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今天早上你感觉怎么样 佩太太 How are you feeling this morning, Mrs. P.?
你介意为我烤一些香蕉面包吗 Would you mind baking some of that banana bread for me?
我只想吃那个 It's the only thing I feel like.
完全没问题 Of course.
谢谢你 亲爱的 Thank you, dear.
你说过 You said
这种化疗不会让我掉头发的 this kind of chemo wouldn't cause my hair to fall out.
你做得很好 You've done well,
让我坚持了很长时间 keeping me going for a long time.
但是你会不会 But would you...
如果是你 你还会继续这种从一个房间躺到 Would you keep fighting this room-to-room combat
另一个房间的战斗吗 if it were you?
每个人的情况都不一样 For everyone it's different.
你已经英勇抗争了很长时间 You have fought long and hard.
还要多久才能结束 How long until it's over?
他说六个月吗 He said six months?
他是这么说的吗 He used that phrase?
“你只剩六个月可活了“ "You have six months to live"?
我问他我能不能坚持到感恩节 I asked him if I'd make it to Thanksgiving,
他只是 and he just...
他就只低下头 摇了摇 ...looked down and shook his head.
为什么这些医生 就不能直接说出来呢 Why is it, with these doctors, they can't just say it straight?
我的父亲 外科医生 My father-- surgeon--
他从来有话直说 he gave it with both barrels
每个人都因此而尊敬他 and everyone respected him for it.
当然 那是 Of course, it was...
波士顿和斯多葛主义的功劳 Boston and stoic.
看 有一种新药 是这样的 Look, there's a new drug. Here's what we do.
我做了一些调查 I've done some research.
叫它莫西芬 Tamoxifen.
就快拿到食品药品管理局的批准了 It's just about to get FDA approval.
-我知道该打给谁 -是的 你认识很多人 比尔 I know who to call--- Yes, yes, you know everyone, Bill.
是的 我们知道 Yes, we know that.
你什么都知道 You know everything.
这就够了 It's enough.
你一直对我发号施令 好像我是 You keep giving me orders, like I'm the...
节目副总裁一样 vice president of programming.
但我不是 Which I'm not.
天啊 请不要抽烟 Jesus, please don't smoke.
我要怎么说才能让你戒烟 What can I do to make you stop smoking?
你怎么做才能让我停下来 What can you do to make me stop?
要不什么 How about
都别做怎么样 you don't do a fucking thing?
别再买什么珠宝 No more jewelry.
别再买 No more...
什么油画 paintings.
别再买什么卢西·安弗洛伊德或毕卡比亚的作品 No more Lucian Freud or Picabia.
别再来买我的原谅和爱了 No more purchasing my forgiveness or my affection.
你会比我先原谅特鲁曼 You would forgive Truman before me.
还在抽 The fucking smoking!
即使她们告诉你 你必须戒烟都还抽 Even after they told youyou had to stop.
你想死吗？ Did you want to die?
你和我的关系有那么糟糕以至于你想自杀吗 Was it so bad with me that you wanted to kill yourself? !
嗯 比尔 是的 Well, Bill, yes.
情况可能会更糟 可能是大喝利眠酒呢 Could have been worse. Could have been Librium.
但不是 我选香烟和高档酒 But, no, it was ciggies and high-end booze.
至少我是个条理清晰的女主人 At least I was a coherent hostess.
我就是这样 It's how I...
麻痹我自己 ...medicated myself.
你有什么需要用麻痹自己来逃避的烦恼 Medicated yourself from what?
抽烟和苏格兰苏打水 The smoking and the Scotch soda that started
让黄昏或更早的曙光初现 the very first hint of dusk or sooner.
不然我能怎么办呢 How else could it work?
知道我想要什么吗 You know what I want?
一点宁静 Some quiet.
和独处 And solitude.
我想和我的 And I want to speak to my...
我的孩子们说说话 my children.
我不知道她为什么不和我说话 I don't know why she won't speak to me.
因为你很冷漠 Because you're cold.
真的 You are.
你是个冷漠的人 You are a cold person.
你的女儿觉得她在你的生活中 And your daughter feels that she was a minor consideration
只是个次要考虑 in your life
她是在你用无数种方式向世界 and that she came after all the myriad ways you had
展示你的美丽和完美之后才会想起来的东西 of showing the world your beauty and your perfection.
闭嘴 佩利 看在上帝的份上 你能不能闭嘴 Shut up, Paley! For God's sake, won't you shut up? !
难道你算模范家长吗 Were you a model parent,
不管你儿子做了什么 with your barely disguised contempt
你都毫不掩饰地鄙视他 for your son, whatever he did?
不 她不跟我说话 因为 No, she won't speak to me because...
因为我选择了你 because I chose you
而不是她 instead of her.
不 实际上 我们都选择了对方 No, actually, we both chose each other.
佩利 "Paley."
你这么叫我有段时间了 You've been calling me that for a while now.
一开始我以为这是一种强硬 At first I thought it was some sort of tough,
深情的做作 affectionate affectation.
但后来我感觉到了这个称呼上包裹的冰 But then I realized there was ice all around it.
我觉得别人用什么称呼你应该是自己争取来的 你觉得呢 I think people earn how they're addressed, don't you?
你知道吗 当你刚刚告诉某人 You know, it takes a certain skill
你将不久于人世的消息时 to provoke anger in someone
要激起他的怒火是需要一定技巧的 you've just broken the news to that you're dying.
我对此表示赞赏 I commend that.
这一定是应对重大打击的愤怒阶段 This must be the anger stage.
我会尽我所能让凯特回到你身边 I'll do my best to get Kate to return to you.
她有时会听我的 She listens to me sometimes.
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美丽的贝比
我觉得我俩有戏 Well, I think we could work,
但问题是 他一直说 but the thing is, he keeps saying
他想签婚前协议 that he wants to do a prenup,
好像他不信任我 like he doesn't trust me.
嗯 我能理解 Well, I can understand that.
