, but it's his patients too.
妈的 金 迷雾 那团迷雾 Fuck, Kim, the fog. The fog.
我找到出路了 This is the way out.
我必须揭发他 I have to expose him.
好吧 你去哪儿揭发他都行 Okay, you can expose him all over the place,
但现在《今日秀》的团队马上会到 but right now, the"Today Show" people are coming in,
如果有人看到你 and if anyone sees you- -
等等 等等 现在几点了 Wait, wait, wait, wait, what time is it?
该死 Oh, shit.
我得走了 得走了 I gotta go. I gotta go.
抱歉 抱歉 非常感谢 Sorry. Sorry. Thank you so much.
-想背背惰性气体么 -不用了 我都记得 Wanna run the noble gases? - Nah, I got it.
丽兹 Lizzi!
真抱歉两位我忘了时间 Sorry, guys, I don't know what happened.
前一分钟还是午夜 下一分钟就 One minute it was midnight, and the next- -
妈妈 没事的 Mom, it's fine.
你今天的发型真可爱 Your hair looks really cute today.
你写完作业了吗 Did you finish your homework,
我一会可以帮你检查一下 'cause I could check it for you before- -
亲爱的 我知道今天是你带零食的日子 oh, honey, I know it's your day to bring snacks,
就买了各式各样的麦芬还有 so I got a whole assortment of different muffins and- -
我们在路上买过了 We picked up some on the way.
-哦 -对不起 － Oh. - Sorry.
没事的 这很好 No, no, no, no, no, that's great.
多谢你了 I appreciate it.
拜拜 亲爱的 Bye, love.
妈妈 我同学都在看 Mom! Mom!
抱歉 我知道 Sorry. Sorry. Okay.
去把多余的送给老师或同学吃吧 Go ahead and give the extras to your teachers or classmates
你做主 or whatever.
好的 电话带了吧 AlI right. Phone?
钥匙 Keys?
听着 这种行为绝不能接受 Look, this is completely unacceptable.
我们要规章制度做什么 This is why we have protocols.
你是安全主管 你必须给我个交代 You're the head of security. You tell me how it happened.
我不管谁签了什么 I don't care what was signed.
这么做值得吗 Was it worth it?
整个后面区域都破裂了 Oh, the entire posterior quadrant is ruptured.
气管直接穿过了他的脖子 Trachea ate its way right through his goddamn neck.
我们有从尸检中 We have the samples
偷带出来的样本 I smuggled out from the autopsy.
大部分测试我可以自己做 I can run most of the tests myself,
但有些我得送去化验 but some I need to send out to the labs.
几周内就会有结果 We should have results within a few weeks.
没问题 Sure.
你是担心赫德利那边吗 Is it Hedley?
他威胁要采取纪律处分 那是他的事 He can threaten disciplinary action all he wants.
我们手里有科学依据 We have the science on our side.
不 不是赫德利 No, it's not Hedley.
只是 这种情况似曾相识 It's just this- it's all too familiar.
耶西姆 Yesim.
那边有消息吗 Ah. Any word?
她在美国完成了移植手术 She made it through her transplant in the U. S.
人体肺移植 和气管移植 Donor lung, donor trachea.
但在她的身体已经饱受摧残 But after everything she's been through- -
合成气管只是个开始 Tracheas were just the beginning.
后续还有更多器官 We had more organs ready to go- -
以及相应的动物实验 原型 等等一切 animal testing, prototypes, all of it.
-在哪里儿 -俄罗斯 - Where? - Russia.
在你负责的实验室里吗 In a lab overseen by you.
我这不是回来了吗 I'm here now.
是啊 你突然的良心发现 Yeah, and your sudden urge to give back
还真是振奋人心呢 is truly inspiring.
移植后两个月 "Two months after transplantation,
患者症状消失 "the patient is asymptomatic,
呼吸正常 战胜了肿瘤 breathes normally, and is tumor free. "
安德斯 这是我们发表的那篇文章 Anders, this is what we published.
我们的名字都在上面 Our names are on this.
但看到那一幕后 我们必须揭露他 After what we just saw...we have to expose him.
马基亚里尼来到从卡罗林斯卡后 How many papers has Macchiarini published
发表过多少篇论文 since his time at Karolinska?
六篇 还有几篇正在准备中 Six, with more in the pipeline.
没事 我的墙随你钉 No, that's fine. Just use my wall.
马基亚里尼利用这些论文 Macchiarini used these publications
树立了自己的名声 to build his name.