我是说 他非常成功 连比尔都喜欢他 I mean, he's very successful. Even Bill likes him.
旧金山的社交界人士 Those San Francisco society folk are
非常 非常精明 very, very canny.
是的 我从小就认识他们 Yep. Known them all my life,
他们很正直 and they're very square.
我喜欢旧金山 I like San Francisco.
它很像波士顿 It's rather like Boston.
问题是 我要留下订婚戒指吗 The question is, do I keep the engagement ring?
我认为婚前协议无关紧要 I think a prenup is irrelevant.
让我们活在当下吧 Let's just live for today.
-啊 -好的 Ah. Yes.
我非常喜欢这种哲学 I like that philosophy a great deal.
享受你人生的每一天 Just enjoy your life every day.
欢乐地生活在欢乐之城 Joy. Live in a city of joy.
说到这个 C.Z. Speaking of which, C.Z...
特鲁曼怎么样了 ...how's Truman?
我一直惦记着他 -Um... He's been on my mind.
我得说 他这一年过得不太好 Well, he's not having the best year, I would say.
我很高兴听到你提到他 I'm glad to hear you mention him.
我相信他会很高兴听到你的消息 I'm sure he'd love to hear from you.
我想念那时候的笑声 I miss that laugh.
我会用另一种方式来看待这份友谊 I'd hold the friendship in a different...
当然 它不会和以前一样了 Well, it wouldn't be the same as it was, of course.
宝贝 有时候我觉得你不主动联系 Babe, you know, sometimes I think you don't reach out
是因为你对自己很愤怒 because of some rage you have at yourself.
愤怒 Rage? Hmm.
我有些好奇 也许吧 也许你是对的 I wonder. Maybe. Maybe you're right.
是的 你认为李 斯琳和你丈夫 Yes, you think Lee, Slim and your husband
不会赞许 wouldn't abide it.
是的 也许我是在生我自己的气 Yes, perhaps I'm angry at myself
因为我总是担心这样做是否合适 that I can't get past worrying about the propriety of it.
旁人会怎么看 How it would be seen in this crowd,
结束这场史诗般的矛盾 ending this epic falling out.
因为有太多的人对此很上心 Because there are so many people invested in it.
我是说 人们会写这事儿的 I mean, people write about it.
这一切变成了一部荒诞的戏剧 It's become an absurd play.
没有它我们该怎么办 What would we do without it?
贝比 这么说太伤人了 Babe, that's fucking harsh.
是吗 真的吗 Is it? Really?
我是说 李 你认为是这样 承认吧 I mean, Lee, you think. Just admit it,
再被人看到和他一同出入 to be seen with him again,
甚至再和他说话 to even speak with him again
都会让你成为笑柄 would turn you into a laughingstock
因为你已经在这个位置上 because you've entrenched yourself
确立了自己的立场 in this position.
不 这不是 No, this isn't
和谁出入的问题 这是道德问题 是 about whose appearances, it's about the morality of--
是什么 Of what?
我们都做过一些过分的事情 We've all done some awful things,
有的不算特别过分 有时还是对彼此做的 and some not so awful, and sometimes to each other.
我们已经有能力原谅彼此 And we've been capable of moving beyond them,
但在特鲁曼身上 却没有 为什么 but when it comes to Truman, no, and why?
有时候 我真希望那事发生的时候我能一笑置之 Sometimes I just wish I'd laughed it off when it came out,
这样他现在就能和我们坐在一起了 and he'd be sitting here right now with us.
那样不是很好吗 And wouldn't that be nice?
而不是像联合国广场的囚犯 Instead of rotting away like the prisoner
-一样腐烂 -你在说什么 贝比 of U.N. Plaza. What are you saying, Babe?
我们难道没有真的感到冒犯和受伤吗 That we are not truly affronted and hurt?
我是说 这不重要吗 I mean, doesn't that matter?
重要吗 Well, does it?
如果我们最终接受它其实无足轻重的事实呢 What if we accepted how little it matters in the end?
顺便说一下 我们总有一天会走到尽头的 Which we will have to, by the way.
但不行 接受他的道歉就等于投降 But no, to accept his apology would be to surrender.
也许我们应该换个话题 Maybe we should change the topic.
是的 我觉得这是个好主意 C.Z. Yes, I think that's a great idea, C.Z.
现在 我想我们需要 Now, I think we need
一个很棒的派对 a great party.
我们有很长一段时间没有举办过盛大的派对了 It's been a long while since we've had a great party.
我知道怎么才能开一个完美的派对 And I know just how to do it perfectly.
在基卢纳选阳光明媚的一天 A bright, sunny day at Kiluna.
一个房间有黑鸢尾 另一个房间有毛茛 Black irises in one room, ranunculus in the next.
会有我们从密歇根买来的 There'll be those wonderful black cherries
美味黑樱桃 from Michigan we get,
放在每张桌子上的利摩日碗里 but in Limoges bowls on every table.
自助餐会有大拼盘的 And the buffet will have great big platters
小龙虾和鲑鱼 of poulet a l'estragon and salmon en croûte.
餐巾纸会完美地折叠起来 And the napkins will be perfectly folded
就像完美无缺的花朵 like perfect, perfect flowers, with the flatware
里面裹着餐具 just nestled secretly inside them.
除了你们女士们 我还要列 And in addition to you ladies, I will make
一份非常非常特别的嘉宾名单 a very, very special guest list.
沃尔特·克朗凯特 凯瑟琳·格雷厄姆 Walter Cronkite, Katharine Graham,
乔治·普林顿 格洛丽亚·范德比尔特 George Plimpton, Gloria Vanderbilt,
南希·基辛格 乔 Nancy Kissinger, Jo...
不 也许乔安妮·卡森就算了 No, maybe not Joanne Carson.
她离婚后就有点神经质 She's been a little nutty since the divorce.
听起来很美味 This is sounding very delicious.
这个派对什么时候举行 When would this party take place?