也许终将会被反噬 Perhaps they'll lead to his ruin.
六篇论文 三个患者 Six papers, three patients
从现在起 我们称为患者A B from here on out known as patients A, B- -
抱歉了 Sorry.
我们回头帮你粉刷 We'll repaint it later.
我们自己再写篇论文 We'll write our own paper.
一份报告 A report
用患者的实际临床结果 contrasting the results Paolo released
与保罗对比公布的结果作对比 with his patients' actual clinical outcomes.
我们找出矛盾之处 证明他知情 We show the discrepancies, show that he knew, proving- -
证明他伪造 学术造假 Fabrications. Falsifications.
至少是学术不端的行为 Scientific misconduct at the very least.
我们直接把结果交给董事会 And we walk this straight to the board of directors.
但这会牵扯出卡罗林斯卡 This implicates Karolinska as well.
他们会试图掩盖这一切的 They'll try to bury it.
对 掩盖的同时再钉三个洞 Yeah, and dig three more holes while they're at it.
把我们钉死在耻辱架上 They'll crucify us.
如果我们照章办事就不会 Not if we do this by the book.
我们保持患者匿名 We keep the patient anonymous.
我们会征得家属同意 We'll need permission from the families,
取得他们的病历 access to their files- -
卡罗林斯卡不会让我们好过的 Karolinska will make our lives miserable.
赫德利警告过我们 Hedley warned us.
去他的 Fuck it.
我们坚持到底 We see this through.
你揭发的是全世界最有权势的 You wanna blow the whistle on one of the most powerful
医疗机构 medical institutions in the world.
我宁愿后脑勺挨一枪 Well, I'd rather take a bullet to the back of the head
也不愿植入这种鬼气管 than get one of those tracheas.
好吧 咱们动手吧 AII right, let's go, before Macchiarini adds
免得马基亚里尼祸害下一个患者 another letter to our alphabet.
睁开眼睛吧 Open your eyes.
尤利娅 Yulia.
欢迎回来 Welcome back.
你能说话吗 Can you speak?
说点什么吧 Say something.
成 成 Is- - is it- -
手术很成功 The operation is a success.
瞧 我早说过 See, I told you.
我说过 手术会很顺利的 I told you it would go perfectly.
你应该庆幸自己改变了主意 Aren't you glad that you changed your mind?
成 Is it- -
成功了吗 is it working?
当然成功了 Of course it's working.
我觉有点不对劲 Something's not right.
很疼 It hurts.
你得保持冷静 尤利娅 You have to remain calm, Yulia.
你才能康复得更快 It will help you heal faster.
尤利娅 一切安好 Yulia, everything is fine.
我能和我儿子一起玩了吗 Will I be able to play with my son?
当然 Yes.
你的生活恢复正常了 亲爱的 Everything is as it should be, my dear.
一切正常 Everything.
保罗·马基亚里尼是个骗子 Paolo Macchiarini is a con artist.
你在网上可以搜到他铺天盖地的正面报道 Google him, and you'll find a sea of good press,
用心良苦 创造奇迹的人 good intentions, a miracle man.
但这只是一场骗局 But it's all just a con.
这些材料 讲述了他的真是为人 This is a story about who he really is,
我越是了解他 and the more I learned about him,
越是对他充满质疑 the more questions I had.
从意大利到伦敦 He left a trail of bodies behind him
他身后留下了一串尸体 from Italy to London.
在那之前 他还在德国汉诺威 Before that, it was Hanover, Germany.
法国巴黎出现过 Paris, France.
每隔两三年 Every two or three years,
他就会突然换工作 he suddenly relocates his work.
为什么 Why?
他在跑路 He's running,
试图逃避自己圆不回来 trying to distance himself from the lies
的那些谎言 he leaves behind him.
居家软禁 被指控贿赂 House arrest- - charges of bribery,
敲诈 但都不了了之 extortion, except none of them stick.
这一切都牵扯回这块小块塑料上 And it all comes back to this little piece of plastic,
这块变成了气管的小塑料 this little piece of plastic that turns into a windpipe,
但这只是个谎言 but none of it's true.
来 听听这个 Here, here, listen to this.
用在贝耶恩身上的一样 Used on Mr. Beyene.
没错 我们绝对需要更换材料 Yeah, well, definitely, we have to change the material
因为这些都不起作用 because these are clearly not working.
他在视频里说的那个人 That man that he's talking about in the video,
贝耶恩先生 已经去世 Mr. Beyene, died.
但马基亚里尼医生的手术仍在继续 But Dr. Macchiarini keeps on operating.
我承认 我一开始也信了这个故事 And I'll admit I bought into this fiction myself.
我也想相信 他的确是一个 I wanted to believe that he was a man who could perform
创造奇迹的人 all of these miracles,
但保罗·马基亚里尼更像是海市蜃楼 but Paolo Macchiarini is more mirage than man.
这些材料可以证明 And this story proves
这个海市蜃楼有多致命 just how deadly a mirage can be.
确实是篇不错的故事 There's a story here, all right.
我早说过吧 I told you.
但不能从这个角度去做 But it's not the one you're selling.
之前在底特律 你 我和约翰 Back in Detroit, you and me and John,
我们仨竞争极其激烈 记得吗 we had quite the little rivalry going, didn't we?
一场三人拔河比赛 你是最无情的那个 A three- way tug- of- war, and you, you were merciless.
每次有了报道材料 你都据为己有 When you had a story, you had a story.
你不会分享 更别说拱手送人了 You weren't sharing it, let alone giving it away.
珀西 过去这么多年 你还是没学会 AlI these years, Percy, and you really haven't gotten
清晰的表达观点 对吗 any better at getting to your point, have you?
如我所言 这个故事很不错 Like I said, there's a story here,
你怎么会把它送给我 不送给别人呢 and there's a reason you're bringing it to me,
不送给你们27楼《我为喜剧狂》的 to anyone, for that matter, same reason you don't have
随便一个制作人呢 half the 27th floor of 30 Rock on this right now.
我认为这个故事写成文字更合适 I feel like this is a much stronger written piece,
加上你们杂志的背书 and with your magazine behind it,
-我知道我们可以 -扯淡 - I know we could- - - Bullshit.
你忽略了自己的消息源 You're neglecting your lead.
你跟这家伙的关系 是我要切入的重点 You, with this guy, that's the story I'd publish.
我不知你听到了什么 Yeah, I don't know what you heard,
-但我没有 -呵呵 好吧 行吧 but I have not- - - Okay, okay, fine, fine.
我们来分析一下你的角度 Let's break down what you're pitching.
合成气管 根本没人在乎 Synthetic tracheas, no one gives a synthetic fuck.
干细胞 人们要么支持 要么反对 Stem cells, people are either for em or against'em.
没人想去读报道 They don't wanna read about'em.
他 他在残害病人 He's- - he's killing people.
也许吧 但说到底 Maybe, but at the end of the day,
你的指控没有任何实质证据 you don't have any proof of what you're claiming.
你也说了 大家看到的全都是 Like you said, a sea of good press
铺天盖地的正面报道 is all that I'm seeing.
也许没人敢报他的负面新闻 Maybe no one has the balls to print anything else.
这个故事按你这么讲 太复杂 This version of the story is too complicated,
太医疗化了 too medical.
读者需要一条引子 贝尼塔 We need a road into this world, Benita,
这条引子就是你 and that boulevard is you.
别从那个方向切入 Don't go there.
这是唯一的切入方向 It's the only place to go.
欺骗 越界 偷情 Deception, crossed lines, secret affairs- -
这是通往任何科学议题的必经之路 I mean, that's the through line to this other sciencey shit.
我错了吗 Am I wrong?
你想揭发他 You wanna expose him, you said.
-是的 -为了拯救生命 - Yes. - To save lives.
没错 这就是我的目的 Yes. That's what this is.
讲述这个故事是我的 I have a journalistic responsibility
记者责任 to tell this story.
可你之前好像并不在乎 It doesn't seem you were too worried
什么记者责任 about your journalistic responsibility before.
感谢你的时间 珀西 Thank you for your time, Percy.
好 我们来回顾一下并发症 Okay, let's review complications.
咳嗽 Tussis.
-患者A 有 -患者B 有 － Patient A, yes. - Patient B, yes.
患者C 也有 Patient C...yes.
你拼错败血症了 You spelled sepsis wrong.
什么 我没有 What? No, I didn't.
这是个P吗 Is that a P?
重点别放我身上 Don't worry about me.
放患者A身上 Worry about patient A.
你俩真是简直了 This is going to be hell.
接下来 气管食管瘘 Okay, tracheoesophageal fistula.
患者A 有 Patient A, yes.
B 有 B, yes.
C 也有 C, yes.
拉克希米医生 这表我想起了 Hey, Dr. Lakshmi, I'm having flashbacks
之前在青年篮球队的时候 to JV basketball here.
什么意思 I'm sorry?