夏天 当我死去的时候 Summer, when I die.
你们看 这就是我想要的 You see, this is what I want for the memorial service
葬礼后追悼会 after the funeral.
贝比 葬礼之后 别这样 Babe, after the funeral? No.
我还有几个月的时间 所以 I have a few months left, and so this...
我最近一直在想这个 this is what's been on my mind.
到达终点的时候该做什么 What to do when you're at the end.
贝比 我还以为我们有更多的时间 Well, Babe, I thought we had more time.
不 C.Z. 别哭 No, C.Z., no tears.
我们了无遗憾 No regrets.
我做到了 I've done it.
我有过一段生活 I've had a life, a little
回想起来有点太公开了 too public in retrospect,
但是我好歹活过了 but a life.
现在 我们来点柠檬冰沙 Now, let's have some of that lemon sorbet.
没错 来点柠檬冰沙和脆饼 Yes, some lemon sorbet and shortbread.
谢谢 Thank you.
再来点唐培里侬香槟 And some Dom Perignon.
凯特 拜托了 Kate, please.
凯特 她真的很想见你 我是说 Kate, she really wants to see you, I mean...
我知道 我知道 但现在是时候放下 I know, I know, but now is the time to put away
所有的愤怒和怨恨了 all of that anger and resentment.
凯特 听我说 亲爱的 Kate, listen to me, honey.
我需要她的时候 All the times I needed her,
她对我和我的生活 and the total, utter lack of interest
完全没有兴趣 for me and my life.
她现在像招呼狗一样 You can't expect me to come running
招呼我过来 when she finally beckons me
你不能指望我眼巴巴跑过来 as if I were one of the dogs.
不 我不会的 No, I won't do it.
我对此并不多愁善感 I'm not sentimental about it.
但现在不是抓住这种怨恨不放手的时候 But now's not the time to hold onto that.
是时候放手了 你得明白她是 It's the time to let it go. You have to understand
怎么长大的 how she was raised.
她天生就不是当母亲的料 She wasn't built to be a mother.
不 我很抱歉 No! I'm sorry.
那老妖婆不需要我的任何东西 The Sphinx doesn't need anything from me.
也许你能听到她临死前的哀鸣 Maybe when you can hear her death rattle.
-只有那时你才知道 -凯特 拜托了 Only then.
谢谢你 亲爱的 Thank you, dear.
佩利太太 欢迎回家 Mrs. Paley, welcome home.
你好 杰罗姆 Hello, Jerome.
佩利先生这周末会来吗 Will Mr. Paley be joining us this weekend?
这个周末就我一个人 It's only me this weekend.
我们把这里布置得很舒适 We've made it very cozy.
我带你进去吧 Let's get you inside.
噢 先等会儿 Oh, not just yet.
我想先看看这儿 I-I want to see everything.
我昨天看到了一只蛾子 I saw a moth yesterday.
它被困在灯罩里了 It was trapped inside of a lampshade.
它扑向光明 不顾一切地 It was throwing itself at the light,
想得到自由 desperate to get free...
没有意识到出口就在那里 ...unaware that the way out was right there,
它只要往下看一下就能出去了 and all it had to do was look down.
这几页是我所做错事的编年史 These pages are a chronicle of everything I've done wrong.
对我来说 完美是一种我以为 Perfection was, for me, a kind of eternity
我可以拥有的永恒 I thought I could own.
如果每个细节都到了它该在的位置上 If every detail was in its place,
我想世界可能会就此停止 I thought the world might just come to a stop
永远保持这种完美 and stay that way forever.
但是你不可能拥有永恒 But you cannot have eternity,
你也不可能拥有完美 nor can you own perfection.
你只是连本带利地把它借了过来 You merely borrow it with interest.
我正在收拾行李准备去旅行 I'm packing now for a trip.
床上摆放着组成我人生的 Laid out on the bed are all these items
所有东西 that make up my life.
我可以看出它们中的许多是多么无用 I can see how useless many of them are.
身份 手套 围巾 羊绒 Status, gloves, scarves, cashmere.
完美堆积在一起 Perfection all piled up.
但我拥有的东西里 比其他任何一样都多的 But what I do have more than anything else
是美丽 is beauty.
不是为了声望或地位而美丽 Not beauty for the sake of prestige or for stature,
而是为了美丽而美丽 but beauty for the sake of beauty.
我的世界充满了美 My world is suffused with beauty.
我只希望我能看到 I only wish I'd been able to see
究竟有多少 how much of it there was.
后期课程 第50章 Late lessons, part 50:
我们不能拥有光 we cannot possess the light,
但我们可以触摸它 but we can touch it.
把它一点一点 Steal it in fragments,
一片一片地偷出来 small pieces.
一些近乎完美的时刻 A few moments that are almost perfect.
几乎不够装满一个顶针 Hardly enough to fill a thimble with.
不 No!
但是 那一丁点儿近乎完美的时刻 "But isn't a thimbleful of almost-perfect moments
难道不是离永恒的代价只差了一点点吗 just a nickel shy of the price of eternity? "
你找到了我的日记 You found my diary.
是的 最后那句是我加的 I did. And I added that last bit about the thimble,
但我是不会说出去的 but I won't tell.
发生什么事了 What's happening?
是烟花吗 Fireworks?
是的 亲爱的 在东河上 Yes, dear. On the East River.
是给你的 They're for you.
我们会亲自下去近距离看看的 We'll go down there ourselves and see them up close,
但先吃晚饭吧 but first, dinner.
现在可不能迟到了 Can't be late now.
我在21号订了最好的位子 快点 I got us the best table at 21. Chop-chop.
真高兴你能来 特鲁曼 I'm so glad you're here, Truman.
发生了这么多事 你还有勇气来 I'm so relieved that you had the courage to come
我很欣慰 after everything that's happened.
我已经不再怀恨在心了 Oh, I've given up on holding grudges.
我都原谅了 All is forgiven.
但现在 But now...