我好像没在轮班表上看到我名字 I can't seem to find my name on the roster.
本周你没手术 Nothing for you this week.
你让我一周上六天班一场手术都不安排 You've got me working six- day shifts without any surgery?
所以我要干什么 帮病人换液体吗 So I'm, what, changing IVs?
也许你可以帮你同事 Perhaps you can help your colleagues
填填文件啥的 with their paperwork.
他们想让我们陷入孤立（把我们关在橡胶房） They're sticking us in the rubber room.
但不是听上去的那样 It's not what it sounds like.
他们安排我连续120小时待命 I've been on call 120 hours straight,
却只让我帮别的医生填文件 and all I'm doing is other doctors' paperwork.
我都连轴转了110个小时了 I'm clocking 110.
说实话 我从俄罗斯跑回来 Honestly, I'm surprised they even let me touch a case
他们居然让我碰病例 since I came back from Russia.
我碰不到病例 只能碰病历 I'm not touching cases, only case files.
我一台手术没做过 I haven't done a surgery.
没有收治过病人 I haven't done an intake.
都好几周没见过病人了 I haven't seen a patient's face in weeks.
我今天收到通知 我的邮件被审查了 I received notice today my emails are under audit.
什么意思 What does that mean?
他们在追查我过去两年 They're tracing back through every email
收发过的每封邮件 I've sent and received over the last two years.
你俩应该也会收到同样的要求 I expect you two will be receiving the same request.
他们在找什么 What are they looking for?
疏忽 失误 违反患者保密协议的细节 Slip- ups, mistakes, breaches in patient confidentiality,
能导致我们被解雇的证据 whatever they can find to justify our dismissal.
所有这些额外审查 无休止的轮班 AlI this extra scrutiny, the unending hours.
他们想把我们逐个击破 They're trying to break us.
他们会成功么 Is it working?
我们越快完成报告 The sooner we complete our report,
工作就能越快恢复正常 the sooner we can get back to our regular work.
患者A 气管材料由POSS-PCU制成 Patient A, tracheal materials were made from POSS- PCU.
但保罗发现原始材料太干燥 But Paolo found the initial materials to be too dry,
给患者B用上了纯PET材料 SO patient B was pure PET.
暂停一下 Time- out.
纯PET Pure PET?
这个材料的试验数据在哪 Where are the trials to back that up?
你们给贝耶恩和莱尔斯用了不同材料 You switched materials between Beyene and Lyles
却没经过事先测试么 without any prior testing in place?
我们给每个患者用的材料都不同 We switched materials with every patient.
一 B呢有 - B? - Yes.
还要喝茶么 More tea?
不 我不想喝没味的水了 No, I do not want hot plant water.
那你觉得咖啡是什么 The fuck do you think coffee is?
是谁一直开着窗户 Who keeps opening the window?
这儿都30度了 我需要新鲜空气 It's 30 degrees in here. I need air.
真有30度的话 If it's 30 degrees, then- -
别用摄氏度开玩笑 Don't make a Celsius joke.
你应该觉得冷才对 You should be cold.
天啊 你住在欧洲 Oh, my God, you live in Europe.
你住在欧洲 You live in Europe.
真是服了 我家七岁的孩子 Sweet baby Jesus, my seven- year- old is
都比你俩乖 better behaved than you two.
他太固执了 真是可笑 He's so stubborn. It's ridiculous.
不 她这么难搞 Oh, no, she just gets pissed
只是因为没得到想要的 when she doesn't get what she wants.
内森 够了 Nathan, stop.
你最近总爱挑她刺儿 You've been difficult enough on her.
你为什么总是袒护她 Why are you always sticking up for her?
要不是她 我们也不会陷如此境地 She's the reason we're in this shit.
木已成舟 What's done is done.
我们不能再这样下去了 We can't continue on like this.
谢天谢地 Thank God.
你好 Hello.
这公寓我们待不下去了 We need to get out of this apartment.
这不可能 That can't be.
什么不可能 What can't be?
我测试了马基亚里尼的干细胞溶液 I had Macchiarini's stem cell solution tested.
实验室结果显示 TGF-β3含量明显升高 The lab found elevated traces of TGF beta 3.
不 肯定弄错了 No, that's a mistake.
化验结果里都写着呢 It's right here in the labs.
这是什么 What is it?
这是一种生长因子 It's a growth factor.
但禁止用于实验室之外 But it's barred for use outside of the lab.
-这是一种已知致癌物 -天呐 - It's a known carcinogenic. - Jesus.