你得穿好衣服 you've got to get dressed.
精致的粉红色 The diaphanous pink.
你喜欢这条裙子 You loved this dress.
我在哪儿穿过来着 Where did I wear it again?
你压根儿没穿过 这裙子都没出过你家大门 记得吗 Nowhere. It never left the house, remember?
比尔给我们买了1968年奥斯卡的票 Bill got us tickets to the Oscars in 1968.
结果我们睡得很死 并且向自己保证 It was such an awful snooze, and we promised ourselves,
明年我们也要打扮得同样漂亮 next year we would get just as dressed up
但在家里坐着看 but watch from home.
哦 是的 那是 Oh, yes. That was the year
打平手的一年 of-of the tie.
没错 芭芭拉·史翠珊 That's right. Barbra Streisand
和凯瑟琳赫本并列获得最佳女主角 and Katharine Hepburn, they tied for Best Actress.
能活着经历这一刻多么美妙啊 What a moment to be alive.
还有这些 And these...
你圣诞节给我买的珍珠项链 The pearls you bought me for Christmas.
我身无分文的那一年 It was that year I was flat broke.
它们就像运河街的卡地亚手表一样假 They're as fake as a Cartier watch from Canal Street.
对 但看起来挺真的 Yes, but they looked so real.
我把它和我的真东西换了一下 I've switched them out with my good ones
看看别人认得出来吗 just to see.
从来没有一个女孩看出来 None of the girls ever caught on.
真漂亮 Beautiful.
-我能告诉你一个秘密吗 -嗯哼 Can I tell you a secret? -Mm-hmm.
但你得发誓不告诉其他人 But you'll have to swear not to tell the others.
我是认真的 I'm serious.
我是出了名的谨慎 I'm famous for my discretion.
什么 What? !
好吧 我告诉你 Okay, I'll tell you.
你是我的前三名之一 You're one of my top three.
你的前三名 Your top three?
我不知道那是什么意思 Well, I don't know what that means,
但我很荣幸你选我进你的前三 but I'm honored to have been selected.
前三名不是自己选的 Oh, you don't select your top three.
前三名是 They're the ones...
是你碰撞的对象 They're the ones you collide with.
你们把对方撞得粉碎 You smash each other into bits,
混在一起 永远不能分开 get all mixed up and never come apart.
这三个人她们是最好的朋友吗 And these three, are they best friends?
-深爱的人吗 -不一定 Great loves? Not necessarily.
当然 你可以爱她们 Sure, you can love them,
但她们也很容易让你憎恨 因为她们是最能 but they're also easy to hate because they're the ones
揭露你是谁的人 that most reveal who you are,
这可能痛苦得可怕 但正因为如此 which can be horribly painful, but for that reason
你永远不能真正放弃她们 you can never really drop them.
你最后一定要原谅她们 You must always forgive them in the end
因为她们是生命中最宝贵的资源 because they are the most precious resource in life.
每个人都只有三个吗 And does everyone only get three?
有些人只有一个 Some people only get one.
有些人一个都没有 Some people get none.
不管怎样 这只是我自己的理论 That's just my theory, anyway.
我喜欢成三的东西 And I like things in threes.
真有诗意 How poetic.
早上 中午 晚上 Morning, noon, night.
太阳 月亮 星星 Sun, moon, stars.
早餐 午餐 晚餐 Breakfast, lunch, dinner.
夏娃的三张脸 The three faces of Eve.
来吧 Come.
我给你放了热水泡澡 I'll run you a nice, hot bath.
但我已经穿好衣服了 But I've already gotten dressed.
哦 对 Oh, that's right.
那我们最好把水龙头关了 Well, then, we better shut off that faucet.
勃朗特三姐妹《三个臭皮匠》 Three Brontë sisters. The Three Stooges.
三条风中凌乱的帆绳（酩酊大醉） Three sheets to the wind.
三色冰淇淋 Neapolitan ice cream.
开始 中间 结束 Beginning, middle, end.
我死了吗 Am I dead?
就快了 Almost.
现在是你生命的最后一刻是的 In your final hour, yes.
不过别担心 亲爱的 我们可以待在这里 But don't worry, dear, we can stay right here
你想待多久都可以 for as long as you like.
我可以和你等 直到你准备好 I'll wait with you... till you're ready.
准备好去看烟火 Ready to see the fireworks.
如果我没准备好呢 如果我一直没准备好怎么办 What if I'm not? What if I'm never ready?
如果一直没准备好的话 那我们就 If that's the case, then we'll just stay
永远待在这里吧 right here forever.
那我们就待在这里吧 Let's stay.
但还有很多事要做呢 Oh, but there's so much left to do.
太晚了 I was too late.
太晚了 特鲁曼 我来不及弥补了 I was too late, Truman, to fix it all.
我们都醒悟得太晚了 事实如此 We all are, that's what it is.
然而 有时候真正重要的问题确实能够 And yet sometimes the really important ones
得到解决 do get fixed.
妈妈 Mother.
妈妈 现在还来得及 You're not too late, Mother.
欣赏烟花吧 Enjoy the fireworks.
她们看了看 And they looked
看到了 and they saw...
她们以前从未见过的东西 ...what they had not seen before.
那就是她很美丽 That she was beautiful.
特鲁曼 Truman.
特鲁曼 Truman!
贝比死了 Babe is dead.
我不停地打电话 你没有接 I tried calling and calling. You didn't answer.
看门人让我上了楼 The doorman let me up.
对不起 特鲁 I'm sorry, Tru.
我得去做我该做的事了 I have to get to work.
你在干什么 特鲁曼 What are you doing, Truman?
你有什么事要做 What do you have to work on?
贝比的悼词 Babe's eulogy.
我们都知道这一刻即将到来 We all knew this moment was coming,
我一直在写 and I've been writing it.
我已经想好结尾了 I have the ending in my head.
我得赶紧写出来 I just have to get it down.
你为什么要这么做 特鲁曼 Why are you doing this, Truman?