伦理审批委员会到底怎么会批准的 Who on ethical approval board would have allowed this?
他们或许跟其他人一样 They were probably all just as blinded
被这个奇迹缔造者迷惑了双眼 by the miracle man as everyone else.
根本不知道自己批准了什么 They have no idea what they approved.
这里是卫生部 请问有何需要 Ministry of Health. How can I help you?
你好 我想找许可批准部门 Hi, yes, I'd like to speak to someone
的人谈谈 in permits and approvals.
对 我想打听一份 Yes, I'm- - I'm looking for an application
道德使用许可的申请备案 for ethical permission.
保罗·马基亚里尼医生 卡罗林斯卡医学院 Dr. Paolo Macchiarini out of Karolinska.
不可能 你确定吗 No, that can't- - are you sure?
你们地址在哪儿 Where are you located?
尊敬的卡罗林斯卡 To the Karolinska
董事会 Board of Directors,
我们特此请求 we hereby request- -
不 特此要求 No, demand.
不 No.
我们特此要求询问 We hereby demand a inq- -
调查 Investigation.
好的 No.
调查 An investi- -
poteKzdhmaa BmdeDms ehzty Do you want me to type? 需要我来打字么
等我需要错别字的时候 When I'm in need of numerous typos,
一定找你 I'll be sure to let you know.
调查 Investiga- -
我会换一种字体 不过无所谓 I would have chosen a different font, but whatever.
什么 What- -
调查 ...gation.
我们认为这些论文忽略了 "It is our opinion that these articles neglect
这些手术 "to address the fatalities
导致的死亡 "associated with these procedures
并很大程度上忽略了这些患者 "and omit the majority of complications,
所经历的并发症 which these patients have endured. "
我们分析了三名接受人工气管移植 "We have analyzed the medical records
患者的医疗记录 "of three patients transplanted with synthetic trachea
并将其与马基亚里尼医生 "and compared them to the outcomes
论文中的结果做了对比 published by Dr. Macchiarini. "
他在文章中称 人造气管植入物 "The claim that a synthetic tracheal implant
会发展成一个正常的气道 "can develop into a functional airway
这与我们的调查结果不符 is unsubstantiated by our findings. "
我们发现所有六篇论文 "We found that all six articles contain
都有信息造假 falsified information. "
遗漏关键数据 或 "That crucial data had been omitted or"...
根本没得到道德批准 There was no ethical approval.
-什么 -因为他从未申请过 What? - He never applied.
试都没试 他跳过了这一步 Didn't even try. He just skipped it.
这不可能 That's impossible.
你不能 这 这是第一步啊 You can't- - that's- that's the first step.
任何研究都需要 You can't conduct studies- -
这 这是重罪 that's- - that's felony.
你不能 You can't- -
不允许的 但他就是这么做了 You can't, but he did.
他对患者所做的一切 Everything he did to those people,
我做的一切 everything I did- -
能给我抽一口吗 Can I have a drag?
我其实不抽烟 Actually, I don't smoke.
你也不该抽 Neither should you.
你究竟是怎么了 What's the matter with you?
我是从俄罗斯开始抽的 I started back up in Russia.
伏特加和香烟 Vodka and cigarettes.
麻木自己 是保暖的唯一办法 Only way to stay warm- - stay numb.
-那么 -别开口 Hey, so- - - Don't.
我一直在想手术台上的贝耶恩 I keep thinking about Beyene on the table.
我救了他 I saved him.
那是我和保罗的第一次合作手术 My first operation with Paolo,
中间发生了意外 我介入了 and everything went wrong until I stepped in.
我那么聪明 I was brilliant.
我那几天都在研究方法 他的生理构造 I spent days studying the science, his physiology.
听说这叫术前准备 I hear it's called preparing.
也许他死了会更好 Maybe it would have been better if he died.
那这一切就不会发生了 Then none of this would have happened.
可如果我有这种想法 How can I still call myself a doctor
还怎么称得上医生 when I think like that?
我跟耶西姆在手术室 也有那么一刻 There was a moment in the OR with Yesim.
做过那么多手术后 AlI those surgeries- -
我开始忘了她是真人 I started to lose track that she was real.
时间一久 我们就都成了动物 We're all animals after a while.
身体部位 器官 肉 Body parts, organs, meat.
那种“我是个屠夫的感觉” I couldn't shake the feeling
在我脑中挥之不去 that I was some kind of butcher.
我太想努力救回她了 And I...pushed things further.
越过了那条界限 我以为 I crossed lines that I didn't ever think I- -
我越是想救她 就越无能为力 The more I tried to save her, the less I could.
这些都跟他无关 None of it had anything to do with him.
我们都会迷失在黑暗之中 安娜 We all get lost in the dark, Ana.
之后有的是时间悲伤 And there will be time to grieve,
你知道的 去原谅自己 you know, to figure out how to forgive ourselves,
但我们当下做的事 but what we're doing,
或许可以让事情回到正轨 this could help set things right.
而这件事需要你才能办到 But in order to do that, we need you with us.
有时间吗 Got a minute?
今天学校顺利吗 How's school?
你们还在学元素周期表吗 You guys still working on the periodic table?
有没有发现什么神奇新元素 能让时间倒流的 They didn't invent some magical new element to rewind time,
有吗 did they?
如果真能回去 我我可能会做些不一样的选择 Cause there's a few things I would do differently.
好吧 Okay.
我们会好好聊聊的 You know, we are gonna talk about this, right?
也许不是今晚 Maybe not tonight, maybe...
但总有一天 我们一定会好好聊聊 at some point, we're gonna talk about it.
我知道这几个月很难熬 I know these last few months have been really hard.
我很抱歉 但我在努力了 And I'm sorry, but I'm trying.
但这种心结要解开 It's just- - it's not easy to untangle your- -
0tification （© Papa? 老豆
妈 Mom- -
-妈 -还给我 -他这几个月都在给你发短信 － Mom, give it back. - He's been texting you months?
我 我都没有回 I don't- - I don't even answer.
-丽兹 -求你了 Lizzi- - - Please- -
他这么对我们 你怎么还跟他联系 How could you talk to him after everything he did to us?
我都没有回 给我 I don't even text back. Give it.
好吧 不好意思 手机没收 Okay. Nope, sorry. You lost your phone.
电脑没收 平板没收 You lost your laptop. You lost your iPad.
-这些都归我了 -妈妈 你不能这么做 - It's all mine now. - Mom, you can't do that!
我可以 Yes, I can do that.
他嘴里没有一句实话 None of what he's saying is true.
全都是谎言 They're all lies.
那又怎样 你也总是骗我 So? All you ever do is lie to me.
我骗你 我怎么骗你了 I lie to you? How do I lie to you?
骗我爸爸的事 骗我他病得多厉害 Well, about Dad, about how sick he was.
你还骗了金 And you lied to Kim.
你以为我看不出来吗 You think I don't see this stuff?
妈妈 我又不是瞎子 我知道 Mom, I'm not blind. I know you did.
他无时无刻都在撒谎 AII he ever did was lie.
他的每一个字都在撒谎 丽兹 Every goddamn word out of his mouth was a lie, Lizzi.
你觉得他在乎你吗 You think he cared about you?
你觉得自己是特别的那一个 不 You think you're special? No.
他的女人遍布世界各地 He's got women all over the world.
他的小丽兹也遍布全世界 He's got little Lizzis all over the world.
你并不特别 You're not special.
我们从来都不特别 We were never special.
好了 这下没有回头路了 Well, no turning back now.
我会亲自交到赫德利办公室 I'lI make the personal delivery to Hedley's door.
你是个才华横溢的医生 You're a very gifted doctor.
在北极圈之外的医学界 There will be other opportunities
一定还会有其他机会 far away from the polar circle.
我是一个骗子的门徒 I was the right hand to a fraud.
我最著名的论文是学术造假之作 My most notable paper is a sham.
哪个正规机构敢雇我 No serious institution will ever touch me.
话不能说这么肯定 Oh, I wouldn't be so sure.
很多科研人员在发表了革命性论文后 How many researchers publish a revolutionary thesis,
又会补发新的论文 then succeed it with a new treatise
来推翻之前的观点 that's designed to dismantle that very thesis?
这展示了你的可扩展性 It shows versatility.
这篇报告会派上用场的 This will make a difference.
它一定会撼动些什么 It has to make a difference.
我在俄罗斯的最后一个患者 是位年轻的母亲 My last patient in Russia was a young mother.
她叫尤利娅 Her name's Yulia.
他本要给她做移植的 He was going to put one of those in her.
我在离开前 说服她再等等 I convinced her to wait before I left.
这个尤利娅 不管在哪儿 她都欠你个人情 Wherever she is, this Yulia owes you a debt of gratitude.
你不仅救了一条命 You didn't just save a life.
还把她从比死亡更可怕的命运中拉了出来 You saved her from a fate worse than death.