因为我比任何人都了解她 Because I knew her better than anyone,
我当然会在她的葬礼上读悼词 and I'm gonna read it at her funeral, of course.
不 你为什么要这样对自己 对我 No, why are you doing this to yourself? To me?
今天早上请不要再让我听到坏消息了 Please don't make me bear any more awful news this morning.
什么坏消息 What awful news?
不可能的 It's not going to happen.
我和比尔谈过了 I talked to Bill.
我真的为你辩解过 I really made a case for you.
他不会让你来参加葬礼的 He's not going to allow you to come to the funeral.
我可不管比尔佩利会不会同意 Well, I don't care what Bill Paley will allow.
如果有必要 我会不请自来 I will crash it if I have to.
贝比又不只属于他 He doesn't own Babe's memory.
你不能这样做 You will do no such thing.
最后放磁带 那里会有警卫 Play the tape to the end. There will be guards there.
他们会阻止你 伤害你 They will stop you and they will hurt you.
但我必须到场 But I have to be there.
看在上帝的份上 那毕竟是贝比·佩利 It's Babe Paley, for God's sake.
她会想这样的 我知道她会的 She would have wanted it, I know she would have.
我知道她会的 I know she would have.
我一定要去念 C.Z. 我一定要说出来 I have to read it, C.Z. I have to get it out.
读给我听 Read it to me.
来吧 Go on.
大家好 Hello, everyone.
我绝不愿意说我们失去了贝比 I refuse to say we have lost Babe
因为我几乎到处都能看到贝比的影子 because I see Babe almost everywhere.
在橱窗里的倒影 在我身后的街道上 The reflection in the window, behind me on the street,
或者在麦迪逊大街书店角落里 or in the smell of her perfume on the corner
她的香水味 of Madison Avenue Bookstore.
还有在汽车挡风玻璃上的阳光里 Or the light on the windshield of a car.
因为她和我都喜欢开车兜风 Because she and I loved car rides,
我们喜欢没有目的地的长途驾驶 we loved long drives with no destination.
我能把她放在我脑海里的每个房间里 I can place her in every room in my mind.
贝比认为 最重要的是享受 Babe, more than anything, she loved the journey
旅程中的一切 of all of this.
这就是我想对那些 And that is what I wanted to say
爱过她的人说的话 to those people who loved her.
旅程永远不会结束 The journey never ends.
我们记得她的举止言谈 她的小癖好 小幽默 We know all her words, her mannerisms, her jokes,
所以就和我一样 继续和她说话 so do what I do, keep talking with her,
我保证 and she will, I promise,
她会回应的 talk right back.
我们的旅途还没有结束 We are still on the journey.
没有我们所爱的人 We cannot do this, any of this,
我们做不到这一切 without the people we love.
贝比深知这一点 Babe knew that.
她从未停止证明 即使旅途中可能 And she never stopped proving that, even though
会有坎坷的夜晚和闹剧 there might be bumpy nights and dramas,
你和朋友之间不能简单地 you cannot get through this life
原谅与被原谅 然后就此度过这一生 without simply forgiving and being forgiven
因为她们 by your friends since they are...
一旦她们进入了你的世界 once they are of you,
她们就成了 once they are
你心底的一部分 in your heart.
我要学习如何不去哀悼 I am going to learn how not to mourn
而是继续看见她 but rather to still see her.
有时 当我看着 Sometimes when I catch
自己的倒影时 my own reflection,
我却看到了她 I see her instead.
我之前在一个聚会上 I was at a party.
我讲了一个故事 说我看到一个人 I was telling a story about a certain person
进飞机洗手间的时候 I'd seen enter an airplane bathroom
长得像梅戴·韦斯特 a dead ringer for Mae West
出来时看起来像维克多·马托尔 and exit looking like Victor Mature.
当我讲完时 When I finished,
每个人都笑着鼓掌 everybody laughed and applauded.
然后我发现她们都还在看着我 And then I saw that they were all still looking at me,
急切地期待着我再说一个笑话 eagerly expecting an encore.
我周围都是人 我却无比孤独 I was alone and surrounded by people,
这是最糟糕的一种孤独 the worst sort of loneliness there is.
在那绝望的时刻 我的眼睛扫视了一下房间 And in that desperate moment, my eyes scanned the room,
来去之间 我看到了自己的倒影 and there in the back again, I saw my reflection.
但却是贝比 But it was Babe.
她就是我 She was me.
她朝我微笑 看了我一眼 说 She was smiling at me, and in a look she said,
我们走吧 然后我们就走了 "Let's get out of here, " and so we did.
在一轮满月下 我和我的倒影骑着马 We rode off into the night under a full moon,
消失在夜色中 my reflection and I.
我不记得我们去了哪里 I don't remember where we went,
但我记得 在路上 but I do remember that on the way
我们永远有讲不完故事 we never ran out of stories to tell.
这就是我想说的 我的倒影只展示了 And this is my point: my reflection showed me
我最好的一面 only the best parts of myself.
为了换取她的友谊 And in exchange for her friendship,
我把我最好的一面给了她 I gave those parts to her.
我给了她一切 I gave her everything
因为这是她值得一切 because she deserved it... all...
比一切更多 ...and so much more,
等等 等等 et cetera, et cetera.
我不能用“等等等等“来结束悼词 Well, I can't end the eulogy with "et cetera, et cetera, "
所以你现在该走了 so you have to leave now because
因为我要把结尾写完 I need to finish the ending.
这太有她的风格了 每一个细节都 像像得毛骨悚然 This is so her. Every detail. It's uncanny.
我知道 我一直期待着 I know. I keep expecting her
她急匆匆地从街角走来 为一些与其他花瓣 to come around the corner hurrying, fussing over
不同步而散落在外花瓣而大惊小怪 some errant stray flower petal out of sync with the others.
真是令人毛骨悚然 It's ghoulish is what it is.
现在我们该怎么办 Well, now what the fuck do we do?