先生们 我们有了一项重大突破 Gentlemen, we have had a tremendous breakthrough
这不仅可以提高我们的生命质量 that will help us not only to enhance one's life
还可以延长寿命 but to extend it.
她来了 Here she is.
请允许我请出美丽的尤利娅·图利克 May I present the beautiful Yulia Tuulik,
她是我们机构第一例接受 the very first recipient of a bioartificial implant
生物人工植入的患者 here at this facility,
有了各位的慷慨拨款 and with your generous new grant,
相信新患者将前仆后继 the first of many to come.
尤利娅 Yulia.
来 Here.
尤利娅曾遭遇了一场严重车祸 Death came for Yulia after a tragic accident,
但死神并不知道 but little did death know
他不该惹这个俄罗斯姑娘 that he messed with the wrong Russian.
先生们 别这么严肃 你们让她害怕了 Oh, gentlemen, come on. You're making her afraid.
我谁也不怕 I'm not afraid of anyone.
妈妈 Mama.
-萨莎 -妈妈 - Sasha. - Mama.
瞧 这一幕 See? This.
就是我当外科医生的原因 This is why I became a surgeon.
尽管这一路 有挫折有困难 Through all the delays, through all the setbacks,
这一幕是我坚持的理由 moments like this keep me going.
我向大家保证 我 And I promise you I- -
我永远不会停下脚步 I will never stop.
安德烈 Andre.
求你了 带我回家 Please, take me home.
咱们走 Let's go.
这个人伤害了太多人 This man hurt a lot of people,
他们有权知道真相 and they deserve the truth.
我女儿有权知道真相 My daughter deserves to know the truth.
所以 我可以把这个报道给你 So I'll give you the story.
但你别把她扯进来好吗 But you leave her out of it, all right?
别把丽兹扯进来 Lizzi is off- limits.
保罗喜欢扮演殉道者 Paolo loved playing the martyr,
一个无私医生的形象 the selfless doctor
日理万机 关心他人 又孑然一身 who was, you know, so busy, so caring, so lonely
连个像样的家都没有 without a bed to call his own.
但你应该也早已感知到了吧 But it couldn't have been that much of a surprise.
你什么意思 Meaning?
毕竟出现了很多迹象 There were plenty of signs- -
你的婚礼 那些名人 your wedding, celebrities.
也许我在冲昏了头的情况下 I mean, drown me in wine,
都会被这些迷惑 you could maybe feed me that one,
但是教皇耶 but the Pope?
我查过的 他之前也为别人主持过 I did my homework. It happened before.
为两个离婚人士 一个还不信教 For two divorcees, a non- Catholic?
保罗认识教廷的人 Paolo knew people at the Vatican.
你依然深信不疑 You still believe that.
你真是坐着说话不腰疼 It's so easy sitting in that chair,
毕竟事情没发生在你身上 never believing it could happen to you.
保罗可以让随便任何一个人 Paolo could make any person in any room
感觉自己是整个世界上 feel like they were the most important soul
对他而言最重要的人 in the entire world to him.
这种天赋对医生而言再好不过 It's a really wonderful gift for a doctor
也是一把利器 and a potent weapon.
因为人一旦相信 他在你心中很重要 Once someone believes that you mean something to them,
他们就会放松警惕 they just let their guard down.
对你深信不疑 They trust you.
所以保罗的很多患者都很信任他 That's why so many of Paolo's patients trusted him.
那晚在俄罗斯酒店 And why you trusted him
你不是也很信任他么 that night at the Russian hotel.
-这事我没跟你说过 -他给你做了手术 - I never told you about that. - He operated on you.
他甚至救了你的命 He probably saved your life.
你跟他谈过了 You talked to him.
我有义务了解故事的正反两面 I'm obligated to get both sides of the story.
这你知道 You know that.
他说你在急诊室联系过他 He said you contacted him from the ER
在你病情发作的时候 when you had your episode.
你有那么多朋友和同事 Of all your friends, your colleagues,
却选择联系他 you chose to call him.
为什么 Why?
我当时很害怕 I was scared.
觉得很脆弱 因为我刚刚失去了约翰 And I felt really vulnerable cause I had just lost John.
保罗给了你安全感 Paolo made you feel safe.
当时是这样 At the time, he did, yeah.
你爱他 You loved him.
爱过 I did.
他给了你安全感 让你有依靠 He offered you security, stability,
然后他收回了 then he took it away,
就跟你父亲一样 just like your father.
你说什么 Excuse me?
你父亲把你赶出了家门 He kicked you out, your father,
就在你母亲弃家跑路之后 right after your mother ran out on your family.
我能理解 为什么保罗这种人 It's understandable why a man like Paolo
能填补你父亲的空缺 would fill a paternal void for you.
直到你后来发现 他跟你爸一样 But then he turns out to be just the same.
一个又一个男人 一次又一次的背叛 Man after man, betrayal after betrayal,
如此一来 我也理解你会想要报复 after all that, one can imagine you might want some revenge.
去你妈的吧 珀西 Go fuck yourself, Percy.
你这点黑料连实习生调查五分钟 Any intern doing a five- minute background on you
就会发现 这你不会 would find this, and you're smart enough
不知道吧 to know that.
安娜 Ana.
保罗 Paolo.
见到你很高兴 I'm so happy to see you.
我必须承认 你的离开 I have to admit that your departure
让我有些措手不及 was a complete surprise for me.
我还以为自己没机会对你的付出 I just feared I would never have the chance to thank you
道一声感谢呢 for everything you've done.
我 I- -
我这么多年见过很多外科医生 I've encountered many surgeons over the years,
但是你 but you?
你拥有大多数医生都不具备的特质 You possess something that gets driven out of most doctors.
想象力 Imagination.
没错 你有 Oh, yes, you do.
我们第一次见面我就发现了 I realized that the moment we met
因为你让我想起了自己 because you reminded me of me.
我一点也不像你 I'm nothing like you.
我读过你的报告了 I read your report.
你和你搭档编的故事引人入胜 You and your partners crafted quite a page- turner.
我只是没想到 我们牺牲了那么多 I'm just surprised that you would go so far to undermine
打造出了这一切 what you and I built together,
你破坏起来居然毫不手软 after all that you have sacrificed.
所以我今天才过来 But that's why I'm here today.
卡罗林斯卡给了我 Karolinska has given me
反驳这些指控 the time to refute these allegations,
为自己辩护的机会 the opportunity to defend my name.
为什么辩护 谎言吗 To defend what, a lie?
这是个彻头彻尾的谎言 你知道的 That's all it ever was, and you know it.
我一直以为你能理解的 I always thought you understood.
否则你为什么要作弊呢 Why else would you cheat?
你为什么不去寻求 Why else wouldn't you seek- -
道德批准吗 Ethical approval?
因为我的手术能挽救患者的生命 Because my surgeries were vital to saving patients' lives.
这是个漏洞 A loophole.
漏洞 Loophole?
人类的整个历史都建立在漏洞之上 Our entire history is built on loopholes.
有些界限 我们必须要跨越 On lines that we must be willing to cross
才能在别人不愿跨越时 so that we can give desperate people a chance
给绝望的人们一个机会 when no one else will.
这才叫同情使用 That's compassionate use.
你所做的一切 There is nothing compassionate
没有任何同情之处 about what you do.
我本想告诉你 You know, I meant to tell you
尤利娅向你问好 Yulia sends her greetings.
她的情况很不错 She's doing exceptionally well.
她已经用上了新气管 She's back home in St. Petersburg
和家人回到了 with her family...
圣彼得堡的家里 with her new trachea.
不 No.
你差点就说服了她 You almost had her convinced,
还好她在失去机会前 but luckily, she changed her mind
改变了主意 before it was too late.
拉斯布雷医生 我们有几个问题要问你 Dr. Lasbrey, we have a few questions for you.
跟我们一起来好吗 Would you come with us, please?
再见 安娜 Ciao, Ana.
这是个错误 It was a mistake.
我根本不知道自己在想什么 I don't know what I was even thinking,
为什么这样会行得通 why I thought this would work.
这种情况发生了一次又一次 We've seen it happen over and over.
那些想要说出真相的人 People who try to speak out, to tell the truth
最终承担了灾祸 They're the ones who suffer in the end.
低下头闭上嘴 Heads down, mouths shut.
这就是整件事给你的教训 That's the moral of the fucking story.
整个系统被操纵了 The system is rigged.
好人 学会了保持沉默 Good people, they learn to stay silent.
所以保罗这样的人 才会赢 And men like Paolo, they win.
-不总是这样 -也许吧 Not always. - Maybe.
但这一次 他们赢了 But this time.
你想让我过去陪吗 You want me to come over?
不了 No.
我现在需要一个人待着 I think I need to be by myself right now.
好吧 那你尽量睡一会儿 Okay. Try to get some sleep.
好吧 Okay.