我不知道 但让我们面对现实吧 这并不容易 I don't know, but let's face it, it's not going to be easy.
是她让这一切运转起来的 She was the one who made this whole thing work.
不是吗 是她逼我们来的 Wasn't she? She, she made us show up.
我们要继续前进 就像战争期间俄罗斯冬天的 We keep marching, like soldiers in the winter in Russia
士兵一样 during the war.
嗯 没那么糟 我们不会 Well, it's not that bad. We're not,
我们不会向斯大林格勒进军 we're not marching on Stalingrad.
天呐 我害怕这样 Oh, God, I dreaded this.
比我想象的还要糟糕 And it's much worse than I thought.
我爱她 I loved her.
世界变了 比尔·佩利还活着 The world turns, and Bill Paley is
有钱又单身 still alive and rich and single once again.
无论他最终选择了谁 祝他好运 Good luck to whomever he ends up picking
因为这不是胆小的人能忍得了的 because that is not a job for the faint of heart.
此时此刻 特鲁曼会说一句妙语 Truman would have a deliciously wicked quip in this moment.
他会把它像扔飞镖一样扔出去 然后正中靶心 He'd throw it like a lawn dart and hit a bull's-eye.
他应该过来的 Well, he should have come.
为什么不呢 这是谢幕时间了 不是吗 Why not? It's the curtain call, isn't it?
让他来致敬吧 Let him take his bow.
最后一定是特鲁曼来讲结束语 Truman will have the last word.
无论好坏 他都会让我们永垂不朽 He will immortalize us all, for better or for worse.
他要完成《被回应的祈祷》了吗 He's finishing Answered Prayers?
他说贝比的死是最后一章 He said Babe's death is the final chapter,
然后他就可以死了 and then he can die.
然后他就可以死了 And then he can die.
天呐 能不能别扯什么死不死的 Christ. How about not dying?
就不能好好活着吗 How about thriving?
你知道 想好好活着并不难 It's not that hard, you know, to thrive.
我一直想问他 I always wanted to ask him...
出版那本书有意义吗 ...did it pay off to publish that?
并没有什么意义 不是吗 And it didn't pay off, did it?
真是浪费 It was a waste.
好吧 听着 我要悄悄溜出去了 Okay, look, I'm going to slip out without fuss.
是的 我也是 下周一起吃午饭吗 Yes, me, too. Lunch next week?
当然 一定去 海岸餐厅吗 周一怎么样 Yes, we have to. La Cote? How's Monday?
我来不了 Oh, it doesn't work for me.
我整天都要在坦普尔顿见承包商 I have contractors at Templeton all day.
-周二呢 -噢 要去贝德福德有事 周三吧 Tuesday? Oh, a thing in Bedford. Wednesday.
等等 不 周三不行 周四吧 Wait, no, Wednesday doesn't work. Thursday.
我来不了 I can't.
好吧 我们先保持联系 Oh, well, we'll just keep in touch.
也许我们该换个新地方 路顿怎么样 And maybe we should try a new place. Lutèce?
或者我们可以冒险去西区 Or dare we venture across to the West Side?
-艺术咖啡 -噢 - Café des Artistes? - Ooh.
-我们会想办法聚一聚的 -好 Well, we'll figure something out. Okay.
再见 亲爱的 Bye, darling.
我能问你个严肃的问题吗 some serious questions?
当然 Oh, sure.
你喝酒了吗 Have you been drinking?
你是说最近吗 You mean very lately?
我是想说这个 Here's what I'm saying.
你有 You have a problem
酗酒的问题 with alcoholism.
成千上万的人都有同样的问 Millions of people have the same prob--
天啊 Oh, my God.
酒精已经是最不严重的一种了 I mean, alcohol is the least of it.
差不多 I mean, that's
就是 the joker
纸牌里的小丑 in the-the cards.
有什么问题吗 What is the problem?
开始是因为我 It began because I...
我的母亲 My mother...
一切都很简单 it was all very simple.
这是 我是说 It was one of the most simple,
最简单的 I mean, kind of cases
焦虑案例之一 of anxiety.
嗯 你知道 那是 Well, you know, it was..
我的母亲曾是一个非常漂亮的女孩 My mother was a very beautiful girl,
她当年只有 and she was only
17岁 17 years old...
我有个问题想问你 Here's a question I'd like to ask you.
这是个严肃的问题 就是 It's a serious question, and that is this.
如果你不解决毒品和酒精的问题 What is going to happen unless you lick this problem
会怎么样呢 of drugs and alcohol?
那样的特鲁曼会怎么样 What is going to happen to Truman?
我相信你已经想过了 I'm sure you've thought about it.
哦 你知道的 我想过了 Oh, you know, I do,
我一个月又一个月又一个月地 for months and months and months and months,
写作 you know, I write.
但显而易见的答案是 最后 But the obvious answer is that eventually,
-我是说 我会害死我自己的 -嗯 I mean, I'll kill myself. -Yes.
并且不是蓄意自杀 Without meaning to.
你知道你在哪儿吗 You know where you are?
别对我颐指气使 Don't patronize me.
海瑟顿 明尼阿波利斯 你在排毒 Hazelden. Minneapolis. You're in detox.
你在斯坦利·西格尔的 You blacked out on Stanley Siegel's
烂电视节目上昏了过去 wretched television show.
你对贝比的自我厌恶和愧疚 Your self-loathing and guilt over Babe,
对失去她却从未得到原谅的愧疚 over losing her without ever having been forgiven,
这就是你在全国电视上这么 is that why you did this to yourself
对自己的原因吗 on national television?
我最好为了她振作起来 I better get myself put together for her service.
那是两周前的事了 That was two weeks ago.
剩下的《被回应的祈祷》是一封写给她的情书 The rest of Answered Prayers is a love letter to her.
人们会明白我想要庆祝什么 People will see what I meant to celebrate.
没有什么《被回应的祈祷》是吗 There is no Answered Prayers, is there?
只有有残片 台词 和废弃的书页 There's scraps, there's lines, there's abandoned pages.
你在评判我吗 Are you judging me?
小心 Careful.
我这么问是出于一个实际的目的 你死后 I'm asking for the practical purpose of, when you die,
我将负责创作一份手稿 it's going to fall to me to try and produce
我希望你能让我不用去 a manuscript, and I would appreciate being spared
到处找彩蛋 that particular Easter egg hunt.
我不想死 I don't want to die.
这也是个谎言 That's a lie, too.
这般轻蔑 So much contempt.
我伤你有那么深吗 Did I hurt you that much?
这不是轻蔑 Contempt is not what this is.
我要和你告别了 This is goodbye.
我把你送到医院了 以后就再也不见了 I got you here, goodbye.
那本书是真的 The book is real.
那些片段 我只要把它们拼凑到一起就好了 All those scraps, I, I just have to put them together.
我遇到了一个人 I met someone.
我爱上他了 I'm in love.
或者说 经历了这一切后 Or as much as I can be
尽我所能地爱他 after all this.
其实我能来 你还得感谢他 You have him to thank, actually, for my being here.
也是多亏了他 你才能被送到医院 For your being here.
我本来没打算管你 就让你倒在呕吐物里 I was going to leave you in your own vomit,
躺在客厅的地板上 sleeping on the living room floor,
是他说服了我 这样是不对的 but he convinced me that that would be wrong.
谁 Who?
村里书店的一个男孩 A kid from that bookstore in the Village.
他对我来说太年轻了 但是 He's way too young for me, but...
我已经不在乎了 I don't care anymore.
他很善良 He's kind,
善良很重要 特鲁曼 and kindness counts, Truman.
你幸灾乐祸的表情总是那么好看 杰克 Gloating always was a good look for you, Jack.
和你如此般配 就像名妓和她手腕上的卡地亚表一样 Fits you like a Cartier watch on a courtesan's wrist.
你自以为是个作家 但无论你写了什么 You fancied yourself a writer, but whatever you wrote,
你永远还是那个想讨好别人的 it was always a chorus boy
合唱团男孩 trying to impress.
我唯一真正跳过的舞 是和你一起跳的 The only real dancing I ever did was with you.
为你的自私找理由 仿佛你的天赋能为 Justifying your self-regard, as if genius excuses
你的可悲行为开脱 what a miserable person you are.
故意在出版物上撒谎 To lie in print deliberately,
只为了伤害在意你的人 这 simply to hurt people who care about you, it's...
你这样冒风险走钢丝 最后又得到了什么呢 And where has your high-wire act gotten you?
被送进了没有未来的医院 躺在了没有未来的病床上 A dead-end bed in a dead-end hospital.
再见 特鲁曼 Goodbye, Truman.
不要 Don't.
求求你 杰克 不要走 Please, Jack, don't go.
我害怕 I'm scared.
我只有你了 还有乔安妮 I only have you, outside Joanne.
但是她 And she's...
你知道的 她是乔安妮啊 Well, you know, she's Joanne.
她会在一号码头家居店 She buys papered lamps
买纸灯 from Pier 1.
活得像个西藏的折衷主义者 老天呐 Tibetan eclectic, for Christ's sake.
她不是贝比 She's not Babe.
她不是你 She's not you.
求求你了 我很抱歉 Please. I-I'm sorry.
不要离开我 Don't leave.
杰克 我好冷 Jack, I'm so cold.
你刚才浑身发烫 You were burning up,
现在又浑身冰凉 now you're freezing.
特鲁曼 你能听见我说话吗 Truman, can you hear me?
你能说话吗 你怎么了啊 Can you talk? What's wrong with you?
你哪里疼吗 是不是心脏病发作了 Are you in pain? Did you have a heart attack?
我在哪 Where am I?
你在加利福尼亚 You're in California...
在你房间里 ...in your room,
在我家 in my house.
是我呀 亲爱的 It's, it's me, honey.
是乔安妮 It's Joanne.
你不记得了吗 Don't you remember?
你想来这边晒晒太阳 You wanted to come out here and-and dry out
坐在泳池旁 and-and sit by the pool
写作 and-and write.
我给你备齐了黄色笔记本 I got you all of your yellow notebooks
你的铅笔 and, and your pencils
还有那些高级的橡皮擦 and those good gum erasers.
你还记得你打算把《被回应的祈祷》写完吗 You remember how you were gonna finish Answered Prayers?
特鲁曼 Truman?
-嗨 -嗨 Howdy. Howdy yourself.
这水不错 你要下来吗 Water's fine. You coming in?
不 不 我写到 No, no, I was
最后一页了 on the last page.
马上写完了 I was almost done.
我在 我在 I got you. I got you.
天呢 特鲁曼 你做了什么 Oh, God, Truman, what have you done?
幸好我一直跟着理查德·西蒙斯健身 Thank God I've been doing those Richard Simmons classes.
上肢力量够强 才能把你从水里拉上来 I have the upper body strength to pull you out of there.
你刚才摔里面了 You just keeled over.
好了 我现在就联系医生 好吗 Okay, listen, I'm gonna call a doctor, okay?
你好好待着 You just sit tight.
不 不 我要去 No, no, I'm going.
我决定要去中国 I've decided I'm going to go to China,
找一个没有电话 没有邮件的地方 where there are no phones and no mail service.
找一座中式宝塔 In a Mandarin pagoda pavilion,
在里面看竹子摇曳 watching bamboo shoots sway...
特鲁曼 别说了 你吓到我了 Truman, stop. You're scaring me.
你瞎说什么呢 You're not making any sense.
我没瞎说 我不要再进医院了 I am. No more hospitals.
我好累 I'm very tired.
特鲁曼 Truman.
如果你在乎我 If you care about me,
那就让我走吧 please just let me go.
你好烫 You're burning up.
给我来杯酒 Bring me a drink.
不行 不能再喝酒了 No! No more alcohol.
我没有尽到好朋友的责任 一直纵容你 I've been a very bad friend, enabling you.
不能再喝了 我给你拿一瓶 No more. I'm-I'm gonna get you
无糖可乐吧 好吗 a, a Diet Rite Cola, okay?
天呢 Oh, dear.
911 有什么紧急情况吗 911. What's your emergency?
你好 这里是911 Hello? This is 911.
你遇到了什么紧急情况 What's your emergency?
你好 你好 Hello? Hello?
一方面 这个房间极需光照 On one hand, this place desperately needs more light.
另一方面 这房间里的装饰我真的 On the other, I hate to call any more attention
不想再多看一眼 to this decor.
唉 可怜的乔安妮 我想她也是好心 Ah, poor Joanne, she means well, I suppose.
一个人被如此恼人的颜色所环绕 Well, how is one to get better when surrounded by
要如何康复呢 such an unfortunate color?
这是什么颜色 What is this color?
桔黄色 Putty? Ugh.
你不喜欢吗 是西班牙布道院风 You don't like it? It's very Spanish mission
与牧场风的融合 meets rancho.
对对对 我们懂的 乔安妮 Yes, yes, we get it, Joanne.
加利福尼亚离墨西哥不远嘛 California abuts Mexico.
多么恰如其分呀 How very on the nose.
坐起来吧 Now sit up.
你得填填肚子 You need something for your stomach.
解解酒酒 A blotter.
解解酒 A blotter?
我喜欢听你说这个词 I love when you say that.
来一点乐之饼干解解酒 A blotter of Ritz Crackers.
噢 贝比 我可太喜欢了 Oh, Babe, how I love that.
对 喝了一晚上 Yes. After a night of imbibing,
喝了那么多酒 磕了那么多药 absorbing all that alcohol, all that acid?
对 你需要解解酒 Yes, a blotter.
首先 First things first, though.
解宿醉的酒 Hair of the dog.
太好了 Heavens.
乔安妮去给我拿无糖根汁汽水了 Joanne went to fetch me a diet root beer,
你能理解吗 if you can fathom it.
根汁汽水 不是吧 Root beer. Please.
是要开披萨派对么 Are we throwing a pizza party?
好吧 不应该让你抽的 Okay, bad idea.
来 灭了吧 Come on, let's put that out.
你是不是有点晒伤了 Did you get a slight sunburn?
不 是皮肤发红 No, it's a flush.
是因为你的肝和肾 没错 Your liver and kidneys. That's it.
渐渐地停止运转了 They're all shutting down now.
你的心 肿得多么厉害 And your heart, how swollen it is.
我能听见你的心跳声 I can hear it, the pumping.
不太自然 很费劲 It's not natural. It's becoming an effort.
是的 恐怕确实如此 Yes, I fear that may be the case.
我觉得很不对劲 I feel so odd. Mm-hmm.
贝比 你的手 Babe, your hand feels
好柔软 好凉爽 so soft and cool.
这种感觉让我陶醉 It's just ecstasy, that feeling.
就像母亲凉爽的手 The cool hand of a mother.
也像格斯塔德来的交换生的手 Or an au pair from Gstaad.
还记得我们在牙买加的时候吗 Remember that time in Jamaica
我病得厉害 你一整晚没睡陪着我 when I was so awfully ill, and you stayed up with me
直到我退烧 till my fever broke? Mm-hmm.
作为回报 我为你大声朗读 And in return I read aloud to you.
《蒂凡尼的早餐》的初稿 Your first draft of Breakfast at Tiffany's.
我当然记得了 Of course I remember.
对 我读完以后 你说 Yes, and-and when I'd finished, you said,
写的是卡罗尔 对吧 "It's Carol, isn't it? "
写的就是 It is about
卡罗尔·马托 Carol Matthau.
其他人都没有发现 Nobody else connected the dots.
你当时还向我许诺 And you made me a promise then.
我说我永远不会写你的故事 I said I'd never write about you.
而我相信了你 And I believed you.
人们会说闲话 但没关系 People say things. So be it.
说过就忘了 Things get said and then forgotten.
这就是人生 That's life.
大多数时候 人们没有恶意 只为了生活 Most of the time there's no malice, just life.
贝比 Babe...
说真的 你为什么来呢 why did you come, really?
我呼唤了好多年 I've been calling and calling for years.
我必须来 对吗 Well, I had to, didn't I?
你在谈话节目上表现得那么糟糕 All those awful talk show appearances,
久久无法下笔 not a word put to paper.
总得有人来照顾你 Somebody had to be there for you.
我得来照顾你 I had to be there.
就像我在牙买加时一样 Like I was in Jamaica.
你一直都是个需要 You've always been a child
妈妈的孩子 who needs his mother.
-但我妈妈离开了我 -我知道 But my mother left me. I know.
我也是 And so did I.
我陪伴自己孩子的时间并不足够 I wasn't there enough for my own children either.
但 我现在来了 But... I'm here now.
亲爱的特鲁曼 Sweet Truman.
我已经死了 是吗 I'm not alive, am I?
我死了 I'm dead.
你已经死了很长时间了 特鲁曼 You have been for a very long time, Truman.
闭上眼睛吧 Just... just close your eyes.
一切很快就结束了 It'll all be over soon.
相信我 And believe me,
放手后 感觉好多了 it's so much better when you let go.
好冷 It's so cold.
我好冷 I'm so cold.
这还是加利福尼亚吗 How could this be California?
你好 Hello?
结束了 杰克 It's over, Jack.
-怎么样 -很难 What was it like? Hard.
只有 只有我们两个人 You know, it was, it was just us.
我和他在一起这么长时间 It was you and me for a long time,
现在只剩下我了 and then it was just me.
他说什么了吗 Did he say anything?
他说他很冷 He said he was cold.
母亲 妈妈 "Mother." "Mama."
他还说 And then he said...
美丽的贝比 "Beautiful Babe."